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KARMA’S A BITCH 

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                        ❝ It's weird-- I get the feeling that I won't make it out                            this time. ❞

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                          ❝ Have fun being blind, asshole. ❞

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Had Suzuya really not been flustered by the proposal in the slightest? Mutsuki sighed, pouting to himself. So he really had been overreacting. It wasn’t just his imagination. Great. 

"U-um, well—" He desperately tried to recover from his own embarrassment, setting his hands down on the table and taking a deep breath. "I’ve never been in a relationship, but Saiko plays those dating sim games a lot so… I mean, I suppose they do hold hands. Couples go out on dates together to get food as well," He mused, suddenly widening his eyes in surprise, "Which— I guess we’re doing right now. But that’s different since this is for work." 

How on earth would he describe dating? Suddenly, he realized that he was at a loss. 

"I suppose it’s just about spending time with one another! Though physical affection like holding hands or kissing would be important, too. I guess it’s like a step up from regular friendship." 

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   ❝ Ah -- -- Hey, Mutsuki-kun, what's a regular friendship like? I know that       probably sounds weird... I've never really had many friends, to be honest.       Interpersonal relationships are pretty confusing to me. ❞

   Such displays of affection, like holding hands, were foreign to him, and only served as a reminder of not-so-pleasant experiences. It would probably worsen in the setting the two would be part of soon, actually. He was lucky the other's expressions changed so often, they provided something else for the investigator to focus on. And the idea of kissing, he wasn't too keen on either, though Suzuya doubted Mutsuki felt much different about the subject. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea after all?

   ❝ Oh, whoops--! I'm kinda bombarding you with questions, right? Sorry.❞

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"Y-yeah, it was!" Now this was something he could talk about. It felt good to bring back such a happy memory like going to the beach. "The b-beach is great, the sound and s-smell of it is really peaceful. I l-loved the feel of sand under my feet and inbetween my t-toes. Mom taught me to s-swim that day, and we made s-sandcastles and c-collected lots of pretty seashells."

"I always wanted to go b-back but I guess things got t-too busy..I still would l-like to go again, someday."

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   ❝ Sand castles? What're those? ❞

   Was he missing out or what. Swimming didn't particularly interest Suzuya, it seemed more like a waste of time than anything to him. Sure it could be used to sneak up on things, but besides that, meh. 

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"Hmm, yeah I suppose we don’t look ali—" 

"A-associate Special Class Suzuya!" He exclaimed just a little too loudly, his spoon clattering to the table. It wasn’t that he personally objected to the idea of two girls dating, but that the idea had been proposed so suddenly and casually. Heat rose to his cheeks and he took a deep breath, realizing that he had probably overreacted. 

"I— I mean—" He stuttered, embarrassed. Now his embarrassment stemmed from his initial reaction and began to snowball. He tugged at the hem of his shirt, fingers curling tightly around the material. "I don’t have any objections to that idea! You just…surprised me, is all. It’s not really what I expected you to say.” 

"Though, I guess it would make more sense for a girl to bring her girlfriend along than any ordinary friend. People are more attached to significant others than regular friends. But—" Daring to look back to Suzuya, he really took in his appearance. His stitches and carefree, eccentric sense of style really clashed with Mutsuki’s proper shirt and tie. Even disguised as girls, they certainly would be an odd couple. "Do you think people would believe that we were dating? We are quite different.” 

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   ❝ Hehee~ whaaat? C'mon, it'd be fun! ❞ 

   Honestly Suzuya hadn't expected the other to react in such a shocked manner, and seeing his face flush up elicited an amused giggle from the investigator. Mutsuki sure did get flustered a lot, didn't he? As far as others buying the two being together, well, that was a mystery.

   ❝ I dunno anything about dating, so you tell me. What sorts'a things do        couples do? Hold hands and stuff? ❞

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"N-normal?" That hadn’t been a word he had used in a long time with any aspect of his life. Before he had thought it was normal enough, but now he saw the oddities that should have tipped him off earlier in life."Well, I-I don’t know how normal it would be considered.."

