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@jasminasim
Life as we know it,
It isnt easy to grasp the fresh air,
In the midst of pandemic,
We linger to our own denials,
We fight our own demons,
This battle draws us to the far extent,
To fill our own tank with acceptance,
To carry on,
It aint easy i know it aint easy,
The way we look at it, we depend on our own shadow, our own demons is the opponent we hate to battle.
She is one of a kind,
My mind cant stop wandering
My thinking is driving me into the wild
To gaze her beautiful eyes
When it is dark outside,
She's all I wanted and needed
She dont know how much I love her
She dont know how much I do care
All my life just a wanted a love
That i can be with wherever part of the universe
Im willing to take her hand
And live by the moment
If there's one wish,
It is to hold her again all night and day
To love and to hold
To be sitting right next to her
To give her smile, let her do her style,
I will be standing there,
To be her shine.
I want to move away from here,
Because I know i found my peace with her
I feel like walking for billions years now,
But only the time I was with her, made me stop walking
She's all I have in my heart
She is the beat that makes its sound
Life is so beautiful,
It was even more amazing when I first saw her
I want to marry her,
Keep her safe,
Make her happy
In so many simple ways,
I am not changing heart,
As love is already planted,
It is even hard to forget,
I cannot count the ways how she managed to paint my heart this way,
She is so beautiful
And she is there far away from me,
I want her back in my arms,
But i know she dont want me,
All I can do now is to let this love stay with me,
It is so hard right now to replace or renew my heart,
She is one in a million,
How can I replay my life,
She is enough,
She has a lot to offer in this world,
And I love everything about her,
And if I will see her again,
I wouldnt waste any minute,
To show her how I love her even she wouldnt love me.
She is N.B.
@beejayasim
Im a fire that only few could feel,
Im the silence that someone could hear,
Im the accident that you can survive,
Im the love that you wont need to ask.
I want a talk, a talk about life, body of water, the falling earth, the fire in everyone, the loud cry when it is too dark.
I want a real talk. Listening to that silent emotion, and taming the loudest cry. A talk that changes the game, not just the hi and hello.
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Someone is so lucky to have you, to have your time, to have you thinking of them, to have you wishing for their wellness, to have your shoulders to be with them.
Someone is so lucky to have a wonderful being right next to them and I wish they notice that, I wish they see your worth is more than the existence of the universe I am living.
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Good morning sunshine 🌼 Time flies but more reasons to smile about. Remember, everything is on your hands, it is already written in the stars, if it is meant to be, it will be. Just relax and let things happen accordingly. Embrace the universe with open arms. 💚🏞🌌🏖🏝🌴🕉⛵🛥⚓ Sharing to you this beautiful scenery, one of my perfect getaway, my sanctuary. #SouthernPhilippines has more to offer than its big cities. #nature #photographylovers #photographer #landscapephotography #photooftheday #scenery (at Samal Island, Davao City) https://www.instagram.com/p/B5Bbm35JFF1/?igshid=r4k75fdh6dov
SHE IS DEEP ⚓🌌
Dont get her wrong, her silence will drown you, her kind of love is so deep, she will let you fly in the outer space, your energies may not finish counting the stars, but she can melt the ice inside of that weary heart.
She never speak out of love so easily, she never makes love that fast, she won't be the subject in a picture, she is always in the background, as she knows when to use her energy, she knows how listening can make know a person, as she knows everyone needs quality time to make them understand her, she is different and she is undeniably going to bring you to different level, not just in this material world, not just the hi and hello. She will sit with you and talk about things in the deep sense. She, she isnt just a whats up and hello to the world. She is the universe that craving for her universe, she is the outer space that needs a great traveler.
Don't fear her strength, don't get blinded in the darkness, as she knows when to use
her light, no need for words, no need an excuse. She will be there when you will need her the most.
She is silent, she is deep, she never empties herself. She is full of love and passion, full of life, full of darkness and light, she knows which one to choose, which is just the light, she never lives here, she never liked the material world, she has her own reality, she is just somewhere one of the stars, like the others, wandering, she may be gone for awhile, but she will always come back.
Her world is on her shoulder, that makes her deep. She never like empty boxes. She would love to see someone's darkness and light, she loves transparency, she loves tranquil water but she got her own fears.
She, she is deep, she can also be shallow, but she will swim whatever it takes. She will move mountains as she speak. She will cross the ocean when she needs. She can be someone's wish, but she never gets what she wishes.
