Me, Lie; Never.

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At all fellow Rpers and Fanders!

I feel like we all rp virgil very badly, because only one person can play him exactly and that’s thomas! We all portray our own versions of our anxiety/creativity/logic/mortality/deceitful ness/etc as we think our sides would be! So even though I hate or love how I rp sides, I truly know it will never love up to our boys. That’s the beauty behind Thomas’ characters. We learn to love all aspects of Thomas personality in a personified form. I just find that truly amazing.

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Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

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Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

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Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

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"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

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Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

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Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

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Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

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Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

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Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

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Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

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Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

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Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

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Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

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Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

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Virgil squealed again, panting even more. "Gonna- I think? Nngh, fuck! Itfeelssogood!! I can't!!" he babbled, digging his nails into the fabric as he fought to keep the pillow on his face.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus had to suppress himself from laughing as he kept going, a hand rubbing on his inner thigh as he kept bobbing his head as he started to taste the other leaking a small bit of pre-cum. He was ready to see how this was gonna go.

The mother stepped right outside of his door and knocked on it aggressively. “Virgil, fucking answer me or I’m coming in.”

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Virgil whined again, tensing up as he reached his edge. "N-nuuuuuuuaaaaaaaAAAAHHHHHHFUCKILOVEYOUUUUU" he yelled, climaxing down Janus's throat with a loud moan. Whoops.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks as he laps up the others juices, making sure to get the other completely clean and worked him through his orgasm, but at the mother’s persistence he laid down under the blankets to make it look like it was just pillows or soemthing.

Thankfully he did that because the mom came in not even two seconds later. “Virgil Storm! What the fuck are you doing!?”

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Virgil was breathing heavily, with sweat forming on his forehead. "Holy- fucking- fuck- shit- whoa" he panted, staring wordlessly as his door swung open. "I- uhm- I- getout".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’m not getting out! You’re up here fucking do god knows what and you won’t answer me. You’re lucky your father isn’t home or he would’ve swarmed in the moment he heard you.” She says folding her arms and hugging. “What are you doing??? Fucking your self or soemthing!?”

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Virgil chewed his lip and tried to pull himself up, making sure to not disturb the covers. "I- this is my room, I can do whatever in here..." he replied, still slightly breathless. "Now, quit making this awkward and just leave. Please?".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Technically it’s your fathers roof, he’s the one who pays for the roof over your head which is above where your bed is. And I’ll go, but if I catch you doing this again, you better fucking answer.” She hissed before leaving the room with a huff.

When she did leave, Janus popped out from under the covers, his blonde styled hair now looking messy from hiding. He gave a small smirk and crawled close to the other. “People don’t usually say I love you after a bj. Just so you know.” He teases.

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"Dude, I'm not gonna answer you if I'm busy!" called Virgil, groaning in embarrassed annoyance. Wow that was so awkward! He flinched when he heard Janus, before looking to the other. "I- um... well, oops? Sorry...". Major blush.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles as he sat on the mattress beside him and kissed his cheek. “It’s fine, don’t worry. Anyways, we have a test at school tomorrow, god I hat chemistry.”

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"That... felt fucking amazing" stated Virgil, pulling his boxers back on. "Like- holy shit, wow". He then sighed, leaning on Janus. "Ew, yuck. Hopefully I'll do well? God knows what'll happen if I don't...".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Just don’t show your parents your report cards, that’s what I do.” Janus never talks about his family, barely even mentions them. Probably only 10 times in the years that he’s known Virgil. He’s never had him over at his house or even met them.

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"Dude, I wish it was that easy..." mumbled Virgil, sighing again. "You know... you never talk me about your family, J... and like- don't worry, I'm not gonna pressure you to talk but yeah... I legit know nothing about them".

[janus-show-yourself]

The moment the other said that, Janus clammed up. He didn’t make a look like he was mad, but like he really didn’t want to talk about this. “I think I should go, don’t want your dad to come home and find me here.”

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Oh... good going, Virgil, you've ruined it. "I- I didn't- I'm sorry..." whimpered the smaller male, moving away and looking down. "Uh, sure... if you want?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus stood up and adjusted his jacket, he gave a small huff as he tried to fix his hair. “It’s fine, don’t worry about it. I’ll text you later.”

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Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

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Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

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Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

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"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

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Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

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Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

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Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

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Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

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Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

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Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

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Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

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Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

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Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

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Virgil squealed again, panting even more. "Gonna- I think? Nngh, fuck! Itfeelssogood!! I can't!!" he babbled, digging his nails into the fabric as he fought to keep the pillow on his face.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus had to suppress himself from laughing as he kept going, a hand rubbing on his inner thigh as he kept bobbing his head as he started to taste the other leaking a small bit of pre-cum. He was ready to see how this was gonna go.

