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When I legitimately finally kill myself and everyone forgets about my existence and misremembers our interactions and misappropriates my actions and thoughts it’s gonna be crazy.

back at it again, just as depressed and suicidal as I’ve always been. ayylmao

I don’t know if you’ll see this. Its been years. Too many years. I’m not sure if i even want you to see this. I just need to talk, to get these thoughts out of my head. Too many years since you even came on tumblr, i know i haven’t either. There hasn’t been a reason to come on here ever since you left.

I just want you to know that I’m happy for you.

I wish you the best of luck and the best life imaginable.

You deserve everything the world has to offer you.

I hope you are doing well, i hope everyone is doing well. Sometimes i wish i could just say hi to them and see how they’re doing but i know I’ve been long forgotten.

I hope you still love birds as much as i remember you did.

I hope maggie is still around, your daughter is going to love her. I just know it.

I hope you haven’t forgotten me entirely. All i can wish for is that once in a blue moon you remember the wonderful times we had. The incredible love and friendship we shared. The life we always dreamed of for ourselves, the loft, the animals.

I haven't been holding on to the past as hard as i used to, I’m pushing forward with my life like i promised you i would. I even found someone who i believe loves me back and im so grateful. But ill never forget you. My first love. My fiance forever. I still hope we will cross paths again someday, no matter the circumstance. You will always have a piece of my heart, and you will always be in my thoughts. Always