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Iâm kinda confused how the sidesâ birthdays work though
Is it Remusâ birthday too since he and Roman are basically twins?
Or are their birthdays their first appearance datesđ¤
All of the birthdays are based off of the day that they first appeared so Janus first appeared on the 3rd of February and that is their quote unquote birthday.
Thomas doesn't call them birthdays he calls them anniversaries so technically the easier statement would be to call it an anniversary but we all tend to call it a birthday.
Remus was first introduced on a 25th of this month so his quote unquote birthday is the 25th of this month despite being technically Romans brother and twin.
I hope this helps some
Donât be ashamed to like something.Â
Donât be ashamed to crack ship.
Donât be ashamed to have problematic faves with no redeeming qualities.
Donât feel the need to justify yourself.
Donât force your ideals on others.
Around 12 or so years have gone by since I started engaging with fandom and these phrases were the cornerstone of the communities I was raised in. They helped stop fights before they started. They reminded you that itâs not just a one man show. That we all like things in different ways.
These were the rallying cries of fandom. They told me that fandom is a fun place to be. They taught me to be polite to people even if I didnât agree.Â
Iâm baffled that these are now considered bad things to strive for.
Why do I have to be ashamed of what media I like?
Why do I have to stick to âreasonably believableâ ships?
Why do I have to only like bad guys if they have a redemption arc?
Why do I have to justify myself to you?
Why do I have to conform to your standards?
Fandom isnât a hive mind, guys. We arenât the Borg.Â
Weâre people. Wonderfully diverse people. Stunning, radiant, brilliant people. Weâre a distinct voice that can choose to make a symphony with all our different tones.
Yet it feels like the expectation now is for us all to produce the same flat note. You canât create music without a tune, and every string has to be tuned differently.Â
So stop stuffing fans into boxes, and lets start having fun again.
Like things.
Crack ship.
Love your problematic faves.
Donât feel the need to justify yourself.
Embrace other fans and their views.
Create a new symphony.Â
THIS
Things I have surmised from Janusâs playlist, in order of song:
He spent his entire life jaded, knowing that the world is inhospitable for honest, âgoodâ people, but that Thomas would refuse his help to get ahead. Still, he longs for the world to be a better place where he could find his place in it.
Heâs learned first-hand that if you donât conform to societyâs standards, youâre hurt. Better to just grit your teeth and go along with it all.
He pities people like Patton who live with such relentless optimism, believing they canât see just how bad things truly are
He spent so long having to take care of himself, by nature or choice, that he has extreme difficulty trusting anyone, which was a key factor in Virgil leaving / he believes the other sides, especially the light sides, have had much easier lives than him
He knows how important he is to Thomas, and is confident that if things got extremely rough, heâd be the only one that could save him / heâs bitter Thomas only wants him around to make the necessary calls no one else will
He knows the other sides, possibly better than they know themselves, because heâs the one who hears their repressed desires, and he refuses to let them forget it.
He knows that the others think heâs dangerous, but he kind of enjoys it / he doesnât like when his motives are questioned
He knows how to take advantage of the fact people only see what they want to / heâs so secretive about his real personality and motivations because he doesnât think the others will like them
called this one! He thinks heâs the only one who is willing or able to make the tough calls that put Thomas first in a corrupt world
Heâs more than willing to do reprehensible things to get ahead
At least one, if not the majority, of the others find him attractive, and he uses this to his advantage, especially when itâs Roman
He thinks murder is very fun and sexy He genuinely doesnât think any of the other sides could have anything beyond a superficial attraction to him because of the necessary villain persona heâs projected for so long, but he still canât help dreaming about what it would be like if someone genuinely cared for him
also called this one! He delights in the ways people will go to such extremes to hide secrets from others, especially those they should be closest to
Heâs furious with himself for still missing Virgil, especially when Virgil seems to intent in rubbing it in his face how much better off he is now
Heâs lonely
holy heck roceit alert He knows he flirts too much, and feels guilty, but he canât help it, as it gives him a taste of being wanted
Ever since becoming accepted by Thomas, heâs slowly starting to become more optimistic about the world and future, and he doesnât know if that scares him or not.
Heâs played the villain for so long, he canât tell if he really is one or not / he wishes he could find comfort in lies like the others do
He wishes he could âstealâ Virgil back
He lets the others take refuge in the lies he tells
Never The Way I Planned
âOh my god just shut up!â Janus cries, Patton quiets instantly, his bubbly eyes looking concerned behind the panes. Janus sighs with a laugh, curiosity simply fills Pattons face.Â
âImâŚIm sor-â Janus takes Pattons face, connecting their lips quickly. Patton shocked at first quickly falls into it.Â
âStop talking so i can kiss youâ he clarifies, with a snicker and a blush Patton kisses his scaled cheek, pulling down his Janusâs hat a little. Janus takes a moment, he removes his hat placing it gently atop Pattons head. A sweet giggle escapes him and Janus simply cant allow his heart to flutter anymore. âApologies, that was out of lineâ he realizes his brash words could be harmful
âObjection!â Patton gasps with a smirk, he takes the opening of the deceitful sides coat and tugs him. Their lips barely apart from one another, a breath can be felt. âTook you long enoughâ He whispers, Janus wanted his hat back to hide his face of pure red. Patton pulls him in, holding on to the hat as their collison almost causes it to fall. They laugh apart from one another, foreheads hitting gently. Pattons hand moves gently to Janusâs cheek, he lingers on the scales.Â
âThatâŚticklesâ He admits, Patton pulls away apologetically but allows Janus to take his hands. The soft plush feeling of the gloves set simple wonder through Patton. The moral side fiddles with his fingers, but Janus justâŚhas a hunch itll feel better if he justâŚ
takes the gloves off
âYou have scales on your hand!â Patton smiles, he observes them, pure joy as he continues to hold them. Janus puts it carefully on Pattons cheek, the fatherly side kisses it gently. âHow fancyâ he teases, returning the hat, making sure his hair was set sweetly. Janus puts his fingers under Pattons chin.Â
âPatton?â he whispers, his voice so soft
âhm?â Patton hums completely entranced, lost in the gleam of his yellow eyes.
