“Specter Inspector” Log 01: White Lady’s House
Echoes, that’s all that’s left just…echoes. Slumbering in this empty house. The quiet…it deafens. What’s a soul got to do to feel life once more? Tossing and turning in the air as I slumber. Didn’t even know ghosts can sleep but there I was hovering in the living room sleeping, trying to dream a happy dream but only shattered fragments of what was remains, my mind no longer permits me to have a thought only eternal torment, but in that dark abyss I call my mind there he was another soul, a soul…like me, a dead man like me, but somehow his eyes…they’re still alive. And he’s holding something…what is it? Wait… THAT’S MINE!!!
“Well…that was a fun dream.” I say as I open my eyes staring at this old cobwebbed filled ceiling as I float back down on the living room floor. This empty old space I call home can be really boring at times, since after all no one lives here anymore. I’m probably partially to blame for that since I keep scaring away potential home owners, I mean… what else does a ghost girl do right?
“Alright, time to start the day with a bang!” I float towards the big window near the front door and sat on a wooden chair and just watch the people outside…this is literally it. This is all I do everyday, again nothing much really happens. I just see John doing his daily jogging routine, I hear he’s trying out for the track team in his uni, Terry and Martin the neighbors just talking beyond their fence, probably about sports or how great their wives are. Yup. Just same old same old I guess. Just looking at them everyday, makes me ask…what was it like? To be alive again? I just cant remember anymore.
As I was watching outside the window I saw something new, yet something or someone familiar. It was another spirit, maybe not like me but weirdly enough he has blue skin, and he was floating around the house of the old woman that lives in the house directly across from mine. This ghost phased through her house on the second floor. Being so curious I decided to float over there myself, its not everyday I get to see a fellow spirit, the last one I met was so creepy and disgusting vomiting all over the place.
Peeking through the wall I see this fellow spirit wearing a brown trench coat and a bowler hat, for now that’s all I saw since this ghost has his back turned to me. I quietly enter the room and witness this ghost looking at the old lady who surprisingly is now a spirit as well, it seems she just recently passed on with her body still in bed. The ghost in the trench coat gave the old woman a cat’s soul and she was just tearing up with joy.
“Looks like I didn’t have to look that far miss, she seemed to have never left your side at all, I just found her at the big tree right next door just looking at your room.” The ghost in the trench coat said. Without any words the woman just held on tight to the ghost cat, looks lovingly at the ghost wearing a trench coat and disappears is a flash of bright light.
“Well I wasn’t expecting an audience, this had a bigger turnout than the time I saw Vlad the Impaler having a philosophical debate with Harry Houdini. The other ghost says as he turns towards me. Getting a better look at him he is also wearing a white buttoned shirt with a red necktie, a monocle, black pants, and brown shoes. Beyond his attire his hair was in a darker shade of blue similar to mine, and that he also has very green emerald eyes.
He looks at me for a brief moment then pulls out a pocket watch from one of his coat pockets, the watch itself seems to be rather old even having a crack in its glass. “Welp, seems that I’ve got time, is there anything I can help you with mam?” He asks politely.
“Um… help with what exactly?” I asked while scratching the back of my head.
“Well you are a spirit that has not crossed the afterlife after all, and I do make it my business to help such spirits.” He answered diligently.
“I saw you in my dreams… Why did I see you in my dreams?” I asked the more and more I remembered my dream.
“Well dreams work in very mysterious ways madam, sadly even I cannot fully answer them.”
“Well I fancy myself as the Specter Inspector, but my colleague says that that is rather a dumb title to give oneself, You can just refer to me as Detective since I am the ghost detective after all.” He said putting on a very smug face as well as putting both of his hands on his waist as if it’s something to be proud of.
“Well, sorry Detective, I have no interest in “passing on” just yet, I mean, I don’t even fully remember who I am.”
“I see I see, one of those cases huh?”
“Wait what?” I asked confusingly.
“Oh yeah no that’s very common.”
“What do you mean by common?”