The mother stepped right outside of his door and knocked on it aggressively. “Virgil, fucking answer me or I’m coming in.”

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Virgil whined again, tensing up as he reached his edge. "N-nuuuuuuuaaaaaaaAAAAHHHHHHFUCKILOVEYOUUUUU" he yelled, climaxing down Janus's throat with a loud moan. Whoops.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks as he laps up the others juices, making sure to get the other completely clean and worked him through his orgasm, but at the mother’s persistence he laid down under the blankets to make it look like it was just pillows or soemthing.

Thankfully he did that because the mom came in not even two seconds later. “Virgil Storm! What the fuck are you doing!?”

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Virgil was breathing heavily, with sweat forming on his forehead. "Holy- fucking- fuck- shit- whoa" he panted, staring wordlessly as his door swung open. "I- uhm- I- getout".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’m not getting out! You’re up here fucking do god knows what and you won’t answer me. You’re lucky your father isn’t home or he would’ve swarmed in the moment he heard you.” She says folding her arms and hugging. “What are you doing??? Fucking your self or soemthing!?”

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Virgil chewed his lip and tried to pull himself up, making sure to not disturb the covers. "I- this is my room, I can do whatever in here..." he replied, still slightly breathless. "Now, quit making this awkward and just leave. Please?".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Technically it’s your fathers roof, he’s the one who pays for the roof over your head which is above where your bed is. And I’ll go, but if I catch you doing this again, you better fucking answer.” She hissed before leaving the room with a huff.

When she did leave, Janus popped out from under the covers, his blonde styled hair now looking messy from hiding. He gave a small smirk and crawled close to the other. “People don’t usually say I love you after a bj. Just so you know.” He teases.

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"Dude, I'm not gonna answer you if I'm busy!" called Virgil, groaning in embarrassed annoyance. Wow that was so awkward! He flinched when he heard Janus, before looking to the other. "I- um... well, oops? Sorry...". Major blush.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles as he sat on the mattress beside him and kissed his cheek. “It’s fine, don’t worry. Anyways, we have a test at school tomorrow, god I hat chemistry.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"That... felt fucking amazing" stated Virgil, pulling his boxers back on. "Like- holy shit, wow". He then sighed, leaning on Janus. "Ew, yuck. Hopefully I'll do well? God knows what'll happen if I don't...".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Just don’t show your parents your report cards, that’s what I do.” Janus never talks about his family, barely even mentions them. Probably only 10 times in the years that he’s known Virgil. He’s never had him over at his house or even met them.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Dude, I wish it was that easy..." mumbled Virgil, sighing again. "You know... you never talk me about your family, J... and like- don't worry, I'm not gonna pressure you to talk but yeah... I legit know nothing about them".

[janus-show-yourself]

The moment the other said that, Janus clammed up. He didn’t make a look like he was mad, but like he really didn’t want to talk about this. “I think I should go, don’t want your dad to come home and find me here.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed again, panting even more. "Gonna- I think? Nngh, fuck! Itfeelssogood!! I can't!!" he babbled, digging his nails into the fabric as he fought to keep the pillow on his face.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus had to suppress himself from laughing as he kept going, a hand rubbing on his inner thigh as he kept bobbing his head as he started to taste the other leaking a small bit of pre-cum. He was ready to see how this was gonna go.

The mother stepped right outside of his door and knocked on it aggressively. “Virgil, fucking answer me or I’m coming in.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil whined again, tensing up as he reached his edge. "N-nuuuuuuuaaaaaaaAAAAHHHHHHFUCKILOVEYOUUUUU" he yelled, climaxing down Janus's throat with a loud moan. Whoops.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks as he laps up the others juices, making sure to get the other completely clean and worked him through his orgasm, but at the mother’s persistence he laid down under the blankets to make it look like it was just pillows or soemthing.

Thankfully he did that because the mom came in not even two seconds later. “Virgil Storm! What the fuck are you doing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil was breathing heavily, with sweat forming on his forehead. "Holy- fucking- fuck- shit- whoa" he panted, staring wordlessly as his door swung open. "I- uhm- I- getout".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’m not getting out! You’re up here fucking do god knows what and you won’t answer me. You’re lucky your father isn’t home or he would’ve swarmed in the moment he heard you.” She says folding her arms and hugging. “What are you doing??? Fucking your self or soemthing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil chewed his lip and tried to pull himself up, making sure to not disturb the covers. "I- this is my room, I can do whatever in here..." he replied, still slightly breathless. "Now, quit making this awkward and just leave. Please?".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Technically it’s your fathers roof, he’s the one who pays for the roof over your head which is above where your bed is. And I’ll go, but if I catch you doing this again, you better fucking answer.” She hissed before leaving the room with a huff.

