I love you -- Quinsper
This moment was exactly what Quincy needed, to be tightly pressed against Jasper back in the villa, where he had wanted to be as soon as he had to leave. The thought of being able to lay beside the man he loved again tonight brought a smile to his face and a warm safe feeling spread through his body. Nothing could ruin this moment, Quincy was sure. Determined to have the best night after so many sleepless nights. âI donât want to have to ever miss you again. I always want to be here, J. Wanna be with you, always.â he murmured, a gentle smile resting on his lips, fingers toying with some of his hair. He nodded dropping his arms to his side and gave Jasperâs hand a squeeze as they intertwined their fingers. Quincy walked closely next to Jasper, their shoulders bumping occasionally, just needing the closeness of the other man. Sitting down at the edge of the bed beside Jasper, he nodded again, âIâm glad you trust me enough to tell me this, I wonât break your trust. I do too, trust you that is.â He bit into his bottom lip roughly, the boy would be lying if he said he wasnât worried about what Jasper was going to say. It was obvious that extreme measures had to be taken and the older man would be the one having to do it all. His eyes couldnât leave Jasperâs as he spoke, the feeling of his thumb rubbing along his hand was comfortable. Of course heâd expected that the other would have to get physical, it was implied. As jaw dropped very slightly as he heard of the men having their tongues cut off. As his mind was trying to process that, he wondered if Jasper had done it, if he had been the one with the knife. It didnât matter, not at all, Jasper was still Jasper, he knew that. Quincy looked into Jasperâs eyes as he spoke âIâŠI get it, J. This is your job and you had to do what you had to do to keep us all safe and it will never change that I trust you and that I love you. Youâre still my J. My Sir.â he said rather quickly, not thinking through his words. When he realized what he let slip, his eyes widened and dropped from Jasperâs afraid that whatever the man was going to say next would be some sort of rejection.
The way Quincy's face reacted to what Jasper had told him only heightened his fears. He could see the shock in the other man's eyes, but he couldn't tell if it was seeded with disgust or not. Jasper was holding tight to the submissive's hands, fearing Quincy would try to pull away. "I know it's a lot to take in." Jasper licked his lips nervously, swallowing hard to force down the thick lump in his throat. He wouldn't blame the younger male for finding all of this too much. Jasper's job wasn't always quiet strolls through the hallways. There was an uglier side to his work. A side he never wanted Quincy to see. The dominant nodded along with everything the boy was saying, stilling in place when 3 words spilled past the lips he loved to embrace with his own. Jasper caught the way Quincy's blue eyes widened with worry. He knew the boy's deep rooted fears about rejection. Jasper could see those fears now and he wanted to do nothing more than chase them away. "Q.." The dominant tucked his fingers under Quincy's chin, bringing his eyes up to face Jasper's. "Don't be scared, okay." Jasper cupped both hands to the sides of the blonde's neck, skimming his thumbs back and forth across his jawline. "I love you too. You're my good boy and there isn't anyone in this world that I will ever feel as strongly about as I feel towards you. You're mine, Quincy Webb. You will always be mine."
