Ed and depression

22 years old. she/her. Sorry I can't answer dms I used a fake email.

[v3hementvelvet]

Shout out to all my normal weight and over weight peeps who make the lamest, most transparent excuses for their ED, but still get praise for blatantly starving yourself bc "you could stand to lose a few pounds"

I see you

You are valid

And your eating disorder is no less important than anyone else out here 🫂

[fleurixion]

someone should open a reastruant with all low calorie options, and fruit as appetizers. i’m sick of going to restraunts to see 900 calorie appetizers and 1900 calorie meals.

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

🤌🤌🙏🙏🙏

Literally went to a local small restaurant, and ate over my whole day's worth in one sitting without drink. Had to work out to "pay" it off. So fucking annoying

[adoreslim]

tips for people new to ana/fasting

• leave • leave • get help before it’s too late • leave • delete this app • LEAVE

[zscornerr]

Im not losing weight, im getting rid of it. I have no intent of ever finding it again.

Amen.

[productivefairy-deactivated2025]

your guide to build a morning routine:

So, do u wanna build a morning routine because it can give your day a structure, boost productivity and just makes you feel better? Here is how :-

start your day atleast 2-1.5 hour before your work or school. so u are not in a rush.

your morning routine should be realistic so that u can stick to it. cause' lets not lie the morning routine u see your fav wellness influencer have is hard to do.

Consistency is the key. The more days you follow your routine the more it becomes as habit.

Dont use phone or social media during mornings There are four pillars essential to have a morning routine which is healthy for your body and mind.

1.Things that keeps your body healthy.

2.Things that keeps your mind healthy.

3.Things that keeps your surrounding healthy.

4.Things that you enjoy.

Lets talk about each one, one by one:-

Things that keep you healthy :-

i) Drink water first thing in morning. If you dont like the taste of water. Add lemon or lime in it or maybe citrus infused water. But please drink water it'll help you sm.

ii)Do stretching, yoga, cardio, pilates, hot girl walks. Basically anything that keeps your body moving. It boosts productivity and puts you in good mood.

iii) eat healthy. Well it doesnt mean count all your calories or drink nasty juices NO. This means eating a healthy breakfast that will keep you full.

iv) Do your skincare and take shower in mornings.

v) Brush and floss your teeth. Oral healths are often neglected but hot girl like you shouldnt do that.

2.Things that keep your mind healthy :-

i) Meditating. Meditate for atleast 5-10 mins before starting your work day. It just stops the rush going in your mind. you can do guided meditation.

ii) If you believe in this then you can do affirmations in front of mirror. universalitgirlblog2 has some amazing affirmations you should check it out.

iii) Journal. If you are someone who enjoys journal then do it as it can set the tone of your day.

iv) . Make to do lists in morning it helps you declutter your day.

3.Things that keeps your surrounding healthy.

i)If you happen to have windows in your room then open them up. Lets the wind and sun come through.

ii)Make your bed. Its a kind gesture toward yourself and a less messy bed can fasten up your productivity.

iii) wash your breakfast dishes. or atleast the plate you ate in. It helps you not have a pile of dishes.

iv) optional but take a dusting cloth and play a song as your timer and just clean the surfaces which seems to have dirt. Just 3-4 mins and you'll feel better.

4.Things that you enjoy:-

This part is super important cause' if you follow a morning routine you deserve a reward and if one someday when u are not your best even then you deserve pamper. I dont know you or your intrest but you do so just add what you like in your routine. You wanna read that book go ahead read it, grab a starbucks drink on your way home, cook yourself a beautiful breakfast, get dressed as main character, water your plants or maybe just stare at the sky admiring them.

What do you do when you are not in the mood or you are on your periods or feeling underweather?

i) Make an altearnate easy routine to do which mostly consist of things that you like.

ii)Do only first step of your regular routine like you dont wanna excercise then just play the video of routine that you follow.

Additional tips-

ROMANTICIZE. This is the key. Enjoying and being grateful for most mundane moments of your day. Buy yourself a flowers. Acts as you are on vogue while doing skincare. Blast your fav playlist in morning.

Dont overwhelm yourself. You cant change your life in a day but you can add habits each day one by one.

Remember why you are doing this. You are doing this cause you love yourself thats why you wanna give everything to your body and your mind to make it its best version.

I try my best to make these post as concise as I can but I just feel like everything is necessary and dont wanna miss out on anything. I hope this helps.

[tinylizzz]

edblr needs a wake up call.

i HATE those ed posts that are like "weight loss benefits" related to health. ik a lot of ppl on here are kids and maybe don't understand. & romanticizing ed for yourself is one thing, i'm guilty of it myself. but please do not lie to yourself and others that this shit is healthy. you will not have a healthier heart than a fat person by eating under 1000 calories a day. you will not have a better quality of life, you will not have more energy, your skin and hair will not be stronger, your mental health will not improve. this is one of the things that i legitimately think is dangerous to spread. there are no health benefits from an eating disorder.

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

Can't I have a fucking goddamn Jesus christ ass of a birthday without anyone fucking berating me for fuck's sake.

[thereisnothinghereagain]

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

[moonlithe-shadow]

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

Just finished eating my emotions yeahhhhhh

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

My favorite fanfic writer died of a heart attack this July. Don't know how to cope. I was starting a comic based off their fanfics, even tho I never posted it. I hope their family is grieving in a healthy way. R.I.P. Sarsis your fanfics litteraly, and I'm not kidding, saved my life.

Hope you find peace in the afterlife. Loved your work.

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

Sorry for inactivity, Ed isn't really back but depression hits really hard

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

I wanna die tbh

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

I don't care what everyone says, I wanna kiss Bella Swann so freaking much

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

Depressed as fuck. Someone I know died. Didn't think it would affect me long term like that. Never dealed with grief before.

[jane-skenneeh-witch]

I'm delusional. As if my family will ever love me, perfect or not.

At least my mom loves the fake me.

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[jane-skenneeh-witch]

Haha kill me I'm so stressed I've been bringing for a WHoLE FUCKING WEEK I lost the weight and now I'm self sabotaging hahahahhahahahhahah I think I'm going insane