Dainty Queen ♥

Safe and solid. Protective and proud.

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I just wanna be happy for you.

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Stagnant ba 'ko? 🙃

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I found myself thinking about you last night and about everything that was lost. But it was different this time. My heart reminded me that I still have everything. I lost someone who looked down on me when I had nothing. But you lost someone who won't leave you even if you lost everything and be totally zero in life. Someone who's willing to grow with you and willing to help you achieve the dreams you want in life. You lost someone who genuinely and willing to give you all, more than you could ever imagine.

Exam week and I'm tired. But this is 'the tired' I prayer for. The "tired" I worked hard to experience. Ito yung pinagpanata kong hirap. Yung hirap na gusto ko danasin kasi for once, hindi na siya yung hirap na nasasaktan yung puso ko.

I know you chose yourself that time and I'm proud of you. I hope you live the life you deserve.

I thank you, self, for not giving up. I thank you for keeping the faith. I thank you for still keeping it. And I thank you that you're looking for room of growth anywhere and everywhere you go. I thank you for surviving one day at a time and for not blaming yourself anymore on what was lost.

Keep the faith. We'll get there. ❤️

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Ngayong araw ko tatandaan na minaliit mo 'ko kahit naging mabuti ako sa'yo at sa pamilya mo 🙂

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Happy birthday.

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You're my...

could've been.

should've been.

But never was, and never will be...

Wherever you are, I hope I'm making you proud. 📀

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🤗☝🏼

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Sobrang saya ng love life ko 4-5 years ago. Sobrang saya natin. Ikaw nilulook forward ko tuwing matatapos araw ko, kahit ga'no ako kapagod.

Sino nga naman makakapagsabi ng mangyayari kinabukasan? Sa mga susunod na araw, linggo, buwan o taon pa yan.

Kasi look at me. Kahit ako noon, hindi ko napicture na darating ako sa araw na 'to. Na uupo ako sa bawat kainan na pinuntahan natin dito sa Baguio, kinakain ko pa rin yung mga inoorder natin, na mag-isa na lang ako.

Hindi ko akalaing uupo ako mag-isa na ikaw memory ka na lang sakin.

Hindi na ganun kasakit. Pero pag iniisip ko, talaga palang umoorder at kumakain ako dito mag-isa. Nasa kabilang banda ng agam agam ko pa rin,

"Bakit mo ba 'ko iniwan?"

"Kailan ko maiintindihan kung bakit?"

Ipinapanalangin kita araw-araw. At sana sa araw araw, umaandar tong mundo ko na binubuo yung mga sagot para pagdating ko sa dulo, may sagot na sa lahat, kahit hindi sa bibig mo galing.

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Kawikaan 30:7-9 (BMBB)

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Mag ingat ka lagi. Ingatan mo sarili mo lagi. Pinagpapanata kita palagi.

Hinding hindi ka mawawala sa panalangin ko.

PALAGI.

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I still get hurt about old pain whenever it pops into my head coz I still don’t understand why I deserved it.

Pero ipinapanalangin ko na lang, syempre. ⛈

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Masaya pa rin ako na ang huli kong naibigay sayo bago nangyaring hindi na tayo nagkita ay hindi materyal na bagay kundi paghawak sa kamay mo sa Panalangin para sa kaligtasan mo lagi.

Aaralin ko mang hindi ka na hintayin, hindi ka pa rin mawawala sa panalangin. Live the life you deserve, dahil mabuti kang tao. ❤️

Magmahal man ako ulit, ipapanalangin pa rin kita. Mamahalin ka pa rin kahit na lang sa panalangin 🇮🇹

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"People say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Truth is, you knew what you had, you just never thought you'd lose it." -ctto

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Pano kung that time, alam kong huling araw na kitang makikita, ano kayang ginawa ko nu'n?

Wala ako masagot sa sarili ko. Pero isa lang sigurado ako, kung pano kita pinauwi pabalik sa pupuntahan mo, ganun pa rin. Na mananalangin pa rin ako kasama ka, tapos ihahatid pa rin kita sa sakayan mo.

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Mahal ko talaga, sorry.

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