Jungkook’s newest obsession with vlogging turns into the two of you making your first sex tape together.
Pairing - jungkook x reader
Genre - 18+ established relationship au, smut MDNI
wc -3.3k
Warnings - filming sex ofc, lotss of kissing, pet names, big d jk, marking, biting, oral f. and m. receiving, dom jk, fingering, breast play, unprotected sex, crying, praises, riding, missionary, cumming on body, rough sex, overstimulation, some filthy cum play, they're jst really cutee ((
a/n - every time I think I’ve already written the most filthiest thing I could, I somehow come up with something even more ridiculous 😔 oh n I also plan to post one more fic by this week hopefully!!
The staff guides you to Jungkook’s room and leaves after opening the door for you. You gently push the door open and step inside to find Jin walking out from the living area. He breaks into a smile greeting you before telling how impatient Jungkook’s been waiting for you all day.
Your excitement dims a little when you realize your surprise clearly isn’t a surprise anymore making him laugh. He explains that Jungkook found out you were coming earlier in the morning from one of the staff.
You end up laughing while Jin leaves dramatically rambling about being fed up of Jungkook's camera. Needless to say that the world has been witnessing Jungkook’s current obsession in real time. For the past week he’s been recording absolutely everything.
Once the door clicks shut, you take off your shoes and sit on the edge of the bed.
A few minutes later, the bathroom door opens. Jungkook steps out wearing a black tank top and black shorts. His hair is a little damp, water droplets slide down his neck and toned arms.
He holds his camera in his left hand absentmindedly checking the screen.
The moment his eyes land on you, you stand up and practically run to him. Jungkook drops the camera onto the nearby couch and catches you as you jump into his arms wrapping your legs around his waist.
“Fuck baby, I was waiting for so long,” he breathes against your neck inhaling your scent.
“I wanted to surprise you,” you pout lightly. “Jin oppa told me you already knew I was coming today.”
Jungkook lets out a soft laugh and pulls back to look at your face.
“I can still act super surprised if you want."
You roll your eyes and your pout fades as he leans in and kisses you. The kiss quickly turns hungry as his lips move against yours with weeks of built-up longing.
Jungkook moves carrying you in his arms. One hand reaches out to place the camera on the stand in front of the bed, adjusting it quickly until it faces both of you properly.
A giggle slips from you immediately.
“New vlog?”
Jungkook grins against your lips.
"With your cameo.”
You shake your head fondly while he sits down on the edge of the bed with you straddling his lap. His hands slide down to grip your waist as the kiss grows nothing but more messier.
“I missed you so fucking much."
You pull back to reply the same. “I missed you too,” you take his cheeks between your hands before placing so many more of your kisses.
His hands roam around touching you everywhere. sliding down to grip your ass, then moving back up. “Your tour’s going really well,” you try speaking in between. “Everyone’s doing so good.”
Jungkook hums against your mouth, clearly distracted. His lips trail down to your neck sucking and biting hard enough to leave marks. you throw your head back, letting out a breathless moan.
His thumb brushes over your breasts, making you shiver.
and your eyes suddenly drift to the side.
“kook...” you breath out. “your camera..”
Jungkook slides his tongue deep into your mouth before pulling back to speak against it.
“What about it?”
Your heart pounds wildly in your chest. You both know exactly what’s happening. although you trust Jungkook with your entire soul, the idea of being recorded like this makes nervousness and arousal swirl together inside you.
“You want me to stop it?”
His fingers remain under your top as he waits for your answer.
You bite your lower lip with a little hesitation, but the heat in his eyes and the way your body is aching for him takes over and you slowly shake your head. Jungkook’s smirk is pure sin as he bites your earlobe.
“Good girl."
His hands pull you down harder against his growing erection. mouth crashing back onto yours. you kiss him back just as desperately, your hands sliding up to grip his biceps, feeling his new muscles flex under your fingers.
You start grinding slowly on him. the thin fabric of your pants rubs against him and you can feel everything.
You know he isn’t wearing anything underneath because you can feel the outline of his cock rubbing perfectly against your clit through your clothes.
“fuck... I missed you,” Jungkook’s words come out husky against your lips. “missed you so fucking much, baby.”
wet sounds fill the room as your tongues slide together. his palm is hot against your waist. the other squeezes your ass harder, encouraging you to grind down on his cock.
Jungkook pulls back to tug your top up. You lift your arms for him and he yanks it off. His eyes drop to your chest and his dick twitches at the sight of you wearing his new design.
He curses deeply as his eyes darken the more he takes you in. “You planning to kill me, princess?”
Your breathless laugh quickly turns into a surprised gasp as Jungkook flips you over—caging you in with his arms like you're his prey.
His mouth finds your neck much rougher this time. marking across all over your throat and collarbones.
You squeak with a small laugh when he bites a little too roughly on your shoulder.
“Koo—!” you gasp, half-laughing, half-moaning.
Jungkook chuckles against your skin but doesn’t stop. He soothes the bite with his tongue while his hands slide up to squeeze over your covered breasts.
“You look so fucking good in my design,” he speaks with dripping need. “But I want it off soon.”
He palms your pussy roughly through your pants, pressing the heel of his hand against your clit. The pressure makes you jerk against him.
“jungkoo—” your voice already breaks.
He hums in satisfaction while kissing down your body. His lips trail open-mouthed kisses down your stomach, tongue dipping into your belly button before moving even lower. His fingers hook into the waistband of your pants and tug them down.
“Look at this mess,” he eyes the large wet patch soaking through your panties. He leans down to press a torturous kiss right over your aching pussy.
“Tell me how much you missed me, baby.”
You whimper desperately. “so much, kook... please… I missed you so much.”
Just as the words leave your mouth, Jungkook rips your panties down your legs before diving in immediately like a starved man.
The first long lick from your entrance to your clit makes you moan loudly. his tongue laps at your soaked folds before sucking your clit into his mouth. The metal of his piercing adds a delicious sensation sending shockwaves through your body with every flick.
Jungkook eats you like he’s addicted. pushing in his tongue inside you. your thighs shake around his head as his deep groans vibrate against your core.
your eyes suddenly drift to the side and rush of embarrassment hits you but this time it only makes you wetter.
you almost whine at the loss of his mouth when Jungkook pulls back with lips and chin glistening with your arousal.
He returns back with his camera, placing it in your hands and adjusting it so the lens faces him between your spread legs.
“Hold it steady for me,” he instructs you before settling back.
your hands tremble slightly as you grip the camera. your pussy clenches visibly under his gaze.
Jungkook smirks at your nervousness before diving back in. his mouth latches onto your pussy again with a new vigour.
He circles his tongue over your swollen clit slowly while he looks straight into the camera lens. and you make the mistake of looking down at the filthy scene. the sight only makes your pussy gush fresh slick onto his tongue.
You moan loudly, struggling to keep the camera steady. The pleasure is too intense as your arms start shaking.
Jungkook pulls back slightly before growling at you, “I told you to hold it steady, baby. I need good footage of me eating this pretty pussy.”
He slaps your thigh lightly as a teasing punishment before pushing two thick fingers inside you, curling instantly against your g-spot while his tongue flicks rapidly over your clit.
A few tears slip down your eyes.
“Kook— ahh— I can’t— fuck!”
“Yes you can,” he chuckles darkly against your fold.
As his fingers pump faster, your thighs tremble violently around his head. you’re barely able to keep the camera focused on him with the pleasure making your vision blur. your back arches sharply off the bed, pussy clenching hard around his fingers. Jungkook groans in satisfaction completely lost in your taste.
He laps at every drop of your release drinking you down greedily.
You try to close your legs.
“koo— too much—”
Jungkook lets out an almost angry groan against your pussy and forcefully spreads your legs wider. his mouth continues making sure he gets every last drop.
Tears gather in the corners of your eyes from the overwhelming pleasure as broken moans keep spilling from your lips. Only when your body starts twitching hard does Jungkook finally pull back.
He places one last tender kiss on your sensitive clit before lifting his head.
He rises onto his knees between your spread legs and tugs his black tank top off before wiping his chin with it and tossing aside. You try focusing your teary eyes on him.
Jungkook takes the camera from your shaky hands and places it on the bed for a moment. He leans down to kiss you deeply.
“You good, baby?” he asks softly against your lips.
You hum weakly in response. your hands roam over his bare torso, feeling the hard ridges of his abs.
“You’ve gained more muscles…” you whisper out.
Jungkook hums darkly and you feel him flexing his body under your touch.
“You like it?” his eyes locks on yours.
You bite your lip and lean up to biting his jaw in response. “so much..”
Jungkook chuckles as his hands work to remove your bra leaving you completely bare for him. Jungkook’s hands are back on the camera as he sits on his heels between your legs and angles the lens towards your flushed face.
“Is this good, my love?”
You suddenly feel extremely exposed under the camera’s gaze. Your cheeks heat up instantly. You give him a weak nod unable to speak properly.
Jungkook’s expression softens with pure fondness while his eyes stay dark on you.
“You’re really shy about the camera, huh?”
He reaches out with his free hand and gently strokes your flushed cheek with his thumb then drags it to press against your bottom lip, slightly pulling it down.
“So cute,” he murmurs almost to himself.
Jungkook can't resist but place some loving pecks on your cheeks making you both giggle.
“Say hi to my vlog, baby,” he teases.
You whine shyly, trying to turn your face away. Jungkook breathes out a laugh before cupping one of your breasts, squeezing the soft flesh before his fingers find your already hardened nipple. He rolls it between his thumb and forefinger.
Your eyes flutter shut instinctively, teeth sinking into your lower lip to trap the moan threatening to spill out.
“Don’t hide those pretty eyes from me.”
You eyes lift to meet his intense stare, the moment you do—he brings his hand to his mouth spitting onto his fingers letting a generous amount of saliva coat them before returning his hand to your chest. He spreads the slickness over both buds, coating and tugging them between his wet fingers making your back arch off the bed.
Your legs squirm restlessly beneath him, thighs pressing together as fresh heat floods your core.
His eyes flick down between your legs, watching the way your pussy glistens under the light.
“You like how I ruin you, don’t you?” he rasps with dark satisfaction.
His thumb eventually leaves your nipple and slides up to your mouth. He presses the pad of it against your lips.
You part your lips as he pushes his thumb inside and immediately start sucking on it—swirling your tongue around the digit like you would his cock.
“So fucking greedy for me,” Jungkook hisses.
The sight of you sucking so eagerly on his thumb while your nipples are shiny and swollen from his spit has his cock throbbing painfully in his sweats.
Your eyes drift down his body to his bulge straining against his shorts.
with a needy whimper, you pull him down by his broad shoulders onto the bed. He lets out a surprised chuckle and you climb over him kissing down his body. Your lips press against his warm skin. You trail wet kisses over his chest, paying extra attention to the beautiful tattoos decorating his skin.
Your tongue traces the lines of his ink, tasting the faint salt of his sweat.
God, you wish you could mark him the way he marks you — leave dark hickeys and bite marks all over his perfect body for everyone to see. but for now, you make up for it by worshipping him with your mouth, determined to make him feel as good as he made you.
Jungkook’s free hand comes to rest in your hair as you move further down.
finally, you hook your fingers into the waistband of his shorts and tug them down impatiently. His cock springs free, slapping against his toned stomach. The pink tip glistens with precum.
You wrap your lips around the leaking head and suck, too impatient to tease him. Jungkook curses sharply. Your favourite musky taste of him explodes on your tongue and you moan louder around his cock.
You take him deeper right away, hollowing your cheeks as you bob your head, working the top half of his length with eager sounds.
Jungkook’s head falls back for a second, momentarily forgetting about the camera in his hand. But he quickly recovers, lifting it again and angling it perfectly to capture the sinful sight of his beautiful girlfriend sucking his cock so greedily.
“shit, baby.. look at you,” he groans. “always fucking hungry for my cock.”
His praises only makes you take him deeper until he hits the back of your throat.
Jungkook’s hand tightens in your hair guiding you as he pushes your head down a little more. The pressure makes you gag around him.
“that’s it.. fuck — just like that,” his abs clenching as he watches you through the camera. “my good girl. looking so pretty crying on my cock.”
He starts to thrust up gently, fucking into your warm mouth.
your tears mix with the spit dripping from your chin onto his balls but you don’t stop — you can’t. You want all of him.
Jungkook’s cock twitches in your mouth, the veins pulsing against your tongue. you can feel him getting dangerously close.
but he pulls your head back firmly. a thick string of spit connects your swollen lips to the shiny head of his cock as you gasp for air.
“I need to feel you, baby.. get up here.”
You don’t need to be told twice. while he quickly reaches over and places the camera on the nightstand beside the bed, angling it perfectly to capture both of you, you're already climbing over him.
Your hand wraps around his spit-slick cock, stroking him once before you sink on him. you both moan in unison. Jungkook hisses through gritted teeth biting onto your shoulder.
you whimper, feeling every thick inch stretch you open. He’s so big — always so fucking big that it burns in the most delicious way.
Impatience and pure need take over as you start bouncing on his cock with a desperate rhythm. The slick smack of your soaked pussy taking his cock over and over fills the room.
He pulls you down harder against him, pressing your chests together until your bodies are completely stuck — skin against sweaty skin, your hard nipples rubbing against his chest.
“Give me a kiss.”
You lean in messily, crashing your mouth onto his. moans spill into each other’s mouths. Jungkook thrusts up hard from below, meeting your bounces with powerful strokes that make you cry out into the kiss.
He fucks you like that, reaching you so deep while you ride him like you’re starved for his cock.
Jungkook’s hands slide down to grip your ass, spreading your cheeks as he helps you bounce harder.
He bites into your bottom lip.
“My beautiful baby.. keep riding my cock, princess.”
You clench hard around him, a loud broken moan ripping from your throat as another wave of pleasure crashes through you. The way he’s stretching you and filling you so perfectly just makes your mind go hazy.
Jungkook growls at the feeling and he flips you over with ease. your back hits the mattress before your boyfriend intertwines your fingers and resumes with his rough thrusts.
Your legs wrap weakly around his narrow waist trying to pull him even deeper.
“This pussy is made for me. You are made for me... only for me.”
Your heels dig into his back as he fucks you straight into oblivion.
Jungkook swallows every single moan that spills from your lips. His tongue dominating yours while he rails you into the mattress.
“Tell me, baby,” he demands hotly. “Tell me who you belong to.”
“You, Kook—” you sob. “Only for you... only yours—”
“That’s right.”
Your nails dig desperately into the back of his hands. His free hand slides between your bodies finding your swollen clit.
Your eyes roll back as you fall apart again. Your pussy throbs with creamy arousal gushing around his length with a broken scream of his name.
His thrusts become more erratic as he chases his high.
Jungkook blindly reaches for the camera with one hand angling it down at your stomach.
“Fuck.. look at that." He presses his free hand over the bulge in your lower belly feeling his own cock moving inside you. “So pretty, baby. so fucking pretty with my cock inside you.”
He records himself sliding in and out of you slowly glistening with your arousal.
The overstimulation makes you whimper and squirm heavily underneath him. only then does he finally pull out of you.
He kneels between your spread thighs, wrapping his hand around his cock. He strokes himself roughly eyes locked on your fucked-out face.
with a husky groan thick ropes of his warm cum shoot across your stomach and tits — painting your skin in sticky white.
You barely have time to process the filthy sight while Jungkook films himself dragging the swollen head of his cock through his own release, spreading it messily over your skin.
He rubs his cum into your nipple and across your belly — dipping the tip of his cock between your sensitive folds to smear some over your clit.
You watch him with hazy eyes and a heaving chest.
Sometimes you forget just how nasty your boyfriend can really be.
“Such a pretty canvas." Jungkook finally looks up at you through the camera lens with a wild smirk.
when the stoic and devastatingly handsome sir jeon jungkook is appointed as your personal knight, sworn to guard your royal highness with a will forged from steel, you quickly discover that his greatest strength may also be his most infuriating trait, he is utterly immune to you. no matter how tightly you lace your corset, he remains the perfect knight, eyes respectfully averted, jaw set like stone. but while sir jungkook may be a man of steel, you are a princess accustomed to getting what you want, and with every sinful intention of discovering whether even the realm’s most loyal knight could be brought to his knees for you.
⎯⎯ pairing: knight jungkook x princess y/n
warnings: erotica, forbidden medieval fantasy au, porn with plot, age gap, yearning, size difference, oral fixation (f.), unprotected sex, the princess is very horny, cold,dom!knight, bigdick!knight, breeding, pregnancy trope, war brutality, motherhood, subtle angst
word count: 20.5k
The great hall of the royal palace echoed with the murmurs of the assembled court. The King sat upon his throne, his stern gaze sweeping over the line of elite knights who had come to compete for the highest honor in the realm, becoming the personal protector of his only daughter, the princess, you.
The position was coveted for many reasons, but none more obvious than the princess herself.
Beauty had always been your burden as much as your blessing. Tales of it traveled farther than merchants and faster than ravens, crossing borders until even distant courts spoke your name with a mixture of admiration and longing. Princes penned verses in your honor without ever meeting you. Even seasoned knights, men hardened by war and duty, often found themselves disarmed by nothing more than a smile.
With your coronation fast approaching, the kingdom stood on the brink of celebration. It would be the grandest event seen in decades, drawing princes, dignitaries from every corner of the continent. Some would arrive seeking alliances. Most would arrive seeking you.
The prospect amused you more than it excited you.
“Protecting my daughter is not merely a matter of strength,” your father’s voice boomed through the hall. “It demands unyielding discipline and absolute loyalty. You will each face three trials. The princess herself will accompany you, so that you may prove your worth in her presence.”
Your eyes swept slowly across the line of knights standing before the throne, a faint mask of boredom kissing your beautiful face, certain that none of them would truly be able to handle you.
For years, entertaining yourself at the expense of knights had become something of a pastime. A lingering touch against a gauntleted hand, a mere whispered compliment that left disciplined warriors suddenly forgetting their own names. Watching them struggle to maintain their composure was endlessly amusing.
You had notoriously toyed with men like this, living wildly beneath the weight of your royal title, and your father knew this better than anyone. That was precisely why he had designed these trials.
He wasn’t simply looking for the strongest sword arm. He wanted a knight with sharp intellect and the rare ability to withstand your constant attempts to live life on your terms rather than as a perfectly mannered princess.
A small, intrigued smile played on your lips when the first few knights stepped forward. They were impressive in brute force, but you could already tell they would crumble the moment you decided to play.
Then he stepped forward.
Sir Jeon Jungkook.
Even fully armored, with only his dark, piercing eyes visible through the narrow slit of his helmet, once his unflinching gaze met yours for a brief second, a strange spark ignited low in your belly. You tilted your head, studying those dark eyes with growing interest.
The first trial took place that very evening in the smaller banquet hall. Only a select few courtiers were present. You sat at the high table beside your father, sipping from a jeweled goblet.
Unknown to the competing knights, the King had arranged for one of the wine pitchers to be laced with a powerful sleeping draught. Harmless, but potent enough to leave the princess disoriented and vulnerable. Only the King, a few trusted advisors, and the princess herself knew of the plan.
The knights had been given only one instruction: protect the princess. No further details.
As the evening progressed, the effects of the draught began to take hold. Your thoughts grew pleasantly hazy, movements slower. The jeweled goblet nearly slipped from your grasp once before you caught it. A second time, you laughed at something that had not been particularly funny.
Several knights noticed. Some were too busy trying to appear vigilant, eyes constantly scanning the room for imaginary assassins.
A few noticed your condition and drew dangerously close. One insisted on helping you stand despite the fact that you had not asked for assistance. Another rested a hand against your lower back almost inappropriately while guiding you through the room. One knight even smiled when he realized how heavily you leaned upon him after stumbling.
The courtiers watched everything. So did the King.
You were beginning to feel genuinely annoyed when a tall figure stepped silently between you and yet another overeager knight.
Sir Jeon Jungkook.
Unlike the others, he had not hovered around you all evening. He had remained where a royal protector belonged, close enough to intervene, distant enough to respect your space.
Dark eyes studied your face through the narrow opening of his helmet. “The princess has had enough wine,” he declared.
The knight beside you scoffed. “She seems perfectly fin—”
“She does not.”
You watched surprise flicker across the other knight’s face.
Sir Jungkook’s hand briefly closed around your forearm as you swayed, steadying you before immediately letting go the moment your balance returned.
Within moments he had summoned two ladies-in-waiting to accompany you back to your chambers. When another knight offered to carry you himself, Sir Jungkook declined on your behalf before you could even answer.
“Her reputation is as important as her safety.”
For the first time all evening, genuine curiosity stirred within you.
Most men saw opportunity when they looked at you. Some saw beauty, a few saw a future crown. Yet somehow, Sir Jeon Jungkook seemed to see only his duty.
As the ladies guided you toward the doorway, you glanced back over your shoulder.
“How noble of you, Sir Jungkook,” you teased, voice softened by the draught. “Are you always so resistant to temptation?”
His gaze never wavered. “My duty is to protect Your Highness.”
For reasons you could not quite explain, that response lingered in your thoughts far longer than any flirtatious remark ever had.
The final trial was, by all appearances, the simplest.
After weeks of staged attacks, hidden tests, the remaining candidates expected one final demonstration of skill. Some anticipated a duel. Others believed they would be sent to defend the princess from another fabricated threat. Instead, the King announced that the last trial would consist of a single week of personal duty beside the princess. No further explanation was offered.
The knights were disappointed.
You, however, knew exactly what your father was doing.
The trial was not designed to test strength or intelligence. It was designed to test restraint.
Most of the candidates failed within days. Some became overly eager whenever you requested their company.
Others ignored palace protocol the moment you suggested bending the rules. One knight allowed you to wander through the city market without informing the royal guard because he was too eager to please you. Another accepted an invitation to share wine in one of the palace balconies despite knowing perfectly well how improper it appeared. Every failure was carefully observed and quietly recorded.
Only one knight remained infuriatingly impossible.
Sir Jeon Jungkook.
The more you watched him, the more determined you became to discover his weakness. Surely he had one. Everyone did.
At first, your attempts were harmless. During walks through the palace gardens, you lingered beside him instead of remaining ahead as protocol dictated. During meals, you directed most of your conversation toward him. More than once, you deliberately brushed your fingers against the steel of his gauntlet while speaking. Other knights would have turned crimson. Some would have stumbled over their own words.
Sir Jungkook merely stepped aside and continued his duties as though nothing had happened.
Perhaps it was the way every other knight had spent the past weeks attempting to impress you, the King, or the court.
Where others sought favor, he sought only to fulfill his duty. And thus, when the day of the final judgment arrived, the outcome surprised absolutely no one.
Your father rose slowly from his seat.
“Sir Jeon Jungkook,” he declared, voice echoing through the hall. “You have successfully completed all trials. You have shown not only strength and intellect, but the rare ability to anticipate danger and resist… temptation.” His gaze flicked briefly to you. “From this day forward, you are hereby appointed as the princess’s personal royal knight and protector. Guard her with your life. And may the gods help you.”
A murmur rippled through the court.
You turned toward Sir Jeon Jungkook, stepping just close enough that your crimson gown brushed his armor.
“Welcome to my service, Sir Jungkook,” you whispered so only he could hear. “I do hope you’re prepared. Resisting me may prove to be your greatest trial yet.”
His dark eyes held yours with unshakable strength. “I was under the impression I had already passed that one, Your Highness.”
—
Having Sir Jeon Jungkook follow you around all day wasn’t ideal.
It had not even been three months since his appointment as your royal knight, yet his constant, silent presence had already begun to grate on your nerves. He was always a towering shadow in dark armor, never more than a few steps behind. What annoyed you most was his utter lack of reaction.
No matter how boldly you flirted, no matter how you tightened your corset in front of him until your breasts nearly spilled over, no matter how many times you “accidentally” brushed against him, he remained perfectly composed.
What bothered you most of all was that you still had no idea what he looked like. Only those dark, intense eyes visible through the narrow slit of his helmet. The rest of him remained hidden behind steel, a constant, frustrating mystery.
The journey to the neighboring kingdom for the grand alliance celebration had been long and stifling. You rode in the royal ornate covered carriage borne by four strong horses and guarded on all sides. The extravagant gown you wore was beautiful but suffocating, the tight corset pressing against your ribs and making every breath feel like a struggle. Boredom weighed on you like lead.
Your dearest friend, Lady Isolde rode beside you in her own litter. She was to be wed in a month, and the two of you had spent the journey giggling like girls again, whispering behind silk curtains.
“He’s so tall,” Isolde teased, peeking through the gap toward where Sir Jeon Jungkook rode steadily beside your litter. “And those eyes… I wonder what the rest of him looks like under all that steel. Do you think he’s handsome, or just another brute?”
You laughed softly, though your gaze lingered on the narrow slit of Jungkook’s helmet, where those dark, intense eyes remained fixed forward.
“As if,” you replied, laced with mock boredom. “He’s far too proper. I could tighten my corset until my breasts nearly spill, and he wouldn’t even glance.”
Isolde giggled. “You should try. For science.”
Sir Jungkook’s eyes flicked toward the litter for the briefest second before returning forward. You smirked. Annoyed as you were by his constant, unflinching presence… you were also undeniably intrigued.
That night, after the feasting and music had died down and the royal party made camp near the forest’s edge, you slipped away, desperate for even a moment of peace, and determined to test just how far his restraint could stretch.
The air had grown chilly, carrying the faint bite of early autumn as you made your way to the forbidden stretch of the deep bend where the river water ran swift and dangerously deep. No one was permitted here after dark, especially not the princess.
You knew he would follow.
The heavy footsteps of armor soon echoed behind you on the rocky bank.
“Your Highness,” Sir Jungkook’s deep voice rang out, firm. “This area is strictly prohibited at night. The currents are treacherous and the water is far too cold. We must return to the palace at once.”
You barely looked at him. Your eyes were fastened upon the vast expanse of the river, moonlight dancing across its dark surface like scattered diamonds. You wanted nothing more than to feel the cool waves kissing your bare skin, to swim freely under the moon with no eyes judging you in, except his.
A small, unusually kind smile touched your lips as you turned toward him.
“Why don’t you join me, Sir Jungkook?” you asked softly, your voice carrying on the gentle night breeze. “Just for a little while. The water looks so peaceful tonight.”
Sir Jungkook stood like a statue in his dark armor. “Your Highness… that would be highly improper,” he replied, voice low. “I am here to protect you, not to… bathe with you.”
You let out a soft, melodic laugh and began walking toward the river’s edge, the hem of your gown brushing the grass.
“Well, I suppose then…” you bit your lip, your fingers moving to the laces of your gown with aching slowness. “I shall swim, and you will stand guard like the loyal knight you are.”
You could feel his intense eyes watching through the narrow slit of his helmet as you loosened the ties. The rich fabric slid from your shoulders like liquid silk, pooling at your feet.
Completely bare under the moonlight, you wore nothing beneath. Your skin glowed luminous and your full breasts rose and fell with each breath, nipples already stiff from the cold night air. The curve of your waist flared into soft hips, and the smooth, delicate skin between your thighs was on full display.
Sir Jungkook immediately turned his head sharply away, staring fixedly into the dark trees.
“Your Highness!” His voice was strained. “This is highly inappropriate. I cannot allow—”
“You don’t have to allow anything,” you cut him off, dripping with defiance. “You’re not permitted to touch me while I’m bare. So you’ll just have to stand there.”
You waded into the river with a soft gasp. The icy water bit into your skin, but the thrill of rebellion pushed you forward. You swam out deeper, the cold making your body hypersensitive.
You glanced back at the bank. Sir Jungkook stood like a statue, head turned away, refusing to look at your naked form even once. His armored fists were clenched tightly at his sides.
A thrill of satisfaction ran through you.
You felt exhilarated. Free. And wickedly aware that the most disciplined man in the kingdom was standing on the bank, fighting not to look at you.
“Are you really going to stand there all night, Sir Jungkook? The water feels wonderful… and I’m all alone out here.” You swam further out, the cold water caressing every inch of your bare skin. A soft, content sigh escaped your lips.
It would be a plain lie if you said you weren’t at least a little relieved that he had followed you. The deep bend was no joke. its treacherous currents and deadly depth were feared even by The King. Yet here you were, aching to tear down the walls of the knight who refused to bend to your charms.
You floated lazily on your back, letting the moonlight kiss your bare skin. Then, with a mischievous glint in your eyes, you took your chance.
Once a subtle current tugged at your legs, you gasped dramatically, flailing your arms and letting out a soft, helpless cry. “Oh—!”
You fought back a giggle, pretending to be a damsel in distress, knowing the current wasn’t strong enough to truly endanger you. You wanted to see if you could finally crack his composure.
But the gods had other plans.
Without warning, a far more treacherous undercurrent slammed into you like a living beast. It dragged you under violently, twisting your body, filling your mouth and nose with icy water. Real panic surged through you as you lost your breath and sight in the black depths.
“Jungkook!” you screamed, the sound barely coherent as water rushed into your lungs. This time, it was no act.
Sir Jeon Jungkook did not hesitate for even a fraction of a second. He plunged into the river fully armored, cutting through the violent current with powerful strokes. His strong arms wrapped around your waist, yanking your naked body against his steel chest as he fought the river with raw, expert strength. You clung to him desperately, coughing and gasping as he dragged you back to the rocky bank.
The moment he pulled you ashore, his helmet caught on a low hanging branch and was ripped clean off.
You lay on the grass, gasping for air, when your eyes finally focused on the man hovering above you.
And you forgot how to breathe.
Sir Jeon Jungkook was devastatingly, unfairly handsome.
Wet raven black hair clung to his forehead and sharp, sculpted cheekbones. Water droplets traced the strong line of his jaw and dripped from sensual lips. His dark eyes, now fully exposed, were intense and beautiful, framed by long lashes and thick brows. A faint scar graced his left eyebrow, adding a rugged edge to his otherwise perfect masculine beauty.
Before you could speak, he swiftly grabbed his crimson cloak and draped it over your naked body, covering you completely with careful reverence. His gaze remained locked strictly on your face, never once drifting to your exposed skin.
“Are you okay, Your Highness?” he asked, voice rough with concern. A faint blush colored his cheeks as he noticed the way you were staring at his now-bare face.
You opened your mouth to speak, but no words came. The combination of the dangerous current, the shock of nearly drowning, and the overwhelming sight of your knight’s true face left you dizzy and speechless.
Your vision blurred. You passed out in his arms.
Sir Jungkook pulled you closer against his armored chest, one large hand gently brushed your wet hair away from your face, his touch surprisingly tender. He lifted you effortlessly, cradling you like a warrior carrying his lady, your head resting against his broad shoulder, body wrapped securely in his cloak, legs draped over his arm as he carried you back to his mare.
He mounted carefully, keeping you nestled safely against him as the horse began the journey back to the palace through secret paths.
You woke briefly as he laid you down on the thick rug before the hearth in your royal chambers. The fire was already roaring. You were still wrapped in his cloak, beneath it only a thin silk bandeau now clung to your body, the delicate material barely containing your breasts, pressing them together in a deep, soft cleavage that rose and fell with each shaky breath.
You trembled from the cold and the lingering shock of the river.
Sir Jeon Jungkook remained kneeling by the fire, his movements precise as he stoked the flames. Water dripped from his raven hair onto his armoured shoulders. Then he rose to his full, imposing height, towering, broad shouldered.
Without a word, he reached for his helmet, which rested upon a nearby oak chest, clearly intending to conceal his face once more.
“No,” you whispered, your voice soft yet commanding as you pushed yourself up on one elbow. “Do not put it back on.”
The knight paused, gloved hand hovering above the helm. His dark eyes met yours, intense and conflicted.
“Your Highness… it is not fitting for me to stand before you unveiled,” he said, his voice carrying the formal cadence of a sworn knight. “I must maintain the dignity of my position.”
You sat up fully, the cloak slipping slightly from one shoulder, revealing the smooth curve of your skin and the edge of the silk bandeau. Despite the cold still clinging to your bones, warmth bloomed low in your belly as you gazed upon his face, truly beheld it for the first time.
“Come closer,” You rose to your knees on the rug, the cloak parting further as you reached for him. “Let me see you properly.”
He hesitated, every line of his powerful frame taut with restraint. Yet he obeyed, lowering himself once more to kneel before you. Even on his knees, he remained nearly at your eye level, so tall and broad was he.
You lifted a delicate hand and brushed your fingers through his damp raven locks, pushing them back from his forehead. A contented sigh escaped your lips.
“You are far too pleasing to look upon, Sir Jungkook,” you whispered, almost in awe. “I had wondered what lay beneath that steel. Never did I imagine such a face.”
Sir Jungkook remained perfectly still on his knees before you. His hands rested tensely on his armoured thighs as he fought to keep his gaze fixed on your face and not the way your breasts strained against the thin silk bandeau.
“You flatter me, Your Highness,” he replied, voice low. “But I am your knight. Nothing more. Please allow me to restore my helmet.”
You shook your head slowly, refusing to let him hide again. Instead, you leaned closer, your fingers still buried in his damp raven hair.
A new, overwhelming wave of admiration and obsession washed over you. This man... this mature, hardened, breathtakingly handsome knight was kneeling before you like a devotee. The realization sent a fresh rush of heat between your thighs.
“You’re older than me, aren’t you?” you murmured softly, continuing to caress his hair with gentle strokes. “Hardened by battles and years I haven’t yet seen.”
You wondered how many more scars he carried beneath that heavy armor hidden across his broad chest, his strong back.
“I am twenty eight, Your Highness,” he answered quietly, his deep voice carrying that disciplined tone you were growing addicted to.
“Tell me something personal,” you said, your voice turning playful yet curious. Your fingers trailed from his hair down to trace his cheekbone once more. “Have you ever been with a woman, Sir Jeon? Truly been with one?”
His jaw tightened visibly. The question crossed every boundary a knight was sworn to respect.
“Your Highness… such questions are not appropriate for me to answer,” he replied. You leaned in even closer, still stroking his hair tenderly, your breath brushing against his skin.
“But I want to know,” you whispered. “Have you ever touched a woman the way a man touches a lover? Ever kissed one?”
Jungkook’s breathing grew slightly heavier. His dark eyes stayed locked on yours with iron discipline, though you could clearly see the storm brewing behind them.
“I have not, Your Highness,” he finally answered, voice low and honest. “My duty has always come first.”
A thrill ran through you at his confession. You let your fingers drift lower, brushing along his sharp jawline. “And if a woman wanted you… desperately?” your voice dropped to a near whisper. “If she wanted your mouth between her thighs… your tongue tasting her, would you deny her?”
The impure question hung heavy in the air between you. You shocked even yourself with how boldly it slipped out, but the vivid image, his devastatingly handsome face trapped between your legs, mouth glistening with your arousal made the heat bloom even more slick between your thighs.
Sir Jungkook’s hands clenched tighter on his armored thighs. A faint flush colored the tips of his ears and neck, but he remained on his knees.
“Your Highness,” he said, reverently, “I am sworn to protect you. Not to… indulge in such thoughts.”
You smiled softly. Then you leaned back on the bed, letting the crimson cloak fall open completely. The thin silk bandeau was the only thing left covering you, and even that felt too much now.
“Then I command you,” You looked down at him, this powerful knight on his knees before you, and felt a rush of pure need. “I want your mouth on me, Jungkook. Right now.”
“Your Highness, I—”
“Touch me,” you breathed, cutting him off. “Please, Jungkook…”
You reached down and grabbed his gloved hand, bringing it to your chest. Slowly, you pressed his large palm over the thin silk bandeau, letting him feel the soft, heavy weight of your breast. Your nipple was already painfully hard beneath the fabric.
Sir Jungkook’s breath hitched sharply. His entire body tensed, the muscles in his arm flexing under the armor as he fought against every instinct.
You didn’t stop there, dragging his hand lower, sliding it down your stomach until his fingers rested between your thighs. You were soaked. your petals slick and hot against his gloved fingers.
“Feel how damp you make me,” you whispered, voice shaking with need.
Sir Jungkook let out a low, strained groan. His dark eyes were fixed on your face, but you could see the violent war happening behind them.
The most beautiful woman he had ever laid eyes on — the princess, the future queen, was laid out before him in nothing but a flimsy silk bandeau, legs spread, pressing his hand against her dripping cunt.
“Your Highness…” he rasped, albeit desperate. “This is beyond forbidden. You are royalty. I am sworn—”
“I don’t care,” you whimpered, grinding slowly against his gloved fingers. “I need you. I’ve never felt this way before. Touch me now, my knight. Please.”
His hand trembled. For a long moment, he simply rested there, feeling your wetness soak through the leather of his glove. Then, with a broken exhale that sounded like surrender, his fingers moved.
He stroked along your soaked folds, parting the delicate petals of your most secret flower. And what a flower it was... a lush, glistening rosebud blooming only for him. Your outer lips were soft and swollen with need, flushed deep, delicate like the first blush of dawn.
As he gently spread you open, the inner petals revealed themselves: silky, and impossibly tender, layered like the finest rose in full bloom after a summer rain. At the center lay your sweetest nectar, dripping and honeyed, flowing abundantly from your aching entrance.
The knight didn’t know what came over him, but your pulsing heat and slick, puckering folds had him utterly entranced. His breathing grew ragged. You could see the way his throat worked, the way his tongue unconsciously darted out to wet his lips. He was drooling.
“May I lick you, Your Highness?” he asked hoarsely, voice thick with barely contained hunger. “Please… allow me to taste you.”
The desperate plea from such a disciplined man sent a fresh wave of arousal flooding through you.
“Yes,” you breathed, spreading your thighs wider for him, your voice trembling with raw need. “Use your mouth on me, Jungkook. Lick your princess until she cannot think.”
The moment the words left your lips, something in him broke. Sir Jungkook leaned in and dragged his hot, wet tongue slowly up your soaked slit. The first full taste of you pulled a deep, guttural groan from his chest. You were intoxicatingly sweet and dripping with arousal. He licked you again, slower this time, savoring every slick fold as if he were drinking the finest wine in the kingdom.
You cried out sharply, back arching off the bed as overwhelming pleasure flooded your body. The sensation was brand new, so intense it made your legs twitch violently.
“Oh... Jungkook!” you moaned, fingers digging into his raven hair.
The knight’s tongue circled your swollen clit before sucking it gently into his mouth, then plunged inside your tight heat, ravishing you with slow, deep strokes. The wet, filthy sounds of his mouth eagerly eating you echoed through the chamber, obscene, and shameless.
The most beautiful woman he had ever known, the future queen, was thrashing beneath him, legs shaking uncontrollably around his head, soft whimpers and loud moans spilling from her pretty lips.
Your hips rolled desperately against his face, coating his tongue, lips, and chin with your sweet release. Sir Jungkook drank every drop you gave him, groaning against your cunt as his own cock strained painfully against his armor.
He had never tasted anything so addictive.
You were already twitching, gasping, legs trembling so hard they threatened to close around his head. The pleasure was too much, too new, too overwhelming for your body.
Suddenly, Sir Jungkook pulled back slightly, his lips glistening with your juices. His dark eyes looked up at you, breathing ragged.
“Should I continue, Your Highness?” he asked hoarsely, voice thick with lust and devotion. “Tell me… do you want more?”
You could barely form words. Your body was shaking, pussy throbbing, dripping onto the mattress beneath you.
“Please don’t stop,” you whimpered desperately. “Keep licking me... please...”
The knight obeyed instantly. He buried his face back between your thighs and attacked your clit with relentless strokes of his tongue. Two thick fingers pushed inside you, curling perfectly against that sensitive spot while he sucked hard on your swollen pearl.
The pleasure hit you like a storm.
Your entire body seized up. A loud, broken scream tore from your throat as your orgasm crashed over you violently. Your thighs clamped around his head, hips bucking wildly against his mouth as you gushed on his tongue. Wave after wave of intense pleasure ripped through you, leaving you shaking uncontrollably, vision blurring at the edges.
You nearly passed out from the sheer intensity of it. body twitching, chest heaving, soft cries still falling from your lips as the pleasure refused to let go.
Sir Jungkook stayed between your thighs through every tremor, drinking down every last drop of your release like a man who had finally found salvation.
When your body finally went limp, trembling and oversensitive, he gently kissed your inner thigh before pulling back, his handsome face flushed and glistening with your arousal.
You could barely speak, still catching your breath as you stared at the sight of your proud, disciplined knight with your release shining on his lips.
—
“The Princess requires her knight’s escort to the eastern tower for stargazing.”
The message was innocent enough on paper. But the court had begun to notice how often you summoned Sir Jeon Jungkook for these private “duties.” Some whispered that the Princess trusted no one else. Others envied the knight who had earned such unwavering favor from the realm’s greatest beauty.
They had no idea what really happened once the tower door was bolted.
In the eastern tower under the stars, you would push Sir Jungkook against the cold stone wall and demand his mouth on you again. He always hesitated at first, “Your Highness, we mustn’t…” but the moment you looked at him with those wide, needy eyes and whispered “Please, Jungkook… I ache for you,” his resolve crumbled.
He would drop to his knees in full armor, push your skirts up to your waist, and bury his face between your thighs. The sounds he made while devouring you were filthy and desperately loud. wet slurps and deep groans as he drank every drop of your arousal. You quickly learned to muffle your loud moans against your own arm or his shoulder, thighs shaking violently around his head as he brought you to shattering orgasm after orgasm.
He never asked for anything in return at first. But one night, after he had made you come so hard you saw stars, you dropped to your knees in front of him, hands trembling as you freed his thick, aching cock from his breeches.
You had never seen the knight fully bare, but you had tasted him.
You took him into your mouth with clumsy but eager hunger, sucking and licking until he was groaning your name like a prayer, his gloved hand gently cradling the back of your head. When he spilled down your throat, you swallowed every drop, looking up at him with wide, adoring eyes.
The tension between you only grew hotter, more forbidden.
You began creating excuses just to be close to him.
You “accidentally” wandered into dangerous parts of the forest during hunts. You “lost” your way in the palace corridors at night. You deliberately teased foreign dignitaries until they grew too bold, all so Sir Jungkook would have to step in, pull you protectively against his armored chest, and hold you there while scolding you with his low voice.
Each time, you nestled your head against his chest plate, breathing in his scent, feeling safe in a way you had never felt with anyone else.
One quiet afternoon in the royal rose gardens, while the other knights kept their distance. The summer blooms were at their peak, rows upon rows of crimson roses spilling over marble trellises in a riot of color and fragrance. Courtiers often compared them to you. You had heard the comparison so many times throughout your life that it had long since lost all meaning.
Your attention was elsewhere when Sir Jungkook paused beside a rose bush heavy with crimson blooms. Reaching out, he selected a single flower and turned it thoughtfully between his fingers before approaching.
“A gift?” you asked.
“If Your Highness would accept it.”
The answer surprised a smile from you.
He stepped forward and tucked the rose behind your ear. His gloved fingers lingered only for a second before withdrawing, but even that brief touch seemed to affect him more than he wished to admit.
When you looked up, his gaze was fixed upon the flower. “Beautiful things are dangerous,” he said quietly.
You laughed. “I believe roses are dangerous for everyone except gardeners.”
His expression didn’t change.
“I wasn’t speaking about the rose.”
Your heart fluttered so violently you had to look away. it was becoming impossible to deny how deeply you were falling for him.
The kisses grew sloppier, more desperate with every stolen moment.
In the abandoned library, your knight would press you against the bookshelves, helmet removed, and kiss you like he was drowning, tongue sliding against yours, hands gripping your waist as if afraid you might vanish. You kissed him back just as hungrily, tugging at his hair, moaning softly into his mouth while your hand palmed the hard bulge in his breeches.
Your hunger for him was insatiable. You ached for his presence constantly. The court noticed how you lit up when he entered a room, how you instinctively moved closer to him during gatherings. They saw devotion, they saw trust.
They never saw the way you both held each other’s eyes like lovers who knew their time was stolen.
The relationship was utterly forbidden. Your father would banish him, or worse, if he ever discovered the truth. But neither of you could stop. Something real was blossoming between you.
The knight admired your wild, rebellious spirit. You admired his quiet strength and unwavering honor. In the darkness, you were no longer just princess and knight. You were becoming each other’s secret salvation. And it was only a matter of time before the tension finally snapped.
—
The Coronation.
The kingdom was in full celebration. Banners of the finest gold flew from every tower. The greatest event in decades had arrived, your coronation as Queen.
Princes from across the realms had come in droves, each more eager than the last to win your hand and the throne beside you. They brought lavish gifts, performed in grand tournaments, and showered you with compliments. The entire court watched with bated breath, waiting for you to choose.
You sat upon the raised dais in a breathtaking gown of white, looking every bit the ethereal queen-to-be. But your eyes kept drifting to the tall, armored figure standing silently behind your throne, Sir Jeon Jungkook.
He had become even more composed in public, yet you could feel the storm raging beneath his helmet. Especially when you decided to play your cruel little game.
Prince Min of Veina leaned close during the feast, whispering sweet nothings about your beauty. You laughed brightly, placing a hand on his arm, letting your fingers linger, leaning in just enough for your neckline to offer him a generous view of your breasts.
From the corner of your eye, you saw Sir Jungkook’s gloved hand tighten around the hilt of his sword until his knuckles turned white.
Another prince, a golden haired lord from the eastern isles, offered you a rose during the garden promenade. You accepted it with a coy smile, twirling it between your fingers while glancing toward your knight.
Sir Jungkook’s dark eyes burned behind the helmet. You could feel his jealousy like a living thing, hot and barely contained.
That night, after the feasting and dancing, you summoned him to the eastern tower under the usual pretense.
The moment the door closed, he was on you.
The knight pinned you against the cold stone wall. The single rose you’d been idly twirling between your fingers, a gift from one of the many princes, fell forgotten to the floor.
Sir Jungkook’s dark eyes burned with something almost feral.
“You will be wed off soon?” he growled dangerously, breath hot against your ear.
You looked up at him, heart racing. Your long, wavy hair had finally been let down after the long day, cascading over your shoulders and hips like dark silk. The tight corset of your white coronation gown was already loosened, the fabric slipping slightly off one shoulder, revealing the smooth curve of your skin.
“What do you think about Prince Min?” you asked sweetly, tilting your head. “I think he’s quite lovely. So charming. He even said he would worship me every night once we’re wed.”
Sir Jungkook’s jaw clenched so hard you heard it crack. The jealousy that had been simmering all day threatening to explode.
“Doesn’t it drive you mad, Sir Jeon?” You leaned in closer, letting your breasts brush against his armored chest. “Knowing your princess, the one you’ve been secretly devouring every night, is wanted by so many powerful men? That they all dream of putting a ring on my finger and taking me to their beds?”
“It is exquisite torture, Your Highness,” he growled, eyes burning. “Watching them look at you like they have any right to you. Knowing I’m the only one who’s ever tasted you, the only one who’s ever made you scream.”
His raw honesty sent a sharp thrill through you. You bit your lip, loving the way jealousy sharpened his features, making his dark eyes appear even more intense. He was possessive and barely holding himself back. And you wanted to push him further.
You stepped away from the wall with a teasing smile, walking over to the tall, gilded mirror that stood near the fireplace. The white gown still clung to your body, hair cascading in long, wild waves down your back. You picked up a silver brush and began slowly running it through it, watching him in the reflection.
Sir Jungkook followed you like a shadow, stopping just behind you. His tall, powerful frame loomed in the mirror, twice your size, radiating heat and restrained fury.
“Does that bother you, my knight?” A teasing smile played on your lips. “Knowing that soon I might have to let another man—”
You didn’t get to finish. Sir Jungkook’s large hand closed around your wrist, stopping the brush mid stroke. He plucked it from your fingers and set it down with a deliberate clack. His other hand gripped your hip, pulling your back flush against his armored chest.
Your breath hitched. The playful boldness you’d been wielding all night vanished in an instant.
“Enough,” he growled low against your ear, “You’ve teased me enough tonight, Your Highness.”
His dark eyes burned into yours through the mirror. The intensity there made your knees weak. This wasn’t the restrained, obedient knight anymore. This was a man who had finally reached his limit.
He reached around you and slowly began unlacing the rest of your corset. The white gown loosened further, slipping down your shoulders. You watched in the mirror as he tugged it lower, exposing your full breasts to the cool air and the warm firelight. Your nipples were hard, flushed, and sensitive.
Sir Jungkook’s hand cupped one breast possessively, squeezing it as his thumb brushed over the stiff peak. You gasped, arching into his touch.
“Look at yourself,” he ordered quietly, voice rough. “Look how beautiful you are. How perfect. And yet you let them think they could ever have this.”
He pinched your nipple, rolling it between his fingers until you whimpered. His other hand slid down, gathering the fabric of your gown and pulling it up to your waist, fully exposing your bare cunt in the mirror.
Your face bloomed bright red as you instinctively tried to close your legs, suddenly overwhelmed with shyness at the sight of yourself so lewdly displayed, flushed and completely bare in the golden firelight.
But Sir Jungkook wouldn’t allow it. His large hand gripped your thigh firmly, spreading you open again as he pressed his body harder against your back.
“Don’t hide,” His dark eyes met yours in the mirror, intense and commanding. “Look how filthy and wet you are for me.”
You shivered, unable to tear your eyes away from the reflection. The contrast was obscene, your ethereal white gown bunched around your waist, breasts exposed and heaving, legs spread wide while his armored body loomed behind you like a dark, possessive shadow.
Sir Jungkook’s hand returned between your thighs. Two thick fingers slid through your slick folds, parting them slowly so you could see everything in the mirror. You whimpered at the sight, embarrassed yet unbearably aroused.
“So beautiful,” he breathed as he circled your swollen clit with his fingertip. “This is what belongs to me. Not to any prince. Not to anyone else.”
He pushed two fingers inside you without warning, curling them deep. Your mouth fell open in a silent cry as he began ravishing you with slow, deliberate strokes that made wet, obscene sounds echo in the quiet tower.
You tried to close your legs again, overwhelmed, but he held them open with ease, his grip firm and unyielding.
“Watch,” he ordered softly, voice dark with lust. “Watch how easily I can make my princess fall apart.”
Your eyes stayed glued to the mirror as his fingers plunged in and out of your soaked cunt, his thumb rubbing tight circles on your clit. Your cheeks were flushed deep crimson, lips parted in shameless moans, breasts bouncing slightly with every thrust of his hand.
The pleasure built fast and merciless. Your legs started shaking, thighs trembling violently as you fought to stay upright.
Sir Jungkook’s fingers curled deeper, stroking that perfect spot inside you while his thumb pressed firm circles on your swollen clit.
You came hard with a broken cry, arousal gushing down his wrist and dripping onto the stone floor beneath you. Your head fell back against his armored shoulder, body convulsing as wave after wave of intense pleasure tore through right after.
The knight dragged his arousal coated fingers from your pulsing heat and brought them to his mouth, sucking them clean while his dark eyes stayed locked on yours in the mirror. The obscene sight made you whimper, legs pressing together instinctively. This time, he allowed it.
You pulled away from him shyly, legs unsteady as you walked toward the wide couch near the fireplace. You crossed your arms over your chest, trying to cover your bare breasts, suddenly overwhelmed with embarrassment.
Sir Jungkook approached you ever so slowly. His heart was pounding. you could see it in the rise and fall of his broad chest. The way your flushed cheeks and shy posture made you look so adorable only made his desire burn hotter.
He stopped in front of you, towering over your smaller frame. Without a word, he gently uncrossed your arms, exposing your breasts again. You tried to cover them once more, but he caught your wrists softly.
“You’re too beautiful to hide, my love.” he murmured, voice low.
He leaned down and took one sensitive nipple into his hot mouth, sucking gently at first, then harder. You gasped sharply, hands flying to his shoulders as overwhelming sensitivity shot through you.
“Jungkook... it’s too much...” you whimpered, lightly pushing at his shoulders, cheeks burning with shyness.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes dark with lust and affection. “You’re so sensitive here,” he whispered, almost in awe. He flicked his tongue over your nipple again, watching your reaction closely. “So angelic when you tremble like this.”
He sucked harder, alternating between your breasts, licking and biting softly until you were a whimpering mess, pushing at him weakly while your body arched into his mouth.
You grew frustrated at the unfairness, nearly naked while he was still fully armored. With a small, determined huff, you pushed him back slightly and began tugging at the straps of his armor.
“It is not fair,” you muttered, cheeks still flushed. “You get to see all of me, but I still haven’t seen you.”
The knight let you undress him, helping you remove piece after piece until he stood completely bare before you for the first time.
Your breath caught.
He was magnificent. Broad shoulders, powerfully sculpted chest marked with old scars, some long and faded, others newer. A few dark tattoos adorned his left pectoral and ribs. His abdomen was ridged with muscle, leading down to narrow hips. His cock hung heavy between his legs, thick and already hard.
You stepped closer, running your hands over his bare chest, tracing every scar with reverent fingers, exploring the strong lines of his back, more scars mapping his battles. He stood perfectly still, letting you admire him, though his breathing had grown heavier.
“You are… so manly, my knight,” you breathed, barely coherent, as your hands returned to his chest, sliding down the hard ridges of his abdomen. “So big… so perfect.”
The room had grown hotter, heavier. The air between you felt charged with months of suppressed longing. Your breaths mingled as you stared into each other’s eyes... yours wide with awe and desire, his dark with barely restrained hunger.
Sir Jungkook’s control finally snapped. He lifted you and laid you down on the wide couch near the fireplace, pinning your exploring hands above your head with one large hand, holding them there firmly before his body hovered over yours, powerful and imposing, thick cock resting heavy against your inner thigh.
“Look at me,” he commanded, voice low and rough.
You did, heart hammering.
“Tell me what you want,” he demanded, eyes burning into yours.
You squirmed beneath him, aching and desperate. “Take me,” you pleaded, trembling. “Please, Jungkook… give it to me. I need you inside me.”
Sir Jungkook let out a low groan at your words. He positioned himself at your entrance, the thick head of his cock pressing against your soaked folds. He was big, almost intimidatingly so. You felt the stretch even before he pushed in.
“I don’t want to hurt you, Your Highness,” he whispered, voice strained with worry and barely contained lust. His dark eyes searched yours, torn between desire and restraint. “You’re so tight...”
You trembled beneath him, legs parted wide around his hips. “Please,” you begged softly, cupping his face. “Don’t hold back. I need you. All of you.”
The knight exhaled shakily and began to push inside.
The stretch was intense. You gasped sharply as the thick head of his cock breached you, slowly forcing your walls open. Inch by thick inch, he sank deeper, filling you in a way you had never experienced before. It burned sweetly, bordering on too much, making your nails dig into his shoulders.
“Ah... Jungkook…” you whimpered, tears pricking your eyes at the overwhelming fullness.
He paused halfway, breathing hard, jaw clenched tight. “Tell me if it’s too much,” he rasped, rough. “I’ll stop. I swear it.”
But you shook your head, wrapping your legs around his waist.
“Don’t stop,” you pleaded, voice breaking. “I need you deeper… please.”
With a low groan, he pushed the rest of the way in, burying himself to the hilt. The fullness was devastating. You felt so stretched, so completely claimed, that for a moment you could barely breathe.
Sir Jungkook stayed still, letting you adjust, pressing soft kisses to your tear stained cheeks.
“You’re taking me so well,” he murmured, voice filled with awe and lust. “Such a good girl for me.”
When the burn finally melted into aching pleasure, you rolled your hips experimentally.
“Move,” you whispered. “Please… ruin me.”
That was all it took.
Sir Jungkook’s control snapped completely. He pulled back and thrust into you hard, setting a deep, punishing rhythm. Jealousy and months of pent up desire fueled every powerful stroke. The wet, filthy sound of his thick cock slamming into your soaked cunt filled the tower, mixing with your loud, broken moans.
He was a knight sworn to protect the crown, now utterly ruining the very sovereign he had pledged his life to shield.
“Mine,” Sir Jungkook growled, biting down on your neck hard enough to leave a dark mark. “Not theirs. Never theirs.”
He ravished you relentlessly, claiming you, marking you. His mouth was everywhere: sucking bruises into your breasts, biting your collarbone, licking the tears from your cheeks. He pinned your wrists above your head again, hips snapping against yours with raw need.
You came hard the first time, screaming his name as your walls clenched violently around his thick length. But he didn’t stop. He took you through it, then flipped you onto your hands and knees, on the wide couch.
First, he worshipped.
The knight dropped to his knees behind you, his large hands spreading your cheeks reverently. He leaned in and pressed slow, open mouthed kisses along the curve of your royal backside, lingering presses of his lips that made your breath hitch. He kissed lower, then lower still, until his tongue dragged hot and wet over your soaked folds from behind.
“So beautiful,” he murmured against your skin, breath hot and heavy. “So divine. And yet I am going to ruin every sacred inch of you.”
Then the worship turned into ruin.
He rose, gripping your hips with white knuckled force, and thrust into you from behind in one deep, devastating stroke. You cried out sharply at the stretch, the thick length of his cock forcing your walls open, filling you so completely it stole your breath.
You sobbed in pleasure, fingers clawing at the cushions as he drove into you relentlessly. The power he exerted over you was intoxicating. this hardened warrior, dominating you utterly while still worshipping every tremble of your body.
“You belong to me,” he rasped, ruining you with slow, devastating strokes now. “Say it.”
“I’m yours,” you whimpered, voice breaking. “Only yours, Jungkook... ahh!”
By the third round, you were a sobbing, whimpering mess, tears streaming down your face from overwhelming pleasure, body covered in his marks, cunt swollen and dripping with your combined release.
He took you in every way he could: against the wall, bent over the couch, riding him as he sat on the edge of the seat, then finally on your back again with your legs over his shoulders as he drove impossibly deep.
All night long, the tower echoed with your moans, his deep groans, the obscene wet sounds of your bodies joining. He claimed you utterly and completely devoted.
When he finally came for the last time, buried deep inside you, he held you tight, spilling pulse after pulse of hot seed into your womb, filling you until you felt impossibly full, claimed from the inside out.
Sir Jeon Jungkook pressed his forehead to yours, his lips brushing against yours with every word.
“You command the entire kingdom, my lady,” he whispered reverently, “but here in this hidden place… you are mine to ruin.”
You could only tremble in his arms, utterly spent, legs wrapped around his waist, heart pounding wildly as the fire crackled beside you.
The weight of what you had just done, and what it meant for both of you settled uncomfortably in the air. But in that moment, wrapped in his powerful arms, marked and filled by your knight, nothing else in the kingdom mattered.
The days that followed were a delicate illusion of peace.
It was late morning when you found yourself in the secluded royal bathing pool fed by a gentle river, surrounded by floating lily pads and white blossoms that drifted lazily on the current. The water was warm, scented with rose and lavender oils poured in by your maids. Sunlight filtered through the overhanging willow branches, casting soft, dappled light across the surface.
You leaned back against the smooth stone edge, your long dark hair floating around you like ink in water. Your body still carried the secret marks of the previous night, faint bruises on your hips, love bites hidden beneath the waterline, and a persistent, delicious ache between your thighs that reminded you with every shift who had claimed you so thoroughly.
Your maids, Elara, Verra, and old, wise Selyse moved around you carefully. They had raised you since you were a babe, more mothers than servants. They knew you better than anyone.
Elara poured another stream of warm water over your shoulders, her sharp eyes catching the faint flush that still lingered on your cheeks.
“You are glowing again this morning, my lady,” she said lightly, a knowing smile tugging at her lips. “One might think the moon itself had kissed your skin.”
Verra, younger and bolder, laughed softly as she massaged oil into your scalp. “Or perhaps a certain tall, dark eyed knight has been keeping you… well attended.”
You felt your face heat, but you couldn’t stop the small, secret smile that curved your lips.
Selyse, the eldest, clicked her tongue but her eyes were soft with affection. “Hush, you two. Our princess has always been radiant. Though…” she tilted her head, studying you, “there is a new light in her eyes these days. And a certain weariness in her step that speaks of long nights.”
You bit your lip, sinking a little lower into the water as lily pads brushed against your skin.
“It is nothing,” you murmured, though the flush in your cheeks betrayed you.
“Nothing?” Vera teased, wading closer, her voice dropping conspiratorially.
“We have seen you grow from a wild little girl into this breathtaking woman. We know your heart. And we know it does not belong to any of those puffed up princes parading through the halls.”
You reached out, squeezing Elara’s hand, then Verra’s, your voice dropping to a shy, trembling whisper.
“It is true,” you confessed, cheeks burning hotter than the midday sun. “I have given myself to Sir Jeon. Body and heart. He is the only man I have ever wanted. The only one who has ever touched me.”
For a heartbeat, silence fell over the bathing pool. Then came the gasps.
Elara’s eyes widened, her hand flying to her mouth. Verra let out a delighted little squeak, nearly dropping the oil vial. Even old Selyse, usually so composed, looked momentarily stunned before her face broke into a warm, knowing smile.
“Oh, my sweet girl,” Elara breathed, scandalized, thrilled. “You wicked little thing! With your own knight? Right under the King’s nose?”
Verra giggled uncontrollably, splashing water playfully in your direction. “And here we thought you were simply fond of him! All those late night ‘stargazing’ trips… you minx! Was he gentle? Was he… big?”
“Verra!” Selyse scolded, though her eyes sparkled with amusement. She turned to you with motherly affection. “Though I must admit, we have suspected for some time. The way he looks at you when he thinks no one is watching… that man is utterly gone for you, my lady.”
You buried your face in your hands, mortified but unable to stop the shy, giddy smile spreading across your lips. Your gaze drifted across the river to where Sir Jeon Jungkook stood guard a respectful distance away, half hidden among the willow trees.
Even from here, you could feel the weight of his stare. He stood tall and imposing in his armor, but his dark eyes were fixed on you with a quiet, burning intensity that always made your stomach flutter.
You bit your lip, still flushed from both the warm water and the memory of his mouth, his hands, his body claiming you so thoroughly the night before.
“He is… everything,” you whispered dreamily, more to yourself than the maids. “Strong. Honorable. And when we are alone… he worships me like I am his entire world.”
Verra let out another delighted laugh. “As he should! Our princess deserves nothing less. Though if the King ever finds out…”
Selyse gently squeezed your shoulder, her voice softening with both love and concern.
“Then we will protect your secret as fiercely as we have protected you all these years,” she said. “You deserve to love who you love, my dear. Crown or no crown.”
You looked back at Sir Jungkook again. He hadn’t moved from his post among the willow trees, tall and steadfast in his armor, but your heart ached with a sharp mix of fear and wonder.
If The King ever discovered the truth, he would not spare your knight. Sir Jungkook would be banished, or worse. And you… you would be married off immediately to seal the wound.
The thought disturbed you deeply.
You turned back to the water, forcing a smile for your maids, but the warmth of the bath could no longer chase away the chill settling in your chest.
—
The rumors had begun to spread like fire through the palace corridors.
A lesser knight claimed he had seen “suspicious movement” near the eastern tower. One of the visiting princes mentioned, with a sly smile, that the Princess seemed unusually attached to her personal guard. Nothing concrete, nor proven. But the whispers were growing louder.
Your maids noticed your distraction immediately. During your morning dressing, Verra fastened the laces of your gown with unusually tight pulls, her voice urgent.
“My lady… you must be more careful,” she whispered. “Some of the king’s men have been asking questions about Sir Jeon. They say he spends too many nights away from the barracks. And one of Prince Min’s retainers swears he saw a tall figure slipping into your wing after midnight.”
Elara’s hands paused on your hair. “The knight is being cautious now. He avoids being seen with you as much. But you… you still look at him like he hung the moon. It is only a matter of time before the King hears something he cannot ignore.”
Selyse placed a gentle hand on your shoulder, her eyes full of love and worry. “You are playing with fire, sweet girl. And fire does not care how much you love it.”
Your heart clenched with fear. You hadn’t seen your knight alone in a week. He had been deliberately distant, protecting you both by keeping his distance. The absence gnawed at you like hunger.
That night, you sent for him under the pretense of needing extra security for a private walk in the inner courtyard.
The moment the hidden door to your chambers closed behind him, you were on him.
You pushed Sir Jungkook against the wall, frustration and fear pouring out of you in a desperate kiss. Your hands fisted in his tunic, tugging him closer.