“Well upon after death spirits and ghosts have various reactions to it. Some might find their deaths so shocking that they end up repeating their death over and over again in a loop for almost all eternity. Some like me get to just wander freely and do as we please. While there are those similar to you whom have completely forgotten who they were in the first place, most of the time it’s just mostly because in some way shape or form they wished to forget their life and start a new.”
Hearing this was still very shocking but somehow, it made sense, it gave me a level of clarity as why I am what I am.
“How do you know all of this? I’ve been a spirit for a long time now and I never knew there were others like me and such.”
“Well that’s because you don’t have Moodi.” He says as if that’s supposed to make sense to me.
“Oh pardon my partner’s rudeness and mine, Moodi be a gentleman and say hello to the lovely lady.” He says gesturing to his monocle. And without a second later the monocle starts to glow in a fiery blue hue. The flames for some reason seem to not burn and even feels as if it is rather cold.
Emerging from the blue flames is a crow that carried on to fly around the room to then perching on the Detective’s left shoulder. “I told you for the last time! I am not your partner!” The crow complains.
“Wait… did that crow just talk?”
“You have two ghosts communicating to one another as if they’re still alive and you still find that surprising?” He says in a sarcastic tone. Fair point.
“In any case, hello madam my name is Moodi, and I am this bumbling buffoons spirit guide.” The crow declares.
“Spirit guides are tasked with guiding souls to the afterlife.” The detective answers.
“Well why didn’t I get a spirit guide of my own?”
“They’re mostly dispatched to the more stubborn ones, or… if their boss has other plans for said spirit in question. I just so happen to be a very stubborn detective, so Moodi’s boss sent him to me as my sort of encyclopedia for the spirit realm. And in turn I get to assists in some matters than may prove too dangerous for both mortal world and the spirit world.” The Detective exposits. “Well then miss…wait I didn’t quite catch your name.”
“I…don’t remember, people just call me the White Lady around here.”
“Well then miss White, are you interested with getting some of your memories back?” he asks with a a genuine eager smile on his face.
“What? YOU COULD DO THAT?!”
“It isn’t the first time me and Moodi have dealt with this particular case before after all. Its tricky but it is more than possible. I can’t guarantee that we can bring all of your memories back however.
My memories…back to me? This isn’t something I can just pass up can I? But then again, he did mention that souls like me who can’t remember in the first place wanted to forget our lives. Should I still take the risk? Would I like what I’ll see? I never even knew that I wanted to even remember in the first place, I was that content with my current afterlife. But… “What do I have to do?” I say as I look at the Detective with determination.
The Detective then looks at Moodi with Moodi reacting very violently. “No! We can’t do that again! It’s too risky.” The crow says metaphorically putting his foot down.
“Moodi come on, have a heart besides your life wont bet in danger, it’ll be mine and hers. All you have to do is get us those two little things. Pretty please.” The Detective says teasingly and try to put on puppy dog eyes to try and convince Moodi.
With a couple more attempts of convincing Moodi he eventually gives in and flies off somewhere to grab items needed for whatever it is we’re doing. The Detective then proceeds to float outside of the building since according to him we really should let the newly departed rest in peace. I completely forgot that we’ve had that entire conversation with a dead old lady present. We waited patiently for Moodi on the rooftop of the abandoned house I’ve been occupying.
Some time passes and Moodi finally returns seemingly very worn out and tired. “Here you go I got the stones for you. That shaman just says that we owe him another favor.” Moodi says while panting.
“No worries we can always manage his favors.” the detective proclaims. Out of being tired from his long flight he returns to being the Detective’s monocle.
“What are those?” I ask pointing towards two round stones with some cracks that glow a strange yet ethereal orange hue.
“These stones will allow us to venture to the spirit world. Since being ghosts the moment we step into the spirit world its virtually impossible for us to return to the mortal plane on our own accord basically trapping us there forever, so these stones basically allow us to make a free round trip there.” The Detective explains.
“Why do we need to go to the spirit world for my memories?”
“One way or another, we souls are connected to the spirit world. Until now no one can properly explain that realm but, one thing is for certain, that realm can also provide a soul clarity and show them memories of their past.” He explains.
“We swallow them.” He says with a blank smile on his face.
“Yup, we swallow them, it just tastes like rock don’t worry. Once we get out of the spirit realm it leaves our bodies as well.” He explains.
