I am looking out over the sea. The sun is warming my skin, the salty water cools it again. I’m wearing a yellow dress that’s gently blowing in the wind. I touch my neck and notice that I’m not wearing my scarf. I feel light. The wind brushes against my skin and for the first time in forever I feel free.
A soft touch of my hand makes me look next to me. There he stands. The love of my life, the man that gives me hope, the man that I look up to, the man that I want to protect. Eren.
His hair is neatly tied up in a bun. His green eyes fixated on me. My heart fluttered in my chest, I couldn’t believe it. Eren is here, does it mean it’s all over? Are we really back at the sea? “Are we free?” I whispered. He only smiled and took a step closer to me making my heart pound in my chest. Eren gently took my head in both his hands, pressing his forehead against mine. He was so close I could smell him. “Mikasa I did it. I did this all for you.”, he breathed. I couldn’t believe it. I felt the tears overflowing my eyes. Eren wiped them away with his thumbs while still holding me.
“You are everything to me”, he said softly while coming closer and carefully pressing his lips on mine. My skin burnt. My heart exploded. Our mouths, our hands, our bodies and souls intertwined. I managed to get a glimpse of him to reassure that this was real. He is kissing me with his eyes closed, all his attention is on me, but something’s wrong. His expression looks worried somehow. He seems to be in pain. Like he’s suffering.
“I love you Eren”, I gasped taking my breath as we became more and more passionate. “I know Mikasa. I know”, Eren replied still kissing me pulling me even closer. What is going on, why does this moment feel so sad? I’ve never been more happy in my life. Why am I sad? My eyes feel so heavy, why did I get so tired all of a sudden? All I want to do is look at him, kiss him, feel him forever. I don’t want to lose him out of my sight. But I’m weak, so I close my eyes.
Then I wake up. My heart is still racing, I can still feel Eren’s touch, I can still taste him. I gasped for air and looked around me. There’s no Eren. There’s only death all around me. I can’t see clear because of the smoke. I can’t hear because of the screams. I looked at my hands which are covered in blood. Every inch of my body hurts. “Eren, come back to me..”, was the last thing I could say before fading further into darkness, drowning in the sea.
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