She is deep. Many people will get lost in her eyes. Her eyes speaks alot, her touch will drive you somewhere, somewhere that not everyone knew. As she doesn't belong in the material world, she will bring you into the space, her world, her life. She leaves when she needs to, she lits a fire when she have to. She never like the temporary, she seeks sincere love and honesty.
She like to talk about life and death, the love and sex, how deep the ocean is, your passion and drive, she loves the soul and not the physicality, she is silent, she listens more, even in someone's silence, she will talk to your silent heart, she is that deep and no one knows how to love her, she knows how to love as she knows how it is to be broken. She is deep and no one can heal her. As she never expect anyone to heal her, as she never uses people. She heals herself with her universe. Her universe is inside her heart and her religion is Love.
Words and image by: Bai Jasmin Gaya Asim
The moon in the photo isnt real.
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While I was away, I felt more grounded, even more grounded. It is so amazing when you see those people around in an island, in the streets, the homeless ones, the people who are so simple, who are happy enough to have their daily survival, and still you see them smiling and happy. They keep grinding despite the unfortunate fate.
Sometimes, I get confuse how human can really be happy. I get confuse at times why we always complain about those little things while these individuals who have nothing, but they have everything to smile about.
It's a guilt feeling inside me that sometimes, I don't acknowledge those little things I have, the family I have, my support system, my true friends who never left, who stayed and sees me every now and then. A shelter that not everyone have it, and etc.
I don't complain about my life, but sometimes a lot of us do. I love my life and I'm blessed. And I hope we wont forget how blessed we are through simple things that exist.
Nov. 16, 2019
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For the soul who have loved me and I was so preoccupied in her time
To You R.
You've been so wonderful, you didnt hear it from me how much I felt so loved.
You were one of the sweetest love I had, unconditionally you made me feel so special.
I havent meant making you feel hurt or felt like you arent enough, you've been all those times, you've been so dedicated to help me through out, but I'm now and I was sorry before, I was so lost, and don't know where to start after all those pain when you came. It wasnt easy though, and it wasnt that fast for me to recover. I havent master my life those years.
Now, I'm so much experienced of the pain, moving on and remastering my life, it was so wonderful to realize all those mistakes and I have already paid, and I hope I'm forgiven for those, less of me to someone like you was something I couldnt fake, your love was so wonderful, and you cannot fake, it was a hot and cold, my clarity and security, but I wasnt ready, so please do forgive me.
And Im happy to see that someone have finally found you, and accepted the whole you despite of the broken pieces I've caused you.
“the stars said hello, love.”
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Balik-Eskwela.
First semester has started again, I remember how students get excited to meet new faces and how frustrated in what they see to some that didn’t reach their expectations.
And then there how Professors tests the first impressions of their students, then there as a former educator, I tend to read everybody’s moral conduct. Yeah! it is already a gift inside of someone’s in authority of that class to read his/her student’s mind, gestures and all stuff.
But what really scares me most this time, isn’t the subject loads that I would get for me to serve my learners if ever Im back to academe, what scares me most is when your learners taking for granted all the opportunities for them to learn.
But unfortunately, there’s more to think about, it is not only the incapacity of some students to exert effort, it is deadly to think that there are still fly-by-night schools that really affects the future of these learners.
I didn’t leave the academe for nothing. Hence, from several schools I’ve been that I was able to touch the minds of the young people, what scares me still are the ones who can’t still claim their diplomas and credentials all these years from those fly-by-night schools their money got wasted. I did what’s best and I have provided everything for them together with my former colleagues, what frightens and puts weight on my chest is to hear my former students and see their future is hanging. (I am not pertaining to one specific college institution.)
What makes me think and get weak is when “some” Professors taking advantage of the young in all aspect.
They’ve finished this and that, some will soon finish this and that. Then now help them to have a better future ahead after college. Let not these young people go into their wilderness.
We as educators all done the best part, I hope no more fly-by-night schools would delay the success of these young minds. I hope no more stories will be heard that some Professor took advantage again of the young lads.
Blood shed by their parents just to sustain their sons and daughters in college, and then again please stop the fly-by-night modus of some colleges nowadays.
Kudos to all the students of S.Y. 2016-2017. Kudos to all the students I was able to help way back.
Keep yourself grounded no matter how far you soar up the sky. The thing that I keep them reminded of. Not to be like those monsters they meet in their college years. But instead just be who they really are in the real battle field.
