I feel like I have been pretty negative about myself here lately. I Donât really know why and I donât really like it. I also feel like Iâm pushing the people that are closest to me away. Or Iâm bothering them so I just try to be quiet. Iâm sure nothings wrong and Iâm really not, but something that has always been deeply seeded in my head is that Iâll always be the outsider and Iâll always be alone. I donât really know what to say because I donât share my feelings very often and I only a select few individuals.