When she did leave, Janus popped out from under the covers, his blonde styled hair now looking messy from hiding. He gave a small smirk and crawled close to the other. “People don’t usually say I love you after a bj. Just so you know.” He teases.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Dude, I'm not gonna answer you if I'm busy!" called Virgil, groaning in embarrassed annoyance. Wow that was so awkward! He flinched when he heard Janus, before looking to the other. "I- um... well, oops? Sorry...". Major blush.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles as he sat on the mattress beside him and kissed his cheek. “It’s fine, don’t worry. Anyways, we have a test at school tomorrow, god I hat chemistry.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"That... felt fucking amazing" stated Virgil, pulling his boxers back on. "Like- holy shit, wow". He then sighed, leaning on Janus. "Ew, yuck. Hopefully I'll do well? God knows what'll happen if I don't...".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Just don’t show your parents your report cards, that’s what I do.” Janus never talks about his family, barely even mentions them. Probably only 10 times in the years that he’s known Virgil. He’s never had him over at his house or even met them.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed again, panting even more. "Gonna- I think? Nngh, fuck! Itfeelssogood!! I can't!!" he babbled, digging his nails into the fabric as he fought to keep the pillow on his face.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus had to suppress himself from laughing as he kept going, a hand rubbing on his inner thigh as he kept bobbing his head as he started to taste the other leaking a small bit of pre-cum. He was ready to see how this was gonna go.

The mother stepped right outside of his door and knocked on it aggressively. “Virgil, fucking answer me or I’m coming in.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil whined again, tensing up as he reached his edge. "N-nuuuuuuuaaaaaaaAAAAHHHHHHFUCKILOVEYOUUUUU" he yelled, climaxing down Janus's throat with a loud moan. Whoops.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks as he laps up the others juices, making sure to get the other completely clean and worked him through his orgasm, but at the mother’s persistence he laid down under the blankets to make it look like it was just pillows or soemthing.

Thankfully he did that because the mom came in not even two seconds later. “Virgil Storm! What the fuck are you doing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil was breathing heavily, with sweat forming on his forehead. "Holy- fucking- fuck- shit- whoa" he panted, staring wordlessly as his door swung open. "I- uhm- I- getout".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’m not getting out! You’re up here fucking do god knows what and you won’t answer me. You’re lucky your father isn’t home or he would’ve swarmed in the moment he heard you.” She says folding her arms and hugging. “What are you doing??? Fucking your self or soemthing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil chewed his lip and tried to pull himself up, making sure to not disturb the covers. "I- this is my room, I can do whatever in here..." he replied, still slightly breathless. "Now, quit making this awkward and just leave. Please?".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Technically it’s your fathers roof, he’s the one who pays for the roof over your head which is above where your bed is. And I’ll go, but if I catch you doing this again, you better fucking answer.” She hissed before leaving the room with a huff.

When she did leave, Janus popped out from under the covers, his blonde styled hair now looking messy from hiding. He gave a small smirk and crawled close to the other. “People don’t usually say I love you after a bj. Just so you know.” He teases.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Dude, I'm not gonna answer you if I'm busy!" called Virgil, groaning in embarrassed annoyance. Wow that was so awkward! He flinched when he heard Janus, before looking to the other. "I- um... well, oops? Sorry...". Major blush.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles as he sat on the mattress beside him and kissed his cheek. “It’s fine, don’t worry. Anyways, we have a test at school tomorrow, god I hat chemistry.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed again, panting even more. "Gonna- I think? Nngh, fuck! Itfeelssogood!! I can't!!" he babbled, digging his nails into the fabric as he fought to keep the pillow on his face.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus had to suppress himself from laughing as he kept going, a hand rubbing on his inner thigh as he kept bobbing his head as he started to taste the other leaking a small bit of pre-cum. He was ready to see how this was gonna go.

