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“Like what? There’s nothing to do anymore- everything either doesn’t exist now or doing it would end up getting you killed one way or another,” he responded, shaking his head a little. “I… “ Miles sighed again. “I’m sorry.”

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“Of course there is Miles, you could try to read books, write, maybe even paint? Those don’t get you killed.” Jaylynn spoke. She shook her head a little, not averting her gaze. “You don’t have to be sorry..If that’s how you think then.. well no one can change it, right?”

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“I-I just… I don’t know,” he sighed heavily. “I’m trying but… nothing works. All the bad in there, it just- it drowns out the good. I can’t think straight.” Miles looked away from Jay, turning his gaze back to the sidewalk for a moment. “It would be so much easier to just be dead.” Honestly, he hadn’t meant to say that outloud and he regretted it instantly. Whether it was the truth or not was irrelevant- he’d felt that way for years, but he just never told people that. It always made them worry too much.

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“Try something new? I once read that sticking with the same old thing won’t always help.” She told him, tilting her head a little to one side when she noticed him look away. The following words that left his lips made her go silent, Jay just stared forward, not really focusing her gaze on anything. “Miles don’t say that..” She spoke softly, just hearing that he thinks it’s easier to be dead had more effect on Jaylynn than she expected, it did more than just upset her.

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Pizza....Pizza doesn't exist anymore.. .

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“No…” he sighed, closing his eyes for a moment. “I don’t… I don’t even know what’s wrong anymore. My head’s gone to shit, it feels like nothing makes sense anymore.” His voice wasn’t much more than a whisper as he spoke. “I just… I want everything to go away… and for my brain to work properly for once.”

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“Then why did you attempt to tell me a lie?” Jaylynn asked him, she really didn’t see the point in lying if the truth was obvious, but then again she sometimes does it too. She just kept quiet and listened to him when he spoke, before sighing softly and raising her head to look him in the eyes. “Did you try..clearing your mind? I know it sounds stupid but you could do something you love to do, or go somewhere that calms you.”

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Miles lifted his gaze as soon as he heard her voice, his eyes meeting Jaylynn’s for a moment. “Uh… y-yeah…” He didn’t even know why he bothered lying, no one would have believed him. Everything was clear just from his face. He just didn’t want to have to admit it outloud. If he didn’t do that, he could keep lying to himself. Keep pretending that he would be fine, that it was something that would just pass

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A sigh left her lips as she sat down on the edge of the pavement before glancing at him "Miles, really think I'd fall for that?" She muttered softly "Now come on tell me the truth me the truth before.. Before I threaten to hit you with a vase." Jaylynn chuckled slightly before raising her head to look at him "Sorry I'm not one for threats.. Just tell me the truth, please?" She asked him.

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Miles was on the verge of a breakdown. It had been at least three solid days since he’d managed to get any sleep. His anxiety was reaching what felt like an all time high- his hands constantly trembling and at this point, he was struggling to get his words out. He didn’t want to keep going on like this; it was times like these that he just thought, what was the point? This was no way to live.

Miles had sat down outside of the building he was staying in. He just needed air, fresh air. This air wasn’t fresh though, the stench of the rotting undead lingered everywhere, it was inescapable.

He was too lost in his thoughts to even notice the person that was approaching until they were basically on top of him. “Do you need something?” He asked, though he didn’t raise his head to look at them. He just kept staring down at the grey sidewalk.

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Jaylynn felt a little hopeless, after going to Miles’ place last time, it was just her luck that she had to bump into Jacob, but knowing Jaylynn she wouldn’t give up so easily. So she gave it another try, secretly praying that this time god would be in her favor. Again her nightmares dominated over her dreams and stopped her from getting any sleep, but that would pass. As soon as she’d see him again, she was worried. About both Miles and her brother, it had been a while so of course she’d be worried. When she neared the building he was staying in, she noticed him, hopefully Miles and not Jacob. Jaylynn continued to walk towards him and stopped once he spoke. “Are you okay?” She spoke softly. He didn’t look that well, and that only got her more worried than she already was.