I didn’t want it to come to this ( if you follow me then you’ll know for sure that I’ve been very adamant about not taking donations ) , because asking for money has always left me feeling horrible, but I’ve reached a point where I really need the help. I’ve reached the point where I’m hopeless. I feel as though my life is meaningless, that there is nothing for me. The prospect of ending it all for myself has crossed my mind more and more lately, with today being a breaking point of my emotional state. That’s why I’m asking for help now. Please know that I still feel horrible asking for help, but I’m at my breaking point and I just… I need help. I’m so tired emotionally. I’ve lost interest in almost all things I’ve used to love. Pushing myself to draw brings about hardly anything because I’ve come to hate myself and my art so much that I feel like it’s all pointless. I live with my mother, and she’s been known to gaslight me, and make me feel more useless than I already feel. I can’t handle it anymore. I just can’t. I’ve had plans on moving for a good long while. To Michigan specifically because of how cheap the rent is there. I live in California, where the rent for a two bed, two bath apartment typically starts at 900$ a month in my area. Michigan not only has cheap rent, but one of my friends lives there, and another one of mine lives near the state. The three of us have had plans of moving in together, which helps leviate the stress of rent and makes things easier for us. That’s why I’m choosing a state so far away from mine, but closer for them, because it’d be easier for the two of them to move. So not only is this for me, but it’s for them too. It’s something to help the three of us get a better life. The reason the ‘goal’ is so much is only because the more I get, the more easily we can settle. If all 1100+ of my followers donate 20 dollars, not only would I have enough money to move across the country, I’d have enough money to move my two friends and to potentially pay rent for about 2 years. Anything can help. If you can’t donate it, then please signal boost. I’d be so, so grateful. Thank you for reading.
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( Commissions will still be worked on slowly. Do not worry, I’m going to try not to forget them. )