The mother stepped right outside of his door and knocked on it aggressively. “Virgil, fucking answer me or I’m coming in.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil whined again, tensing up as he reached his edge. "N-nuuuuuuuaaaaaaaAAAAHHHHHHFUCKILOVEYOUUUUU" he yelled, climaxing down Janus's throat with a loud moan. Whoops.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks as he laps up the others juices, making sure to get the other completely clean and worked him through his orgasm, but at the mother’s persistence he laid down under the blankets to make it look like it was just pillows or soemthing.

Thankfully he did that because the mom came in not even two seconds later. “Virgil Storm! What the fuck are you doing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil was breathing heavily, with sweat forming on his forehead. "Holy- fucking- fuck- shit- whoa" he panted, staring wordlessly as his door swung open. "I- uhm- I- getout".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’m not getting out! You’re up here fucking do god knows what and you won’t answer me. You’re lucky your father isn’t home or he would’ve swarmed in the moment he heard you.” She says folding her arms and hugging. “What are you doing??? Fucking your self or soemthing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil chewed his lip and tried to pull himself up, making sure to not disturb the covers. "I- this is my room, I can do whatever in here..." he replied, still slightly breathless. "Now, quit making this awkward and just leave. Please?".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Technically it’s your fathers roof, he’s the one who pays for the roof over your head which is above where your bed is. And I’ll go, but if I catch you doing this again, you better fucking answer.” She hissed before leaving the room with a huff.

When she did leave, Janus popped out from under the covers, his blonde styled hair now looking messy from hiding. He gave a small smirk and crawled close to the other. “People don’t usually say I love you after a bj. Just so you know.” He teases.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed again, panting even more. "Gonna- I think? Nngh, fuck! Itfeelssogood!! I can't!!" he babbled, digging his nails into the fabric as he fought to keep the pillow on his face.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus had to suppress himself from laughing as he kept going, a hand rubbing on his inner thigh as he kept bobbing his head as he started to taste the other leaking a small bit of pre-cum. He was ready to see how this was gonna go.

The mother stepped right outside of his door and knocked on it aggressively. “Virgil, fucking answer me or I’m coming in.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil whined again, tensing up as he reached his edge. "N-nuuuuuuuaaaaaaaAAAAHHHHHHFUCKILOVEYOUUUUU" he yelled, climaxing down Janus's throat with a loud moan. Whoops.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks as he laps up the others juices, making sure to get the other completely clean and worked him through his orgasm, but at the mother’s persistence he laid down under the blankets to make it look like it was just pillows or soemthing.

Thankfully he did that because the mom came in not even two seconds later. “Virgil Storm! What the fuck are you doing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil was breathing heavily, with sweat forming on his forehead. "Holy- fucking- fuck- shit- whoa" he panted, staring wordlessly as his door swung open. "I- uhm- I- getout".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’m not getting out! You’re up here fucking do god knows what and you won’t answer me. You’re lucky your father isn’t home or he would’ve swarmed in the moment he heard you.” She says folding her arms and hugging. “What are you doing??? Fucking your self or soemthing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed again, panting even more. "Gonna- I think? Nngh, fuck! Itfeelssogood!! I can't!!" he babbled, digging his nails into the fabric as he fought to keep the pillow on his face.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus had to suppress himself from laughing as he kept going, a hand rubbing on his inner thigh as he kept bobbing his head as he started to taste the other leaking a small bit of pre-cum. He was ready to see how this was gonna go.

The mother stepped right outside of his door and knocked on it aggressively. “Virgil, fucking answer me or I’m coming in.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil whined again, tensing up as he reached his edge. "N-nuuuuuuuaaaaaaaAAAAHHHHHHFUCKILOVEYOUUUUU" he yelled, climaxing down Janus's throat with a loud moan. Whoops.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks as he laps up the others juices, making sure to get the other completely clean and worked him through his orgasm, but at the mother’s persistence he laid down under the blankets to make it look like it was just pillows or soemthing.

Thankfully he did that because the mom came in not even two seconds later. “Virgil Storm! What the fuck are you doing!?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed again, panting even more. "Gonna- I think? Nngh, fuck! Itfeelssogood!! I can't!!" he babbled, digging his nails into the fabric as he fought to keep the pillow on his face.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus had to suppress himself from laughing as he kept going, a hand rubbing on his inner thigh as he kept bobbing his head as he started to taste the other leaking a small bit of pre-cum. He was ready to see how this was gonna go.

The mother stepped right outside of his door and knocked on it aggressively. “Virgil, fucking answer me or I’m coming in.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squealed into the pillow, starting to pant, as he gripped the item hard. "Nngh... fuck... fuck!". He then heard his mother and whined, not wishing for this stop but... also hoping she didn't come in either.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus Kept going, not really caring if they got caught but he would stop if Virgil told him to. He hands kept expertly massaging his walls and bobbing his head before placing a blanket over himself and laying underneath it as he kept deep throating Virgil just in case of the did walk in.

