Stressed Out

Want some? Come get some." Jaxzon Williams. 18

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there’s a parallel universe in which you stayed

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[jaxzonxwillams]

nirvanaxdavis:

Nirvana opened up the passenger door and slid in not before letting out a light gasp at how fancy of a car it was. She couldn’t say she’d ever been in one as nice, let alone been so close to one like it. She nodded her head and answered him with a question. “You don’t find it funny?,” her eyebrows raised to match his. “Definitely out of ordinary. It’s just not really my thing..” she trailed off, thinking that was probably a shock to most people considering her parents. The dark headed girl shook her head, “Nope, never.. not even one.” “I suppose we’ll see if you’re right about that,” she replied a bit hesitant. “Maybe we’ll wait until after the party..see how it goes before assuming anything.” she kept her eyes on the road, avoiding him.

Watching her through his peripheral vision Jax grinned to himself at the gasp his car caused. The sleek piece of classic a prized possession in his heart as it was a car he had actually worked on with his grandfather before he passed. Shrugging his shoulders to her question before he opened his mouth,”Not really humorous I guess... Everyone has parties though I just assumed you would even call a movie night a party.” Jax listened to her rambles shocked to hear that she hadn’t been to a single party while pulling out of the parking lot from their school. “Are we counting birthday parties?” Raising a quick eyebrow and sparing an equally quick look he asked curiosity getting the best of him. Laughing playfully at her statement, Jax’s pride wouldn’t get hurt from her lack of enthusiasm for he already knew she was going to have a helluva time. “Uh huh, let’s not be too quick to judge.” He turned onto a highway heading to meet his providers. After a few minutes he cleared his throat while reaching to turn the radio station on. The soft noise of the dj’s voice echoing through the car as it listed the current traffic situation. “Do you need to check in with anyone? I didn’t really ask... so I figured better now than later.”

[jaxzonxwillams]

blakextaylor:

All I have to say is good luck with that; Some people know how to tell what games others are playing y’know. Oh just watch me mister! Sure there’s shopping and all that stuff but I have to bond with her some way don’t I? And what better than with some stories I’ve been dying to share. I couldn’t forget you even if I tried. Okay then, that’s exactly why I stayed single. I know, I know.. I’ll try to tone it down.. I just know how rowdy teenagers can be these days and I worry about ya. Bad? Of course not! It’s actually really nice. Why do you think it’d be bad? 

Good thing I know the ones to watch out for right? No, you don’t need to bond with her at all-- I really don’t know why I’m even discussing the possibility of this ever happening. Oh no you don’t, I’m sure you’re not dying to share them-- Are they really that juicy? That’s a compliment and if it wasn’t I’ll still take it like it was. Stayed single? Really...? You don’t need to too much Blake. Hell you should be out having fun too it isn’t like you are an old lady. I don’t know... We aren’t from the same group right? So maybe she thinks it’s stupid and I don’t want her to think that all parties are stupid. Least of all mine like that’d do some damage to my party cred.

[jaxzonxwillams]

nirvanaxdavis:

Nirvana couldn’t help but scoff a bit at his comment. “I’m not changing the rules.. you said you’d make sure they would behave themselves too,” she said matter of factly with a nod of her head. She rolled her eyes as he turned to lead them to where ever it was he needed to go. “Of course it will,” she replied rather sarcastically, not really looking forward to the party as she could already feel her stomach bubbling with nerves. The dark headed girl laughed, though it wasn’t in a mean way – she was more surprised at his comment than anything and the thought of her at a party was ridiculous. “Me? At a party?..” she shook her head, her laugh dying off. “Never,” she finally answered him.

Raising his eyebrows at her sudden outburst of laughter as Jax opened his car door. “Is it really that comical to picture you at a party?” He asked while putting the key in the ignition. “I mean granted it’d be a little out of the ordinary, but I still can’t believe you’ve never been to one party.” Jaxzon could not remember a time where he didn’t have the opportunity to not party even if it was just hour play dates. “Seriously never? You’ve had to at least gone to one!” He egged on side eyeing her as he waiting for the vehicle to warm up. “If not well then prepared to always wanting to be on the invite then. And I’ll accept my ‘thank you so much for this jaxzon’ anytime just if you were wondering.”