âNever stop talking, pleaseâ Janus begs, Patton flushes with a small smile.Â
âIm really glad youâre hereâ Patton replies, thinking back to how much happier he had felt having Janus around. Someone to eat breakfast with when the others grumble, comfortably laying across one another as they watch tv. Someone to stand next to in a video. The midnight lesson where Janus taught him how to dance, still racing his mind. Pattons inability to focus on a conversation should Janus be anywhere near. The excitement to talk to the scaley side. A sweet joy as Janus entered any room-
Holy fuck
Patton was in love
He breaks cracking the biggest grin, he falls into a very confused Janusâs chest still holding his hands. He shakes his head, smiling as he kisses Janus once more. Janus, though confused, more happy then he had been for awhile.Â
âWanna watch some TV?â He proposes, Patton bounces with a nod and off they go.Â
Suffice to say, both were glad you couldnât see below the waist in videos, theyâd like to keep their hand holding to themselves.Â
You bored, or feeling artsy but donât have any inspiration...? *updated!*
Do you need to distract yourself? Or are you simply bored? Here are some great websites to make the time pass.
create pixel art
Awesome photo editor and art program, all freeâŚ!
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make a cute chibi
draw some cool generative art
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create a picassohead (you donât need to be a picasso to do so)
paint online
another awsome site to create pixel art on
and another one
create your own mandala
or color one
create an avatar
or you can try creating your own superhero
here you can interact with organisms in different environments to see how to music changes
hereâs a website that translates the time into hexidecimal colours,
Here is a website where you can travel along a 3D line into the infinite unkown
here is a website where you can listen to rain with or without music
Need a model in a certain pose for drawing? here
Want to build your own planet
here is a website where you can create your own galaxies
make your own pattern (very useful if you need a new background)
create next hit comic
make a city which looks like something from 90â˛s games
draw a mandala like design
jig saw puzzles
more jig saw puzzles to solve
create a stunning HTML5 animation - no coding!
make a movie
create and dress up dolls
play a piano
you can also play a guitar
create sounds
another sound creator
create a logo
design your dream home
sketch rooms
explore fashion trends and create your own sets
build a website
try this app for building a website
Or maybe start learning how to code!
design your own t-shirt or a beanie or sweatpants and order them
design your own phone case
pretend to be a graphic designer with this cool online tool
Make your own Glitch art
Hereâs another glitch art maker
And another!
Holy hell, hereâs a third!
make an image look like it was created by a commodore 64
freaking cool text generator!
Easy to use word processor
Make up really cool patterns or run your photos through it :)
Write an essay on anything with no hassle
Wanna see how something you write would look like if it was on JacksFilms YGS((Your Grammar Sucks videos on YouTube))?
Make pictures out of text
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Need an idea for some fanart-here :D
Still havenât found something that would float your boat? Try these:
watch a documentary
learn to code
do something yourself
workout with the help of this great youtube channels
learn things
play pokemon or zelda or other awesome old school games
waste your time on miniclip
play games at additing games
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calm your thoughts
the quiet place
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vent or listen to someone
pour out your soul
explore the sky
look at art from around the world
virtually visit museum of iraq
explore world with arounder
create a music playlist
list through rare books
scroll useful science website
create sand art
brain games
try out tastekid and discover new favorite band or movie or book
interactive 3D anatomy
random street view
post a secret
create a family tree
find our whatâs the difference between x and y
help scientists and become volunteer researcher
create your own font
read a classic short story
In the mood to read, but not sure exactly what book to go for?
scribble on maps
listen to letters
play with acrobots
listen to podcasts
make a bucket list
Ever want to see the most truly useless websites in creation?
Prank a friend with this blue screen of death!
Zone out watching the colors drip down
Maybe none of these peeked your interest-maybe youâve been wanting to create an o.c, but never really knew how to start-or you just enjoy making O.CâsâŚ.
This masterlist is to help you in making your own OCsâŚ.it can also apply to developing RP characters i suppose! (´ăŽ`)!
How to Write Better OCs:
basic tips on how to make your oc even better
tragic backstory? learn how to write one/make yours great
writing specific characters
a wordier, great guide on how to develop your character
kick out those vague descriptions and make them AWESOME
Character Development:
how to actually make an OC
Q&A (to develop characters)
more Q&As
giving your character a backstory
how to write an attractive character
Need an Appearance idea?
Humanoid generator? check
Hereâs another one
and maybe if you didnât like those thisâll work
Need Monsterpeople?
Well, then here yaâ go
Maybe you need Cats?
Diversity
adding more racial diversity
avoiding tokenism, AKA, how to add diversity to your cast not just because you âneedâ it
writing sexuality and gender expression (doesnt include non binary, if you have a good ref to that, please add on!)
masterpost on writing more diversity into your story
cultures of the world
guides to drawing different ethnicities (not just a great art reference, but also really helpful in appearance descriptions!)
Mary Sue/Gary Stu
Test to see if your character is a Sue
Explains subdivisions of Sues/Stus
Powerful Characters Donât Have to Be Sues
Villains
villain generator
need an evil sounding name for your evil character? bam
villain archetypes
whatâs your villainâs motive for being a villain?