The mother kept coming up the stairs and started walking to thr door. “Virgil fucking answer.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil squeaked into his hand, his other one grasping the sheets hard. "Fuck... fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck" he muffled, bucking his hips up into Janus. "Feels good, so fucking good!". He then reached for his pillow and covered his face, moaning into the soft down.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus smirks again, his free hand gripped the others leg as he bobbed his head a bit faster, his his tongue and thumb masterfully as he took the other completely down his throat, thankfully he didn’t have a gag reflex so it was easy.

However, as they where doing this, the mom heard them from downstairs and started heading up. “Virgil, what are you doing?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped and wriggled, his body unsure about all this touching- until the hormones kicked in. "Nngh" mumbled the littler one, blushing again as he felt Janus remove the lower half of his clothing. "Um... sorry..." he uttered, realising that his semi was now in the open; the same one that had formed the moment he saw Janus in his outfit. How embarrassing...

He then moved to grip his bedsheets, not used to the hand action or the- "Ah!". Virgil slammed a hand over his mouth, moaning into the fabric, as Janus's lips wrapped around his cock. This... was new.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus gave a small chuckle at the others reaction, causing small vibrations to go up the others cock. He loved seeing the other like this, but decided to relish in the noises and not let himself speak so it wouldn’t ruin the moment. He moved one of his hands to massage the others balls as he kept wrapping his lips and making his way down his length. Eventually he wrapped his tongue and used a pulling motion as he went faster and it was clear he was very skilled at this.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil swallowed, feeling nervous as this was something new and his anxiety wasn't a fan of new, before breathing and shutting his eyes. After all, this was Janus- and he was safe with him.

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to close his eyes before starting, he was slow and teases the other with his, before finally removing the others bottom layer of close. Those being the pants and boxers. He gently put his hand against the others already semi-hardness and gave a few pumps before taking the other into his mouth.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Another gasp. Virgil nodded and clambered off Janus, laying on his bed. "Um... on my back? Side? Front? Wait no, that's dumb, ignore that one".

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit at the others ignorance but it was cute enough in a way he liked, Virgil was just so innocent. Janus chuckles and helped the other lay down before running his hand over the others inner thigh and teasing at his crotch. “Okay... close you’re eyes and wait for a great experience~”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil couldn't help the giddy giggle that escaped him as Janus held his hands and spoke. "You're so good to me, J..." he blushed, rubbing his thumbs on the backs of the other's hands. "Okay, I trust you".

[janus-show-yourself]

He gave a small smile and kissed his cheek softly. “Okay, just tell me if it’s too much.” Janus says very reassuringly as he went to kiss the others neck yet again. “Do this for me okay? Just lay down and close your eyes.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil released a tiny whimper when Janus pulled away, worried that he'd done something wrong. "I- sorry... I didn't mean to" he said, looking ashamed. "I've never had a boyfriend before, I dunno how I'm supposed to like- be? I guess? I- I've never had a blowjob either...".

[janus-show-yourself]

He slowly nodded and took the others hands into his own. “When you have a boyfriend, or girlfriend, I personally want to make sure they’re comfortable and know that at any time, that I’m there for them when they need it. And I’d show my love in any possible way I can. But for me... it’s usually with touch. Threats why I love holding you. Also a blowjob is honestly a really good thing, and if you want one, if it becomes too much tell me okay?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Janus was the kid who hung out in ally ways, didn’t give a damn about anyone else. He was also in the local gang which wasn’t a secret. The school tried to get him expelled but they didn’t have any hard evidence besides a tattoo that can easily be dismissed. However... he had one friend, a boyfriend. Virgil. They’d usually hang out when it got dark and Janus would sneak over, like tonight, where he was tapping on the others window while in the tree next to the house. @janus-show-yourself

Virgil couldn't believe it when Janus asked him out, causing the smaller male to blush softly and choke on his drink. And yeah, he'd heard the rumours about the gang and everything... but that didn't matter to him, Janus was kind and genuine- a good boyfriend, it would seem.

He was sat at his desk, sketching, flinching when he heard a sudden knock echo around his room. He opened the window and smirk, cocking his eyebrow. "Sup?".

