james

ugh vent account

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csn you stop protecting me by being such an asshole

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i wish i could tell you how much i love you

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i dont know if i love you or just love the idea of being with someone

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dont u ever take ur life out of mine; i'll fucking kill you.

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im glad i was able to endure the pain it took for us to get to this point. its nice being able to grow and harvest the fruits of our friendship.

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i need to get help and actually become normal

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you all taught me that abuse is love and i let it happen

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i want to hurt you

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IM CURSED FOREVER

TO SLEEP ON A TWIN SIZE MATTRESS

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im going to miss you so much,

you were perfect,

you know that, right?

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I hope it's already too late.

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oh god im gonna die alone.

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im not that stupid

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i literally know youre manipulating me

i can tell

but i dont care

it feels good

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MY DRUGS ATTENTION

I AM AN ADDICT

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ugh

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my brain is so broken and rotten i need to get help. im wildly delusional, i want to get better.