“Where have you been?” you demanded between kisses, voice shaking. “I was scared. I thought something had happened to you. I thought my father had already—”
“I’m here,” he whispered against your lips, rough with emotion. He pulled you closer, arms wrapping around you. “I’m right here, my love.”
But then he pulled back slightly, forehead pressed to yours. His dark eyes were filled with pain.
“I cannot stay,” he said quietly. The words hit you like a blow. “Your father has ordered me to lead a company to the western borders. There have been reports of raiders. He says it is to prove my devotion to protecting the realm… and you. He also made it clear I can no longer linger so closely around you. The rumors are growing too loud.”
You stared at him, heart shattering.
“No,” you whispered, then louder, “No. You cannot leave me. Not now. Not after everything.”
Tears stung your eyes as the hurt poured out.
“After our first night, you pulled away. You kept your distance like I was poison. And now you’re leaving entirely? What if something happens to you out there? What if I lose you forever? I can’t take it, Jungkook. I won’t survive it.”
Your hands moved frantically, tugging at the straps of his armor with desperate, angry fingers.
“I don’t care about the king. I don’t care about the borders. I only care about you.”
Piece by piece, you stripped him. The armor fell to the floor with heavy clangs until he stood completely bare before you, broad chest, scarred skin, powerful frame looking every bit of the warrior he was. You shoved him back onto the bed and climbed on top of him, straddling his hips.
Sir Jungkook’s hands moved instinctively to the laces of your corset, trying to free you fully, but you slapped his hand away, tears already glistening in your eyes.
But the knight was patient. He sat up slowly, your legs still wrapped tightly around his waist, and gently cupped your face with both hands. His thumbs brushed away the tears on your cheeks with heartbreaking tenderness.
“My love,” he whispered, voice soothing, “Let me worship you. Let me take care of you tonight. Please.”
He leaned in and captured one of your sensitive breasts in his mouth, sucking slowly. His tongue swirled around your stiff nipple, drawing a shaky moan from you. He moved to the other, giving it the same devoted attention, sucking and licking until your back arched and fresh tears slipped down your cheeks, this time from overwhelming sensation and emotion.
Holding you close, then gently but firmly, Sir Jungkook leaned back, gripping your hips and guiding you upward. In one rapid motion, he pulled you over his face, settling you directly onto his waiting mouth. Your soaked folds pressed flush against his lips and tongue, your thighs framing his head as he looked up at you with pure hunger.
“Use me,” he growled against your dripping folds, the vibration sending sparks through your core. “Pleasure yourself on my tongue love. I want to drown in you.”
You hesitated for half a second, still shy and nervous, cheeks burning hot even as your body screamed for more. But the frantic ache between your legs won out. You lowered yourself more fully, your slick cunt sliding over his mouth, his nose buried against your clit. He groaned loudly, the sound muffled and obscene as he immediately speared his tongue deep inside you, licking and sucking at your juices like a man starved.
You started moving almost desperately, grinding down with frantic little rocks of your hips. Shyness still flickered in your chest, making you whimper and bite your lip, but the pleasure overrode everything. Your hands braced on the headboard as wet, filthy sounds filled the room, the slick slide of your cunt over his tongue, his eager slurping and moaning, the way he sucked your swollen clit between his lips and flicked it mercilessly.
“Oh gods...” you gasped. Your thighs trembled around his head as you grew bolder, grinding harder, smearing your arousal all over his face. He gripped your cheeks, spreading them, holding you down so you could use him exactly how you needed. His tongue ravished in and out of your dripping hole, then flattened to lap broad strokes from your entrance to your clit, devouring every drop.
But it wasn’t enough.
You lifted off his face with a wet pop, strings of your arousal connecting you to his glistening mouth. His eyes were dark, lips swollen and shiny with your juices. Before he could speak, you slid down his body impatiently.
You straddled his hips, wrapped your hand around his thick, throbbing cock, and sank down onto him in one frantic motion.
The stretch made you cry out, but you didn’t stop. You rode him hard, bouncing on his length with frantic, emotional need, your breasts bouncing heavily with every harsh drop of your hips.
“Don’t leave me,” you sobbed, riding him faster, tears falling onto his chest. “Please, Jungkook… I can’t lose you. Not after this. Not after you’ve ruined me for anyone else.”
He thrust up to meet you, matching your desperate rhythm, his strong hands gripping your hips to guide you deeper.
“I don’t want to go,” he rasped, voice breaking with the same pain. “But I must. Your father commands it. I have to prove my loyalty… so I can stay by your side.”
You leaned down, kissing him messily through your tears, riding him like you could keep him here forever if you just moved fast enough.
“Then stay inside me,” you begged, voice cracking. “Fill me up. So deep that a part of you stays with me even when you’re gone. I want to carry you with me when they try to take you away.”
Sir Jungkook groaned deeply. His hands tightened on your hips as he suddenly flipped you onto your back, pinning you beneath his powerful body.
He made love to you then, with deep, devastating strokes that reached the very core of you. His mouth never left your skin, sucking marks into your neck, whispering promises between every thrust.
“You are mine,” he breathed against your lips, hips rolling deeply. “I will come back to you. I will fill you again and again until you swell with our future.”
You wrapped your arms and legs around him, clinging desperately as another orgasm built inside you. When it finally crashed over you, you sobbed his name, walls pulsing tightly around his thick cock.
Sir Jungkook followed right after, burying himself as deep as possible with a low, guttural groan. He came hard, flooding your womb with thick, pulsing ropes of his seed, holding you so tightly it felt like he was trying to merge your souls together.
Even after, he stayed buried inside you, pressing soft kisses to your damp forehead, your cheeks, your trembling lips.
“I don’t want you to go,” you whispered, small and broken. “I love you too much.”
Sir Jungkook pressed a soft kiss to your temple, his arms never loosening. “I know, my love,” he murmured. “And that is why I must return to you. No matter what.”
The weeks following Sir Jungkook’s departure had stretched into an endless gray fog.
You moved through your royal duties like a ghost wearing a crown. You sat through council meetings with a straight spine and a hollow smile, listening to nobles bicker about alliances, trade routes while your mind wandered back to your knight’s strong arms. Every night since, your bed felt too large, too cold. You would press your face into the pillow he had once used and fight the ache in your chest.
You missed him with a desperation that bordered on madness.
This morning was no different. You had barely kept your breakfast down before the maids helped you into a heavy velvet gown the color of deep wine for yet another assembly with potential suitors. The princes and lords from neighboring kingdoms were growing impatient. Your coronation was only a month away, and the pressure to choose a consort was mounting like a noose around your throat.
By midday, the nausea returned with a vengeance. You barely made it through the formal greetings before excusing yourself to the private solar, hand pressed to your mouth.
Elara followed quickly with a basin. You retched violently into it, eyes watering.
“Your Highness…” she whispered, rubbing gentle circles on your back.
“I’m fine,” you rasped, waving her away. “Just… something I ate.”
But it wasn’t.
Later that evening, after the day’s obligations were finally over, Vera and Selyse insisted on the usual massage to ease the tension in your shoulders. They helped you out of your gown until you lay on the wide cushioned table in nothing but a thin silk shift.
The moment Selyse’s skilled hands moved over your breasts, the older maid froze.
Verra, who was working on your legs, also stilled.
“…Your Highness,” Selyse said carefully, “Your breasts… they are fuller. Tender, yes?”
Your breath hitched. You had noticed it days ago but had tried to ignore the swelling, the sensitivity. The way even the softest fabric sometimes made you wince.
Verra’s hands gently pressed against your lower belly, not quite a touch, more an assessment. “And the sickness every morning… the fatigue… the way you’ve been crying in your chambers…”
Your eyes filled with tears. You turned your face into your folded arms, shoulders shaking.
Selyse knelt beside the table, taking your hand gently. “My lady… are you with a child?”
You didn’t answer at first. Then a broken sob escaped you.
“I think so,” you whispered. “I… I don’t know for certain, but the timing…” Your voice cracked. “It would be his. Sir Jungkook’s.”
Both maids exchanged a heavy glance. This changed everything.
Verra spoke softly, “My lady... with your coronation approaching. The lords are already circling like vultures, pushing their sons at you. If this comes out before you choose a prince…”
“I know,” you said, voice muffled. Fresh tears slipped down your cheeks. “I know what it means. But I can’t… I can’t just marry one of them. Not when I’m carrying the child of the only man I’ve ever loved.”
You sat up slowly, clutching the silk shift to your chest, arms wrapped protectively around your still flat stomach.
“My dear knight...” you sniffled. “He is out there fighting gods-know-what, and I’m here pretending to be the perfect princess while my body betrays our secret.”
Selyse brushed a strand of hair from your face with motherly tenderness. “We can hide it a little longer, Highness. Looser gowns. Ginger tea for the sickness. But you must decide soon what path you will take. The child… it will not stay hidden forever.”
You nodded, but your heart was breaking all over again. The thought of choosing one of those cold, ambitious princes while carrying Sir Jungkook’s child made you feel ill all over again.
Selyse pressed a kiss to the top of your head, her voice firm with loyalty. “We pray he returns soon, my lady. And until then, we will guard you and this little one with our lives.”
—
The weeks blurred into months as winter settled over the kingdom like a heavy white shroud. Snow blanketed the towers and gardens, turning the world soft and silent, yet inside your chest, the storm only grew louder.
Sir Jeon Jungkook had not returned.
Your belly had swelled noticeably now, a gentle but undeniable curve that marked the life growing within you. With the help of Elara, Verra, and Selyse, you hid it beneath layers of loose, flowing gowns and heavy cloaks lined with fur.
The rich fabrics concealed the truth for now, but you could no longer ignore the way your body changed, the tender fullness of your breasts, the occasional flutter of movement beneath your skin, and the constant, bone deep exhaustion.
You had begun excusing yourself from the suitors’ assemblies more frequently, claiming headaches or matters of state. But the King, grew increasingly impatient.
In the grand throne room one frost laced afternoon, he fixed you with a stern gaze as snow fell outside the tall windows. “You cannot delay any longer, daughter,” he spoke, heavy with royal command. “Prince Min of Viena is a strong candidate. The coronation is weeks away. You must choose a consort soon. The realm needs stability.”
You bowed your head, hands clasped tightly over your hidden belly beneath the voluminous velvet. “Yes, Father,” you murmured, the lie tasting like ash. Inside, your heart screamed for the only man you wanted.
Every few days, with your maids’ help, you sent letters. Verra would sneak them to a trusted rider, sealed with your private wax. You poured your soul onto the parchment; how much you missed him, the way your body was changing, the secret you carried, your love that only deepened with every passing day. Yet no responses ever came. The silence gnawed at you, feeding nightmares of him lying wounded on some distant battlefield or worse.
The worry became unbearable.
One bitter winter morning, wrapped in a thick hooded cloak that concealed your swollen middle, you slipped away from the castle with only Elara and Selyse accompanying you. The three of you rode through the snow dusted forest to a modest stone cottage on the outskirts of the kingdom, the home where Sir Jungkook had grown up.
When the door opened, an older woman with kind eyes and streaks of silver in her dark hair stood before you. Sir Jungkook’s mother. She froze at the sight of the princess on her doorstep, her hand flying to her chest.
“Your Highness…?” she whispered, stunned. “Surely I do not deserve to be blessed with your presence at my humble door. Please, come inside before the cold takes you.”
She ushered you, Elara, and Selyse quickly into the warm cottage, the scent of pinewood and baking bread wrapping around you like an embrace. The fire crackled merrily in the hearth as she helped you remove your snow dusted cloak. Only when you were seated by the fire did her gaze drop to the unmistakable swell of your belly beneath the loose gown.
You took a steadying breath, your hands resting protectively over your rounded stomach.
“I carry his child,” you said softly, trembling with emotion. “Your son’s. Sir Jungkook’s. He does not know yet… he has not returned, and I… I needed to feel close to him somehow.”
Jungkook’s mother, Maera, stood completely still for a long moment, her eyes wide with shock. Then her hand flew to her mouth as tears welled up in her eyes.
“Oh… gods above,” she breathed, her voice cracking. “A grandchild…? From my Jungkook?” Fresh tears flowed freely as she dropped to her knees in front of you, taking your hands in hers with deep reverence. “My lady… my princess. You honor me beyond words. You honor my son. To think that you, a royal daughter, would carry his child… I am stunned. Truly stunned. And so deeply moved.”
She pressed her forehead to your knuckles, weeping quietly with pure joy and emotion. When she lifted her head again, her eyes shone with fierce affection.
“You are already family to me,” she whispered. “Come here, sweet child.” She rose and pulled you into a warm embrace, cradling you gently as if you were made of glass. “You must be so frightened, carrying this secret alone while he is away. But you are not alone anymore. Not while I draw breath.”
You felt safe in her arms, the weight on your heart easing just a little as winter wind howled softly outside the cottage walls.
After composing herself, Maera wiped her tears and fetched a small wooden chest from a shelf. She sat beside you, opening it with trembling hands.
“Look,” she said tenderly, pulling out several treasured items. She showed you a faded sketch of a chubby baby with dark, serious eyes —Sir Jungkook as an infant. Another portrait showed him as a sturdy little boy of four, holding a wooden sword with determination. There was even a lock of his soft baby hair tied with a ribbon.
“He was always so intense, even as a babe,” she said with a watery laugh. “Strong and quiet… but when he smiled, the whole world lit up. Just like I imagine your little one will.”
You traced the portraits with gentle fingers, tears slipping down your own cheeks. Seeing these glimpses of him as a child made your love for the knight swell even deeper. You could so clearly picture your baby with his eyes, his strength, his rare smile. The thought made your heart ache with both joy and longing.
Maera kept one hand over yours, cherishing you openly. “Thank you for coming to me,” she murmured. “For trusting me with this precious news. We will wait for him together, my daughter. And when he returns, he will be the happiest man alive.”
The two of you sat by the fire for a long while — his mother and the mother of his child, talking softly as snow continued to fall outside, bound by love for the same man.
The days after your visit to Maera’s cottage only deepened the ache in your soul. Winter grew harsher, and so did your impatience. Every morning you woke with your hands on your swelling belly, feeling the strong kicks of his child, and the longing became unbearable.
One evening in the royal chambers, you fell to your knees before the King, tears streaming down your face. “Father, please… I beg you. Bring Sir Jungkook back. I need him. I cannot do this without him.”
The King frowned, confused by your desperation. “Daughter, he is leading my forces on the border. The realm needs him there. Why this sudden insistence on one knight?”
You could not tell him the truth. “I just… need him,” you whispered brokenly. “Please.”
He did not relent. The pressure to choose a suitor only intensified.
And then the sickness took hold.
Your body ached constantly. deep soreness in your back, hips, and breasts that made every movement painful. The baby’s kicks, once a comfort, now left you breathless. You grew feverish and weak.
Elara, Verra, and Selyse rarely left your side, forcing herbal teas and bitter medicines down your throat while piling warm blankets over you. For nearly a week you were bedridden, barely able to leave your chambers, hidden away from the court under the excuse of a winter chill.
One cold, silent night, as snow tapped gently against the window panes, you drifted in and out of a fevered haze. The herbs made the world soft and blurry around the edges.
You thought it was a dream when the heavy door to your chambers opened with a quiet creak and a tall, familiar figure stepped inside, shedding his snow dusted cloak. The firelight caught on his sharp jawline and those intense dark eyes.
Strong arms slipped beneath you, lifting you carefully as he climbed into your grand bed. A warm, calloused hand gently cradled your swollen belly. You felt the press of soft, reverent lips against the curve of your stomach.
“My love…” The knight’s deep voice whispered against your skin, rough with emotion. “I’m here. I finally came back to you.”
“Jungkook…?” you murmured drowsily, eyelids heavy, unsure if this was real or another cruel dream born of longing and medicine.
“It’s me,” he breathed, pulling your body flush against his solid chest. He was real. warm, solid, smelling of snow, leather, and the faint scent of campfires. “I’ve been aching for you every single day. Your touch, your voice… it kept me alive out there.”
His large hand stroked slow, soothing circles over your rounded belly, feeling the baby shift and kick beneath his palm. He lowered his head, pressing his lips directly to the taut skin.
You let out a tired, broken sound. “You left me… You promised you’d come back sooner. Look at me… I’m so sore, so heavy with your child, and you weren’t here…”
Sir Jungkook chuckled softly, the sound warm against your skin, even as his eyes glistened with unshed tears. “I know, my princess. I deserve your scolding. I’m deeply sorry.” He kissed your belly again and again, soft open mouthed presses wherever he could reach. Then he trailed his lips higher, attaching his mouth gently to the swollen, aching curve of your breasts, sucking lightly and kissing away the soreness with such care that you whimpered in relief.
His hands never stopped moving, massaging the deep ache in your lower back, cupping and gently holding your heavy breasts to ease their weight, stroking your hips and thighs. He intertwined his fingers with yours, holding your hand tightly as if afraid you might vanish.
“You are unreal, my love.” he murmured, voice hoarse with awe as he looked at you. “Your glow… it’s deeper now. The way pregnancy has changed you… you’re beyond anything I could have imagined. You shine like starlight. Carrying our child has only made you more radiant, more mine.”
You clung to him weakly, drowsy but desperate for his touch. “The baby… it kicks so much. I don’t know if it’s a boy or a girl… but it feels like you. Strong and stubborn.”
Jungkook smiled against your temple, one hand still resting warmly over your belly. “This child is the product of our love. A piece of both of us. I already love them more than life.” He kissed you deeply, slowly, pouring months of aching into it. “Every battle, every cold night, I thought only of coming home to you like this… holding you, feeling our baby move, worshipping the body that’s creating our future.”
He continued kissing every place that ached... the sides of your breasts, the curve of your belly, the inside of your wrist, his mouth soft and devoted. You melted into him, the pain easing under his gentle care as he held you close.
“Stay…” you whispered tiredly, already slipping back into sleep.
“I’m here right now,” he promised, lips brushing your ear. “Sleep, my love. I’ve got you both.”
When morning light filtered through the heavy curtains, you woke slowly, body still aching but strangely comforted.
The bed beside you was cold. No warmth lingered. No cloak on the chair. No scent of him on the pillows. Only the faint memory of strong hands, whispered words to your belly, and soft kisses remained.
You touched your swollen stomach, feeling another firm kick, and tears filled your eyes.
Was it a dream? A fevered hallucination woven from medicine, longing, and love? Or had Sir Jungkook truly returned to you in the dead of night… only to disappear again before dawn?
The herbs and medicines your maids prepared worked their magic. The fever finally broke, the deep soreness in your body eased into a manageable ache, and the constant nausea faded. Though you were still tired, your strength slowly returned. Your belly continued to grow rounder and heavier, the baby’s kicks becoming more insistent and lively.
One quiet winter evening, when the moon hung full over the snow covered palace, your maids turned your chambers into a secret sanctuary.
Accompanied by Sir Jungkook’s mother, they had worked together in absolute secrecy. No one outside your trusted circle knew. They had decorated the large private solar adjacent to your bedroom with soft candlelight, evergreen boughs, and winter white roses. Warm furs and silk pillows were arranged in a luxurious nest near the hearth. Incense of myrrh filled the air, and a small table held gifts wrapped in fine cloth.
They helped you into a loose, flowing gown of the softest ivory silk that draped beautifully over your swollen belly, leaving your shoulders bare. When you stepped into the room, all four women bowed their heads in reverence.
Selyse took your hand and guided you to the center of the soft pillows. “Tonight we celebrate you, my lady. And the precious life you carry. No one else will know of this blessing. It is ours alone.”
They treated you with deep adoration, as though you were sacred.
Elara gently massaged your feet with warm scented oil while Maera brushed your hair until it shone. Verra offered you sweet honeyed fruits and warm spiced milk, foods meant to nourish both you and the baby. Selyse laid her hands lightly on your rounded belly and spoke soft blessings for a safe birth and a strong child.
Selyse, ever wise, placed a small crown of dried herbs and winter berries on your head. “You are the vessel of love and life,” she murmured. “Even in these uncertain times, you bloom. We honor you as our princess… and as the mother of Sir Jungkook’s heir.”
You felt tears prick your eyes as they presented their secret gifts: tiny embroidered blankets, a soft knitted cap in deep green, a small silver pendant shaped like a blooming rose, a symbol of motherhood.
Vera leaned her cheek against your belly for a moment, grinning when the baby kicked in response. “He or she is strong already. Just like their father.”
You placed both hands over your swollen stomach, feeling another firm flutter. The warmth of their love and the secret celebration soothed the constant ache of missing your knight.
“Thank you,” you whispered, “All of you. I don’t know what I would do without you.”
Elara kissed your temple. “We will keep you and this little one safe until Sir Jungkook returns. And he will return.”
The warmth of the secret celebration lingered on your skin as you returned to your chambers that night. The maids had just helped you out of the ivory silk gown when a royal messenger knocked urgently.
“The King demands your presence immediately, Your Highness. In his private study.”
You had no time to prepare. Still glowing from the love and blessings of your maids, you wrapped yourself in a heavy velvet robe that concealed your very swollen belly and followed the messenger.
The moment you entered the study, the atmosphere turned icy. Your father stood behind his desk, several of your letters spread before him.
“Daughter,” he spoke, controlled. “I have given you time to come to me yourself. I know you have been sending letters to the front lines. To Sir Jungkook, specifically.” He turned to face you, his expression stern but not yet furious. “I know of your… admiration for him. Speak truthfully now. What is this attachment?”
Your throat tightened. This was the moment. With your belly heavy with his child and your heart aching, you could no longer hide everything.
“Father…” you began, voice trembling as you stepped closer. “It is more than admiration. I love him. Sir Jungkook is the only man I want.” Your hands instinctively moved to cradle your stomach. “And I… I am carrying his child.”
Silence crashed over the room.
The King’s eyes widened, then narrowed sharply as his gaze dropped to the unmistakable swell beneath your gown. His face darkened with shock, then rage.
“You what?” he hissed. “A knight’s bastard? While I have been parading princes before you? While the entire realm waits for you to secure the throne with a proper alliance?”
“Father, please,” you begged, tears filling your eyes. “It is his. Our love is real. If you would only let him return, we could—”
The King’s face twisted with fury. “You dare speak such filth to me? A royal princess swollen with a common knight’s bastard?”
You rebelled, voice shaking but defiant. “It is not filth. It is love. I will not marry Prince Min. I will not let you use me as a pawn for alliances while I carry the man I love’s child.”
“Enough!” The King slammed his fist on the table, making you flinch. “I have been patient with your childish infatuation, but this is treason against your bloodline. You will do as you are told! Your fate is sealed. You will marry Prince Min before the month ends.”
Later that same night, before your maids could even calm you, you found your most trusted rider in the stables. With tears streaming down your face and snow falling around you, you whispered your final message: “Tell him… tell Sir Jungkook that I will wait for him. No matter how long it takes. My heart is his alone. I will wait.”
The rider bowed and galloped into the night. No response ever came.
The next weeks were a nightmare.
Prince Min visited often, his eyes raking over your body with open lust and infatuation. He complimented your “ethereal glow”, clearly aroused by your pregnant form, but his arrogance disgusted you. He spoke openly of claiming the throne through you, of bedding you the moment you were his. You hated him with every fiber of your being.
You fought your father harder than ever, refusing to attend meetings with Prince Min, screaming that you would rather die than marry him. But the King had reached his limit.
One brutal afternoon, he summoned you again and placed a bloodied cloak and a forged letter before you.
“Sir Jeon Jungkook is dead,” he said flatly. “He fell in battle two weeks ago. This is proof.”
The world shattered.
You collapsed to the floor, a guttural sob tearing from your throat. The baby inside you kicked as if sensing your pain. From that moment, you broke completely.
You refused to eat. You barely slept. You stopped speaking, even to Elara, Verra, and Selyse who begged you through tears to think of the child. You lay in bed for days, staring at nothing, your once radiant glow fading into pale exhaustion. Your maids feared for both your life and the baby’s.
Despite how numb you had become, when your maids gently suggested taking you to Maera’s quiet home on the edge of the forest, you agreed without protest. You were taken there in secret under the cover of night.
Maera, a strong but grieving woman with the same dark eyes as her son, took you in without question. She cared for you with quiet hands and even quieter words. You didn’t speak much to her either, but you accepted her care wholeheartedly. After all, she was mourning the loss of her son, and you were mourning the loss of your lover and the father of your child.
The King, despite his fury, still sent guards to watch over you from a distance. You were still royalty, still carrying what he believed might be his grandchild. But you could only think of the protection you once had... the strongest, safest pair of arms that had ever wrapped around you.
You mourned deeply. But you couldn’t be completely selfish with a baby on the way, restless and eager to come into the world.
The labor came on a stormy night.
The pains started suddenly and violently. Maera and your maids worked frantically around you as you screamed and cried, gripping the sheets until your knuckles turned white. The King himself had ridden out in secret when he heard you had gone into labor, standing outside the cottage with a face pale with rare fear.
He didn’t know how to comfort you. He only knew one thing, his daughter was calling for her knight in her delirium.
Even though he viewed the child as the product of a sinful affair, something in him softened at the sound of your broken sobs. He could not lose you.
Inside the cottage, you gave birth to a baby girl.
She was small, chubby, with a shock of raven hair and big, dark eyes that looked exactly like her father’s. The moment the midwife placed her on your chest, fresh tears streamed down your face.
“She looks like him…” you whispered, hoarse and broken. “My little love… she has his eyes.”
You held her close, sobbing softly as the pain and grief mixed with a fragile, overwhelming love. Even in your exhaustion, you couldn’t stop crying. You believed Sir Jungkook was dead. The thought that your daughter would never know her father tore you apart.
Maera wept beside you, gently stroking your hair. “She’s beautiful,” she whispered. “Just like her mother.”
Outside, the King stood in the rain, waiting.
When the door finally opened and the midwife stepped out, he demanded to know if you and the child were alive. Upon hearing they both were, something in his hardened heart shifted.
He turned to his captain without a word and gave the order.
“Send riders to the western borders at once. Bring Sir Jeon Jungkook back. Tell him… his princess has need of him.”
It would take time. The borders were far, and the roads were muddy from the storms. A week, perhaps a month.
In the quiet warmth of the cottage, you held your newborn daughter against your chest, wrapped in soft linen.
You rocked her gently as she fussed against your breast, nursing hungrily. Your maids and Maera moved around you, bringing broth, fresh cloths, and ever soft words. But you barely spoke. The grief had hollowed you out.
“I wish you could meet your father,” you whispered to the baby one quiet night, voice cracking. Tears slipped down your cheeks as she latched on again. “He would have held you so carefully. He would have loved you more than anything in this world. He would have protected us both…”
Maera sat beside you, her own eyes red from mourning. She placed a gentle hand on your shoulder. “He would have been so proud,” she said softly. “Of both of you.”
You could only nod, throat too tight to speak. The emptiness inside you felt endless. Every time the baby cried, every time she looked up at you with those familiar dark eyes, the pain returned like a fresh wound.
The King demanded your return to the palace, as you were still royalty, still bound to your father’s will despite carrying a child out of wedlock. He wrote letter after letter insisting you resume your duties and prepare for the inevitable marriage to Prince Min. You refused to answer most of them.
Your maids tried their best to comfort you, but even they could not reach the depths of your sorrow. The only light in your world was your daughter. Tiny, perfect, with Jungkook’s dark eyes and a tuft of raven hair. You held her constantly, whispering stories about her father, singing lullabies with a voice that often broke halfway through.
You mourned him deeply. The King had not even granted him a proper funeral. No rites. No chance to say goodbye. Just a bloodied cloak and a cold declaration.
One quiet evening, Maera left the cottage to fetch groceries from the nearby village. Your maids had been called back to the palace on the King’s orders, duties they could not refuse. For the first time in weeks, it was just you and your baby in the small, warm cottage.
You sat by the window, cradling her in your arms. She cooed softly, tiny fingers wrapping around yours as you gently rocked her. For a few precious minutes, you allowed yourself to smile a real, soft smile as you played with her little hands and kissed her forehead.
“My baby,” you whispered, “The loveliest babe. Don’t tell the queens and princesses, I think they’d be terribly jealous.”
The baby blinked up at you. “Oh, yes,” you continued solemnly. “Especially of those cheeks.”
You leaned back in the chair as exhaustion eventually won over you, your eyes growing heavy. With your daughter nestled safely against your chest, sleep claimed you quickly.
When you woke, the cottage was awfully quiet.
Your arms were empty.
Panic slammed into you like a physical blow. You shot upright, heart hammering wildly as you looked around the room.
The baby was gone.
“No… no, no, no...” you gasped, stumbling to your feet, voice rising into a broken sob. “Where is my baby?!”
You searched frantically, under the blankets, behind the chairs, near the hearth, terror clawing at your throat. Your mind spun with nightmarish possibilities. Had someone taken her? Had the King sent men to steal her away?
Then you saw him.
A tall figure standing near the doorway, cradling your daughter gently in his strong arms. She was sleeping peacefully against his chest, tiny fist curled into his tunic.
Your knees buckled.
It was Sir Jungkook.
He looked exhausted, travel worn, mud on his boots, shadows under his eyes, but he was alive. Real. His dark eyes met yours, filled with unbearable love and pain.
You stared at him, trembling violently, refusing to believe what you were seeing.
“No…” you whispered, shaking your head. “No, no, this isn’t real. You’re dead. They told me you were dead. This is another dream. You always come in my dreams and then you leave me again—”
Your voice cracked into a sob as you backed away, hands clutching your chest.
“You left me,” you cried, tears streaming down your face. “You left me and our child. I mourned you. I almost died mourning you. Please… don’t do this to me again. I can’t take another dream. I can’t wake up to find you gone again.”
Sir Jungkook’s face crumpled with anguish. He took one careful step forward, still cradling your daughter like the most precious thing in the world.
“My love,” he said hoarsely, voice breaking. “It’s not a dream. I’m here. I’m real. Your father… he lied. He sent me away to the borders to keep me from you. But I came back the moment he allowed it. I rode without stopping.”
You shook your head harder, tears falling faster, refusing to believe it even as your heart screamed at you to run to him.
“You’re dead,” you repeated, voice small and shattered. “You have to be dead… because if you’re not, then you let me believe it. You never answered my letters. Not one. I wrote to you every single day, pouring my heart out, begging you to come back to me, to our child… and you never...”
Fresh tears spilled down your cheeks as the pain twisted deeper.
“You were in on it, weren’t you?” you whispered, voice breaking. “You let my father tell me you were gone. You left me here to rot in grief while I carried your child alone. How could you?”
The knight’s face crumpled with agony. He took a step forward, but you flinched, and he stopped immediately, hands trembling at his sides.
Before he could speak, your daughter stirred in his arms. As if sensing the suffocating tension in the room, she let out a sharp, hungry cry, her little lips puckering, tiny fists waving.
You moved without thinking, reaching for her. Sir Jungkook gently handed her over, his hands lingering for a moment as if afraid to let go. You turned away from him, sitting on the edge of the bed and loosening your dress to feed her. The baby latched on eagerly, her cries softening into small, contented sounds.
The knight stood there, watching you in silence. He looked lost, this battle-hardened soldier, returned from war, now completely unsure how to comfort the woman he loved. He slowly lowered himself to his knees in the middle of the room, head bowed.
“I wrote to you,” he admitted hoarsely. “Every chance I had. Your father… he made sure none of my letters reached you. He wanted you to believe I was gone. I fought every day to come back to you. I almost died trying to get word to you.”
You didn’t look at him. You kept your eyes on your daughter, tears falling silently onto her soft hair.
“I mourned you like a widow,” you whispered, voice thick with pain. “I almost died. And now you’re here… acting like you didn’t abandon me when I needed you most.”
The words cut awfully deep. Sir Jungkook’s shoulders slumped, but he stayed on his knees, silent and respectful, giving you the space your wounded heart demanded.
Your daughter stirred in your arms, letting out a small, distressed whimper as if she could sense the storm raging between her parents. You rocked her gently, pressing a kiss to her soft raven hair.
“Shh, my sweet one,” you cooed softly, “Mama’s here. You’re safe.”
Sir Jungkook’s hands twitched at his sides, aching to reach out, to touch you, to hold both of you, but he remained still, jaw clenched tight. He was no longer in full armor, only a worn tunic and breeches, his appearance shambled from the long ride, fresh bruises blooming across his knuckles and jaw.
You turned away from him, focusing on the small tasks that had become your life in the cottage. The rain outside grew heavier, pounding against the roof like a relentless drum.
You moved about the space, stirring the pot of stew over the fire, folding fresh linens, anything to keep your hands busy and your mind from breaking completely.
Hours passed in heavy silence. When your daughter finally grew fussy again, you nursed her by the hearth until her little eyes fluttered shut. You laid her gently in the wooden cradle Maera had prepared, stroking her cheek one last time before covering her with a soft blanket.
Only then did you notice movement near the door.
Sir Jungkook was standing there, cloak in hand, quietly preparing to leave.
Something inside you fractured. You stepped toward him, voice cracking. “You’re leaving again?”
He turned slowly, eyes filled with torment. “I was only going to check the perimeter. The rain is heavy, and I… I didn’t want to burden you further.”
You stared at him, this warrior who had survived hell just to return to you, and the dam finally broke.
“Come here,” you whispered.
He obeyed without hesitation.
You led him to your bed and with trembling hands, you began removing his tunic, revealing the damage the war had left behind.
New bruises painted his ribs and shoulders in shades of purple and blue. Fresh scars, still healing, cut across his chest and abdomen. He looked harder, a man who had walked through fire and barely returned.
Your lips trembled, but you forced yourself to stay steady. You turned away briefly, gathering clean linen strips, salve, and a bowl of warm water. When you returned, the knight stood perfectly still, letting you see all of him, the bruises, the brutal evidence of everything he had endured just to return to you.
You began tending to him in silence, your hands gentle as you cleaned a particularly nasty cut along his side. But the more you looked, the more the dam inside you cracked.
“What have they done to you, Jungkook?” you whispered, voice breaking. Tears spilled down your cheeks as you carefully wrapped a bandage around his ribs. “You’re… you’re covered in pain. All of this… just to come back to me?”
He stood motionless, letting you care for him, but his dark eyes never left your face.
“I would go through it a thousand times more,” he said softly, “if it meant coming back to you and our daughter.”
You shook your head, fresh tears falling as you pressed a bandage over another wound. “Don’t say that. Don’t you dare say that. I can’t bear thinking of you suffering like this. I thought you were dead. I thought I would never see you again, and now you’re here… broken because of me.”
Sir Jungkook slowly lowered himself to his knees in front of you, even though you were still trying to tend to him. The powerful knight, the man who had survived war, knelt before you like the loyal protector he had always been.
“Your Highness,” he murmured, head slightly bowed, voice thick with emotion. “I failed you. I wasn’t here when you needed me most. I wasn’t here when you carried our child. I wasn’t here when you gave birth. I wasn’t here when they told you I was gone. Forgive me.”
You dropped the bandages and pulled him into your arms, holding his head to your chest. His arms wrapped around your waist instantly, clinging to you like a man who had almost lost everything.
A broken sob tore from his throat.
Your knight, your warrior, the strongest person you had ever known, cried against your chest like a child. Deep, shuddering sobs that shook his powerful frame as his arms tightened around you.
“I thought I lost you,” he choked out, voice muffled against your skin. “Every night on the border, I prayed I would make it back to you. To both of you.”
You held him tighter, fingers threading through his raven hair, your own tears falling onto his head.
“You’re here now,” you whispered, rocking him gently. “You’re here. You came back to us. That’s all that matters.”
For a long time, the only sounds in the cottage were the rain outside, the crackling fire, and the quiet, heartbroken sobs of a knight who had finally returned to his princess.
—
The rain had not eased by the middle of the night. It hammered against the thatched roof like an impatient army. You had fallen asleep in Jungkook’s arms on the narrow bed, your daughter nestled safely in her cradle beside you. For the first time in months, your sleep was deep and dreamless.
A sharp knock on the cottage door shattered the peace.
Sir Jungkook was awake in an instant. He slipped from the bed silently, pulling on his tunic and reaching for the sword he had left by the door. His body was still tense from war, every muscle ready for threat.
“Stay here,” he whispered, pressing a quick kiss to your forehead. “I will see who it is.”
But you already knew.
A cold certainty settled in your chest. You rose, wrapping a shawl around your shoulders, and followed him despite his warning. Your daughter stirred but remained asleep.
Sir Jungkook opened the door, sword half drawn, rain pouring behind the figure standing outside.
It was the King.
Your father stood in the downpour, cloak heavy with water, face pale and drawn. Guards waited at a respectful distance, torches flickering weakly in the storm. His eyes moved past your knight and landed on you.
For a long moment, no one spoke.
Then the King stepped inside without invitation, water dripping onto the wooden floor. His gaze softened when it fell on you — his only daughter, still pale from childbirth, carrying the weight of grief and motherhood.
“My child,” he said, voice rough. “You must return to the palace. You are still royalty. Still my blood. You do not belong in a cottage like this.”
You stood straighter, even as exhaustion and lingering pain made your body ache.
“I belong where I choose,” you replied quietly, but firmly. “And I will not return without Sir Jeon. He is my knight. He is the father of my daughter. He stays with me.”
The King’s jaw tightened. He glanced at Jungkook, who stood tall and silent beside you, sword now lowered but ready.
“I know what you are to each other,” the King said heavily. “I have known for some time. Prince Min is a fool and a coward, but his bloodline is strong. The alliance—”
“I will not marry him,” you cut in, voice steady despite the tears gathering in your eyes. “I will return to the palace. I will perform my duties as princess, as future queen. I will be the ruler this kingdom needs. But only if Sir Jungkook remains at my side. As my knight. As the man I have chosen. As the only man with any right to me.”
The King looked at you for a long time. He saw the woman you had become, not just his rebellious daughter, but a figure of quiet strength. The people in the surrounding villages spoke of you with reverence. They told stories of the princess who helped common women, shared food during hard winters, who listened to their troubles as if they mattered as much as any noble’s.
The King exhaled slowly, defeated but not broken.
“Very well,” he said at last. “Sir Jeon will return with you. He will remain your personal knight. But this… affair… must remain hidden from the court. For now.”
You nodded once, relief flooding through you.
The King’s gaze drifted to the cradle where your daughter slept. He had not yet seen her. You had kept her away from him, protecting her with every fiber of your being.
He took one hesitant step toward the cradle, then stopped, as if afraid.
The King’s shoulders sagged. For the first time in years, he looked truly old.
“Bring her home,” he said quietly. “Both of you. We will find a way.”
When the heavy door of the cottage finally closed behind your father, you let out a huge, shaky sigh. The weight of the conversation pressed on your chest like a stone. You turned and walked to the cradle, gently lifting your daughter into your arms. She stirred but settled quickly against your chest.
Sir Jungkook followed silently behind you, his presence warm.
“I would not trust him,” you whispered, voice laced with bitterness. “My father lied. He did all of this, told me you were dead, kept us apart, made me believe I had lost you forever. How can I believe a single word he says now?”
Jungkook stepped closer. He gently wrapped his arms around you from behind, resting his chin on the top of your head as you held your daughter.
“Petal,” he murmured softly, the old endearment slipping out like a balm. “Your father is a hard man, but he is not as cold as he pretends to be. He sent for me the moment he learned you had gone into labor. He could have kept me away forever. But he didn’t.”
You turned slightly in his arms, eyes wide with disbelief.
The knight continued, low and calm.
“There was one night… when you were still heavy with our child and very sick. I rode through a storm to reach you. Your father allowed it. He let me see you. I held you while you slept, fevered and restless. I whispered to you. I kissed your forehead and promised I would return. But I had to leave before dawn. He made me swear not to wake you. He said it would only make the pain worse when I had to go back to the borders.”
You stared at him, stunned. Tears welled up again.
“That night… it was real?” you whispered. “I thought it was a dream. I thought I imagined your arms around me.”
“It was real,” he said gently, pressing a kiss to your temple. “I was there. And I have regretted leaving you every single day since.”
You turned fully toward him, still cradling your daughter. The baby had woken and was fussing softly. You loosened your dress and began to feed her.
Sir Jungkook watched the two of you with such open love and longing that it made your chest ache.
“She has your eyes,” you said softly, brushing a finger over your daughter’s cheek. “So dark and beautiful. Just like yours.”
Sir Jungkook’s expression softened further. He reached out, gently stroking the baby’s tiny hand.
“And she is as beautiful as her mother,” he murmured. “I hope she grows to be as strong as her. As kind. As full of fire and love.”
For a while, the only sounds were the soft suckling of your daughter and the rain pattering against the roof. Sir Jungkook stayed close, one arm around your waist, the other lightly resting near the baby.
Eventually, after your daughter had fallen asleep again, you made the decision.
“We will return to the palace,” you said quietly. “Together. As a family. I will not hide anymore.”
The next morning, after tender farewells to Maera, who hugged you both tightly and kissed her granddaughter’s forehead with tears in her eyes, you left the cottage.
—
Three Months Later,
The palace had transformed around you.
After your return, the finest healers in the realm were summoned, learned men and women versed in herbs and ancient remedies. They tended to you with the utmost care, restoring the strength you had lost in grief and childbirth. Slowly, the hollow exhaustion faded. Color returned to your cheeks. Your body healed, and with it, your spirit bloomed once more.
You were treated not merely as royalty, but as something sacred. The people whispered that the Princess had returned more radiant than before, as if the earth itself had blessed her.
Your maids, Elara, Verra, and Selyse, were beyond ecstatic to have you back. They fussed over you constantly, brushing your long hair until it shone, dressing you in the finest silks, and whispering prayers of gratitude for your safe return.
The kingdom now knew the truth: the child was Sir Jeon Jungkook’s. The scandal had spread like wildfire, but instead of outrage, most of the people embraced it. They saw their princess glowing, and fiercely protected.
Prince Min had tried to slander you upon his return, calling you impure, unfit, a disgrace for bearing a knight’s child out of wedlock. Sir Jungkook had nearly killed him in the great hall before the King’s guards pulled him back. Prince Min was expelled from the kingdom that very day, the alliance shattered. No one mourned his departure.
It was a warm evening when you returned to the royal bathing pool, surrounded by floating lily pads and fragrant white blossoms. The water shimmered under the sunlight as your maids helped you undress. Your daughter, now three months old and full of life, babbled happily in Elara’s arms, reaching for you with chubby little hands.
“Come here, my sweet,” you cooed, taking her into the warm water with you. She immediately nestled against your bare chest, tiny fingers grasping at your long, wavy hair as you gently rocked her. She was a needy little thing, always wanting her mother’s warmth, her scent, her voice.
Verra smiled as she poured scented oil over your shoulders. “She adores you, my lady. Look at those big, bejeweled eyes.”
You glanced toward the far bank where Sir Jeon Jungkook stood guard, as always. He was no longer forced to hide. He remained your personal knight, ever watchful and devoted. His gaze met yours across the water, soft with love and quiet pride. He had become even more protective since your return, rarely leaving your side unless duty demanded it.
The King had grown strangely silent on the matter of your relationship. Seeing you flourish and beloved by the people, had turned him into something of a coward when it came to opposing you.
He doted on his granddaughter in private, though he still struggled to fully accept the circumstances. Yet he no longer pushed for any other marriage. He had seen what happened when he tried to separate you from your knight.
Bit by bit, your beauty had deepened into something almost otherworldly, skin luminous, eyes bright with life, a gentle fullness to your figure from motherhood that only made you more captivating. You moved through the palace performing your duties with grace while still finding time to help the common women who came to the gates seeking aid. You had become more than a princess.
At night, when the palace slept, Sir Jungkook was yours completely.
He would slip into your chambers, shed his armor, and worship you with slow hands and mouth. He made love to you like a man who had walked through hell and returned only for this. You clung to him every night, whispering how much you loved him, how you had chosen him long before the crown ever mattered.
Your daughter babbled softly, pulling at your long hair again with her tiny fist, drawing a soft, delighted laugh from you.
“Oh, my little one,” you cooed, gently untangling her fingers from your waves before pressing a kiss to her chubby cheek. “You are going to pull Mama’s hair right off if you keep that up, aren’t you? Such a strong little flower.”
She giggled in your arms, reaching up to pat your face with her small, uncoordinated hand, her big dark eyes, exact replicas of her father’s, sparkling with pure joy. The resemblance was almost startling even at such a young age. She was the most beautiful thing you had ever seen.
Elara sighed dreamily as she poured warm water over your shoulders. “Look at her, my lady. She is perfection. She already has the whole palace wrapped around her tiny finger.”
Verra nodded, gently massaging oil into your hair. “And you, my princess. You glow like the sun itself these days. Motherhood suits you more than any crown ever could.”
Selyse, ever the wise one, glanced toward the bank where Sir Jeon Jungkook stood guard, fully armored but with his helmet removed today. A small, teasing smile tugged at her lips.
“And that one over there… he can’t take his eyes off the two of you. Look at him, standing there like a lovesick fool in steel. Our fierce knight, brought to his knees by a baby and her mother.”
The knight’s ears turned faintly red, but he didn’t deny it. His gaze remained soft, locked on you and your daughter with quiet awe and devotion.
Later that evening, in the royal rose gardens where he had once walked beside you as your new knight, Sir Jungkook carried your daughter in his arms.
He was still in full armor, crimson cloak draped over his broad shoulders, but he held her with such careful gentleness it made your heart melt. The baby was dressed in the softest cream colored gown embroidered with tiny golden flowers, a little bonnet tied under her chin. She looked like a living doll against his armored chest.
She reached up with both hands, grabbing at the edge of his armor, babbling excitedly as she tried to pull herself closer to his face. When he leaned down, she patted his cheek with a wet, sloppy kiss.
Sir Jungkook’s entire expression softened into something almost boyish. He smiled, genuine and devastatingly handsome.
“My little love,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to the top of her head.
You walked beside them, heart full as you watched your daughter play with the buckles on his armor. Every time he lowered his head to let her see his face, she lit up. But when he playfully put his helmet back on for a moment to tease her, she immediately fussed, letting out a small, indignant cry and reaching for him with both arms.
“No helmet,” you laughed softly. “She hates it. She wants to see her father’s face.”
Sir Jungkook removed it immediately, tucking it under one arm while cradling her with the other. He leaned down so she could press her tiny palms against his cheeks and give him another sloppy kiss on the jaw.
The maids watching from a distance cooed and teased him lightly.
“Look at that,” Verra whispered loudly enough for him to hear. “Who would have thought the man who survived the western borders would be brought down by tiny hands and gummy smiles?”
Later that night, the heavy oak door to your royal chambers was barred, only the soft glow of candles and the low fire in the hearth illuminated the room.
You stood before the tall mirror, slowly changing into your nightgown. The fabric whispered against your skin as it slid down your body. Your gaze caught on the beautiful ring on your finger, the one Sir Jungkook had slipped onto your hand in secret weeks ago, a quiet promise between the two of you. You turned it gently, a small, private smile touching your lips.
Your daughter lay nestled against your bare chest, warm and content, her tiny fingers curled around the edge of your loosened gown. She babbled softly, her big dark eyes full of adoration for her mother.
Sir Jungkook stood a few steps behind you, fully armored except for his helmet, watching the two of you with quiet awe. The firelight danced across his face, highlighting every healed scar and the lingering shadows of war that still clung to him.
You gently laid your daughter in her ornate cradle, pressing one last kiss to her forehead as she drifted into sleep. Then you returned to the mirror, picking up the silver brush to run it through your long, wavy hair.
Sir Jungkook followed without a word. He stopped behind you, his large hands resting lightly on your waist. Slowly, he leaned down and began pressing soft kisses along your bare arms, from shoulder to wrist, as you continued brushing your hair.
You giggled softly, cheeks flushing with that familiar shyness even after all this time.
“Jungkook…” you murmured, breathy. “You ought to distract me.”
“Good,” he whispered against your skin, kissing the curve of your shoulder. “I have missed you all day. I need my darling.”
He dropped to his knees behind you with a quiet clink of armor, bowing his head in his familiar, devoted way. You turned to face him, running your fingers through his raven hair, then tracing the sharp line of his jaw and the faint scars that remained on his face.
You saddened for a moment, remembering the brutality he had endured.
But he looked up at you with such pure worship that it took your breath away. To him, you were more than a princess. you were his salvation, the very source of life that had healed him.
You pulled him closer, and he rose, lifting you effortlessly into his arms and carrying you to the grand bed.
The knight laid you down gently, then began to worship you with slow, reverent hands. He unlaced your nightgown with painstaking care, peeling the silk away until you were bare before him. His mouth found your breasts immediately, sucking softly on one sensitive nipple, then the other, drinking the sweet milk that flowed for him with deep, grateful groans.
You moaned softly, fingers threading through his hair as he fed from you, his tongue swirling, lips sealed tight around your peak. He drank like a man who had been starving for you, savoring every drop as if it were the very essence of life itself.
Sir Jungkook groaned deeply against your breast, the sound vibrating through your chest as he drank almost desperately. His large hand cradled the soft weight of your breast, squeezing gently to draw more from you while his other hand stroked your side with reverent tenderness.
“So sweet,” he whispered against your skin, voice hoarse and worshipful. “You give me life, my petal. You heal what war tried to break.”
You whimpered, arching into his mouth, overwhelmed by the intimate, sacred act, fresh heat blooming between your thighs.
When he finally released your nipple with a wet pop, his lips glistening, he looked up at you with dark, adoring eyes.
“You are my salvation,” he murmured, kissing the valley between your breasts before moving lower. “The mother of my child. The light that brought me home.”
When he finally moved lower, he spread your thighs with firm hands and settled between them. He looked up at you once, eyes dark with devotion, before lowering his mouth to your core.
He worshipped your flower, seeking nectar with slow, deep licks that made your back arch, followed by gentle suction on your swollen clit. His tongue delved inside you, tasting every inch, groaning at your sweetness as if it were the most sacred thing he had ever known.
You whimpered and moaned, hips rolling against his handsome face as pleasure built in waves. He was relentless yet tender, bringing you to the edge again and again before letting you tip over.
When you finally begged for him, voice trembling with need, Sir Jungkook rose above you like a knight before his altar.
He did not rush. Instead, he sat back on his heels, dark eyes drinking in every inch of your bare, flushed body with such raw hunger that it made your skin burn. You felt vulnerable and impossibly desired under that gaze. A shy, breathless giggle escaped your lips as heat flooded your cheeks.
Sir Jungkook reached out with one large, calloused hand and traced a single finger slowly down your body, from the delicate line of your throat, between your heaving breasts, over the soft curve of your belly, and down to the sensitive skin of your inner thigh. The touch ever so feather light, yet it left fire in its wake.
“You are a goddess made flesh,” he whispered, voice hoarse with awe. “And I am but a mortal who has been granted the honor of kneeling at your feet.”
He leaned down and pressed his forehead to your thigh in a gesture of pure worship, eyes closed, breath warm against your skin as if he were praying to the only deity he had ever believed in.
Then he moved over you, settling between your spread thighs. His thick cock pressed against your entrance, hot and heavy. He looked into your eyes as he slowly pushed inside, inch by thick, stretching inch, filling you so completely that your mouth fell open in a silent cry.
You dug your nails into his back as he began to move, first slow and loving, then harder, deeper, claiming you with every thrust.
“I love you,” he groaned against your neck, hips snapping forward. “I love you more than life itself.”
When you came, it was with his name on your lips and tears of overwhelming pleasure in your eyes. Jungkook followed moments later, burying himself deep and spilling inside you with a low, broken groan, filling you with pulse after pulse of his release.
In the quiet that followed, with the knight’s arms still wrapped around you and the weight of the world momentarily forgotten, it was strangely easy to remember the day he had first knelt before the throne.
The impenetrable knight clad in steel, sworn to protect a princess draped in silk. and protect you he would, as though it had been carved into the marrow of every breath he would draw, for eternity.
editing thid in a few hours. thankyou so much for reading!! comments and reblogs are very much appreciated mwah love you all 🫶💋
pairing. jeon jungkook x fem!reader genre. yearner!jungkook. workaholic!jungkook. smut. established relationship. exes to lovers. toxic dynamics.
growing tired of your sexual needs being constantly neglected, you end things with your boyfriend. jungkook, however, is determined to convince you to give him a second chance — and promises to give you everything he's capable of this time. after all, a man who yearns is a man who earns.
FOR TEASER word count. 1.3k words warnings. light angst ? public breakup. jungkook begs. mentions of sex. pet names (baby, babe, honey). argument !! accusation of cheating.
Confrontation had always been something you avoided. You hated uncomfortable conversations, hated the way tension sat heavy in the air and turned everything fragile.
But enduring in silence was worse.
It starts small — swallowing your thoughts back, brushing off your feelings, convincing yourself it’s not a big enough deal to mention. Then suddenly, months pass, and boredom settles into places love is supposed to sit.
Jungkook sits across from you in the dimly lit restaurant, elbow propped against the table, his head resting heavily in his palm. Around you, the restaurant is lively — silverware clinking against porcelain, low laughter spilling between candlelit tables, soft conversations blending into the warm ambiance. Maybe even a quiet first love confession happening at a nearby booth, completely unbeknownst to you.
Still, none of it feels louder than Jungkook’s silence.
Because while everyone around you seems to be falling into each other, you and him sit in silent tension. Painfully distant, neither of you even looking at each other.
His glass of wine sits untouched and forgotten between you. Your fingers fidget anxiously in your lap, unsure of what to do with them. And somewhere between the appetizers and silence, a breakup waits patiently — only minutes away from happening.
As Jungkook sits there, quietly processing your admission, you feel the weight of months spent burying your truth begin to lift from your shoulders.
It’s bittersweet.
Relief settles in first. Your chest feels lighter now that you’ve finally said it all, now that you no longer have to force feelings or sidestep the conversations you were too afraid to have. For the first time in months, your conscience feels quieter.
But guilt settles beside it just as quickly, a lingering pang blooming in your gut when you see your boyfriend ex-boyfriend so visibly distressed.
You and Jungkook had been together for nearly a year. Not the longest relationship by any means, but long enough that loving him had become second nature. Long enough for him to know little things about you — like how you hated leaving your toothbrush in the bathroom or how you couldn’t sleep with socks on, no matter how cold it got. Long enough for spare clothes to accumulate each other’s apartments, for two robes to hang in your bathroom, and for his shoe rack to hold an extra pair of slippers despite the fact that he technically lived alone.
Long enough to feel settled. Long enough to already imagine eternity.
Jungkook had been painfully easy to love. Thoughtful. Dependable. Patient in ways that mattered. The kind of person who never raised his voice when he was upset, who noticed little habits you didn’t even realize you had, who showed up without hesitation even when life was heavy on his own shoulders. He checked every box you thought a good partner should have.
However, there was just one he didn’t quite complete.
Your heart is with him, but your body isn’t satisfied.
“Let me get this straight,” Jungkook says, elbows planted against the table, fingers intertwined tightly in front of him. His expression hardens with disbelief. “You want to leave me because we’re not having good sex?”
“Okay, maybe lower your voice,” you mumble quickly, embarrassingly glancing around the restaurant before looking back at him. “Kook, when’s the last time we actually had sex. And I don’t mean morning quickies right before work, I mean like… sex.”
Jungkook exhales through his nose, gaze dropping briefly to the table before reaching for your hand.
“Baby, you know how hard things have been,” he says quietly. “I work, you work. Whenever we have the time, we’re too exhausted. Half the time we barely even see each other.”
“I just don’t get it,” you say, pulling your hand back before he can fully take it. Frustration bleeds into your voice now, embarrassment fading away as something sharper takes its place. “It was never an issue before! We used to have sex all the time, Kook.”
Jungkook’s lip presses into a thin line as he watches you hesitate, like you’re standing on the edge of something you don’t wanna say — a word that feels almost forbidden on your tongue. But you’ve already gone this far.
So it comes out anyway.
“Do you just not love me anymore?”
Jungkook’s expression shifts in an instant.
“What?” he says quickly. “No. No, baby, don’t do that.” His voice softens, quieter now. “You know I love you. That'll never change. Why would you even think that?”
“Can you blame me?” Your eyes sting as you look down at the table. “You barely kiss me anymore, Jungkook. You barely touch me unless we’re leaving for work or going to bed. I feel like I’m constantly begging for your attention.”
“Honey…” He exhales, rubbing a hand over his face. “You know my hours have changed. My position at work is different now, there’s more responsibility and-”
“There you go,” you cut in, voice cracking despite yourself. “That’s exactly the problem.”
You shake your head, blinking hard.
“Every conversation somehow turns back to work. Every excuse is work.” Your chest tightens. “I get that you’re tired, Jungkook, I do. But it feels like your job gets all of you and I just get the short end of the stick.”
“Okay,” Jungkook says quickly, nodding like he’s already trying to solve it. “Okay, I get it. Look, I can take time off work, we can spend more time together and-”
“And then what?” you interrupt, brows knitting together. “We just go back to whatever this is?”
His mouth closes.
You shake your head.
“I don’t want you to fit me into your schedule. I should already be a part of it.”
“Babe, just…” He leans forward now, desperation and panic slipping into his expression. “Just tell me what you need, okay? Tell me what to do. I’ll fix it.”
And maybe months ago, hearing that would’ve been enough.
“I think…” You pause, looking down at your hands. “I think we need to take a break.”
The words land between you and settle into something ugly. The silence is thick and suffocating.
You don’t even have to look up to know Jungkook is staring at you now, eyes widened, nostrils flared slightly like the air had just been punched from his lungs. You can feel it — the disbelief, the panic, the hurt beginning to settle over him.
Because everybody knows what a break means.
At best, it’s the soft launch of an actual breakup — dragging things out before eventually never speaking again. At worst, it’s an excuse to sleep with other people while technically avoiding the guilt of calling it cheating.
Whichever one it is you’re offering, Jungkook won’t have it.
“No.”
He shakes his head immediately.
“Yes,” you say quietly, through your voice wavers. “I think it’s what’s best for right now.”
“What does this even mean?” he asks, pushing back in his seat slightly. “A break for what? So you can go find somebody else? Forget about me?”
The accusation stings, mostly because of how afraid he sounds.
You stand slowly, fingers reaching for your purse. “I need space, Jungkook.”
The words feel cruel leaving your mouth.
You turn toward the restaurant doors, exhaustion finally catching up to you. You just want to go home. Crawl into bed. Stop feeling everything at once.
But Jungkook isn’t ready to let the conversation end.
“Baby…”
His hand closes gently around your arm before you can make it far, enough to stop you but not enough to hurt — he would never. Before you can even turn back, he’s already standing in front of you.
“Please don’t do this,” he says, voice cracking around the edges now. His eyes search yours, glossy and pleading in a way that makes this harder than it already is. “Don’t leave me. We can fix this, okay? We’ll figure it out.”
You swallow hard.
“We will,” you say softly, forcing steadiness into your voice. “Just… not tonight, okay?”
just wanted to post this so yall know im still very much here and writing ^_^ this will prolly be posted in june if im quick enough !! obviously inspired by babys seven mv <3
𓊆 ❤︎ 𓊇 ──── seven powerful businessmen have the luxury, the influence and anything they could ever desire — yet none of it makes them feel alive anymore. that is, until they become captivated by a waitress who awakens something inside them for the first time in years. drawn in by your presence, they offer you one night of passion and pleasure in exchange for money, never expecting it to end in such an unforgettable way.
PAIRING ✦ dom!bts x sub!f.reader
GENRE ✦ gangbang au, BDSM, polyamory, eightsome, porn with little plot, smut, fluff
WARNINGS ✦ 18+, explicit smut, consensual rough sex, eightsome, multiple orgasms and positions, creampie, unprotected sex, free use, semipublic sex, breeding and impregnation kink, degradation, power play, size difference, bondage, reader gets passed around, oral sex (f. receiving), double penetration, triple penetration, vaginal and anal sex, anal training, spanking, impact play (use of hands, belts etc), choking and breath play, possible use of sex toys, overstimulation, forced orgasms, cum inflation and belly bulging, pussy eating and fingering, squirting, wet & messy sex, body worship, dirty talk, fisting and gaping, breast play, mentions of safe word (not used), oral sex (m. receiving), sloppy blowjob, throat fucking, manhandling, use of lube and saliva, cum stuffing, use of belt as a collar, reader takes three cocks at the same time, sweetest loving aftercare, more tags to be added...
WC ✦ 30k+ ( estimated )
NOTE ✦ 5k followers special oneshot as i promised to you babes *MWAAAH*
in which jungkook orders pizza, puts on a movie, and fully expects a normal night in — only to end up with a drunk, straddling, hickey-leaving mess of a girlfriend who can't stop complimenting his jawline, and somehow? he's never been more in love.
pairing: idol!jungkook x drunk!femreader
genre: fluff, established relationship, soft domestic vibes
warning/tags: drunk reader, alcohol consumption, suggestive content (no smut), hickeys, straddling, drunk kissing, jungkook being a sweetheart, soft boundaries, pet names, fluff, established relationship, secret idol relationship, lowkey chaotic reader x calm jungkook
wc: oneshot (2k)
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the seoul night skyline glittered beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows, a million city lights blurred into soft halos against the inky black.
inside, the house was a sanctuary of low, warm light and the kind of comfortable silence that only exists between two people who have nothing left to prove to each other.
jungkook, in his signature uniform of a loose, washed-out gray sweatshirt and black shorts, was sprawled on one end of the massive sectional sofa. his hair, still slightly damp from a post-practice shower, fell in soft, dark waves over his forehead.
across from him, curled up with her socked feet tucked under a plush throw blanket, was you.
the coffee table was a glorious battlefield of late-night cravings.
the iconic red-and-white box of pizza, half-demolished, sat next to a bucket of golden, crispy fried chicken that still radiated warmth. little plastic containers held pools of creamy ranch, spicy gochujang sauce, and a sweet honey mustard dip.
jungkook cradled a tall, frosty glass of draft beer, a thin trail of condensation sliding down its side, while you hugged a large glass of cold peach iced tea, the ice cubes clinking softly every time you shifted.
“okay, okay,” jungkook said, pointing a piece of pepperoni pizza at the screen where the movie’s opening credits had just ended. “this part? this is the best part. just watch his face.”
you squinted at the screen, watching a grizzled detective stare down a suspect. “he just blinked, koo.”
“it’s not just a blink, baby,” he insisted, his doe eyes wide with sincerity as he took a bite.
he chewed, wiped a stray smear of tomato sauce from the corner of his lip with his thumb, and then pointed at the screen again.
“it’s the micro-expression of a man who has seen too much. the slight twitch in his jaw. the weariness. it’s called acting.”
you snorted, tearing off a piece of juicy fried chicken and dipping it liberally into the ranch. “and you would know about micro-expressions, mr. ‘i-have-three-different-faces-for-every-second-of-a-performance’?”
he grinned, a flash of bunny teeth that melted your heart every single time. “exactly. i’m a professional observer of human emotion. now hush, the dialogue is crucial.”
and so the night went. a rhythm you knew by heart.
he’d dissect a scene, you’d tease him for overthinking a simple action movie. you’d steal a piece of his chicken, he’d retaliate by stealing a sip of your iced tea and making a face because it was ‘too sweet’.
he told you about a new choreography he was struggling with, his hands moving through the air to illustrate a particularly difficult transition. you told him about the ridiculous argument your coworker got into over the last cup of office coffee.
he laughed, a real, full-bellied laugh that crinkled his eyes, and reached over to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, his fingers lingering on your jaw for a second longer than necessary.
“i’m glad you’re here,” he said, his voice softer now, meant only for the space between you.
“me too,” you replied, your heart doing a little flip.
even after all this time, the quiet intimacy of these nights still felt like a secret superpower. just jeon jungkook, the biggest star in the world, bare-faced and giggling over pizza grease with his girlfriend.
the movie progressed. the pizza box was reduced to crumbs. the chicken bucket held only a lone, abandoned drumstick. as the on-screen hero prepared for the final, explosive showdown, you found your attention wandering from the screen to the glass in jungkook’s hand.
the golden liquid, the thin layer of foam. he’d always said it was an acquired taste, a ‘grown-up’ drink. you’d always been content with your sweet, predictable beverages. but tonight, watching the light catch the amber depths, a spark of mischief ignited in your chest.
you reached over, your fingers brushing his as you gently tugged the glass from his hand.
he looked at you, one eyebrow raised. “baby?”