Relationships
character perceptions (What your character thinks of themselves and what others think of them)
how to write strong relationships between two characters
8 ways to write better characters and develop their relationships with others
OCxLove Interest Handbook
develop your couple with good olâ Q&A!
how to write realistic relationships
how to write relatives for your characters (this is more OC related to a canon character, but will help in writing family members in general)
ARCHETYPES
12 common archetypes
8 archetypes for male/female characters
female archetypes (goes pretty indepth from two main categories)
a list of archetypes
NAMES
how to name your character
random name generator
most common surnames
surnames by ethnicity
APPEARANCE
tips for better design
basic appearance generator
pinterest board for character design (includes NSFW and images of skeletons/exposed muscle (?) so tread carefully!)
clothing ref masterpost
Clothing generator
Another clothing generator
More clothing generator
Aaaand even more
Steam punk clothing
Char Style preference
Dress Generator
DETAILS
give your character better powers
a list of professions
proactive vs reactive characters
positive and negative traits
interest generator
skills generator
motivation generator
123 ideas for character flaws
list of phobias
Oh shit someone died
Backgrounds and stuff? yep
Quirks
Personality. you need that shit
Need something fandom related?
City generator hell yeah
location? got ya
World-building?
make your own god damn laws
Landscape.
Need Item names?
Fantasy/sci-fi/etc. medicine names
Stuff to make things more interesting.Weapons, clothes, treasures⌠whatever your characters need.
Item & Artifact Generators
Other stuffs!
Genre, Plot, & Story Prompt Generators
How did your characters meet?
Fanfic plots. you bet your ass.
This is a great list! I saw it and couldnât help but re-blog. Hopefully it helps any of you that are experiencing writers block
GUYS I DESIGNED A PLANET ITâS SO FRIGGIN COOL
Reblogging for the oc&character creation stuff!
Dude this is a gold mine.
needed this tonight!
"Hunny, I'm home"
Triggers: implied stabbing, homicidal Patton, unsympathetic patton, Blood, implied attempt to murder. (Please tell me if I forget anything!)
"Hunny, I'm home~" Patton said and he's usually singing songy, and energetic, attitude as he walked into his house, closing the door behind him.
He said his grocery bags down and took a deep breath soaking in the smell of his loving home.
It smelled of lilac, perfume, and nail polish so many other things that reminded him that this was his home.
"I decided we'd have steak tonight! I hope that's alright!"
The house always had soft music playing Mozart as it was his husband's favorite music to listen to. So it always played in the background to add a calm atmosphere and keep everybody modest.
Patton walked over to the sink grabbing the dirty dishes. A plate, a knife and a fork.
"Did you forget to clean your plate from lunch?!" He called out shaking his head lightly. He didn't mind cleaning up after his husband, He just would have to remind him to make sure he doesn't next time.
"Don't worry I have it!"
He washed the plate and put it in the drying rake doing the same to the fork. Unfortunately the knife was much harder to clean It would seem that the grime was stuck to the blade.
Patton shook his head huffing softly he hated when he couldn't get something clean. It always soured his mood. He decided the best case would be to pour bleach over and let it soak. So he grabbed a bucket and The bleach from under the sink and poured a good amount inside of the bucket. Dropping the knife inside.
"Hunny! We need new knives!" He called out he'd go out to get knives later normally when grime would get stuck it was a sure sign they needed new ones.
Patton picked up the knocked over chair and pushed it in. He made his way to the bedroom and pushed the door in.
That's when the sound finally snapped into place.
Small quiet whimpers muffled as if something covering, whatever was, crying mouth. Unless you were in that room you didn't hear it.
"Oh darling"
Patton's smile changed from his outgoing happy chipper smile. To a dark sinister and twisted one. He whipped the blood off the carpet and sighed.
First the knife now the carpet? Why did he always have to make such a mess?
He pushed his husband's chin up to meet his and he leaned in, and whispered.
"You weren't supposed to be alive when I got back"
Okay- first real post!
Hi! I decided to try drawing and coloring without anything but pens and it was actually rather fun and I actually like how it turned out
Yes it's RemRom deal with it we've been lacking in cute fanart for the ship.
-Deceit get's turned to a kid and looses all memories from his adulthood, Papa Pat to the rescue-
Kid Deceit: *sitting outside looking sadly at his reflection in the water. grimaces and slaps his hands in the water angrily*
*mud splats onto his face*
Kid Deceit: Ugh! *blinks his eyes open and looks back to the water to see the mud covering a part of his face. grabs more mud to cover his face with before looking at his reflection again with slight hope*
Patton: Dee, what are you doing? *comes outside*
Kid Deceit: Why am I not so different?
Patton *sitting down next to Deceit*: Because you're covered in mud, that's why. *starts to use the sleeves of his cat hoodie to get the mud away from Dee's face*
Kid Deceit: Yes! Roman said I didn't belong in the-
Patton: Close your mouth. *strokes mud away*
Kid Deceit *holds Patton's hand to halt his actions*: Roman said I belong in the family.
Patton: Never mind what Roman said. Now- *Deceeit moves to get away* Hold still.
Kid Deceit: But- LOOK AT ME! *backs out of Patton's reach*
Patton *sad sigh*: I am Kiddo. And do you know what I see? *strokes away the mud over Deceit's eyes* I see two eyes, like mine. And a nose... somewhere... Ah! Here. *pokes Dee on the nose*
Kid Deceit: *giggles*
Patton: Two ears *ruffles Deceit's hair as well*
Kid Deceit: *giggles again*
Patton: And let's see... what else?
Kid Deceit: Not two hands! *holds out his hands*
Patton *chuckles*: That's right *places his palms against Deceit's*
Kid Deceit: *looks at their hands and sees that only his has scales. his smile drops as he pulls them away to look at them*
Patton: *sad look on his face as he sighs. Reaches forward to lift Deceit's chin up* Close your eyes. Now forget what you see, what do you feel?
Kid Deceit: Not my heart?
Patton: Come here *pulls Deceit close*
Kid Deceit: Your heart *smiles*
Patton: See they're exactly the same.
Kid Deceit: *hugs Patton tight*
Patton: *smiles before sighing sadly* Roman just can't see that..
loceit rlly said "D D D DOY"
This is for people who don't believe Janus real name is Janus whatever reason maybe it's because we're constantly reminded that he's a liar.
