Jax

25|he/him| TW for ED related content. Not fully relapsing but definitely not recovered idk

[jaxonneedsablanket]

Intro post?

This is a blog I haven't really used in awhile and I deleted my ed dedicated blog when I tried to recover so 🤷. I'm back on my bullshit and I need to get worse. Stats below cut off

Stats:

Height: 5'6

CW: 157.2

HW: 310

LW: 130

GWs 150🔒 135🔒 120🔒 105🔒

UGW: 90 lbs

[spindly-perfection]

[angels-all-sin]

“ask me about” button PNGs credit not necessary but appreciated!

[roseyteasworld]

Please

[feather-4ever]

I dont JUST wanna see c0ll@rbones i wanna see the sternum the spine and the dip between the collarb0n3s is it too much to ask for 💔

[dogpuppy]

[jaxonneedsablanket]

I've spent both of my days off this week just sleeping. I need to be productive but fuck I'm so tired and at least this way I'm just eating all day

[jaxonneedsablanket]

My bosses have made multiple comments about me not eating (cause I just smoke on lunch breaks) these last couple weeks and it's weirdly helpful? I have no appetite thinking about it. Like, you're so right, I don't eat. Idk it's like a self-fulfilling prophecy.

[jaxonneedsablanket]

Or maybe it's the increase in nicotine and stress 🤷

[jaxonneedsablanket]

My bosses have made multiple comments about me not eating (cause I just smoke on lunch breaks) these last couple weeks and it's weirdly helpful? I have no appetite thinking about it. Like, you're so right, I don't eat. Idk it's like a self-fulfilling prophecy.

[skinnyyogalove]

[opossum-handz]

[jaxonneedsablanket]

I'm more upset about the amount of steps I'm gonna miss getting at work due to a 3 hour long conference call tomorrow (a delivery day) than I am about knowing we're gonna have freight left over since I will be stuck in said conference call. I can easily get in 20k steps on a truck day and I'm gonna miss a good chunk because a bunch of corporate fucks wanna waste my time

[succubiitchh]

[whotfisher-deactivated20220829]

[frostedmagnolias]

"suffering is what makes us human"

well maybe I don't want to be human anymore

[jaxonneedsablanket]

Got the promotion I wanted at work. I'm gonna be insanely more stressed for at least the next 2 months but hopefully with the raise I can buy a new car in about 6 months. 110 degrees with no air conditioning is kicking my ass

[kosmogrl]

[jaxonneedsablanket]

I'm so glad I left the Midwest. I'm happy to be back home. I will gladly accept this 108 degrees weather over 80% humidity and 80 degrees. I do not want the air to feel like it's drowning me