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blakextaylor:

I suppose only time will tell, mister, but don’t say I didn’t warn you when people start to figure you out. How in the world could I ever forget something like that?! It was the greatest thing ever! Just wait till you do get married, boy are her and I going to have some fun sharing stories about ya! If I told you that was the reason I stayed single for so long then would it make you feel better about the scenario? Just as long as nothing gets out of hand, you know I still have to play “mom” with you sometimes. 

When people start to think they have me figured out is when I’ll change my game up of course. You wouldn’t dare share those stories with her! Who am I kidding of course you would, I mean I know I’m a hard person to forget so I get it.... Yes it would. I know you do, but sometimes I’d like for you to just be Blake also instead of my “mom”. Is it bad that I want her to enjoy the party?

[jaxzonxwillams]

blakextaylor:

Well of course, I haven’t told you that multiple times just so you don’t have to listen to me. I could totally be a butt right now and go on about how I’m always right but I suppose I’ll just stick with ‘I have my moments.’ Flattery can only go so far until the other person realizes what you’re up to. I will never forget your eleven year old self and how you always told me to wait for you and that you’d marry me one day. Just as long as nothing bad happens especially to you but from what you’ve been telling me, you should make sure to keep an eye on her at the party.

So far it has gotten me quite far in life, and I’m only certain it’ll stay that way. No please do forget, that was so embarrassing I still cannot believe that I would tell you that! Let alone think you’d ever really wait for me though I swear that is why you were single for so long was that deep down you wanted to wait for little ole me. Nothing bad will happen to me, least that will happen is probably some teasing but I assured her that nothing would get too out of hand. Seriously? She seems like a big girl who could handle her own.

[jaxzonxwillams]

nirvanaxdavis:

Nirvana rolled her eyes at him as well. He was probably right though she would never admit it to him; Nirvana was a cub and Mrs. Fisher a lion, and when it came down to it, Nirvana wasn’t really all that good at making others feel bad and most times preferred not to talk down on anyone anyways. Sighing, she ignored his comment. The girl raised her brows. “They better be or I’ll leave.” she stated, holding her head up. Though she was still confused about why he wanted her there in the first place if he and his friends were going to behave, she kept it to herself and swallowed her nerves. “Alright, alright,” she finally agreed to go along with him only before murmuring “so pushy” with a huff.

Watching Nirvana think over his words was actually quite interesting to watch as he imagined the little wheels in her head turning to picture every little thing that could go wrong if either of them went against the others words. “Hey now, you said you’d only leave if I misbehaved Miss Davis can’t go changing the rules on me now.” Wickedly grinning Jax rubbed his hands together in excitement. “Great, then tonight will certainly be one you’ll want to remember Davis.” Turning on his heels he ignored he ‘pushy’ comment just cause he really was in a hurry to get to David and the kegs. “Have you ever been to a party before?” He asked as the two of them walked to his vehicle unlocking it as they approached it. “I mean I’ve never seen you at the one’s I’ve been to and I mean that even involves the one I don’t throw.”

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blakextaylor:

More like I would see you more often instead of once every two or three months, which isn’t cutting it very well. You can pay me in compliments all you want, that still doesn’t change the fact that you’re late on her oil. Hey, I thought I told you to cut her some slack. How’d that go?

Well in that case I guess I should start actually listening to you then shouldn’t I? Guess you’re right, but that doesn’t mean the compliments are ever going to stop flattery gets you everywhere in life from what I’ve learned from it. And I like to make my eleven year old self proud to finally hit on you. And I did alright! I think it’s going to go well, I mean I promised to be on my best behavior and you know how well I am when I’m good.

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blakextaylor:

Just kind of forgot? How do you just kind of forget to put oil in a car – especially one like her. You should hope there’s no damage done.

Now if I remembered every time you would eventually miss my beautiful face and our dates like these wouldn’t happen. As long as I have you taking care of her she’ll never have any damage done don’t you know that by now. Sooo remember that girl I told you about? The annoying one I invited her to one of my parties.

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viviling:

Holy fucking shit.

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Before you start on about it-- No I didn’t purposefully forget to put oil in the car I  just kinda forgot.

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THE FRAT BOY       

He throws parties to drown himself with liquid love. He sleeps until late afternoon, because he’s got nothing to do. A Heineken in his hand as he passes out in the bath tub. All the sororities invite him out, because they love what he’s all about. He craves attention and love from those around. 

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