But here's why I'm almost 100% certain that that is his real name and it's all based off of body language and past knowledge.
In the beginning when Janus was introduced He was talked of as manipulative a liar a snake never anything good so he's not trusted. With understandable reasons from the others back then the way he went about trying to help was sneaky.
If we look at the frames before he says his name. Roman is currently going off about how he can't be trusted how he's evil.
"We are ethically compromised if we give the banana conda a seat at the table" Roman (40:20)
He's been told time and time again He is evil He is against morality He is against ethics and he cannot be trusted. But here he is Thomas and Patton even remotely thinking he can be trusted.
Thomas says.
"I don't know that we are" Thomas (40:43)
Roman then goes on to explain that they can't trust Janus.
"We can't trust him He's asking us to go back on things we've known for years rights and wrongs shoulds and shouldn't how can we trust him?" Roman (40:50)
The camera doesn't stay on Roman It actually pans over to Janus to see his reaction towards Romans rant.
If you look at his face it's not a face of disappointment well it might be. But it's a face of realization.
He knows that Roman will not trust him that none of them will trust him. Because all they've ever known is that he only ever lies.
Janus doesn't know how to answer that He knows that you can't automatically trust somebody after years of believing that they're not worthy of trust.
"I don't have a simple answer to that question but here's a start" Janus (41:03)
Janus begins to pull off his glove and as he says so he goes.
"my name" Janus (41:17)
He takes too deep breaths He is anxious He can see it in the way that his voice slows and stutters as he tries to make it through his sentence.
He doesn't want to give them his name but he knows it's the only way they'll trust him. To give up something so personal to the sides like a name.
But he also knows if he just goes out and says it they won't believe him either. So what he does is he takes his glove off.
On his right hand when you are being sworn into court to tell the truth you raise an ungloved right hand. This is the signify He is telling the truth He is swearing under oath that he is telling the truth.
Again before he even says his name he takes another deep breath. He's scared He needs to calm his anxiety. He doesn't know if it will work and if it doesn't he doesn't know if he'll be belittled for his name.
If we look at his face it looks like an annoyed expression. If you look closer it's an expression of doubtfulness. He's unaware of how they'll respond He's unaware of them even believe him after swearing under oath.
He's scared that his efforts would go on noticed would slip under the rug and nothing would change.
So we tell some his name under oath under the anxiety and fear. under the reasoning that I see only way for them to trust him. So he tells them.
Roman laughs. You can see the hurt Even if Janus tries his best to hide it He can see that that blow hurt. Which is why he lashed back at him. He trusted Roman with personal information and he was mocked and laughed at.
This is why I believe Janus Is his real name based off of what I saw in the video and what I know about body language.
I hope this helps take some happy Janus for the road
i love him
Selfishness VS Selflessness was good and all but
The final decision was so, so, so wrong.
Thomas shouldâve gone to do the callback. He shouldâve gone to try to get the role.
And they shouldâve listened more to Deceit.
I understand.
Believe me: I understand that the wedding was important, it is one of the most important moments of oneâs life.
But the thing is? Thomas shouldnât have gone.
1) Deceit was right since the beginning. Thomas didnât want to go to the wedding from the very first moment.
âAdmit it! What am I doing here right now, Thomas? Am I the snake coming to trick you into sinning? Or have you had your mind made up since the moment you receveid the news about the callback? You didnât even forget about the wedding, did you? IT WAS ALL AN ACT!â (Deceit, 34:26 - 34:43)
âFINE! I WANT TO GO TO THE CALLBACK!â (Thomas, the moment after)
And why is that? Well, Thomas made it perfectly clear.
He didnât want to go because he wouldâve been playing games on his phone for the whole time (and no shade, thatâs pretty disrepectful?) because he didnât want to be shoven in his own face the fact that he is still single while his friends are getting married. He said heâs afraid to go.
Heâs so romantic, as Roman shows us, and so affectionate, as Patton displays. And in Moving On, he made clear that his breakup was a massive, heartcrushing thing for him. And the fact that he hasnât been able to find love again makes him almost miserable.
âAnd on top of that, a dream come true falling into my lap scheduled on the same day! ANYONE would want to go to the callback!â (Thomas, 34:55)
Heâs destroyed by the whole situation.
2) âSo yeah! I tried to force myself to forget about the wedding, and now I wanna lie to my friends so they donât HATE ME for not supporting them!â (Thomas, following the line above)
Thatâs bad. Thatâs really bad.
Thomas didnât have to lie. Lying was something that Roman brought up. Lying was something that Thomas thought about.
Lying was never anything that Deceit proposed throughout the whole video.
Why is that bad?
Because thatâs not Selflessness. Thatâs self-destruction.
Thomas has to learn that he CANâT always put others first.
Sure! His friends will be upset about the fact that he isnât able to come to their special day! But Guess What?? If they truly support him, they will encourage him to go to the callback and follow his drams! They would push him to do whatâs best for himself!!
Because if they donât do that, they are not good friends. Thomas is not skipping the wedding because he doesnât feel like it, but because he has a life-changing opportunity going on! And if they donât at least try to understand and donât get mad because they know how much acting means to Thomas, they are selfish. They are not good friends.
3) âHow would you feel about that?â (Patton, telling Roman that Imaginary!Eliza wouldnât go to his imaginary wedding because she had others things to do, 25:39)
âIt wouldnât bother me. Her not being there doesnât change the fact that itâs MY big day.â (Roman, in response.)
âYou wouldnât miss âLiza May Manelly?â (Patton)
âSOOOOO? I would be devasted! But you know what?? She is her own person, and she has her own life, I canât take that from her. Her being at the wedding is for me. And if I forced her to be there, when she didnât want to go, then I would be the selfish one.â (Roman)
Thomas wouldnât be selfish. Their friends would be.
