YOU CAN'T WAKE UP

THIS IS NOT A DREAM indie & private rokudo mukuro. mutuals only. icons created by umi.

[neoliberalismkills]

reblog if women with swords

[iimayosh]

(i am not) fireproof             6996 platonic mix || listen

real talk | bloc party

lights in the sky | nine inch nails

gravity | a perfect circle

the moon song | karen o

the beach | the neighbourhood

lights on | the pierces

i know i’m a wolf | young heretics

favorite record | fall out boy

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me when i got home: I’M READY TO WRITE UMI THIS STARTER me after holly forced me to go eat: I’M READY TO SLEEP AND DIE

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also @imprefect we should do a hibari-and-mukuro-do-actual-mafia-stuff thread

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if xe actually cared if hibari learned a damn thing xir punishment would be more along the lines of “every wrong answer is another 5 minutes of nightmare tonight”

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hibari: “fuck you” mukuro: “oh no, you’ve gotten it wrong again. time to fight i guess. what a shame.”

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|| okay i’m sick and holly has given me strict orders to not do anything mentally or physically strenuous… which apparently includes writing or playing final fantasy… bc holly is Mean…

so i’m gonna be here on kise and on my mukuro blog, ready for IMing so i dont die of boredom. i’ll also be on skype. pls talk to me.

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lays in bed for twenty minutes thinking about nothing but mukuro using changing back into chrome as a method to escape less serious situations

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( sleep . )

me dead tired: tries to write up my headcanon on sleep and mukuro but gets disgusted and has to try to go back to bed

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( food . )

for the most part, mukuro’s diet is fairly atrocious. kokuyo obviously didn’t and doesn’t place healthy eating as an ultra-high priority, so when it comes to food they more subsist. they eat what they need to to survive. they keep going. that’s just how it has been, and continues to be, though chrome has been making concerted efforts to change that.

mukuro will gladly take a warm meal when offered, however. xe isn’t desperate for one, but who can say no? while kokuyo land has been getting far more homey and comfortable as a long-term abode, and mukuro can cook at a fairly high skill level, xe doesn’t usually have the time to eat a full meal, let alone prepare one.

if mukuro eats with someone, they can consider themselves part of an elite group of individuals that are trusted to a certain extent (this group usually overlaps about 90% with people that know xir pronouns). there are exceptions, of course, outlying circumstances, but for the most part eating is considered one of those unpleasant human weaknesses that must be dealt with, like sleep, and isn’t to be witnessed by untrustworthy people.

however, xe can get spoiled by certain people. feed xir a good meal once, and xe has a higher chance of coming around again, especially if it’s someone xe’s sleeping with for whatever reason. in the same strain, mukuro adores a good breakfast in bed. xir favorite breakfast is chocolate chip pancakes.

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( estraneo . )

alternate: seventh life.

mukuro was a test subject of the weakened and desperate estraneo family. xe was born to the family and used as a resource, like many other children, a way to test new fighting techniques and other ways to become stronger, without any risk to the more valuable adults of the family.

the tests done on mukuro had nothing to do with the paths of hell -- it was pure bad luck for the family, that one of the children they experimented on happened to be mukuro. their experiments were instead related to possession and the estraneo’s possession bullet, a fitting coincidence that, after six lives, mukuro has learned is anything but coincidence, considering the power of the sixth path of hell.

a young body and mind has no room for all of the memories and pains of the six paths of hell, and in every life mukuro’s vessel was allowed to get to a certain age before xe started to remember everything -- and, with the memories, manifest xir powers.

like other lives that started out with torture and captivity, mukuro escaped as soon as xe had the means to understand and interpret the new information, leading to the deaths of the estraneo family and the formation of the group of escaped children. though xe, ken, and chikusa were all young, it was thanks to mukuro’s knowledge of past lives and xir own abilities that they were able to survive, whatever it took.

pictured: “just as i thought, this world isn’t worth it.” this implies that mukuro had a belief held in the past that was suddenly confirmed. considering xe was in the estraneo’s experiments for a good while, the new knowledge must not have been in the present, but of the past. remembering xir past lives, and formerly-held beliefs, xe can confirm in this life that ‘this world isn’t worth it.’

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when i started this shitty series i was tsuna’s age and now i’m squalo’s age i hate this

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c RI ES OVER KOKUYO HOLY SHIT

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i’m never going to get over nor fully understand “you seem to like being touched by men” “it’s something i inherited”

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holly’s talkin about gettin into khr seriously... and might make xanxus and/or chrome....... my Bab es.........

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     starter call !

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young soul, with a grudge against fighting— a mere pacifist; and yet if he feels threatened, the young simon boss wouldn’t hesitate lifting a fist against those who threaten and want to fight him. this place, known as kokuyo land, was not part of enma’s usual place he’d ever visit. he had heard stories of it, as of who’d live there, and what’s their business. and yet he feels bad for intruding their territory, knowing that, if anyone of the kokuyo gang would figure out, he’d probably get involved in another fight.

but just now, it seemed like enma was the prey instead of the foes. as usual, he didn’t seem to lift a fist, and even if he tried, he couldn’t have had a chance against them. bruises were gracing his face, his body; and his clothes even were a little torn. he looked like a mess, how dull. 

but then he heard steps, and for now, when he turns around, there was slight feeling of little fear. it was mukuro rokudo, the mist guardian of the vongola family. a lone wolf just like hibari kyoya; but for mukuro’s nature, he was no interested in anything related to the mafia. enma couldn’t be surprised, this is kokuyo land after all— it was mukuro’s territory.

and what he just heard from him… it’s not sure if he could trust the elder; not that he’d cause any damage to him, but enma has heard stories, so it’s obvious that a blend of distrust to mukuro is coming upon him. ❛m-mh, i don’t care… actually…❜ he could run away, but enma wouldn’t know what happens if he takes the way out of this place. 

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There were at least ten good reasons for the Simon’s hesitance, and another hundred if it was related to distrust. Whether it was the fact that Mukuro was an illusionist, xir occasional penchant for possession, xir coincidental and highly unfortunately vague physical resemblance to Daemon Space, the fact that Daemon Spade had commandeered this body... or simply that Mukuro was, in fact, the negative to Tsunayoshi’s supposed positive. Enma had every right to not trust Mukuro, though for once, it was unnecessary.

For he was a child not of the mafia but born to it, an unwilling victim in this disgusting system. Towards him, Mukuro had no ill will -- on the off chance it could be helped, the Simon might be spared in the downfall of the mafia as a whole.

“You might not, but if you pass out here you might entice my dog. I don’t want him getting sick from chewing on your infected wounds.” It wouldn’t be the first time. Eugh. With a surprisingly soft touch, Mukuro lifted Enma’s closer arm to examine it, not holding tightly enough to stop him from pulling away, but confident enough to make it clear xe intended to take care of him. “Now. May I?”