TLC

Quincy Webb, 21, unclaimed submissive, poor unfortunate soul.

[quincywebb]

Text: I love you.

Text: I love you too. 

[jasper-mcgregor]

I love you -- Quinsper

[jasper-mcgregor]

The way Quincy’s face reacted to what Jasper had told him only heightened his fears. He could see the shock in the other man’s eyes, but he couldn’t tell if it was seeded with disgust or not. Jasper was holding tight to the submissive’s hands, fearing Quincy would try to pull away. “I know it’s a lot to take in.” Jasper licked his lips nervously, swallowing hard to force down the thick lump in his throat.  He wouldn’t blame the younger male for finding all of this too much. Jasper’s job wasn’t always quiet strolls through the hallways. There was an uglier side to his work. A  side he never wanted Quincy to see. The dominant nodded along with everything the boy was saying, stilling in place when 3 words spilled past the lips he loved to embrace with his own. Jasper caught the way Quincy’s blue eyes widened with worry. He knew the boy’s deep rooted fears about rejection. Jasper could see those fears now and he wanted to do nothing more than chase them away. “Q..” The dominant tucked his fingers under Quincy’s chin, bringing his eyes up to face Jasper’s. “Don’t be scared, okay.” Jasper cupped both hands to the sides of the blonde’s neck, skimming his thumbs back and forth across his jawline. “I love you too. You’re my good boy and there isn’t anyone in this world that I will ever feel as strongly about as I feel towards you. You’re mine, Quincy Webb. You will always be mine.”

[quincywebb]

It didn't matter to Quincy what Jasper did on the job, he knew what Jasper was like and that the man wouldn't do anything like that unless it was truly necessary. It was all just a little difficult to stomach. The boy didn't want to make the older man feel like this was something that Quincy would pull away from him for. He loved Jasper too much to let go so easily, he needed him too much. "Yeah, it is a lot to take in, but it's not too much." he murmured softly, eyes locking on Jasper's. It was naive to think that being a guard, head guard, was simply patrolling and breaking up petty fights. He just didn't expect something of this nature to happen, or Jasper to have so deal with them the way he did. His chest tightened almost immediately after he said the words, he couldn't imagine what he would do with himself if Jasper didn't say it back or ripped himself away somehow. Quincy barely made it through the first time, he didn't think he'd be able to with Jasper. His eyes looking up to meet the older man's, his heart began to race in his chest. The submissive couldn't help being scared, swallowing thickly a Jasper went on. An immediate rush of relief flowed through him when the dominant said it back to him. "That's all I want. To be yours, Jasper McGregor, to be your good boy. I've never wanted something so much before in my life." he replied softly, his forehead moving to lean against Jasper's closing his eyes and letting out a soft breath.

[jasper-mcgregor]

I love you -- Quinsper

[jasper-mcgregor]

Jasper just wanted to savor this moment. The young man he loved in his arms, the peaceful silence of the villa they shared, the knowledge that Quincy would be in their bed tonight, it was perfect. The one thing that could ruin this reunion was what Jasper had to tell the submissive pressed against him. He didn’t want to hide to hide anything from Quincy. He knew how important honesty was to the tall blonde and keeping secrets from the man he loved was only going to eventually drive a wedge between them. The dominant broke from the kiss with a soft smack of their lips, nuzzling their foreheads together as he gazed back into the blue eyes he adored so much. “You won’t have to miss me again, Q. This is where you belong..with me. Come on. I need to talk to you about a few things.” Jasper smiled gently, moving his hands to tangle together with Quincy’s. He walked the pair to their shared bedroom, guiding them to the edge of the bed. The older man’s blue orbs drifted down for a moment, squeezing tightly to the other hands entwined with his. “What I’m telling you stays between us. I trust you completely, Q, and I want you to know you can trust me.” Jasper gazeed upwards, rubbing the pads of his thumbs over the skin on Quincy’s hands. “I had to take serious action for what those men did to Felix. They had to be punished for what they did. I didn’t kill them. Taking their lives wasn’t my choice to make.” It felt like the room had gotten smaller. The lump in Jasper’s throat swelling in size. “I roughened them up at first, knocked them around to show I wasn’t some pushover. Once they told me about why they were here and admitted to what they did…I decided to have their tongues removed and I had them shipped to a high security work camp in Cuba as slaves. They’ll never have a happy day in their lives again. They’ll suffer greatly.” Jasper kept his eyes on Quincy, trying to watch his reaction to the dom’s confession. “I did what I had to do, but it doesn’t change the person I am. The person you know. I’m still your, J.”

[quincywebb]

This moment was exactly what Quincy needed, to be tightly pressed against Jasper back in the villa, where he had wanted to be as soon as he had to leave. The thought of being able to lay beside the man he loved again tonight brought a smile to his face and a warm safe feeling spread through his body. Nothing could ruin this moment, Quincy was sure. Determined to have the best night after so many sleepless nights. "I don't want to have to ever miss you again. I always want to be here, J. Wanna be with you, always." he murmured, a gentle smile resting on his lips, fingers toying with some of his hair. He nodded dropping his arms to his side and gave Jasper's hand a squeeze as they intertwined their fingers. Quincy walked closely next to Jasper, their shoulders bumping occasionally, just needing the closeness of the other man. Sitting down at the edge of the bed beside Jasper, he nodded again, "I'm glad you trust me enough to tell me this, I won't break your trust. I do too, trust you that is." He bit into his bottom lip roughly, the boy would be lying if he said he wasn't worried about what Jasper was going to say. It was obvious that extreme measures had to be taken and the older man would be the one having to do it all. His eyes couldn't leave Jasper's as he spoke, the feeling of his thumb rubbing along his hand was comfortable. Of course he'd expected that the other would have to get physical, it was implied. As jaw dropped very slightly as he heard of the men having their tongues cut off. As his mind was trying to process that, he wondered if Jasper had done it, if he had been the one with the knife. It didn't matter, not at all, Jasper was still Jasper, he knew that. Quincy looked into Jasper's eyes as he spoke "I...I get it, J. This is your job and you had to do what you had to do to keep us all safe and it will never change that I trust you and that I love you. You're still my J. My Sir." he said rather quickly, not thinking through his words. When he realized what he let slip, his eyes widened and dropped from Jasper's afraid that whatever the man was going to say next would be some sort of rejection.