If you always, always put others first, youâll never take care of yourself. You canât always be the best person for others, sometimes you have to be a good person for yourself, if it for a good reason.
About Deceit:
ž) Thomas and the 'Light Sidesâ stopped listening to Deceit after a bit. When was that? When Thomas acknowledged that Deceit had been right the whole time, and ROMAN NEEDS TO GET HIMSELF TOGETHER.
And they never let him explain the actual point of what he was trying to do.
âItâs my sworn duty to help Thomas achieve his hopes and dreams. But Thomas wouldnât dream of attaining his hopes through deceitful means.â (Roman right after the sentence, 34:25)
âBUT THATâS NOT TRUE!â (Deceit)
Look at his face as he says âThatâs not true.â Heâs helpless. They stopped listening to his point of view and are back on the fact that he is Deceit, and deceit only. He doesnât know what to do to be heard anymore.
Roman??? Sweetie??? You were the first one to suggest to lie and say Aunt Patty was at the ospital?? In 'Can LYING Be Good?â he was the one that supported lying to Joan???
He shouldnât have said that phrase while blaming Deceit for it, since HE was the one that suggested deceitful means in the first place.
âI donât understand. You got what you wanted. You proved that Iâm not as honest as Iâd like to believe.â (Thomas, 36:40)
âBut youâre STILL missing the point!â (Deceit)
Heâs struggling because they wonât listen. They donât want to listen.
âOkay, let me put it this way! Life is like a piĂąata!â (Deceit)
Heâs trying to make it as simple as possible so they will listen and understand like Roman did about the compromising thing.
Deceit explains that if you take the blindfond off, it will be easier to get the piĂąata. And what do they get out of it?
That he suggesting of beating up someone and rob their unconcious body.
âNO!!â
Heâs literally chocked. They are twisting his every word AGAINST him.
âIâm trying to teach you a lesson, but itâs literally impossible!â
He looses all the cool and the calm that he had during the entire video. He canât do it anymore. He fought against them the whole time to be heard and understood, but when he is proven correct, at the very last moment, they stop listening definitely.
And then Logan definitely shuts him up, and thatâs it.
âIâm sure that Thomasâ friends would love to know that he is forcing himself to attend their wedding. Itâs clear that you all donât want to listen to reason.â (Deceit, 37:43, before sinking out.)
5) They never asked him his purposes. Sorry if at this point of the post Iâm too tired to look it up, but he asked Logan and Roman if their sole purposes were to be Logic and Creativity, and both said no.
Maybe, if they had asked Deceit the same thing, he wouldâve been able to be understood better.
6) When popping up, he keeps changing himself into someone Thomas will listen to (first Patton, now Logan) in hope to be listened to.
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So, I donât know.
I loved the episode! There were many funny moments and I love every second when Deceit was on screen, but honestly?
If he doesnât get reedemed, it might not be his fault. If he wants to be part of the conversation and they cut him off, itâs theirs and Thomasâ lost.
Deceit is trying his best.
I'll be Fine
Roman kept swiping through tumblr, bouncing between his friendâs blog, that one ask blog, that blog for that au he loved, his eyes flicking up to his notifications every few seconds. Oh, that was nice- nothing. That was a cool headcanon -maybe that was-? Oh, no, that was just a like. Oh, they posted another story, nice, heâd have to read that in a bit- anything? No. Still nothing.
Scroll, read, look. Scroll, like, look. Scroll, like and reblog, look.
To his anger and embarrassment, Roman could feel tears starting to well up in his eyes. He held his breath for a long moment, willing the tears away without a second thought.
He hated how irrational this was. He probably had just caught them at the wrong moment! He had posted a lot of stuff at the same time as that drawing, it probably had just gotten buried! They probably had just not seen it! So what if it hadnât gotten any kind of attention like his previous drawings had? So what if there wasnât even a single like? It didnât matter! He was fine!
He turned the volume up on his music, his finger swiping a bit more forcefully across the screen as he swept through his feed. He- He just felt so- So useless. He felt pointless. Heâd been really really really proud of that piece. And it was the right time for people to be seeing his stuff as he posted it. And heâd seen people liking and reblogging other stuff on his blog. And- oh! Another notification! Maybe...?
He quickly checked it, only for something sour and heavy to settle in his chest. The beginnings of a forced smile started to creep up his face subconsciously. Theyâd- theyâd reblogged that piece that heâd just reblogged. The one that was so much, better than his was. That⌠that was fine! He was fine!
He swiped over to his notifications again. They- there was still- nothing. No one had liked it, no responses to it⌠not even something hateful. He, he was fine. He just. He just really hated being ignored...
Tears started to spill down his face in a rush, a few aborted sobs pressing against his chest painfully as he cried, a familiar, horrible grin making its mark on his face. He was fine! Itâs not like he hadnât been ignored before! Heâd just- continue like nothing had happened! He just had to- to wipe away the tears -smile through the pain- and everything would be fine! People didnât like it when he cried, anyways! They hated it! Theyâd told him that so many times before, so why didnât he just. Listen! For once!
He pulled a pillow to his face, muffling the sobs that were ripping themselves from his throat, the tears that accompanied them quickly soaking the fabric. Heâd be fine! Heâd be fine! Heâd be fine!
Broken
Ship: RemRom
Words: 898
Warnings: Death, Description of gore, Deceit mention, Depression, Unsympathetic Patton
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New AU, Thanks To @glitterang
Light Punks and Dark Preps AU:
Logan Sanders - Space Punk
Patton Picani - Pastel Punk
Roman KrĂłl - Eboy
Virgil Palladino - Mean Queen
D.C Sommer - Golden Boy
Remus KrĂłl - Feral Jock
Character Dynamics:
Okay so let's start with the obvious
Roman and Remus - sibling rivalry
they're both being mistreated by their parents and at first they each thought they were the only one suffering, but part of the reason Roman went all e-boy right around the end of middle school, is that he started realizing how awful his parents are not just to him but to Remus as well.
