words lover

I am a reader. A writer. A very complicated living soul who wants more out of this human experience.

[jayleysworld]

For how long will I keep crying myself to sleep?

[jayleysworld]

If the good memories are making me cry, then what could the bad ones possibly do to me?

[jayleysworld]

I want to close my eyes and never open them again, because when I am asleep, we are never apart.

[jayleysworld]

Sometimes, I wish I didn't know so much about you, because now, after you're gone, every little thing is a reminder.

[jayleysworld]

And if you ever foolishly think that my love for you isn't real,

I will shower you with love poems,

Until you feel it flowing through your veins.

[jayleysworld]

If all the stars in the sky aligned to show me the way, I would still be lost without you.

[jayleysworld]

Like a lost ghost, you keep hunting my dreams. Like a desperate soul, I keep closing my eyes every night, hoping to see your face one more time.

[jayleysworld]

Like a fragile butterfly, I hide you in a jar. So scared that if I let you out, the world breaks you even more than it already has.

[jayleysworld]

She may be made of tender kisses and soft whispers, but she is also made of shattered dreams and broken promises.

[jayleysworld]

Check out my profile on Wattpad, I'm diana https://www.wattpad.com/dianapayberz?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_profile What happens when the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it.

[jayleysworld]

"I hate that word,"

He said looking at me,

Referring to a word i say often.

"It makes me angry,"

He explained,

As if he was reading my mind.

"Sorry, i won't say it again,"

I promised.

"No, it doesn't make me angry when YOU say it.

You can say it."

He said then looked away.

But a smile crossed his face

Just when one crossed mine.

[jayleysworld]

We can't control our hearts, but if we could; i would've chosen you.

[jayleysworld]

God, you just know how to make me fall apart.

[jayleysworld]

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,

or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.

I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,

in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

[jayleysworld]

I go home and set my old life on fire,

Because I don't want to hurt anymore.

I watch my pain slowly turn to ashes,

With your face still painted in the darkness of my closed eyelids.

Everything I Never Got The Chance To Say

This book is a collection of everything I ever wanted to say but never could.

[jayleysworld]

Monday left me broken

Tuesday I was through with hoping

Wednesday my empty arms were open

Thursday waiting for love

Waiting for love.

Thank the stars it's Friday

I'm burning like a fire gone wild on Saturday

Guess I won't be coming to church on Sunday

I'll be waiting for love, waiting for love

To come around.

[jayleysworld]

Beautiful.

Beautiful things all around me.

But somehow, you're all I want to see.

I used to have you by my side.

Always.

You were always a whisper away.

But now, life happened.

We don't talk like we used to.

We don't know eachother anymore.

I feel like I have changed.

I know that I have changed.

I have changed a lot.

And I know you have, too.

God, how I wish I could tell you about the new me.

The things she likes

And the things she hates.

I also want to know the new you.

I want to learn all abou her.

Are you even real at all?

Because sometimes I start to doubt that.

What if you are not real?

What if you are a perfect, made up creature?

But you can't be.

I know you can't.

Because I have proof.

I have proof that once upon a time.

We were all we got.

Or maybe I wasn't your everything.

But you were definitely my everything.

Everything I Never Got The Chance To Say

This book is a collection of everything I ever wanted to say but never could.