Words: BAI JASMIN GAYA ASIM fb: @beejayga Photo: https://fairylightstwinkle.wordpress.com/2015/03/11/7-things-everyone-experience-when-school-life-is-coming-to-an-end/
Tears rolled down, down to a new pillow without single tint of emptiness, without single moist of anything.
This song occupies the whole of me, ur memories pulling me. All these feelings drowning me. All these questions keep rewinding inside me.
I am fighting not to sharpen the edges of me, i am fighting not to touch innocent hearts for this emptiness. I am seizing the day with no more hands of you touches my palm, I learned to wake up alone until I was able to open my eyes, but it was too slow, too slow that I am asking myself for how long will i be carrying this?
The equal thing of moving on is, you being hurt by your partner for all your sacrifices for the love and you felt true love to a person that you can never be together, it helped you find yourself, the love made you a better person, yet when the need to hold their hands on the street, you cant be like that by this person. You could no longer be like that by this person.
Playing is no longer my focus, i dont want to hurt hearts. I could let this feeling die or forever I will let it kill me.
You can always hold me on the street, I wish we could still be like that. Coz I got this love so hopeless.
Words and Photo: BAI JASMIN GAYA ASIM FB: @beejayga
SAME GROUND To you EIR. My 4 yrs and my almost. 12.27.2007 Chillin’.. While waiting for the stars to fall down to call out the sun..i started to calm and felt the past sensation, happiness, tragic events and the love. I listened to the song entitled Same Ground. I started to ponder and let myself be drown about these……. Baby, i never meant to let you feel so lost those years, ive been so lost before you met me..been dragged down and all down on my knees trying to mend the dying bits of me, the dark past of me that you have faced and embraced, dont think I never loved u, it was an empty hole where i accidentally trapped myself to a wrong person before you, those empty sheets that every time i wake up, i couldnt write hard, you never noticed how I wanted it hard to make you feel but i failed you, I was happy with you but still I cant cope up with the pain before u. Please dont think that I’ve used you, I loved you with all the broken pieces of me, i told you all about it, u listened to my stories, night and day until i recovered aftr 2 years of us sharing a love that keep on holding for a true love might happen. Yeah, it was a true love for me, you fought for me in spite of all the struggles I gave u when we met. And I fought for you and tried to beat that empty and dark side of me for the hope of a true love to happen as I am recovering with this torn heart. I’ve tried my best Baby, but it was too late. It was too late when i found myself back, it was from you, I can no longer feel the love. You got tired of this stupid heart of mine, too slow to recover, to weak to face the truth. It took another 4 years for us to talk it over. It took me years to finally write this and share it to people. I am writing again because of an angel helped me out to find again the lost skills, I am writing again about pain and love because since you left me, i was again into a tragedy of having a cold heart, I never did imagine that i clung myself with a lot after you yet im just giving them a cold heart and some just used me and never loved me like you do. I pity myself for that, for losing you. But you know that another 4 yrs of talking with you, i tried to ask for your hand and make it work again, but u runaway and gave me words of not going to hold me again. All those bad relationships, were considered as strengths not to fall into wrong person, erased, hope it never happened, you’re the only past i could recall, and until this angel gave me back my wings, i learned to make this numb heart to heal and now bringing back my faith to believe. This angel that I fell inlove with at present, but cannot love me back, made me drown myself for a hope that I could still love someday, but it was okay if this angel couldnt spare me a heart, this angel is different, one of a kind. I know there’s someone out there, it will happen soon but maybe, coz for now baby im happy to see you smiling because of her, someone after me. Now I know, ive paid for every pain I gave you. I’ve paid for every heart ache that caused you to be mad about love like me. And I thank God he gave you your partner to protect you. Now, I know I will be soon finding that someone worth the change of heart in me. And i cant wait to see. Now, im on the same ground, with me, with the whole person that you partly had, you completely loved, and you partly touched. The small part of me before that completely loved you yet partly giving up on herself and dying heart to believe, partly made you smile yet completely made your whole world be lost and hard to find. Now, we are both moved on, no more place we could call that failed, no more walls we could call we played, no more bleeding heart that weeps at 2AM and no more things and hearts to break. We are both on the same ground now, you with her, and me with the whole of me, complete individual, and ready to give the love that every person wishing to have. Words and Photo: BAI JASMIN GAYA ASIM FB: @beejayga