“i want to try it,” you said, bringing the glass to your nose. it smelled of bread and something floral, with a sharp, hoppy bite underneath.
he knew you.
he knew your history of getting dizzy after one glass of wine at the company dinner. “you have the tolerance of a hamster,” he said, a warning laced with affection. “you won’t like it.”
“you don’t know that,” you challenged, already tilting the glass.
the first sip was.. a betrayal.
a bitter, carbonated shock that made your tongue recoil. you grimaced, your whole face scrunching up like you’d bitten into a lemon. jungkook laughed, a low, knowing chuckle.
“told you,” he said, gently taking the glass back.
but a stubborn part of you refused to accept defeat. it wasn’t about the taste anymore. it was about the tiny rebellion.
so, over the next twenty minutes, while he was engrossed in the movie’s climax—explosions and dramatic music filling the room—you became a ninja.
a very clumsy, very obvious ninja.
every time he set his glass down on the coaster, your hand would dart out a minute later, and you’d take a quick, furtive sip. gulp, actually.
the bitterness started to fade, replaced by a warm, spreading fuzziness that felt like sinking into a heated blanket. your limbs got heavier. your thoughts got.. wobbly.
the second the movie’s end credits rolled, a triumphant orchestral swell filling the silence, jungkook turned to you to make a comment about the final plot twist. he stopped.
you were staring at him. not your normal, soft, adoring stare. this was a laser-focused, slightly cross-eyed, intense look.
your cheeks were flushed a deep, rosy pink, and your lips were parted in a lazy, dreamy smile.
“you’re drunk,” he stated, not a question. He looked at his glass, which was now conspicuously empty. “you drank almost all of it.”
“m’not drunk,” you slurred, the words melting into each other. “m’warm. and you look.. shiny?”
he sighed, but there was no annoyance in it. only a deep, boundless fondness. “okay, baby. movie’s over. time for bed.”
he started to shift, to stand up and offer you a hand, but you were faster. or, more accurately, you were more recklessly determined. in a movement that was equal parts clumsy and graceful, you swung a leg over his thighs and settled squarely onto his lap, straddling him.
your hands landed on his broad shoulders for balance, and your face was suddenly very, very close to his.
his hands, acting on pure instinct, came up to rest on your waist, his fingers spanning the curve of your hips. he was steady, a solid anchor beneath your sudden, stormy chaos.
“whoa there, angel,” he murmured, his thumbs drawing small, soothing circles on your sides. “you’re a bit tipsy.”
you shook your head, which was a mistake because it made the room spin pleasantly. you leaned in, your nose brushing against his. “no. I’m looking at you. Really looking.”
your words were a syrupy, honeyed drawl. “you’re so pretty, jungkook. like.. so pretty. it’s not fair.” your fingers traced the line of his jaw, the shell of his ear.
“when you work out? and your arms get all.. grrr?” you made a sound that was supposed to be a growl but came out more like a kitten’s mew.
“i wanna bite your biceps. and when you’re on stage.. oh my god.” you closed your eyes, a shiver running through you.
“when you do that thing with your hips? or when you throw your head back and your neck is all there, all sweaty and gorgeous? i almost die. every single time. the stylist noonas have to fan me. they think it’s the heat from the lights.”
he was trying so hard to keep a straight face, to be the responsible one, but a laugh was bubbling in his chest. your unfiltered, drunken rambling was the most adorable thing he’d ever witnessed.
“and you’re so cute when you sleep,” you continued, your voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper.
“your mouth falls open a little bit. and you make these little.. mmph sounds.” you poked his chest with a finger for emphasis.
“and when you brush your teeth? you just wander around, looking all fluffy and domestic. i look at you and i just want to.. eat you. like, just nom nom nom.” you mimed biting his cheek, and he finally let the laugh out, a soft, breathy sound of pure delight.
“yeah?” he whispered, his eyes sparkling.
“yeah,” you breathed, and then you kissed him.
it wasn't a tentative, sober kiss. it was a needy, open-mouthed, slightly sloppy collision of lips. you tasted like peach iced tea and bitter beer, a strange but intoxicating combination. your fingers threaded into his hair, tugging gently.
then your lips were on the move, trailing a hot, wet path from the corner of his mouth, down the sharp line of his jaw, to the strong column of his neck.
you found the spot just below his ear, the one you knew drove him crazy, and you sucked. hard. he felt the sting of a forming bruise, a hickey blooming like a dark flower on his skin.
“baby,” he breathed, his hands tightening on your waist. not pushing you away, just.. holding on.
you didn’t listen. you kissed your way down to his collarbone, nipping at the skin visible in the wide neck of his sweatshirt. you pulled the fabric aside and left another mark. you were a woman on a mission, a chaotic, love-drunk little menace.
you grew impatient.
your hands left his shoulders and grabbed his wrists. he felt your small, warm hands wrap around his, and then you were pulling, guiding, placing his palms squarely on your chest, right over your heart that was hammering like a trapped bird.
you looked up at him, your eyes hazy and pleading. “touch me,” you whispered, your voice raw. “please? do something. anything. i need..”
he went very still. the air in the room changed, charged with a different kind of electricity.
but he didn’t move his hands. he just looked at you, his dark eyes soft and full of a love so profound it seemed to absorb all the light in the room.
he leaned in, pressing a single, impossibly gentle kiss to your forehead. then your nose. then each of your closed eyelids.
“no, baby,” he said, his voice a low, steady rumble. “not tonight.”
you whined, a small, frustrated sound, and tried to wiggle in his lap.
he shushed you, one hand coming up to cradle the back of your head, guiding it to rest against his shoulder. “you’re drunk, my love. my dizzy, adorable, chaos-gremlin. and i love you too much to do anything you might not remember perfectly in the morning.”
he started to rock you, a gentle, swaying motion. “tomorrow, if you still want to, you can ask me again. and i’ll say yes. a thousand times, yes. but right now? you need water, and you need sleep.”
he shifted, scooping you up into his arms as if you weighed nothing. you let out a surprised squeak, your arms automatically looping around his neck, your face burying itself in the warm, safe curve of his shoulder.
you could feel the steady, powerful beat of his heart against your side.
he carried you to the bedroom, the city lights now a soft, silver glow through the sheer curtains. he laid you down on the cool sheets, pulled a glass of water from the bedside table, and made you drink half of it.
he helped you out of your jeans, pulled his own oversized t-shirt over your head, and tucked you under the duvet like a child.
you were already half-asleep, the world a fuzzy, warm blur. you felt him climb in next to you, felt his arm snake around your waist and pull you back against the solid wall of his chest. he was warm. he was safe. he was yours.
“my little lightweight,” he whispered, his lips brushing the shell of your ear. “my pretty, perfect, messy drunk.”
you mumbled something incoherent that was supposed to be “love you.”
he smiled into your hair. “i love you more, baby. even when you’re trying to give me a heart attack.”
he pressed one last, lingering kiss to your shoulder, and let the quiet of the night and the rhythm of your breathing lull him to sleep, holding you like you were the most precious, fragile, and utterly chaotic thing in his entire universe.
and to him, you were.
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jeongguk x f!reader drabble. filthy smut. 3.8k
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you’re not sure where this vlogging obsession of his started, but it’s been infecting your whole entire life in an annoyingly endearing way.
it started with the late night snacks, you waking up to him sitting cross legged by the coffee table, halfway through a bowl of shin ramyun, a bluetooth mic warm in his palm with his voice dramatically belting out another pop song crackling through the speakers.
you would ask if he’s live, and he would shake his head, already offering you a spare bowl he made while you slept. you two would eat together, and he would force you to sing sometimes. your parts got edited out, of course, but he would keep those clips just for himself.
then it was the bikes. you already knew your boyfriend would be a problem after the first bike he got, but now he has four, maybe five; and it’s given you more mini heart attacks than you can count.
by one of the floor-to-ceiling windows, you would sit and sip some warm cocoa, look out at the nice view like an old lady, try to finally find some reprieve from the constant headaches you get from this man.
he’s gone god knows where, said he was going to film again. you expected him to head to the store, maybe vlog a grocery run, or invade namjoon’s privacy again. what you did not expect was your boyfriend all but skidding down the street right below you, one hand on the handle, and the other steadying a camera in front of him, trying to get a good angle.
you weren’t sure whether to call the cops, your therapist, or his mother. eventually, you shut him down by ringing his phone, and he shut you up by making you squirt twice.
eventually, it trickled into the showers. him wet, hair messy and soaking, making weird faces, furrowing his brows, toothbrush wedged between lips as he stands there in all his half-naked glory. shorts on, of course, because he said his ass is too fat to be given out for free.
those specific scenes you would be bothered by, if he didn’t give you the vip exclusive cuts of him stroking his pretty wet cock after, creaming with your name bouncing off the bathroom walls.
“two more minutes,” you mumble over another layer of brown lip gloss, smacking your lips for the nth time, and you squint at your reflection. then reaching for your eyeliner pen again—“pretty girl, you said that seven minutes ago.” his voice rumbles from behind.
the whine that leaves you makes him whine an even higher, even whinier whine.
your boyfriend sits on his bed bare-chested, grey sweatpants, tattoos out and glowing in the warm light, hair perfectly tousled — the whole effortless pussy-popper-9000 look — phone already propped up with one of his ridiculously expensive black tripods.
there isn’t an ounce of annoyance in his eyes though; just warm, gooey pools of affection for you. you. you.
“c’mere. beautiful baby,” he resorts to making grabby hands at you, which you catch in the mirror of the vanity he put in his room just for you. he’s making gross kissy sounds, beckoning you over like he would his dog bam.
you roll your eyes, and yet, you’re already setting down the pen and making your way to him.
“look who it is!” he’s clapping now, of fucking course he is, beaming at you as you approach. his hands then start drumming over his thighs, like some entrance fanfare for a princess — which you absolutely are in his eyes.
his lip tucks under his teeth immediately, as soon as you make contact, your hand holding onto his shoulder for a brief second just to steady yourself, before settling down on his lap like he’d instructed. and he’s already excited.
jeongguk is warm, and his scent engulfs you like a hug, and it soothes your nerves, even for a moment. you’re soft in his hands, always so soft; and his arms find your middle — you both melt into each other instinctively.
you’re met with a 4k 60fps view of yourself and him, shot wide to capture the way your thighs spread over his, and the way his silhouette swallows yours.
his shoulders go on for days, and his milky skin contrasts beautifully with the black tank top you (barely) have on. he squeezes around your tummy, making both of you laugh like idiots.
you look good together, real good. you lean in slightly, turning your head and pursing your lips to examine your makeup, when your vision is soon obstructed by one large, tattooed hand reaching up and cupping both your cheeks.
he grabs your face, touch gentle but firm as he squeezes lightly, and from what you can see on the screen — god, he’s fucking delighted. “so so prettyyy. what a pretty girl, no?” he coos, eyes crinkling at the corners as he gives one of his eyebrow-smiles.
you’re seething, and also soaking, kinda. he doesn’t need to know that.
“you’re actually the worst ever,” you grunt, trying to sound mean but it’s muffled by the pout he’s forced you into. both your hands have to wrap around his wrist just to wrestle his stupidly strong, stupidly veiny hand off your face, which you manage to do, but it’s no use.
“yeah? you promise?” he’s fucking giggling, proud of it, proud of your little attempts to resist him because you both know you can’t.
his other hand reaches over to gently pat your cheek, before pinching it lovingly; which earns him another whine. and he just loves it. he adores it so much you can feel it right under your thigh. his cock is thrumming in his boxers, heart so full as he leans over to press a big, wet, smooch to your other cheek.
ugh. “just start the damn video.”
after a few more pokes to your face with some odd, boyish explosion sound effects, he finally concedes, hips shifting under you.
one arm — very obvious and very unnecessary — hooks around your chest, effectively grabbing and squeezing your tit as he moves you like he’s done it a hundred times before.
he has. and like a hundred times before, you cuss him out for it.
until his free hand moves, his finger pressing to his lips, which, unfortunately, shuts you up pretty quick.
his thumb hits the record button, and he’s shifting you back, though his grip doesn’t loosen, just slips down to your waist, where he pulls you even closer.
“today, i am joined by the scariest, sexiest, most murderous force of nature i know—” “aaand you are going to end up six feet under,” you’re already crossing your arms, eyes narrowing at him through the screen. his brows pinch, looking to the camera and his imaginary viewers, shrugging in a told you so kinda manner, even as his hands start massaging over your shoulders slowly.
“see, this recording is actually for my safety rather than my enjoyment.”
he props his chin over your shoulder, and his little quip is pathetic. he’s pathetic. but knowing jeongguk, he would own that title like a fuckin’ badge of honor, too. you let out a huff, relaxing into his touch as your eyes flutter shut.
but jeongguk doesn’t like that. he clicks his tongue, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head, lips brushing your hair as he nudges you with his nose to look back at the camera. “c’mon. introduce yourself, mama?”
your head falls forward, a smile tugging on your lips as you avoid the camera. “hello, i’m y/n, this is my clingy pet dog. bye.”
your lack of enthusiasm makes him chuckle, breath hot against your skin. you are sooo stubborn and he just loves you like this. “damn right.” he growls right behind your ear, which is insane considering his eyes peek out from behind you, all wide and innocent.
even as he’s clearly ogling at your cleavage and your pretty face on the screen.
his hands move from your waist, sliding up higher, and you, begrudgingly, uncross your arms, earning you another gravelly ‘good girl’ and a wet kiss to your temple. he’s already cupping your breasts, squeezing and bouncing them for the camera, the creamy flesh ripples under his handling.
it’s embarrassing, your face flushing pink as he toys with your tits, and you’re just letting him, biting back whimpers and whines with every punishing squeeze. “mn, koo—”
one hand slides upward from your breast, lightly smacking your cheek again before settling around your throat. the suddenness making your breath hitch, eyes rolling back for a moment as you tried to steady yourself. a breathless huff of laughter leaves you, in another futile attempt to sound mean.
“freak..” you hiss.
he only grinned, a wicked, lopsided thing. "mhm? and what else?" he murmured, his voice a deep rasp.
without so much as a beat to let you respond, he catches your lower lip between his fingers and pushed his thumb past your teeth, filling your mouth and muffling your indignant protests into soft, wet sounds of submission.
rude.
jeongguk is having the time of his life, his hand a heavy weight on your neck, not to choke you, no; but anchor you to him.
he can do the choking later.
his gaze is doe-like and adoring, shimmering with pure, unadulterated joy; glowing with a soft, manic sort of adoration that makes your heart ache even as he's being a total menace.
using his firm grip, he moves your head to get a better look at you and fuck. “fuck, look at you. look at my girl.” a heavy throb pulses straight through his cock, it almost hurts. “you are so pretty.”
his tone is dripping with honey through gritted teeth, disgustingly, aggressively sweet even as his thumb is pressed deep into your mouth.
the thick, delicious intrusion forces you to suckle on it, glaring at him through lashes that were already growing damp. you’re trying to maintain some semblance of that pride, but to him you’re just cute. so fucking cute.
“today,” he starts and reaches down, his fingers hooking under the hem of your black tank top. he doesn't ask; he just peels the fabric upward, dragging the soft cotton over the curve of your stomach and up, up, until your breasts are bared to the cool air and his gaze.
and he gives you that look. that deeply terrifying look that always ends with you in a messy, sticky heap. it’s manic, it’s a hunger that borderlines on holy despite the mischief dancing in his eyes.
he is so, so incredibly gone for you.
he lets out another breathy, jagged laugh.
“we’re gonna see how long it takes to completely break you, aren't we?" he whispers, the challenge hanging in the air like a dare. "how long can i ruin my girl before i finally lose it?" his nose nuzzled back into your hair.
you can’t even process the sheer audacity of his words, you’re struggling to breathe around the pad of his digit when—
smack!
the sound of his palm hitting the underside of your breast is sharp and loud in the quiet room, the sting sending a delicious, jolting shock straight to your clit.
the sting is sharp, a sudden burst of heat that makes your toes curl and your eyes water, but he doesn't give you a second to recover. his expression tells you he’s enjoying your discomfort far too much. then another, smack, right to the other breast.
you protest around his finger, but his grip is so strong and his hand is so heavy.
he gives in another light smack, before grabbing it roughly and squeezing, sending you choking around a sob. “b-baby mmff, please— mmnnn!”
he watches the way your skin flushes, the way your nipple hardens into a tight, dark peak from the sudden sting, and he lets out a soft, triumphant giggle that is entirely too affectionate for the way he’s looking at you.
"hold the camera, baby," he commands, his voice a low, honeyed growl that leaves no room for argument.
he nods his head to the device, forcing you to reach out with a trembling hand to angle it the way he wants.
“that’s it, you listen so well f’me sweet girl,” he peppers kisses over your shoulder, “right on your pussy. show ‘em those cute little panties.”
you would roll your eyes, but you just obey, the hand in your throat and thumb in your mouth a constant reminder of who’s in charge right now. it’s shaky, but it gets the job done, the phone held down low to show off the pretty, expensive black lace that did very little to hide the wetness pooling on your lips.
“fuuuuck, look at that,” he breathes out, mouthing at the juncture of your neck as he stares down at the screen. “god, why are you so fuckin’ sexy, huh? so fuckin’ lucky.” as you struggle to maintain your hold on the camera, your knuckles turning white, you feel his hand leave your breast.
down your waist, down your navel, down the soft curve which he squeezes lovingly. down, down, down.
his fingers come into view on the camera, pressing two into the lace, watching, his jaw falling slack as your lips make a soft, filthy squelch. the dampness only spreads.
“ohhh fuck, sweet girl,” you both whine, like the sight itself is breaking you both.
his thumb presses harder into your mouth, a silent command to keep sucking, to keep staying quiet and good while he works. his hand is a hot, heavy intrusion between your thighs, his fingers sliding past the damp, silken folds of your heat to find the center of your ache.
the moment he touches you, the moment his fingertip brushes against your swollen clit you feel your entire body lurch. you’re trying so hard to keep the camera steady, to keep the frame focused, but as he begins to rub you with a slow, punishingly deliberate pressure, your hand begins to slip.
he sees it, of course; he sees everything.
“don’t let go, baby, come on. you can do it,” his fingers slow, circling aching little figures around your swollen clit, and you buck your hips in an attempt to meet his hand. “k-kooooo—mmmff,” his thumb is now pressing inside your cheek, stretching your lips open for the camera as your noises spill out. “come on, fix the camera. show ‘em how good my girl is, yeah?”
blinking back tears, your grip tightens around the tripod again, the material biting into your palm — and you almost fucking let go because he speeds up all of a sudden. “mnnn ohh— oh my god!”
having your lips pulled open, your spit dribbles down your chin and around his hand, and the disgusting, wet feeling only spurs him on, practically ripping the lace out the way as two thick fingers plunge into your pretty pussy, his thumb relentless against your clit.
“thaaat’s right, that’s my good girl,” he hisses, eyes narrowed and zoned right in on the way your velvety walls suck him in. so fucking needy.
you can only respond with throaty little mewls, trying to hide your face in his neck as he works you open up close and personal, all in high definition.
you feel so fucking exposed, so vulnerable, so disgusting — his hand around your throat tightens, making you gasp and choke for air. his other hand pulls out, and you find tears welling up in your eyes again, head jerking in betrayal, “y-you fucking—”
the slap is sharp, a stinging crack that echoes in the quiet room, and the heat of it goes straight to your tummy as you yelp.
your inner thigh is already flushed, the skin sensitive and tender, but the impact of his hand slick, hot, and heavy with your own sticky juices is enough to make your vision blur. the sensation of his wet palm meeting your skin is so visceral, so unapologetically messy, that a fresh sob hitches in your throat.
he slaps you again. and again, for good measure.
"look at the camera, sweet girl. please?" he coos, his voice a devastating contrast to the sting he just delivered. it’s so sweet, so honeyed and adoring, as if he hadn't just punished you for your momentary lapse in composure.
“don’t hide. show them how much you're enjoying this for me. look at the screen, princess."
you’re fucking shivering.
your face hot and tear streaked, you force your heavy eyelids open. you feel so fucking gross, your lips are swollen and glistening with saliva, your hair is a mess, and you can feel the dampness of your own slick coating his hand.
but as you look back down to where the phone is angled, jeongguk is right there, his face hovering just inches from yours. his dark eyes are round and sparkly, filled with that worshipful light.
"there she fuckin’ is," he breathes, a low, ragged sound that vibrates in the air between you. he presses a messy kiss to your cheek. "my pretty girl. so fucking pretty. look at those eyes.. so wide and beautiful for me."
"j-jeongguk, please," you babble, the corner of your mouth is sore from his digit still pressing you open; the words coming out in broken, frantic whimpers.
your free hand clutches at the bedsheets, his hair, his bicep — anything — as the tension in your lower belly reaches a breaking point. “k-koo! hhnnn baby fuckfuckfuck,” “yes? yes my pretty girl?”
too much; the friction, the pressure, the sheer intensity of being watched and handled like this in front of a camera. "gonna— oh god, koo, g-gonna cum! i’m gonna cum, please!"
"yeah? gonna cum for koo?" his hand finally, finally leaves your face, letting you suck in a deep breath, still covered in sticky sweat and your saliva fucking everywhere.
you’re not sure what’s worse, the smears of your expensive brown lip gloss on his hand, or the way he sucks on his own thumb, making a show of swirling his tongue around it, tasting your spit before reaching down to help you film. like it was the most normal thing ever.
it makes your pussy clench, and you both wince.
“give it to me, mama. please?” he leans in, pressing a tender, lingering kiss to the curve of your shoulder, his lips soft against your heated skin even as his fingers suddenly become a blur of motion between your thighs, making you fucking scream as you squirm. it’s too much. too much. too much.
he’s working you with a ruthless, rhythmic precision, his thumb grinding against your clit in a way that feels like it’s trying to pull the very soul out of you — and the dirtiest thing somehow is the happiness on his face as he’s doing it.
through your tears you can make out his smile, his tongue poking out like he’s concentrated on a sketch rather than making his pretty girlfriend fall apart in a wet, hot mess.
the cherry on top? as he fucks into your sopping cunt, the filthiest noises filling the warm air around you, he’s peering down into the camera from over your shoulder.
and he, with all the audacity in the fucking world, winks.
the climax hits you like a physical blow, a violent, tectonic shift that shatters your remaining strength. you let out a high, keening wail, your back arching so sharply it feels like you might snap.
your vision explodes into white light as the first massive wave of release erupts from you. you feel the hot, forceful spray of your juices drenching his hand and splashing against the sheets, and the floor. a torrential outpouring of pure, unbridled ecstasy.
you’re shaking, sobbing, your entire body convulsing in the throes of a squirt so intense it feels like you’re being emptied out entirely.
and through the haze of your undoing, through the tears and the gasps and the sheer, overwhelming sensation of being broken open, you see him. he’s watching you instead of the camera, his eyes locked on you. his girl. as he captures every messy, beautiful second of your surrender.
a wide, enamored, and utterly obsessed grin is plastered on his face. he’s watching his masterpiece unfold in real time, and he looks like he’s never been more proud in his entire life.
“oh my god, you’re the cutest thing ever,” he’s giggling. he made you squirt all over and he’s fucking giggling.
after the first initial spray, he pulls his fingers out, only to plunge them back in, easily now, from all the wetness and slick, pushing, flicking against that spot with just the right pressure, to pull another spray from you. his eyes glued to your teary face, brows furrowed and lips still pulled in that stupid smile as he tries to soak in every single reaction.
“koo, baby, nghhhh, you’re so—“ you grit out through your teeth, thighs trembling violently, as the pleasure and stinging pain blend together so bad, your eyeliner is washed clean off by now.
he pulls out, goes back in for another, pulling a tinier fountain out of you,
and then another — but you’re pushing, pounding weakly against his forearm, and he finally stops. his hand resting, cupping over your creamy, puffy pussy.
there’s nothing but your breathing for a moment, and the thrum of your heartbeats racing in the aftermath.
he sets the camera back on the table in front of you, angling it low so it still catches every last drop of your release dripping down your thighs. his hand, the one drenched in your squirt, reaches up again, finding its place back on your neck the to tilt your head the way he wants and kiss you.
it’s wet, it’s messy, and so so soft, so so loving. his piercing cools the heat of your swollen lips as he sucks on your tongue playfully, before it’s your turn to smack him away.
“mm, you did so good. you’re so fucking pretty. so fucking sweet.” he praises, genuinely lovesick. “my little porn star.”
your breathing fans his face, and he kisses you again. can’t get enough of you.
“are we gonna count that as one? or three?” you question, the teasing lilt returning to your voice as you glance at the still-recording phone, a few specks of your release glistening on the screen.
he hums for a moment, looking at the device before turning back, that grin of his turning cocky, proud.
“one, definitely one. ‘m far from done with you, mama.”
“i fucking hate you.”
you both let out a deep sigh, and share another deep, lingering kiss, before he’s freeing his huge, heavy, aching cock, and tightening his hand back around your throat with a smooch to your temple.
lord pray for this man’s storage.
note: whipped this up in like 4 hours. i’m not a smut writer at all. was very horny. won’t happen again. bye
synopsis: while bts is on tour in your city, you’re lucky enough to run into jungkook and jimin at the restaurant you worked at. as the eager and sweet fan you were, you kindly asked for an autograph and enthused them about attending their concert later that week. after giving you their autograph, a note and phone number is left for you to call.
wc: 10.4k
warnings: strictly 18+. threesome. dub con. oral sex, vaginal sex, light anal play, signing an nda, extremely filthy dirty talk, hard dom jimin, soft dom jungkook, subspace, submissive reader, teasing, dumbification, sex tapes, sadist behaviors, masochist behaviors, slapping, choking, alcohol influence, etc.
The dining room was close to empty. Outside of the kitchen staff and the two other waiters, you were the only person here. Leaning against a table, you had just finished cleaning. Only 2 booths were filled. Lunch time was roughly over as it was approaching 1pm. The bell to your restaurant rang and two masked men walked inside. Black masks and dark caps, with hoodies and black sweats adorning the two figures.
Your coworker, Sarah approached the men with an awkward smile. “Welcome in, table for 2?” she questioned as she pulled out two menus from the hostess stand. The men nodded their heads and followed her to their table calmly.
“All yours,” she whispered to you as she passed by, tapping your shoulder quickly. Your head jolted and faced the table in the corner by the window. You eyed the men eerily, trying to make out some type of image of what they may look like. You approached the table with a smile, pulling out your notepad and pen. “Hey guys, welcome in. I’m y/n, I'm gonna be serving you today,” you beamed with your best customer service voice.
The man to the right, with big doe eyes locked onto your figure. Sizing you up and down slowly, before tapping the table and whispering in Korean to get the attention of the other man. Blonde peeking through his cap, his eyes making their way to yours meeting your sweet gaze. Then, realization hit you. That was Park Jimin and Jeon Jungkook of BTS. The group you’ve been stanning for years. The group you’ve been pulling overtime shifts at this dead restaurant to afford tickets to their concert this weekend. The group with only the hottest men you’ve ever seen in your life, and 2 of them were right in front of your face.
You smiled. Hard. Your face grew hot, and there was a lump in your throat. You attempted to keep cool. They were here to eat, probably just landed from their flight. Only 3 days until their concert and today must’vebeen their only day off before preparation.
“Ahem, we’re going to have two waters and two beers,” Jungkook spoke, his deep voice hitting your ears like a soft melodic tune. His voice was deeper than you thought. Once it registered that he was speaking to you, you quickly jotted down the request.
“T-two beers, and water, uhm okay,” you stammered. Nice way to keep your cool. Right...
A chuckle erupts from Jimin. Another quit statement in Korean is exchanged between the two men. “She must be army,” he mentions to Jungkook, receiving a quick nod. You didn’t know what they said. Not that it was your business, but it did make you nervous. You nodded your head before turning your heel and walking to the kitchen.
Your mind was racing and your heart was beating out of its chest. Jungkook and Jimin were in your city. In your restaurant. And you were their waitress. Literally, what did you do to deserve this luck? You knew you wanted to make an impression. A subtle one. Just making sure they had a nice warm meal, received amazing service, and of course asking for a quick autograph.
You walked back to their table with a tray filled with their beverages, setting them in down with a kind smile. “Here are your beverages, are we looking to get any appetizers today? Nachos, mozzarella sticks, wings?”
The men removed their masks once the drinks hit the table. You almost gasped at the sight. It was really them. Truly them. God, they were beautiful. Their faces bare, lips plump, and eyes are so enticing. Jimin smiled at you, thanking you for the beverages. Jungkook nodded his head, immediately taking a swig of his beer.
“The BBQ wings seem good. We’ll take that for our appetizers please,” Jimin asked. His eyes are focusing on yours. His dark orbs meet with your enamored ones. You stared for almost a second too long. “Wings, got it. Are you guys ready to order any entrees?” You questioned, scanning along the menu with them.
“Ah, the bacon burger, how do you like it?” Jungkook questioned his finger trailing along the meal. You cleared your throat quietly before thinking about it. “It’s really popular, and I order it sometimes on break if I’m really hungry, it’s kind of a lot,” you responded honestly. Your voice coming out meeker than you intended, but at least you didn’t stutter this time.
“Hyung, I'm gonna get that,” Jungkook mentioned to Jimin before closing his menu and handing it to you. You accepted the booklet with both hands and a smile. “Bacon burger meal, and for you Jimin?” You asked before dramatically covering your mouth.
His ears piqued at the calling of his name. A sly grin is given as he looks up to your embarrassed expression. “Told you, I knew she was army,” Jimin poked at Jungkook. Another cheeky grin reciprocated from him as well.
You were a bit flustered now. How could you have been dumb enough to say his name aloud? Fuck your life.
“I’m so so, so sorry, I didn’t want to bother you guys, I know how hard it is on tour, and I just wanted to give you guys good service- “you rambled profusely before hearing some shushing noise.
“It’s okay, you’ve been very respectful and kind since we’ve been here. No worries,” Jungkook assured, hushing you from your obviously embarrassed self. “We love seeing army always, and we’re glad you’re the one serving us today,”
You sighed in relief. Your hand over your chest as if you were about to have a panic attack.
Jimin chuckled as he closed his menu and handed it to you. “I’ll take the steak sandwich and fries please. Thank you so much,” he placed his hand over his chest and bowed to you as you accepted the menu, bowing back. “I’ll make sure your orders are out as quick and fresh as possible,” you assured before turning away and speed walking to the kitchen, almost tripping on the way in.
After pacing around the back of the kitchen and waiting impatiently for the food, the dishes were finally ready. As you headed back to the table, the men were in deep conversation in their native tongue over their empty glasses of beer.
“BBQ wings, Bacon burger… and the steak sandwich with fries,” you announced, placing the dishes amongst the tables for the men to enjoy.
The kind men bowed their heads before you, taking in the meals. “I’ll be back later with your bill. Enjoy your meal,” you bid. The men gave you a small nod and smile while they began to dig into their food. On your way to the register, your manager came to you whilst you rang up their meals.
“You seem to be in a good mood,” he noted. “Do all our customers have to be cute to receive good service from you?” He sarcastically remarked, earning a scorning expression from you.
“They were kind, so I was kind back,” you blankly responded as you printed the receipt and took the pen from the counter.
“You know, if you kept this behavior up more with our clientele, I would be more willing to give you more shifts,” his rude remarked pierced your ears. You hated Mr. Paul. He was stuck up, rude, and passive-aggressive always. You weren’t always the nicest waiter, but it was always because he annoyed you during your shifts.
Your plan was that after making the money back from the concert, you would quit and find a new job.
But life unfortunately isn’t always going according to plan, sometimes you had to sacrifice your sanity for an extra buck.
You walked back over to the table with the receipt and pen in hand, and the warmest smile you could conjure. To your surprise, the plates were almost completely empty. God, they must’ve been starved from that plane ride.
“Hi guys, no rush. Here’s your bill and a pen whenever you’re ready,” you sat the booklet down on the edge of the wooden top and began to compile the empty plates and glasses.
“Thank you for the amazing service,” Jimin remarked as he wiped his fingers clean from the sauce of the wings.
You nodded your head; arms filled with the dishes. “Of course, I’ll be back to have you guys out on your way”.
You walked back swiftly to the kitchen almost launching the ceramics into the sink, heading straight for your purse in the back where the employee lockers were. Rummaging to find anything, anything for them to sign. Not that you were owed an autograph, but God didn’t you want to try.
Oddly enough, you found an OT7 photocard you’ve kept in your wallet for the past few years. It was a little rough around the edges, but it would work.
Heading back to their table, you picked up the checkbook and found a whopping amount of cash inside. Double the total that was owed.
“Oh- I think you guys read this wrong; this is too much-”
“It's all for you. Your tip,” Jungkook answered quickly, his boba eyes creasing with an assuring look of gratitude. “Please accept it. You’ve been so amazing,”
You wanted to collapse. This could easily be merch money, grocery money, enough to get you by for a few weeks. You bowed kindly, uttering jumbles of “thank you’s” for their kindness.
“I uhm, I know you guys have to go, but is it okay if you sign this for me?” you awkwardly asked as you pulled out your photocard, handing it to Jimin who sweetly took the image from you.
“Of course, are you coming out to the concert this weekend?” He asked as he picked up the pen that was still on the table, writing out his initials before handing it to Jungkook who did the same.
“Y-yes, both days. I worked so much overtime to try and get enough to go, and I just am so incredibly grateful to have the opportunity to see you guys. It was such an honor to serve you guys, I'm so happy you liked the food”
As you rambled, you failed to recognize that Jungkook was taking a significantly longer time to write his signature. A quick smirk was exchanged between the two men before Jungkook’s tatted hand handed you the photocard back.
“We can’t wait to see you then. We hope you enjoy the show,” he bid as they both rose from their seats and waved, heading towards the door. “Take care, thanks again y/n” Jimin wished, the pair exiting the restaurant as you waved timidly.
Your shoulders are relaxed, and a deep breath is released. They were gone, and immediately your heart fell. You couldn’t cry; that would be foolish. But you certainly weren’t happy about it.
You looked down at the photocard, eyes cascading over the printed words. Jimin and Jungkook's signature on your card. They knew your name. Fuck, they knew your name. They tipped you well. They thanked you for serving them. You should be ecstatic.
You flipped over the photocard, and your eyes widened like a deer in headlights, your knees shaking at what you seen. A phone number. A FUCKING phone number. “Text me” and a smiley face were written on the back.
You wanted to throw up, explode, die, and cry all at the same time. Jungkook had given you, his phone number.
Shit, what were you expected to do?
—
You were now lying in your bed, contemplating whether to hit the send button. You’d gotten off work 3 hours ago. Showered, ate, and cried. You were extremely overwhelmed. You met Jimin and Jungkook. They’d given you money. You spoke to them. And now possibly, was about to text Jungkook’s phone.
“Hi! I'm y/n from the restaurant today,”
Simple. Cute. To the point.
One question sat in your mind. Why did they give you their number? Sure, you were sweet but that wasn’t ground enough... you were just working. Not even a small talk level of conversation.
You guess you were going to find out soon enough. Your thumb reluctantly hits the “send” option. You almost threw it. You were a nervous wreck as you waited for the response.
A ding hit.
You check the notification just to realize it's your friends, Alexis and Sam, asking about the concert arrangements for the 100th time. Meeting up, tickets, after party plans, the usual.
You scoffed at the disappointment. Of course, Jungkook wasn’t going to respond in 5 minutes; he was probably busy rehearsing or catching up on some well needed rest.
Before you could even respond to the mess of messages from your group chat, the unsaved number responded back.
“Hey! Hru? Before we continue, I need you to sign this file and send it back to me <3”
A link to a file was sent immediately after. You clicked the PDF and your eyes blankly stared at the document. A non-disclosure agreement PDF from Jeon Jungkook and Park Jimin was lit up amongst your screens.
The agreement reads to never discuss the conversations or interactions that would take place from here on out with the artists. Not verbally. Not through social media. Not to anyone. Ever. It was a seal of privacy between the three of you.
“This isn’t real life,” you told yourself. No babes, it was real. You pinched yourself twice just to make sure. Your mind raced at the possibilities in store. You had a fucking NDA with Jeon Jungkook and Park Jimin. If it was just casually conversation, why would they be urging you to sign one?
But you weren’t dumb. You knew exactly why. They wanted you the same way you wanted them.
Without another thought, you opened the file properly and placed your digital signature on the document before texting it back to him.
After a few moments, the speech bubbles graced your screen again.
“Perfect! So glad you signed baby,”
A flutter rang through your heart at the pet name. You were beginning to melt away at just the slightest sign of flirting. With the NDA being set in place, it was evident what they wanted. Clear as day.
But that didn’t mean you didn’t want to hear it from them.
“I’m your baby now, huh?”
You don’t know where this bold and cheeky side came from. However, you could only hope that it would entice them.
“Ofc darling. Now we can actually safely talk”.
“We can? Bout’ what?”
“When we came in today, me and Jimin thought u were so pretty. We thought about it while we ate, and we wanted to invite you to our hotel this weekend,”
Jaw agape, you couldn’t properly process the information you were being told. Two of the most handsome men alive thought that you were pretty. Fuck that. Not only were you pretty, but they wanted you. Shit, how could you even sit and process this alone?
“Oh, thanks so much <3 I obviously think you guys look great too, lol”
“Lol. Thanks sweetheart. We're gonna send you the info about the place soon. See u after the concert, okay?”
Okay? Like, was this set in stone? You were about to see BTS in concert, and then immediately after, link up with 2 of the members. And the fact was, you only had two days to process this, as well as the fact that you weren’t allowed to speak about it.
“Sounds like a plan, see u there <3”
Jungkook responded with a heart, and that was it for the night.
Another ding came through your phone, opening it to see it was a message from Sam.
“Omg, are you ready to see Jimin??? His long hair, fuck I need him so baddd,”
You giggled before typing back your response.
“Lmfao yeah, def”
Shutting your phone off for the night, your heartbeat finally steadied for the first time all day. Allowing yourself to bask in your luck.
You silently prayed that everything would work out in your favor.
—
“Y/n fuck, its starting!” Alexis screamed as she pointed to the red hazy lights hitting the stage in front of you.
Your trio managed to bag some pretty decent seats for night 1 of your stop of the BTS tour. You could see the screen, and the floor seats clearly. As well as make out the little bodies of each member ahead of you.
Cheers and screams erupted in the stadium; you and Sam were waving your army bongs to the beat of Hooligan while Alexis recorded.
Each member was walking to the stage now, and you could clearly make out each one. V leads the line, then Suga, RM, Jin, J-hope. Finally, you seen the two men who you were looking forward to the most, Jimin and Jungkook. They fell in a position instantly. They looked unbothered, serious stone faced as if this were just another day to them.
For you, it was the complete opposite. You knew you were supposed to be ecstatic, but the impending feeling of being nervous infiltrated your system.
You couldn’t stay still; you couldn’t look at them for too long. Your heart was thumping, as if your chest was about to rupture. The loud screams of the stadium couldn’t even fog your thoughts.
Sam was screaming, holding your hand as she jumped up and down repeatedly.
Alexis couldn’t stabilize her hand enough to record a steady video.
You felt out of place, disoriented.
The beat finally dropped and the stadium erupted. You attempted to sing along and follow in suit with everyone else.
Your eyes lit up as Jungkook graced the screen, singing his iconic line to the song.
You were finally brought back down to Earth. This was real.
Shortly after, Jimin’s figure lit up on the screen as well. His hair flowing beautifully in the wind, his voice booming through the mic.
The fact that you’d been in contact with them over the past 48 hours still didn’t register to you. You still haven’t come up with a plan on how to ditch your friend's post-concert either. All you’d been worried about was your appearance tonight, making sure to shave and exfoliate everywhere, and pack your purse to the brim before leaving your house today. Your hair is perfectly styled, and your outfit is appropriate for whatever comesafterwards. A short black mini dress. Sleeveless, adorned with red lace tights and black kitten heels.
You looked the part. On theme enough to look like you were simply ready to just enjoy a concert tonight. But sexy enough to show that other plans indeed followed afterwards.
The sets keep rolling through the night. Fake Love, Animals, Idol, all your favorites being played.
Now, it was time for the surprise songs of the night.
Sam was begging for Pied Piper, while Alexis begged for Wings. You would settle for anything. You loved the entire discography wholeheartedly and didn’t expect any disappointment. You looked up to the screen to see Jimin smirking at the crowd. “This song next, is dedicated to our beautiful army. You’re special, and this one here for is for you,”
Cheers sparked through the stadium as the first few notes for “House of Cards” began to play.
It was almost ironic. The sensuality building in a matter of moments as Jungkook began to sing the intro. Arguably one of the more sexually enticing songs in their discography being played live. Almost as if it were just for you.
Your friends were in shock at the choice, but not as much as you. That familiar feeling in your body ached again.
You noticed Jimin and Jungkook exchanging sly smirks amongst another on stage. They were cheeky. Most fans wouldn’t expect a thing, but you knew everything already. You couldn't help but think that they were referring to you.
No, you knew they were referring to you.
—
“And when Yoongi’s verse in Aliens came on, oh my god I almost dropped to my knees!” Sam yapped as you three exited the stadium back to the parking lot.
The concert is over and boy, did you have a ball? After your mini-panic attacks, of course.
“Did you see how Namjoon looked at the crowd though? I know this afterparty finna be turnt,” Alexis chimed in as she made her way to her car who was parked next to yours.
You opened the door and feigned a sullen look. “My feet are really killing me in these heels; I don’t think Imma make it tonight” you fake winced as you opened the door. The girls looked at you with furrowed brows of confusion.
“The fuck, you didn’t say anything about your feet hurting before?” Alexis pointed out as she stared at your feet. “Who wears heels to a BTS concert anyways?” Sam inquired.
You shrugged and sat in your vehicle, not allowing anymore room for questions. “I’m sorry, I'll know for tomorrow night’s show I just can’t today,” you pouted as you closed the door and turned on the ignition.
You rolled down your window and waved to your friends. “I have to try to beat traffic and go home asap before my feet actually fucking fall off, I'll catch you tomorrow”
Alexis dropped the situation, waving off to you as she entered her driver's seat.
Sam still wasn’t buying the act, but she didn’t argue. Maybe you did have something better to do than go clubbing with your friends. She didn’t bother intruding.
Once you settled in your car, a string of dings reached your line.
Not texts, a call.
You rolled up your window immediately and picked it up with a sweet tone.
“Hello?”
“Hey baby,”
The voice of honey graced your ears. It was Jimin. He sounded slightly out of breath, completely expected since he was just dancing his heart out for the past 3 hours.
“Hi! Jimin, oh my god it’s good to hear your voice. The concert was so amazing,” you perked, beginning to back out of the parking lot as you put the phone on the speaker.
He chuckled softly on the line. “Glad you enjoyed it. Did you like the surprise song?”
Your heart almost skipped a beat as you bit your lip, thinking about how enticing it was hearing House of Cards, let alone knowing the fact that it was for you to be confirmed now.
“Loved it, think it really sets the tone for tonight,” you assured, your voice going almost quiet.
“Definitely, are you on the way to the hotel? Me and Jungkook can’t wait to see you baby,”
His voice was almost a low growl; you could tell something was working him up. You prayed it was just the thought of you.
“Yes, traffic is gonna be hell, but it’ll be worth it to see you,”
Jimin released a low sigh into the mic. Your thighs clenched at the hushed noise as you drove off into the bustling street.
“Get here soon babe, don’t know how long we can hold off before seeing you,”
“I’ll be there as soon as I can, see you” bid.
“See you soon love,”
The line cuts.
—
You don’t usually drive like a barbarian but tonight was an exception. As safely, but as swiftly as you could, you swerved through traffic with vigor.
The hotel was about 50 minutes out, and you somehow managed to make it there in 30 minutes.
You parked near the exit of the hotel between some trees and a dim light. You sat in your car for an additional 10 minutes, freshening up with some wipes, lotion, deodorant, and sealing the deal with a sweet perfume and your favorite lip gloss.
Just from the outside alone, you could see that this hotel was at the next level. Outside was beautiful. Fountains, valet parking, flowers with names you couldn’t pronounce cascading in the bushes. Beautiful, pavedparking lot and a cobblestone pathway surrounding the building.
Jungkook sent you a text a few moments ago with instructions. “Enter through the back door, one of our security guards will let you in and bring you to our floor.” Simple.
After taking a few deep breaths and turning off your phone's location, you stepped out your vehicle with your purse. Locking the car door and swiftly walking to the back entrance like instructed.
You walked towards the glass door, just to be met with a buff man dressed in all black with a walkie talkie. He eyed you up and down momentarily. “Name?” His gruff voice erupted.
You stammered. “Y-y/n”. As if you were unsure about your own name.
He said something into the walkie-talkie. Of course, in Korean. Momentarily, a deep voice huffed through the speaker of the walkie-talkie. You made it out to be Jungkook’s.
The man signaled his fingers, instructing you to follow him. You did. Swiftly getting into the elevator as he pressed the button for the top floor.
The ride was quiet and almost eerie. He didn’t speak to you, ask about your night, nothing. Just faced forward until the elevator came to a halt, the doors opening to an empty hall cascaded with warm lights and ceramic décor. The wallpaper was old-timey, laced with gold eccentric designs on a cream canvas.
“Room 610, to the right,” the man alerted before closing the elevator door, right as you were about to thank him. They should do better with the security they hire in your humblest opinion.
You furrowed your brows as you timidly searched for the room number. Your fingers made way to your phone, reading the instructions they gave you once more as you reached your destination. They said to knock twice once you arrived.
The door was plain, didn’t stick out compared to any of the other doors in the hall. The only difference was that the suite was tucked away in the furthest corner of the building, as expected. You brought your fist upslowly, knocking shyly twice. Just like they had asked. You nervously gripped your purse, eyes scanning your surroundings. It wasn’t the smartest idea to head to a hotel completely alone on the opposite side of town at midnight. But hey, for BTS you were willing to do arguably worse.
To your surprise, the door opened quickly. Extremely quickly actually, Jungkook stood behind the threshold, hair damp with grey sweats and a white tank. Freshly showered with an excited grin on his face. “Y/n! You’refinally here!” He cheered sweetly, stepping aside to signal you in.
Surprisingly, your nerves were calm for the first time that night. His tone was welcoming and warm. You were grounded in reality; it felt, just by his shockingly comforting presence. You returned the smile and stepped inside, removing your heels at the entrance.
“Hi! Yeah, I made sure to get here as soon as I could, I didn’t want to keep you guys waiting. Knowing you’re busy and all,”
“You’re too sweet love,” Jungkook said as he closed the door behind you. His body followed yours naturally, taking your hand and leading you to the living space of the room. The suite was huge, and much more luxurious than you could fathom.
Looked more like a full-fledged luxury apartment than a hotel. When did hotels come with full functioning kitchens, living rooms, laundry rooms, balconies, and chandeliers?
Your eyes scanned the space as he led you to the white velvety sofa, sitting down on the empty cushion, patiently waiting for you to take your seat.
“Jimin is in the shower still. You know the pretty boy needs to take a minimum of an hour to just get ready for bed,” he chuckled as his hands aimed at the coffee table in front of you. It was scattered with bottles of dark whiskey and shot glasses. Seeming like the bottle had already been dug into.
“Shot?” Jungkook asked as he lifted an empty glass to you. You meekly nodded, accepting the offer as your eyes finally latched back to his figure. He was buff. Of course you knew that. But in reality, his muscles looked like they were hand drawn and sculpted. They looked firm. God did you wanna touch them.
Jungkook handed you the glass filled with dark liquid and toasted it to you. “Cheers!” He smirked. “Cheers!” you repeated, cocking your head back and downing the alcohol as smoothly as your throat allowed.
You scorned at the burning taste, only to receive a small chuckle from the man next to you. “Too strong?” He asked, already knowing the answer to his question. “Just not so much used to whiskey,” you assured setting the glass down. “Ah, more of a mixed drinks kind of girl?” He questioned, his hand leaving the glass and now comfortably resting on your clothed thigh. Your breath hitched for a moment at the sudden touch. “Y-yeah, I like margaritas, and such,” you timidly responded; trying your best to keep your eyes focused on him.
“Ah. Pretty drinks for a pretty girl, I guess,” he mused. A small nervous chuckle erupted from you. His compliments were pure, a little corny, but it affected you the same. After a few moments of small talk, a hardly clothed Jimin came from what you assumed to be the door to his room. Topless, his tattoos were completely on display as black gym shorts hung lowly around his waist. Tom Ford boxers to compliment.
His cheery expression shined as he noticed you were finally here. “Our guest is finally here, how are you darling?” He questioned his body sitting next to yours on the sofa as he came to wrap his arms around your smaller frame. The embrace warm and tight, his head falling into the crook of your neck as you returned the hug. “You smell nice too princess,”
“Thank you Jimin, i’m wonderful how’re you?” You responded, pulling back for a moment to comfortably look at him as you engaged in the conversation.
“I’m great now that you’re here sweetheart. Jungkook didn’t try to get you too drunk before I came did he?” He joked, his index finger and thumb latching under your chin comfortably, aiming your face to look directly into his.
Your cheeks warmed at the touch and your eyes averted down to your hands. A slow shake of the head followed with a gentle grin. “N-no, just only had one shot. Was waiting for you,”
Jimin kept his sly grin and eyes focused on your timid expression. Your shyness was adorable to him. Seeing how easily he could make you weak was one of the primary reasons he chose to stay in contact with you. He adored your desperation to remain humble and respectful to him and Jungkook. You weren’t like other army. Not to them. They valued your true will to engage with them kindly and respect the ground that they walked on.
And for that, you deserved the reward they had in store for you.
Jungkook shifted behind you, sitting closer to your body almost skin to skin on the couch. He handed the bottle of whiskey to Jimin and placed his hand on the swell of your hips. Head placed over your shoulder, leaning into you.
“She doesn’t like whiskey Jiminnie, said it’s too strong,” Jungkook told the elder man, his eyes staring down at your thighs flushed against your lace tights.
“Aww, that’s no fun. I wanted you to celebrate tonight with us properly,” Jimin feigned a pout. His lips connect to the bottle, taking a harsh swig of the liquid.
Heat erupted in your face, guilt filling your chest as you heard what you thought was disappointment in his tone. “No, we can celebrate! I just have to get used to it. But I like strong drinks, I like what you give me,” you flustered out your explanation as believable as you could. You didn’t mind drinking, especially with them. You trusted them. Even if it meant drinking something you weren’t a fan of, they hosted this for you. They wanted to share it with you. And you felt you were in no place to deny anything they wanted to give you.
Exactly what Jimin and Jungkook expected of you.
Jimin’s smile returned as he took the bottle from his lips, swallowing the drink. “That’s a good girl, so kind and willing,” his thumb stroked your bottom lip. “Open up princess,” he instructed.
You did. The moment you did, you cocked your head back, allowing Jimin to pour the harsh liquid down your throat. Your face scrunched up at the taste but inevitably you swallowed all of it. It was definitely more than just a shot he poured, but you let it slide. It was a celebration tonight. A celebration that you hope eventually led you into getting fucked that night. And honestly, who wasn’t down for a little bit of drunk sex?
“Good girl sweetheart,” Jungkook cooed behind your ear, his hand grazing up down and your thighs and hips, toying with your tights. “Wore this for us tonight? Or was this your concert outfit?” He inquired curiously. Your breath was a bit unsteady from the mix of alcohol and the sudden touches. “B-both,” you answered.
Jimin sucked in a breath as his own hand began running down your tights. His eyes stare at the top of your dress, resting at your collarbones. “Ah, that’s not fair. Everyone seen you in this outfit then, it’s not just for us then, is it?” Jimin asked rhetorically. His hands tugging rougher at the material of your tights, ripping at them harshly exposing your skin.
You whimpered at the sudden sound, looking down at your now ruined cloth. “Don’t pout baby, it’s just not fair is it. That we were the last ones to see you in your pretty outfit? How about you let us see what’s underneath it, hm?” Jungkook suggested, his hand now cupping your chin to make your eyes face him. Distracting you as Jimin tore into your apparel.
“You read what the paper said right love?” Jungkook asked, thumb stroking your cheek softly. You nodded. You did know what the NDA said. You don’t know exactly which part he was referring to, but you hoped he would answer that for you.
“Good girl. You’re ours tonight, right? And you’re gonna be good and keep what happens between us?” He whispered, pulling your lips closer to him as he spoke. “Yes Jungkook,” you responded breathlessly. He smirked, sealing your deal with a quick, messy kiss. You melted into it. His hand snaked around you, gripping your throat tightly as he held you in it.
Jimin finally had your tights torn off. Your body con dress hem was now in his grasp, roughly tugging it down and allowing it to pool at your feet. You were now exposed in just your black lingerie set. Black panties and strapless black bra, lace and bows adorning the material. Jimin bit his lip as he looked down at you, eyes sizing every inch of your body before his.
Jungkook pulled away from the kiss and had a glance for himself. His eyes were hazy and low, staring at each and every curve on you. His hands trailed your waist, while Jimin’s were flush against your thighs. “At least we can only see this part of you, right baby?” Jimin questioned.
You nodded, biting your lips. Even though you expected to end up naked at some point tonight, you didn’t imagine it like this. It was vulgar. Jimin’s gaze darkened suddenly. “Hey. When we ask you a question, you use your words and speak. Understand?”
Where did that come from? You’ve never imagined Jimin to use such a tone with you. It wasn’t rude, but it was stern like a lecture. You gulped, eyes meeting him. “Yes sir, I apologize,”
“Aw Jimin, don’t scare her too much. She probably didn’t expect this from us,” Jungkook cooed, his lips meeting the shell of your ear, placing a tender kiss beneath it.
Jimin wasn’t having it. “She expected something. Coming to our place dressed the way she is, like we were bound to fuck her. Doing everything, we say, such an easy slut, aren’t you?” Jimin growled, leaning against you, lips achingly close to yours.
Your vision was blurry. The alcohol setting in finally making you more sensitive than usual. The flurry of embarrassment, guilt, drunkenness, and horniness was striking you like a drum. The feeling of their hands encapsulating your body added to the stir of emotions. Jungkook was right; you didn’t expect all of this. But you certainly didn’t want to push it away. You craved them, and you would do anything to have them. You needed to make them proud.
A slap hits your bare thigh causing you to wince. “Didn’t I just say that you answer us when we ask you a question?” Jimin repeated; his brows furrowed and jaw tightening. “i’m sorry, I am. I am a slut for you, I'll do anything you say,” you whimpered out, a tear brimming at your eye.
Jimin then rubbed the area he’d slapped, shushing your winces. “That wasn’t hard now was it baby?” He asked, placing a soft kiss against the red flesh.
You knew better than to not answer now. “It wasn’t hard, i’m sorry. I was stupid for not answering,” you responded, head drooping as you watched him pepper kisses against you. Jungkook pecked your cheeks a few times. “You’re not stupid baby. Just need some training, right? Never be trained before hm?”
No, you hadn’t. Of course you had a little rough sex before, but never spanking. Never having to respond to questions. Never two men at once. Nothing of this caliber. “No sir,” you answered, earning a small hum of approval from him.
“Good girl, already using manners and we didn’t have to tell you too. Such a sweet baby,” Jungkook praised, his hands reaching towards your tits, squeezing at the buds beneath your bra. You bit back a moan, humming slightly at the feeling. His large tight grip was enough to cause your mind to calm and zone out from your worries.
Jimin came up from kissing your thigh, grabbing the bottle of whiskey once more and taking another harsh sip, except this time he didn’t swallow. He grabbed your chin, pulling your face close to him and shoving your mouth open with his thumb. He came close, spilling the liquid into your mouth. Thankfully, you were coherent enough to drink it and not choke from the sudden action. This time round, the whiskey wasn’t as harsh and scorching. You smoothly took it down in one gulp.
“Good girl,” Jimin praised, watching you intently. His eyes softened at your behavior, kissing your lips once you finished. “Good girls take whatever their daddies give them, right baby?” He whispered against your glistening lips, barely giving you enough space to respond.
“Yes sir, take whatever daddy gives,” you slurred. God you were already in deep, between the drunkenness and their established dominance, you were slipping into a deep space of no return. Going completely under their control just like they wanted. “Take whatever he gives baby? Think you can take this dick? It’s what you wanted all along hm?” Jimin asked, his hand gripping the growing bulge beneath his shorts. It was huge. Your eyes lazily looked down to watch him palm himself, shooting open like a deer in headlights.
“I’m not sure,” you answered too honestly. It was intimidating. You didn’t know exactly how big Jimin was yet, but it was shocking from what you’ve seen already. All he could do was laugh. Not a cute reassuring laugh. Alaugh indicating insult towards you.
“Oh, come on, I'm supposed to believe that a slut like you can’t take dick properly?”
The words should sting. They should be offensive. But oddly all the words did was send a gushing sensation between your legs. You were embarrassingly wet at the encounter. His words were filthy and derogatory, but you were too blinded by sexual tension to acknowledge it.
Jimin mutters something to Jungkook in their native tongue, and briefly afterwards, Jungkook lifts up from the couch, his hands moving away from your body. He stood up, walking towards the bedroom with an excited grin.
You pouted at the loss of comfort from him, honestly a bit nervous about being left alone with Jimin. “Don’t worry angel, he’ll be right back,” he softened, eyeing your sullen expression. He leaned his head against the arm of the sofa and laid his back against the cushion, patting his leg signaling you to ease closer.
You did. You sat on your knees between his legs on the sofa, looking down at the bulge, peaking from his shorts. “You’re gonna suck me, right? Make me feel good princess?” He asked, a lingering gaze stuck on you.
As you opened your mouth to answer, Jungkook came back with what appeared to be a camcorder. Your mouth gaped, eyes darting between the men and the camera nervously.
“Don’t worry baby, it’s for our eyes only. Nobody gets to this but us remember?” Jungkook assured as he pressed his eye to the screen, a red light appearing near the lenses to showcase that the camcorder was indeed recording. “You know Jimin doesn’t like being patient love. Give him what he wants now,”
You nodded. Leaning your head down, lips grazing against the soft material of his shorts. You were still a bit dizzy. Light from the alcohol. But, still grounded. Enough at least. Your mind grew fuzzier as you slipped the waistband of his shorts off along with his boxers. A red-hot tip peeking out, his member springing out against your lips. A long drag of moans escaped Jimin’s lips as he eyed you, waiting for you to take him all in.
Your hand wrapped around the shaft of his cock and slipped it into your throat slowly. You fisted whatever you couldn’t fit and bobbed your head up and down. The noises were lewd and wet, filling the room. Jungkook hissed behind the camera, making sure to record every moment of this. Zooming in on your lips covered in spit. Jimin’s hand snaked around the back of your throat, holding you close to just shaft barely giving you space to breathe.
“Baby,” Jimin sighed, eyes rolling to the back of his head. “Can’t you take more than that? Don’t use your hands, just use your mouth,” he grunted, waiting for you to obey.
Your brows furrowed, barely comprehending exactly what he wanted. You moved your hands and allowed them to rest on his thighs but slowly took in more of his length. The rhythm was slow and aching, driving him up a wall.
Jungkook shakily held the camera as he began to palm himself at the sight, taking low grunts as he stroked his cock to the pace of the head you were giving.
Jimin couldn’t take it. It was too slow and safe for his liking, and you were just barely fitting half of his cock.
“Why don’t you fucking listen?” he growled, pushing your head fully down, causing you to gag harshly on his cock. His hips rutted vigorously into the back of your throat. Tears blurred your vision and rough pants escaped your mouth. “Thought you were a good slut? What’re you good for if you can’t take dick huh? Can’t please us properly? Fuck- you’re so warm,” he cursed, head thrown back in bliss at your struggle.
Jungkook fisted himself faster, watching your tears run freely as choking noises graced the air. His own release nearing. “Pretty girl you’re almost there, make him cum so we can reward you honey,” Jungkook encouraged, setting the camera on the table. Propping it up so it could get a proper angle of all 3 of you perfectly.
Your mouth was so full. Your cheeks red hot. All you could do was hum and try your best to breathe properly whilst pleasing Jimin. Your tongue swiped around the shaft as you inched further down the length, his cock completely covered by you as he neared release.
“Ah- good girl. Gonna cum for you, all in your pretty mouth. Shit-“Jimin warned, pulling you off his cock swiftly, you coughed at the release attempting to catch your breath. “Stick your tongue out,” he instructed as his fist met his cock profusely, stroking it as hard as he could.
You stuck your tongue out, eyes locking in on him as you waited for the inevitable. Hot sticky spurts of cum splattered on your pink tongue, dripping down your lips and chin as he messily released.
“Don’t spit it out, swallow all of it. Show the camera,” he sternly instructed. His eyes burning a hole in your face as he watched you do so. You swallowed the salty liquid and opened your mouth to show the camera once you finished doing so.
Jimin smirked to himself, cupping your face softly. “You did so well baby, you’re gonna help Jungkook feel good now, aren’t you?”
You nodded eagerly, excited to please Jungkook as well. You enjoyed your moment with Jimin, but you’ve hardly had a proper moment with Jungkook yet. You knew he’d deserve to feel as good as you both did.
Jungkook slipped his sweats and Calvin's off before sitting on the opposite edge of the couch, head against the arm rest pumping his shaft. “Don’t go too fast baby, i’m already so sensitive just by watching you,”
You smirked at the confession. He was already close from watching you. It filled your ego, but you didn’t want it to your head. Especially knowing that at any moment, they could bring it down once again.
You faced opposite now, on your knees, back arched as you leaned down to replace Jungkooks hand and stroke his cock for him. A low groan leaves his mouth as he watches, not rushing for a single moment.
Your ass is now poked up towards Jimin, who takes the opportunity for himself to pull your drenched panties off your waist and to the floor, amongst your dress and torn tights. He hummed at the sight of your glistening pussy before him, his finger sliding into the warm pink hole. You moaned softly at the feeling, trying your best to focus on what was ahead of you. Pleasing Jungkook.
Jungkooks eyes were locked onto your pretty face, while Jimin’s finger slipped deep into your core. “Don’t get distracted now darling. Suck Jungkook off like he wants,” Jimin instructs, laying a harsh smack against your soft ass.
“Mmph!” You shrieked. You bit back your curses and leaned down against Jungkooks cock, finally taking it all in your mouth. No hands. Just like Jimin had instructed you to do to him. Jungkooks hips slowly rose as his groans became louder and louder. His hand tangled in the strands of your hair. Gently. Holding you down as he rutted into your sore throat.
“Shit!” He cursed as his speed picked up. He didn’t want to be rough with you. Not right now. Not after Jimin brutally fucked your throat, but you made it hard for him. Your kindness. Your sweetness. It was all perfect grounds for him to want to ruin you. “So good to us aren’t you princess? Huh? You’re so good for daddy? Gonna take this dick just like he asked?” Jungkook's profuse use of dirty talk was enough to get you off, let alone mixed in the combo of Jimin’s fingers fucking into you, you were in heaven.
You hummed ‘mhm’ around Jungkooks cock, doing your best to keep a steady flow as you continued sucking him away.
Jimin then slid in another finger into your cunt. Watching as slick coated his fingers as you took them in with each pump. His eyes lingered at your taut asshole. He smirked at himself before deciding to lick it. His lips smacked against the pretty hole, tongue rubbing deep around the rim as he sucked the tight skin.
Loud, pornographic moans escaped your mouth, vibrating against Jungkooks sensitive cock. His eyes squeezing tight at the pleasure he felt a tight clench in his lower abdomen. The feeling of your ass being sucked was indescribable. Jimin’s pouty lips and skilled tongue against such a sensitive spot was hitting you in the right places. It slowed down your pace with Jungkook, but you couldn’t help it. The feeling is overwhelming.
“Cumming, take it. Fuck take it all- take my cum baby,” Jungkook moaned loudly, pushing your head flush against his bare cock as spurts of his climax trickled down your throat.
Moans of relief filled the air from you and Jungkook, his eyes trailing to the camera with a smirk as you slipped away from his length. Loud breathy moans flowed from you as Jimin kept at it, two fingers ramming into your cunt while his tongue devoured your asshole.
