My Thoughts. My World.

[janjannnne]

Naa napod ta ani. Laban lang mommy para sa baby 🥲

[janjannnne]

I miss myself

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Im here again

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Im so fucking tired

[quotemadness]

“The pain that you feel is only temporary. The growth that you experience will last forever.”

— Nicole Addison

[janjannnne]

I hope this will end

[janjannnne]

Hi tumby. Naa nasad ko. Hilak nasad.

Kapoy maning way makasabot sa atoa oy kay i blaim rajud dayun nato atong kaugalingon. Kapoy kaayo kay dili ko maniwang. Wala nakoy kaon2 tarong peru di japon maniwang. Kapoy naman kaayo oy. Lami na ipahuway. Dili pod nang mamatay. Kanang way problema bitaw, way hunahunaon nga ubang tawo. Kulang rajud kog love sakong self ani. Kapoy na. Basig mo surrender nako hapit ani.

[janjannnne]

Hello tumbly. Can't sleep again. Hay gusto nako mag settle down kaayo. Will someone choose me? Always nalang jud ing.ani. Mag dugay then wala ra d ay kasiguraduhan japon.

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Paranoia is eating me again. I badly want to end things. To end this suffering.

[janjannnne]

Di nako masulat ang kasakit sakong kasing kasing.

[janjannnne]

Mas sakit lang karun kay I thought dili nako mag hilak sa iyaa. Expectation vs reality.

[janjannnne]

When you thought that everything is going fine. Reality slaps you hard.

[janjannnne]

Naa nasad ta ani. Random breaking down and sleepless nights. Asking why, or unsay kulang. Unsay dapat buhaton.

[janjannnne]

Soon I'll be healed. Can't wait for that day.

[janjannnne]

Hello tumbly. I missed you.

Im not sad, im just disappointed on how things turned out to be. Im kinda fine tho. This time, I'm gonna choose myself first before anything else. Even if I'm gonna lose something. I can't make myself fool again over something that would cost me loosing myself in the process. Dark days aren't easy 🙂

[surqrised]

“My whole life I’ve been telling myself, ‘don’t be afraid’. And it is only now that I’m realizing how stupid that is. Don’t be afraid. Like saying, ‘don’t move out of the way when someone tries to punch you’ or ‘don’t flinch at the heat of fire’ or ‘don’t blink’. Don’t be human. I’m afraid and you’re afraid and we’re all always going to be afraid, because that’s the point. What I should be telling myself is ‘be afraid, but do it anyway’. Live anyway.”

— Unknown

[janjannnne]

Love? That's not for me 🙂

[janjannnne]

Tough, rough day it is.