"I didn’t go to school and I-I rarely left the house, just on a few shopping trips. The farthest I-I had ever been before her accident was the beach for my birthday once. B-but even with just my mom for interaction and having the house to myself all day..i-it was nice. Mom loved me and did what s-she could to make it a nice place…S-sorry, that’s probably not what normal is, i-is it?"

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    ❝ That must have been nice... I've never been to the beach, what's it like? ❞

   He knew there was lots of sand, and shells, and the water was cold and salty and you really didn't want to get it into your mouth. Sometimes people found jellyfish there, right? Apparently those things could leave a nasty burn if they touched you, but that only made him want to poke at one even more.

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"Thanks.." The air grew silent between the two for a minute. Shifting his weight between his feet he rubs his arm, not sure what to say. The conversation had become incredibly dreary, if it continued Souta knew he’d be in a funk for the next few days. 

"Um..I-I’d like to thank you properly, f-for not killing me..b-but I’m not sure how to do that. I-I can’t offer much but if you ever n-need anything I’ll be happy to help."

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    ❝ You too, I guess... ❞

   Anything, huh? Careful Souta, don't let that get to his head. It already took enough self restraint on the investigator's part to keepf from butchering the poor guy who, if he wasn't careful, would soon find himself roped into buying tons of sweets out of seemingly nowhere.

   ❝ What's it like, being raised as a normal person...? ❞

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A small frown lilted across his lips as he listened to Suzuya’s explanation. Yeah, it was for the best if Mutsuki could keep up the illusion of being an ordinary human. He didn’t want to think about what would happen if that failed. After all, they didn’t have a contingency plan if he were to be unable to meet the needs of his human female cover. It was all or nothing, and as this dawned on him he began to feel a deep sense of dread.

"Um…I definitely don’t want that!" He nodded quickly, shying away from the toxic way in which Suzuya said the owl’s name. Mutsuki had learned a bit about the owl in the CCG Academy, but he didn’t know why Suzuya would sound so particularly hostile when talking about him.

"I’m sure I could try to control it! It’s just…I’m not quite sure how to go about it. I suppose I could ask Sassan!" His confidence in his ability to actually do that wasn’t terribly high, but he was willing to try. For once in his life, it would be nice hot to be useless…

"Um but…should we work on our female personas and backstories? Are you going to be posing as my friend? I think that’s what Sassan said…" He tried to smile, "If we seem like ordinary friends, I’m sure they’ll be less critical of us."

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    ❝ Mmm... Actually, I wouldn't go with Haise. I'd ask uhh... Shirazu's his        name, right? With the pointy teeth? I'm sure he'd be able to give you some        tips. But backstories wouldn't really matter, considering they're not going        to care what we'd have to say. They're bidding on your body, not your        past.❞

   From what Suzuya had gathered, Sasaki's past "life" had a rather difficult time controlling the kakugan. It's what prompted the eye-patch, and henceforth his alias, in the first place.

 ❝ Siblings wouldn't work very well, we really don't look alike, so friends is our      best bet... Why emphasize ordinary friends, though? You wanna pretend to      be girlfriends or something?  ❞

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"Ah..I-if that’s what you think.." Souta didn’t want to argue. He didn’t think the other deserved to be putting himself down so much but everyone had regrets and memories that made one feel like that. 

"I-I’m sorry, again, about your p-partner. I bet they were r-really nice." 

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   ❝ He was. ❞

   There was so much more he wanted to say, but he couldn't figure out how to put it into words. Every time he went near the hospital, it got worse.

   ❝ I'm sorry about your... mom... ❞

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His leg? But he was standing perfectly fine, right in front of him..That meant he had an artificial one? What were they called…oh right, prosthetic. It was amazing, Souta couldn’t even tell a difference. 

"I-I’m sorry to hear that, I really am, b-but I still think you’re being too hard on yourself." But wasn’t everyone too hard on themselves? Souta was the same way. 

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   Souta's words were met with a shrug. Hard on himself or not, it's the only way he'd ever become a better person.

  ❝ Nah. Just honest. ❞