[jasper-mcgregor]

I love you -- Quinsper

It had been the week from hell, but it was finally over. The men behind Felix’s attack had been taken care of and Jasper could hopefully sleep better at night knowing they were gone. The methods he used on the attackers wasn’t the approach Jasper usually took. It had been some time since Jasper had gotten his hands that dirty..and bloody. He was worried about telling Quincy the lengths he had gone to make sure the men suffered for their consequences. What if the submissive saw Jasper as a monster? What if he developed a fear towards the dominant. The thoughts ate away at the older man, making his gut twist around in knots. He couldn’t lose Quincy. The submissive had taken full residence in Jasper’s heart. The small time away from the younger blonde had impacted Jasper more than he realized. Not having him in their bed, wrapped tightly in the headguard’s arms, left Jasper feeling hollow inside. There was no question, especially after this week, how the dominant felt about the sub. Jasper was madly in love with Quincy Webb. Now all he had to do was tell him. He had picked up Q from his room and had retreated them back to the safe haven of their villa. Once the door was closed, Jasper pulled Quincy into his arms. “C’mere.” He murmured, kissing the submissive deeply, needing the closeness they shared.

[quincywebb]

More than happy that this all was over and Quincy was able to be back in Jasper's arms, the submissive was able to breathe easy. He wasn't exactly sure what Jasper did to take care of the situation, Quincy was confident that the dominant would handle it in the best possible way. If Jasper wanted to talk it through with Quincy so it wasn't just eating at him, the sub would be more than happy to just listen. He was just glad to be that he was able to be back in Jasper's arms. The blonde hadn't gotten much sleep, he was too used to being in the bed he shared with the dominant. This time apart left Quincy time to think, to think about his feelings and that was something he almost never did. He couldn't deny what he felt for Jasper, being away from him for the short amount of time that it was, Quincy hated it. Laying in bed without the older man by his side was almost painful for the sub and he never wanted to feel that again. Quincy loved Jasper, completely and wholly. The submissive couldn't hide it any longer, nor did he know how to tell him, he just knew he had to. Once Jasper had picked him up from his room, they were going back to the villa, a place that Quincy had missed greatly. "I missed you so much." he whispered arms sliding around Jasper's neck, pulling himself closer to the man before their lips connected. Quincy relished this moment, not wanting it to stop. Knowing that now it didn't have to be rushed, he had Jasper back all to himself and he couldn't be more happy about it.

[quincywebb]

Nights. (PM)

[jasper-mcgregor]

I’ll be there in a few minutes, okay?

[quincywebb]

I'll be waiting by the door for you, J.

[quincywebb]

Nights. (PM)

[jasper-mcgregor]

I don’t want to hide anything from you, Q.

[quincywebb]

We can talk about it if you want.

[quincywebb]

Nights. (PM)

[jasper-mcgregor]

I took care of everything. Those men are gone and the island is safe again. Now I just want my boy back in our bed.

[quincywebb]

Your boy wants back in that bed more than you understand. Do you want to talk about what happened? Or pretend it didn't?

[quincywebb]

Nights.

[jasper-mcgregor]

For good.

[quincywebb]

I hope you're not fucking with me because that would be mean, J.

[quincywebb]

Nights.

I’m coming to get you now, Q.

[quincywebb]

For good..?

[quincywebb]

Nights.

I've decided I hate them.

[willisred]

Ah I'm tired,

[willisred]

I just want to.

[quincywebb]

Oh, well that's cool I guess.

[willisred]

Ah I'm tired,

but I must stay awake.

[quincywebb]

Why do you have to stay awake?

[sub-tristan-rue-blog]

Okay ...

[sub-tristan-rue-blog]

Agreed. I’m boooorrrreeedddd…  What’s your story man? Care to entertain me with interesting tales of interesting?

[quincywebb]

Recently I've been pretty bored too. My story? Well I'm just some kid who's afraid of feelings, cliche. And yours?

[sub-tristan-rue-blog]

Okay ...

So what do you do after curfew anyway?

[quincywebb]

Sulk usually. No fun being cooped up.

[quincywebb]

Time goes by really slowly.

[dewkoskysalve-deactivated201501]

Sure as hell am. You want out of your room, kid?

[quincywebb]

Are you as sweet in person as you are now?

[quincywebb]

Time goes by really slowly.

[dewkoskysalve-deactivated201501]

Great. I’m glad we’re having this fucking conversation.

[quincywebb]

Well aren't you just a ball of sunshine.

[quincywebb]

Time goes by really slowly.

[dewkoskysalve-deactivated201501]

And where’s that?

[quincywebb]

Not this room.