He wishes his brother could see that there's no way to truly please their parents, and he should just do what makes him happy instead.
When Roman started "slacking off" Remus saw it as his opportunity to win his parents' favor.
(which is really fucked that he needed to do that, ideally, your parent should love you without you having to do something to "earn it")
so in his eyes he's constantly defending his title as the favourite but Roman never wanted that title and just wants them to be brothers damnit
Virgil and Logan - I point these two out because Virgil does his absolute hardest to push this magnificent nerd away, and fails.
The boy's too damn smart, he sees right through him and can tell he's desperate for love and attention.
He's not very good at that first thing but he was planning on joining the debate team anyway so now Virgil has an amazing debate partner and a friend that he made on his own, without his parents setting up playdates with other rich kids.
They also like to hang out and lament over how impossible the twins are and how much they love them in spite of this
Patton and D.C - oh boi here we go again.
Patton and D.C hate each other's guts.
when they lock eyes in the hallway, the temperature fucking drops just from the sheer force of their cold stares.
Patton thinks Dee is nothing but a sneaky slimy snob who doesn't care about morality or honesty, and frankly only cares about himself.
He also thinks the snake couldn't care about someone else without an alterior motive if his life depended on it.
Dee sees Pat as an obnoxiously innocent little flower boy who thinks the world is sunshine and rainbows and that life is fair and always works out if you're a good person.
He also thinks that Patton has never once doubted himself to be anything but a good, pure, perfect person.
These opinions they have of each other are completely baseless aside from a few bits and pieces of rumors and gossip they've heard about each other.
Roman and D.C - honestly, drama club buddies.
Which Patton isn't thrilled about and Logan is pretty much indifferent to (we'll get to his dynamic with Dee later) but they're both happy that Roman's happy.
Dee doesn't audition to be on stage, he hasn't got the time (or quiet in his own house) to practice lines.
but since he's an artist in general and a makeup artist specificly (the way he picked up the skill is totally not important to the plot) he likes to help behind the scenes.
Dee says crew rights! And he definitely enjoys helping Roman practice, it's the closest he'll get to performing until he's out of highschool and on his own.
D.C and Roman will tease each other about Virgil and Patton until one day Roman will burst into the auditorium and tell him "I've got a date with Virgil now it's your turn bitch!"
Patton and Remus - Patton is an unconventional punk in that he is also the cheer captain.
he has a lot of love to give he just has no intention of taking any shit.
so naturally the star athlete and the cheer captain are gonna have some interaction.
at first they didn't know how to act around each other until one of them made a remark about how if they were in a stereotypical heterosexual romcom they'd be dating by now, and ever since then they jokingly flirt with each other.
but really aren't into each other and this running gag becomes the basis of an unlikely friendship.
honestly remus probably does it specifically to get a rise out of roman.
And Patton pretty much does it to annoy Dee. "you mean to make him jealous?"
"what? No! Why would I want that snake to be jealous, don't be ridiculous Remus!"
"whatever helps you sleep at night..."
Virgil and Patton - it's a bit complicated.
Virgil has a lot of respect for Patton but he also registers him as a threat, so he tries not to be so mean that he makes him cry, but mean enough that he scares him.
Patton is just really friendly to him whenever they interact and is completely undeterred by Virgil's whole persona.
Logan might have high int but Patton has high wis and he manages to figure out Virgil's deal, probably in more detail than Logan can.
his dad's a therapist though, he has an advantage over Logan in that regard.
so when the two groups inevitably start hanging out together Patton showers him with affection and love.
Virgil pretends not to like it or that he doesn't care.
He does.
Logan and D.C - acedemic rivals, in every field of high school academia you can think of.
It all started when former champion Logan Sanders lost his fifth grade spelling bee to the new kid in school.
There are two things Logan hated more than anything, Losing and being wrong.
And he had done both in public.
Logan won as usual in next year's spelling bee but by then Dee was surpassing him in every class.
Their rivalry is honorable and respectful, and they appreciate each other as the only person smart enough to keep up with them.
But they're still gonna crush each other in the next chess club meeting.
Roman and Virgil - to the unassuming passer by this would look like your classic bully and bullied relationship, but that couldn't be further from the truth.
These angsty teens drive each other crazy, they suck at talking about their feelings but they genuinely can't stand to be apart.
So pinning Roman against the locker and calling Virgil silly nicknames to his face is just how these hopeless idiots flirt.
They're truly disaster gays, but lucky for them their friends help them figure out this whole emotional honesty thing.
Remus and Logan - jock/nerd dynamic but like that web comic where the set up is they're gonna fight but the punchline is no they're actually friends.
Logan is an obnoxious know it all and fuck does Remus love that about him.
Another good example of their dynamic is the writer/serial killer thread on tumblr, Logan has the theory of hurting people down to a science, and Remus has what it take to execute it.
The only difference is Logan is also his voice of reason.
Not a moral compass necessarily because he doesn't really care about that much either, but more along the lines of-
"I'm gonna kill him"
"no don't"
"why not?!"
"you'll be late to class. Also no violence on school grounds. If you still wish to injure him after school we'll come up with a proper plan, is that alright?"
"thanks babe I love you so much"
"likewise, fellow associate"
Backstory + Plot:
Thomas is an adoptive single dad to Logan, Missy and Frank. I love including misleading compliments and pranks as characters, they're a part of fandom history! Missy and Frank are Irish twins, born less than 12 months apart and are inseparable. They're in like, fourth grade, and they can drive their dad and big brother insane but they're sweet and funny and they're one big happy family. Logan was actually adopted a little over a year after the twins, but he's glad to have found a home, after being moved from house to house for so long.