Jungkook watched hazily at the sight, seeing you fall apart in his lap. Your head still dangerous close to his semi-hard cock, watching you slip into the blissful state. “Look at you sweet girl, can’t even talk it feels so good?” Jungkook questioned as he strummed your flushed cheek. You nodded, your eyes tight and lip caught between your teeth as you hold back your screams.
Jimin’s pace rapidly increased. His mouth making out with your hole as your cunt clenched around his fingers, chasing your high.
“You should ask Jimin if you can cum darling, i’m sure he wouldn’t want you cumming without permission,” Jungkook suggested. His eyes glued to your fucked out face. He was enamored with your expression. The sounds you were making before them were music. An enticing melody that they wanted to replay over and over again.
“Please, may I cum please!” you plead to the man behind you, loud whimpers following. “Please Jimin, need you,”
Jimin smirked against your skin, gripping your ass as steadied your shaking body. “You may, sweet girl,” he allowed tongue diving back to its rightful spot.
You shrieked as your high came, a loud moan and curse came about as your thighs shakes for the men. Jungkook watched you come undone with loving eyes, his smile never fading as you shook uncontrollably from the pleasure. They watched as your heat dripped with release, Jimin scooping up your cum and toying with it.
He brought his fingers to his mouth, slurping away at your secretion, humming at the taste. “So sweet, just like we expected,” he smirked, pulling away from you, allowing you to collapse against Jungkooks bare body.
He caught you, pulling you flush against his skin, taking you in a warm embrace. “How’re you feeling honey?” Jungkook asked softly, strumming the pieces of hair on your face.
“Fine,” you breathed. You panted softly against his broad chest. Your eyes drawn to the camera on the table, still recording.
“Oh baby, you’re not giving up so soon, are you?” Jimin pouted, coming to the side of the couch standing in front of you and Jungkook. “We still have to fuck you baby, remember what we said right?”
You remembered. Memory crystal. “I-I take whatever daddy gives me…” you responded softly, earning a hum of approval from Jimin. “See. I knew you could be smart,” he teased, his hand ruffling your hair.
He sat on the edge of the couch once again. Legs spread as he stroked his rising cock. His eyes hazily gazing at the sight of you and Jungkook. “Fuck her from her behind. Need to see that pretty fucked-out face of hers,” Jimin instructed to the younger male, his opposite hand reaching for the bottle of whiskey once more. Taking a swig before his show began.
Jungkook chuckled, tapping your ass softly. “All fours baby, you’re gonna be good, right? Take it like we said?” He asked as he began to sit up himself. “Don’t wanna disappoint us now. Not when you’ve been so good honey,”
Be a good girl. That’s all you wanted to do. Please them. Listen to them. Make them proud.
You nodded and turned around, facing Jimin and placing your weak body on all fours. You shyly met his gaze, your eyes darting between his face, the ground, and his dick.
“Eyes up here slut. Need you to watch me jerk off to you. You know you’d like that, wouldn’t you? Wanna see how much you turn daddy on?” he said as his grip tightening hard on his shaft.
“Yes, need to see,” you barely made out before you felt Jungkook slowly insert himself deep. Very deep. His whole length inside of you in one swift motion. You both moaned in unison at the stretch. “Fuck, you fit like a glove. Like you’re made for this dick sweetheart,” he cursed, throwing his head back before he started his hasty sharp thrusts.
You clenched at the sensation, mind completely taken over with the pleasure immersing through you. Your jaw slacked, uncontrollably moaning from the feeling. He was hitting you just the right spot. Deep, and rough. His hands clasped on your hips, his hips moved in a beautiful rhythm against your ass. His eyes never leave the sight in front of him.
Jimin bit his lip grunting at the squeeze he had on his shaft. Watching you fall apart for Jungkook stirred something in him. You were hot, undeniably. He loved to see you fall apart and submit to his orders, even if it was embarrassing for you, you didn’t argue. He adored it. You would go out of your way to submit to him.
Jungkook was in heaven. From the moment he’d seen you in the restaurant, he desired you. Your angelic behavior towards them alongside your respectful demeanor turned him on more than any model, porn star, or anyone else could. Your natural genuine desire for them was admirable. You deserved tonight. They deserved to ruin you. In a way, he was proud to be the one to do so.
Jimin’s gaze never faltered on you. Your eyes were glued to one another, as if you were afraid to break contact. You moaned both of the men’s names constantly. Jungkook’s thrusts didn’t slow down; his grip didn’t soften. He kept your body flush against his as his rock-hard cock drilled your puffy hole. “Feel so good, so glad you’re fucking me daddy,” you confessed with a cry.
Jungkooks deep chuckle could be heard. He leaned against your back, gripping your neck from behind and forcing you against his body. His thrusts deepen at the new angle as you attempted to keep contact with Jimin. “Yeah, so glad i’m in control? This is what you always wanted, huh? Your biases to fuck you like you belong to them?” He whispered against the shell of your ear. His thrusts are still deep but losing the steady pace. Deep and messy, his release neared.
Jimin moaned at the sight. The beautiful, yet filthy sight. You were a mess. Sweat dripping, eyes hazy, drool pooling at your mouth. He knew the only thing on your mind was them. Being used by them. Fuck, did it turn him on.
“Yes please, I wanna cum now please. I love this, love you inside of me. I love you both, please,” you profusely begged like a baby. Your mind blanks as the words fell out without a second thought. Jimin nodded his head to Jungkook, allowing for you the release you craved.
Jungkook kissed your ear, the smacking noise and wet tongue setting you over the edge as your climax shocked through your body. “We love you too sweet girl, go ahead and cum for us,” Jungkook encouraged, watching you convulse against him, holding your waist with his tatted arm. You screamed. Your second release of the night gushing out.
Jungkooks grunts were gruff and hoarse as his climax reached as well, his thrust faltering as he stayed inside you, cumming hard into your poor cunt. Curses rang in the air between both of you, before Jimin catches your limp body as you collapsed against him.
Jungkook pulled out slowly, watching both of your secretions pool between your thighs. He sat down against the arm rest, chest panting and cheeks red as a tomato.
Jimin held you close, shushing you as small sniffles erupted from you.
The sex was good. Too good. Your tears were joyous and they knew that, but it didn’t stop them from comforting you afterwards and asking if you were okay, which you assured them you were.
After your tears silenced, Jimin pecked your forehead and strummed your back. His cock still rock solid beneath you. “Do you think you can go one more round for me love?” He asked, his eyes sparkling with hope awaiting your answer.
You smiled genuinely at the request. “Of course,” you assured, receiving one more kiss from him. Jungkook was calm from his high. His eyes watched as you two maneuvered along the couch. You lying on your back as Jimin prepared to fuck you missionary.
Jungkook stood up, grabbing his camcorder and aiming at the perfect angle where it captured your body beneath Jimin’s. Legs open as one of his arms held your hips while the other clutched your wrists above your head.
Jimin inserted himself into you. Slowly. Moaning as he slid inch by inch into your soft walls. You whimpered as you were still completely soaked and sensitive from the orgasms from earlier in the night. It felt like your pussy had a heartbeat of its own, throbbing consistently throughout the night.
Once Jimin bottomed out, his thrusts were shallow and slow, he wanted to take his time fucking you and you could tell. Jungkook blushed behind the camera. A flustered horny mess as he watched his best friend fuck you sensually. “Hyung, you can give her more than that. She can take it,” he whined selfishly, wanting more for his own pleasure.
Jimin smirked, looking down at your disheveled face. “Is that right sweetheart? You want more? Not enough for you?” He repeated, waiting for your answer before he decided for you.
You processed what Jungkook was saying. And to be honest, he wasn’t wrong. You could take more; you’d take anything they wanted you to. You wanted more, especially if it meant getting them off. “Fuck me harder, I can take it,” you assured nodding your head vigorously, wrapping your ankles around Jimin’s small, chiseled waist.
He bit his lip and wasted no time before quickening his pace, rapidly fucking you. Skin slapping quickly became the most prominent sound in the room again. Jungkook zoomed in on your cunt, recording you swallow Jimin’s cock whole while his thrusts were long and shallow. “This sweet pussy is all ours huh? Never gonna forget how good we fucked you baby?” Jimin spoke, his hand that held your waist, not lifting your thigh over his shoulder as he reached deeper into your G-spot.
You gasped for air as the new angle penetrated deeper. “Never! It’s all yours, belong to both of you daddy,”
Jimin’s cock twitched inside you at your words, his climax climbing quicker than he wanted it to. “Shit, you’re so fucking tight. Feel so fucking good, sweet baby,” he praised, mewling at the sensation. Jungkooks cock was gripped in his hand; he squeezed indecently preventing his own cum to leak out. “Shit, you’re not gonna be able to walk tomorrow aren’t you y/n?” Jungkook asked as he took another step closer to your face, his cock hovering over it.
The sight of his cocked filled your eyes and shook your head in response. “No sir, you guys fucked me too good,”
“That’s right angel, fucked you so good that all your pretty brain can think about is us,” Jungkook responded as he stroked himself faster to the sight of you.
Jimin’s grunts were deep, and his words faltered at the tongue as his end was near. He slowed down moments afterwards, leaning against the crook of your neck as he took in your scent. Deep kisses fell amongst your neck. “Bout to cum baby, take it all for me,” he confessed, thrusting a few more times before you felt your hole fill with the warm liquid.
“Jimin! Fuck!” you screamed as your own high too combusted around his cock, spilling between your thighs and smacking against his.
“Shit, shit, shit,” Jungkook cursed as thick white ropes shot from his slit onto your sweaty face, painting you in his own release.
All three of you were breathless fucked-out messes. Jimin collapsing against your sweaty chest as you wrapped your arms around him, allowing him to lie against you as he caught his breath.
Jungkook shut off the camcorder, placing it on the coffee table running a finger through his hair. “Are you two, okay?” He asked, looking below, watching you two nod your heads and pant. “Princess, was that too much?” Jimin wondered, his head lifting up to look at you. Scanning your face for any sign of discomfort or uncertainty.
You shook your head. “Was so perfect, I loved it so much,” you answered honestly, giving them a golden smile as your eyes closed. Relaxing in the warm embrace of Jimin.
Your heartbeat slowed and you drifted off into a peaceful sleep afterwards.
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The next morning, you’re in a white linen bed, sandwiched between Jimin and Jungkook.
Your eyes scanned the room; it looks like you finally made it to the bedroom after all. You looked to your left; the men were kind enough to have plugged your phone up for the night and folded your dress on the counter.
And to your right, a sleeping Jungkook. Mouth half open as he snored peacefully in his rest.
You shuffled a bit in the bed, trying to get an aim at what time it was before you felt movement next to you. Jimin.
His messy bed hair and tired gaze met you, a warm smile and hand pulling you close to his chest. “Good morning, beautiful,” he whispered quietly with his husky morning voice.
“Good morning,” you replied quietly, leaning against his bare chest.
Your eyes found the clock, reading that it was 6am. Surprised that you were naturally awake at this time, you sighed once you realized that you would have to leave soon.
Jimin held you tighter. “Planning on going so soon?” He whispered against your hair, strumming your shoulder gently.
“Have to. You have a show to prepare for all day,” you answered honestly. A small frown tugging at the side of your lips.
“You’re gonna be there for tonight’s show, right?” he recalled quietly, his voice was still groggy but his tone warm and sincere.
You nodded. You did have tickets for tonight, and you were more than excited and blessed to have the opportunity to attend.
“Then we’ll see you again tonight, babygirl,”
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jeongguk x f!reader drabble. filthy smut. 3.8k
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you’re not sure where this vlogging obsession of his started, but it’s been infecting your whole entire life in an annoyingly endearing way.
it started with the late night snacks, you waking up to him sitting cross legged by the coffee table, halfway through a bowl of shin ramyun, a bluetooth mic warm in his palm with his voice dramatically belting out another pop song crackling through the speakers.
you would ask if he’s live, and he would shake his head, already offering you a spare bowl he made while you slept. you two would eat together, and he would force you to sing sometimes. your parts got edited out, of course, but he would keep those clips just for himself.
then it was the bikes. you already knew your boyfriend would be a problem after the first bike he got, but now he has four, maybe five; and it’s given you more mini heart attacks than you can count.
by one of the floor-to-ceiling windows, you would sit and sip some warm cocoa, look out at the nice view like an old lady, try to finally find some reprieve from the constant headaches you get from this man.
he’s gone god knows where, said he was going to film again. you expected him to head to the store, maybe vlog a grocery run, or invade namjoon’s privacy again. what you did not expect was your boyfriend all but skidding down the street right below you, one hand on the handle, and the other steadying a camera in front of him, trying to get a good angle.
you weren’t sure whether to call the cops, your therapist, or his mother. eventually, you shut him down by ringing his phone, and he shut you up by making you squirt twice.
eventually, it trickled into the showers. him wet, hair messy and soaking, making weird faces, furrowing his brows, toothbrush wedged between lips as he stands there in all his half-naked glory. shorts on, of course, because he said his ass is too fat to be given out for free.
those specific scenes you would be bothered by, if he didn’t give you the vip exclusive cuts of him stroking his pretty wet cock after, creaming with your name bouncing off the bathroom walls.
“two more minutes,” you mumble over another layer of brown lip gloss, smacking your lips for the nth time, and you squint at your reflection. then reaching for your eyeliner pen again—“pretty girl, you said that seven minutes ago.” his voice rumbles from behind.
the whine that leaves you makes him whine an even higher, even whinier whine.
your boyfriend sits on his bed bare-chested, grey sweatpants, tattoos out and glowing in the warm light, hair perfectly tousled — the whole effortless pussy-popper-9000 look — phone already propped up with one of his ridiculously expensive black tripods.
there isn’t an ounce of annoyance in his eyes though; just warm, gooey pools of affection for you. you. you.
“c’mere. beautiful baby,” he resorts to making grabby hands at you, which you catch in the mirror of the vanity he put in his room just for you. he’s making gross kissy sounds, beckoning you over like he would his dog bam.
you roll your eyes, and yet, you’re already setting down the pen and making your way to him.
“look who it is!” he’s clapping now, of fucking course he is, beaming at you as you approach. his hands then start drumming over his thighs, like some entrance fanfare for a princess — which you absolutely are in his eyes.
his lip tucks under his teeth immediately, as soon as you make contact, your hand holding onto his shoulder for a brief second just to steady yourself, before settling down on his lap like he’d instructed. and he’s already excited.
jeongguk is warm, and his scent engulfs you like a hug, and it soothes your nerves, even for a moment. you’re soft in his hands, always so soft; and his arms find your middle — you both melt into each other instinctively.
you’re met with a 4k 60fps view of yourself and him, shot wide to capture the way your thighs spread over his, and the way his silhouette swallows yours.
his shoulders go on for days, and his milky skin contrasts beautifully with the black tank top you (barely) have on. he squeezes around your tummy, making both of you laugh like idiots.
you look good together, real good. you lean in slightly, turning your head and pursing your lips to examine your makeup, when your vision is soon obstructed by one large, tattooed hand reaching up and cupping both your cheeks.
he grabs your face, touch gentle but firm as he squeezes lightly, and from what you can see on the screen — god, he’s fucking delighted. “so so prettyyy. what a pretty girl, no?” he coos, eyes crinkling at the corners as he gives one of his eyebrow-smiles.
you’re seething, and also soaking, kinda. he doesn’t need to know that.
“you’re actually the worst ever,” you grunt, trying to sound mean but it’s muffled by the pout he’s forced you into. both your hands have to wrap around his wrist just to wrestle his stupidly strong, stupidly veiny hand off your face, which you manage to do, but it’s no use.
“yeah? you promise?” he’s fucking giggling, proud of it, proud of your little attempts to resist him because you both know you can’t.
his other hand reaches over to gently pat your cheek, before pinching it lovingly; which earns him another whine. and he just loves it. he adores it so much you can feel it right under your thigh. his cock is thrumming in his boxers, heart so full as he leans over to press a big, wet, smooch to your other cheek.
ugh. “just start the damn video.”
after a few more pokes to your face with some odd, boyish explosion sound effects, he finally concedes, hips shifting under you.
one arm — very obvious and very unnecessary — hooks around your chest, effectively grabbing and squeezing your tit as he moves you like he’s done it a hundred times before.
he has. and like a hundred times before, you cuss him out for it.
until his free hand moves, his finger pressing to his lips, which, unfortunately, shuts you up pretty quick.
his thumb hits the record button, and he’s shifting you back, though his grip doesn’t loosen, just slips down to your waist, where he pulls you even closer.
“today, i am joined by the scariest, sexiest, most murderous force of nature i know—” “aaand you are going to end up six feet under,” you’re already crossing your arms, eyes narrowing at him through the screen. his brows pinch, looking to the camera and his imaginary viewers, shrugging in a told you so kinda manner, even as his hands start massaging over your shoulders slowly.
“see, this recording is actually for my safety rather than my enjoyment.”
he props his chin over your shoulder, and his little quip is pathetic. he’s pathetic. but knowing jeongguk, he would own that title like a fuckin’ badge of honor, too. you let out a huff, relaxing into his touch as your eyes flutter shut.
but jeongguk doesn’t like that. he clicks his tongue, pressing a kiss to the crown of your head, lips brushing your hair as he nudges you with his nose to look back at the camera. “c’mon. introduce yourself, mama?”
your head falls forward, a smile tugging on your lips as you avoid the camera. “hello, i’m y/n, this is my clingy pet dog. bye.”
your lack of enthusiasm makes him chuckle, breath hot against your skin. you are sooo stubborn and he just loves you like this. “damn right.” he growls right behind your ear, which is insane considering his eyes peek out from behind you, all wide and innocent.
even as he’s clearly ogling at your cleavage and your pretty face on the screen.
his hands move from your waist, sliding up higher, and you, begrudgingly, uncross your arms, earning you another gravelly ‘good girl’ and a wet kiss to your temple. he’s already cupping your breasts, squeezing and bouncing them for the camera, the creamy flesh ripples under his handling.
it’s embarrassing, your face flushing pink as he toys with your tits, and you’re just letting him, biting back whimpers and whines with every punishing squeeze. “mn, koo—”
one hand slides upward from your breast, lightly smacking your cheek again before settling around your throat. the suddenness making your breath hitch, eyes rolling back for a moment as you tried to steady yourself. a breathless huff of laughter leaves you, in another futile attempt to sound mean.
“freak..” you hiss.
he only grinned, a wicked, lopsided thing. "mhm? and what else?" he murmured, his voice a deep rasp.
without so much as a beat to let you respond, he catches your lower lip between his fingers and pushed his thumb past your teeth, filling your mouth and muffling your indignant protests into soft, wet sounds of submission.
rude.
jeongguk is having the time of his life, his hand a heavy weight on your neck, not to choke you, no; but anchor you to him.
he can do the choking later.
his gaze is doe-like and adoring, shimmering with pure, unadulterated joy; glowing with a soft, manic sort of adoration that makes your heart ache even as he's being a total menace.
using his firm grip, he moves your head to get a better look at you and fuck. “fuck, look at you. look at my girl.” a heavy throb pulses straight through his cock, it almost hurts. “you are so pretty.”
his tone is dripping with honey through gritted teeth, disgustingly, aggressively sweet even as his thumb is pressed deep into your mouth.
the thick, delicious intrusion forces you to suckle on it, glaring at him through lashes that were already growing damp. you’re trying to maintain some semblance of that pride, but to him you’re just cute. so fucking cute.
“today,” he starts and reaches down, his fingers hooking under the hem of your black tank top. he doesn't ask; he just peels the fabric upward, dragging the soft cotton over the curve of your stomach and up, up, until your breasts are bared to the cool air and his gaze.
and he gives you that look. that deeply terrifying look that always ends with you in a messy, sticky heap. it’s manic, it’s a hunger that borderlines on holy despite the mischief dancing in his eyes.
he is so, so incredibly gone for you.
he lets out another breathy, jagged laugh.
“we’re gonna see how long it takes to completely break you, aren't we?" he whispers, the challenge hanging in the air like a dare. "how long can i ruin my girl before i finally lose it?" his nose nuzzled back into your hair.
you can’t even process the sheer audacity of his words, you’re struggling to breathe around the pad of his digit when—
smack!
the sound of his palm hitting the underside of your breast is sharp and loud in the quiet room, the sting sending a delicious, jolting shock straight to your clit.
the sting is sharp, a sudden burst of heat that makes your toes curl and your eyes water, but he doesn't give you a second to recover. his expression tells you he’s enjoying your discomfort far too much. then another, smack, right to the other breast.
you protest around his finger, but his grip is so strong and his hand is so heavy.
he gives in another light smack, before grabbing it roughly and squeezing, sending you choking around a sob. “b-baby mmff, please— mmnnn!”
he watches the way your skin flushes, the way your nipple hardens into a tight, dark peak from the sudden sting, and he lets out a soft, triumphant giggle that is entirely too affectionate for the way he’s looking at you.
"hold the camera, baby," he commands, his voice a low, honeyed growl that leaves no room for argument.
he nods his head to the device, forcing you to reach out with a trembling hand to angle it the way he wants.
“that’s it, you listen so well f’me sweet girl,” he peppers kisses over your shoulder, “right on your pussy. show ‘em those cute little panties.”
you would roll your eyes, but you just obey, the hand in your throat and thumb in your mouth a constant reminder of who’s in charge right now. it’s shaky, but it gets the job done, the phone held down low to show off the pretty, expensive black lace that did very little to hide the wetness pooling on your lips.
“fuuuuck, look at that,” he breathes out, mouthing at the juncture of your neck as he stares down at the screen. “god, why are you so fuckin’ sexy, huh? so fuckin’ lucky.” as you struggle to maintain your hold on the camera, your knuckles turning white, you feel his hand leave your breast.
down your waist, down your navel, down the soft curve which he squeezes lovingly. down, down, down.
his fingers come into view on the camera, pressing two into the lace, watching, his jaw falling slack as your lips make a soft, filthy squelch. the dampness only spreads.
“ohhh fuck, sweet girl,” you both whine, like the sight itself is breaking you both.
his thumb presses harder into your mouth, a silent command to keep sucking, to keep staying quiet and good while he works. his hand is a hot, heavy intrusion between your thighs, his fingers sliding past the damp, silken folds of your heat to find the center of your ache.
the moment he touches you, the moment his fingertip brushes against your swollen clit you feel your entire body lurch. you’re trying so hard to keep the camera steady, to keep the frame focused, but as he begins to rub you with a slow, punishingly deliberate pressure, your hand begins to slip.
he sees it, of course; he sees everything.
“don’t let go, baby, come on. you can do it,” his fingers slow, circling aching little figures around your swollen clit, and you buck your hips in an attempt to meet his hand. “k-kooooo—mmmff,” his thumb is now pressing inside your cheek, stretching your lips open for the camera as your noises spill out. “come on, fix the camera. show ‘em how good my girl is, yeah?”
blinking back tears, your grip tightens around the tripod again, the material biting into your palm — and you almost fucking let go because he speeds up all of a sudden. “mnnn ohh— oh my god!”
having your lips pulled open, your spit dribbles down your chin and around his hand, and the disgusting, wet feeling only spurs him on, practically ripping the lace out the way as two thick fingers plunge into your pretty pussy, his thumb relentless against your clit.
“thaaat’s right, that’s my good girl,” he hisses, eyes narrowed and zoned right in on the way your velvety walls suck him in. so fucking needy.
you can only respond with throaty little mewls, trying to hide your face in his neck as he works you open up close and personal, all in high definition.
you feel so fucking exposed, so vulnerable, so disgusting — his hand around your throat tightens, making you gasp and choke for air. his other hand pulls out, and you find tears welling up in your eyes again, head jerking in betrayal, “y-you fucking—”
the slap is sharp, a stinging crack that echoes in the quiet room, and the heat of it goes straight to your tummy as you yelp.
your inner thigh is already flushed, the skin sensitive and tender, but the impact of his hand slick, hot, and heavy with your own sticky juices is enough to make your vision blur. the sensation of his wet palm meeting your skin is so visceral, so unapologetically messy, that a fresh sob hitches in your throat.
he slaps you again. and again, for good measure.
"look at the camera, sweet girl. please?" he coos, his voice a devastating contrast to the sting he just delivered. it’s so sweet, so honeyed and adoring, as if he hadn't just punished you for your momentary lapse in composure.
“don’t hide. show them how much you're enjoying this for me. look at the screen, princess."
you’re fucking shivering.
your face hot and tear streaked, you force your heavy eyelids open. you feel so fucking gross, your lips are swollen and glistening with saliva, your hair is a mess, and you can feel the dampness of your own slick coating his hand.
but as you look back down to where the phone is angled, jeongguk is right there, his face hovering just inches from yours. his dark eyes are round and sparkly, filled with that worshipful light.
"there she fuckin’ is," he breathes, a low, ragged sound that vibrates in the air between you. he presses a messy kiss to your cheek. "my pretty girl. so fucking pretty. look at those eyes.. so wide and beautiful for me."
"j-jeongguk, please," you babble, the corner of your mouth is sore from his digit still pressing you open; the words coming out in broken, frantic whimpers.
your free hand clutches at the bedsheets, his hair, his bicep — anything — as the tension in your lower belly reaches a breaking point. “k-koo! hhnnn baby fuckfuckfuck,” “yes? yes my pretty girl?”
too much; the friction, the pressure, the sheer intensity of being watched and handled like this in front of a camera. "gonna— oh god, koo, g-gonna cum! i’m gonna cum, please!"
"yeah? gonna cum for koo?" his hand finally, finally leaves your face, letting you suck in a deep breath, still covered in sticky sweat and your saliva fucking everywhere.
you’re not sure what’s worse, the smears of your expensive brown lip gloss on his hand, or the way he sucks on his own thumb, making a show of swirling his tongue around it, tasting your spit before reaching down to help you film. like it was the most normal thing ever.
it makes your pussy clench, and you both wince.
“give it to me, mama. please?” he leans in, pressing a tender, lingering kiss to the curve of your shoulder, his lips soft against your heated skin even as his fingers suddenly become a blur of motion between your thighs, making you fucking scream as you squirm. it’s too much. too much. too much.
he’s working you with a ruthless, rhythmic precision, his thumb grinding against your clit in a way that feels like it’s trying to pull the very soul out of you — and the dirtiest thing somehow is the happiness on his face as he’s doing it.
through your tears you can make out his smile, his tongue poking out like he’s concentrated on a sketch rather than making his pretty girlfriend fall apart in a wet, hot mess.
the cherry on top? as he fucks into your sopping cunt, the filthiest noises filling the warm air around you, he’s peering down into the camera from over your shoulder.
and he, with all the audacity in the fucking world, winks.
the climax hits you like a physical blow, a violent, tectonic shift that shatters your remaining strength. you let out a high, keening wail, your back arching so sharply it feels like you might snap.
your vision explodes into white light as the first massive wave of release erupts from you. you feel the hot, forceful spray of your juices drenching his hand and splashing against the sheets, and the floor. a torrential outpouring of pure, unbridled ecstasy.
you’re shaking, sobbing, your entire body convulsing in the throes of a squirt so intense it feels like you’re being emptied out entirely.
and through the haze of your undoing, through the tears and the gasps and the sheer, overwhelming sensation of being broken open, you see him. he’s watching you instead of the camera, his eyes locked on you. his girl. as he captures every messy, beautiful second of your surrender.
a wide, enamored, and utterly obsessed grin is plastered on his face. he’s watching his masterpiece unfold in real time, and he looks like he’s never been more proud in his entire life.
“oh my god, you’re the cutest thing ever,” he’s giggling. he made you squirt all over and he’s fucking giggling.
after the first initial spray, he pulls his fingers out, only to plunge them back in, easily now, from all the wetness and slick, pushing, flicking against that spot with just the right pressure, to pull another spray from you. his eyes glued to your teary face, brows furrowed and lips still pulled in that stupid smile as he tries to soak in every single reaction.
“koo, baby, nghhhh, you’re so—“ you grit out through your teeth, thighs trembling violently, as the pleasure and stinging pain blend together so bad, your eyeliner is washed clean off by now.
he pulls out, goes back in for another, pulling a tinier fountain out of you,
and then another — but you’re pushing, pounding weakly against his forearm, and he finally stops. his hand resting, cupping over your creamy, puffy pussy.
there’s nothing but your breathing for a moment, and the thrum of your heartbeats racing in the aftermath.
he sets the camera back on the table in front of you, angling it low so it still catches every last drop of your release dripping down your thighs. his hand, the one drenched in your squirt, reaches up again, finding its place back on your neck the to tilt your head the way he wants and kiss you.
it’s wet, it’s messy, and so so soft, so so loving. his piercing cools the heat of your swollen lips as he sucks on your tongue playfully, before it’s your turn to smack him away.
“mm, you did so good. you’re so fucking pretty. so fucking sweet.” he praises, genuinely lovesick. “my little porn star.”
your breathing fans his face, and he kisses you again. can’t get enough of you.
“are we gonna count that as one? or three?” you question, the teasing lilt returning to your voice as you glance at the still-recording phone, a few specks of your release glistening on the screen.
he hums for a moment, looking at the device before turning back, that grin of his turning cocky, proud.
“one, definitely one. ‘m far from done with you, mama.”
“i fucking hate you.”
you both let out a deep sigh, and share another deep, lingering kiss, before he’s freeing his huge, heavy, aching cock, and tightening his hand back around your throat with a smooch to your temple.
lord pray for this man’s storage.
note: whipped this up in like 4 hours. i’m not a smut writer at all. was very horny. won’t happen again. bye
TROPES/WARNINGS -> biker!jungkook, blue collar!jungkook, ex criminal!jungkook, shy reader, age gap, unprotected sex, oral (male recieving), implied abusive relationship, reader is smol, street crime, implied violence, praise kink, size kink, nicknames (angel, doll, sweetheart)
WORDS -> 10.2k (so fcking long, i took a long time on this)
now playing: touchin' me - chandler leighton ⋆。𖦹°‧
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"Sweetheart, you lost?"
The voice came from somewhere behind the cigarette haze and neon glare—rough around the edges like gravel under boots, but with a warmth that didn't match the leather-and-knuckles crowd packed into the bar. You turned, slow, half-expecting some grizzled biker with a beer gut and bad intentions. Instead, you found yourself looking up—way up—into the sharpest brown eyes you’d ever seen.
He wasn’t smiling, but his posture was relaxed, one elbow propped on the sticky countertop like he owned the place. Which, judging by the way the other patrons gave him a wide berth, he might as well have. His sleeves were rolled to the elbows, revealing ink that coiled around his forearms like a warning in a language you didn’t know how to read.
"You don’t look like you belong here," he said, tipping his chin toward the door. "Place like this eats angels for breakfast."
Your fingers curled tighter around your drink—some watered-down whiskey you’d ordered just to look less out of place—but the condensation on the glass betrayed your nerves. "I'm fine," you lied, voice smaller than you’d intended. His eyebrow arched, and you swore his mouth twitched, like he’d caught you in something far more interesting than a bad poker face.
"Uh-huh." He leaned in just enough that the scent of motor oil and something faintly sweet—vanilla?—drifted over. Close enough that you could see the way his tattoo disappeared under the rolled cuff of his sleeve, the tail end of a snake or maybe a dragon. "Tell you what," he said, thumb brushing the rim of your glass, "you finish that, and I’ll walk you out. Sun’s been down an hour. Streets ain’t kind after dark."
You opened your mouth to argue, but the bartender—a gnarled man with a scar through his eyebrow—snorted and slid a fresh beer toward the stranger without being asked. "Listen to Jungkook, kid. Only idiot out here’s the one who don’t know when to fold."
Jungkook. The name suited him, all hard consonants and edges. You watched him take a slow drag from the bottle, the line of his throat working, and suddenly the room felt ten degrees hotter.
Your fingers twitched against the glass, the ice inside clinking like a nervous heartbeat. Jungkook’s gaze didn’t waver, steady as a sniper’s, and you realized with a jolt that he wasn’t just offering—he was waiting. Like he’d already decided how this would go, and the only variable left was how long you’d pretend otherwise. The bartender wiped down the counter with a rag that had seen better decades, his one good eye flicking between you two like this was the most entertainment he’d had all week.
“I don’t need a babysitter,” you muttered, but the words lacked bite, dissolving into the thrum of bass from the jukebox. Jungkook’s chuckle was low, a rumble you felt more than heard, and he set his beer down with a decisive clink.
“Didn’t offer to babysit.” His thumb tapped the glass near yours, a silent countdown. “Offered to walk. Big difference.” The dragon on his forearm flexed as he shifted, ink rippling under the bar’s sickly yellow light. You wondered absently if it hurt when he got them—if he’d bitten his lip like you did during flu shots, or if he’d laughed in the needle’s face.
The whiskey was terrible, but you downed the last of it anyway, if only to give your hands something to do. Jungkook’s mouth curled at the corner, approving, and he nodded toward the door. “C’mon, angel. Let’s get some air.” The nickname shouldn’t have sent a shiver down your spine. It definitely shouldn’t have made your stomach flip.
The night air hit you like a slap—cold and sharp, chasing away the bar’s stale heat. Jungkook stepped out behind you, his presence at your back both unsettling and inexplicably reassuring. The door swung shut with a thud, muffling the bar’s raucous noise into a distant hum. Streetlights flickered overhead, casting uneven pools of yellow onto the cracked pavement. Somewhere down the block, a motorcycle engine growled to life, then faded into the darkness.
“Where’s your ride?” Jungkook asked, nodding toward the mostly empty parking lot. His hands were tucked into the pockets of his leather jacket, shoulders broad enough to block the wind. You hesitated, suddenly aware of how exposed you were out here—no car, no plan, just the lingering burn of cheap whiskey in your throat and a stranger who smelled like trouble and vanilla.
“Didn’t drive,” you admitted. “Walked.”
Jungkook’s expression darkened, just for a second. “From where?”
"Couple blocks over," you said, jerking your chin toward the dimly lit street beyond the parking lot. "Cheap motel with a flickering sign." The admission tasted like defeat, and you hated how small your voice sounded—like some lost kid instead of the grown woman who’d sworn she could handle herself.
Jungkook exhaled sharply through his nose, the sound almost a laugh but not quite. "That shithole by the old laundromat?" He shook his head, leather creaking as he shifted his weight. "Christ, angel. Place’s got more roaches than the city dump." The way he said it—like he knew exactly which peeling wallpaper you’d been staring at for the past three nights—made your cheeks burn.
You crossed your arms, suddenly defensive. "It’s temporary."
"Yeah? How temporary?" His gaze dropped to your shoes—scuffed sneakers that had seen better days—then back up to your face, slow, deliberate. Like he was adding up numbers in his head and didn’t like the sum. "You got someone waiting for you there?"
The question hung between you like a dare, and for a second, you considered lying. But Jungkook’s eyes—sharp as broken glass—seemed to see right through you. "No," you admitted, the word barely louder than the distant hum of traffic. "Just me."
Something flickered in his expression—too fast to name—before he sighed and scrubbed a hand over his jaw. The stubble there made a rough sound against his palm. "Motel’s a bad idea," he said, like it was a fact, not an opinion. "Landlord’s got a habit of ‘forgetting’ to lock doors. Especially for pretty girls traveling light."
Your stomach lurched. You’d known that. Had shoved a chair under the doorknob every night and slept with your keys between your knuckles like some DIY weapon. But hearing it out loud, in that gravel-cut voice, made it real in a way you hadn’t let it be before. "I can handle myself," you muttered, but the protest sounded hollow even to you.
Jungkook’s mouth twitched. "Yeah? That why you’re shaking?" You hadn’t even noticed, but your hands were trembling—slightly, just at the fingertips—and the realization burned like shame. Before you could snap back, he reached out, slow, giving you every chance to duck away. His thumb brushed the back of your hand, just once, warm and calloused. "Cold," he said, like he was offering you an out. "Let’s get you somewhere that ain’t got bedbugs."
His fingers closed around yours, not tight enough to trap, but firm enough that you couldn’t pretend you hadn’t felt it. The callouses on his palm rasped against your skin—rough in a way that sent an unexpected spark up your wrist. "You're not taking me home," you said, more to remind yourself than him. The words came out breathier than you’d intended, like your lungs had forgotten how air worked.
Jungkook snorted, steering you toward a parked motorcycle at the edge of the lot. "Didn’t offer that either, doll." The bike was all matte black and chrome, gleaming under the flickering streetlight like something half-tamed. He grabbed a spare helmet off the back—scuffed red, with a peeling sticker you couldn’t read—and held it out. "Got a couch at the shop. Springs’ll fuck your back worse than that motel mattress, but at least the locks work."
You hesitated, fingers hovering over the helmet. Common sense screamed that this was how people ended up in ditches, but the way Jungkook watched you—patient, like he had all night—made it hard to believe he’d bother luring you somewhere just to hurt you. Hurt took effort, and this man moved like every action was calculated to waste as little energy as possible. "What shop?" you asked, stalling.
"Auto repair. Two blocks north." He tilted his head, studying you. "You can call someone if you want. Or I can drop you at a bus stop." The offer was casual, but his fingers tapped once against the helmet—impatient, maybe, or just restless.
The helmet felt heavier than it should have, the weight of the decision settling into your palms. Jungkook didn’t rush you, just leaned against the bike, one boot propped on the kickstand like he had all the time in the world. His patience was almost worse than pressure—it made you feel like you were the one holding things up, like the night was waiting on you to stop being stupid.
"Bus stop’s fine," you said finally, because it was the sensible thing, the thing you’d tell a friend to do. But the words tasted like ash, and Jungkook’s smirk said he knew it.
"Uh-huh." He pushed off the bike, plucking the helmet from your grip before you could change your mind. "Bus left twenty minutes ago, angel. Next one’s at dawn." His fingers brushed yours as he strapped the helmet onto your head, adjusting the fit with a precision that suggested he’d done this before. The padding smelled like leather and something faintly citrus—clean, unlike the bar’s sticky air. "You wanna stand out here all night pretending you got options, be my guest. But that motel’s gonna smell worse the longer you wait."
The buckle clicked under your chin, snug enough to pinch. You opened your mouth to argue, but Jungkook was already swinging a leg over the bike, the engine growling to life beneath him like a living thing. He jerked his head toward the space behind him. "Up, doll. Unless you’re scared."
The helmet muffled your scoff, but Jungkook’s smirk widened like he’d heard it anyway. Scared. The word prickled under your skin—too close to the truth, too easy a taunt. You hesitated a second longer, just to prove you could, then swung your leg over the bike with more bravado than grace. The seat was warm where his body had been, the leather creaking under your weight. Jungkook glanced over his shoulder, one eyebrow arched. “Hold on tight, angel. I don’t do slow.”
You barely had time to grip his waist before the bike lurched forward, the sudden acceleration pressing you flush against his back. The heat of him seeped through his jacket, solid and unyielding, and you caught another whiff of that vanilla-and-motor-oil scent as the wind whipped past your ears. The streets blurred into streaks of neon and shadow, the bike weaving through traffic with a recklessness that should’ve terrified you—but Jungkook’s hands were steady on the handlebars, his movements precise, like every turn was mapped behind his eyelids.
The shop appeared sooner than expected, a squat brick building wedged between a pawnshop and a boarded-up diner. A flickering sign above the roll-up door read Golden Hands Auto in peeling gold letters. Jungkook killed the engine with a twist of his wrist, and the sudden silence rang in your ears. You peeled yourself off his back, your thighs trembling—whether from adrenaline or the vibration of the bike, you couldn’t tell.
Jungkook dismounted in one smooth motion, plucking the helmet off your head before you could fumble with the strap. “C’mon,” he said, jerking his chin toward a side door. The key scraped in the lock, loud in the quiet street. Inside, the shop smelled like grease and old coffee, the air thick with the kind of warmth that clung to places where engines ran for hours. A workbench littered with tools ran along one wall, a sagging couch shoved against the other.
The couch groaned when you sat down, springs digging into your thighs through the thin upholstery. Jungkook flicked on a desk lamp—its orange glow cutting through the dimness—and tossed a folded blanket at you without looking. It smelled faintly of detergent and something earthy, like the forest after rain. “Make yourself at home,” he said, already shrugging out of his jacket. The motion pulled his shirt tight across his shoulders, the fabric straining over muscles that hadn’t come from gym reps.
You watched him move—efficient, unhurried—as he filled a dented kettle at a sink in the corner. The water sputtered from the faucet, loud in the quiet. “You live here?” you asked, picking at a loose thread on the blanket. The question sounded absurd the moment it left your mouth. Of course he didn’t. The place was half workshop, half storage closet.
Jungkook snorted, setting the kettle on a hotplate. “Nah. Got an apartment upstairs.” He nodded toward a door you hadn’t noticed, half-hidden behind a tool rack. “Shop’s mine, though.” The pride in his voice was subtle but unmistakable, like the gleam on the bike’s chrome.
The kettle whistled, sharp and sudden. Jungkook poured steaming water into two mugs—one chipped, the other with a faded superhero logo—and handed you the intact one. The tea inside was dark, bitter when you sipped, but warmth spread through your chest anyway. “So,” he said, leaning against the workbench with his own mug, “you gonna tell me why you were drinking alone in a biker bar, or am I supposed to guess?”
The mug burned your fingertips, but you clung to it anyway—something solid to ground you while Jungkook’s question hung in the air like a dare. You could lie. Invent some rebellious phase, a bad breakup, a dare from a friend. But his gaze was steady, patient in a way that made fabrications wither before they reached your tongue. "Needed to be somewhere loud," you admitted, tracing the rim of the mug with your thumb. "Somewhere that didn’t feel like four peeling walls and a broken AC unit."
Jungkook hummed, sipping his tea like he’d expected that answer. The steam curled around his lips before he spoke again. "And the whiskey?"
"Liquid courage," you muttered, the words bitter as the tea. "Thought if I looked like I belonged, I wouldn’t feel so…" You trailed off, suddenly aware of how pathetic it sounded—playing dress-up in someone else’s life.
Jungkook’s chuckle was low, more vibration than sound. "Sweetheart, you could’ve worn head-to-toe leather and still stuck out like a virgin at a gangbang." The crudeness should’ve made you bristle, but the way he said it—fond, almost teasing—took the sting out. He set his mug down with a clink, elbows propped on the workbench behind him. The pose stretched his shirt across his chest, the fabric pulling taut over the swell of his pecs. "So who’s got you running to motels and biker bars?"
The question landed like a punch to the solar plexus—direct, unexpected, forcing air from your lungs in a rush. Your fingers tightened around the mug, the ceramic almost too hot now, but the pain grounded you. Jungkook waited, his gaze unwavering, like he already knew the answer and just wanted to see if you’d lie.
"Ex," you said finally, the word sharp and small. "Not—not recent." A half-truth. The breakup was months ago, but the bruises—the ones that didn’t fade—still ached under your skin. You glanced at Jungkook’s hands, the knuckles scarred and calloused, and wondered if he’d ever hit someone who didn’t hit back first.
Jungkook’s expression darkened, a storm passing behind his eyes. He pushed off the workbench, the movement deliberate, and crouched in front of you, close enough that his knees brushed yours. The proximity should’ve set off alarm bells, but his hands—resting loosely on his thighs—were palms-up, open. "He know you’re here?"
The question was soft, but the implication wasn’t. Your throat tightened. "No. Left town." Another lie. You’d taken the first bus out with nothing but a duffel bag and the cash you’d scraped together, but you’d checked over your shoulder every block.
Jungkook’s jaw tightened, the muscle flexing under the scruff of his stubble. He didn’t call you out on the lie, just nodded once, slow, like he was filing the information away somewhere dark and dangerous. “Good,” he said, voice rough. His thumb brushed the edge of your knee—just a graze, but the contact sent a jolt up your thigh. “Means he’s smart.”
The couch creaked as you shifted, suddenly hyperaware of how close he was—close enough that you could count the faint scars along his collarbone where his shirt gaped open. The shop’s dim lighting painted shadows under his eyes, sharpening the angles of his face until he looked more like a warning than a man.
“You hungry?” he asked abruptly, pushing to his feet before you could answer. The sudden distance left you oddly unmoored, like you’d been leaning into a wind that vanished. Jungkook rummaged in a mini-fridge by the workbench, the hum of it drowning out the silence. “Got leftovers,” he said, tossing a plastic-wrapped container onto the counter. “Diner down the street makes decent pancakes.”
The mention of food twisted your stomach—you hadn’t eaten since yesterday’s gas station sandwich—but you hesitated. “You don’t have to—”
“—feed me,” you finished lamely, watching as Jungkook pried the lid off the container with a practiced flick of his wrist. The pancakes inside were slightly congealed, the syrup crystallized at the edges, but your stomach growled treacherously.
Jungkook shot you a look that said he’d heard it. “Yeah, well,” he said, shoving the container into a microwave that looked like it had survived a war. “You’re skin and bones, doll. Can’t have you passing out on my couch.” The microwave whirred to life, its dim light casting his profile in a sickly yellow glow. He leaned against the counter, arms crossed, and you caught the way his gaze flicked to your wrists—too thin, the veins too prominent—before darting away.
The microwave beeped, startlingly loud in the quiet shop. Jungkook tossed a fork at you without warning; you caught it by sheer reflex, the metal cold against your palm. “Eat,” he ordered, nudging the reheated pancakes toward you. They smelled like butter and cheap maple syrup, and suddenly you were ravenous.
You took a bite, the sweetness overwhelming after days of gas station pretzels and vending machine crackers. Jungkook watched, silent, as you devoured half the stack before coming up for air. His expression was unreadable—somewhere between amused and pissed off—but his voice was softer than you expected when he spoke. “How long since you ate a real meal?”
The fork scraped against the plastic container louder than you meant it to. You stalled, chewing slowly just to avoid answering. Jungkook didn’t rush you, just watched with that unnerving patience, like he’d wait all night if he had to.
"Couple days," you muttered finally, syrup sticking to your lips. The admission tasted worse than the lie.
Jungkook’s jaw tightened. He pushed off the counter abruptly, snagging a rag from the workbench to wipe grease off his hands—though they looked clean enough. The motion was too sharp, like he needed to do something with the tension coiling in his shoulders. "Motel have a fridge?"
You shook your head, staring at the half-eaten pancakes suddenly gone leaden in your stomach. The silence stretched, thick with everything you weren’t saying—the dwindling cash, the way you’d started skipping meals to stretch it further.
The rag hit the workbench with a dull thwack. Jungkook exhaled through his nose—slow, controlled—like he was counting backward from ten. “Right,” he said, and that single word carried more exhaustion than anger. He scrubbed a hand over his jaw, the stubble rasping against his palm. “Finish eating.”
The command brooked no argument, but his tone lacked its usual edge. You picked at the remaining pancakes, syrup congealing at the edges of the container. Jungkook moved to a cluttered desk in the corner, yanking open a drawer with more force than necessary. The sound of rummaging—metal clinking, papers rustling—filled the shop’s heavy silence. When he straightened, he held a key pinched between his fingers, its teeth glinting under the lamplight.
“Upstairs,” he said, tossing it toward you. You fumbled the catch; the key landed in your lap with a cold weight. “Door’s second on the left. Shower works. Towels in the closet.” He paused, jaw working like he was chewing over his next words. “Fridge is stocked.”
You stared at the key, its grooves biting into your palm. The offer hovered between you, unspoken but unmistakable: Stay. Your throat tightened. “I can’t—”
"—afford rent," you finished, the words scraping your throat raw. The key burned in your palm like a guilty secret. Jungkook snorted, kicking the drawer shut with his boot.
"Didn't ask for rent, angel." He leaned back against the desk, arms crossed over his chest. The movement pulled his shirt tight across his biceps, the fabric straining at the seams. "Place is paid for. You'd be doing me a favor—keeps the squatters out."
The lie was so transparent it almost hurt. You turned the key over in your fingers, the metal warmed by your grip. "Why?"
Jungkook stilled. For a heartbeat, the only sound was the hum of the fridge and the distant groan of pipes overhead. Then he pushed off the desk, crossing the space between you in three strides. His hand closed over yours, callouses catching on your knuckles as he folded your fingers around the key.
The warmth of his hand lingered even after he let go, the metal key pressed between your fingers like a promise you weren't sure you deserved. Jungkook didn’t step back, his boots planted wide enough that his knees bracketed yours. Close enough that you could see the flecks of gold in his brown eyes, the faint scar bisecting his left eyebrow.
"Because I don’t like the way you flinch," he said finally, voice low, like the words were dragged out of him. His thumb brushed your wrist—just above the bruise you’d tried to hide under your sleeve—and the touch burned hotter than shame. "And because I’ve slept on that couch. Springs’ll fuck you up worse than whatever you’re running from."
You swallowed hard, the key’s teeth digging into your palm. The honesty in his voice hurt more than pity ever could. "I don’t—" Your voice cracked. You tried again. "I don’t know how to pay you back."
Jungkook’s mouth curled, something dark and amused flashing in his eyes. "Who said anything about paying?" He reached past you, snagging the half-empty mug of tea off the couch arm. His forearm brushed your shoulder, the contact fleeting but electric. "Consider it a favor between strays."
The key felt heavier in your palm than it should have. Jungkook’s gaze didn’t waver, steady as the hum of the fridge in the corner. You opened your mouth—to protest, to thank him, to ask what the hell he meant by strays—but he was already turning away, tossing the empty mug into the sink with a clatter.
“Shop opens at seven,” he said, shrugging his jacket back on with a single practiced motion. The leather creaked as he adjusted the collar, the sound oddly intimate in the quiet. “Don’t sleep through the noise.” He nodded toward the side door, the one he’d unlocked minutes ago. “Upstairs’s through there. Lock’s stiff—jiggle the handle.”
You stared at the key, then at his back as he moved toward the roll-up door. “Wait—you’re leaving?” The question slipped out before you could stop it, too raw at the edges.
Jungkook paused, half-turned, his profile sharp under the flickering shop light. “Got a bike to rebuild,” he said, like that explained everything. His boot scuffed the concrete as he shifted his weight. “You want a bedtime story too, angel?”
The helmet hit the couch with a dull thud when you chucked it at him. Jungkook caught it one-handed without looking, his smirk widening as the foam padding bounced against his palm. "Cute," he drawled, tossing it onto the workbench. The metal clattered against wrenches, the sound echoing in the shop's cavernous silence.
You stood too fast—the couch springs protesting—and instantly regretted it when the room tilted. Jungkook's hand shot out, steadying you by the elbow before you could faceplant into the tool rack. His grip was firm, calloused fingers pressing just above the bruise your ex had left three weeks ago. You froze.
Jungkook didn't. He let go like you'd burned him, stepping back with a roughness that didn't match the careful way he'd touched you. "Watch your step, doll." His voice was gruff, but his gaze dropped to your wrist—to the yellowing fingerprint-sized marks peeking from under your sleeve—before flicking away.
The side door groaned when you shoved it open, the rusted hinges screaming like a dying animal. The stairwell beyond was narrow, the steps uneven underfoot, the air thick with the scent of motor oil and something faintly herbal—like the tea he'd made you. Jungkook's shadow stretched long behind you, his presence at your back both unsettling and inexplicably steadying.
The key turned with a stubborn grind, the lock protesting until you jiggled the handle exactly as Jungkook had instructed. The apartment smelled like cedar and engine grease—lived-in, masculine. A single lamp cast amber light over a threadbare couch and a coffee table littered with motorcycle magazines. The fridge hummed in the corner, its door plastered with takeout menus and a yellowed photo of a younger Jungkook standing beside an older man, both grinning in front of a car with its hood propped open.
You toed off your shoes by the door, the floorboards creaking underfoot. The shower ran hot, thank god, and you stood under the spray until your skin pruned, washing away the bar’s sticky residue. His soap was unscented, utilitarian, but the towel you wrapped yourself in carried his faint vanilla-and-leather scent. It shouldn’t have made your stomach flutter.
The bedroom was sparse—just a dresser and a mattress without a frame, its sheets pulled tight as a drum. You hesitated before sliding under the covers, hyperaware of the way the fabric smelled like him. Sleep came in fitful bursts, punctuated by the distant rumble of engines and the occasional clang from the shop below.
At dawn, the roar of a hydraulic lift jerked you awake. Sunlight sliced through gaps in the blinds, painting stripes across the floor. You found a note taped to the fridge in messy block letters: EAT. DON’T TOUCH THE TOOLS. The fridge was indeed stocked—eggs, fruit, a six-pack of beer. You fried two eggs, the yolks bright as danger signs.
The eggs tasted like heaven and guilt in equal measure. You scraped the last of the yolk with your fork when the shop door buzzed open below—a deep mechanical groan followed by the familiar rumble of Jungkook’s voice, too muffled to make out words. The floor vibrated faintly under your bare feet, the rhythm of tools clinking and occasional laughter threading up through the boards. You washed your plate slowly, deliberately, listening to the cadence of his movements like it was a language you were trying to learn.
A sudden burst of laughter—deeper than Jungkook’s—made you jump. The sponge slipped from your fingers, hitting the sink with a wet slap. You hadn’t realized the shop had other employees. The thought of strangers down there, joking with Jungkook like this was any other Tuesday, made your skin prickle. You wiped your hands on the towel—his towel—and eyed the stairwell door. It stood slightly ajar, just as you’d left it.
The decision to go downstairs wasn’t a decision at all; your feet carried you before your brain could object. The steps creaked under your weight, each groan louder than the last, announcing your descent like a herald. The shop’s fluorescent lights glared brighter than you remembered, bleaching the concrete floor and the two figures bent over a motorcycle in the center bay.
Jungkook straightened first, wiping grease off his hands with a rag. His sleeves were rolled past his elbows, tattoos flexing as he motioned to the older man beside him—gray at the temples, built like a retired boxer. “Jimin, this is—” He paused, just for a heartbeat, and you realized he didn’t know your name.
"Y/N," you supplied quickly, stepping off the last stair. The concrete was cold under your bare feet, sending a shiver up your legs. Jungkook’s gaze dropped to your toes, then flicked back up with an unreadable expression—somewhere between amusement and exasperation.
Jimin whistled low, wiping his hands on an already-grimy rag. "Didn’t know you were keeping strays upstairs, Kook." His grin was sharp, but his eyes were kind as they flicked between you and Jungkook. "Cute ones, at that."
Jungkook chucked a wrench at him without looking. Jimin caught it with a laugh, the metal clanging against his palm. "Don’t scare her off," Jungkook muttered, tossing the rag onto the workbench. "She’s skittish enough as it is."
You bristled, crossing your arms. "I’m not skittish."
Jimin grinned, tossing the wrench back to Jungkook with a lazy flick of his wrist. "Sure you're not, sweetheart." The nickname rolled off his tongue with practiced ease, but his gaze—sharp beneath the casual charm—lingered on your crossed arms, the way your fingers dug into your sleeves. Jungkook caught the wrench one-handed, his knuckles whitening around the handle for half a second before he set it down with deliberate calm.
The shop’s fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, casting stark shadows under the bike’s raised chassis. Jungkook wiped his hands on his jeans, leaving dark streaks across the denim. "Jimin’s the reason the shop doesn’t burn down," he said, jerking his chin toward the older man. "Also why we’ve got a swear jar."
Jimin snorted, leaning against the workbench. "Like you’ve ever paid into it." His eyes crinkled at the corners when he smiled, the lines there deeper than they should’ve been for a man his age. You caught the way his gaze flicked to Jungkook—brief, assessing—before settling back on you. "So, Y/N. You sticking around, or just passing through?"
The question hung in the air like exhaust fumes. You opened your mouth—to say what, you weren’t sure—but Jungkook cut in before you could answer. "She’s staying." The words were flat, final, leaving no room for argument. Jimin’s eyebrows lifted a fraction, but he didn’t comment, just nodded and reached for a coffee mug perched precariously on a stack of invoices.
The coffee mug hit the workbench with a sharp clack, breaking the silence that had settled between the three of you. Jimin’s smirk was knowing as he took a slow sip, his eyes flicking between you and Jungkook like he was watching a game of chess unfold. "Staying, huh?" he mused, setting the mug down with deliberate care. "That so, Y/N?"
You swallowed, suddenly aware of how thin your borrowed t-shirt felt against your skin—how Jungkook’s gaze lingered on the way the fabric dipped at your collarbone before he looked away, jaw tight. "Yeah," you said, quieter than you meant to. "If that’s okay."
Jimin chuckled, shaking his head. "Oh, it’s more than okay, sweetheart." He nudged Jungkook’s shoulder with his own, grinning when Jungkook didn’t react beyond a faint twitch of his brow. "Our boy here doesn’t bring just anyone upstairs."
Jungkook’s knuckles went white around the wrench he’d picked up again. "Shut up, Jimin."
The wrench clattered onto the workbench with a sound like a gunshot. Jungkook’s shoulders were taut under his grease-streaked shirt, the fabric clinging to the sweat at the small of his back. Jimin’s grin widened—sharp as a blade—as he leaned in to whisper something that made Jungkook’s ears flush crimson. You pretended not to notice, focusing instead on the way your toes curled against the cold concrete.
"Need help with the Kawasaki," Jungkook muttered, jerking his chin toward a bike in the corner—its engine exposed like an open wound. Jimin saluted, winking at you over his coffee mug before sauntering off. The shop’s fluorescent lights buzzed louder in the sudden silence, casting Jungkook’s shadow long across the floor between you.
He didn’t look at you when he spoke. "You sleep okay?" The question was gruff, like he’d practiced it in his head too many times.
You nodded, suddenly hyperaware of his scent on the borrowed t-shirt—motor oil and something faintly sweet, like vanilla sunk deep into his skin. "Better than the motel."
The silence stretched between you—thick with unsaid things—until Jungkook cleared his throat and jerked his chin toward the bike. "Hand me that torque wrench." His voice was rougher than usual, like he'd been chewing on gravel. You blinked, glancing at the tool rack behind you where a dozen identical-looking wrenches hung in neat rows.
Jungkook snorted when your fingers hovered uncertainly over the tools. "Silver one," he said, not looking up from the engine he was elbow-deep in. "Twelve millimeter." You grabbed it by the handle, the metal cool against your palm, and crossed the shop floor. The concrete was gritty under your bare feet, tiny shards of metal catching the light like discarded scales.
When you held the wrench out, Jungkook didn't take it. Instead, he straightened—slowly, deliberately—until you were close enough to see the sweat beading along his hairline, the way his Adam's apple bobbed when he swallowed. "Closer," he murmured, voice dropping to something low and rough that skated down your spine.
You took a half-step forward, the wrench between you like an offering. Jungkook's calloused fingers closed over yours—not taking the tool, just holding your hand there, his thumb brushing your knuckles in a way that felt anything but accidental. The shop's overhead lights buzzed like angry hornets, casting his face in sharp relief—the stubborn set of his jaw, the way his bottom lip caught between his teeth when he concentrated.
The wrench slipped from your fingers with a clatter, metal ringing against concrete as Jungkook’s grip tightened—not enough to hurt, just enough to make your pulse stutter. His thumb traced the delicate bones of your wrist, rough skin catching on yours, and you realized he wasn’t looking at the tool at all. His gaze burned a path from your parted lips to the rapid flutter of your pulse, lingering where the borrowed t-shirt gaped at your collarbone.
“Jungkook—” His name came out breathless, barely audible over the hum of the shop’s fluorescent lights.
He exhaled through his nose, slow and controlled, before releasing your hand. The sudden absence of his touch left you oddly unmoored. “You’re in my light, doll,” he said, voice rougher than the engine grease staining his knuckles.
You didn’t move. Couldn’t. The air between you crackled with something unsaid, something taut as a wire about to snap. Jungkook’s jaw flexed, his nostrils flaring as he dragged his gaze back up to yours. The wrench lay forgotten at your feet.
The wrench lay forgotten at your feet, but neither of you moved to pick it up. Jungkook’s gaze was heavy, dark with something unreadable—something that made your breath hitch when he stepped closer, the toe of his boot nudging the tool aside with a careless scrape. The shop’s fluorescent lights buzzed louder overhead, or maybe that was just the blood rushing in your ears.
"You’re still in my light," he murmured, but his hands were already lifting, calloused fingers brushing your hips like he was testing the weight of you. His touch burned through the thin fabric of the borrowed shirt, branding your skin even as you swayed into him.
Jimin’s voice cut through the tension like a blade. "Kawasaki’s leaking oil, boss."
Jungkook didn’t flinch, didn’t step back. His thumbs dug into the hollows of your hips, holding you steady as he glanced over his shoulder. "Fix it," he said, voice rough as gravel.
Jimin lingered by the Kawasaki, wiping his hands on a rag with exaggerated slowness, his smirk widening when Jungkook’s grip tightened on your hips. "Might need your expertise," he drawled, tossing the rag onto a workbench. The fluorescent lights caught the mischief in his eyes as he nodded toward the oil spill. "Unless you’re busy."
Jungkook’s exhale was sharp, his breath warm against your temple. For a heartbeat, his fingers flexed—like he was debating whether to let go or pull you closer—before he stepped back, the space between you suddenly cold. "Stay," he muttered, the word rough as his knuckles brushed your wrist. Then he was striding toward Jimin, his shoulders taut under his grease-streaked shirt.
You didn’t realize you’d been holding your breath until it left you in a rush, your fingers trembling where they clutched the hem of Jungkook’s shirt. The shop smelled like motor oil and sweat, the scent clinging to the fabric as you inhaled shakily. Across the bay, Jungkook crouched beside the bike, his biceps straining as he tightened a bolt with quick, efficient twists. Jimin said something low and teasing—you caught the tail end of it, something about distractions—and Jungkook’s response was a grunt and a middle finger.
The wrench lay where it had fallen, glinting under the shop lights. You bent to pick it up, the metal cool against your palm, and hesitated. Jungkook’s gaze flicked to you—brief, searing—before returning to the bike. His jaw was set, the muscle there jumping as he worked. You traced the wrench’s grooves with your thumb, the ridges biting into your skin, and wondered how his callouses would feel dragging over your thighs.
The wrench clattered onto the workbench with a sharp metallic ring when Jungkook tossed it aside. His hands—grease-streaked and scarred—hovered over the bike’s engine like he was contemplating violence, but his gaze when it flicked to you was anything but angry. It was hungry. The kind of look that made your toes curl against the cold concrete, your borrowed shirt suddenly too thin against your skin.
Jimin whistled low from across the shop, tossing a rag at Jungkook’s head with practiced aim. “Quit eye-fucking the strays and help me with this gasket,” he drawled, wiping his hands on his jeans. The smirk he shot you was all teeth. “Unless you’re busy.”
Jungkook caught the rag without looking, his fingers curling tight around the fabric before he chucked it back. “Shut up,” he muttered, but there was no heat in it—just a rough edge that sent a shiver down your spine. His boots scuffed against the concrete as he turned, his broad shoulders blocking out the fluorescent lights overhead. “Go upstairs,” he said, voice dropping to something low and private. “I’ll be there when I’m done.”
It wasn’t a request. The command curled around you like smoke, thick and heady, and you found yourself nodding before your brain caught up. Jungkook’s mouth quirked at the corner—just a hint of a smile—before he turned back to the bike, his hands already busy with the engine. You hesitated, your fingers twitching at your sides, before Jimin’s chuckle snapped you out of it.
The stairs groaned under your feet, each creak louder than the last as you climbed back to Jungkook’s apartment. The air smelled like him—oil and something faintly sweet clinging to the wooden banister. You hesitated at the top step, your fingers brushing the doorframe where the paint had chipped away from years of careless shoulders bumping against it.
Inside, the apartment hummed with quiet. The fridge’s motor kicked on with a familiar rattle as you padded across the floorboards, still barefoot. Jungkook’s bedroom door stood ajar, the sheets rumpled from your restless sleep. You hesitated before stepping inside, your fingers trailing over the dresser where a spare set of keys and a half-empty bottle of cologne sat. The scent of it—spice and leather—made your stomach twist.
Downstairs, the shop’s hydraulic lift whined, followed by the distant thud of a toolbox hitting concrete. You could picture Jungkook’s hands—grease-streaked and sure—twisting a wrench with that same focused intensity he’d turned on you. The memory of his thumbs pressing into your hips sent a shiver down your spine.
You turned toward the shower instead, twisting the faucet until the water ran scalding. Steam fogged the mirror within seconds, obscuring your reflection as you peeled off Jungkook’s borrowed shirt. The fabric clung to your skin, damp with sweat and something else—something that smelled unmistakably like him. You pressed it to your face, inhaling deeply before letting it fall to the tile with a wet slap.
