Toxic friendships
Tbh I don't even care that we're not friends anymore. I know I should be devasted, considering how close we became, but honestly I'm happy now. The thing is that in the last month of our friendship we were already broken and it made it easier. A friendship should end if you can't trust the other person anymore. It should end when you feel like the other person is telling shit about you. And it should definetly end if the friendship makes you feel like you are worthless. The weeks after that fight I was finally happy again. I spend a lot of time with our old friends and we kinda became even closer. It's funny how one broken friendship can gift you with 5 other ones. I love how my life is right now. I'm carefree and that's all because you are not in my life anymore. I know that in September I have to see you again in school. Every single day. And yes I hate it. It's not easy to be an outsider in class because there's an evil bitch in it. But I know I can do that. Wanna know why? Because yes in that school I might seem like the looser of this war but outside there are 5 people who stand behind me and share laughters with me. I know you good enough to know that you think you "won this war". Well I don't know why you think that because what did you gain? 3 broken friendships and a drug addicted boyfriend? Yeah you're goals girl!
