SPOOKIELIJAZZY

I draw stuff! Names: Spooki, Circe, Ellie, Jazzy, Millie. PFP CREDITS: @cowardiceworms

[jazzythejazzles]

Hello! I am Ellie, Spooki or Jazzy! I am gender-fluid! This is just a blog I made a couple years ago.

So, please do feel free to interact!

AUDHD, DID. I just have silly characters!

RP BLOGS: @shooting-star-mabel

[jazzythejazzles]

@cowardiceworm IS A SIMP FOR DAHLIA HE'S DOWN BAD FOR HIM.

[jazzythejazzles]

for my twineth, @cowardiceworm ignore the messy writing and artwork this was done with a mouse sigh

[cowardiceworm]

O BOY HE LOOKS SO GORGEOUS thank you so very much twin twin!!! Hail the sexy caterpillar man

I love your art sm Jazzy! <3

[jazzythejazzles]

OF COURSE MY TWIN TWIN TWIN !!!! Thank you sososo much!!!

[jazzythejazzles]

for my twineth, @cowardiceworm ignore the messy writing and artwork this was done with a mouse sigh

[jazzythejazzles]

@cowardiceworm THANK YOU FOR THE SKETCHES WORMS I LOVE YOU TWIN

[yukiphobia24]

It has come to my realization that I don't need to hide things. I ain't under no contract.

Anyway.

Carmine Vtuber real.

He's fully functional. Has vbridger support and can go bald.

Even has special toggles to this full body model.

He's the reason why I've been afk from socials for a bit. I did the art and the rigging.

Planning to make his showcase soon but that will take a while. Can't wait to show ya'll how much he moves.

Also yes, his tail wags.

[francyangely]

OHH MY GODODDD LOOK AT THE BABYYYYYY. I MISS HIM

[jazzythejazzles]

i woke up from a nightmare about aliens and then REGAL EPISODE IT WAS SO GOOD OH MY GOD

[hale-boop]

Hello Dahlia nation, I have returned to spread more winged-Dahlia propaganda. /silly

I was scrolling through Pinterest and saw these moths and couldn't help thinking the colours just screamed Dahlia.

So yeah, have Dahlia as a Chinese Moon Moth. :]

And also some extras/alt versions. \/

eepy moth 😴

[merletheearle]

Discreet

Hello chat wind is awfully loud today.

I have nothing more to say for myself, blame Ken and the server at large for putting this idea in my head /silly

No text:

Personal theory is that the date episode will either be a dream, AU, or otherwise won’t have any long-term consequences. I hope at the very least it’s funny instead of frustrating, I wouldn’t be surprised if we got ~10 uninterrupted minutes of Rosie getting dunked on and that’ll just make me sad ☹️ (but it IS 10 uninterrupted minutes of Rosie screentime so 🤔🤔🤔🤔)

Music:

I ALMOST used Crying Lightning, but it’s a bit more reciprocal than that song would imply — I will always take an excuse to mention Crying Lightning though because it's my fav of their discography. Crying Lightning for Claudia and Mike, perchance,, ? 🤔

[weloveshortvideos]

Guillotine vs a spray paint can.

[babyionian-deactivated20200611]

this caption is so deceptive, this video is so much more than that

[tsamsfanx3]

I’m making carme!:3

[cowardiceworm]

THIS IS A MOMENT IN HISTORY TAKE A PICTURE-

I've started watching Takopi's original sin, Takopi lowkey had me crying, I love this little guy, I've drawn them with Carmine because the Carme brainrot is real and also I feel like they're similar in the sense of they're both always looking for a positive and both will watch something diabolical happen and try to put a twist on how they perceive the situation to make it lighter or easier to get your head around or they'll just straight up shut down while they process what's happened

[cowardiceworm]

go to sleep wormy

Shhhh, it's okay grandmama

Also, little Carmine drawing I've been meaning to draw him with the comedically proportionate bow for a little while, he retreats into the bow like a snail in harsh weather and such

[jazzythejazzles]

IM TOP BEANS AND LOVED JOY IN MY SOUL/POS

[tackytacs]

@hale-boop manifesting dahlia who hasn't appeared in so long

[cowardiceworm]

Rainwing Carme

[jazzythejazzles]

YOUR ART IS SO PEAK HIHI

[dreamymem0ries]

I QUIT. (For now, that is.)

My physical health has been spiraling downhill. My anxiety has been unbearable for the past few weeks, and it's gotten so bad I'm getting physical symptoms now. I can't keep food down, my heart problems are becoming more prominent again, and I haven't slept well.

I don't find enjoyment in what i do anymore, and I'm honestly reaching my breaking point.

I'm probably going to disappear for a bit. This online nonsense isn't helping either and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being sick and sick of even living.

I won't be answering asks.

Moots and close friends feel free to msg me still. I have a private Instagram account, and I can give the @ to a select few at request. Otherwise, I'm leaving for a bit.

I honestly can't stand to even look at my art anymore, let alone draw and post new things. I haven't written anything in forever, and the pressure of having any sort of audience is making my mental and physical state slowly rot.

I appreciate everything, truly, and I'm happy and grateful for the platform I have. But in the end I'm a sniveling, pathetic teenager struggling to even make it to my next birthday.

I'm not usually this open, but I'm tired. Really fucking tired.

So I'm taking a break. Is it permanent? Probably not. I've thought of quitting permanently a lot but I don't think I could give up what I do entirely. This is the consequences of my actions, and I need time to deal with it.

[cowardiceworm]

Okay, so like, new Dahlia episode when? The mirror is like a self reflection of me, by the way, I don't mean to tar everyone with the same brush, but like it could be we if you want to twin in this, I guess idk I'm just saying words lol I need to go to bed I'm too unc for this hour I'm not being coherent

[jazzythejazzles]

GO TO FUCKING BED WORMS

[cowardiceworm]

I went to bed, peace and love Jazzy, thanks for looking out for me, twinsifer

[jazzythejazzles]

ofcourse twin