The water was still running when the bathroom door creaked open. Steam billowed out in thick curls, obscuring everything except the silhouette of Jungkook's broad shoulders filling the doorway. His boots were off—bare feet silent on the tile—but his shirt was still streaked with grease, the sleeves rolled up past his elbows like he'd come straight from the shop floor.
You didn't turn around. Couldn't. His reflection in the fogged-up mirror was hazy, distorted by condensation, but you felt his gaze like a physical touch trailing down the curve of your spine. The shower's spray drowned out everything except the hammering of your pulse.
"You left the door unlocked," Jungkook said, voice rough as gravel. He didn't move closer, but his fingers flexed at his sides like he was resisting the urge to reach out. The damp air clung to his forearms, highlighting every vein and scar.
You swallowed, watching his reflection blur further as more steam rose between you. "Didn't think you'd be up so soon."
The steam curled between you in slow, heavy tendrils, thickening the air until Jungkook’s reflection dissolved into nothing but a dark silhouette against the bathroom door. His voice, when it came again, was closer—low and rough, barely audible over the shower’s spray. "Told you I’d be here when I was done."
You didn’t turn. Couldn’t. The heat of the water pricked your skin, but it was nothing compared to the heat of his gaze tracing the dip of your waist, the swell of your hips. The mirror wept condensation, erasing you both in slow, wet streaks.
A calloused hand touched the small of your back—just the barest brush of fingertips—and you jerked like you’d been shocked. Jungkook didn’t pull away. His palm settled fully against your spine, the roughness of his skin a stark contrast to the slick heat of the shower. "Still skittish," he murmured, more to himself than to you. His thumb swept a slow arc over the knobs of your vertebrae, pressing just hard enough to make your breath hitch.
The shower curtain rasped aside, the rings screeching against the rod. Jungkook stepped into the tub behind you, his boots—no, bare feet, you realized—planted on either side of yours. The water hit his chest with a dull slap, soaking through his shirt in seconds. The fabric went translucent, clinging to the hard planes of his stomach, the flex of his pecs as he reached past you to adjust the faucet.
The water scalded your shoulders when Jungkook nudged the faucet hotter—deliberate, testing—his knuckles brushing your hip as he adjusted the spray. Steam curled between your bodies like smoke, thick enough to choke on. His shirt clung transparent to his chest, the fabric straining over his pecs as he reached past you to brace a palm against the tile. Water sluiced down his arms, carrying streaks of grease from the shop into the drain between your feet.
"You're still dirty," you murmured, watching the oil swirl in the water. His laugh was a rough exhale against the nape of your neck, the sound vibrating through your damp skin.
"Not for long." His fingers hooked in the waistband of your borrowed sweatpants—his sweatpants—the elastic snapping against your hips before he peeled them down with a single tug. The fabric hit the tub with a wet slap, forgotten as his palm slid up your thigh. Callouses caught on sensitive skin, his grip firm enough to leave marks. "Turn around."
The command sent a shiver down your spine, but you didn’t move—just tipped your head back against his shoulder, your hair sticking to his wet shirt. Jungkook’s breath hitched, his free hand splaying across your stomach to pull you flush against him. The hard line of his cock pressed against the small of your back, separated only by soaked denim.
The water hit your skin like a brand—too hot, almost scalding—but Jungkook didn’t ease the faucet back. His fingers flexed against your stomach, pressing you harder into the heat of his body as his other hand slid higher up your thigh. "I said," he murmured, lips brushing the shell of your ear, "turn around."
You shivered despite the steam, your pulse thrumming where his thumb pressed into the soft flesh below your navel. The command curled around you, thick as the humidity clinging to your skin. When you didn’t move fast enough, Jungkook’s grip tightened—not painful, just insistent—and he spun you himself, your back hitting the tile with a damp thud.
The shower spray hit your collarbones now, water sluicing down your chest in rivulets. Jungkook crowded closer, one hand braced beside your head, the other still tracing possessive lines across your hip. His gaze dropped to your mouth, then lower—lingering where the water darkened the patch of hair between your thighs. "Fuck," he muttered, dragging a hand down his face. His shirt clung transparent to his shoulders, the fabric stretched taut over his biceps.
You reached for the hem—hesitant—but Jungkook caught your wrist, pinning it to the tile beside your head. "Don’t," he said, voice rougher than the engine grease staining his knuckles. His hips canted forward, the denim of his jeans rasping against your bare thighs. "Not yet."
Jungkook's fingers tightened around your wrist, the rough pads of his callouses scraping against your pulse point. The shower's spray pounded against your shoulders, hot enough to redden your skin, but the heat radiating off his body was worse—thick and suffocating where he crowded you against the slick tile. His other hand slid down your hip, fingers digging into the soft flesh there as he ground his denim-clad erection against your thigh.
"You gonna be good for me?" His voice was a rough whisper against your temple, the words half-drowned by the water cascading around you. His breath smelled like mint and nicotine, sharp against the steam.
You nodded—too fast, too eager—and Jungkook's lips curled into a smirk. His grip on your hip shifted, fingers spreading you open with a single, firm stroke that made your knees buckle. "Words, doll."
"Yes." The admission came out breathless, barely audible over the shower's roar.
The shower's steam curled around Jungkook's shoulders like smoke as he pinned you against the tile, his breath hot against your temple. His fingers—rough from years of wrenching bolts and handling exhaust pipes—traced a slow, torturous path down your inner thigh, pausing just shy of where you needed him most. "Tell me what you want," he murmured, his voice rougher than the denim grinding against your hip.
You swallowed, your nails scraping against the slick tile as his thumb brushed your clit—once, twice, just enough to make your legs tremble. "You," you breathed, arching into his touch. "Just you."
Jungkook's smirk was dark as he hooked a finger under your chin, forcing your gaze up to his. "That all?" His free hand slid higher, callouses catching on sensitive skin as he teased your entrance. "You can do better than that, angel."
The pet name sent a shiver down your spine, your hips bucking against his hand. "Fuck me," you gasped, the words tumbling out in a rush. "Please—"
Jungkook’s breath stuttered against your temple—hot and uneven—before he crushed his mouth to yours. The kiss was rough, all teeth and desperation, his fingers tightening around your wrist as he pinned you harder against the tile. The shower spray hit your shoulders in scalding waves, but you barely felt it, not when his tongue was dragging against yours like he was trying to taste every inch of you.
"Say it again," he growled against your lips, his free hand sliding down to grip your thigh, hiking it up over his hip. Denim rasped against your skin, the damp fabric clinging to his legs as he ground against you. "Say it like you mean it."
"Fuck me," you gasped, arching into him, your nails digging into his shoulders through the soaked fabric of his shirt. "Please, Jungkook—"
The sound of his name punched out of him in a rough groan, his hips jerking forward like he couldn’t help it. His fingers flexed around your thigh, the blunt tips digging into your flesh as he dragged you closer, until there wasn’t an inch of space left between you. Steam curled around your bodies, thick enough to choke on, but you could still see the way his pupils blew wide—black swallowing brown—as his gaze dropped to your mouth.
The shower spray hit Jungkook’s shoulders in scalding sheets as he crowded you against the tile, his fingers tightening around your thigh hard enough to leave bruises. Steam fogged the glass until his reflection blurred into nothing but heat and muscle, his breath ragged against your lips. "Say it again," he demanded, voice rough as the denim rasping against your hips.
You gasped when his thumb brushed your clit—rough and fleeting—your back arching off the slick tile. "Fuck me," you begged, the words dripping like the water sluicing down his chest. "Right here—"
Jungkook’s growl vibrated through your sternum as he hooked his fingers in his waistband, shoving the soaked jeans down just enough to free his cock. The head brushed your inner thigh, hot as a brand even through the steam. "Look at you," he muttered, dragging his palm up your stomach to squeeze your breast through the drenched fabric of his shirt. "So fucking pretty when you beg."
The first thrust punched the air from your lungs. Jungkook didn’t ease in—just buried himself to the hilt with a single snap of his hips, his groan lost in the shower’s roar. Your nails scraped down his back, catching on the wet cotton clinging to his shoulders. He didn’t seem to notice, too busy mouthing at your pulse point as he set a punishing pace, the tile biting into your spine with every snap of his hips.
The water sluiced down Jungkook’s back in rivulets, tracing the ridges of his spine as he pinned you harder against the tile. His thrusts were relentless—deep enough to steal your breath, rough enough to make your toes curl against the porcelain. Steam fogged the shower walls until all you could see was the flex of his shoulders, the way his biceps strained with every snap of his hips.
"You take me so good," he rasped against your throat, his teeth scraping your pulse point. His hands slid down to grip your thighs, hiking them higher around his waist. The new angle dragged a broken noise from your lips, your nails biting into his shoulders through the soaked fabric of his shirt. Jungkook growled—low and approving—as he felt you clench around him. "Fuck, just like that. Squeeze me tighter, angel."
The pet name unraveled something in your chest, your hips canting up to meet his thrusts with a desperation that made him chuckle darkly. His fingers dug into your flesh, blunt and possessive, as he fucked into you with a rhythm that sent water sloshing over the tub’s edge. The shower spray hit your collarbones like a brand, but you barely felt it—not when Jungkook’s mouth was on your neck, sucking bruises into your skin like he was marking his territory.
One of his hands slid between your bodies, calloused fingers finding your clit with unerring precision. The rough pad of his thumb circled the sensitive bundle of nerves, his strokes deliberate and firm, perfectly synced with the roll of his hips. Your back arched off the tile, a broken cry tearing from your throat as pleasure coiled tight in your gut. Jungkook’s breath hitched, his thrusts turning uneven as he felt you flutter around him.
The water turned lukewarm before Jungkook’s pace faltered. His hips stuttered against yours, the tile biting into your shoulders as he pressed you deeper into the wall, his breath coming in ragged bursts against your throat. His fingers—still slick from your cunt—dug into your hip hard enough to leave crescent marks as he muttered, "Gonna come," like it was a warning, not a plea.
You arched into him, the shower spray hitting your closed eyelids as you gasped, "Inside—" just as his rhythm fractured completely. Jungkook’s groan was guttural, his forehead dropping to your shoulder as he emptied himself into you with three sharp, uneven thrusts that made your toes curl against the porcelain.
For a heartbeat, the only sound was the shower’s spray and your mingled panting. Then Jungkook’s hands slid up your sides—slow now, almost reverent—his thumbs brushing the undersides of your breasts through the soaked fabric of his shirt. "Fuck," he muttered, lips brushing your collarbone. The word was rough, but his touch was oddly gentle as he traced the red marks his teeth had left on your throat.
Outside the shower, the shop’s hydraulic lift whined—a distant, mechanical groan—and Jungkook’s head snapped up. His gaze flicked to the fogged bathroom door, then back to you, his pupils still blown wide. "Jimin’s downstairs," he said, like you might’ve forgotten. His voice was hoarse, his bottom lip caught between his teeth as he watched water sluice down your chest.
The shower spray cooled against your flushed skin, but Jungkook’s body heat kept you anchored—his chest rising and falling against yours, his breath uneven where it ghosted over your parted lips. His fingers lingered at your waist, tracing idle patterns through the water beading on your skin, as if memorizing the topography of your hips.
"You’re shaking," he murmured, his voice rougher than usual—wrecked in a way that made your stomach flip.
You weren’t sure if it was from the cold or the aftershocks still rippling through you, but you didn’t get a chance to answer. Jungkook’s palm slid up your spine, pressing you closer until your forehead bumped against his collarbone. His shirt clung to him like a second skin, the fabric translucent where it stretched over his pecs, and you could see the rapid flutter of his pulse beneath the damp material.
Downstairs, the shop’s hydraulic lift groaned again, followed by Jimin’s muffled curse. Jungkook’s jaw tightened, but he didn’t move—just exhaled sharply through his nose before tilting your chin up with two fingers. "You good?"
The bathroom door swung open with a groan, letting in a rush of cooler air that cut through the steam. Jungkook didn’t move—just kept you pinned against the tile, his thumb absently tracing the bruise forming on your hip. Jimin’s voice carried up from the shop floor, sharp with impatience. "Kook! Customer’s here for the Ducati."
Jungkook’s exhale was a warm gust against your temple. "Fuck," he muttered, his fingers flexing against your damp skin like he was debating whether to stay or go. The shower’s spray had cooled to a lukewarm trickle, but his body heat kept you anchored, the scent of his sweat and the shop’s motor oil clinging to his skin despite the water.
"You should go," you murmured, though your fingers curled into the soaked fabric of his shirt, holding him there.
His chuckle was dark, his teeth grazing your earlobe. "That’s not what you said five minutes ago."
The water ran cold before Jungkook finally stepped back, his fingers lingering at your waist like he was reluctant to let go. Steam curled around his shoulders as he reached past you to shut off the faucet, the sudden silence ringing in your ears. His shirt clung to every ridge of muscle, the fabric gone nearly transparent under the spray, and you caught yourself staring at the way it stretched across his pecs when he turned to grab a towel.
"Eyes up here, doll," he murmured, tossing the towel at your chest with a smirk. His voice was still rough, but there was something softer in it now—something that made your stomach flip.
You barely had time to catch the towel before Jungkook was crowding you again, his hands framing your face as he kissed you slow and deep, like he was savoring the taste of you. His thumbs brushed your cheekbones, gentle in a way that contrasted sharply with the bruising grip he’d had on your hips moments ago. When he pulled back, his lips were swollen, his pupils still blown wide. "Stay put," he muttered, pressing one last kiss to your forehead before stepping out of the shower.
The towel smelled like motor oil and Jungkook—that sharp, metallic bite mixed with something warmer, earthier. You pressed it to your face for a second longer than necessary, breathing him in as water dripped from your hair onto the bathroom tiles. Outside, the shop noises filtered through the steam-fogged door: Jimin’s laugh, the clank of tools, the rumble of an engine coughing to life. Normal sounds. Mundane. Like what had just happened in this shower hadn’t rearranged your entire nervous system.
Jungkook’s abandoned jeans lay in a soggy heap by the sink. You nudged them with your toe, your stomach swooping at the memory of how he’d shoved them down just enough to free himself—how the denim had scraped your thighs raw when he pinned you against the tile. The fabric was still warm from his body heat.
The bathroom mirror was fogged over, but you caught a glimpse of yourself in the sliver of clear glass near the sink. Your lips were swollen, your neck littered with bruises that stood out stark against your skin. Jungkook’s shirt clung to you like a second skin, the white fabric gone sheer under the shower spray. You looked wrecked. Owned.
A sharp rap on the door made you jump. "You alive in there?" Jimin’s voice was muffled but unmistakably amused.
You cleared your throat. "Yeah. Just—finishing up."
Jimin’s laugh was bright, cutting through the steam still clinging to the bathroom. "Take your time. Kook’s downstairs growling at customers like a feral dog. It’s hilarious."
You pressed the towel to your face, inhaling the scent of detergent and Jungkook’s sweat. The shop noises filtered through the door—the clang of a wrench against concrete, Jimin’s teasing drawl, the low rumble of Jungkook’s voice threading through it all like a bassline.
The floor was cold underfoot when you stepped out of the shower. Jungkook had left his hoodie hanging on the back of the door—black, frayed at the cuffs, smelling like motor oil and that same warm, earthy scent that clung to his skin. You pulled it on without thinking, the fabric swallowing you whole.
Downstairs, the Ducati’s engine roared to life. You peered through the bathroom window, the glass streaked with condensation, and caught a glimpse of Jungkook straddling the bike, his bare arms flexing as he revved the throttle. Sunlight caught the ink winding down his forearm—a serpent coiled around a dagger—and for a second, he looked every bit the outlaw his cut claimed him to be.
Then he turned his head, as if sensing your gaze, and smirked.
The customer—a middle-aged man in a too-clean leather jacket—flinched when Jungkook stood, tossing the keys at Jimin instead. "Take it for a spin," he said, already striding toward the shop’s backstairs. "Needs new rear shocks."
Jimin’s grin was wicked. "Sure that’s all that needs testing?"
Jungkook flipped him off without breaking stride. The stairs groaned under his boots, still damp from the shower, his shirt clinging to the ridges of his abs where he hadn’t bothered to dry off properly. Steam curled off his skin as he shouldered the bathroom door open, his gaze zeroing in on you drowning in his hoodie, your hair dripping onto the frayed cuffs.
His thumb brushed a water droplet trailing down your neck. "You’re still here."
It wasn’t a question. His voice had that rough undercurrent again, the one that made your knees weak.
You shrugged, acutely aware of Jimin’s laughter drifting up from the shop floor. "Didn’t say where to stay put."
The corner of Jungkook’s mouth twitched. He stepped closer, his bare feet silent on the tile. His shirt—your shirt now—slid off one shoulder when he reached past you to grab his jeans, his fingers lingering at the dip of your waist. "Smartass."
The word should’ve sounded harsh. It didn’t.
The hoodie sleeves swallowed your hands whole as you tugged them over your fingers, the fabric still warm from Jungkook’s body heat. He watched you with that same unreadable expression—half amused, half something darker—as he yanked on his jeans, the denim clinging to his damp thighs.
"You’re stealing my clothes now?" he murmured, stepping close enough that his bare chest brushed the soaked front of his hoodie where it hung off your frame.
You shrugged, suddenly aware of how ridiculous you must look—dripping wet, drowning in his clothes, smelling like his soap and the shop’s grease. "You told me to stay put. Didn’t specify naked."
Jungkook’s laugh was low, his fingers hooking in the hoodie’s drawstrings to tug you closer. "Keep it," he said, his breath warm against your forehead. "Looks better on you anyway."
a/n: this bar/biker idea is inspired by E85 - by gguksprincess | but its different i swear
requests will be irregular because i sleep like a normal person (unlike him.)
do not copy, repost, or translate without permission.
summary: looking for a decent job, you stumbled upon jungkook’s job posting on instagram, what could go wrong?
warnings: playfuldom!jungkook x fem reader, explicit sexual content, clit rubbing, pussy eating, edging, spitting, degradation, dirty talk, multiple positions, detailed smut, jk is very playful in a degrading way, oral sex, camera sex, pussy slapping, choking, praising, usage of slut, cum eating, marking, multiple orgasms, rough sex, crying, overstimulation, fingering, nipple spitting, penetrative sex, creampie.
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“How about being a barista again? There’s a job opening at Moonlit Cafe down the street,” Hari suggested while you sat hunched over your laptop, endlessly browsing through job postings.
You were still a student, graduating next year with bills clawing at your throat. When college started, you wanted independence so badly it ached beneath your skin. An apartment near the university. Your own keys. Your own groceries. Your own life.
Your parents had offered to cover everything without hesitation, gentle and loving as always, but guilt settled heavily in your chest whenever you thought about it. They were already paying your tuition fees. You wanted them to live comfortably too, without worrying about whether their daughter had enough money for rent or food. So you smiled and told them not to worry, drained your savings account for the apartment, and picked up multiple part-time jobs just to prove to yourself that you could survive on your own.
And for a while, you did.
The first two years of college went smoothly enough. You found decent jobs, saved enough money to live comfortably, and even bought yourself a flat-screen TV after months of careful budgeting. Your days blurred into exhausting routines—classes in the morning, shifts at the coffee shop at night, and weekends spent organizing shelves as a bookstore assistant.
You were tired all the time, but it was a satisfying kind of tired. The kind that made you feel accomplished.
Independent. Adult.
Until the coffee shop let you go.
Budget cuts, they said apologetically, avoiding your eyes while handing you the notice. Part-time workers were the first to go.
You still had the bookstore job, but the pay barely stretched far enough to cover groceries, let alone rent, electricity, and university expenses. Asking your parents for help would’ve been easy—too easy—but stubbornness rooted itself deep inside you. There were thousands of job postings online. Surely one of them would take you.
Only they never called back.
Two months had passed, and your savings were bleeding out faster than you could stop them. Every day followed the same suffocating routine: school, assignments, cheap instant dinners, and hours of doom-scrolling through applications until your vision blurred from the brightness of your screen.
You groaned quietly, rubbing your tired eyes before glancing over at Hari, who sat cross-legged beside you on the couch with a milk tea in hand. She had shown up at your apartment earlier carrying takeout bags and your favorite boba, worry written plainly across her face after noticing how little you’d been eating lately.
“I already applied there,” you muttered with a pout, dragging your gaze back to the laptop. “But they want someone full-time.”
Hari sighed dramatically, setting her drink down on the coffee table. “You seriously need to rest. You’ve been staring at that thing for hours.”
Before you could protest, she grabbed your boba and pushed it into your hands. The cold plastic pressed against your palms pleasantly.
“Drink,” she ordered. “And let me do the scrolling before you spiral into another existential crisis.”
A laugh bubbled out of her as she pulled the laptop from your lap, and despite the anxiety twisting endlessly inside your chest, you felt your shoulders loosen just a little.
You pouted lightly, sipping your boba while Hari busied herself with your laptop. Your brows slowly furrowed when you noticed her opening tab after tab with alarming confidence.
“Why are you on Facebook?” you asked with a quiet chuckle, watching her click somewhere else before another page loaded. “And now Twitter? Instagram too?”
Hari rolled her eyes dramatically, her face illuminated by the screen’s pale glow. “Because the jobs on LinkedIn are painfully boring,” she scoffed. “There are tons of part-time job offers on social media. I swear I saw one yesterday.”
She narrowed her eyes at the laptop suspiciously, scrolling with the intensity of a detective solving a murder case.
A laugh escaped you as you leaned against her shoulder, chewing on the tapioca pearls you had missed more than you cared to admit. You’d been saving every spare dollar lately, cutting out small comforts one by one until even buying boba started to feel irresponsible.
“But you don’t even know if those are legit,” you pointed out, tilting your head at her. “The sites I applied to are safer from scams and stuff.”
“I know,” Hari replied instantly. “That’s why we’re looking for jobs with a pay-first policy if it’s online.” She clicked onto another account before adding casually, “And if it’s onsite, we’ll bring a gun in case things go wrong or something.”
You burst out laughing at that, nearly choking on your drink.
“Hari!”
“What?” she laughed too, grinning shamelessly. “I’m just being prepared.”
You shook your head at her usual nonsense, warmth blooming faintly in your chest despite the stress that had been suffocating you for weeks now. Hari always had a way of dragging you out of your own head, even if only for a little while.
The apartment suddenly felt less heavy with her around.
You were honestly relieved that semester break had finally arrived. One whole month without classes. No early morning lectures. No deadlines. No professors piling work onto your shoulders.
But instead of resting like a normal person, you had thrown yourself deeper into job hunting.
Hari hated that.
As your closest friend, she had spent the last week trying to convince you to take a break—to go shopping with the girls, take an out-of-town trip, do literally anything that didn’t involve staring at job applications until three in the morning.
You declined every single invitation.
Your friends understood your situation, but they also thought you were driving yourself insane. Which, honestly, you probably were.
That was exactly why Hari showed up tonight carrying your favorite food and overpriced boba tea, determined to drag you away from your spiral. She kept trying to tempt you into going on a girls’ trip with them, insisting that one weekend away wouldn’t kill you.
But every time you thought about relaxing, all you could picture were your bills piling quietly on the kitchen counter. So instead, you stayed curled up on the couch beside her, stubbornly searching for a job you desperately needed.
Hari was beginning to look almost as desperate as you. Maybe not for herself, but for you—for the way your shoulders had slowly grown heavier these past few months, for the exhaustion permanently shadowing your eyes. She wanted you to land a job already so you could finally breathe again without worrying about rent and unpaid bills swallowing you whole.
Which was exactly why she was now doom-scrolling through Twitter with frightening determination.
“I really don’t think you’re gonna find a job there,” you muttered skeptically, watching her open an alarming amount of random threads. “Most of those look like scams.”
“Wait, wait—look at this!”
Hari suddenly grabbed your arm and pulled you closer to the screen, quickly setting her milk tea down beside her like she was preparing for something serious.
Her eyes widened.
“Okay, this one actually looks promising.”
You leaned in slightly as she read aloud.
mnijungkook on ig posted: i’m looking for someone who can take insanely good videos and photos [of me]. i’ll somehow figure out the equipment myself..! please somehow reach out to me! lol, looking for someone to film for me, seriously. and if you’re good at editing too? let’s go on tour together
“There are so many likes and retweets,” Hari said immediately, already opening another tab to search for the original Instagram post. “This has to be legit.”
The second you recognized the username, you nearly choked on your drink.
Laughter burst out of you uncontrollably, your shoulders shaking as you clutched the cup tighter. Hari blinked at you in confusion while your eyes watered from laughing too hard.
“Hari,” you wheezed out, “That’s Jungkook.”
She stared blankly. “Huh? The boss?”
Another laugh escaped you.
Hari genuinely knew almost nothing about K-pop or Korean artists in general, and moments like this always reminded you just how different the two of you were.
Meanwhile, you had once been painfully obsessed.
You used to stay up until dawn watching livestreams, memorizing lyrics, collecting photocards you definitely couldn’t afford, and keeping up with every tiny update posted online. Back then, being a fan felt like a second full-time job.
But life eventually became busier.
School consumed your mornings, work consumed your nights, and somewhere in between surviving deadlines and paying bills, your fangirl phase quietly faded into the background. You still listened to their music almost daily, still smiled whenever one of their songs shuffled into your playlist, but you no longer kept up with every post or appearance the way you once did.
You guessed you had simply grown up.
Even so, seeing Jungkook casually asking for a videographer and editor on Instagram felt surreal enough to make you laugh all over again.
Not updated enough to know that Jungkook was apparently posting job offers on Instagram now. Or that he was even on tour.
“No,” you laughed, shaking your head as you finally calmed down a little. “That’s Jungkook. From BTS. They’re, like… insanely famous, Hari. This is probably some kind of joke or publicity thing.”
Hari’s brows knitted together in confusion before realization slowly dawned across her face. She clicked onto the Instagram profile, eyes widening at the blue verification check and the terrifying number of followers sitting beneath his username.
Nearly thirty million.
“Ohhh, BTS,” she murmured thoughtfully. “Wait—I think I’ve seen him before.” She squinted at one of the photos. “Wasn’t he in a Calvin Klein ad or something?”
You snorted. “Yeah. That’s him.”
Honestly, you expected her to laugh it off after realizing who posted it. Maybe call the idea ridiculous and move on to another job listing.
Instead, Hari clicked onto his Instagram story again with alarming seriousness.
“That means…” she trailed off.
“It’s probably a joke,” you interrupted immediately.
“This is good pay,” she said at the exact same time, eyes practically glittering now.
Before you could stop her, she pressed the reply button beneath the story.
Your lips parted slightly. You genuinely couldn’t tell if she was being serious or completely delusional right now. Probably both. But either way, you let her continue typing because there was absolutely no chance Jungkook himself would ever see it.
He probably received thousands of messages every minute. Millions, even.
The thought alone felt ridiculous.
“Whatever,” you muttered with a helpless chuckle, giving up entirely. “I’m heating up the rice bowl.”
Hari waved you off distractedly, already multitasking between your laptop and her phone like this had suddenly become her personal mission.
You shook your head fondly before standing from the couch, grabbing the takeout container she bought earlier. The apartment filled with the quiet hum of the microwave a moment later, warm light spilling across the tiny kitchen while Hari continued aggressively applying for a job that definitely, absolutely, one hundred percent was never going to happen.
-
You woke up to the shrill sound of your alarm, already preparing yourself for another long day of job hunting.
Hari went home late last night after spending an absurd amount of time DMing Jungkook and scrolling through social media for more “opportunities,” as she called them. Somewhere between laughing at ridiculous job listings and sharing takeout on your couch, the two of you ended up watching an old Disney movie to help you relax.
She still tried convincing you to go on the girls’ out-of-town trip. You still refused.
No matter how badly you wanted a break, your priorities were painfully clear right now. You needed stability first. A stable paycheck. A stable life. Then maybe you could afford to breathe.
After showering, you made yourself a decent cup of coffee and opened your laptop with a tired sigh, mentally preparing to send out another batch of applications that probably wouldn’t get answered.
Then your phone buzzed beside you. An Instagram notification lit up the screen.
You snorted softly to yourself. “This must be Jungkook,” you joked under your breath, absentmindedly opening the app.
What the fuck.
Your heart nearly stopped when you saw the message sitting in your inbox. The coffee suddenly tasted bitter in your mouth.
What the actual fuck?
“Hari!” you practically shrieked the second she answered your call. “Fuck! I don’t even edit videos! I only know basic stuff! I can’t even record properly without my hands shaking!”
You paced around your apartment while panicking into the phone, one hand gripping your hair as you reread the messages over and over again in disbelief.
Sometime after you went to the kitchen last night, Hari had apparently taken it upon herself to completely ruin your life.
She sent Jungkook your entire curriculum vitae.
Not only that—she also wrote and attached a full cover letter explaining why he should hire you.
The realization alone nearly made you pass out.
And when you discovered she had changed your insta profile picture into a formal-looking one while you weren’t paying attention?
You almost laughed and cried at the same time.
It genuinely looked like you had desperately prepared for this opportunity your entire life.
Your eyes skimmed through the cover letter again, horror slowly mixing with something embarrassingly emotional. Hari had written your entire backstory in there—about struggling financially, balancing school and work, trying to stay independent despite everything.
And then she started lying. Blatantly.
Apparently, according to Hari, you were “highly skilled in video editing” with “experience in cinematography.”
Cinematography my ass.
“Hehe… well,” Hari giggled shamelessly through the phone, completely unbothered by your spiraling. Noise echoed behind her, voices and music blending together enough for you to realize she was already with the girls on their trip. “You have to fake a few things to get accepted sometimes, right?”
“Ugh, I can’t do this!” you cried dramatically, pacing back and forth around your apartment while gripping your phone tightly. “I literally don’t know anything about filming! And what if he sues me for faking my skills? He’s famous and influential, Hari!”
Your eyes darted back toward your laptop sitting open on the table, Jungkook’s message glowing on the screen like a ticking time bomb ready to ruin your entire life.
Hari only laughed harder through the call.
“Girl, just try!” she said between giggles. “Watch a tutorial on YouTube or something. Besides…” her tone suddenly turned suspiciously persuasive, “It’s really good pay.”
“Hari!” you screamed again, horrified.
“God, I still can’t believe he actually replied to you,” she continued teasingly. “You must’ve impressed him with your amazing cinematography skills.”
You groaned so loudly you nearly scared yourself.
The worst part was that she wasn’t wrong about the pay.
Your eyes had nearly bulged out of your skull when you saw the amount attached to the offer. There were so many zeros that your brain genuinely short-circuited for a moment.
That was exactly why you couldn’t let it go.
Out of everyone who probably replied to his story, Jungkook somehow answered you.
You. The probability alone felt absurd.
Thousands of people would kill for this opportunity right now, and meanwhile you were pacing around your apartment like you were preparing for a court trial instead of a job offer.
At first, the teenage fangirl buried deep inside you nearly exploded from excitement. The situation dragged you back to years ago—staying up until four in the morning streaming music videos, binge-watching funny compilations, memorizing choreography you could never actually dance, spending money you absolutely shouldn’t have spent on albums and photocards.
Back then, BTS had practically consumed your life. But time passed.
Somewhere between work shifts, college deadlines, and trying to survive adulthood, you slowly stopped keeping up with them. You still listened to the music, of course, but you no longer knew where they were, what they were doing, or how much they had changed over the years.
Curiosity eventually got the better of you. So you stalked Jungkook’s Instagram a little.
And oh.
Oh, he had changed.
A full sleeve of tattoos now wrapped around his right arm, dark ink decorating skin that used to be bare. Silver piercings glinted against his face in ways that somehow suited him unfairly well. His frame had broadened too, shoulders stronger, body lean and built with the kind of maturity that made him almost unrecognizable from the boy you remembered.
You were used to soft brown hair, oversized hoodies, black skinny jeans, clean arms, and those wide doe-like eyes that made the entire internet lose their minds.
Now he looked mature. Sharper. More dangerous somehow.
A man instead of a boy. And annoyingly enough, it looked really good on him.
“Fuck,” you muttered to yourself, finally realizing you’d been staring at a motorcycle video he posted for far too long.
You immediately locked your phone and pressed it dramatically against your forehead.
“I cannot fangirl right now or I’m seriously gonna lose it.”
Hari kept telling you to just go for it. “You literally have a whole month off from school,” she argued over the phone while you spiraled for the hundredth time. “This is basically the perfect sideline job.”
Sideline job. As if working for Jungkook of BTS was equivalent to tutoring kids after class.
Your stomach twisted anxiously as you stared at the message again. Every second that passed made you feel like the opportunity was slipping farther away. With the amount of people probably flooding his inbox right now, there was no guarantee he wouldn’t change his mind the moment someone actually qualified replied to him.
Your eyes skimmed over his message again, pulse quickening embarrassingly fast.
mnijungkook: hey, i saw your cv ㅎㅎ you really didn’t have to explain everything, but i’m glad you did. i can tell you’re being genuine about this. even without samples, the way you talked about cinematography/editing made me feel like you actually care about it and pay attention to details. sometimes that matters more to me than someone trying too hard to look “professional”
also i get the whole semester break thing. a month is still enough time to try something fun and see if we work well together
don’t stress too much about equipment either because i barely know what i’m doing there yet lol
for payment, don’t worry. if you end up coming with me, i’ll make sure you’re paid well — probably around $20-30k usd for the month depending on the schedule + travel and hotel covered.
send me your contact info? we can talk more properly :))
Fuck.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
“I am not passionate about cinematography,” you nearly whimpered to yourself, dropping your face into your hands. “To hell with cinematography.”
The amount of lies in Hari’s cover letter was genuinely evil.
And now Jungkook thought you were some hidden creative genius with an artistic eye and a deep love for filmmaking when in reality you barely knew how to stabilize a phone camera.
You felt sick.
But then your eyes drifted back to the payment offer. Twenty to thirty thousand dollars. Travel covered. Hotels covered. Your bank account practically screamed at you to shut up and take the opportunity.
So with trembling fingers and the overwhelming sensation that you were actively ruining your own life, you began typing a reply. A reply that dug your grave even deeper.
You agreed with him. You agreed that you were a “good editor.”
You added your contact details while simultaneously praying that YouTube tutorials could somehow transform you into a professional videographer overnight.
Your fingers hovered above the send button before you forced yourself to press it.
You: thank you so much for even considering me :D i really do believe i’m a good editor, especially when it comes to making things feel natural and cinematic instead of overdone.
i’d genuinely love to work for you if you’ll have me. i’m willing to learn fast, adjust to whatever style you want, and work hard during the whole month of my semester break.
my contact details are below, thank you so much!
The message was sent instantly.
You stared at the screen in silence afterward, horror slowly settling into every inch of your body.
Yeah. You were doomed.
-
“Wow, what the hell.” Your eyes widened the second you stepped into the hotel room Jungkook had booked for you.
The past few days had moved so fast it almost gave you whiplash. After you sent your contact details, Jungkook immediately messaged you about schedules, filming dates, locations, and travel arrangements as if hiring strangers from Instagram was a completely normal thing for him to do.
Everything had already been prepared before you could even panic properly.
Your plane ticket? Booked.
Hotel room? Paid for.
Transportation? Arranged.
Food allowance? Included.
All you had to do was pack your bags and somehow learn how to film and edit professionally before embarrassing yourself on an international scale.
Easy.
“I am so spoiled,” you muttered in disbelief, slowly stepping farther into the room. It was huge.
Bigger than huge, honestly. The hotel suite looked almost the size of your apartment back home, warm lighting spilling across polished floors and neatly arranged furniture that looked far too expensive for you to even breathe near.
Then your attention landed on the large table sitting near the windows. And your soul nearly left your body.
Equipment. So much fucking equipment.
Two massive black cameras rested neatly beside a smaller handheld one. There was an iPad, a laptop, tripods, microphones, chargers, lighting equipment, and cables so intimidating they looked like they belonged inside a spaceship instead of a filming setup.
Your luggage slipped from your fingers onto the floor with a dull thud as you walked toward the table cautiously, like the devices might explode if you touched them incorrectly.
Your eyes widened even more.
For the past several days, you have been desperately teaching yourself how to edit videos and film cinematic shots. Watching tutorials until sunrise. Memorizing transitions. Learning random camera terms you barely understood.
But you had been practicing with your phone. Your fucking phone.
Meanwhile these cameras looked expensive enough to pay your rent for the next ten years.
You carefully picked one up with both hands, terrified you’d somehow damage it through sheer incompetence alone.
Honestly, you were still shocked Jungkook never asked for samples of your work.
If he had, your career would’ve ended immediately.
The only thing you could’ve shown him was a mediocre CapCut edit with dramatic black-and-white filters slapped over it to make it look “cinematic.”
You groaned loudly, dropping your forehead against the edge of the table.
“Oh my God,” you whispered into the expensive wood. “I’m actually a fraud.”
You nearly lost balance holding the enormous camera in your hands, quickly tightening your grip before your entire future shattered onto the hotel floor in high definition. “Woah, this is heavy.”
Your eyes stayed locked on the equipment nervously as you adjusted the strap around your wrist, trying your best to look like someone who actually knew what they were doing. Because if Jungkook realized how painfully inexperienced you were, he might personally send you back to your country on the next available flight.
You wouldn’t even blame him. The past few nights had been brutal.
You barely slept at all, surviving almost entirely on instant noodles, caffeine, and pure fear while desperately teaching yourself editing techniques through YouTube tutorials. Your laptop had become an extension of your body at this point, constantly running sample footage you filmed around your apartment just so you could practice transitions, lighting adjustments, stabilization, and color grading.
You even studied Jungkook’s editing style specifically.
The pacing of his vlogs.
The soft cinematic filters.
The random zoom-ins.
The casual, natural feeling of the clips.
You analyzed everything like your life depended on it because technically, your rent kind of did. You were getting paid for this. A ridiculous amount, too.
And there was absolutely no way you could afford getting exposed now.
“Okay…” you muttered slowly while fiddling with the camera settings. “This is kinda… easy?”
You said it more like a question than a statement. Still, you forced yourself to keep going.
You searched up tutorials for the exact camera model, watched setup guides, practiced adjusting focus and lighting, and filmed random clips around the room like an aspiring film student fighting for survival.
At some point, you even started taking artistic shots of your coffee cup near the hotel window. For practice, obviously.
Tomorrow was your first official filming day.
According to the schedule Jungkook emailed you earlier, you’d be accompanying him to a golf activity before the concert. He wanted behind-the-scenes footage for the fans—small moments throughout the day, casual interactions, preparations before performing.
And apparently that was only the beginning. Over the next few days, you’d also be filming soundchecks, backstage moments, errands, workouts, rehearsals, and random snippets of his daily routine while on tour.
Basically, your entire existence now revolves around documenting Jungkook’s life aesthetically.
No pressure.
You used his latest vlog as your main reference while practicing, pausing every few seconds to study angles and editing choices carefully. Honestly, the style itself wasn’t impossible to recreate. It leaned more natural than overly polished, which helped calm your nerves slightly.
The problem was you. You weren’t skilled.
And the more you thought about his expectations, the more your stomach twisted itself into knots.
But backing out wasn’t an option anymore.
Not after the cover letter.
Not after the hotel.
Not after the plane ticket.
Definitely not after seeing the paycheck.
So instead of panicking yourself into quitting, you threw every ounce of energy into learning. Practicing. Training.
Like you were preparing for the Olympics instead of secretly faking your way into being Jungkook’s videographer.
You almost had a heart attack when your phone suddenly buzzed while you were testing the cameras.
The heavy device nearly slipped straight out of your hands as Jungkook’s name flashed across the screen.
Your pulse instantly skyrocketed.
Jungkook: hey, i left all the equipment on the table in your hotel room because i had to leave early for rehearsal. camera batteries are charging already, memory cards are inside the small black case, and i think i accidentally tangled all the wires together so… good luck with that honestly ㅎㅎ
there’s also a pass hanging on the chair for backstage access. don’t lose it or my manager’s gonna kill me lol
take your time checking everything first before we head out tomorrow. and if anything’s confusing just call me :))
You stared at the message for a moment longer than necessary, a smile unconsciously pulling at your lips.
His personality somehow translated perfectly even through text messages alone—easygoing, playful, ridiculously approachable despite being one of the biggest celebrities in the world.
It reminded you exactly why he used to be your ultimate bias years ago. There was something naturally charming about him. Something warm.
You quickly typed a reply before you could overthink it too much.
You: yes! i am checking them out hehe.. the batteries are currently charging, the cards are safe, and i’m currently fighting for my life trying to untangle these wires hahaha
good luck with rehearsal!! see you tomorrow!
The second you pressed send, immediate regret flooded your body. You stared at your message in horror.
Why did I sound like that?
Your cheeks burned violently as you reread the multiple “hehe’s” and unnecessary laughter typed into the conversation like a teenager texting her crush for the first time.
You physically covered your face with your hands.
“Oh my God,” you groaned into your palms. It wasn’t like you were trying to flirt.
Or maybe… just a little bit.
Which honestly made the situation infinitely worse.
You used to be an incredibly dedicated ARMY once upon a time, and frankly, this entire situation was making your heart malfunction.
Working for Jungkook.
Texting Jungkook.
Meeting Jungkook.
It all felt unreal in the most dangerous way possible.
But you forced yourself to set the fangirl part aside before it completely consumed you. You needed to stay professional. Calm. Composed.
Otherwise, you were genuinely convinced you’d suffer a stroke before filming a single decent piece of content for him.
So instead of spiraling, you spent the entire night practicing.
Testing the cameras.
Learning the settings.
Adjusting lighting.
Checking the microphones repeatedly to make sure the audio sounded clean.
You edited random sample clips until your eyes burned from exhaustion, determined to familiarize yourself with the equipment enough to at least fake confidence tomorrow.
And somehow, by pure fear-driven determination alone, morning arrived faster than expected.
You woke up early to practice filming one last time before leaving, moving around the hotel room with nervous energy buzzing beneath your skin. You were oddly dedicated now—almost desperate—to prove that hiring you wasn’t a mistake.
After showering, you dressed carefully in clothes that screamed “professional videographer” despite the fact that you absolutely were not one.
A black long-sleeved polo, dark slacks and black shoes. You even tied your hair back neatly, staring at yourself in the mirror afterward like you were about to infiltrate the FBI instead of filming golf content.
A knock sounded at your hotel door.
“Good day, Ms. Y/N. Are you ready?”
You immediately straightened up before opening it, greeted by one of the bodyguards Jungkook assigned to escort you. His black shades reflected your visibly nervous expression back at you.
“Yes,” you answered quickly, trying to sound more confident than you felt.
Before leaving, you double-checked everything one last time—the batteries, memory cards, laptop, chargers—making sure nothing important was missing before following the bodyguard downstairs.
Outside, a sleek black car waited for you.
Your heartbeat quickened the moment you stepped inside.
You were scheduled to arrive an hour earlier than Jungkook so you could prepare the equipment and set everything up properly before filming started. Which meant you had an entire hour alone to panic in peace.
The ride itself was painfully quiet. Only the soft hum of the air conditioner filled the car while city lights blurred past the tinted windows. Your hands rested stiffly over your bag, fingers nervously tapping against the expensive camera inside while your thoughts spiraled endlessly.
You swallowed hard. “I can do this,” you whispered quietly to yourself.
Though honestly, you sounded unconvinced. The moment the golf course entrance came into view, your stomach twisted so violently you almost gagged.
Oh God. This was actually happening.
The bodyguard escorted you inside shortly after, guiding you toward the smaller private golf area before leaving you alone to prepare your setup.
The silence that followed felt enormous.
You slowly placed the equipment down, inhaling deeply as the morning breeze brushed against your face. The golf course stretched beautifully beneath the early sunlight, calm and expensive and intimidating all at once.
And somewhere in the middle of unpacking tripods with trembling hands, one horrifying realization settled heavily into your chest.
Soon, Jungkook was going to arrive.
You looked around quietly, taking in the golf course while trying to calm the violent beating of your heart.
The place felt tucked away from the rest of the world somehow—small, peaceful, almost unreal in its stillness. Unlike the massive championship courses you usually saw online, this one felt more intimate. The holes were laid out closer together across smooth fairways trimmed so perfectly they looked like green velvet beneath the morning sun.
Small sand bunkers curved around the landscape, soft hills rolling gently beneath clean white flags planted in the distance.
No screaming crowds. No cameras flashing endlessly. Just the distant rustling of trees, the muted hum of golf carts somewhere farther away, and every now and then, the satisfying thunk of a golf club striking a ball cleanly through the air.
Though, it would’ve been relaxing if you weren’t moments away from throwing up from anxiety.
Your hands were already sweaty as you unpacked the equipment carefully, trying not to look like you had absolutely no clue what you were doing. You adjusted the camera repeatedly, searching for decent angles while silently thanking every higher power possible that there weren’t many people around.
Only a few locals occupied the course, minding their own business.
Good.
Less witnesses for your downfall.
You became so focused on testing camera movements and practicing steady shots that you completely failed to notice someone approaching behind you.
It wasn’t until you angled the camera upward during practice that your soul nearly exited your body.
Jungkook stood directly in frame, smiling right into the lens. Your heart stopped.
“Hi,” he greeted warmly, amusement flickering across his face as he glanced at the camera in your hands. “Looks like you’re having fun already.”
A black sports bag rested beside your equipment now, meaning he must’ve walked over while you were too busy pretending to be a professional filmmaker to notice.
Your eyes widened instantly. “Oh my God—”
You almost tripped over your own feet while hurriedly lowering the camera, panic rushing through your body all at once.
“I was just, um—checking the angles,” you explained nervously, mentally cursing yourself for sounding so awkward. “Nice to meet you! I’m Y/N.”
You quickly wiped your damp palms against your slacks before offering your hand to him politely.
Up close, he somehow looked even more unreal. Tall, broad-shouldered, with beautiful tattoos curling around his arm, silver piercings catching the sunlight softly whenever he smiled.
And unfortunately for your sanity, he was even more handsome in person. Ridiculously so. The kind of handsome that made it difficult to think properly when he looked at you for too long.
He chuckled softly before taking your hand in his. His grip was warm.
Your brain short-circuited immediately.
Dressed in a fitted white polo shirt and black Nike shorts, a black cap resting low over his dark hair in a way that somehow made him look both ridiculously expensive and effortlessly casual at the same time.
The shirt did absolutely nothing to hide how built he was.
You could see the outline of his muscles beneath the fabric every time he moved, his shoulders broad enough to almost completely block the sunlight from where you stood.
“Hello,” he said warmly, shaking your hand once. “I’m Jungkook. Nice to meet you too.” Your cheeks instantly burned.
Seeing him through a screen was one thing. Seeing him in person felt entirely different.
He was so much more charismatic up close it almost irritated you. His bunny teeth peeked out whenever he smiled, eyes crinkling slightly at the corners while he spoke in that easy, friendly tone that made it impossible not to relax around him.
His entire aura felt bright somehow. Light. Dangerously charming.
You were absolutely screwed.
“I’ll leave the filming techniques up to you,” he continued casually, walking over toward the cooler nearby. “Feel free to film me however you want. No pressure.”
No pressure.
As if your nervous system wasn’t already collapsing in on itself.
He grabbed a cold bottle of water before offering another one toward you naturally, like this entire situation wasn’t surreal at all.
“Thank you,” you answered quickly, taking the bottle before immediately setting it aside again. “Uh—I’ll start filming now!”
You lifted the camera again with almost aggressive determination, eager to gather as much footage as possible. More clips meant more editing options later. More editing options meant a smaller chance of exposing yourself as a complete fraud.
Jungkook raised an amused brow at your sudden seriousness, his gaze briefly traveled over your outfit before returning to your face.
“You sure?” he asked lightly. “You don’t wanna eat first? I still have to stretch and stuff anyway.”
You shook your head immediately. “Nope.”
Your grip tightened around the camera slightly. “I wanna include behind-the-scenes snippets too, so…” you explained, trying your best to sound professional despite your racing heart. “This would actually be good footage.”
The determination in your voice made Jungkook smile again. And for some reason, that tiny look of approval made your stomach flip harder than it should have.
Jungkook chuckled softly. “Alright,” he said easily. “Just tell me if you need specific details or angles.”
Then he walked toward the side of the golf course to begin stretching.
You immediately followed after him with the camera clutched in your hands exactly the way you practiced all night, quickly pressing record before your nerves could stop you.
At first, things seemed to be going surprisingly well. You filmed everything.
His warm-ups were slow, deliberate—like he was already in control of everything around him.
The way he adjusted his gloves with quiet precision. The subtle flex of his arms as he set up his iron, muscles shifting beneath fabric like something effortless and practiced. The clean, confident swing of the club cutting through air before striking the ball with a sharp, satisfying sound. The soft crunch of grass beneath his shoes as he shifted his stance, grounding himself between each shot.
Then the stillness between it all.
Him sitting down beneath the shade, momentarily retreating from the sun. Him lifting a bottle of water to his lips, throat moving as he drank, the back of his hand brushing sweat away from his neck without much thought.
You practically documented his entire existence.
At one point, you even almost followed him toward the restroom before your brain caught up with your body at the last second.
You genuinely thought you were doing an amazing job.
From your perspective, more footage meant more options later during editing. You didn’t want to miss a single moment that could potentially look cinematic or useful.
But from Jungkook’s perspective… It was a little concerning.
At first, he simply watched quietly. He noticed the small mistakes immediately—the way you held the camera too stiffly sometimes, the awkward adjustments of the lens, the shaky transitions between movements.
Still, he tried convincing himself that maybe you were just getting comfortable with the equipment. Maybe you simply needed time.
But as the day continued, realization slowly settled in. Especially when he caught you aggressively zooming into completely unnecessary details before quickly rotating the lens too fast, creating footage that would probably look dizzying when played back.
Beginner.
The word settled into his thoughts almost instantly. You followed him everywhere with unwavering focus, constantly checking the framing, adjusting settings, filming from different angles even when your hands visibly started struggling beneath the camera’s weight.
By the time he returned from the restroom later that afternoon, he paused slightly at the sight of you near the equipment table.
You were rotating your shoulders carefully with a tired grimace, trying to ease the soreness from carrying the camera all day. Sweat clung lightly against your forehead beneath the heat of the sun, and your fingers looked faintly red from gripping the equipment for hours.
Still, the moment you noticed him approaching again, you instinctively reached for the camera.
“I think you have enough footage for today,” Jungkook said quietly before you could pick it up again.
His voice carried something firmer now. Your hands froze mid-motion.
You blinked at him in confusion. “Huh?” you asked, adjusting your grip on the camera. “But you’re not done yet.”
He was still in the middle of playing. There were still shots left, more footage you could take, more angles you could practice.
But instead of continuing, Jungkook simply placed the iron back onto the rack with a quiet sigh.
Something about his body language had changed. Subtle, but noticeable.
The playful brightness from earlier dimmed slightly, exhaustion settling into the slope of his shoulders as he rubbed the back of his neck.
And suddenly, anxiety crept beneath your skin.
Was he disappointed?
The answer was yes. Not angry—he wasn’t angry. But disappointed enough to realize the truth little by little throughout the day.
You don’t have any clue on what you were doing.
The way you handled the camera, the inconsistent framing, the random zoom-ins, the awkward adjustments every few seconds—it was painfully obvious that you were inexperienced.
And for a brief moment, ugly thoughts crossed his mind despite himself.
He trusted you.
Even without polished sample reels or impressive portfolios, he still chose to trust you. Your cover letter had been painfully sincere, especially the part about wanting independence. Wanting to do things on your own so you wouldn’t burden your parents. Wanting to make them proud. Wanting to stand on your own feet.
That part stayed with him longer than it should have.
A lot of people sent him impressive applications. High-quality edits. Cinematic videos. Professional portfolios crafted carefully to catch his attention. Thousands of direct messages flooded his account constantly, most of them blending together into meaningless noise after a while.
But yours stood out somehow.
Maybe it was the formal profile picture that made him laugh- looked strangely earnest among the endless stream of unserious messages. Maybe it was the desperation hidden between your carefully written sentences. Or maybe it was simply because your letter resonated with him more than he expected it to.
He understood that kind of desperation.
That overwhelming need to prove yourself to the world.
He had been independent from a young age too, forced to grow up far earlier than most people ever had to. He knew what it felt like to carry pressure so heavy it started shaping the person you became.
But still—
Maybe you lied just to get close to him.
Maybe you wanted the money.
Maybe you were just another person trying to take advantage of him somehow.
God knew he had already met far too many people like that.
But every time those thoughts surfaced, they disappeared almost instantly the second he looked at you again.
Because you were trying so hard. Too hard, honestly.
The determination written across your face all day felt painfully genuine, from the way you followed him around with aching arms to the sweat gathering near your forehead while you forced yourself to keep filming despite your obvious exhaustion.
You looked less like a manipulative opportunist and more like someone desperately trying not to fail.
Still, disappointment lingered quietly beneath his ribs. A dull ache he couldn’t quite shake away no matter how sincere you looked trying to impress him.
And instead of sending you home immediately, another thought slowly crept into his mind.
Something dangerous.
Something mean.
Something dirty enough to make his pulse slow.
He wanted to punish you for it.
Not enough to truly hurt you—never that—but enough to make you understand exactly what happened when you lied to him. Enough to leave you breathless beneath the weight of his attention, overwhelmed by the consequences of trying to fool him so boldly.
Jungkook had always been competitive for a reason.
He hated losing, hated being made a fool of.
And now that you had managed to slip past his guard so easily, there was no way he was letting you walk away untouched by it.
Oh, he was going to have so much fun with you.
“I wanna film something,” he finally said instead, voice quieter now. More serious.
Your breath caught slightly at the sudden change in tone. The warmth from earlier had faded into something calmer. Harder to read.
“Oh,” you answered softly, momentarily caught off guard. “Okay! What kind of content?”
You quickly stood up and began fixing the equipment into your bags, noticing him grab his car keys from beside his sports bag.
“You’ll see,” he said simply, before turning toward the exit.
Your own brows furrowed in confusion. The schedule he sent clearly stated golf content for today. Nothing else.
Still, you followed him quietly anyway. When he told you to ride with him instead of the escort vehicle, your confusion deepened even more, though you didn’t question it aloud. Maybe he wanted driving footage or some cinematic clips for the vlog.
That had to be it.
Your heart thumped nervously as you climbed into his car beside him, immediately noticing how sleek and absurdly expensive the interior looked. The soft scent of fresh mint lingered in the air, clean and comforting somehow.
The realization that you were sitting inside Jungkook’s car with Jungkook himself nearly made your soul leave your body.
Your hands instinctively reached toward the camera bag.
“No,” Jungkook chuckled softly the moment he noticed. “You’re not gonna film here, pretty girl.”
Pretty girl.
Your entire brain stopped functioning. Heat rushed violently into your cheeks as you slowly pulled your hands away from the bag.
“Oh,” you answered weakly. “Okay…”
You bit your lip afterward, turning slightly toward the window to hide your expression while curiosity twisted tighter inside your chest.
Where exactly was he taking you?
The moment you saw the familiar hotel building come into view through the windshield, confusion settled deeper into your chest.
You followed Jungkook quietly through the lobby, nerves buzzing beneath your skin with every step.
He had gone strangely quiet after golf. Still calm, still composed—but not as bright as before. The easy smiles disappeared, replaced by something heavier lingering beneath his expression, and it made your stomach tighten painfully.
“Uhm…” you started carefully while standing beside him inside the elevator. “Are you gonna get a few more cameras or something?”
The elevator doors slid shut. Jungkook glanced at you briefly, his doe eyes half-lidded in a way that made your throat suddenly feel dry.
“Take a guess.”
Your heartbeat stumbled. Something about his tone made nervousness crawl violently through your body. And when the elevator finally opened onto your floor, Jungkook grabbed your wrist without warning.
You gasped softly, he dragged you out impatiently, long strides carrying the two of you quickly down the hallway toward your hotel room. His grip wasn’t painful, but firm enough to make your pulse race uncontrollably beneath your skin.
By the time you stopped in front of your door, your mind was already spiraling. Jungkook looked down at you expectantly, his pupils dilated, still holding your wrist while waiting for you to unlock the room.
Did he figure it out? The thought struck so hard your chest physically tightened.
Your fingers trembled slightly while pulling out the keycard. Guilt flooded your system all at once, thick and suffocating.
You were scared.
Scared he’d yell at you. Scared he’d confiscate the equipment. Scared he’d have you booked on the next flight home before you even had a chance to explain yourself.
Completely unaware of the way his dark, playful mind worked. Completely unaware of how badly he wanted to punish you.
“Jungkook, I—”
But the words died immediately when he walked past you instead.
He took the camera bag from your hands and moved straight toward the table, pulling out the camera you used earlier before checking the rest of the equipment you left behind.
You blinked in confusion. Huh?
Jungkook grabbed another camera calmly before setting up one of the tripods with practiced ease. The way his fingers moved across the equipment was fast and precise, adjusting settings effortlessly while rotating the camera into position like second nature. His shoulders flexed beneath the white polo each time he lifted the tripod, veins bulging faintly along his tattooed forearms while he fixed the lighting behind it.
Your lips parted slightly without meaning to. He looked ridiculously good doing something as simple as setting up cameras.
“W-What are you doing?” you stammered, confused.
Jungkook glanced back at you over his shoulder while tightening something near the tripod head.
“Sit on the bed for me.”
Your stomach flipped violently. “H-Huh? I mean okay,” you answered quietly, swallowing hard before slowly moving toward the bed.
You sat carefully near the edge while watching him continue adjusting the setup.
With one hand alone, Jungkook lifted the heavy tripod effortlessly and positioned it directly in front of the bed, angling the camera downward toward where you sat.
The veins along his arms flexed again beneath the strain.
Your throat went completely dry. The room suddenly felt much smaller than before.
Hotter too.
You watched silently as he grabbed another tripod, this time placing it to the right side of the bed. Both cameras pointed directly at you now. And for some reason, the sight made your heartbeat pound harder than ever before.
He looked through the camera lens carefully, head tilting slightly as he adjusted the angle. “Lay down on the bed.”
Your eyes nearly popped out of their sockets. “What—”
“Lay down.” he commanded sharply.
This time, his tone came out firmer. Serious. Leaving absolutely no room for argument.
And somehow, the way he looked at you through the camera lens sent a sharp shiver crawling down your spine.
To your own horror, excitement slowly started mixing with the fear curling inside your stomach.
You almost wanted to slap yourself for it.
You swallowed hard before slowly slipping your shoes off, awkwardly climbing farther onto the bed until your back rested against the headboard.
Every movement suddenly felt painfully self-aware beneath the cameras pointed directly at you.
Jungkook poked the inside of his cheek thoughtfully while studying the frame through the viewfinder, eventually stepping forward again to move the tripod closer.
Before you could shift yourself lower against the mattress, he suddenly walked toward you instead. Your breath hitched the second he crouched down in front of you holding the clip-on microphone.
He leaned in close enough for you to catch the faint scent of mint lingering on him.
“You forgot these earlier,” he said lightly, though there was something mocking beneath the softness of his voice now.
“Oh,” you answered weakly. “Uhm… I was in a rush, so…” Your cheeks burned instantly from embarrassment.
Of course you forgot the microphones!
Jungkook raised a brow slowly. “You were in a rush?” he repeated with a quiet chuckle before standing back up again.
Then he walked toward the table and grabbed the smaller digital camcorder, casually aiming it toward you.
The amount of cameras pointed at you now made your stomach twist uncomfortably. Instinctively, you tried sitting up straighter, but Jungkook stopped you immediately.
“Stay still,” he said calmly. “I wanna test the cameras.”
“Test the cameras?”
“I think you need a little demo, baby.” Your heartbeat stopped. “You weren’t doing a very good job earlier.” The teasing mockery in his tone hit you like a truck.
And suddenly everything crashed down at once. Your eyes widened in horror.
Fuck.
He knew.
Of course he knew!
Heat rushed violently into your face and neck, humiliation crawling across your entire body so intensely it almost hurt. Your chest tightened painfully while tears burned behind your eyes before you could stop them.
You looked away instinctively, shame flooding every inch of you.
God, this was so embarrassing.
“J-Jungkook, please,” you stammered quickly, panic slipping into your voice. “I’m not trying to scam you or anything, it’s just that—”
He stepped closer until his knees brushed against the edge of the bed.
And somehow, that almost satisfied look on his face made your stomach twist even more.
You looked so shy. So cornered. Like a poor little thing unknowingly walking straight into his hands.
His gaze lingered on you with dangerous amusement, as though you had already become his favorite test subject for the cameras.
Dark lazy eyes dragged slowly across your body, taking their time, shamelessly roaming over every inch of you while his imagination sparked vividly to life. You could almost see the thoughts forming behind his eyes—every filthy thing he wanted to do to you, every position he wanted to bend you into, every sound he wanted to force out of your mouth while the cameras kept recording.
And somehow, what excited him even more was the thought of filming it all. Editing it afterward. Watching you fall apart for him frame by frame.
“Shh,” he murmured softly. “It’s okay.”
Your watery eyes lifted toward him immediately. “I’ll teach you how to film, hmm?” he said mockingly.
“W-What?” Your lips parted in disbelief.
Jungkook tilted his head slightly, dark eyes fixed on yours with an unreadable expression.
“Gonna show you the right angles, baby,” he cooed. “What do you think?” He smiled without humor.
The contrast made you shiver. “B-But…”
“Will you cooperate with me?” he asked, voice smooth and almost condescending, like he was speaking to a child. His fingers tapped lightly against one of the cameras beside him. “We wouldn’t want these cameras to go to waste, would we?”
Your throat tightened. Part of you wanted to disappear completely. To book the next flight home, apologize profusely, and somehow repay every expense he wasted on you.
But another part of you—the younger version buried deep inside your chest, the girl who once stayed up all night watching his videos and smiling at her screen—couldn’t let go of this moment.
Because despite everything, Jungkook still hadn’t thrown you out.
He wasn’t yelling at you.
He was giving you another chance.
And maybe that meant you still had an opportunity to prove yourself.
Thousands of people probably wanted your position right now. Yet somehow, he was still here. Patient enough to teach you himself.
Completely unaware of how dangerous that patience actually was.
Because the lessons Jungkook had in mind were nothing like the ones you were expecting.
So slowly, you nodded.
Hope flickered weakly beneath your embarrassment while your thoughts tangled themselves around one desperate need: to impress him somehow.
“Okay,” you whispered nervously. “I—I learn fast when someone’s teaching me and…”
Jungkook raised a thick brow at you. “Pretty girl’s a fast learner, huh?”
Your cheeks immediately reddened again. You nodded shyly despite the obvious teasing in his tone, unconsciously pouting a little from embarrassment.
His eyes went down to your lips, eyes darkening. “Can you count the cameras for me?” he asked a bit impatiently.
You glanced around quickly toward the setup.
The two cameras mounted on tripods.
The camcorder in his hand.
“There’s three,” you answered softly.
Jungkook chuckled under his breath. “Good job, baby.” he slowly lifted the camcorder higher, zooming the lens closer toward your face.
“Now look here.”
You shyly looked into the camera lens, your cheeks dusted with pink beneath the warm lights.
The way Jungkook stared at you through the camcorder made you shrink into yourself slightly, suddenly aware of every little movement you made on the bed.
He tilted his head slowly. “So pretty.”
Your breath caught in your throat. Heat crawled up your neck as you shifted uncomfortably against the mattress, fingers curling slightly into the sheets. The entire situation suddenly felt strangely intimate, and for a second your thoughts drifted somewhere dangerous before you quickly forced yourself to focus again.
This is just a demo.
He’s teaching you.
Nothing else.
“Open the first few buttons of your top,” he said, voice quieter now as he continued looking at you through the camcorder.
Your eyes widened instantly.
Did I hear that right?
“W-What?” you nearly choked out, pulse quickening embarrassingly fast despite how badly this entire situation could end for you.
And somehow, against all logic, excitement started curling through your stomach.
“Need you to cooperate, baby,” he answered smoothly. “Come on, do a nice show for me.”
The teasing edge in his tone made your stomach twist nervously.
You hesitated for a moment before slowly bringing your shaky fingers toward your top, feeling painfully aware of the cameras pointed at you from different angles.
