amorphous & nebulous

maeve - they/them - 30s

[recklessadventures]

Just a Hamburg lad

[recklessadventures]

I cannot even begin to explain how it feels to have someone say "I completely understand why your knee is chronically annoyed." I have had SO many practitioners, doctors and otherwise, look at my knee, my hip, my IT band, my movement, and tell me they don't understand why I have pain. There are no structural issues! You move well! You're strong! There are some obvious points of weakness but we can work on those! All for minimal or temporary relief. I truly feel like this trainer got it from the very beginning. And it's nothing crazy it's just a different approach and I'm fully following along too. All the adjustments she makes I'm like YEP I can see that. It's just nuts. So frustrating to think of all the time and money and pain I've spent on everything else (not that this is truly a singular solution, only time will tell) but also so incredibly validating and relieving to finally find someone who fully understands the entire picture.

[recklessadventures]

Utterly heinous sleep last night after a stressful end to the work day - was just doing so much all at once and then saw a message from a client saying they're giving their 30 days notice and it tipped me over the edge. I'm honestly not that concerned about it, I haven't made substantial money from them in a while, but it was more like a triggered response. My work has been so overwhelming for like two months now and I'm really feeling burnt out. I already didn't like my work and it's been such chaos lately, and it's seeping into my life in a way I actively try to prevent. I really do think it will get better after Italy because the big event starts just before I come back and hopefully people will act less insane once that's done. And this reignites my fire to find euro clients and launch my fucking website!! Which is done! HAS been done! Simply gathering dust!!! So it's all good. Just a lot in the mere hours before my parents arrive. But I will let the excitement of their arrival carry me through the day!!!!

[recklessadventures]

Idk what it is but the start of summer has me feeling cracked open like an oyster and all the silt is rushing out. Perhaps I will find a pearl but for now I'm feeling a bit shriveled up and exposed.

[recklessadventures]

Cold foam continues - this time with a dash of orange extract 🍊

[recklessadventures]

Silly little brain being so stressed about work with my parents arriving Wednesday and taking off all next week to go to Italy - get to climbing gym and instantly chill out - go figure!!!

[snoopyoftheday]

snoopy of the day

[inthetags]

Reblog and put in the tags if you can remember where you got the shirt you're currently wearing.

[heavensghost]

just chewed on my lip until it bled and my mom said it’s okay it will heal in a few days. painfully reminded the body really does just heal itself over and over again. theres somebody whos been trying to save me all along and its me

[recklessadventures]

YOU CAN'T HOLD ME DOWN! I WILL FIND BEAUTY IN EVERYTHING! I WILL EVOLVE THROUGH THE HARDEST PARTS OF MYSELF, SHOWING THEM ALL COMPASSION ALONG THE WAY EVEN IF I NEED TO LET THEM GO! I WILL LOVE EVERY VERSION OF MYSELF EVEN IF I DON'T UNDERSTAND OR AGREE WITH ALL OF THEM! WE WILL ALL KEEP GOING!!!!!!

[aropride]

please god let chatgpt die out like nfts did. With a fast and graceless fall into irrelevancy

[bladespark]

Like to charge, reblog to cast.

[atwotonedbird]

This spell has a very low hit ratio, so we need a lot of us to do it.

[aestheticsofartt]

[recklessadventures]

Feeling barreled over by how much growing I've done here, by how much I enjoy life now, by how rich I feel from the people and experiences I've brought into my life, by how I did it all on my own but I feel the least alone I've perhaps ever felt as an adult. I myself cannot comprehend the beauty and good fortune this place has brought me.

[uncertainlys]

MY FINGERS BARELY EVEN TOUCHED YOUR STUPID FUCKING AD STOP REDIRECTING ME TO THE APP STORE

[db-v0id-deactivated20260530]

sheltered by the boughs...

[incidentalcomics]

A poetry comic from my book Thinking About Thinking: Impossible Thoughts and Complicated Feelings

[elexecution]

there are too many things happening this summer that i'm thinking we are going to need an extra 6-12 months of june and possibly another 3-4 months of july. probably no extra august as the problem should hopefully sort itself out by then. we are also looking into extending the day night cycle to 55 hours and extending the human lifespan to 10000 years.