Patton's dad is Emile, but he also has a really cool uncle who introduced his to the punk side of his aesthetic. Jeremy Picani, who adopted the nickname Remy before ratatouille came out and regretted that decision as soon as it did, his big brother will never shut up about it, the adorable dork. Remy himself is single and has sworn to never settle down and have a family. unstoppable force vs immovable object, shipping edition! Today's episode - Remy's stubborn resolve as immovable object and Thomas's irresistible effortless charm as unstoppable force. Who will win?!Patton and Emile kinda went through hell with the bitch who was supposed to be a mother and wife to them, respectively. But Remy was a huge help back then. And he still is now, although they're much better now and don't need as much help. They're happy as an unconventional little family. (something I realize now might come off as not so great in the story is that Remy's subplot looks like me saying "people should want to have a family and kids, period" which couldn't be further from the truth. In Remy's case however, he saw his brother suffer because of a bad marriage and decided all marriage is bad and having any form of a conventional family is bad. He needs to learn that's not how life works at all).
Now onto Virgil, Mr and Mrs Palladino are rarely ever in town, let alone home, so Virgil could barely tell you what they're like. Heck even when he was a child his big brother Andrew (shorts Anxiety) raised him more than their parents did. It's like they only planned to have one kid to take over the family business when he's old enough and then never bothered pretending they cared about this other one that happened accidentally. Virgil isn't mad at Andy for this though. He understands Andy has his own pressure to deal with, as he's expected to be in charge of a business that he couldn't give less of a fuck about. But Virgil realizes he does care about it and thinks he can make some real changes for the better. So he sets out to prove his worth and capability to his parents in every spare moment he has with them. The resulting frustrations of being pushed aside and ignored even more cause him to lash out in school, just to feel like he's being heard and listened to.
there's not much else to say about the KrĂłls, I think you get their gist by now. but something that's worth mentioning is that Diana's parents are relatively young. their grandparents on their mom's side are pretty cool. Dot and Larry are always there to give validation and unconditional love when Roman and Remus's parents won't. Aside from that they never really had anyone but each other, so it was really hard on them both when they started to drift apart. Luckily they made some new friends, and those new friends are gonna help them reconnect.
And finally, the Sommer family. Oh boi *califorM.I.A starts playing in the background*
So Minerva Sommer is kinda the worst?? Like she's a really fuckin bad mom, yikes. But the elite of this stupid town don't know any of that, they just know Minnie, the lovely social butterfly who's riches are unmatched and who throws the best upper class parties, and who's son is an exemplary young man, the perfect child every rich parent wishes they had. And well, of course he is, he doesn't have a choice. If he dares to try to be anything else, to God forbid be himself, he'll be punished. He hates his life and he hates his mom and he'd burn the fancy mansion he lives in to the ground if he could but he cant. Their mansion is almost outside of town, really far away from any other house. Very easy to keep secrets from everyone that way. It's inappropriate to do your dirty laundry in public after all. He has a little sister and their relationship is inspired by Lex and Hannah. They go by D.C and D.W and their full names are Dakota Cecil and Delilah Wendy Sommer.
How The Preps Met:
D.C and Virgil were set up for playdates by their parents and ended up supporting each other through some of the worst times of their lives, becoming inseparable beyond the shallow connection their parents had hoped for. Later during freshman year of highschool, they noticed one of the newer jokes was still untainted by the toxic masculinity of his peers and decided to adopt him to their group. Seeing as no one else appreciated his jokes and quips back then, Remus was more than happy to join a new team, one that had his back way more than any of the sports teams he was on.
How The Punks Met:
Following Remus's addition to team dark sides, Roman was truly alone for the first time in his life. But to his surprise, in this time of darkness came a shining light into his life, in the form of Logan Sanders being partnered up with him for an assignment in lit class. The two hit it off exactly in the way you'd expect them too and after a while even started dating, but they broke it off during summer break and, after the initial awkwardness, resumed their friendship, even stronger now than it had previously been. At the very end of summer break, Patton moved into town with his father and uncle, and the three settled in so easily you'd think they'd been there forever. Especially with how little they talk about where they came from and what brought them here to this small town. Patton was kind and sweet and friendly to everyone he met until something stuck. And when it did, he never let go. And Logan and Roman couldn't be more grateful for it.
As you can tell, this is enemies to lovers moceit, hopeless pining and really bad at flirting prinxiety, and how the fuck are we the only competent couple in this group intrulogical. With a Thomasleep subplot because I haven't written them in a while.
That's all for now folks! Let me know what you think and as always-
Stay Tuned!
Concept:
đChubby Loganđ
Thereâs someone else who thinks this?! Yes! Iâve thought about this before and have some additions.
Logan who spends so much time sitting at his desk and has such a sweet tooth.
Patton finds out Logan gives the bestest softest and warmest cuddles and desperately just wants to hug him all the time but knows he canât because Loganâs not so comfortable with so much human physical contact.
Virgil hears a lot about Pattonâs claims until one day, he is on the verge of a panic attack but his emotional support Patton is off at class (I guess this is a human AU now) so instead he decides to go to Logan in the library and requests a hug to help him calm down.
Logan agrees, and Virgil is just like âWow, Patton was right, I could literally fall asleep here.â
Roman is so jealous of Logan, because this kid! He does not give any fucks about how he looks! Meanwhile Romanâs here going through an hour long make up routine every morning to make sure he looks amazing, and does weekly sessions at the gym to keep his six pack.
He envys Loganâs confidence and healthy body image so much, wishing he felt the same way about himself.
However, things arenât all sunshine and rainbows for Logan.
Damien Ceitful, Virgilâs ex-boyfriend who never quite moved on, saw them hugging in the library and misunderstands it as a romantic hug instead a platonic one.
This starts Logan being bullied endlessly about his weight by Damien.
However, Logan doesnât want to show that Damienâs getting to him, doesnât want to appear weak, and bottles up all the hurt, sadness, fear and self-hate he starts to feel.
He also hides the bullying from his friends as much as he can.
Until one day, Patton actually witnesses Logan being harassed by Damien.