Jungkook watched carefully through the lens, adjusting the focus ring slightly while observing the framing.
“That’s it.” he encouraged.
You squeezed your eyes shut for a moment, fingers trembling as you slowly undid the first few buttons of your blouse. Heat crawled up the back of your neck, burning the tips of your ears as the reality of the situation settled deeper beneath your skin.
He’s filming a sex tape.
You were so fucking stupid because instead of panicking properly, instead of running or completely losing your mind, you were following him blindly. Worse—you were getting excited.
Fuck, you should’ve been crashing out right now.
But the way he looked at you— God.
It felt like he wanted to devour you whole. His dark eyes dragged over every inch of exposed skin with quiet hunger, liquid heat pulsed embarrassingly between the gap of your thighs before you could stop it.
“Open your eyes baby, stare at the camera.” he said firmly, an obvious edge underneath it.
You slowly opened your eyes. Your cheeks were already burning, breath uneven as you finished unbuttoning the last one, revealing just enough of your chest to make your thoughts scatter. The camera lens felt heavier now, more invasive, like it was watching you breathe, waiting for you to make the wrong move.
“Hmm…touch your breasts baby, give it a nice squeeze for me.” he whispered, still holding the camcorder, directing it with the ease of someone who knew exactly what every angle captured.
Completely under his control, you obeyed, your hands moving hesitantly at first before you held yourself through the fabric, giving a light squeeze that made your breath hitch. You bit down on your lower lip, trying to stay steady, trying to keep your eyes locked on the camera like he told you, even as your vision softened at the edges and your body betrayed your focus.
The room felt smaller now. Heavier.
You were getting so wet.
Jungkook let out a low groan, eyes still fixed through the lens.
“Remove your top, wanna see your pretty nipples.”
Your ears burned red at the filthy undertone. With shaky hands, you slowly pulled your top off, revealing the white lace bra beneath. The delicate fabric hugged the soft swell of your breasts perfectly, and the moment Jungkook’s eyes settled on them through the camera lens, another wave of heat rushed through your body.
You slowly tugged at the first strap, then the second, freeing your breasts as your nipples hardened, flushed and sensitive against the cool air.
“That’s it,” he instructed, voice steady. “Roll those pretty nipples for me.”
You obeyed, pinching them gently before rolling them between your fingers. Your lips parted at the rush of sensation that followed, breath catching as your panties got more stickier with your arousal.
When your gaze dropped, you noticed the strain in his black shorts—the obvious tent pressing against the fabric. A shiver ran down your spine at the realization that despite his composed, professional expression as he filmed you, he wasn’t unaffected.
He groaned, zooming in on how you were rolling and pinching your nipples, his cock throbbing at the sight, precum leaking from its mushroom tip.
“Bring your hand to your mouth,” he ordered, directing the camera at your face. “Now, spit on it.”
You whimpered. Like a good girl, you gathered your saliva and spat thickly onto your palms, showing it to him after.
He bit his lower lip, his cock getting so hard from your submissiveness. “Good girl, now rub it on your nipples—make it nice and wet for me,” he rasped.
You rubbed the spit on your breast, the warm, sticky fluid on your nipples feeling so raw and dirty, spreading the saliva messily as he watched you through the lens with hooded eyes.
You were getting so horny, the dirty act turning you on so much that you could feel your panties sticking to your core.
“Look at you,” he chuckled, slowly reaching toward you. “I bet you’re so wet right now.”
You looked so pretty—your neatly done hair now slightly disheveled, cheeks flushed from all the things he’d been instructing you to do, pebbled nipples glistening under the camera lights. Your legs trembled slightly, aching to be touched, your lips parting every now and then as your breath turned uneven, eyes hazy and unfocused.
The sight made Jungkook’s cock throb painfully hard.
His pretty little doll.
He handed you the camcorder. “Hold this, baby. Show them who’s making you this wet.”
With shaky hands and glossy eyes, you took the camera and tried to point it toward him, your eyes rolling back when he removed his white polo shirt and black shorts, leaving him in his gray Calvin Klein boxers.
You whimpered as you could see the outline of his huge cock, precum leaking at the tip, wetting the center of the cloth.
“Your angle is wrong,” he raised a brow, noticing how your shaky hands were failing a bit at holding the camera properly.
You panicked. “I’m sorry,” you rushed out, trying to straighten it, ignoring the painful pulses between your legs—your body begging to be touched.
He chuckled, leaning over you. “It’s okay, baby. That’s why we have another camera.”
His hands came up to your cheeks, gently holding and angling your face to the right so you could look toward the second camera set up by the side of the bed. “I bet you’d look so good getting fucked from that angle,” he whispered.
His grip on your cheeks tightened slightly, squishing them just enough as the camera captured everything—the way your eyes fluttered, the way your nipples hardened under his gaze, the way your legs shifted restlessly, searching for any kind of friction.
You gasped loudly when his free hand went down to cup your pussy through your pants, your eyes rolling back as he felt the wetness through the fabric.
“Fuck, let me see how wet you are, yeah?”
With one hand, he unzipped your pants, pulling them down in one forceful motion while his other hand remained on your cheeks, keeping your gaze fixed on the camera. Your other hand trembled as it tried to capture what he was doing below.
“Capture this, baby,” he breathed, guiding your hand holding the camcorder to angle it downward, towards your wet pussy.
You almost dropped the camera when he suddenly slapped your cunt, your panties nearly see-through from how wet they were with your arousal.
“Jungkook~” you whimpered.
He sat up and held both of your legs, spreading them wider until your ankles were almost on either side of the bed.
“You’re so wet, I can see your cute little slit through your panties baby.” He chuckled, leaning down and hollowing his cheeks to spit right above your clothed clit, making it even messier.
You whimpered, your toes curling at the sensation, gripping the camcorder tightly as you felt him crouch down, spreading his spit over your panties. His warm tongue then licked along your pussy through the fabric, slotting between your folds, the wet material pressing inside your slit.
“Make sure the camera can see how good I’m gonna eat this pussy.” He whispered while looking at you, flipping your panties to the side and groaning when he saw how wet and pink you were, his jaw slackening as he took almost your whole pussy into his warm mouth.
It was so wet and messy, and you could see him through the mini screen of the camcorder, maintaining direct eye contact with the lens while eating you out, making sure to pull back your hood so the camera could capture how his lips would wrapped around your swollen clit.
He suctioned around it, spreading more spit, sucking as if his life depended on it, then moved down to gather your juices before sliding his hot tongue inside you, coaxing more from you. His adam’s apple bobbed as he swallowed, showing you how he drank every bit of your wetness.
“That feels so g-good.” You moaned, trying to zoom in on how his tongue played with your folds.
He hummed, the vibrations making you twitch in pleasure.
“Yeah? This feels good?” he asked, sucking harshly on your clit as your eyes rolled back, your release building up fast. Your pussy throbbed, your clit growing more sensitive with every passing second.
“I’m gonna-’’
You moaned loudly when he buried his face deeper, never letting go of your throbbing clit, his head moving from side to side as he groaned low against you. When he finally let go of your clit, you gasped as he gathered a thick amount of saliva, hollowing his cheeks to spit harshly down on you, then leaning back in with his tongue out to spread it in slow, kitten-like licks.
When he looked up again at the lens, you exploded, your orgasm so intense you could feel your pussy pulsating so hard you almost saw stars.
‘’Stop, please!” You whined, overstimulated as he kept licking your cunt, your legs shaking from the oversensitivity.
His chin and nose were soaked, his lips slightly red and pouty, his dark locks messy, and his pupils dilated. You gasped when he suddenly removed his boxers; his cock was hard and pretty, curving slightly upward, decorated with thick veins and a red, swollen mushroom tip.
Jungkook took the camera and angled it towards you, wide glossy eyes looking up at him weakly.
“Say… thank you for making me cum, Jungkook.” He breathed, his other hand gripping his cock as he spread the precum along his shaft.
“Thank you for m-making me cum, Jungkook.” You croaked, your legs still trembling from your intense orgasm.
He smiled proudly. “My smart girl, very good at following instructions,” he praised, placing the camcorder down beside you and angling it so it could capture how his mouth leaned down to suck your nipples, while his free hand squeezed and rolled the other bud between his fingers.
“Jungkook—” you moaned as his tongue twirled and sucked around your breast, just like he had done to your clit—messy and pouty with saliva.
He bit your nipple playfully, earning a soft whimper from you, his tattooed hand reaching down to cup your swollen pussy.
You gasped when he inserted his middle finger, your walls tightening around the intrusion.
“You’re so tight and warm.” He murmured against your nipple, letting it go with a soft pop before moving to suck on the other one.
You whimpered, your pussy growing wetter from the way he sucked and played with your nipples, the pad of his middle finger brushing against your spongy spot, making you writhe in pleasure.
“Please- too much.” You moaned, his middle finger going so deep that his knuckles were hitting your ass, his finger curling in a “come here” motion inside you, rubbing your spot deliciously as your tight hole produced more juices, the feeling of your previous release being pushed inside you making you tremble.
He let go of your nipple and leaned in immediately, pouty lips capturing yours in a hungry kiss. His tongue slipped into your mouth, messy and demanding, tangling with yours as the kiss deepened and turned overwhelming.
At the same time, his other hand moved up to your throat, fingers wrapping gently around the column of your neck, giving it a light squeeze as he held you in place.
Your lips parted in response, and he took the opportunity to push his tongue deeper, exploring every corner of your mouth, sucking on your tongue and swallowing your whines and protests.
His hard cock pressed against your inner thigh, impossibly close to your wet pussy, grinding lightly as he shifted. You could feel his precum, warm and slick, and the firm pressure of his mushroom tip against your skin made you bite back a shaky breath, a mix of pleasure and nerves twisting together inside you.
Your walls tightened around his finger, making it almost impossible for him to move it from how tightly your pussy gripped him.
He groaned, biting your lip and nudging your thighs wider with his legs, inserting another finger and making you gasp from the mix of pain and pleasure. He swallowed your moans, almost bruising your tongue from the way he was kissing you, the air in your lungs growing limited every time he squeezed your throat.
“Shh, behave for the camera.” he whispered, his thumb caressing your throat while his middle and ring fingers rubbed your spongy spot in slow circles.
Tears fell from your eyes, the overstimulation and edging making you cry from pain. You had already come, but you wanted to cum again so badly, your pussy aching and throbbing for another release, his fingers brushing your g-spot in a teasing, ticklish way, making you shake and move your legs in protest.
“Let me cum again, please, please…” you pleaded, fat tears rolling down your flushed cheeks.
He gripped your throat a little tighter, making you gasp for air. “Aww, you wanna come again?” he cooed.
You nodded desperately, moving your hips to meet his fingers. “Yes, please.”
He chuckled at you. “So polite.” he said, lazily grabbing the camcorder from the side and angling it down towards your spent pussy. “Spread wide, baby.”
You immediately held your ankles, making yourself completely open for him, desperate for release, your body aching from denied pleasure.
He angled the camera at your twitching hole, filming how your wetness dripped down the sheets. He held his hard cock, spitting down onto his shaft and pumping it a few times before angling himself towards your wet cunt.
You gasped loudly when his blunt head entered your hole, biting your lip harshly at the foreign intrusion, the stretch nearly overwhelming you from his swollen mushroom tip alone.
“So big…” you whimpered, holding your ankles tightly as a new wave of tears gathered in your eyes.
Your breath hitched, trembling as you tried to adjust, the sensation stealing every coherent thought from your mind.
Jungkook cursed under his breath, zooming in on your wet cunt to capture how your walls were sucking him in.
“Your pussy looks so good on camera baby, so tight and pretty.” He grunted, pushing halfway in and earning a loud moan from you.
His bangs stuck to his forehead, his lip ring catching the light as he bit down on his lower lip. His broad chest rose and fell heavily, veins tracing along his neck, flushed and taut with effort. Even like this, he held the camera with unnerving steadiness, like nothing about the moment could shake his focus.
So steady and professional at producing sex tapes.
When he bottomed out, you almost fainted, the stretch overwhelming—painful yet intoxicating—as he pressed fully against you. His balls settled deep, his pelvis flush with yours, the soft trim of hair brushing your clit each time he rolled his hips.
He groaned harshly. You could feel his cock throbbing inside you, his jaw clenching as your walls enveloped him.
“Relax, baby—you’re gripping me,” he groaned weakly, this time angling the camera toward your face.
You whimpered, trying to cover your face with your small hands, but he caught both of your wrists and pinned them above your head. His sudden hard thrusts made your body bounce slightly with every movement, leaving you breathless.
“Don’t be shy, baby—show your pretty face to the camera,” he drawled lazily, angling it towards your flushed expression.
“Show them how good I’m making you feel.” He grunted, rolling his hips against you. The curve of his cock hitting your g-spot perfectly, buried so deep that he barely pulled out at all—only circling his hips, grinding in a way that made it feel like he wanted to push even further. The sensation drew a sharp arch through your back.
His gaze stayed locked on you through the screen, lips parted, breath uneven—like he was caught between control and losing it. The way your pussy gripped him made his cock throb, his expression darkening with something possessive and unspoken.
“Look at you, whimpering like a pretty little slut.” he said in a condescending tone.
“I-I’m not a slut.” You pouted, your walls tightening around him at his degrading tone.
He raised a brow. “Oh really? You think a lot of people won’t agree once I upload this?”
Your eyes widened, panic flashing across your flushed face as his thrusts turned harsher and sloppier, the rhythm giving away how close he was getting. You were almost impressed that he was still managing to keep the camera steady.
“N-No, you are not gonna do that,” you panicked, your eyes wide and glossy, your small hands trying to push the camera away.
He grunted, his cock throbbing as he felt your pussy tighten around him. He shifted just enough to avoid the camera when you reached for it, tightening his grip around both your wrists so you couldn’t move.
“You like that, huh? Come on, pretty—let me film you properly.” He snapped his hips harder, angling the lens toward you while your bodies met in sharp, rhythmic collisions.
The friction made your breath hitch, your clit brushing against his pubic hair in a way that sent jolts of pleasure racing through your body. His grip tightened around the camcorder, breathing uneven as he watched you come apart through the screen, completely drunk on the sounds you were making for him.
“Moan louder.” he commanded.
You moaned loudly, your chest rising and falling as his harsh movements made your body react against him. His eyes rolled back slightly from the way you kept pulsating around him, every drag sending him deeper into overstimulation.
He bit his lip. “My dirty girl, getting fucked on film.” he rasped.
Then, abruptly, he let go of the camcorder and set it aside.
A soft sound escaped him as he pulled out, the sudden emptiness making you whimper. Before you could fully register it, he was already moving you—pulling your body forward and repositioning you in front of him.
He settled behind you, guiding you into place so that you were now facing the cameras on the tripod, your body fully on display while his broad chest and hard cock pressed close from behind.
“You see those two cameras baby?’’ he whispered behind your ear, spreading your legs wide.
“Yes.” you replied weakly.
You gasped loudly when he entered you from behind, your body settling against his lap as his thighs kept your legs spread wide, positioning you so the camera could clearly capture the way he entered you.
“Smile for them baby, need some footage from this angle.’’ He cooed softly, thrusting his hips upward while his other arm circled around your waist to keep you steady.
You moaned, trembling so badly when you saw how the lights caught both of your bodies—the glittering sheen of sweat, your smudged makeup, and his tattooed colored arms all captured in high definition under the harsh glow.
"My pretty pretty girl, should I post this? show them how I fuck?" he murmured against your skin before pressing a kiss to your cheek, his tongue brushing lightly over the dampness left behind by your earlier tears.
The tenderness of it contrasted so badly with the hunger in his voice that it made your breath hitch. His hand cradled your face carefully, thumb stroking beneath your eye as though he was soothing you and provoking you at the same time, and the way he looked at you through half-lidded eyes made heat rush straight to your chest.
He suddenly grabbed the clip-on mic from your necklace, your eyes widening as you realized he was angling it downward—towards where his cock met your pussy.
“Need to test the mic baby, let the viewers hear how much of a nasty slut you are.”
The mic was so close that every sound was picked up clearly—the wet, obscene squelches echoing as he pushed and pulled inside you, the way he dragged against your tight heat sounding even more intense through the recording. The noise alone felt almost sinful in how loud and wet it was.
“I bet they can hear how tight your pussy is.” he grunted, putting the mic closer to your cunt.
He could feel how slick everything had become, wetting his balls each time he pushed, your arousal makes each movement messier.
“Gonna cum, oh gosh.” You moaned, your body growing hypersensitive as your clit throbbed with the pressure of an approaching orgasm.
He grabbed both of your cheeks when he noticed your head starting to fall back from pleasure, forcing you to look straight at the camera in front of you. “Be a good girl and look at the lens, don’t want my content to be bad quality.’’
His other hand clipped the mic back onto your necklace before sliding down again, rubbing slow circles over your clit. You moaned loudly, your back arching as your orgasm edged closer and closer.
“Cum for me baby, show them your cute little juices.”
Your legs were shaking when you finally reached your orgasm, your clit throbbing so intensely, your limbs giving out as your body hit its peak. Your swollen bud pulsed uncontrollably in fast, erratic heart beats, your walls clenching around his cock as he was still thrusting inside you.
Your eyes rolled back into your head when you felt your orgasm stretch further from his deep thrusts, his mushroom tip brushing against your g-spot and dragging you straight into another wave. You came again, consecutively, your body twitching as overstimulation took over, your legs instinctively trying to close.
"J-Jungkook I can't anymore."
Jungkook forced your legs to stay open, his index and middle fingers spreading your pussy lips apart for the camera, showing how your clit pulsed beneath the warm lights while his cock remained buried deep inside you.
''Mhm.. spit on your clit baby, make it extra wet before I use you." he whispered.
You squirmed, obediently leaning down as his fingers kept you spread open. With trembling breaths, you gathered saliva on your tongue before letting it drip down onto your clit, both cameras capturing the filthy sight in sharp detail.
A low curse slipped past Jungkook’s lips at the view, his grip tightening instinctively as he watched you, completely consumed by the way you willingly put yourself on display for him.
He quickly flipped your body down to chase his own pleasure, entering you again and sloppily thrusting into your wet used walls, pushing your cum deeper and deeper inside you. You were so weak, your heart still racing as you weakly reached for the camcorder to film him.
When he saw what you were doing, he groaned harshly, his grip on your hips tightening so hard it bordered on bruising as he held you down.
“My smart girl, you learned well huh?” He praised you, thrusting fast and hard, the camcorder shaking in your grip as you tried to capture his deep strokes.
"Your little brain functioning well with my cock deep inside you.'' he muttered darkly, thumb brushing against your cheek as he watched your expression unravel for him.
“A-Am I doing a good job?” you asked softly, biting your lip as you adjusted the camera to capture his face this time.
He let out a low growl in response, movements losing their rhythm slightly as pleasure started pulling him apart at the edges. “Uh-huh,” he breathed heavily. “You can be my personal little porn star. You’d like that, wouldn’t you?”
A loud moan escaped you at the thought, heat rushing instantly to your cheeks as you tightened your grip on the camcorder, suddenly far too eager to keep filming him.
“Gonna fuck you anytime I want,” he breathed, dilated eyes locked on you through the lens. “Film it however I like.”
With a harsh final thrust, he came inside you, grunting as he pushed through the last of it, staying buried as he finished, his body still tense with the release. You could feel his cock pulsing inside you, warm cum spilling and pooling, some of it leaking out and staining the sheets beneath you while he stayed balls deep.
The camcorder slipped from your grip, forgotten as you breathed heavily beneath him. You were completely spent, still sensitive as his hips gave a few slow, instinctive movements, as if trying to push his cum deeper despite his softening cock.
“Jungkook?” you asked weakly, fingers absentmindedly playing with the soft ruffles of his hair.
“Hmm?” he hummed against your neck, lips pressing lazy kisses there, his cock still buried deep inside you. The red recording lights on the cameras kept blinking steadily in the background.
“A-Are you really gonna post this?” you bit your lip, glancing back at the two large cameras perched on the tripod.
Jungkook let out a quiet chuckle, teeth grazing your skin in a teasing bite. “Mhm. I still need to edit it though.”
“Jungkook!” you squealed, panicking again.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes dark and sharp with need, still carrying that lingering haze of desire. “Do you even know how to edit?” he asked, eyes squinting in playful doubt.
Your eyes widened. “I can edit,” you insisted quickly. “I learned a few things… I kinda know the basics.” Your voice softened at the end, almost uncertain.
A small smile tugged at his lips as he slowly pulled out, earning a shaky breath from you before he reached up to tuck a loose strand of hair behind your ear with surprising gentleness.
“Hmm. Okay…” he murmured softly, lifting the camcorder slightly between you. “Edit this video for me, then.”
“What, r-really?” you blinked, surprised that he was letting you work for him.
“Uh-huh,” he said casually. “Then we’ll see if I have to keep you or not.”
You pouted instantly at that, but he was already shifting away from you, looking at the camcorder and checking the footage with the ease of someone far too experienced at this.
The screen’s glow reflected faintly against his handsome face as he replayed a few clips, brows slightly furrowed in concentration. Even now, completely relaxed, he somehow still looked annoyingly professional.
“Okay…” you mumbled softly, a little disappointment slipping into your voice before you could hide it.
He noticed immediately. Of course he did.
A smirk pulled at his lips as he lifted the camcorder slightly, teasing you with it. “Make sure you include your pretty moans, baby,” he drawled. “Or else we’ll have to retake this again.”
He stood up then, completely unbothered, removing the cameras from their tripods like the decision had already been made long before you realized it.
After being dragged to an elite underground club, the last thing you expect is to end up seated across from Jeon Jungkook — the society’s most infamous player. But after a reckless bet, a deliberate loss, and a kiss that wasn’t quite what he wanted, you leave the club realizing Jungkook may not be finished playing with you yet.
전정국 x f!reader ˖ ࣪ ꉂ🗯˙ ‹— cw | underground society au • elite gambler!jungkook • power plays • high stakes poker • champagne & velvet • strangers to something worse • morally grey jk • teasing • slowburn tension • not proofread
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┈ [ ✉️ ] Hi angels !! This was a request by anon !! Also I decided for this to be like the introduction part of it so I will like the smut version once I finish with it !! This is honestly not my favorite thing I have written - I guess I js feel like I am better at smut idk lol. Any-whom !! I hope you all enjoy this !!! Happy reading !!! <33
The second you stepped out of Mina’s car, you already regretted coming.
“This place looks illegal,” you muttered, smoothing down the black dress Mina had forced you into less than an hour ago while trying not to trip in heels you barely knew how to walk in.
Beside you, Mina rolled her eyes while fixing her lipstick in the reflection of the car window. “For the last time, it’s a private club.”
“That’s exactly what people say before ending up in documentaries.”
A laugh escaped her immediately before she grabbed your wrist and started dragging you toward the entrance anyway. “You’re being dramatic.”
“No,” you corrected while staring up at the massive building towering above the street, “I’m being cautious.”
The club looked untouchable. Black glass stretched toward the night sky while gold lighting spilled from enormous windows, luxury cars curving around the entrance beneath dim lanterns. Even the people outside looked expensive—tailored suits, silk dresses, watches that probably cost more than your rent.
You suddenly felt underdressed despite Mina forcing you to spend twenty minutes shoving makeup onto your face in the passenger seat while she drove through traffic like a maniac.
“You owe me for this,” you muttered while following her up the marble stairs.
“I know, I know.” Mina grinned suddenly. “But if Namjoon’s here tonight, it’ll be worth it.”
Ah yes.
Namjoon.
The entire reason you were currently entering what looked like a billionaire vampire convention instead of rotting peacefully in bed.
Mina had met him two weeks ago “by accident,” which really meant she spilled a drink on his suit at some upscale restaurant and somehow walked away with his number instead of a lawsuit. Since then, she’d spent every single day talking about him like she was being paid for it.
Apparently, Namjoon belonged to this club.
Which explained the terrifying amount of money surrounding you the second the doors opened.
Warm jazz drifted through the massive lounge while crystal glasses clinked softly beneath dim amber lighting. Everything inside gleamed—marble floors, velvet seating, gold accents catching the low light every time someone moved. The air smelled faintly of expensive liquor and perfume strong enough to make you dizzy.
And somehow, despite all the noise around you, the atmosphere still felt… controlled.
Too controlled.
Like everyone inside knew rules you didn’t.
“You made it.”
You turned at the sound of the familiar voice just in time to see Mina practically light up beside you.
Namjoon approached through the crowd effortlessly, dressed in a charcoal suit that looked unfairly expensive. Tall. Broad shoulders. Silver rings catching beneath the warm lighting every time he moved.
Okay.
Fine.
You understood the obsession a little now.
“Mina,” he greeted warmly before his attention shifted toward you. “And you must be the friend.”
You introduced yourself quickly while he offered his hand politely. His grip was warm, calm. Everything about him felt smooth in a way that immediately screamed rich person confidence.
“Mina’s told me a lot about you,” he said.
“That’s concerning.”
A laugh slipped from him easily enough to make Mina look entirely too pleased with herself. But before the conversation could continue, another man approached Namjoon quietly and murmured something near his ear.
You noticed the subtle shift immediately.
Namjoon’s posture straightened slightly, expression smoothing into something more unreadable. “Excuse me for a moment,” he said. “I’ll be right back.”
The second he disappeared back into the crowd, Mina grabbed your arm aggressively. “See?” she whispered. “I told you he was perfect.”
“You met a man with a face.”
“He has the face.”
“You’re insane.”
“And yet you came with me anyway.”
Unfortunately true.
You let her continue rambling while your attention drifted elsewhere, gaze moving slowly across the lounge until something near the back wall caught your eye.
A gold elevator sat partially hidden behind dark velvet curtains, guarded by two men in black suits. Guests approached quietly every few minutes, flashing sleek black cards before disappearing downstairs.
Not upstairs. Downstairs.
Your brows pulled together slightly. Strange.
“You okay?” Mina asked beside you after noticing you staring.
Your eyes stayed fixed on the elevator. “What’s downstairs?”
Her talking stopped for exactly half a second.
Then she shrugged casually. “Private rooms, I think.”
“You think?”
“I didn’t ask.”
“That’s suspicious.”
“You think everything is suspicious.”
“Because rich people are weird.”
Mina rolled her eyes, but before she could argue back, movement near the elevator caught your attention again. A small group approached quietly while one of the guards held out his hand. Black cards appeared immediately between polished fingers. Silent nods followed. Then the elevator doors slid open.
And every single person disappeared downstairs.
Your curiosity sharpened instantly.
“You know what,” you murmured, grabbing a champagne glass from a passing tray, “I’m going down there.”
Mina nearly choked. “What?”
“You heard me.”
“You cannot just wander into mysterious underground rich people basements!”
“That sentence alone makes me want to go more.”
“Mina.”
You both turned slightly as Namjoon reappeared beside you, calmer now than before. But unlike earlier, there was something more serious in his expression this time. More careful.
His gaze flicked briefly toward the elevator before returning to you.
And somehow, that alone confirmed your suspicion that something strange was happening downstairs.
“What’s down there?” you asked immediately.
Namjoon paused.
Then smiled lightly. “Nothing dangerous.”
“That is not a real answer.”
Mina pointed at him accusingly. “See? This is why she thinks we’re in a cult.”
A quiet laugh left him before his attention returned toward the elevator again. “It’s invitation only.”
“So there is something down there.”
Namjoon said nothing.
Which was answer enough.
Your eyes narrowed slightly before glancing toward the elevator one more time. Another guest approached the guards, black card already waiting between his fingers. The second the doors opened, soft music drifted upward from below. Lower. Slower. Different from upstairs.
And suddenly curiosity won completely.
Before either Mina or Namjoon could stop you, you started walking.
“Oh my god,” Mina hissed behind you. “She’s actually doing it.”
Your heels clicked softly against the marble floors as you approached the guarded elevator. The two men standing outside immediately looked toward you, expressions unreadable beneath the dim lighting.
For one brief second, you considered turning around. Then one of the guards stepped aside. Just like that. No questions. Interesting.
You stepped inside slowly, pulse quickening despite yourself. Mina scrambled in beside you a second later while Namjoon sighed quietly before following after both of you.
“This is a terrible idea,” Mina whispered the second the doors closed.
“You say that like you had a choice.”
“I literally didn’t.”
The elevator began descending smoothly.
The deeper it went, the quieter it became. Jazz from upstairs faded completely until only the low mechanical hum remained. Mina shifted nervously beside you while Namjoon stayed perfectly calm, hands tucked neatly into his pockets like this happened every day for him.
Then the elevator stopped. The doors slid open slowly. And suddenly, the atmosphere changed completely.
The first thing you noticed was the silence. Not actual silence—music still drifted faintly through the massive underground lounge, glasses clinked softly somewhere nearby, low conversations blended beneath it all—but everything downstairs felt sharper somehow. Controlled in a way upstairs hadn’t been.
Poker tables stretched across the room beneath dim gold lighting while people in tailored suits and silk dresses gambled away terrifying amounts of money with frighteningly calm expressions. Dealers shuffled cards effortlessly while waitresses carried trays of whiskey and champagne between tables.
And at the very center of the room—sat him.
Black dress shirt. Sleeves rolled neatly to his forearms. Dark hair falling slightly over his forehead beneath the low lighting. One hand rested lazily against his jaw while the other toyed with a poker chip between long fingers.
Everyone around him looked tense.
He looked bored.
“Who’s that?” you asked quietly.
Namjoon’s gaze shifted toward the center table immediately.
“Jeon Jungkook.”
The name alone seemed to carry weight downstairs. You noticed it instantly in the way nearby conversations lowered slightly, the way spectators lingered around his table without getting too close. Across the room, another pile of chips slid toward him effortlessly while the man sitting opposite looked seconds away from collapsing entirely.
“He always wins,” Mina whispered.
Almost as if sensing the attention on him, Jungkook glanced up suddenly.
And for one brief second—his eyes landed directly on yours.
His gaze landed on yours with enough intensity to make your stomach tighten unexpectedly.
Not because he looked angry.
Or cold.
If anything, he looked curious.
Like he was trying to figure out why you were standing there instead of upstairs drinking overpriced champagne with everyone else.
Then the dealer’s voice cut smoothly through the room. “Another win for Mr. Jeon.”
Soft murmurs followed instantly around the table. Across from Jungkook, the man who’d just lost leaned back in his chair looking physically unwell while Jungkook barely reacted at all. He simply gathered his chips with calm disinterest, like winning had stopped exciting him a long time ago.
“That’s his fifth tonight,” Namjoon said quietly beside you.
Your eyes stayed fixed on Jungkook. “Poker?”
“Poker. Betting games. Auctions.” Namjoon slipped one hand into his pocket. “Doesn’t really matter.”
“He never loses,” Mina added dramatically.
And honestly?
You could see why people believed it.
The confidence around Jungkook wasn’t loud arrogance. It was worse. Quiet certainty. The kind built from winning too often for too long. Everyone around him looked tense while he sat there completely relaxed, lazily spinning a poker chip between elegant fingers like the entire room bored him.
Something about it irritated you immediately.
The dealer glanced around the room again. “Any newcomers interested in challenging tonight’s winner?”
A few people laughed softly under their breath. Others exchanged amused looks. Nobody moved.
Because of course nobody moved.
Across the room, Jungkook leaned back slightly in his chair, completely unconcerned. Like he already knew nobody would dare embarrass themselves trying.
And maybe that was exactly what annoyed you enough to speak.
“I’ll do it.”
Silence.
Actual silence.
Beside you, Mina made a strangled noise. “What are you doing?” she whispered harshly, grabbing your arm.
You shrugged lightly, unable to look away from the center table. “Making bad decisions, apparently.”
Several people nearby had already turned toward you completely now. Some looked entertained. Others looked genuinely concerned for your wellbeing. Somewhere behind you, someone actually laughed.
His fingers stopped against the poker chip as his attention settled fully on you for the first time. Slow. Assessing. Like he was trying to decide whether you were brave or just stupid.
Maybe both.
The dealer cleared his throat awkwardly. “Miss, are you certain?”
Before you could answer, Jungkook spoke first.
“Let her play.”
The room somehow grew even quieter.
Namjoon sighed beside you like he already regretted bringing either of you downstairs while Mina looked seconds away from physically restraining you herself.
Too late now.
A clear path had already opened toward the center table.
You could feel every pair of eyes following you as you stepped forward, heels clicking softly against the marble floors. The closer you got, the clearer everything became—the stacks of chips worth terrifying amounts of money, the scent of whiskey lingering beneath expensive cologne, the sharp gold lighting reflecting against polished black surfaces.
And Jungkook.
Up close, he looked calmer somehow.
Which only made him more intimidating.
His dark gaze followed your every movement while you slid into the empty chair across from him. Not mocking. Not arrogant. Just observant.
Like he was already studying you.
“You’re new,” he said finally.
His voice was low. Smooth enough that you almost understood immediately why people listened when he spoke.
“Is it that obvious?” you asked lightly.
“A little.”
Something almost amused flickered across his face.
The dealer quickly began reshuffling the cards while spectators gathered closer around the table. Nobody downstairs even pretended not to stare anymore.
Jungkook never took his eyes off you.
“You know how to play?” he asked.
“Enough.”
“That’s usually what people say before losing badly.”
The final round began quietly. Too quietly.
Even the spectators surrounding the table had stopped whispering now, attention fixed entirely on the cards spread between you and Jungkook. The dealer moved carefully beneath the tension while chips stacked higher and higher across the polished table.
Across from you, Jungkook looked completely relaxed. Which was irritating.
One hand rested lazily near his drink while the other toyed with a poker chip between elegant fingers, dark eyes focused on you instead of the game itself. Like he’d already decided how this would end.
“You look confident,” you noted lightly while placing another chip into the pot.
“I usually am.”
“That sounds dangerous.”
His mouth curved slightly. “Only for other people.”
God.
You suddenly understood why everyone downstairs seemed so intimidated by him. It wasn’t just the money or reputation—it was the way he spoke like losing genuinely didn’t exist in his world. Quiet confidence wrapped so naturally around him it stopped feeling arrogant and started feeling inevitable.
The dealer revealed another card. A subtle shift moved through the crowd instantly.
Jungkook barely glanced down before his gaze lifted back toward yours again. Calm. Patient. Watching you more carefully than the game itself.
“You’re staring again,” you muttered.
“And you keep noticing.”
Your eyes narrowed slightly while a few nearby spectators laughed under their breath. Jungkook looked entirely too amused with himself.
“You always flirt this much while gambling?” you asked.
“Only when I’m entertained.”
“You must get bored often, then.”
That earned the smallest reaction from him. Barely there. But enough for you to notice the way his fingers paused briefly against the poker chip.
Interesting. The final cards hit the table. The room seemed to tighten immediately around you. Nobody moved. Nobody looked away.
Then slowly, Jungkook leaned back into his chair, gaze fixed on you beneath the low gold lighting.
“You’re awfully confident,” you said carefully, studying him across the table, “for someone who could still lose.”
Silence dropped instantly. Actual silence.
Even the dealer froze for half a second. Somewhere behind you, Mina whispered something that sounded suspiciously like a prayer.
But Jungkook only smiled. Slowly. Interested instead of offended.
“Alright then,” he murmured, voice low enough that the table leaned closer to hear it. “If I lose, you have to kiss me.”
A few people nearby nearly choked on their drinks.
You blinked once.
The confidence in his tone made it worse somehow—not teasing, not embarrassed, just certain enough to imply he already knew the outcome.
The room buzzed instantly with quiet whispers while Jungkook stayed completely calm beneath all the attention.
Like this was normal for him. Maybe it was.
You tilted your head slightly. “And if I lose…”
His gaze stayed fixed on yours. Waiting. Curious.
Then a small smile pulled at your mouth. “Shall I kill you?”
A nervous laugh broke somewhere nearby. Someone muttered, “Jesus Christ,” under their breath while Mina looked seconds away from passing out entirely.
And Jungkook—paused. Barely noticeable. But enough.
Enough for you to catch the flicker of surprise behind his eyes before amusement settled over it instead.
There it was.
For the first time all night, you’d actually caught him off guard.
His tongue pressed briefly against the inside of his cheek while he stared at you across the table like he’d just discovered something unexpectedly interesting.
Then he smiled again. Smaller this time. More dangerous somehow.
“I think,” he said quietly, “I’m going to enjoy this.”
The dealer finally cleared his throat, breaking the tension thickening around the table. “Final hands.”
Cards slid smoothly across the polished surface. Around you, spectators leaned closer while waitresses slowed near the crowd, attention caught just as much as everyone else’s. Nobody downstairs was pretending not to watch anymore.
And Jungkook seemed to enjoy that entirely too much.
His gaze never really left you while he gathered his cards between elegant fingers. Calm. Lazy almost. Like the outcome didn’t matter to him either way.
Which only made you more suspicious.
The next few minutes passed in near silence, broken only by the soft flick of cards and quiet clinks of poker chips stacking higher across the table. You studied your hand carefully before glancing back up—
And immediately caught Jungkook already looking at you. Again.
“You know,” you muttered, “most people play poker by watching the cards.”
A quiet laugh left him. “I am watching something. Something worth my time.”
Cocky. Annoyingly cocky.
You rolled your eyes despite the warmth creeping embarrassingly up your neck. Across from you, Jungkook leaned back slightly into his chair while the dealer revealed another card.
A subtle shift moved through the crowd instantly. You noticed it. So did Jungkook.
But unlike everyone else, he didn’t react much at all. His expression stayed unreadable while he glanced down at his cards one final time.
Then something changed. Small. Quick enough most people wouldn’t catch it. But you did.
The slight hesitation in his fingers. The deliberate choice hidden beneath casual ease. The card he could’ve played— and didn’t.
Your eyes narrowed slightly. Interesting. The final reveal hit the table seconds later. Silence. The dealer blinked down once. Twice.
Then finally— “You win.”
The reaction around the room was immediate. Shocked whispers spread through the crowd while someone near the back actually cursed under their breath. Mina looked moments away from collapsing entirely beside Namjoon, who somehow seemed significantly less surprised than everyone else.
But you barely noticed any of it.
Because across the table, Jungkook looked far too calm for someone who had supposedly just lost.
No frustration. No disappointment. Nothing. And suddenly—you knew why.
“You cheated,” you said quietly.
The murmuring around the table continued, loud enough to hide the conversation from everyone else. Jungkook’s gaze lifted slowly toward yours, dark eyes unreadable beneath the gold lighting.
“Did I?”
“I saw what you did with your cards.”
For the first time all night, his smile changed slightly. Less playful. More knowing.
Then he shrugged once. Casual.
“I lost.”
Your stomach flipped annoyingly. Because technically, he had.
The dealer awkwardly cleared his throat again while the surrounding crowd waited expectantly for what came next. You could practically feel their curiosity pressing against the table. Everyone downstairs wanted to see it now.
The kiss.
Jungkook stayed seated comfortably, one arm draped against the chair while he watched you with quiet interest. Not demanding. Not impatient.
Just waiting. Like he already knew you’d do it. Which honestly made you want to annoy him more. Slowly, you stood from your chair. The room fell quieter immediately.
You stepped around the table while dozens of eyes followed your every movement. Across from you now, Jungkook finally tilted his head slightly upward to look at you properly. And for the first time all night—he looked uncertain.
Just a little. Like even he didn’t know what you were about to do. Good.
You leaned down slowly, one hand resting lightly against the edge of his chair. Close enough now to catch the faint scent of whiskey lingering beneath his cologne. Close enough to notice the way his attention dropped briefly toward your mouth.
Then—you kissed his cheek. Soft. Brief.
And completely wrong for what everyone downstairs had expected.
The silence afterward felt deafening.
You pulled back just enough to meet Jungkook’s gaze again. Up close, you caught it immediately—the faint surprise flickering behind his eyes before amusement slowly replaced it instead.
“A deal’s a deal,” you murmured lightly.
Then you straightened and walked away.
┈ [ ✉️ ] Sorry if this was lowk ass :3
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˙⋆✮ They say having feelings for your brother's best friend is never a good idea...
But loving Jungkook feels like the easiest thing in the world.
He's been by your side for as long as you can remember, so it's only natural for you to feel devastated when your brother, Dohyun, tells you that Jungkook is about to get married.
For the first time ever, loving him doesn't feel easy at all.
pairing: brother's best friend!jungkook × f!reader
cw: age gap (jk is 32, reader is 22 ops), tension, reader is WHIPPED, pining, initial unrequited love (my fav), eventual smut
>> english is not my first language
prologue | masterlist
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The feeling of loving someone is different for everyone.
Some say love burns you from the inside out. Others say it feels like your heart is about to burst out of your chest.
But loving Jungkook had never felt overwhelming like that.
Loving Jungkook was calm. Peaceful.
To you, he was a source of fresh water in a world that never stopped burning.
There wasn’t a single moment where you didn’t think about him.
Just like you were doing right now.
Dinner with your family used to be your favorite part of the day, but lately, all you wanted was to lock yourself in your room, eat your feelings away, and cry while watching The Notebook for the hundredth time.
“Honey, could you pass me the salt, please?”
Your mother’s voice is soft as she watches you carefully from across the table.
A mother always knows.
At least, that’s what you think.
She doesn’t dare bring it up, though. There’s nothing she could possibly say to make things better.
Still, you can see it in her eyes… the sadness, the pity.
You hate it.
It had been a week since Jungkook proposed to Sophie, and everyone around you was still buzzing with excitement over the unexpected news.
With a quiet sigh, you stand from your seat and begin collecting the empty dishes, desperate for an excuse to disappear into the kitchen.
“You know sis” Dohyun says casually, “Jungkook told me Soph wants you to help her pick out a wedding dress. Isn’t that exciting?”
You nearly drop the plate in your hands.
Slowly, you turn around to look at him.
“Now why the hell would I do that?”
The room falls silent.
Everyone knows you can’t stand Sophie, especially not after what she did.
She cheated on Jungkook barely a month into their relationship, leaving you completely speechless when you found out.
How could someone willingly hurt him like that?
Jungkook was too good for her.
Apparently, she’d been “drunk out of her mind.”- of course she had.
And somehow, he forgave her.
“sometimes loving another person also means giving second chances” he had said.
“Come on, don’t be like that,” Dohyun groans. “You know she adores you.”
You let out a humorless laugh.
“Don’t act like it wasn’t Jungkook’s idea.”
“Of course it was, but as far as I know, she eagerly agreed.”
Silence.
Your brother leans against the fridge, crossing his arms as he watches you carefully.
“Please y/n” he says more gently this time. “You know it’s important to him. Aside from Sophie and me, you’re probably the person he trusts most.”
And that’s exactly the problem.
You busy yourself with the dishes again, ignoring the ache building in your chest.
“Fine” you mutter. “I’ll do it.”
Dohyun immediately wraps his arms around you from behind, dramatically thanking you before grabbing his keys and heading back home to his wife.
You were only doing this for Jungkook.
No one else.
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“Girl, you cannot be serious right now.”
Layla stares at you from across the counter like you’ve personally offended her.
“Think about yourself for once. Oh, I’m so going to kill him.”
You snort softly, watching your best friend pace around the coffee shop in disbelief.
“What do you want me to do?” you whisper. “I can’t just say no, Ly. You know that.”
She suddenly points a finger at you, scandalized.
You immediately hide your face behind your hands, painfully aware of the customers turning to look at the two of you.
“I’m serious,” she says. “One word and I’ll run him over with my car.”
You grab her wrist and force her back down onto the chair.
“Oh my God, please shut up. We’re supposed to be working.”
Layla smirks.
“y/n, you could literally be my law agent. I’d be legally protected.”
“Your lawyer, Layla,” you correct with a laugh. “And you know I can’t do that. I dropped out, remember?”
Her expression softens for half a second before she nudges your shoulder.
“Still smarter than every law student alive.”
You roll your eyes, unable to stop yourself from smiling.
The conversation drifts elsewhere as the two of you continue serving customers, Layla eventually ranting about a woman who threw an iced americano at her last week because she forgot extra caramel drizzle.
Honestly, you’re grateful for the distraction.
Your phone suddenly buzzes against the counter.
kook ❤️🩹: Movie night at Tae’s today, what do you say? everyone will be there.
Dohyun said he’d tell you, but you know I don’t trust that man :)
Without realizing it, you smile at the screen.
Memories immediately flood your mind.
All the times Jungkook had shown up to pick you up himself after Dohyun forgot about you.
Every single time, he’d scold your brother endlessly while opening the passenger door for you.
“One job” he’d complain. “you literally had one job.”
And every single time, he’d look over at you afterward with a smile so soft you’d almost melt.
“You okay, sweetheart?”
Being ten years younger than everyone else had surprisingly never been an issue for them.
Only for you.
Sometimes, during nights like those, you found yourself standing quietly in the corner while everyone laughed together around you.
Watching instead of participating.
But somehow, Jungkook always noticed.
Always.
That wasn’t to say you didn’t enjoy being around them. It felt natural at this point, almost expected, considering you were Dohyun’s little sister.
Still, there were moments where you couldn’t help but feel out of place.
You: Count me in :)
The three little dots appear almost instantly.
kook ❤️🩹: Good.
Would’ve been boring without you there.
Your heart betrays you immediately and you hate how easy it is for him to ruin you without even trying.
“God I hate him,” Layla mutters beside you as she wipes down the counter.
You snort quietly.
“No you don’t.”
“I absolutely do” she says. “Actually, no. I hate you- because why are you smiling at your phone like you’re in a romance movie?”
Your smile disappears immediately.
“I wasn’t smiling.”
“Sure.”
You throw a napkin at her face just as another customer walks in, forcing the two of you back to work.
Still, Jungkook’s text lingers in your mind for the rest of your shift.
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By the time you get to Taehyung’s apartment, you’re already considering turning around and going home.
You smooth down the sleeves of your sweater nervously before raising your hand, barely knocking.
The door swings open almost immediately.
“Well, look who finally decided to show up” Taehyung says dramatically.
You roll your eyes as you step inside.
The apartment is warm, loud in the familiar way you’ve grown used to over the years.
Hoseok and Namjoon are arguing in the kitchen while Jimin and Sophie laugh at something Dohyun says.
“There you are.”
Your eyes immediately find Jungkook across the room.
He’s sitting on the couch, one arm stretched lazily across the backrest, dark hair falling over his forehead.
Your stomach twists.
“You’re late, sweetheart.”
“I’m literally five minutes late.”
“Still counts.”
You shake your head, slipping off your shoes near the door.
After greeting everyone, you wander into the kitchen in search of food.
You open one cabinet, nope, not the right one.
Then another.
Then another.
Where the heck does Taehyung keep his snacks at?
“Second shelf” Jungkook says from somewhere behind you.
You glance over your shoulder.
He’s now talking to Namjoon while scrolling through his phone, barely paying attention.
Like helping you find things has become automatic over the years.
“Oh” you mumble. “right.”
A few minutes later, you’re leaning against the counter eating while everyone else talks over each other.
You listen.
“You’ve been quiet tonight.”
Your eyes lift slightly.
Jungkook stands beside you now, grabbing a drink from the fridge.
“I’m always quiet.”
“No you’re not.”
“Yes I am.”
“You literally never shut up around Layla.”
“That’s because she doesn’t shut up either.”
“Well that sounds like a you problem.”
You narrow your eyes at him slightly as he takes a sip from his beer, clearly entertained with himself.
“You’re annoying.”
“Then why are you here?”
Unfortunately, he had a point.
“I was forced here against my will..”
“Sure you were.”
Before you can respond, Jimin suddenly walks into the kitchen and looks between the two of you suspiciously.
“You know” he says slowly, “sometimes you two act like an old married couple.”
Jungkook laughs immediately, you almost faint.
“Please. She gets annoyed with me after five minutes.”
“That’s because you talk too much!” you mutter, suddenly feeling your whole face getting red.
“See?” Jimin says. “Exactly like a married couple.”
The conversation drifts elsewhere after that, the three of you eventually moving back toward the living room where everyone else is “supposedly” watching a movie Taehyung thought was super cool.
At some point during the night, Sophie makes herself comfortable beside Jungkook while showing him something on her phone.
You try not to look for too long but your eyes betray you.
Sophie is practically glued to Jungkook’s side, legs thrown over his lap.
He looks relaxed beside her, one hand resting on her thigh while he listens to whoever is talking during the boring parts of the movie.
Your stomach twists quietly.
How Jungkook could forgive someone for hurting him like that was beyond you.
But maybe you weren’t the right person to judge him for it.
After all, if Jungkook had shattered your heart into pieces, you still would’ve found a way to hand it back to him gently.
And the worst part was that you could see it so clearly in his eyes whenever he looked at Sophie.
He loved her enough to stay.
Suddenly she grabs Jungkook’s hand.
“Wait, wait!! Show them again.”
You already know what she means before she even lifts his hand into the air proudly.
Jungkook’s engagement ring shines softly beneath the apartment lights, matching the one on Sophie’s finger as she practically shoves her hand into Dohuyn’s face.
“Aren’t they gorgeous?” she screams.
“You almost blinded me with that what the heck-”
Everyone laughs.
You force yourself to smile too.
But your chest feels strangely heavy now, because suddenly it’s real again.
You stare down at your hands before quietly standing up.
“I think I’m gonna head home.”
Immediately, several heads turn toward you.
“So early?” Taehyung complains.
“It’s literally midnight” you say.
“That’s early.”
Jungkook looks up at you from the couch.
“I can drive you.”
“No it’s okay” you answer too quickly. “I drove here.”
His eyebrows pull together slightly like he wants to say something else, but Sophie suddenly grabs your hand excitedly.
“Oh my God, yes!!! tomorrow!”
Right.
You agreed to go dress shopping with her over the phone.
You almost forgot about that.
“We’re still meeting at noon, right?” Sophie asks brightly. “I found, like, three boutiques I wanna drag you through.”
You force a smile onto your face.
“Sounds fun.”
“Yay!” she says.
As you grab your bag from the chair, Jungkook stands too, automatically walking you toward the door.
“Text me when you get home.”
“Bossy.”
“You love it.”
That’s absolutely very true.
But he doesn’t have to know that so you just roll your eyes instead.
You bid everyone goodnight, when Sophie calls out loudly
“Bye y/n! See you! Don’t forget about tomorrow!!”
Your fingers tighten slightly around your bag strap.
Then you turn back with a small smile.
“Wouldn’t dream of it.”
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The next morning arrives far too quickly.
You spend almost twenty minutes staring at your closet before finally settling on a simple dress and a cardigan, mostly because Layla threatened to break into your apartment if you showed up looking emotionally unstable.
By the time you arrive at the bridal boutique, Sophie is already waiting outside with two iced coffees in her hands and enough excitement to make you feel sick.
“There you are!” she beams. “I got you vanilla because I remembered you hate caramel.”
You blink slightly before taking the cup from her.
“Thanks, you didn’t have to.”
“Oh stop it! you are so welcome!” she says proudly. “See? I do pay attention.”
You smile politely.
The boutique itself is beautiful in an almost intimidating way… white walls, soft lighting, rows and rows of dresses that probably cost more than your car.
Sophie gasps every five seconds.
“Oh my God, imagine Jungkook seeing me in this.”
You busy yourself flipping through a rack of dresses.
“Mmh”
“No seriously-” she laughs, “do you think he’d cry?”
Yes.
You know he would.
Jungkook cried during movies, during speeches, during that one dog rescue video Namjoon showed everyone a couple of months ago.
So yeah, he’d absolutely cry at his wedding.
“He probably would” you say quietly.
Sophie grins so brightly it almost hurts to look at her.
The next hour is torture in soft lighting.
Every dress somehow leads back to him.
“Jungkook likes simple things, right? Does this look too flashy?”
“He hates huge sparkles.”
“Would he think this is too much?”
And the worst part is that you know every answer immediately.
You hate yourself for knowing him so well.
At one point, Sophie disappears into another fitting room before poking her head out dramatically.
“Okay, be honest” she says. “Which one would Jungkook actually love?”
Your chest tightens as you look down at the dress in your hands for a second before answering softly.
“The ivory one.”
“The silk?” you nod.
“He’d like that one the most.”
Sophie stares at you for a second before smiling.
“See? This is exactly why I wanted you here.”
You hate how much that sentence stays with you for the rest of the afternoon.
By the time the appointment finally ends, your social battery is dead and your feet hurt.
Unfortunately, the day isn’t over.
You’re already reaching for your car keys when Sophie suddenly grabs your wrist.
“Wait- come over for a little bit.”
You blink at her tiredly “Sophie I-”
“Please? Jungkook’s cooking tonight”
“That literally changes nothing.”
“It changes everything!” she argues. “I’m exhausted and emotionally fragile after trying on seventeen dresses.”
“You cried over lace.”
“Because it was ugly.”
Despite yourself, you laugh quietly.
Sophie immediately points at you in victory.
“See?? We can still have fun!”
You should say no.
You really, really should.
Instead, twenty minutes later, you’re standing in front of Jungkook and Sophie’s apartment while she struggles to unlock the door.
You both sigh as you finally get in.
“You guys took forever.”
Your stomach flips instantly.
Jungkook’s sprawled across the couch in gray sweatpants and a black shirt, phone in one hand while the other rests behind his head.
He looks comfortable, domestic.
Like he belongs here.
Which unfortunately he does.
“We were making life altering decisions.” Sophie says while kicking off her shoes.
jungkook snorts softly before his eyes drift toward you.
“You look dead.”
“Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.”
He says it so seriously you almost smile.
Almost.
You slip your shoes off beside the door while Sophie disappears toward the bedroom for a second.
Jungkook sits up slightly from the couch.
“How bad was it?”
You stare at him for a second.
“It felt like pure torture.”
A quiet laugh leaves him, not know you were being serious.
Then his eyes narrow slightly.
“Did you even eat today?”
Your expression gives you away immediately.
Jungkook sighs.
“y/n.”
“What?”
“You skipped lunch again?”
“I had coffee.”
“That’s not food.”
You open your mouth to defend yourself before Sophie suddenly reappears.
“She literally survived on caffeine and complaints all day.”
“See?” Jungkook says, looking directly at you now. “That’s why you get headaches.”
Your chest tightens a little.
Because he remembers that.
Of course he does.
“It’s not a big deal” you mumble.
“Mhm.”
He stands up then, disappearing into the kitchen.
A few seconds later, you hear cabinets opening.
“Sweetheart, you still hate mushrooms, right?”
The nickname hits just as hard as it always does.
“Yeah.”
Sophie drops dramatically onto the couch beside you with a groan.
About forty minutes later, Jungkook returns carrying dishes and drinks balanced in his arms.
“You cooked way too much food.” Sophie says.
“You say that every time.”
“Because it’s true every time.”
He ignores her completely, setting everything down on the coffee table before handing you your plate first.
“Here.”
You look down, watching as Sophie gets her own.
You all start eating when you notice it :
No mushrooms, obviously.
But no onions either.
“You got the onions out too?”
Jungkook looks at you like the question itself is ridiculous.
“You’ve hated them since you were sixteen.”
Sophie laughs from beside you.
“That’s actually insane.”
“No” Jungkook says easily while sitting back down “what’s insane is the fact that she still picks the onions out even when she says she’s too tired to care.”
You stare at him.
“How do you know that?”
He blinks once, then shrugs casually like this is all obvious information.
“You always do it.”
And maybe that shouldn’t feel intimate.
Maybe it shouldn’t make your heart ache the way it does.
But it does.
The three of you eat while Sophie explains how the entire shopping trip went.
“At one point” she says, pointing at you with her chopsticks “I asked her which dress you’d like most.”
You nearly choke.
Jungkook looks amused already.
“And?”
“She went for a minimal dress, said you’d hate the overly-shiny ones.”
His eyebrows lift slightly.
“Really?”
“It wasn’t a big deal” you mumble quickly.
“Yes it was” Sophie argues. “You immediately went, ‘Jungkook would hate the sparkly ones.’”
“I do hate the sparkly ones.”
Jungkook laughs softly under his breath before glancing toward you again.
“See y/n!! You were right!” Sophie says excitedly, hands on your shoulder as she shakes you a little.
“Well to be fair, she knows me pretty well.”
The words settle strangely in your chest as you look down shyly.
Later, Sophie disappears to shower while some random movie plays quietly in the background.
The apartment gets quieter without her voice filling every corner.
You’re curled into the far end of the couch now, exhaustion finally catching up to you.
Jungkook glances over from beside you.
“You got a headache?”
You blink slowly “what?”
“The way you keep rubbing your temples” he says.
“You only do that when your head hurts.”
Oh.
Before you can answer, he’s already standing.
“Wait there.”
“You say that like I was gonna sprint away.”
“You’re unpredictable when your head hurts.”
You watch him disappear for a moment before he comes back holding water and painkillers.
The exact brand you always buy.
Your chest physically hurts now.
“Why do you have these?” you ask quietly.
“They work better for you.”
Something about hearing him say that almost ruins you completely.
You take them carefully from his hand.
“Thank you”
“don’t mention it.”
He sits back down beside you, close enough that your knees brush for half a second.
You scoot back, creating space between the two of you.
Then Sophie’s voice suddenly echoes from the hallway.
“ARE YOU TWO EATING MY DESSERT?”
Jungkook doesn’t even look away from you.
“Maybe.”
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By the time you finally get home, it’s almost midnight.
Your apartment is quiet in a way that immediately makes your chest ache after spending the entire day surrounded by voices, laughter, and him.
You lock the door behind you and stand there for a second, too exhausted to move. Your feet hurt, your head is starting to throb again, and there’s still that awful heaviness sitting in your chest no matter how hard you try to ignore it.
You change into pajamas and wash your makeup off.
You crawl into bed hoping sleep will come quickly, but instead your mind drifts right back to the boutique. To the ivory dress Sophie loved so much.
Except now, in your head, it’s you standing in front of the mirror wearing it.
And afterward, instead of going back to an empty apartment alone, you’d be going home to Jungkook.
His shoes beside yours near the front door, his hoodie abandoned somewhere on the couch while he asked about your day from the kitchen. You can imagine him handing you food because he noticed you forgot to eat again, or pulling you against his chest while you complained about wedding planning.
It comes to you so naturally that it almost feels real and maybe that’s the worst part.
Because none of it belongs to you.
Jungkook does not belong to you.
A shaky breath leaves your chest before you can stop it.
Then suddenly you’re crying.
Quiet at first, then hard enough that your chest starts physically hurting. You turn onto your side and press your face into the pillow, embarrassed even now by how pathetic this feels.
Crying over a man who was never yours.
Crying because he remembers how you take your food, because he notices your headaches before you say a word, because he doesn’t love you the way you love him.
Jungkook cares about you deeply. You know he does.
You see it in the way he takes care of you without thinking.
But it still isn’t enough.
Eventually, exhaustion pulls you under before the sadness does.
The last thing you think about before falling asleep is how easy it would’ve been to love him for the rest of your life.
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thank you so much for all the love you’ve been giving to YBU 😭😭
i genuinely can’t believe it got this much attention just from the prologue- i seriously can’t thank you enough.
anyway, here’s the first chapter!! i really hope you enjoy it <3 please let me know what you think if you read it!!
[ ▸ ] — you tell yourself jungkook is not yours because he has never promised to be, but every part of him feels close enough to make that truth unbearable. he gives you softness without certainty, desire without definition, and just enough tenderness to make walking away feel impossible
[ ✐ ] — 15k
[ ⌗ ] — non idol!jungkook x f!reader fwb slow burn angst hurt / comfort jealousy miscommunication big dick!jk graphic & detailed smut oral ( f & m receiving )
[ ✉︎ ] — first jungkook fic baby! y'all...this has been a wip for so long. first of all, love sza so much. that's my girl. go listen to 2 am by her if you never have bc this is where the inspo came from! and if you have, listen to it again to get in the feels. was debating whether to leave this with a sad ending but y'all know i can't f*cking do it. maybe in the future lol anyway big thank you to @solecize for the amazing banner and for high key inspiring me to write for jk. pls enjoy reading, hunnies <3
With Jungkook, things had a way of becoming complicated long after you’d already fallen into them.
That was the worst part, maybe, because if he had been colder in the beginning, if he had been arrogant or careless or obvious in that cheap, glossy way men sometimes were when they knew exactly how much damage they could get away with, you might have known what to do with him. You might have known where to put him in your life. You might have known to keep your heart tucked away somewhere private, somewhere he could not reach with his bright smile and gentle hands and that easy little laugh that made it sound like the world was never as heavy as you made it out to be.
But he was not like that. He was kind. He was warm.
And he remembered things.
He remembered that you hated lemon in your drinks but liked the flavor of it in your food, which made no sense to him, and he had teased you about it for ten full minutes the first time he watched you pick one out of a glass of water at dinner. He remembered that you got cold too easily in movie theaters and always, always brought a hoodie after the first time you had tried to pretend you were fine through an entire film while your knees knocked together beneath the seat. He remembered the name of the stray cat you fed that lived behind your apartment building, even though you had only mentioned it once while distracted, and sometimes when he walked you home he would look toward the alley and ask, “Has Chairman Meow eaten today?” with such sincere concern.
That was the problem.
He didn’t treat you like you were temporary.
He didn’t leave after, not right away, not with the easy cruelty of someone who wanted only your body and none of the person inside it. He stayed. He curled around you while the room cooled and the night softened at the edges, his mouth resting against your shoulder, his breath slow against your skin, his thumb moving in little absent circles at your hip.
He made breakfast sometimes, badly, but with confidence so undeserved it almost became charming on its own.
He texted during the day, not constantly, never enough to call it something, never enough to put a name around it without feeling foolish, but enough that your phone became a little trap. A random selfie. A song he thought you would like. A complaint about a coworker that you didn’t technically know, but felt like you did from the stories Jungkook would tell you about him. A picture of his lunch with the silly little captions.
Normal things. Friendly things.
But it was the nights that got you.
Two in the morning had become a dangerous hour because Jungkook never made it easy to say no. He never sent a you up? text or anything flat and ugly enough for you to roll your eyes at. He never gave you the mercy of being obvious. He sent things that sank under your skin.
come and see me, baby.
i miss you, beautiful.
can’t sleep. wish you were here.
Sometimes you stared at those messages until the screen dimmed in your hand. Sometimes you typed out no and deleted it. Sometimes you typed out you only miss me at night and deleted that too, because it was not true enough to be useful and too true to say without bleeding.
Most times, you went. And every time, on the ride over, you told yourself you understood the arrangement.
You had never asked him for anything. He had never promised you anything. Nobody had lied. Nobody had drawn lines and then crossed them. You were both consenting adults, both aware, both stepping into the same warm, dim room with open eyes.
Maybe it was your fault for falling for someone like him.
Maybe there were girls who liked men like Jungkook exactly as he was because they were free and tethered by and to no one, because there was something exciting about not knowing where you stood, because wanting less made them feel powerful. Maybe they knew how to take the pleasure and leave the rest. Maybe they could kiss him and still keep themselves separate, could sleep beside him and wake up whole, could let him call them baby at two in the morning without hearing it echo for days.
But not you.
You had thought you could be casual. You had thought you could do no strings. You had thought that wanting him would be manageable as long as you kept your expectations small and your voice steady and your foolish little heart on a leash.
Then he started kissing your forehead in the kitchen when you stood half-asleep in his shirt, waiting for the coffee machine to stop making sounds like it was fighting for its life.
Then he started touching you in a way that made the word casual feel impossible to believe, because nothing about the way he held you ever felt careless.
It was one of those nights again, the kind that started with a message you should have ignored and ended with you in his bed, surrounded by the warmth of his room, his sheets twisted beneath you, and his hands making it impossible to remember why you had ever tried to stay away.
Your back arched off the mattress, spine curving as another orgasm crashed through you like a fucking tidal wave. Three in the morning and Jungkook showed no signs of stopping. His face was slick with you, chin glistening, lips swollen and pink as he worked you through your fifth climax of the night. His fingers rolled your nipples, tugging and twisting just enough to make you gasp, your hands fisting the sheets above your head.
"Oh god—fuck, Jungkook, please—" You didn't even know what you were begging for anymore. For him to stop? To never stop? Your thighs shook around his head, muscles trembling from exertion, but he held you open with those strong hands, his tongue still working your oversensitive clit in slow, devastating circles.
