Rambling

Don’t stare into the abyss too long, or it will stare back at you

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When thoughts go into paper … coming back from disassociation

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Allow yourself to be a beginner, no one starts off being excellent.

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A day is not a lifetime, it’s ok to take a moment to yourself, you can try again tomorrow

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Just say no….

Why do we have such a hard time saying no? Why do we feel guilt? It’s ok to say no, I have a life outside of helping others, we deserve to just enjoy some relaxing time… why must I come up with excuses to justify my saying no? Ugh!! My low self esteem, my lack of confidence, you both drag me down. Why can I just not care and be able to just say no? Anxiety, just know I hate you so much! You take so much from me, I could be a normal being, expressing myself, not afraid of rejection.. but there you are reminding me of what if situations, why? Don’t you have better things to do then ruin my days? Every single day you are present, take a freaking vacation! Leave me alone for a week at least, give me a break for crying out loud!!!! You know what fine, I will keep fighting you, I won’t give up!!! One day I will say enough and just say no.

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Express yourself

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HlaWin Htut, angel to daughter to friend to fiancé to wife to mother to grandmother to warrior. Cycle of life. What a beautiful angel God made, sent down to earth to do great and amazing things. She accomplished more than expected, she touched many lives she is back as an angel, but not just an ordinary angel, no, she is a warrior, a survivor of the earthly plane she now guards those she loved on earth from above. She left her wisdom to all and she watches them from heaven helping them with the echos she left behind, she is watching those she loved make her proud. She sends her love at every moment. She prays from heaven for those on earth. HlaWin Htut went from innocent angel to becoming a warrior of God she did her purpose and more, her wisdom will pass on for generations to come, and all these came to be because God chose to sent her down on a autumn day on the month of September.

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No eyes has seen, no ear has heard, no kind has imagined what God has prepared for those who love Him

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Stay away from people that make you feel guilty about being you

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Rudeness, entitlement, all around the rudeness stands out, screaming loud in the streets, everywhere you go so much rudeness and entitlement. What gives the right to be so rude!? Why the entitlement to be rude without the expectation of consequences. Why? You won’t go far until one day the quiet voice of kindness will put you in your place. Is unfortunately that there is more rudeness than kindness, but there still hope, little by little, all you loud, entitled, and rude will be shut up by the one single quiet gentle kindness. We must hope to continue on.

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enough

you say ask why I don't I express my feelings, why I don't tell you how I feel? I have tried, I can't get more than one sentence out , you lose interest .you want to fix me, as if I am broken, I am a person, I cannot be a thing you can fix. sometimes what I want if an empathetic ear, I don't need fixing, I need a listener. but you don't know what to say when I try to express my pain. I feel I want to scream but it just get stuck in my throat. nothing coming out. you walk away when you see the tears rolling down my cheeks. it breaks me even more, when I see you walking away. how can you get upset at me, because I don’t want to talk, when I do, you don't know how to react! when I tell you why, you say is not fair, but its because I don't know how to tell you how you hurt me. so I hide, in plain sight I hide and smile and tell you everything is fine, until one day I will tell you I had enough, when will that be I don't know, for today I end this with everything is fine.

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Sometimes you just need to relax and watch some anime..

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You have to die in order to live, and you have to live in order to die. Die in order to live, rebirth to a better Being. Leave bad habits behind, don’t let your past hold you down. You must adapt and overcome. Live in order to die, complete your purpose. Live to the fullest, do better, spread kindness to the world. Leave your mark, so that when death comes, kindness continues to spread, only then you will know you done your purpose.

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See with your mind... express yourself

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When you finally crawl out of the hole

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Find the time to do what you love..