@janus-show-yourself

[janus-show-yourself]

The boy was hanging from the tree by just his hands alone, his scarred face looking like snake scales. His eyes where green and blue with blonde hair that folded over his left eye, he was currently wearing a leather jacket with a crop top tank top that was yellow with black snacks wrapping around the whole body. He also wore some torn black pants. He waited till the other to open the window before crouching down on the bottom branch and smirking. “Arncha gonna let me in, black widow?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil ogled Janus, biting his lip cause dayum he looked good. "Uh, sure thing Snake-Boi" he quipped, moving aside so the taller one could enter. He glanced down at himself, partly wishing he'd made an effort as his normal attire looked shitty compared to the garments his boyfriend was wearing.

He shut the window once Janus was in and locked it, for good measure. "So... how are you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus waited for the other to move out of the way before crawling inside of the room, making sure to use light footing so the others parents wouldn’t hear him or accuse Virgil of making noise. Once he was in he adjusted his jacket before biting his bottom lip and pulling Virgil close to him with his hands placed on the small of his back. “I’m doing just fine, school work finished up.” He said before looking at the small male and twirling his hair with his finger tips. “And how ar enough doing with bitch A, and bastard B?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil blushed when Janus held him, melting from the hands in his hair. It just felt so good! "I'm surviving them, just about- Bastard B fucking pranked me earlier by balancing a bucket of, get this, mud on the top of my door. Not water like a normal human... thick mud".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles a small bit at that but then got a very serious look on his face. “I’ll kill him. Who fucking pranks their kid?” He says pulling away from the other a bit before sitting down on the others bed.

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

"Clearly he does" replied Virgil, sighing. "I suppose it could be worse though, you know?". He watched as Janus pulled away and sat down, before shuffling his feet. "Don't worry about it".

[janus-show-yourself]

“I’ve killed before, I’ll do it again.” He says taking the others hand and pulling him over to sit on his lap. Janus just gave a small smirk as he placed his hands on the others waist and looked at the wall. Where posters and pictures hung, and some hidden ones of his and Virgil’s relationship in the closet. “So... finals are this week, what’s your plans for winter break?”

[virgilsandersakaanxiety-rp-blog]

Virgil gasped in surprise, before sitting on Janus, blushing deeper. "Probably just... staying here, I dunno" answered the smaller male, choosing to ignore the first statement. "What about you?".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus hums a big as he looked at the other, his hands going underneath the others shirt and rubbing his skin. “Well... some friends and I where going to go up to a cabin in the woods, you should join. We’d have the whole place to ourselves, no grownups, no rules, just a loaded cabin and a nice large bedroom for the two of us.” He says with a smirk as he kissed the others neck.

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Virgil tensed as Janus slid a hand up his shirt, before relaxing and squirming; as he was ticklish. "Really? I- I thought you wanted to keep this a secret..." he uttered, gasping at the neck kiss. That... was his sweet spot.

[janus-show-yourself]

He chuckles a bit. “Well I do, and did. But it’s a cabin in the middle of the woods on the side of the mountain. Also there’s an unspoken rule that anything that happens up at this cabin stays at the cabin, trust me, there have been plenty of times we’re my friends and I have hooked up and nothing was attached afterwards. This way I don’t have to hide it.” Janus says with a smile before kissing his cheek and his neck again. “Can we have a little fun? It’s been like two weeks since we have.”

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Virgil cheeks were burning as Janus explained, the smaller boy feeling overwhelmed with embarrassment. "I- uh... it would be nice to get away from all this" he nodded, gasping again. "Like what? I... I'm not ready to, you know... go all the way".

[janus-show-yourself]

“Yeah I know, I don’t want you to spend a whole week alone with your parents. It’s a bit annoying, Because they’re assholes.” He says a bit with a shrug as he continued kisses his neck and his hands gripping thr others waist a little tighter. “I know you aren’t, and I’ll wait till you’re ready. I was thinking maybe make out a little, and I can give you a blowjob if you want, that way you don’t have to go all the way with me.”

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Virgil emitted a soft moan, his eyes becoming full of lust. "I- y-yeah, they are... fuck, sorry- why does that feel so good?". He tugged at his hoodie, his temperature suddenly rather hot. Why was it so hot? "Um, sure? If you want to, I dunno- just wanna make you happy, J".

[janus-show-yourself]

Janus chuckles softly at the others reaction, he loved how easily he was able to make the other feel this way and it was truly his own turn on, however he did pull away and gave a look. “Well, wait till you’re ready, because it will feel so-so much better. But don’t say that. Tell me if you want it, if you don’t, then I won’t. It’s called consent okay?”