He pulled back just enough to speak, his breath hot against your soaked pussy. "One more, baby. Give me one more." His voice was wrecked, rough and desperate in a way that made your stomach flip. He dove back in before you could respond, sucking your clit between his lips while two fingers curled inside you, finding that spot that made you see stars.
You screamed his name. Actually screamed it, loud enough that his neighbors probably hated you both, but you couldn't bring yourself to care. Not when he was looking up at you like that, dark eyes watching your face as he fucked you with his mouth, groaning against your flesh like eating you out was the best thing he'd ever tasted. Like he needed it more than air.
Your fifth orgasm hit you so hard you forgot your own name for a second. White-hot pleasure seared through your veins, every nerve ending alight as you convulsed around his fingers, your release gushing into his waiting mouth. He moaned like he was the one coming, lapping up everything you gave him, tongue gentle now as he coaxed you through the aftershocks.
"Jungkook, please—" You tugged at his hair, trying to pull him up because you were so sensitive it almost hurt, your pussy clenching around nothing as he withdrew his fingers.
He kissed his way up your body, lips trailing over your hip bone, your stomach, the valley between your breasts. By the time he reached your mouth, you could taste yourself on his tongue, salty and sweet and undeniably arousing. He kissed you deeply, slowly, one large hand cradling your face while the other braced his weight above you.
"You're so fucking pretty when you come," he murmured against your lips. "Could watch you fall apart all night."
"You have been," you managed, your voice wrecked. "For thirty minutes."
He smiled against your mouth, that boyish grin that made your chest tight in ways you refused to examine too closely. "And I'd stay down there for another hour if you let me." His hips settled between your thighs, and you felt him—hard, thick, pressing against your hip. He'd been grinding against the mattress this whole time, getting himself off on getting you off, and something about that made your pussy clench all over again.
"Let me—" You reached down, wrapping your fingers around his cock through his boxers. He was big, thick and long in a way that had made you nervous the first time you'd seen it. Now you knew exactly how good that size could feel, how perfectly he filled you. "Let me suck you. You deserve it."
Jungkook groaned, his forehead dropping to your shoulder. His hips jerked into your touch. "Fuck, baby, you can't just say shit like that."
"I want to." You tugged at his waistband, freeing his cock and stroking him properly now, feeling him pulse in your grip. The head was already leaking, slick with precum that you spread down his shaft. "Let me make you feel good."
"No." The word came out strangled, desperate. He grabbed your wrist, stilling your hand. When you looked up at him, his jaw was clenched, his nostrils flared. "I need—I need to be inside you. Need to fuck you. Please."
The urgency in his voice made your whole body flush. He was shaking, actually shaking with the effort of holding back. You realized then that he'd been denying himself this whole time, focusing entirely on your pleasure while his own need built to a breaking point. That thought sent a fresh wave of want through you, your exhausted body suddenly desperate for him again.
"Then fuck me." You spread your legs wider, hooking one calf around his hip. "I want you inside me."
Jungkook let out a sound that was half-growl, half-moan. He reached toward his nightstand, fumbling in the drawer for a condom. His hands were unsteady as he tore the packet open, and you watched him roll it down his length with quick, practiced movements. Then he was positioning himself at your entrance, the thick head of his cock nudging against your opening.
"Look at me," he said, voice low. You met his gaze, and something in his expression made your breath catch. He looked wrecked, desperate, but underneath that was something softer. "You feel so good, baby. So tight. Every time—I swear every time feels like the first time."
He pushed in slowly, inch by agonizing inch. You both moaned at the intrusion, your pussy stretching around him in that familiar burn that bordered on too much and not enough. He was thick, thicker than anyone you'd been with, and he took his time sheathing himself fully even though you could feel how much he wanted to move. His arms shook where they braced above you, his jaw tight with restraint.
"Fuck," you gasped once he was fully seated, your walls fluttering around him. "You're so big. So fucking big, Jungkook, I can feel you everywhere."
He dropped his head, pressing his forehead to yours. "You're so tight. Squeezing me so fucking hard." He rolled his hips experimentally, and you both groaned at the sensation. "I'm not gonna last, baby. Need you too much."
"Then don't." You cupped his face, pulling him into a messy kiss. "Just fuck me. Make yourself feel good."
He pulled back until only the head remained inside you, then snapped his hips forward hard enough to make you cry out. "Oh, I intend to." He set a brutal pace, each thrust driving you further up the mattress. The sound of skin meeting skin filled the room, obscene and wet, mixing with your combined moans and the creak of his bed frame.
"This tight little pussy was made for me," he growled against your neck, teeth grazing your pulse point. "Made to take my cock. Fuck, you feel so good—so fucking good—"
You couldn't form words. Could only hold on, nails raking down his back as he fucked you with a desperation you'd never felt from him before. This wasn't the slow, sensual Jungkook you'd grown addicted to. This was something rawer, more urgent. Like he couldn't get deep enough, couldn't get close enough, no matter how hard he tried.
"More," you heard yourself beg, the word slipping out before you could stop it. "Please, Jungkook, more—"
He shifted, hooking your knees over his elbows and folding you nearly in half. The new angle let him sink impossibly deeper, hitting that spot inside you that made fireworks explode behind your eyes. You screamed, back bowing off the bed as he pounded into you.
"Right there?" His voice was rough, breathless. "That's the spot, isn't it? Right fucking there."
"Yes, yes, fuck, yes—"
He bent down to kiss you, swallowing your moans as his hips snapped forward relentlessly. You could feel another orgasm building, which should have been impossible after five already, but the way he filled you, the way his pelvic bone ground against your clit with every thrust—it was inevitable.
"I'm close," you gasped against his mouth. "Jungkook, I'm gonna—"
"Come for me." His hand slid between your bodies, fingers finding your clit and rubbing in tight circles. "Come on my cock. Want to feel this tight pussy squeeze me."
That was all it took. Your orgasm crashed through you harder than any of the ones before, your vision going white as your walls clamped down around him. You heard yourself sobbing his name, fingernails digging into his shoulders hard enough to leave marks.
"Fuck, fuck—" Jungkook's rhythm faltered, his thrusts growing erratic. "You're squeezing me so fucking tight—I'm gonna come, baby, I'm gonna—"
He buried himself deep one final time, a groan tearing from his throat as he spilled into the condom. You could feel him pulsing inside you, his cock throbbing with each wave of his release. He collapsed onto his elbows, careful not to crush you, his face buried in your neck as he gasped for breath.
For long moments, neither of you moved. The only sounds were your combined breathing and the faint hum of the city outside his window. His heart hammered against your chest, or maybe that was yours—you couldn't tell anymore. Everything felt blurred together, your bodies tangled in a way that made it hard to tell where you ended and he began.
"That was—" you started, but your voice gave out.
Jungkook laughed, the sound vibrating through his chest and into yours. "Yeah." He pressed a kiss to your jaw, then another to the corner of your mouth. "That was fucking incredible."
He pulled out slowly, both of you wincing at the oversensitivity, and disposed of the condom before settling back beside you. He pulled you into his side, strong arm wrapping around your shoulders as your head found its familiar spot on his chest.
You traced patterns on his skin, fingers drifting over the tattoos that decorated his arm. This was the part that confused you most. The casual intimacy that felt anything but casual. The way he held you like you were something precious, pressing lazy kisses to your hair, your temple, any part of you he could reach.
"You okay?" he murmured, voice heavy with approaching sleep. "I wasn't too rough?"
You shook your head against his chest. "You were perfect." The words came out softer than you intended, weighted with more meaning than they should have carried.
He hummed, his hand stroking up and down your back in a way that made your eyes heavy. "Stay. I'll make breakfast in the morning."
This was the problem. This right here. He could have asked you to leave. Could have made some excuse about an early morning or needing space. That's what situationships were supposed to be—casual, no strings, easy to walk away from. But Jungkook never made it easy.
He made you breakfast. He held you while you slept. He kissed you goodbye like it physically hurt him to let you go. And every time, you fell a little deeper into something you knew was going to end with you shattered.
"Okay," you whispered, because you were too weak to say no to him. "I'll stay."
His arm tightened around you, and you felt him press another kiss to the top of your head. Within minutes, his breathing evened out, his body going lax with sleep. But you lay awake, staring at the ceiling through the darkness, wondering how you'd let yourself get here.
By the time you padded out of his bedroom the next morning, Jungkook was already in the kitchen with nothing on but gray sweatpants, his back to you as steam climbed around his shoulders. The rice cooker sat open on the counter. A small pot simmered on the stove. His hair was damp at the ends, skin still warm from the shower, muscles shifting as he reached up for bowls like he had no idea what kind of damage he was doing before nine in the morning.
You stopped in the doorway, swallowed by his black hoodie, sleeves hanging past your fingertips.
“Are you trying to kill me?” you asked.
He glanced back. “With breakfast?”
“With all of that.”
His eyes dropped to the hoodie, then dragged back up to your face, slow enough to make your pulse trip. “You look so good in my clothes.”
You look away, smiling despite yourself.
His smile tugged at one corner before he turned back to the stove, ladling soup into two bowls. Rice followed. Gim. Kimchi. Rolled egg cut clean and pretty because, of course, he had to be good at everything.
You sat while he brought the food over, watching him place your bowl down first.
“You look too pleased with yourself,” you said.
“I made breakfast.” Jungkook leaned over your shoulder to set down the chopsticks, voice dipping close to your ear. “Eat before I make you say thank you.”
Your stomach flipped.
You reached for the spoon, pretending the heat in your face came from the soup. “This is unfair.”
“This is love.”
The word landed too heavily.
You saw the moment he realized what he had said because his fingers stilled around the plate, and for half a second something flickered through his eyes, quick and startled and impossible to hold. Then he smiled, smaller than before. “Chef’s kiss,” he said, quieter.
You could have teased him. You could have rescued the moment. You could have said something careless enough to make the air breathable again.
Instead, because you were sleep-warm and stupid with him, because his hoodie smelled like him, because you had woken up with his arm around your waist and his face tucked against the back of your neck, you said, “Is that what this is?”
Jungkook looked at you. “What do you mean?” he asked, but his voice had changed.
You looked down at the food. It was easier than looking at him. “I don’t know.”
He didn’t answer right away. That was the first warning.
Jungkook always answered quickly when things were light. He had a comeback for everything when the room was safe, when the joke was waiting, when the door stayed open behind him. But when something real stepped in, something with hands and teeth and a heartbeat, he went quiet.
You hated that you knew that about him.
You hated that you had learned his silences well enough to understand them.
He moved around the counter slowly and leaned back against it, crossing his arms loosely over his chest. He was not defensive, not exactly, but he was holding himself still in the way people did when they were trying not to run.
“I care about you,” he said finally.
But it wasn’t enough.
The words should have comforted you, maybe, because they were not nothing. They were gentle. They were true, or at least you believed they were true in the way Jungkook knew how to make things true, moment by moment, room by room. But they were not enough, and you felt the shape of that lack like a bruise—a deep ache beneath the surface.
“I know,” you said.
His brows pinched. “Do you?”
“Yes.”
“Then why do you look like that?”
You laughed once, but there was no humor in it. “Like what?”
“Like I hurt you.”
He sounded upset, almost offended, and that made something sharp move through you because he had hurt you, and he had not, and both things were true enough to make you feel ridiculous.
“You didn’t,” you said.
He looked unconvinced.
You pushed the bowl away gently. “I should go.”
The words startled him. You saw it before he covered it. “You don’t have to.”
“I do, actually. I have laundry.”
“Laundry?”
“Yes, Jungkook, people do laundry.”
“All of a sudden?”
“I am suddenly responsible, yes."
He smiled because you gave him the shape of a joke, but it did not reach his eyes. Still, he let you stand. He let you take off his hoodie and fold it over the back of the chair. He let you gather your bag from beside the couch while the room pressed against your back with everything neither of you were saying.
At the door, he touched your wrist, fingers against your pulse.
“Text me when you get home?” he asked.
You wanted to say no.
You wanted to say, Stop asking for pieces of me if you don’t want the whole thing.
You wanted to say, Stop looking at me like that.
You wanted to say, I’m not built for this, and you should have noticed by now.
Instead, you nodded.
He opened the door for you, and when you stepped into the hallway, he said your name softly enough that you almost pretended not to hear it.
You turned.
Jungkook looked at you from inside his apartment, one hand still on the door, his hair soft and fluffy, his face bare and tired and more beautiful than was fair. For a moment, you thought he would say something. For a moment, you thought the right words were there, climbing up his throat, ready to save both of you from the long fall.
Then he swallowed. “Get home safe,” he said.
You smiled because it was easier than crying.
His door shut behind you with a quiet click.
You texted him when you got home before actually doing your laundry. He sent back a heart. You stared at it longer than you liked to admit.
After that, you tried to be smarter.
For three weeks, you became very busy.
You just stopped being available every time he called you close. You answered his daytime texts, but slower. You liked the selfies and laughed at the work complaints. You stayed friendly because friendship was the last scrap of dignity you had, and you were determined not to make him responsible for feelings he had never asked to hold.
But you stopped going to him at night.
He texted you one night while you were in bed with your phone face down on your bed, trying to read the same paragraph of a book for the fourth time.
jungkook: can i come over?
Your throat tightened. You turned the phone over for six minutes before turning it back over and replying.
y/n: i’m tired tonight
Three dots appeared almost instantly, vanished, appeared again.
jungkook: okay. get some sleep
Then, a second later—
jungkook: goodnight, beautiful
You cried, which made you angry, which made you cry harder because there was nothing more humiliating than being undone by someone respecting your boundary.
Then another day, he sent: miss you :(
You replied in the morning with: sorry, fell asleep :(
jungkook: it’s okay, baby
jungkook: did you sleep well?
The next time he reached out, he didn’t text at two but called at ten in the evening. You let it ring until it stopped, and the guilt sat in your stomach all night like a stone.
The next day, your mutual friend Hana invited you to a last minute birthday dinner, and you almost said no the second she mentioned Jungkook would be there. Not because you didn’t want to see him, which was the lie your brain offered up immediately, neat and pathetic, but because you wanted to see him too much, and you didn’t trust yourself to survive him in public.
In private, you at least knew what the danger looked like. It looked like his couch, his bed, his kitchen, his hand at your lower back while he moved around you to reach for a mug. It looked like low light and warm sheets and his voice turned soft at the edges.
In public, there would be other people. Other women. Other reminders.
You spent too long getting ready for someone you were pretending not to want. You changed three times. You did your makeup with unnecessary precision. You told yourself you were dressing for yourself, which was partly true, and then you chose the earrings Jungkook had once complimented, which was not.
The restaurant was already loud when you arrived, full of laughter and the steady hum of Friday night conversations. Hana waved you over from the long table near the back, her smile bright, her crown-shaped birthday headband crooked in a way that suggested she had already started drinking.
“You made it!” she shouted, standing to hug you.
“Barely. Traffic was evil.”
“Traffic is always evil. Sit, sit, sit.”
You let yourself be pulled into the noise, into the warmth, into the easy chaos of introductions and menu passing and Hana insisting everyone order appetizers because “birthday law says calories don’t count.” You were halfway through laughing at something one of her coworkers said when you heard Jungkook’s voice behind you.
“Sorry, sorry, I’m late.”
Your body reacted before your mind could tell it not to.
He had come in with Taehyung, his hair tucked beneath a black beanie, his jacket open over a plain white shirt, and cheeks flushed faintly from the cold outside. He looked relaxed, apologetic, beautiful in that unfair way of people who did not appear to have tried very hard. His eyes moved over the table while he smiled, greeting everyone, silver lip ring glinting under the restaurant lights…and then they found you.
For one second, all the noise thinned.
His smile shifted, softening into something private.
Your fingers tightened around your water glass.
He said your name.
Just your name, nothing else, and it still sounded like a hand reaching across the room.
“Hi,” you said.
He stood there for half a beat too long before Hana smacked his arm with a menu.
“Stop blocking traffic, Kook. Sit down.”
He laughed and slid into the empty chair across from you, because the universe had apparently hated you and had him seated in your direct line of vision.
Dinner should have been fine. And at first, it almost was fine.
Jungkook didn’t act strange. He joined conversations, laughed at Hana’s stories, ordered too much food, and then proceeded to eat almost all of it himself. He didn’t bring up the unanswered calls or the late-night messages you had stopped accepting. He was careful in a way that made you more restless than if he had been reckless.
Sometimes you caught him looking.
Never long enough to accuse him of anything.
Just little glances, his eyes flicking to your face when someone made you laugh, to your hands when you reached for your drink, to your mouth when you leaned forward to answer a question. Each time, he looked away first, and each time, it left something unfinished hanging between you.
Then Hana’s work friend Siwoo arrived late.
You had met him once before, briefly, at a housewarming. He was handsome in a clean, harmless way, with nice hair and an easy smile, and when Hana introduced him again, he remembered your name immediately.
“That’s right,” he said, sitting beside you after one of the others scooted down to make room. “You’re the one who recommended that restaurant in Myeongdong.”
You blinked. “You remember that?”
“Of course. It was good.”
“See?” Hana said from two seats down, pointing with her fork. “My friends have taste.”
Siwoo leaned closer, lowering his voice as if the conversation belonged just to the two of you. “I actually went twice.”
“Twice?”
“Yeah, but the second time was with my sister, so it was less romantic than that sounded.”
You laughed, surprised by it.
Across the table, Jungkook looked down at his plate. You saw it.
Siwoo was easy to talk to. That was the trouble. He asked normal questions and gave normal answers and seemed interested in what you had to say without making your heart feel like it was standing on a ledge. He didn’t look at you like he already knew what you sounded like in the dark. He didn’t carry the weight of every unsent sentence you had ever swallowed.
He was simple. Safe.
You let yourself enjoy it because you were tired of being careful. You let yourself lean into the conversation. You let yourself smile when he made a dry comment about Hana’s “birthday laws” apparently expanding with every drink she ordered. When his arm brushed yours, you didn’t move away immediately.
Jungkook noticed that too.
By the time the plates were cleared and Hana announced that everyone was going to a bar nearby because she had not yet been “celebrated at the correct intensity,” the mood between you and Jungkook had shifted once more.
He was quieter on the walk over.
He still answered when people spoke to him. He still laughed while grabbing Hana when she nearly tripped over nothing and blamed the sidewalk for being jealous. But there was a tension around him now, subtle and controlled, visible only because you knew the relaxed version too well.
The bar was crowded, low-lit, and warm enough that everyone started peeling off jackets within minutes. Music thumped through the floor. Hana claimed a booth with the determination of a military commander, and someone ordered the first round before half the group had even sat down.
Siwoo ended up beside you again.
Jungkook ended up at the bar. You told yourself not to watch him, but your eyes, the little betrayers that they are, locked onto his figure.
He stood with Taehyung, one elbow against the counter, nodding at something the bartender said. A woman beside him turned slightly, her long hair falling over one shoulder as she smiled up at him. You couldn’t hear what she said, but you saw Jungkook smile back out of politeness or habit or charm. You saw him lean closer because the bar was loud. You saw her touch his arm.
It shouldn’t have mattered. But it did. It mattered so much that the room seemed to sharpen around it.
You turned back to Siwoo too quickly.
“So,” he said, eyes moving over your face with mild curiosity, “how do you know Hana again?”
“College,” you said, grateful for the question and incapable of remembering any details about your own life. “We had a class together.”
“What class?”
“Psychology.”
“Useful?”
“Mostly taught me that everyone is lying to themselves.”
He laughed. “That sounds useful.”
“It’s been haunting me ever since.”
His smile softened. “You’re funny.”
It was a nice compliment. You smiled back because you knew Jungkook could see you from the bar out of the corner of your eye.
That was ugly of you. You knew it as you did it, knew the small cruelty of using Siwoo’s attention like a shield, knew jealousy was not a language anyone should be proud of speaking. But the woman at the bar was still talking to Jungkook, and he was still standing there, and something in you had been hurting quietly for weeks.
Siwoo leaned in to hear you better when you answered his next question. His knee pressed against yours under the table. You didn’t make a move to get distance.
A minute later, Jungkook appeared beside the booth with drinks. He set Hana’s in front of her first, then yours.
“Thanks,” you said, keeping your eyes on the glass.
He looked at Siwoo, then at you. “No problem.”
His voice was even. Too even.
Hana, already glowing with birthday power, reached across the table and tugged him down into the booth on her other side. “Kook, sit. You keep hovering and it’s making me anxious.”
“I don’t hover.”
“You literally do. It’s one of your main hobbies.”
He sat, but his eyes went back to you.
Siwoo was saying something about a trip he wanted to take to Busan, and you were trying very hard to listen, but Jungkook was across from you with his jaw set and his drink untouched, and every nerve in your body seemed to be turned toward him.
You hated this.
You hated how much you wanted him to be jealous.
You hated how much you hated seeing him jealous because it meant he cared, but not enough, maybe never enough, and there was no comfort in being wanted by someone who still would not choose you.
When Siwoo excused himself to take a call, you stood almost immediately.
“I’m going to get some air,” you told Hana.
She looked between you and Jungkook, and despite being several drinks into her birthday, her eyes narrowed with sudden clarity. “Do you want me to come with you?”
“No, I’m okay. Stop worrying, enjoy your night, birthday girl,” you said, smiling, trying to convince your friend that you really were.
You grabbed your jacket and slipped through the crowd before anyone else could say anything.
Outside, the cold hit your face hard enough to make your eyes sting. The sidewalk was busy with people moving between bars and restaurants, their laughter trailing through the air in bright pieces. You walked a few steps away from the entrance and stopped near the side of the building, pulling your jacket tighter around yourself.
You just needed a minute. That was all. A minute without music. Without Siwoo’s harmless attention. Without Jungkook’s eyes on you. Without the terrible, crawling ache of wanting someone who seemed perfectly capable of wanting you back only when the room was dark and the consequences were quiet.
The door opened behind you. You knew it was him before he said anything.
“You didn’t even try your drink,” Jungkook said.
You closed your eyes for a second.
You turned around. “I came outside for air, I’ll go back inside soon.”
He stood a few feet away, hands in his jacket pockets, shoulders slightly hunched against the cold. The streetlight caught on the silver hoops in his ears, on the curve of his mouth, on the uncertainty he was trying and failing to hide.
“You okay?” he asked.
You laughed softly, looking away. “Do you actually want the answer to that?”
His expression changed. “Yes, you know I do.”
The honesty in his voice made you angry. It was easier than letting it make you sad. “I’m fine.”
“You’re not.”
“Don’t do that.”
“Do what?”
“Act like you get to know.”
His brows drew together. “What does that mean?”
“It means you don’t get to follow me outside and look at me like that and ask if I’m okay when you only want the parts of the answer that don’t require anything from you.”
Jungkook stared at you.
The noise from inside the bar pulsed faintly through the wall behind him.
He took a breath. “Is this because of Siwoo?”
You looked at him then, really looked, and the jealousy in his face was not subtle anymore. It sat there, plain and wounded and irritatingly beautiful, tightening the line of his mouth.
“No,” you said. “It’s not because of Siwoo.”
His jaw flexed. “You seemed pretty interested in him.”
“And?”
His eyes sharpened. There it was—the tiny break in his composure.
“And?” he repeated.
“Yes, Jungkook. And?”
He looked away, tongue pressing briefly against the inside of his cheek, and when he laughed under his breath it sounded nothing like amusement. “Nothing.”
“No, say it.”
He shook his head.
“Say it,” you pushed, because the night had already cracked open and you were tired of stepping carefully around the pieces. “You followed me out here. You brought him up. Say whatever it is you’re trying not to say.”
He looked at you again, and his voice dropped. “I didn’t like watching him touch you.”
The words moved through you with a force you were not prepared for. Your heart kicked once, hard. But the hurt was bigger. “No,” you said, almost to yourself.
Jungkook’s face tightened. “No?”
“No, you don’t get to do that.”
“I’m just telling you the truth.”
“Now?” You stepped closer, anger warming your face despite the cold. “You want to tell the truth now because someone else sat next to me? Because someone else laughed at my jokes and looked at me like maybe he wanted to know me in daylight too?”
“That’s not fair.”
“It’s not?” Your voice shook, and you hated it, but you kept going. “What part isn’t fair? The part where you get to call me baby at two in the morning, and I’m supposed to understand it doesn’t mean anything? The part where you stay over me, and hold me, and remember every stupid little thing I tell you, and then when I ask what this is, all you can say is that you care about me?”
His face went pale beneath the streetlights.
You had never said it out loud before, but now that you had started, you couldn’t stop.
“I know you never promised me anything. I know that. I have told myself that so many times it’s basically carved into my skull, so don’t worry, I’m not accusing you of lying to me. You didn’t. You never said we were together. You never said you wanted me like that. You never asked me to wait for you or choose you or turn down anyone else for you.”
Jungkook swallowed.
You pressed a hand briefly to your chest, as if you could hold yourself together from the outside.
“But you don’t get to be jealous like you have some claim on me when you won’t even admit you want one.”
His eyes flashed. “I do want one.”
The words came out fast. Too fast, maybe. They seemed to startle him as much as they startled you.
Jungkook dragged a hand over his face and turned away for a second, breathing hard. When he faced you again, the carefulness was gone. So was the jealousy, or at least it had been swallowed by something larger and more frightened.
“I do,” he said again, quieter but steadier. “I want one.”
Your mouth went dry. “No, you don’t.”
Pain crossed his face. “Don’t tell me what I want.”
“Then stop acting like you don’t know.”
“I’m not acting.”
“That’s worse, Jungkook.”
He flinched and God did you wish that satisfied you.
He took a step closer, then stopped, keeping space between you both. “I know I messed this up.”
You laughed faintly, and it broke at the end. “That’s not a confession.”
“I’m trying.”
“You’re jealous. There’s a difference.”
His eyes shone under the streetlight, dark and wide and scared in a way you had never seen from him. “I was jealous in there because I love you.”
Inside you, everything went silent.
Jungkook stood in front of you with his hands flexing at his sides, the words between you now, visible and impossible to take back.
You stared at him.
He looked like he wanted to reach for you and knew he had no right.
“What?” you whispered.
“I love you,” he said, and this time the words did not rush. They landed carefully, with all the weight he had denied them before. “I think I’ve loved you for a while, and I was too much of a coward to say it because I didn’t know what to do with it, and because saying it meant I could lose you if I didn’t become the kind of person who deserved to keep you.”
Your throat burned.
He kept going, voice rough now.
“I told myself I wasn’t hurting you because I never lied. I told myself we were both choosing it. I told myself you knew I cared, and that should have been enough until I figured myself out, which was selfish and stupid because I was still asking you to come over. I was still asking you to stay. I was still taking everything you gave me and acting like it wasn’t a choice every time you showed up.”
You blinked hard, but a tear slipped anyway, hot against your cold cheek.
Jungkook’s face crumpled slightly at the sight, but he didn’t touch you.
Good. You needed him not to make it easy.
“I didn’t know how to be casual with you,” he said. “I just knew I was scared to be serious.”
“That’s not fair to me.”
“I know.”
“No, I need you to hear me.” Your voice shook again, but you held his gaze. “You made me feel loved and then left me alone with it.”
His eyes reddened. “I know,” he said again, and this time it sounded like it cost him something.
You wiped your cheek quickly, frustrated by the tears, by the cold, by the fact that even now, even angry and hurt and exhausted, some part of you wanted to step into him because he looked devastated.
“You don’t get to say it now just because you saw me with someone else.”
“I’m not.” He shook his head. “I’m saying it now because seeing you with someone else made me realize how much I was expecting you to stand still while I figured out how to stop being afraid. I hated it, and then I hated myself because you weren’t doing anything wrong. You were just sitting there with someone who was actually acting like he wanted you in front of people.”
His voice cracked on the last word.
You looked down.
For a few moments, neither of you spoke. Your anger was still there, but it had changed shape. It was no longer fire. It was exhaustion, grief, want, all tangled together into something heavy and hard to carry.
“I can’t keep doing this,” you said.
Jungkook nodded quickly, too quickly, panic flashing across his face. “I know.”
“I mean it. I can’t keep being the person you miss when you’re lonely and hold when you’re soft and avoid when things get real.”
“You’re not.”
“I was.”
He swallowed. “You were.”
The admission hurt, but it also steadied you. He wasn’t defending himself. And despite the hurt you felt, that still mattered to you. Not enough to fix everything, not immediately, not with one speech on a sidewalk, but enough to keep you from walking away before the conversation could finish.
“What do you want?” you asked.
Jungkook looked at you like the answer was obvious and terrifying. “You.”
The word hit you low in the chest.
He took a breath and forced himself to continue. “Not just at night. I want to take you out properly and hold your hand where people can see and wake up with you without pretending breakfast is just breakfast. I want to be able to call you because something stupid happened and you’re the first person I want to tell. I want to know if your day was bad. I want to fight with you and fix it. I want Hana to make fun of us because she saw this coming before we did. I want you to be mine, and I want to be yours, and I know I should have said it before someone else gave me the courage by making me feel like I might lose you.”
Your breath trembled. “And what happens when you get scared again?” you asked.
“I tell you.”
“That simple?”
“Not simple,” he said. “But I’ll do it.”
You searched his face for the exit. The loophole. The little shadow of uncertainty that had always been there before, ready to widen whenever you stepped too close. You found fear, but you could not find retreat.
“You really hurt me,” you said.
His eyes closed briefly, as if the words had struck him exactly where they were meant to. “I’m sorry.”
“I don’t want an apology that just makes tonight feel better.”
“I know.”
“I want changed behavior.”
“I know.”
“I want you to work for it.”
His eyes opened. There was something raw in his expression now, something almost relieved.
“I will.”
You looked at him for a long moment, letting the cold air move between you, letting the ache inside your chest settle into something you could understand. “You don’t get to come home with me tonight.”
His face flickered, but he nodded. “Okay.”
“I’m serious.”
“I know.” He nodded again, slower this time. “I’ll get you a cab if you want. Or I’ll walk you home and leave at the door. Or I’ll go back inside and leave you alone. Whatever you need.”
You debated for a moment before sighing softly. “You should go back inside,” you said.
He absorbed it. It wasn’t what he wanted, but he didn’t—couldn’t—argue. “Okay.”
You almost thanked him, then stopped, because you didn’t want to thank a man for respecting the boundary he had helped make necessary.
Jungkook looked down at the sidewalk, then back at you. “Can I text you tomorrow?”
You considered saying no just to see if he would take it. Maybe he knew that, because he waited without pushing.
“Yes,” you said finally. “But not at two in the morning.”
A tiny, pained smile touched his mouth. “Not at two in the morning.”
“And not something that sounds pretty because you’re lonely.”
His smile vanished. He nodded. “Okay.”
You held his gaze. “I mean it, Jungkook.”
“I know,” he said, voice soft. “I’ll text you during the day.”
You turned toward the street before you could do something foolish, like forgive him too quickly or touch his face. You lifted a hand to signal for a cab, but one did not come immediately, so you stood there in silence while Jungkook remained a few feet away, close enough to make you feel him, far enough to prove he was listening.
When a cab finally pulled up, he opened the door for you.
You got in, but before you shut it, he leaned down slightly, keeping one hand on the top of the door.
“I love you,” he said, just placing it there, where you could take it or leave it.
Your fingers tightened around your bag. “I heard you,” you said.
His throat moved. “Okay.”
You closed the door and the cab pulled away. You didn’t look back until the car turned the corner—he was still standing there.
For once, you let him watch you leave.
For once, you did not text him when you got home.
He texted you the next morning at 10:17.
jungkook: good morning
jungkook: i hope you got home safe
jungkook: i meant what i said. all of it.
You stared at the messages for a long time, wrapped in a blanket on your couch while sunlight moved slowly across your living room floor. Your chest hurt, but not in the same way. There was still sadness there, still caution, still the bruised tenderness of a heart that had been handled too carelessly by someone who had not understood the weight of it until it almost slipped out of his hands.
You replied after twenty minutes.
y/n: good morning.
That was all.
jungkook: thank you for replying
You set the phone down and cried again, quieter this time.
Jungkook didn’t try to rush you. It would have been easier in some ways if he had. If he had pushed, you could have been angry. If he had panicked and tried to charm his way through the damage, you could have used the disappointment to pull yourself away. But he did what you had asked, and the steadiness of it was more dangerous than any two-in-the-morning text had ever been.
At first, the messages were careful and random like him.
jungkook: did you eat lunch?
jungkook: are zebras horses?
jungkook: i cut my bangs again…i look like i’m twelve
He didn’t call you baby or any other pet name. He didn’t send anything designed to tug you back into his bed. And he didn’t pretend things were normal.
Three weeks after the bar, he asked if he could take you to dinner.
You stared at the message until Hana, who was sitting on your floor eating chips from the bag and pretending not to monitor your entire emotional state, groaned.
“Just answer him before you have a mental breakdown.”
You looked at her. “I don’t know what to say.”
“Say yes if you want to go. Say no if you don’t. Say ‘I need more time’ if you need more time. Revolutionary technology, communication.”
“You’re very annoying.”
“I’m wise. People confuse the two, I think.”
You looked back at the message.
jungkook: can i take you to dinner this weekend? no pressure if you’re not ready.
Hana watched you over the chip bag. “For what it’s worth, he looked like someone kicked his soul after you left.”
“Hana.”
“I’m not saying forgive him because he has sad eyes. Men weaponize sad eyes every day, it’s a national crisis. I’m saying I’ve known him a long time, and I’ve never seen him scared like that.”
You swallowed. “He said he loves me.”
“I know.”
Your head snapped up. “He told you?”
“No, you just did.”
You threw a pillow at her. She caught it badly, chips nearly flying everywhere. “Rude.”
You looked back at the phone, your thumb hovering before typing.
y/n: i’m not ready for dinner.
Three dots appeared almost immediately, then disappeared. You braced yourself.
His reply came a moment later.
jungkook: okay. thank you for telling me.
jungkook: would coffee feel better? public place. daytime. you can leave whenever you want.
Hana leaned over shamelessly. “Daytime. Public. Leave whenever you want. Growth. Bare minimum, but we clap politely when they locate the floor.”
You huffed a laugh despite yourself.
y/n: coffee is okay
jungkook: i’ll take okay.
The coffee date was awkward.
You met at a café halfway between your apartments on a Saturday afternoon when the sky was gray and the city smelled faintly like wet cement. You arrived early because you were nervous and hated being seen arriving nervous. Jungkook arrived five minutes later with damp hair and a black jacket, and when he spotted you at the table near the window, his face softened so visibly that you had to look down at your cup.
“Hi,” he said.
“Hi.”
He didn't hug you even though he looked like he wanted to. He went to order before sitting across from you, so handsome even in a small, little coffee shop, legs bouncing with anxious energy.
For the first ten minutes, you talked about safe things. Work. Hana’s birthday hangover. A movie neither of you had seen but both pretended to have opinions about based solely on the trailer. Jungkook told you about trying a new workout and the bulking season he had planned out.
He made you laugh with his random thoughts and stories, a startled expression forming on his face before it shifted to quiet pride.
The awkwardness loosened little by little. Then, because he was trying, and because you had asked him to work for it, Jungkook set his cup down and said, “Can I talk about us?”
Your fingers tightened around your lid. “You can.”
“I don’t want to make this a speech every time we see each other,” he said carefully. “But I also don’t want to avoid it just because things feel okay for five minutes.”
You stared at him. That was so painfully the right thing to say that it made you suspicious.
He seemed to read that on your face because he smiled faintly, without humor. “I practiced that.”
“You practiced?”
“With Taehyung.”
“Oh my god.”
“He said my first version sounded like I was apologizing to a landlord.”
Despite everything, you laughed.
Jungkook’s smile flickered, real and brief.
Then he grew serious again. “I’m sorry for making you feel like you had to be easy to keep me.”
Your laughter disappeared.
He held your gaze, his own nervous but steady. “I keep thinking about what you said. That I made you feel loved and left you alone with it. I don’t think I understood how cruel that was until you said it.”
You looked down, blinking hard. “I don’t want you to hate yourself,” you said quietly.
“I don’t.” He paused. “I mean, I did for a few days. But I know that doesn’t help you.”
“It doesn’t.”
“I’m working on it.”
You believed him.
Over the next few weeks, coffee became dinner. Dinner became walks. Walks became him picking you up from work with your favorite tea because he had been nearby, except he admitted he had not really been nearby, he had just wanted to see you and thought honesty was better than a fake errand.
He asked before touching you.
The first time he reached for your hand on the sidewalk, he looked at you and said, “Can I?” and your heart hurt so badly you almost hated him for having learned tenderness after using it carelessly for so long.
But you said yes.
His fingers slid between yours, warm and familiar, and his grip tightened just slightly.
He took you to an arcade one night because he said dates should involve opportunities for him to impress you, then lost three basketball games in a row before looking around and climbing on the game and cheating. You beat him at air hockey so badly that he almost turned the date into a real competition because, yes, he was that competitive.
He walked you home after.
At your building entrance, he stopped.
The old version of him would have looked at you through his lashes and said something soft enough to make your knees weak. The old version of you would have invited him upstairs and called the ache in your chest desire because that was easier than admitting it was love with nowhere to go.
This time, he only brushed his thumb over your knuckles.
“I had fun,” he said.
“Me too.”
“I’m going to kiss you now if that’s okay.”
It obviously wasn’t the first time he had kissed you, but It felt like it in that moment.
“Okay,” you said.
He kissed you slowly, one hand lifting to your cheek, the other still holding yours. There was no hurry in it. Just his mouth on yours in the light outside your building, soft and careful and full of everything he was trying to prove without making you responsible for believing him too quickly.
When he pulled back, his forehead rested against yours for one second.
Then he stepped away. “Goodnight,” he said.
Your lips tingled. “Goodnight.”
He walked backward for three steps, which was stupid and dramatic, then nearly collided with a trash can, which ruined the effect.
You laughed.
He pointed at you, cheeks flushed. “You saw nothing.”
“I saw everything.”
Watching him leave didn’t feel like losing this time.
The first time you let him back into your apartment, it was raining.
Not the pretty kind, either. Not the gentle drizzle people wrote songs about. This was ugly rain, hard and cold, slapping against windows and turning the sidewalks slick beneath the streetlights. Jungkook arrived soaked from the shoulders down because he had insisted he did not need an umbrella, and you opened the door to find him standing in the hallway with a paper bag tucked under his jacket.
“You look ridiculous,” you said.
“I saved the pastries.”
“You sacrificed yourself for croissants?”
“For you,” he said, then paused. “And also for croissants.”
You took the bag from him and let him in.
He changed into the dry sweatpants and shirt you still had from before, the ones you had never returned because doing so would have felt too final. Seeing him in them again made something old twist through you, but this time he didn’t act entitled to the space. He gave his wet clothes to throw in the dryer. He kept looking at you like he was aware of every memory in the room and was trying not to step on any of them.
You made tea and he cut the croissants in half on a plate because one had almond filling and the other chocolate, and he said that if he was going to bad, so were you. You sat on the couch with rain tapping the windows and a movie playing low in the background, though neither of you paid much attention to it.
Halfway through, Jungkook looked at you.
“What?” you asked.
“Nothing.”
“That’s never true.”
He smiled faintly. “I’m happy.”
The simplicity of it disarmed you.
Later, when the movie ended and the apartment had settled into that soft late-night hush you used to fear, Jungkook stood and reached for his jacket.
“You’re leaving?” you asked before you could stop yourself.
He froze, then turned slowly. “I was going to,” he said. “I didn’t want to assume.”
The ache that moved through you then was not the same one you knew from before. It wasn’t confusion. It was want, yes, but it was also choice.
You stood. “I don’t want you to leave.”
His eyes searched yours. “Are you sure?”
“Yes.”
He crossed the room slowly, giving you every chance to change your mind. When he reached you, he touched your face with both hands, careful and loving in a way that made your throat close.
“I love you,” he said.
You had heard it before now. More than once. In texts, in person, at the end of dates, in the middle of conversations when it seemed to surprise him by coming out. He had been saying it without demanding that you say it back, and each time it had loosened something in you.
Tonight, with rain against the windows and his thumbs brushing your cheeks, you finally let yourself answer.
“I love you too.”
For a second, Jungkook did nothing but stare at you, his face opening around the words as if they had reached somewhere deeper than he had prepared for. Then he kissed you, and there was nothing casual in it. There was relief. Hunger. Grief for the time wasted. Gratitude so intense it made his hands tremble against you.
He kissed you like he understood now that love was not proven by staying after only when it was easy. It was proven by staying when the truth asked for more.
Jungkook’s hands tremble when he’s trying to be gentle.
They’re not trembling now, not yet. Right now they’re steady as he kneels on the bed in front of you, knees sinking into the mattress, his dark hair falling across his forehead in that way that makes him look younger than he is. Softer. The bedroom lamp casts amber light across his bare shoulders, his chest, the ridges of his stomach that flex when he breathes.
“Come here,” he says, and the way he says it—low, rough at the edges, like the words scraped against something on the way out—makes your thighs press together.
You shift forward on your knees, the sheets bunching beneath you. Your fingertips find the waistband of his sweatpants first, tracing the elastic, the warm skin just beneath. His stomach tightens under your touch. You watch his throat as he swallows.
“You feel so good,” he murmurs.
“You look so good.”
A smile tugs at the corner of his mouth. Not the big one he gives when he’s being playful, the one that scrunches his nose. This one is smaller. Hungrier. It lives in his eyes more than his lips.
His hands find the hem of your shirt—his shirt, actually, an old black t-shirt you’d stolen three weeks ago and never given back. He doesn’t rush pulling it over your head. He lets his knuckles drag up your sides as the fabric lifts, lets them skim the outer curve of your breasts before the shirt clears your arms and drops somewhere off the bed.
“Beautiful,” he says, not to you exactly, more like he’s saying it to himself. Like he’s reminding himself of something he already knows.
Your hands slide up his chest. The muscle there is firm, defined, but the skin is soft. You spread your fingers wide, feeling the heat of him, the steady thump of his heartbeat beneath your left palm. He closes his eyes for a second, his lashes dark little crescents against his cheeks.
You reach behind your back. The clasp of your bra releases with a quiet snick, the straps slipping down your shoulders. Jungkook opens his eyes and watches the whole thing—watches the fabric loosen, watches you pull one arm free and then the other, watches you toss the bra aside with more confidence than you would’ve before meeting him.
Jungkook had spent hours showing you exactly how much he liked looking. Hours with his mouth and his tongue and his long, clever fingers proving that every inch of you was worth his full attention. And eventually, you’d believed him.
Now you sit back on your heels, bare to the waist, and let his eyes roam.
“Fuck,” he breathes. His hands are on you before the word finishes leaving his mouth, cupping your breasts, thumbs sweeping across your nipples until they tighten into hard little peaks. “You know what you do to me.”
It’s not a question.
You lean into his touch, letting your head fall back slightly. “Tell me.”
His thumbs slow. Press a little harder. “You make me lose my mind,” he says, voice dropping. “Every single time. I look at you and I forget how to think.”
“Good.”
He laughs, low and dark, and pulls you against him.
The kiss starts soft. A press of lips, a brush of tongues—testing, teasing. His mouth tastes like the green tea he’d been drinking earlier, cool and faintly sweet. Your hands slide into his hair, gripping the thick strands at the nape of his neck, and the kiss deepens.
His tongue pushes past your lips. Slow. Filthy. He licks into your mouth like he’s got all the time in the world, like he’s memorizing the taste of you. One of his hands slides down your spine, tracing every vertebra, until it settles at the small of your back and pulls you closer.
Your bare breasts press against his chest, the friction making you gasp.
He swallows the sound.
The kiss grows messier. Wet, open-mouthed, desperate. Teeth scrape. Tongues tangle. His breathing turns ragged, and so does yours, and somewhere in the middle of it your hand finds its way to the front of his sweatpants.
He’s hard. Thick and straining against the fabric, and when you press your palm against him, he groans into your mouth.
“Shit,” he hisses, breaking the kiss. His forehead drops to yours. “We need—I need—”
“Sweats off,” you manage.
There’s a scrambling moment. Elbows and knees and his sweatpants getting caught on his ankles until he kicks them free. Your leggings are harder to peel off, but Jungkook helps, hooking his fingers into the waistband and dragging them and your soaked panties down your legs with a kind of focused intensity that makes heat bloom low in your belly.
And then you’re both naked, kneeling on the rumpled sheets, breathing hard.
His cock stands thick and flushed, the head gleaming in the lamplight. You’ve seen it before—countless times by now—but your mouth still waters.
“Come here,” he says again, but this time his voice is different. Thicker. Needier.
He lies back on the bed, pulling you with him. The movement is smooth, practiced—he knows exactly how to maneuver your body, knows where to put his hands, knows how to guide you until you’re straddling his chest and facing his cock.
The position clicks into place. Your knees bracket his head. Your mouth hovers inches above his length.
He looks up at you from between your thighs, eyes dark and glittering. “Sit.”
One word. One fucking word, and your whole body shudders.
You lower yourself onto his mouth.
His tongue finds you immediately—flat and warm and so goddamn skilled—laving through your folds, tracing the shape of you, mapping out every slick, swollen inch. You cry out, the sound punching from your chest, and your hands brace against his stomach. The muscles there contract under your palms.
“Jungkook—”
He doesn’t answer with words. He answers with his mouth, sealing his lips around your clit and sucking gently.
Your vision blurs. Your hips roll without permission, grinding down against his face, and he groans into your cunt like it’s the best thing he’s ever tasted. The vibration runs through you, hot and electric, settling somewhere deep between your thighs.
But you’re supposed to be doing something. Supposed to be—fuck, it’s hard to think when he’s doing that thing with his tongue, the thing where he flicks it back and forth in short, sharp strokes that make your thighs shake.
Right. His cock. His gorgeous fucking cock, still wet at the tip, still untouched.
You wrap your hand around the base.
Jungkook’s hips jerk. A garbled sound vibrates against your clit.
“That’s it,” you whisper, and you don’t know if you’re talking to him or to yourself. “Fuck, you’re so hard. So thick. I can barely get my fingers around you.”
You can. Just barely. He’s thick enough that your grip doesn’t close entirely, thick enough that your hand looks small wrapped around his shaft, and the sight of it—the contrast between your skin and his—makes you forget to breathe for a second.
You lean down and take him into your mouth.
The first inch, stretching your lips. The weight of him on your tongue.
Jungkook’s whole body tightens. His hands, which had been resting on your thighs, clamp down hard enough to bruise, and his hips buck up reflexively, pushing himself deeper. You relax your throat the way you’ve learned to, the way he taught you, and take another inch. And another.
Saliva pools under your tongue. Spills down his shaft. You hollow your cheeks and suck, pulling back until just the head remains between your lips, then slide down again.
Below you, his mouth has gone slack against your cunt.
You pull off just long enough to gasp, “Don’t stop.”
His tongue starts moving again. Slower now, distracted—you can feel his concentration splintering, feel him losing focus as your mouth works him—but he’s still Jungkook. Still the man who’s spent months learning exactly where and how to touch you. His tongue finds that spot just above your entrance, the sensitive ridge, and presses, pulling a cry from you.
He murmurs something against your flesh. The sound is muffled, but you catch the shape of it: your name. He’s groaning your name.
You moan around his cock. The heat building between your legs is spreading now, creeping outward, swirling low in your stomach. You hollow your cheeks again, setting a rhythm—down, up, tongue swirling around the head, down again—and Jungkook matches it with his mouth. Every stroke of your lips answered by a stroke of his tongue. Every suck met with another. It’s sloppy and wet and completely, devastatingly filthy, both of you fucking into each other’s mouths like you’re trying to crawl inside each other.
His thighs are trembling. You can feel them against your shoulders. So are yours.
“Close,” he pants, pulling away just enough to speak. His lips are slick. Shiny. “I’m gonna—fuck, don’t stop, please don’t stop—”
You don’t stop. You take him deeper, swallowing around him, feeling the way his cock pulses against your tongue. His hips jerk. His breath hitches. He latches onto your clit again and sucks hard, desperate, less rhythm now and more just frantic hunger, and that’s what does it for you.
The orgasm crashes through you without warning. No slow build, no gentle crest—just a sudden, devastating wave that rips a scream from your throat, muffled by his cock still buried inside your mouth. Your thighs clamp around his head. Your hips grind down helplessly, riding his face, riding his tongue, and Jungkook groans, the sound vibrating through your cunt and prolonging every second of it.
And then his hips snap up. Once. Twice.
“Coming,” he grunts. “Coming, fucking—ah—”
Hot salt floods your tongue. You swallow, throat working around him, milking every pulse, and he makes a sound that’s half-choked and half-sob.
His hands are still gripping your thighs. When you finally pull off, gasping, the air tastes like sex and green tea and Jungkook.
You collapse sideways. He catches you, tugs you up, pulls you against his chest. His heart is hammering against his ribs, as fast as yours pressed against him. For a long moment neither of you speak. You just breathe, tangled together, sweaty and shaking and utterly spent.
But he’s still hard. You feel it against your hip—still thick, still flushed, not even slightly softened. Jungkook’s refractory period has always been a little obscene.
“You good?” he murmurs, lips brushing your temple.
“Mm.” You tilt your face up, catching his mouth in a kiss that’s softer than before. Gentler. He tastes like you now, and the combination—your taste on his lips, his taste on yours—makes something warm unspool behind your sternum. “More than good.”
His hand slides down your side. Cups your ass. Squeezes. “Think you can take more?”
You answer by biting his lower lip, just hard enough to make him hiss.
“Condom,” he says, half-laughing, already reaching for your nightstand drawer, knowing exactly where you keep them.
Your voice comes out steadier than you feel. “I want you behind me.”
He groans at the words, tearing the foil packet with his teeth and rolling the condom down his length with quick, practiced motions.
Then his hands are on your hips, turning you, guiding you onto your hands and knees.
The position makes you feel exposed. Vulnerable. The air is cool against your slick cunt, and you can feel his gaze on you, tracing the curve of your spine, the swell of your ass, the wet mess between your thighs.
“So fucking pretty like this,” he murmurs, his palm smoothing down your back. Gentle. Soothing. A contrast to what you both know is coming.
The head of his cock nudges against your entrance.
“Slow,” you whisper.
“Slow,” he agrees.
And then he pushes in.
The stretch is incredible. Even after everything, even after his mouth and the orgasm that’s still echoing through your body, he’s so thick that it takes a moment just to accommodate the first few inches. Your body resists, clenching around him, and Jungkook pauses.
“Breathe,” he reminds you, voice strained. “Relax for me.”
You force your muscles to unlock. Breathe out. And he slides deeper.
“Fuuuck,” you groan, dropping your head between your shoulders. “Jungkook, your cock is—” Words fail. Nothing captures it. Nothing captures the feeling of being opened up inch by inch, stretched so full you can’t think, can’t speak, can only feel.
“I know,” he breathes, pulling back just a little before sinking deeper. “You take me so good. Always so fucking tight, so perfect. Feels like you’re squeezing the life out of me.”
The dirty talk makes your cunt clench harder.
He feels it. Laughs, low and dark. “You like that? When I tell you how good your pussy feels wrapped around me?”
“Yes,” you gasp. “God, yes, don’t stop talking—”
“Not gonna stop.” He thrusts a little deeper, a fraction more, and now he’s fully seated inside you, buried to the hilt. His hips press against your ass. His hands grip your waist. “I’m going to tell you exactly how it feels to fuck you. How tight and wet and fucking hot you are. How I can feel every inch of you, every little flutter, every time you squeeze around me like you’re trying to keep me inside.”
He pulls out, then slides back in. He sets a rhythm that’s devastating in its slowness.
It’s filthy. Each thrust drags against every sensitive spot inside you, and when he bottoms out, grinding his hips in a little circle before withdrawing, your arms nearly give out.
“That’s it,” he coaxes, leaning over you, his chest brushing your back. His mouth finds your ear. “Feel it. Feel how deep I am. Nobody else gets to have you like this. Just me.”
“Just you,” you echo, and the words come out wrecked.
His pace picks up. Not fast—not yet—but harder. Deeper. Each stroke punches a sound out of you, a little uh-uh-uh that matches his rhythm. Your breasts sway with the motion. The headboard taps against the wall, a steady thump-thump-thump that’s going to have your neighbors glaring at you tomorrow.
You don’t care.
“Harder,” you beg. “Please, Jungkook, fuck me harder—”
He does. The slow, grindy rhythm shatters into something rougher. Faster. He drives into you with long, snapping thrusts, his thighs slapping against the backs of yours, his breath coming in harsh pants. One hand slides up your spine, tangles in your hair, tugs your head back just enough to arch your neck.
“Louder,” he demands. “Let me hear you. Let the whole fucking building hear how good I’m fucking you.”
You scream. You can’t help it. He’s hitting that spot, the one that makes your vision go white, the one that makes your toes curl and your fingers twist in the sheets. Every thrust pushes you closer to the edge, and his voice—low and rough and utterly obscene—is pushing you the rest of the way.
“Gonna come again?” He’s panting now, losing the smooth cadence from before. “Gonna come on my cock like the good girl you are?”
“Yes,” you sob. “Yes, yes, yes—”
“Do it. Come for me. Come all over this dick, let me feel it—”
Your second orgasm hits harder than the first. Your whole body convulses. Your cunt clamps down around him with a vicious, pulsing grip, and you wail—no other word for it—as wave after wave crashes through you. He fucks you through it, steady and deep, drawing it out until you’re boneless and trembling.
And then he pulls out.
The emptiness is jarring. You whimper, reaching back for him, but he’s already moving—lying down on his back, pulling you with him, positioning you.
“Ride me,” he says. His eyes are wild. His chest is heaving. “Want to watch you.”
You swing a leg over his hips. His cock juts up between you, still covered in the condom, still glistening. You reach down and guide him back to your entrance, sinking down in one smooth motion. Both of you groan.
This angle is different, deeper somehow. You swear you feel him in your throat.
“Fuck, look at you.” His hands skate up your thighs, your hips, your waist. “So beautiful riding my cock. Taking what you need. Use me.”
You brace your hands on his chest and start to move.
It’s slower like this—more of a grind than a thrust. You roll your hips in circles, feeling every ridge and vein of him, feeling the way he fills you completely. Jungkook’s head falls back against the pillow. His jaw clenches. “That’s it,” he rasps. “Fuck, that’s perfect. Keep going. Just like that.”
His hands guide your rhythm. You watch his face—the furrow between his brows, the way he bites his lip, the flush spreading down his neck and onto his chest. He’s beautiful when he’s wrecked. Utterly, devastatingly beautiful.
And you want more.
Your hand drifts down. Finds the base of his cock. Slips lower—
“What are you—” His eyes fly open.
You lift yourself up. Hook your fingers under the rim of the condom. And pull it off.
It lands somewhere on the sheets with an obscene little wet slap.
Jungkook stares at you. His chest stops moving. “What—are you sure—”
“I want you to come inside me.”
The words hang in the air between you.
“I want to feel it,” you continue, and now your voice is lower, needier, stripped of every pretense. “Want you to fill me up. Want to feel you dripping out of me for the rest of the night. Please, Kookie. Come inside me. Come inside my pussy.”
He makes a sound that’s barely human.
His hands clamp down on your hips. “You’re sure?”
You lean down, letting your lips brush his ear. “Come inside me. Fill me up. Please. I need it. Need to feel your come dripping down my thighs. Need you to fuck it deep inside me until I can’t hold it anymore.”
Jungkook’s control snaps. He doesn't ask again. His hands clamp down on your hips hard enough to leave fingerprints, and in one brutal motion he flips you onto your back.
Your head hits the pillow. The air leaves your lungs in a startled gasp. And then he's there—looming above you, dark hair falling forward, eyes blown black with something that looks almost like desperation. His cock hangs heavy between his thighs, slick and bare now, the swollen head flushed deep pink and already leaking.
"You want it raw?" His voice is wrecked. Torn at the edges. "You want me to fuck you with nothing between us and pump my come straight into this tight little cunt?"
"Yes." The word tears out of you, half-sob, half-demand. "Please, Jungkook. Please fuck me. I need to feel it—need to feel every inch of you—"
He lines himself up. The broad head of his cock nudges against your entrance, and the sensation is different already—hotter, slicker, more intimate without the latex barrier. Your body recognizes the difference, cunt clenching in anticipation.
"Look at me," he commands.
You do. His eyes are locked on yours, dark and fierce and so full of want it makes your chest ache.
He pushes in.
The first inch steals your breath. Without the condom, the heat of him is staggering—like being opened by something alive, something velvet-soft and iron-hard all at once. You feel every ridge, every vein, every pulse of his heartbeat transmitted through his flesh into yours. Your fingers twist in the sheets. Your heels dig into the mattress.
"Fuuuuck," he groans, sinking deeper. His forearms bracket your head. His forehead drops to yours. "You feel—this is—nothing between us."
He bottoms out. Stays there, buried to the hilt. Your legs wrap around his waist, pulling him closer, deeper, and the sound he makes is animal—low and guttural, ripped from somewhere deep in his chest.
"Move," you beg. "Please move. I can take it. I want all of it."
He withdraws. The drag is exquisite—you feel every inch of him pulling back, feel the emptiness he leaves behind. And then he thrusts forward, harder this time, and your whole body rocks with the force of it.
"Yes—fuck—just like that—"
He finds a rhythm. Not the slow, grindy thing from before—this is different. This is frantic. Desperate. His hips snap against yours with wet, obscene slaps that fill the room. Skin on skin. Body to body.
"You're so fucking wet," he pants, lips brushing your ear. "I can feel everything. Every drop. Every pulse. Your pussy is gripping me so tight I can barely move."
"Don't stop—please don't stop—"
"Not fucking stopping." He drives in harder. Deeper. The angle shifts and suddenly he's hitting your g-spot, the one that makes fireworks detonate behind your eyes. "Gonna fuck you until you scream my name. Gonna fill this cunt up so full you'll be dripping for days."
A broken wail escapes your throat. Your nails rake down his back, leaving red trails, and he hisses, but he doesn't slow. If anything, he fucks you harder—punishing strokes that slam you into the mattress, that make your breasts bounce and your thighs shake and your voice crack on every syllable.
"Louder," he demands. His hand slides between your bodies, thumb finding your clit. He circles it, rough and unrelenting, and the dual sensation—his cock pounding into you, his thumb rubbing tight spirals around that swollen nub—makes you sob. "I want the whole world to hear who's fucking you this good."
"JUNGKOOK—"
His name rips from your lungs, raw and ragged. You can't control the volume. Can't control anything. He's fucking you stupid, fucking you senseless, and all you can do is hold on and take it.
"That's it. That's my girl." His voice is strained, cracking around the edges. Sweat drips from his hair onto your cheek. His rhythm falters—just for a second—and then he's pounding into you with renewed intensity, chasing something, chasing you. "Say it again. Tell me who makes you feel this good."
"You do—only you—Jungkook, Jungkook, JUNGKOOK—"
His mouth crashes onto yours. The kiss is messy—teeth and tongues and no finesse at all—but it's perfect. He swallows your cries, drinks them down like he's starving for them, and his hips never stop moving. Never stop driving into you with that devastating rhythm that's turning your brain to static.
One of his hands finds your thigh. Hikes it higher. The new angle makes him sink impossibly deeper, and you feel him in your stomach, feel the pressure building there like a storm about to break.
"Gonna come," you gasp against his lips. "Jungkook, I'm gonna come—"
"Do it." His thumb presses harder against your clit. His cock hits that spot again—once, twice, three times—and the storm inside you detonates. "Come on my cock, baby. Make me fill you up."
Your vision whites out. Every muscle in your body locks tight—thighs clamping around his waist, cunt clenching around his cock with a grip that borders on violent. You scream, the sound tearing from somewhere deep in your chest, his name mangled and broken, echoing off the walls.
Jungkook keeps fucking you through it. His rhythm turns brutal—short, hard strokes that prolong every pulse, every squeeze, every wave of pleasure crashing through your body. He's talking but you can't make out the words. Just the tone. Low and filthy.
And then his hips stutter. "Fuck—I'm gonna—"
"Inside." Your legs lock around him, trapping him in place. Your heels dig into the small of his back. "Come inside me, baby. Fill me up. I want to feel it. Please. Please."
The word breaks him. He buries himself and lets go.
The first pulse of his release hits deep inside you—hot and thick, so impossibly warm it makes you gasp. You've never felt this from him before. Never felt the visceral, primal rush of him emptying himself into your body with nothing between you. His cock jerks. Pulses again. His whole body shudders above you, muscles locking, jaw clenching, a wrecked groan tearing from his throat.
"Fuuuuuck—" The word stretches out, broken and breathless. "Oh my God. Fuck, your pussy is—baby—oh fuck—"
His hips keep twitching. Keep pumping into you with shallow, helpless thrusts that push his come deeper. You feel it pooling inside you, hot and thick, feel the way your body accepts it, holds it, clenches around it like it never wants to let go.
He stays buried inside you, his forehead pressed to yours, his breath coming in ragged gasps. Sweat gleams on his brow, his chest, his shoulders. His dark hair is plastered to his temples. His heart pounds so hard you feel it against your own ribs.
"Holy fuck," he whispers. His voice is wrecked. Absolutely demolished. "That was—I've never—"
He can't finish the sentence. You don't need him to.
Your legs are still wrapped around him, still holding him inside. You can feel his come beginning to trickle out around his shaft. The sensation sends a little aftershock through your system.
Jungkook lifts his head. His eyes find yours. They're glazed, still half-lost in the aftermath, but there's something else there too—something soft, something tender, something that has nothing to do with sex and everything to do with the way he looks at you like you're the only person in the world.
"You okay?" he asks, and even now—even with his softening cock still inside you, even with his release dripping down your thighs—he's checking on you. Making sure you're good. Being Jungkook.
"More than okay." Your voice comes out hoarse and raw. Well-used. "That was incredible."
A smile breaks across his face—the real one, the one that scrunches his nose and crinkles his eyes. "Yeah?"
"Yeah."
He kisses you. His lips brush yours with a tenderness that makes your heart ache, and when he pulls back, there's something in his expression that looks almost like wonder.
He eases out of you slowly, carefully, and the absence leaves you hollow. A rush of fluid follows, spilling onto the sheets beneath you. Jungkook glances down. His breath catches.
He presses two fingers against your entrance, gently, and pushes the escaping fluid back inside. The sensation makes you whimper—oversensitive, still trembling—but he doesn't stop. Just holds it there, holds you together, holds the moment suspended between you.
"Mine," he says before collapsing beside you, pulling you against his chest.
You're sticky. Sweaty. The sheets are ruined. His release is dripping down your thighs and the whole room smells like sex and you've never been happier.
"I love you," he says into your hair. "You know that, right?"
Your eyes sting. You press your face into his chest, breathing him in—sweat and sex and the faint remnants of his cologne. "I know."
"Good." His lips brush your forehead. "Because I'm not done with you tonight."
Your head snaps up, finding his eyes are dark again.
You wake slowly to the sound of rain still dragging itself down the windows, gentler now, tired from its own tantrum yesterday. For a few seconds, you lay still beneath the blankets, blinking at the pale gray light, aware of the warmth beside you only because it had recently left.
Then you hear him in the kitchen.
A drawer opening then closing, a whispered curse, something clinking.
“Are you fighting my appliances?” you call, voice rough with sleep.
Silence.
Then Jungkook appears in the bedroom doorway wearing his borrowed sweatpants and no shirt, hair messy, eyes wide with innocence so fake it deserves paperwork.
“No.”
“You are.”
“Well why does your stove hate me?”
You laugh and push yourself up against the pillows.
He leans against the doorway, watching you with a softness that used to scare you because you hadn’t known where to put it.
“What?” you ask.
He shakes his head.
“Jungkook.”
“I like waking up here.”
Your heart squeezes. “Yeah?”
“Yeah.” He looks down, smiling to himself. “I like that your kitchen mugs don’t match. I like that you keep cereal you barely eat because you have a craving for it every other week. I like that you talk in your sleep.”
“I do not.”
“You read out your grocery list last night.”
You stare at him and he stares back. Then you grab a pillow and throw it at him. “Stop exposing me!”
He catches it against his chest, laughing, then walks over and drops onto the edge of the bed.
The laughter fades slowly.