He then leads me back inside the house and instructs me to stand in front of a mirror. He mentions that mirrors are a good easy portal to get in the spirit world. As I try my best and swallowed the stone with the orange glow being seen visible through my pale skin on my chest and even through my white dress, similar to the Detective I can see the orange glow though his shirt and necktie. “Ready?” The Detective asks.
“No.” I answer frankly, yet I took a deep breath and stepped right in through the mirror being followed by the Detective.
As we enter the spirit world I was introduced to a world of spiraling and colorful skies, no clouds can be seen is just endless beautiful colors as if we were in a Vincent van Gogh painting itself. The floors were just stone and yet from a far I see multiple stairways and stone paths being formed, until I noticed that underneath the very stone floors that I was standing on that it was just merely floating in mid air. As I look back up I saw the detective leaving me behind and just walking straight and wherever he walked new paths form to give him footing as so he won’t fall to the endless abyss below.
Continuously looking around I see some figures on the distance. “Detective what are those?” I ask.
“Lost souls.” He answered straightforwardly
Getting a better look at them they’re just faceless humanoid shape beings, very tall and malnourished, their bodies almost seeming transparent. “How did they get that way?”
“You’ll find out soon if you don’t find whatever it is you’re looking for.” He answered in a more serious and slightly angry tone.
“I mean, isn’t that why you’re here to help me?” I asked confusingly.
“Who said that?” The Detective says while looking at me straight in the eyes with his almost dead expression.
“You did! What’s wrong with you?! Is this place somehow affecting you?!” I asked in a very panicked and confused tone.
“No, I don’t think so I just think it’s rather dumb that you went straight to trusting someone to dragging you to what is essentially hell without a shadow of a doubt.” He said in a very calm manner with sinister grin on his face as I saw behind him that some of the lost souls are practically running and crawling fast towards us. The Detective takes out his pocket watch and looks at it shortly. “Looks like you’re time’s up,” He said in a very monotone voice and a soulless stare right into my eyes. “I think you should run.” Those were the last words I heard I was practically booking it to somewhere else.
I can’t believe how stupid I am, he’s right I just met that man today and I trusted him this much to the point where he dragged me to a place I don’t even know. All I can think about now is how to escape, how to get away from this place, how to survive. That’s all I’ve been doing recently just surviving really…not even living anymore. Maybe… that’s what I also did when I was alive. Maybe I didn’t have a life to begin with just trying to get by day by day, that probably isn’t a life worth living now that I think about it. I guess even in death…I’m still this sad and pitiful.
As I kept moving instead of just the stone path forming from my every step, I saw wooden planks and other materials form in front of my eyes. Before I knew it an entire house was built right in front of me. This house is a rather old one, with it’s very pastel orange wall exterior to the brownish bronze looking paint for the gate, yet I feel somewhat at ease here, I feel as though I can be safe here. Without a second though I rush inside this home and I was greeted with a warm light from the ceiling of the living room. The television was on playing my favorite cartoon…wait…I had a favorite cartoon? As I kept walking around I saw the dining area with a table as well as four chairs for each side, on top of the table is just food that I can just already taste from a far, food that I love. Could this…could this be my home? While looking around more and more emotions come flooding in. I still can’t remember but the feelings of it is strong, I desperately want to remember more but I just cant I want to see what all these emotions mean and what they’re tied to! Please! Please show me anything! I want to at least know why these feeling make me feel so! I’m begging anyone just please show me who I was! As if life wants to keep playing its cruel joke on me bursting out the floor boards and the door itself, more lost souls trying to get me enters the house. From their speedy chase they gave me earlier now they were taking their meticulous time almost stalking me, their prey. As I was slowly walking back away from them out of fear that if I make any fast or sudden movements that that would be the end of me and that they would follow suit and rush me and finally end my afterlife. As I was continuously walk back stairs form behind me, this house has a second floor and on said floor I hear…laughter. Without a second to waste someone came barging in basically entering the house with a flying kick tackling a majority of the lost souls. To my surprise it was none other than the Detective himself. “Hey you found it! Good job!” He says with a dumb looking happy grin across his face giving me a thumbs up.