Logan finally breaks down, letting everything out to Patton, who proceeds to take Logan home and give him a pep talk about how his weight doesnât matter, he is beautiful and handsome and smart and adorable and-
Itâs safe to say, the pep talk ends with the two kissing.
Over the next few days, Damien sees Logan and Patton holding hands and kissing around school and finds Virgil.
âHey, your boyfriendâs cheating on you.â
âYes, I know, he cheated on me with Remy Sleep so I continued to break up with him and Iâd rather he stop talking to me right now.â
âNo, I mean your current boyfriend. Logan.â
âWhat? Logan and I never went out.â
âYou didnât?â
âNo.â
â⌠You sure?â
âYes.â
âOooohâŚ. shit.â
The bullying suddenly stops, but Logan never finds out why.
Should I write this?
Fjskfndkdn ok but consider Logan knowing all the Facts⢠about weight and how a lot of it is genetic and isnât actually tied to health.
Imagine him telling people off for the fact that obesity is also tied to how our food is modified and how much high fructose cornsyrup is in our foods and how our bodies canât process that kind of sugar so it sticks and how you can actually he super healthy and overweight because itâs genetic.
Imagine him being so tired of people policing ehat he eats because he totally eats healthy and having sweets now and then shouldnât be looked on badly just because of his weight because there are plenty of super unhealthy skinny people.
And now imagine him laying on the couch and Patton is laying on his chest and tummy napping cause heâs so soft and comfortable.
Imagine him thinking his stretch marks are nice and Roman finally feeling more confident being Loganâs friend. Imagine him berating Roman for skipping a meal because he thinks he shouldnât eat and Logan lecturing him on needing energy for the body to function.
I justâŚ. I really need this.
Okay but also consider this, if I mayâŚ
Logan always carries around tasty and nutritious snacks (as opposed to Pattons delicious but not as healthy cookies) in his backpack for his friends. Because as weâve started sometimes Roman will skip a meal because he has to âwatch his weightâ or Virgil only had 5 cups of coffee for breakfast, and neither of those are healthy choices.
Or because he knows that sometimes Patton will be sad and Logan will pack these gluten free fudge brownies that his mother (who has a gluten allergy) taught him to make and he knows Patton LOVES. So itâs his silent way of cheering his love up and showing he cares for Patton. Because heâs still not the best at showing comfort.
And we all know the struggle of finals week and how the library will always be filled with hungry students grinding away. So Logan will pack ziplock bags full of trail mix or those dark chocolate covered fruits, and if heâs picking out or putting back books heâll occasionally circle the tables and offer his fellow students these baggies of seeet treats to keep their energy up, because low blood sugar is not conducive to good concentration or retention of information. And every kid in the library looks at Logan like a merciful (albeit stoic) godsend!
More ideas!!!
Thereâs a book Iâm reading, and in it, the PE teacher is obsessed and an asshole to students who arenât physically fit soâŚ
The PE teacher hates Logan because of his weight.
They constantly force him to do extra work in lesson.
Logan tries to explain that itâs genetic, and his extra body fat can actually be a survival benefit and other things, but the teacher does not have it.
They even give him the nickname âChubsâ.
Unfortunately, it sticks and other students start using it.
Logan, however, being Logan, does not give a shit.
Itâs only once a week he has to endure these lessons, anyway.
Whenever heâs ever given extra work in PE, Patton insists on doing it with him. Extra laps? Pattonâs by his side. Doing sit and press ups double time? Pattonâs doing it too. Has to pack all the equipment away at the end? Let me give you a hand, Lo.
PE is the only lesson Loganâs ever gotten detention in. Not because he didnât do the work, he did. It was because he wouldnât stop âdisrupting the lesson with snarky commentsâ which was really him trying to explain that heâs not unhealthy.
As someone who hates PE mainly due to the work ethic of the teachers, I can relate and decided to project a little.
This is so great! I love it :)
And maybe somewhere in the book Roman finally starts gaining more weight as well, because it seems like heâd definitely be a bit underweight from skipping meals. And at first he freaks out and throws everything in his room a round and just sits in the middle of it with a scale.
And Virgil comes in, probably because he missed a class he has with Roman and needed a couple of papers. So he sees the mess and Roman just sitting and having his really upset look on his face.
Luckily Roman didnât see him yet so he sneaks out quickly and goes off to find Logan and Patton, because whatever deity knows heâs not good at handling these situations by himself.
And they all go in a comfort him telling him sweet little things to boost his confidence more, and Logan again lectures him. But at the end he gives like a really soft smile that shows off his chubby cheeks a little more, one definitely has a dimple you canât change my mind, and says something like. Itâs good to see you finally getting to a better weight. Or something close to that?
And Roman just breaks down and starts sobbing happily and hugging them all close. Then they all have a big kick ass dinner and Logan definitely makes more brownies, even teaching the others how to do it.
-Sorry if that was a bit much? I just wanted to add a little thing to this aha-
Oooh! Reblogging again with an addition!!
The next day, Loganâs at his locker when he hears a âHey, nerd!â from behind him
He turns to see Romanâs twin brother, Remus
Loganâs nervous at first because uh oh Remus is friends with Damien, and Damien bullied me for a sold two months a while back what do I d-
He doesnât expect to be pulled into a hug, Remus thanking him profusely, on the verge of tears
Turns out, Remus had been noticing his brother skipping meals and losing weight was becoming terrified for him. He was afraid Roman was developing an eating disorder and would end up going too far andâŚ
Well, Remusâ intrusive thoughts were giving him some horrifying images
But now Roman is getting better and Remus is so relieved and itâs all thanks to Logan
Remus proclaims himself forever in Loganâs debt, heâll do anything for him ever in the way of thanks
Loganâs a little overwhelmed at this. However, itâs safe to say he starts to see Remus in a different light from now on
This post got 3000 times better I LOVE IT