“What are you doing!?” I asked confused.
“Well I’ll explain all that later but right now I think you’re needed elsewhere Miss White.” He says as he grabs the nearest wooden chair from the dining table and readies it like a weapon looking down at the horde of lost souls.
At this point I am just so genuinely confused, but if I were to take his words seriously then he’s right I need to go up there and see what I’m missing! I rush towards up the stairs to see a bunch of doors being made right in front of me from the colorful abyss. One by one I check these doors but they were just regular rooms, I’m assuming one room was probably my parent’s room while the other was just the bathroom. Yet each of those rooms didn’t have the sound of laughter at all. I continue to run down this hallways that was being made on the spot until I reach a door slightly already opened. As I reach this door I slowed my pace, from this distance alone I can barely hear the Detective continuing to try and fight off the horde from below. For some reason…I was outright scared what am I about to see beyond this door? I take a deep breath, I managed to get this far I need to see this through.
As I walk in the room there was almost nothing inside of it, it was just a dark empty room. Until, a spotlight from the ceiling lights up to show a singular teddy bear sitting in the middle of this dark room. Not gonna lie this entire set up is sketchy as fuck, but… I try to walk closer to the teddy bear until all of a sudden I heard someone running behind me, as they run pass by me they immediately swoop in and tackle this teddy bear for a hug. The moment this person hugged the teddy bear the entire room was filled with light, and all I saw is a child’s room. And there smack dabbed in the middle is a little girl hugging her teddy bear tightly. “I’m back home Mrs. Sarah!” She gleefully announces to this toy. “I can’t wait to tell you how fun school was today!” She continuous in a very excited and eager expression.
“Vanessa! Come back down here and take a shower first!” a voice lovingly yelled coming from down stairs.
“Okay mama!” This little girl replies. “I’ll be back again Mrs.Sarah.”
Looking at her closely…this was me, I was this little brown haired girl. I was… so happy back then. Looking at this…this was my first recollection of my memories. Tears start flowing from my eyes, this was more than I expected, even with just this little memory… It’s proof that I was happy and that to some degree I lived a somewhat happy life. As the young me leaves the room I look back at the teddy bear who was just standing again the middle of the room, looking up to me and then he stretches out his arms telling me he wants a hug. Without holding back anymore I hugged this toy like there was no tomorrow and cried like the little girl I was back then.
After some time passed I walked backed down the stairs while holding Mrs. Sarah by her hands. I was then met by the now worn out Detective, sitting on top of a pile of lost souls. I saw his bowler hat by the window, his brown coat by the floor all messy. His red necktie now very loose, his sleeves rolled up and I can see how battered and bruised he was with some green blood dripping from his mouth. “I see you found what you were looking for.” He said in a gleeful tone still sporting that dumb happy grin on his face.
“Don’t you think you owe me an explanation?” I said sternly.
“Oh this? We don’t bleed per say the green stuff is just ectoplasm.” He jokingly answered.
I immediately smack him over the head with my teddy bear. “Not that you idiot! To what happened before!”
“Oh that? Well from my last similar case, hunting down for memories in the spirit realm can take a lot of time, I found out that to make it faster the individual in question needed to feel a sense of desperation. Because that way their souls and their hearts would be searching for a safe place, and I reckon a childhood home would be a souls safest place.”
“I see, so you didn’t mean any of what you said earlier?”
“Nope, not at all. I am very sorry for that. The stones will swallow don’t last very long so we don’t have years to look for your memories. I hope you can forgive me.” The Detective genuinely asks. I then start to hug him very tightly.
Moodi then came flying inside the room from the front door. “Time’s almost up you too we better hurry.”
“Ready to leave?: The Detective asks as I take one last look around the house.
As we get back to the mortal world me and the Detective immediately started puking until the stones we originally swallowed were out of our systems. “Yeah sorry that happens when you come back.” The Detective jokingly says. “Now what do you wish to do Miss White?”
“It’s not Miss White anymore Detective.” I said confidently while hugging Mrs. Sarah. “It’s Vanessa, Vanessa Amaryllis.”