He looks at you, still holding the pillow. “I know this doesn’t fix everything,” he says. He sets the pillow aside. “Last night. This morning. You saying it back. I know I don’t get to treat that like I won something and stop trying.”
You study him. He looks nervous, but not avoidant.
“I’m happy,” you say carefully. “But I’m still scared.”
“I know.”
“And sometimes I might need reassurance.”
“I’ll give it.”
“Sometimes I might get upset about things that remind me of before, even if you’re not doing anything wrong.”
He nods. “Okay.”
“You say that now.”
“I mean it now.” He reaches for your hand, then pauses. You give it to him, and he holds it between both of his. “And if I don’t handle it right later, you tell me, and I’ll listen. I’m not going to be perfect. I know I’m not. But I’m not going to make you feel stupid for needing me to love you out loud.”
Your eyes burn again, because apparently loving Jungkook meant your tear ducts had signed a long-term lease. “You really have been practicing with Taehyung.”
He smiles shyly. “A little.”
“It shows.”
“Good?”
“Good.”
His shoulders ease.
You tug on his hand. “Come here.”
He comes easily, crawling over you with a grin that turns soft when you touch his face. He kisses you once, then again, then lowers himself beside you and pulls you against his chest.
For a while, neither of you say anything.
His heartbeat is steady beneath your ear. His fingers move through your hair.
You glance up at him, reaching up and brushing a strand of hair from his forehead.
He catches your wrist and kisses your palm. “I love you,” he says again, because he can now, because he needs to, because the words no longer arrive only after silence had hurt you first.
You smile. “I heard you.”
He grins, leaning down, mouth hovering over yours. “Brat. I’ll keep saying it anyway.”
“Good.”
Later, after breakfast, Jungkook stands in your kitchen washing dishes while you dry them beside him.
It’s ordinary. Painfully ordinary.
He bumps your hip with his. You bump him back, making him smile down at the sink.
Jungkook rinses the last mug and passes it to you.
He looks at you. You look back.
There was still work ahead, you both knew that. But he’s here, hands wet from your sink, eyes steady on yours in the middle of the afternoon. Not asking you to come to him in the dark. Not making you guess. Not leaving you alone with love.
➻ authors note: this is NOT a romantic, cute story. please read the warning tags & if you're not into this, don't read it. every person in this story is an adult and into this.
➻ warnings: contains SMUT as in unprotected sex [don‘t!], oral [f receiving], pussy spanking, fingering, overstimulation, primal play, stalking, degradation & humiliation kink, manipulation, cheating, toxic situationship, toxic behavior – MINORS DNI
The lecture hall is already half full by the time you arrive, conversations blending together beneath the low hum of fluorescent lights while students shuffle through notes and half-finished coffees like exhausted zombies. Normally you’d sit somewhere near the middle with your friends and mentally prepare yourself for two hours of academic torture.
Unfortunately, Jungkook is already there. Of course he is.
He’s sitting near the back row with one leg stretched lazily beneath the desk, black hoodie sleeves pushed up his forearms while he scrolls through his phone like he owns the entire fucking room. A few people glance toward him when they walk in, some nodding cautiously, others immediately avoiding eye contact altogether.
Jeon Jungkook has that effect on people.
Your stomach tightens slightly when his eyes briefly flick toward you before returning right back to his phone again like he couldn’t care less.
Asshole.
You immediately sit with your friends several rows away from him. The professor starts discussing narrative structure and eventually opens the floor for interpretation. After a brief silence, you answer confidently, explaining your theory while gesturing lightly with your pen.
“I think the protagonist’s unreliability is intentional,” you explain. “The contradictions in her narration aren’t flaws in the writing. They’re there to show how distorted her perspective became over time.”
Several students nod along thoughtfully. The professor looks pleased. “Exactly. Good observation.”
Then:
“That theory’s garbage.”
The room immediately goes quiet.
Your head snaps toward the back row where Jungkook sits slouched in his chair, spinning a pen lazily between tattooed fingers while staring at you with complete disinterest.
The professor sighs already. “Mr. Jeon…”
“No seriously,” Jungkook interrupts casually. “That makes absolutely no fucking sense.”
Heat flashes through your body instantly. “Maybe because you weren’t listening,” you shoot back.
A few students visibly tense. Nobody likes when people fight with Jungkook publicly because it almost always turns ugly.
Unfortunately for everyone involved… you genuinely don’t care anymore.
Jungkook leans back slightly in his chair, eyes dragging slowly over your face before one corner of his mouth lifts.
“No, princess,” he says calmly. “I was listening. That’s exactly the fucking problem.”
The nickname lands like a grenade in the middle of the classroom. Several heads immediately turn toward the two of you.
Your face burns instantly but you force yourself to ignore it.
“If you actually understood the material,” you reply sharply, “you’d realize unreliable narration doesn’t require logical consistency. That’s literally the point.”
Jungkook snorts quietly through his nose.
“Yeah? And if you actually understood character writing, you’d realize there’s a difference between unreliable and badly constructed.”
A few quiet “oh shit” reactions spread through the room.
You cross your arms immediately. “It’s called layered characterization.”
“No,” Jungkook says flatly. “It’s called lazy writing disguised as depth because people like you overanalyze every fucking thing to sound intellectual.”
The room erupts into nervous laughter.
“Oh my god,” you scoff incredulously. “You’re insufferable.”
“And you sound pretentious as hell.”
“At least I can form an argument without swearing every second sentence.”
That earns a low amused laugh from him.
“Cute,” he drawls lazily. “You think sounding polite automatically makes your argument smarter.”
Your jaw tightens instantly. “It’s called basic academic professionalism.”
“It’s called kissing professors’ asses.”
More laughter breaks out across the lecture hall while the professor looks moments away from developing a migraine.
You glare at Jungkook across the room. “You’re unbelievable.”
“And you sound stupid,” he replies flatly before tilting his head slightly. “Actually scratch that. Your whole argument sounds like something written at three in the morning during a mental breakdown.”
Several people choke on laughter immediately.
“Oh fuck you.”
Jungkook just grins. “Nah, you’re getting emotional now, princess.”
The nickname hits even harder this time because he says it so casually, like he genuinely doesn’t care that thirty people are listening to this conversation right now.
Your face burns hotter.
“You don’t even have an actual counterargument,” you snap. “You’re just insulting me because your ego can’t handle someone disagreeing with you publicly.”
That finally gets a reaction out of him. It’s not anger, it’s something worse…
Jungkook’s eyes narrow slightly while he slowly lowers the pen onto the desk beside him. The entire room seems to notice the shift immediately.
“You think this is about ego?” he asks quietly.
“Well it’s definitely not about intelligence.”
A few students audibly gasp. The professor looks ready to physically intervene.
Jungkook stares at you for a long second before leaning back again, completely relaxed despite the dangerous look settling into his expression.
Then his gaze drifts slowly over you once. Deliberately.
“Is there actually something behind those pretty eyes,” he asks calmly, “or are you just a nice pair of tits?”
The room goes dead silent for a mere second then: Audible gasps. Nervous laughter. A horrified “what the fuck?” somewhere near the front row.
A few people look genuinely offended while others stare at you wide-eyed waiting for your reaction, but nobody openly tells Jungkook off. Nobody wants to get on Jeon Jungkook’s bad side.
Heat crashes through your body so violently you nearly stand up. “You absolute fucking asshole-”
Jungkook immediately smirks then clicks his tongue softly. “Careful.”
The single word slides beneath your skin like a warning and the slight narrowing of his eyes makes your pulse stutter because suddenly you remember exactly who you’re talking to.
Exactly what happened in his apartment and how dangerous that calm look on his face actually is.
“Okay,” the professor interrupts quickly before things escalate any further. “Please keep the discussion respectful and civilized.”
Jungkook doesn’t even look remotely sorry.
Meanwhile you’re still staring at him across the lecture hall, chest heaving slightly while he lazily picks his pen back up like publicly humiliating you was just a casual little hobby to him.
And somehow the worst part? When your eyes accidentally lock again for half a second, the asshole smirks.
By lunchtime, apparently the entire campus has already heard about what happened.
You sit at one of the outside tables with your friends while they aggressively attempt to comfort you.
“He’s just an asshole,” one of them says immediately. “Ignore him.”
“Seriously,” another agrees. “He just wants to get under your skin.”
“Well congratulations,” you mutter while stabbing aggressively at your food. “Mission accomplished.”
Your friends laugh softly, trying to lighten the mood, but before anyone can continue the conversation, a shadow suddenly falls across the table.
Then Jungkook casually drops into the empty seat beside you. The entire table freezes- one of your friends nearly chokes on her drink. Jungkook completely ignores all of them.
“What do you want?” you ask flatly, not even looking up from your food.
“We have to study at your place tonight,” he replies calmly like he didn’t just publicly degrade you in front of an entire lecture hall two hours ago.
Your eyebrows pull together instantly. “…why?”
“Because.”
You open your mouth to argue again but then suddenly his hand lands against your thigh beneath the table.
You nearly jerk but nobody else seems to notice. From the outside, Jungkook looks completely relaxed, one arm stretched lazily across the back of his chair while he stares ahead like nothing’s happening.
Meanwhile beneath the table, his fingers squeeze slowly into the soft flesh of your thigh hard enough to make your pulse jump.
Possessive. Deliberate. Like he’s marking you with his fingertips.
Your breathing turns uneven immediately and Jungkook notices from the tiny glance he gives you before the corner of his mouth lifts slightly.
Then the asshole stands up again completely casually. “See ya later, princess.”
And just like that, he walks away.
The entire table stares after him in complete silence before all eyes slowly turn toward you instead.
“…what the fuck?” one of your friends finally blurts out.
You just stare down at your tray for a second before letting out a long exhausted sigh.
“Yeah,” you mutter weakly. “I don’t even know anymore.”
Late afternoon sunlight spills gold across campus, warm enough to make the concrete shimmer while groups of students drift between buildings in loud exhausted clusters.
Somewhere nearby music crackles softly from someone’s speaker and the whole courtyard carries that lazy end-of-day atmosphere where nobody’s really paying attention anymore.
Nobody except Jungkook.
He’s sitting outside one of the main buildings with a cigarette balanced between his fingers, one arm stretched lazily across the back of the bench while his friends talk around him about assignments and weekend plans he couldn’t care less about. Every now and then he hums absently like he’s listening, but his attention is somewhere else entirely the second you walk into view.
It locks onto you instantly- like instinct.
You’re crossing the courtyard alone, bag hanging loosely from one shoulder, sunlight catches against your face and for a second Jungkook simply watches you move through the crowd, calm and unreadable while smoke curls slowly from his lips.
Then your boyfriend appears behind you and Jungkook goes completely still.
He watches the guy wrap both arms around your waist from behind, pulling you back lightly against his chest, and your entire face softens immediately. The laugh that leaves you is quiet but real, warm enough to make something dark settle low inside Jungkook’s chest while he stares from across the courtyard with frightening stillness.
Your boyfriend turns you around inside his arms and kisses you like he’s done it a thousand times before, casual and affectionate and completely unaware that someone else is watching every second of it with predatory focus.
Technically, there’s nothing wrong with this. That’s your boyfriend.
Those are his hands on your waist. His lips against yours. His soft smile making you laugh again when he whispers something near your ear.
And yet the moment you turn your head and accidentally meet Jungkook’s eyes across the courtyard, your entire body reacts like you just got caught cheating.
The smile disappears from your face instantly. Not even slowly, it’s just gone. Like your body recognizes danger before your brain catches up.
Jungkook notices it immediately.
From this distance, he can practically see the panic bloom beneath your skin while your boyfriend keeps talking softly beside you, oblivious to the way your pulse suddenly starts racing. Jungkook takes another slow drag from his cigarette without looking away once, his gaze heavy enough to make your chest tighten painfully even from across the courtyard.
He doesn’t wave. Doesn’t interrupt. Doesn’t move at all. That’s what makes it worse.
Because he looks completely calm sitting there with smoke curling lazily around him while something sharp and possessive settles behind his eyes the longer he watches your boyfriend touch you.
Your boyfriend’s hand brushes your waist again and suddenly it feels wrong. Not because it is.
But because Jungkook is watching.
That horrifying realization crashes through you all at once and heat floods your body so fast it almost makes you dizzy. Guilt coils tightly beneath your ribs even though you technically did nothing wrong, but the problem is that somewhere along the way Jungkook already buried himself so deeply beneath your skin that your body reacts to him before logic even gets the chance.
Across the courtyard, the corner of his mouth slowly pulls upward.
It’s not a smile. Not really… Something worse. Something knowing…
Your stomach drops so hard it almost hurts. Because he sees it. He sees the guilt. The panic.
The way your body stiffens inside another man’s arms while staring directly at him like a deer frozen beneath a predator’s gaze.
And then, without breaking eye contact once, Jungkook slowly drags his tongue across his lower lip.
The gesture is small. Lazy.
But it sends a violent rush of heat through your entire body anyway. You swallow hard.
Jungkook notices that too. Of course he fucking does.
Your boyfriend finally pauses mid-sentence, brows pulling together slightly while brushing your arm.
“Hey,” he says softly. “You okay?” The words barely even register.
Because all you can focus on is Jungkook sitting across the courtyard looking at you like he already knows exactly what’s happening inside your head, exactly how guilty you feel right now, exactly how badly your pulse spikes every time his eyes drag over you.
And the most terrifying part? He looks pleased. Not jealous. Not angry. Possessive.
Like he’s watching someone else touch something that already belongs to him.
The sorority house feels unusually warm compared to the cold evening outside. Soft yellow lights filling the living room while some random reality show plays quietly in the background. You’re curled up on the couch between Minji and Soomin with your legs tucked beneath a blanket, phone resting against your stomach while your entire body still feels tight from everything that happened today.
Honestly, ‘tight’ might be an understatement. Your nervous system has been held hostage by Jeon Jungkook since approximately nine in the morning.
The classroom argument keeps replaying in your head against your will, followed immediately by the memory of him watching you across the courtyard afterward, cigarette between his fingers while your boyfriend kissed you completely unaware.
Just thinking about that goddamn smirk again makes heat crawl uncomfortably up your neck.
“You look traumatized,” Minji says finally, glancing over from the other side of the couch.
“I might actually be,” you mumble dramatically before dragging both hands down your face. “I genuinely don’t know if i’ll survive Jeon Jungkook today.”
That immediately earns a snort from Soomin. “Well then reschedule,” she says simply. “Tell him you have a headache or something.”
You roll your eyes instantly. “Yeah, because he’s definitely gonna believe that.” Still… Your gaze slowly drifts toward your phone.
Minji notices immediately. “Oh my god. You’re considering it.”
“No I’m not.”
“You literally are.”
You stare at the screen for another few seconds before finally sighing dramatically and unlocking your phone anyway.
“Fine,” you mutter. “But when this fails horribly, I want both of you to remember this moment.”
Soomin grins. “Yasss. Lie to that man.”
You quickly type out the message before you can overthink it.
you: migraine. can’t study tonight.
The reply comes so fast it almost feels aggressive.
jungkook: cute excuse. door better be unlocked when i get there.
Your jaw drops. “Oh my god,” you whisper in disbelief. “What the fuck is actually wrong with him?”
Minji immediately grabs for the phone. “LET ME SEE.”
You hold it away dramatically while glaring at the screen. “He’s such an asshole.”
Then, fueled entirely by irritation and poor decision making, you type back:
you: fuck off. i got a migraine fr and going to bed early. we’re rescheduling.
And before he can answer? You turn your phone off completely.
The girls immediately erupt beside you.
“AS YOU SHOULD!"
“Stand your ground, queen.”
A laugh escapes you despite yourself and for the first time all day, you actually feel slightly victorious. Maybe Jungkook finally pushed too far, maybe you’re finally growing a backbone.
Or maybe you’re just delusional.
Either way, you ride the confidence upstairs when you go to your room later, changing into comfortable pajamas before climbing into bed with your laptop balanced against your legs. Rain taps softly against the windows outside while Netflix loads quietly across the screen and slowly, little by little, your shoulders finally start relaxing.
See? Nothing happened.
Jungkook’s not here. The world didn’t end.
Everything’s fi-
tap.
You freeze. The sound is soft enough that you almost convince yourself you imagined it.
Then another tap comes a few seconds later. You pause your show while your heartbeat suddenly starts climbing.
Slowly, confused, your eyes drift toward the window andyour soul nearly leaves your body.
Jungkook crouches outside your second-story window with a cigarette between his lips, dark hoodie pulled over his head while rain dampens the edges of his hair. One hand rests casually inside his pocket and the second your eyes meet through the glass, he tilts his head slightly.
Like this is completely normal behavior.
Every single thought inside your brain evaporates instantly. There’s a terrifying mix of fear and heat rushing through your body so violently it almost makes you dizzy because what the actual fuck is he doing here?
Jungkook taps the glass once more before speaking through the window, voice low and calm enough to make it worse somehow.
“Open the window.”
You don’t move. You’re still sitting frozen in bed staring at him like prey spotting a predator too late.
Jungkook watches your expression carefully before taking a slow drag from his cigarette.
Then, just as calm: “Open the fucking window or I’m gonna break it.”
No anger nor a raised voice. Which somehow makes the threat feel completely real. Your pulse goes feral.
Slowly, almost mechanically, you push yourself out of bed and walk toward the window while Jungkook watches your every movement through the glass. The second you unlock it and slide it open, cold air rushes into the room together with cigarette smoke and rain.
And then he climbs inside. Like he belongs there.
Instinctively, you back away the moment his shoes hit the floor while your heart pounds violently against your ribs, but Jungkook only straightens calmly before pulling the cigarette from his lips and looking at you with that same terrifying composure he always has. He takes another drag before flicking the cigarette through the window.
“You turned your phone off,” he says simply.
Like that explains everything. He keeps looking at you like he already knows exactly what you’re thinking.
That’s the worst part.
Not the fact he climbed through your window. Not the rain still dripping faintly from the edges of his hoodie onto your bedroom floor. Not even the cigarette smoke slowly filling the room while your pulse spirals further and further out of control.
It’s the way he watches you: Calm. Patient. Completely aware.
Like he can see every panicked thought flickering behind your eyes before you even act on it.
“You know what’s funny?” he murmurs quietly while taking another slow step toward you. “You spent all day testing my fucking patience and now you look surprised I showed up.”
Your breathing turns uneven immediately.
“I didn’t test anything,” you argue weakly while instinctively backing away from him again.
Jungkook just hums beneath his breath.
“No?” Another step forward. “Calling me an asshole in front of an entire lecture hall wasn’t testing me?”
Heat flashes across your face. You keep moving backward slowly while he advances just as steadily, his gaze locked onto you with terrifying focus.
“Lying just to avoid me? Then telling me to fuck off over text?” he continues calmly. “Turning your phone off after I told you I was coming?”
Your legs hit the edge of the bed suddenly and you nearly stumble backward onto the mattress before catching yourself at the last second. Jungkook notices immediately, eyes flicking downward briefly before a smirk slowly pulls at the corner of his mouth.
“Oh, now it’s sinking in…,” he murmurs softly. “Starting to realize this might’ve been a bad idea.”
Instead of staying cornered against the bed, you quickly move around it, keeping distance between the two of you while your heart pounds harder and harder inside your chest. Jungkook watches the movement with obvious amusement.
“You’re dramatic,” you mutter, trying desperately to sound unaffected.
“Yeah?” His head tilts slightly. “Then why do you keep running from me?”
Because every instinct inside your body is screaming at you to. The realization alone makes panic and heat mix together so violently it leaves you dizzy.
Slowly, carefully, you start backing toward the bedroom door instead and Jungkook notices instantly. A quiet laugh leaves him while he watches your eyes flick nervously between him and the exit.
“Seriously?” he chuckles softly. “You really think you’re faster than me?”
Your breath hitches and for one tiny second you hesitate before you run for the door anyway.
Your fingers barely brush the handle before Jungkook is suddenly there, large hand slamming flat against the wood above it hard enough to make you gasp. The door rattles sharply beneath the impact and before you can even process how fast he moved, his other hand calmly reaches down and twists the lock into place.
Click.
The sound echoes through the room like a gunshot.
Your pulse goes feral. “Jungkook-”
You try slipping past him immediately, panic hitting hard enough now that all you can think is 'window window window’, but the second you turn, his hand catches your wrist effortlessly.
Then suddenly your back slams against his chest. A startled yelp escapes you before his large hand immediately covers your mouth, pulling you tighter against him while your heart nearly explodes out of your ribs.
“Shhh…” he murmurs softly against your ear. The sound sends a violent shiver down your spine.
Everything about him feels overwhelming like this. The warmth of his body pressed firmly against yours, the smell of rain and smoke clinging to his hoodie, the way his chest rises slowly behind you while yours heaves uncontrollably.
And somehow the calmness in him only makes your panic worse.
“You’re gonna wake the whole fucking house,” he murmurs, lips brushing lightly against your ear now.
Your fingers instinctively grip his wrist while your breathing turns shallow beneath his hand. Jungkook notices every second of it.
A low chuckle vibrates against the side of your neck before his teeth graze your earlobe softly enough to make your knees nearly give out beneath you.
“Are you scared of me?” he asks quietly.
The question wraps around your throat instantly because the answer is complicated- you are scared. Not of him hurting you. Not truly. But scared of what happens to you around him.
Scared of how quickly your body folds every single time he corners you like this. Scared of the heat flooding through you right now despite the adrenaline making your pulse shake violently. Scared of the fact that even now, pinned against him with his hand over your mouth and the bedroom door locked behind you… you still don’t want him to stop.
A small sound escapes you before you can help it. Half whine, half something else entirely. Jungkook goes very still behind you for half a second, then he laughs quietly.
It’s not loud, not even cruel. But satisfied.
“Good,” he murmurs softly against your ear while his grip tightens just slightly around your wrist. “You fucking should be.”
A sudden knock against the bedroom door cuts through the tension so sharply that your entire body jolts.
“Hey, babe?” Soomin’s voice comes through the wood a second later, slightly muffled. “Are you okay? We heard a really loud noise.”
Pure panic flashes through you instantly. Jungkook feels it.
A quiet chuckle vibrates against the side of your neck while his hand still covers your mouth, your back pressed tightly against his chest as rain taps softly outside the open window behind you.
Then his lips brush your ear again.
“Tell her you’re fine,” he murmurs softly. “Tell her you’re just a stupid, clumsy thing and something fell down.”
Heat crashes through your body at the words, humiliation and arousal twisting together so violently it leaves your head spinning. Before you can even react, his hand slowly slides away from your mouth and down your throat instead, fingers wrapping firmly around it.
Not enough to hurt, just enough to remind you he’s still controlling this. You swallow hard beneath his grip while your pulse pounds wildly.
“I’m okay, Soomin,” you call out finally, praying your voice sounds normal. “Just… clumsy. My laptop fell from the bed.”
Silence follows for a second. Then:
“Okay…” Soomin says slowly. “Well, it sounded really loud.”
Jungkook’s fingers tighten slightly against your throat. “Lie better,” he whispers calmly into your ear. A shiver runs violently through you.
Then suddenly he starts guiding you toward the door, one hand still wrapped around your throat while the other settles briefly against your waist.
“Open it.”
Your stomach twists.
Slowly, nervously, you unlock the door and pull it open just enough to peek outside while Jungkook slips silently behind it, completely hidden from view.
Soomin immediately raises her eyebrows the second she sees your face.
“Oh my god,” she says slowly. “You look… I don’t know.” Her eyes narrow slightly. “Your face is completely flushed.”
You let out one slow breath while your heartbeat threatens to explode.
“Caught me,” you mumble awkwardly. “I was actually, uhm…” You vaguely point toward the bed behind you.
Soomin’s eyes widen instantly. “Oh my god,” she gasps. “You were having special alone time and I interrupted?” Heat floods your face for real this time.
“God, I’m so sorry!” She quickly holds her hands up.
“Yeah…” you laugh weakly, cheeks burning. “I, uh… fell from the bed.”
“So that’s why it sounded like someone died,” Soomin snorts before grinning suddenly. “Damn. That intense, huh? You need to tell me your secrets next time.”
Behind the door, you can feel Jungkook shifting and you swallow nervously. Soomin completely misses it.
“Well,” she continues with a wink, “have fun, babe. I’ll tell the others it was the washing machine or something.”
“Thanks.”
“Love you!”
“Bye.”
You slowly close the door again, pulse still racing violently, and the second the latch clicks shut, Jungkook’s hand immediately comes into view beside you.
Click.
He locks the door again.
The sound echoes through the room while you remain frozen against the wood, breathing unevenly as Jungkook steps back into view.
A slow smirk spreads across his face.
“Some special alone time, huh?” he murmurs, amusement dripping from every word. “That’s the best you could come up with?”
Heat burns across your face instantly.
Jungkook’s eyes drag slowly over your expression before he steps closer again, one hand settling beside your head against the door while the other remains loosely around your throat.
“You really are a little slut.”
The word hits exactly where he wants it to.
Your eyes flash immediately and Jungkook catches the reaction in real time, sees the anger flare behind your expression, sees the way your body tenses like you want to shove him away or curse him out again.
And then the asshole smirks.
“Do it,” he murmurs softly, lips dangerously close to yours now. “I dare you.”
The second the word leaves his mouth, Jungkook sees it hit you. Not the anger first or the embarrassment.
No… something way worse.
Your breath catches sharply while your entire body goes tense beneath his hand and for half a second you look genuinely offended, lips parting immediately like you’re about to snap back at him again.
But then nothing comes out and Jungkook notices that too. A slow smile spreads across his face while his thumb drags lightly against the side of your throat, eyes locked onto yours with terrifying focus.
“There it is,” he murmurs softly. “That little look again.”
Heat burns straight through you. “Shut up.”
The words come out weak, almost breathless. Jungkook’s expression darkens instantly at that.
“Oh,” he says quietly, almost amused now. “That word got to you, huh?”
Your stomach twists violently. “No it didn’t.”
“Liar.”
He steps even closer until your back presses fully against the locked door behind you, one hand planted beside your head while the other stays loosely around your throat. His eyes drag slowly across your face before dropping briefly to your mouth.
Then lower.
Watching the way your thighs instinctively press together again. A rough chuckle leaves him immediately.
“Fuck,” he mutters softly. “You really do like this shit.”
Humiliation crashes through you all over again. “You’re delusional.”
“And you’re standing here letting me call you dirty names while you melt over it.” His head tilts slightly. “Interesting little situation you got yourself into, princess.”
Your pulse pounds harder and harder while he keeps looking at you like he’s slowly peeling every layer off you one by one.
Then suddenly his expression shifts into something mocking.
“What did your sweet boyfriend say to you earlier that made you laugh like that, huh?”
The question catches you completely off guard. A fake pout tugs at his lips while he leans down closer, eyes never leaving yours.
“Was he all sweet with you?” he asks softly, voice dripping with fake sympathy. “Telling you cute little things while you smiled up at him?”
Heat floods your face because yes- He was.Your boyfriend was sweet. Gentle. Affectionate.
And somehow standing here now with Jungkook pressed against you, cigarette smell clinging to his clothes while his hand grips your throat possessively, that memory only makes your stomach twist harder.
Jungkook sees the realization happen in real time. The smirk on his face sharpens immediately.
“Yeah,” he murmurs. “Thought so.”
His thumb presses slightly higher beneath your jaw while his eyes darken.
“What do you think he’d say if he knew I was in your room right now?” he asks quietly.
Your breathing turns uneven instantly. Jungkook leans down until his lips brush barely against yours.
“What would he say,” he murmurs softly, “if he knew I’m standing here calling you my little whore…” Your breath catches sharply.
Jungkook’s tongue drags slowly across your lower lip. Then he pulls back just enough to whisper:
“…about to fuck you dumb?”
The words nearly destroy you.
Heat crashes through your body so violently your knees almost give out and Jungkook notices every second of it, sees the exact moment your resolve completely starts crumbling beneath him.
Because the worst part? You’ve thought about it too. Late at night. Alone in bed.
Replaying every filthy thing he’s whispered to you so far while imagining exactly what it would feel like if he finally stopped teasing and actually touched you the way he keeps promising he will.
And judging by the dark look settling deeper into Jungkook’s eyes… he knows.
“Fuck,” he mutters quietly while staring at your face. “You’ve imagined it already, haven’t you?” You hate that your silence gives you away.
Jungkook laughs softly beneath his breath before leaning down once more, mouth brushing teasingly against yours again like he’s about to kiss you properly this time.
But instead he just licks slowly across your lips once more…
…and pulls away.
The loss of contact feels almost painful. You stare at him in disbelief while he casually steps backward toward your bed, eyes never leaving yours for even a second. Completely calm. Completely confident.
Like he already knows exactly what you’re going to do next.
Jungkook drops onto the edge of the mattress slowly before spreading his legs slightly, tattooed hand resting lazily against his thigh while he looks up at you with smoke-dark eyes.
Then he pats his lap once. “Sit on your throne, princess.”
Your stomach flips. Because somehow that’s the part that affects you most: Not the degrading words or the threats. Not even him climbing through your goddamn window.
It’s this- The terrifying ease of the command. The way he says it like your place is already there. Already decided.
And horrifyingly enough… your body moves before your brain can catch up.
Jungkook watches you cross the room toward him with something dark and satisfied settling behind his expression, eyes dragging slowly over your body while you finally stop between his legs.
Then, without a single word of protest, you sink down into his lap again.
Exactly where he wanted you.
Jungkook’s hands settle against your waist the second you sit in his lap, fingers spreading slowly like he’s memorizing the shape of you there. The room feels unbearably warm now, rain still tapping softly against the windows while your pulse pounds harder with every second he keeps looking at you without moving.
And god, the way he’s looking at you… Like he already won.
Your eyes drift toward his lips almost automatically, still slightly swollen from the cigarette pressed between them earlier, and for one dangerous second you think he’s finally going to kiss you properly.
But he doesn’t. He just sits there watching you. Waiting.
The intensity of it makes your stomach twist violently because suddenly you realize exactly what he’s doing. Jungkook wants you to choose this. Wants you to cross the line yourself so there’s no pretending afterward, no acting like he forced you into something you didn’t secretly crave from the start.
A slow smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth when he sees the realization hit. Then quietly, voice rough enough to send heat rushing straight through you:
“If you want something…” His hands tighten slightly against your waist. “…take it yourself.”
You blink at him for a second, breath uneven, brain struggling to catch up while his eyes stay locked onto yours with terrifying patience. Then you understand.
And suddenly you’re nervous again.
Which is ridiculous considering everything that already happened between the two of you, but somehow this feels different. More dangerous somehow. Because now he’s waiting for you to do it first.
To prove him right.
Slowly, almost shyly, you lean forward.
Your fingers curl against his shoulders first before sliding higher toward his neck, brushing through the damp strands of his hair while your lips finally meet his.
Soft. Careful. Tentative enough that it almost feels sweet. And Jungkook lets you.
He doesn’t take control immediately. Doesn’t grab your face or pull you closer. He just sits there beneath you while you kiss him first, hands still firm against your waist as if he’s letting you figure this out on your own.
The realization alone nearly melts you. So you kiss him again, longer this time. Your fingers tighten in his hair while confidence slowly starts replacing the hesitation and Jungkook finally reacts, a low groan vibrating against your mouth the second your lips part slightly for him.
The sound destroys whatever self-control you had left. Heat crashes through your body while you kiss him harder now, your hands sliding fully into his hair as his grip on your waist suddenly tightens enough to pull a gasp from you.
That’s all it takes.
One second the kiss feels slow and teasing and the next it turns messy almost instantly, Jungkook finally kissing you back with all the intensity he’d been holding back until now.
More tongue. More teeth. More heat.
His hand slides up your spine before gripping the back of your neck, holding you exactly where he wants you while your mouths move together desperately enough that neither of you can breathe properly anymore. The wet sounds of kissing fill the room together with uneven breathing and quiet curses slipping from Jungkook every time you tug at his hair.
“Fuck…” he groans against your lips when your hips shift instinctively against him. The sound goes straight through you.
Jungkook kisses like he does everything else, controlled right until the moment he suddenly isn’t. One second he’s calm and composed and the next his teeth catch your lower lip hard enough to make you gasp into his mouth while his fingers dig possessively into your waist. And somehow that only makes you kiss him harder.
Saliva glistens between your mouths every time he pulls back barely an inch before crashing back into you again, messy and hungry now while your fingers stay tangled tightly in his hair. Jungkook moans quietly when you tug harder and the sound nearly drives you insane because it’s the first time he’s sounded genuinely affected tonight.
Not smug or teasing just genuinely gone.
His forehead presses briefly against yours while both of you struggle for air, but even then he doesn’t let you get far. His mouth keeps brushing against yours between breaths, tongue dragging slowly along your lower lip again before he mutters lowly:
“There’s my princess…” And this time the words don’t sound mocking at all. They sound possessive. Jungkook kisses you like he’s trying to drag every reaction out of your body at once.
Your fingers stay tangled tightly in his damp hair while his hands grip your waist hard enough to keep you completely pinned against him, every messy slide of his mouth against yours making your head spin worse and worse.
The room feels overheated now, thick with smoke and tension and the quiet wet sounds of kissing while your breathing turns more uneven every second he keeps pulling those desperate little noises from you.
A low groan leaves him when your hips shift instinctively in his lap again.
“Fuck…” he murmurs against your mouth before dragging his lips slowly along yours once more. “I’m gonna make you feel so fucking good, baby…”
The words hit straight through you. A soft moan escapes before you can stop it and Jungkook immediately swallows the sound with another rough kiss, tongue brushing against yours while his hand slides higher up your back possessively.
Then suddenly… he pulls back slightly. Just enough that his lips still ghost against yours while both of you struggle for air.
And then, sweetly enough to make it worse, he whispers:
“But first…” His thumb brushes slowly along your waist. “…I’m gonna punish the shit out of you for today.”
Your eyes snap open instantly. The blood in your veins practically freezes. Jungkook sees the exact second the realization hits and the corner of his mouth twitches upward immediately.
Because he means it. Oh god. He actually means it.
Before you can even process what the hell that’s supposed to mean, Jungkook kisses you again hard enough to steal the breath from your lungs while one arm suddenly hooks around your waist.
Then the world flips.
A startled gasp tears from you when he throws you backward onto the mattress, your body bouncing slightly against the bed hard enough to knock the air straight out of your chest.
Jungkook climbs over you immediately. Terrifyingly composed despite the fact he was just kissing you like he’d lost his mind thirty seconds ago.
“Jungkook, I-”
“What?” he interrupts instantly, amusement dripping from every word while he settles between your legs. “You thought all’s good now?” A low chuckle leaves him. “Thought I’d just overlook everything?”
Heat flashes through you while your pulse starts climbing all over again.
“Cute.” The mocking tone nearly kills you.
Instinctively you try scooting backward across the mattress, some survival instinct finally kicking back in now that he’s towering over you like this, but Jungkook just grabs both your ankles effortlessly before dragging you right back toward him again.
The movement pulls a shocked sound from your throat. Jungkook’s eyes darken immediately.
“No more running,” he murmurs calmly while his hands slide slowly up your legs. “But keep fighting me.” A dangerous smirk spreads across his face. “Turns me the fuck on.”
Jungkook keeps you pinned beneath him for several long seconds after dragging you back across the mattress, one hand wrapped loosely around your ankle while the other braces beside your head. His breathing is slightly uneven from the kissing, dark hair falling messily across his forehead now, but somehow he still looks maddeningly composed.
Meanwhile your entire brain feels like it’s actively melting.
The room stays quiet except for rain tapping softly outside and both of your breathing slowly filling the space between you. Jungkook studies your face carefully, eyes dragging over every tiny reaction like he’s piecing something together.
Then finally he sighs softly through his nose.
“You really know how to piss me off,” he murmurs almost fondly.
Your stomach flips nervously. “Jungkook-”
“No.” His thumb brushes once against your ankle. “You don’t get to interrupt right now.”
Heat flashes through you immediately. A low hum leaves him while his gaze drifts slowly downward over your body before returning to your face again.
“You fought with me in class.” Calm. Casual. “Called me an asshole in front of everyone.” Another slight tilt of his head. “Ignored my texts. Turned your phone off. Tried to hide from me.”
Every word settles heavier and heavier inside your chest because he’s listing them like offenses being read aloud before sentencing.
And horrifyingly enough… part of you likes it.
Jungkook sees the realization flicker across your face instantly and the corner of his mouth twitches upward.
“Yeah,” he murmurs quietly. “That’s what I thought.”
Your thighs press together instinctively and his eyes flick downward immediately.
A rough chuckle leaves him. “Holy fuck.”
Heat burns through your entire body while Jungkook slowly sits back on his heels between your legs, one hand sliding lazily along your thigh.
Then, completely calm, like he’s asking what you want for dinner:
“You can choose.”
You blink at him. “…what?”
Jungkook’s expression barely changes.
“I’m either gonna spank your bare ass twenty times with my hand…” His fingers tap lightly against your thigh once. “…five with the belt…”
Your breathing catches sharply at that one. Jungkook sees it immediately and a slow grin spreads across his face.
“Oh?” he murmurs mockingly. “That scared you a little?”
“You’re insane.”
“Hm.” Completely unconcerned.
Then his thumb presses slightly harder against your thigh while his voice drops lower.
“…or ten against your bare cunt.”
Your entire body goes still. Jungkook watches it happen in real time and actually laughs quietly beneath his breath.
Not loud. Worse.
Genuinely amused.
“There it is,” he murmurs softly. “That’s the one.”
Your stomach flips violently. “No it’s not.”
“Princess.” His head tilts slightly while his eyes drag slowly over your flushed face. “Your thighs literally just closed.”
Humiliation burns straight through you because the worst part is that he sounds almost pleased by it.
Like he enjoys exposing you.
“You should see your face right now,” he says quietly, lips twitching again. “Cute little brain trying so hard not to imagine it.”
Your breath turns uneven immediately.
A rough exhale leaves him while his fingers slowly slide higher up your thigh until you physically tense beneath him.
“Fuck,” he mutters softly. “You really don’t know how obvious you are yet, huh?”
You glare up at him instantly. “Shut up.” But it comes out weak again. Breathless.
And Jungkook absolutely loves it. A dark grin spreads slowly across his face while he leans down closer, close enough now that his lips brush faintly against yours when he speaks.
“I can practically hear you thinking,” he murmurs quietly. “Trying to decide which one would hurt the most.” His thumb presses lightly between your thighs over your pajamas. “Meanwhile your body’s over here getting wetter every second.”
A soft sound escapes you before you can stop it and Jungkook’s eyes darken immediately.
“There she is,” he whispers.
Heat crashes through you so violently it almost hurts.
“You know what I think?” he asks softly while watching your expression unravel further. “I think part of you wants me to choose.” A low chuckle leaves him. “Because then you can keep pretending none of this is your fault.”
You glare at him instantly. “You’re an asshole.”
“Yeah.” Completely calm. “Still waiting for an answer.”
Then finally, when you still don’t answer, a slow grin spreads across his face.
“Okay then…”
Your stomach twists sharply because the second those words leave his mouth, you already know he’s choosing for you.
Jungkook watches the realization settle into your face with obvious satisfaction before slowly leaning down over you again, one hand spreading beside your head while the other drifts lazily along your thigh.
“Look at you,” he murmurs softly. “Completely gone already and I haven’t even started.”
Heat burns through your entire body while his fingers slide slowly upward beneath the hem of your pajama shorts, teasing without really touching where you want him most. Every movement feels deliberate now, like he’s dragging the anticipation out on purpose just to watch you squirm beneath him.
And the worst part? He looks like he’s enjoying this far too much.
His mouth brushes slowly against your jaw before trailing lower toward your throat while his fingers hook lazily into the buttons of your pajama top, undoing them one by one with agonizing patience.
Then quietly:
“Also…” His lips ghost softly beneath your ear. “…there’s something else that made me fucking mad, princess.”
Your stomach thightens at his words.
A low hum leaves him while another button slips free beneath his fingers, exposing more skin inch by inch while his eyes stay fixed on your face.
“Can you guess what it was?”
You blink up at him, still dazed from the kissing, from him dragging you across the bed earlier, from the way he keeps touching you like he already owns every inch of your body.
“I…” Your voice catches slightly. “I don’t know.”
Jungkook clicks his tongue softly. “Use that brain, dummy,” he murmurs against your skin.
His hand slips beneath the fabric of your pajama top then, fingertips dragging slowly across your stomach and your breath hitches hard enough to interrupt your thoughts completely.
Jungkook notices that too and a quiet chuckle vibrates against your throat. “See?” he murmurs mockingly. “Can’t even think properly anymore.”
You hate how weak your body feels beneath him. Hate how your brain keeps turning to static every time his hands move over you.
His lips trail lower along your neck before suddenly his teeth catch your skin hard enough to pull a sharp whine from your throat.
“There it is…” he mutters softly.
Then he sucks slowly against the sensitive spot beneath your jaw while his hand spreads possessively over your stomach, holding you still against the mattress while you squirm beneath him.
Your fingers clutch weakly at his shirt. “Jungkook…”
A low hum leaves him before he finally pulls back just enough to look down at you again. And somehow that calm expression is worse than if he looked angry.
Because he looks completely composed. Completely certain.
His thumb brushes slowly across your waist beneath your pajama shirt while his voice drops quieter now.
Too quiet.
“I told you yesterday,” he murmurs softly, “to fucking text me when you got home.”
Your eyes snap open instantly. Oh. Oh no.
“I…” Your stomach drops violently. “I forgot-”
Jungkook clicks his tongue immediately. “Stupid.”
Heat crashes through you all at once. Another soft kiss presses against your throat.
“Stupid little girl,” he murmurs almost affectionately before biting lightly at your skin again hard enough to make you gasp.
“I really forgot,” you whisper quickly, trying to explain while your pulse spirals harder and harder beneath him. “I didn’t mean to-”
“But you still forgot.” Calm. Casual. “After I told you to do one simple fucking thing.”
Humiliation curls hot in your stomach while Jungkook watches your face carefully, fingers slowly gliding higher beneath your pajama top.
“You know what I think?” he asks softly.
You barely manage a shaky breath. “What…?”
“I think you stopped taking me seriously for a second.” His thumb drags lightly across your skin. “Thought maybe I’d let things slide because i kissed you a little.”
Your stomach sinks because that’s almost exactly what happened.
Jungkook sees the realization spread across your face instantly and the corner of his mouth lifts slightly. “Yeah,” he murmurs. “That’s what I thought.”
His hand suddenly grips your waist firmly before he leans down close enough that his lips brush faintly against yours again.
“You’re learning though,” he whispers softly. “Slowly.”
Then another kiss against your mouth. Gentle this time, almost sweet.
The sudden softness catches you completely off guard after everything else tonight and before you can stop yourself, your body relaxes slightly beneath him. Your fingers loosen against his shirt while you melt into the kiss for one dangerous second, lips moving slowly against his while the hand beneath your pajama top drifts lazily across your skin.
And Jungkook notices immediately. A low hum vibrates against your mouth the exact moment you soften for him.
Then suddenly-
Pain flashes sharply through your chest when his fingers pinch your nipple hard enough to rip a loud whine straight from your throat.
Jungkook swallows the sound instantly with his mouth.
The kiss changes immediately after that, less gentle now, more possessive.
His hand tightens around your waist while his mouth moves hungrily against yours, tongue brushing forcefully against yours as another softer whimper escapes into the kiss. Jungkook groans quietly at the sound before pinching again just enough to make your back arch beneath him.
Heat crashes through your body violently while he keeps kissing you harder now, every movement deliberate, possessive, like he’s actively reminding you who’s in control again after letting you relax for those few stupid seconds.
Your fingers tighten in his shirt instinctively. A dark chuckle leaves him before his teeth catch your lower lip briefly.
“See what happens?” he murmurs softly. “The second you get comfortable, you stop thinking.”
Your breathing turns uneven again immediately, eyes glistening faintly once the sharp sting finally eases..
Jungkook’s mouth drags over your neck downwards to your chest until he softly takes the sensitive nub between his lips, gently sucking and kissing it.
“Good girl.” he mutters against your heated skin and you automatically arch your back against his mouth.
Jungkook finally releases your nipple with a quiet hum before sitting back slightly above you and for one horrible second you think maybe he’s done teasing now.
But then his hands move toward his belt. Your stomach drops instantly.
The metallic sound of the buckle sliding free cuts through the room while your pulse suddenly pounds harder beneath your ribs. You watch him slowly pull the belt from the loops of his jeans inch by inch and the moment leather slips fully free, your body instinctively squirms beneath him.
A low chuckle leaves him while he glances up at your face, dark eyes dragging slowly across your expression.
“Relax, dummy…” he murmurs softly.
Heat floods your face anyway because absolutely nothing about this feels relaxing right now.
The belt hangs loosely from his hand while he shifts closer again and before you can even ask what he’s doing, his fingers close around your wrists. Your breath catches sharply.
Jungkook calmly guides your hands above your head before threading the belt around them and securing it loosely against the headboard behind you. Not painful. Not tight enough to hurt. Just enough to stop you from pulling away.
“There,” he mutters quietly once he’s finished, eyes flicking over your restrained wrists with obvious satisfaction. “That’s better.”
Your pulse jumps violently when you test the movement slightly and realize you genuinely can’t move your hands now.
Jungkook notices that too and the corner of his mouth lifts faintly. “Cute,” he murmurs while settling back between your legs again.
The mattress dips beneath his weight while his hands slowly drag down your body- fingertips brushing over your stomach before hooking into the waistband of your pajama pants.
Your breathing turns uneven immediately.
Jungkook keeps his eyes on your face the entire time while he slowly pulls the fabric down your legs, watching every tiny reaction like he’s studying you.
Like he enjoys seeing you nervous. And honestly? He probably does.
The second the fabric disappears completely, his gaze drags slowly over your body before a quiet exhale leaves him beneath his breath.
“Fuck…” he mutters softly.
Heat burns across your face while you instinctively try to close your legs a little but Jungkook’s hand immediately settles against your thigh, stopping you.
“None of that.”
Your stomach twists harder.
Then his fingers tighten slightly against your thigh while his expression turns calm again. Focused.
Terrifyingly composed.
“You’re gonna count for me,” he says quietly. “And if you miss one…” His eyes lift slowly back toward yours. “…I’m starting all over again.”
Your breath catches sharply. For a second you just stare at him in shock, brain struggling to fully process what the hell is happening right now.
Jungkook waits patiently. Eventually you manage the tiniest nod and a slow smirk spreads across his face.
“Good girl.” The praise melts through you embarrassingly fast.
Then Jungkook’s hands slide firmly against the inside of your thighs before gently pushing them apart.
“Spread your legs.” And suddenly you realize exactly which punishment he chose.
The first slap catches you off guard- his hand lands exactly in the middle of your exposed pussy and a sharp sting spreads instantly through your body. You let out a strong gasp and instinctively try to close your legs but Jungkook holds them open with ease.
“Count.” he orders in the same calm tone as if none of this affects him at all. You swallow thickly before muttering a small “One” and he hums in return.
“Good girl.”
His fingers run through your wet folds a few times, pulling another shudder from you and a quiet moan slips beneath your lips just as his hand lands on the sensitive flesh once again.
“Fuck!” you yelp, eyes clenched shut but when you slowly open them again you see his raised eyebrows and quickly add, “Two…” He nods approvingly.
Jungkook hums softly in approval, fingers smoothing briefly along your thigh afterward almost absentmindedly before another slap follows only seconds later.
This one feels worse- not because it hurts more, but because now you’re expecting it.
Your entire body tenses in anticipation and Jungkook notices immediately, eyes flicking slowly across your face while another quiet sound escapes you.
“Three,” you whisper.
“Louder.”
Heat burns through your cheeks. “Three,” you repeat properly this time and a faint grin spreads across his face.
“That’s better.”
The room slowly fills with the sound of your uneven breathing mixed with the occasional sharp sting that keeps pulling broken reactions from your throat. Somewhere around four your legs start trembling slightly beneath his grip and Jungkook notices that too, thumb pressing lazily into your skin while he watches you try to hold yourself together.
“You’re sensitive already?” he murmurs almost mockingly. “Poor thing.”
You glare at him instantly despite the tears beginning to sting faintly at the corners of your eyes.
“Shut up.”
A low chuckle leaves him. Then another slap lands before you’re fully prepared for it and your back arches sharply against the mattress while a louder sound slips from your mouth before you can stop it.
“Fuck-”
Jungkook’s eyebrows lift. Your eyes squeeze shut in embarrassment before you quickly force out:
“Five.”
“There you go.” The praise feels humiliatingly good.
That’s the worst part. Not the punishment itself. Not even the sting.
It’s the way your body reacts every time he tells you you’re doing well, every soft “good girl” melting straight through your pride while Jungkook watches the effect it has on you with growing amusement.
By the time he reaches seven your breathing is completely uneven now, thighs twitching helplessly beneath his hands while your wrists pull instinctively against the belt every time another sting spreads through your body.
And somehow Jungkook still looks perfectly composed. Relaxed even.
Like he could do this all night.
“You keeping up okay, princess?” he asks softly after another sharp slap makes your head fall back briefly against the pillows.
You nod weakly. “Mhm.”
His hand grips your jaw lightly immediately, forcing your eyes back toward him.
“Use your words.”
“Yes.”
“Good.”
Then another slap lands suddenly and your entire body jerks beneath him hard enough that the next number completely slips from your brain.
Silence.
Oh no.
Your eyes widen instantly while Jungkook just watches you calmly.
“…what comes after seven?” he asks softly. Panic flashes through you immediately.
“Wait- give me a second please…”
“Too dumb to count properly?”
“Jungkook please-”
His head tilts slightly, expression almost thoughtful now while his fingers drag lazily over your wet folds again. “Think carefully, dummy.”
You try to breathe properly, cheeks burning with humiliation while your thoughts scramble uselessly around in your head.
“…eight,” you whisper finally.
Jungkook studies your face for another second before humming softly. “Correct.”
Relief crashes through you embarrassingly fast.
His thumb presses against your clit, drawing slow circles around the sensitive nub, pulling a deep moan from you. He increases the speed of his thumb, making you squirm beneath him while a slow smirk spreads across his face. Your eyes almost flutter shut as your thighs start to tremble, your orgasm building embarrassingly fast.
Just as your release is about to crash over you, he removes his thumb, delivering the last two slaps harshly against your pussy and bringing you over the edge. The final sting sends tears slipping fully down your cheeks despite how hard you try to hold them back.
“Oh my god-“ a strangled sob escapes you as pain and pleasure mix together and wash over you in intense waves. Jungkook lets out a satisfied hum as he watches your body writhe beneath him while he softly grips your waist.
Your body goes limp and you let yourself sink further into the mattress. You feel Jungkook’s weight shift on top of you and suddenly his lips are against your ear, softly whispering:
“Forgetting something, princess?”
You open your eyes in exhaustion. He’s already looking at you, waiting for your answer and you swallow thickly.
“Nine… ten…” your voice weak and small.
Jungkook studies your face for another second after the weak answer leaves your lips before a quiet satisfied hum finally escapes him.
“There you go,” he murmurs softly. “Knew you could do it.”
Your chest rises and falls unevenly while he reaches upward to loosen the belt around your wrists, fingers rubbing gently over the faint red marks left behind. The sudden softness after everything else tonight feels almost disorienting and your eyes flutter shut briefly when he brings one of your wrists toward his mouth, pressing a slow kiss against the sensitive skin there.
“So pretty like this,” he mutters quietly.
Heat spreads weakly through your exhausted body while Jungkook’s hands slide slowly down your arms afterward before one of them hooks beneath the hem of his hoodie. Your breath catches the second he pulls it over his head, revealing warm skin, dark tattoos and lean muscle beneath the dim light of your room.
And embarrassingly enough… you stare.
Jungkook notices it and slow smirk tugs at the corner of his mouth while he tosses the hoodie somewhere onto the floor, dark eyes flicking briefly toward your face when he catches the way your gaze drags helplessly across his chest. But he doesn’t tease you for it.
Instead he just leans back over you again slowly, one hand settling beside your head while the other glides lazily across your waist beneath your already open pajama top.
“You look exhausted,” he murmurs softly, lips brushing faintly against yours.
“You’re horrible,” you whisper weakly. A quiet chuckle leaves him.
“Yeah,” he hums against your mouth. “Still did so good for me though.” The praise melts straight through you again.
Jungkook kisses you slowly after that, deep enough to leave your thoughts hazy while his hand drifts lower over your stomach, fingers tracing absentminded patterns against your skin. Every touch feels unhurried now, almost lazy, like he has all the time in the world while he takes you apart piece by piece.
His mouth leaves yours eventually only to drag lower instead. Over your jaw. Your throat.
A soft shiver rolls through your body the second his lips press against one of the marks he left there earlier and Jungkook hums quietly at the reaction before kissing lower again.
“You get sensitive so fast,” he murmurs softly against your skin, sounding almost amused by it.
Heat curls low in your stomach while his hands slowly push the fabric of your pajama top further open again, exposing your chest completely beneath him while his mouth keeps wandering lower.
Every kiss feels deliberate. Possessive. Like he’s memorizing you now.
Your breathing turns uneven again the moment his lips brush over your chest, lingering there just long enough to make your pulse stutter while his hands tighten faintly against your waist.
“Jungkook…” you breathe softly.
A low hum vibrates against your skin in response before he kisses lower again, dragging his mouth slowly over your stomach while his fingers spread gently against your hips to keep you still beneath him.
And when his lips finally brush against the inside of your thigh? Your entire body jerks slightly.
Jungkook chuckles quietly at that, eyes lifting briefly toward your face while his thumb strokes lazily against your skin.
“So fucking reactive,” he murmurs softly. “Can barely touch you without you falling apart for me.”
You feel his hot breath right between your legs before his tongue drags lazily over your folds, settling at your clit where he starts sucking almost softly.
“Oh…” you breathe out, your back arching as everything is still sensitive and overstimulated. Jungkook just hums, giving your clit a lazy swirl with his tongue as he carefully pushes two fingers inside of you.
“So fucking tight…” he mumbles while curling his long fingers against your sweet spot over and over again. “You taste so sweet, baby.” He hums, then his mouth is on you again, this time more intense, latching onto you like he’s possessed and turning you into a writhing mess.
“C-close…” you gasp, one hand finding his hair as you give it a strong tug and he hums in response.
Your eyes flutter shut as he mercilessly sucks on your clit while his fingers continue to fuck you open with scissoring motions, and moments later your orgasm crashes over you so intensely that you grab the nearest pillow to muffle your screams.
Jungkook continues to help you ride it out until you try to close your legs and shove him away. He just chuckles and slowly lets go of your throbbing pussy before sitting back up. You’re still hiding beneath the pillow, your chest rising and falling as your breathing slowly returns to normal when he pulls it away, looking down at you with a smirk.
“Cute.”
His arm reaches out to brush the strands of hair clinging to your sweaty forehead out of your face. You look up at him, slowly blinking, and once again, almost instinctively, lean into his touch. You can see the way his jaw clenches at that, his eyes narrowing slightly.
Jungkook strokes your cheek one last time before slowly retracting his hand and settling it at his pants. Your eyes follow his movements as he opens them, hooking his fingers beneath the waistband of his pants and boxers before stepping out of them entirely, leaving him completely naked before you.
You swallow as you take in his whole form and something in your chest shifts slightly, but you quickly push it away as you sit up and peel off your pajama top, leaving both of you entirely bare. He hums, the corner of his mouth lifting as he slowly climbs above you.
“Are you on the pill?”
You blink. “What?”
“Can I fuck you raw?” He tilts his head and the way he licks his lips makes your heart stutter for a second.
“Y-yes…” you finally manage to say, and he smirks. “Yes, what?”
“Yes, please…” you whisper against his lips, your sense of shame already gone. All you want is Jeon Jungkook inside of you. Right now.
“Hm…” he hums, his tongue ghosting over your bottom lip. “I think you can do better than that, princess.”
“Jungkook…” you whine in frustration, which makes him chuckle, clearly enjoying it. “Please fuck me. There, happy?” You roll your eyes and he lets out a snort.
“Did you just fucking roll your eyes?”
You open your mouth to protest, but he already pushes you back into the mattress. “Shut up. Turn around, hands on the bed, ass up…”
“Wait, wha…” you don’t even finish the sentence before he grabs your waist and flips you onto your stomach, a surprised yelp escaping you.
Jungkook looks down at your figure lying beneath him as he wraps his hand around his cock, giving it a few pumps before lining himself up within your soaking entrance. His chest presses against your back, one hand wrapped around your throat as you finally feel him push inside.
He’s not fast with it. It’s slow, almost excruciating. And still, the stretch is so intense your walls try to refuse him at first.
“Jungkook…” you gasp. “…too much… I can’t…”
He lets out a low chuckle against your ear.
“You can and you will, princess. Listen to the cute noises your cunt makes every time my dick slides back in…”
To make a point, he pulls back only to thrust in again, the wet smacking sound echoing through the room.
You shake your head while clutching at the bedsheets. “Too big… you’re too big…”
“Aw.” He tuts with fake concern, his hand landing sharply against your ass. “Poor little baby can’t handle my dick. Where’d all the attitude go, huh?” His hips snap against yours as he sets a faster, rougher pace, making you whine into the sheets.
“Your mouth’s writing checks your ass can’t cash, dumb little brat,” he growls, grabbing a fistful of your hair and pulling a sinful moan from you that would usually belong in a porn.
The degradation should irritate you, should offend you, but instead you can feel yourself getting wetter by the second, and so can Jungkook.
“Fuck, you’re soaking. It’s literally running down your fucking legs…” His voice is hoarse, fingertips pressing into your skin as if he’s trying to brand you. And maybe he truly is.
His hand runs over the curve of your ass, kneading the soft flesh and spreading your cheeks when you feel his thumb against your back entrance. You freeze for a second and he notices immediately.
“Ever tried it before?” he asks calmly, and you let out a shy, “No,” earning a soft hum in response. His thumb circles the tight hole over and over before he finally says, “Relax. Not tonight.”
Before you can properly process his words, you feel his breath fanning against your cheek.
“But soon I’m gonna fuck that cute ass.”
Jungkook flips you around onto your back and increases the pace of his thrusts. His cock keeps hitting that special spot inside you while he reaches down to circle your clit.
“I’m gonna…” you bite your lip, desperately trying not to be too loud as you stare up at him. Sweat clings to his forehead, his hair messy, and suddenly all you want to do is bite that lip piercing of his. You grab him by the neck and pull him down, kissing him fiercely, which earns you a satisfied grunt from him.
“Fuck, baby…” he mumbles against your lips as his thrusts turn harsher, almost painful in the most delicious way. Your legs lock behind his back as your orgasm crashes through you, making you uncontrollably tremble beneath him. Jungkook follows seconds later, burying himself as deep as possible while his cum floods your swollen walls, slowly dripping out of you afterward.
“Holy fuck…” he breathes against your neck and you manage a weak nod. Your hand wanders absentmindedly through his hair and down his back, drawing lazy patterns against his skin.
For a long moment neither of you says anything.
The room feels heavy in the aftermath, warm and ruined and far too quiet now compared to everything that happened only minutes ago. Your body still buzzes pleasantly from the intensity of it all while Jungkook stays stretched out on top of you, one arm lazily wrapped around your waist as both of you slowly catch your breath again.
It should feel wrong. You should want distance after everything that happened tonight. Instead you feel… comfortable. Safe.
The realization settles unpleasantly in your chest. Dangerous.
Jungkook notices the shift immediately but instead of commenting on it his head tilts slightly toward the hoodie tossed somewhere beside the bed.
“Mind if I smoke?”
Usually you would. Usually you’d complain about the smell, roll your eyes dramatically, tell him he’s disgusting or slowly killing himself. But right now your brain still feels hazy and unfocused, caught somewhere between exhaustion and the terrifying realization slowly creeping up your spine.
“Huh?” you blink before quietly shaking your head. “Yeah… no. Go ahead.”
Jungkook goes still for the briefest moment beneath you. Not enough for anyone else to notice. But you do.
His eyes flick briefly toward your face like he’s trying to figure out what exactly is happening inside your head right now. Then, surprisingly, he doesn’t push.
Doesn’t tease. Doesn’t pry.
He just hums softly before reaching for the hoodie beside the bed and pulling a slightly crushed cigarette pack from the pocket.
Then suddenly his hands settle on your waist. Before you can even react properly, Jungkook flips the two of you over effortlessly until he’s lying beneath you instead, one arm tucked behind his head while the other brings the cigarette toward his lips.
You let out a startled sound immediately. “The fuck-”
A low chuckle rumbles beneath you. “Relax, princess.”
The lighter flicks softly in the dim room before smoke slowly curls upward between the two of you. You stay sprawled half on top of him afterward, your cheek resting against his chest while you continue tracing his tattoos absentmindedly.
It’s quiet.
Not awkward quiet. Just… still. The kind of silence that feels strangely intimate.
Jungkook smokes lazily above you while your fingers drift over the ink on his ribs and chest, your thoughts growing heavier and heavier the longer this silence stretches.
Because this doesn’t feel like hooking up anymore. It feels dangerously close to something else. And that realization honestly scares the shit out of you.
After a while your eyes drift upward toward the cigarette between his fingers.
“Can I try it?”
Jungkook immediately looks down at you with raised eyebrows. “Smoking kills.”
You stare at him flatly. “Are you serious right now?”
A grin slowly spreads across his face before he finally brings the cigarette toward your lips anyway.
“Go on then.”
You carefully lean upward and inhale way too much immediately.
The second smoke hits your lungs, violent coughing tears out of you while you jerk back against his chest in horror.
“Oh my god-” you choke out between coughs. “That is disgusting!”
Jungkook starts laughing instantly. Not the quiet amused chuckles from earlier. Actually laughing.
Deep enough that you can feel it rumbling through his chest beneath your cheek while he steadies the cigarette away from you.
“You looked confident for a second there too,” he grins.
“Shut up,” you cough weakly, smacking his chest which only makes him laugh harder.
Asshole.
Eventually the room settles again afterward, smoke curling lazily through the dim light while your fingers wander back toward the tattoos stretched across his chest.
You trace one slowly. Then another.
Jungkook watches you quietly this time, dark eyes half-lidded while the cigarette rests between his fingers near his lips.
Then softly: “Something going on in that head of yours?”
Your stomach tightens immediately. Because yes. Way too much. But there’s absolutely no fucking way you’re saying any of that out loud.
So instead you just shrug slightly against him. “Tired.”
Jungkook studies your face for another second like he knows you’re full of shit but decides to let it slide for now.
The silence stretches again after that until eventually the question slips from your mouth before you can stop it.
“…are you staying?”
Jungkook’s gaze flicks back down toward you immediately. “Do you want me to?”
The answer should be no. It absolutely should. Instead you hesitate and think about it.
Then slowly nod.
And something unreadable flickers briefly across Jungkook’s face before he leans back further into the pillows again.
“I would’ve stayed anyway.”
You immediately smack his chest again. “You’re so annoying.”
A low chuckle leaves him while his hand slides lazily up your back once more, fingers brushing through your hair.
“Yeah,” he murmurs softly. “Still not leaving though.”
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𐙚 Jungkook didn’t go back on his word. He always told you he’d fuck you seven days a week, it was on you for calling his bluff, especially when that seven days meant your honeymoon.
“I do.” His breath fanned over your face. His little smile growing by the second seeing his now wife glow in the fresh scent of your marriage. You couldn’t help but giggle, your “I do.” hardly coming out before his lips were on you.
A private ceremony was held, considering his career and yours too. You were a famous model who had met Jungkook during a campaign for a company. He quickly became infatuated with you, following you around like a lost little puppy.
The pictures that came out! Him and you talking away. It caused a scene in the media for a lot of things. His fans having a 50/50 opinion on how they felt about a black girl being so “close” to their man. Little did they know. Their guy wanted only you. He got your number as soon as the campaign was over- calling you as soon as he could. Arranging to see you, having you on set while he filmed, having you in the studio while he recorded music. Hell, he even flew out just to see you- overseas. It became such a thing between you too that dating was easier.
He hated leaving you so much that he spent most of his time talking to you when he could. As busy as Jungkook was he made time for you. Every time you saw each other, making love at night until he finally mustered the courage up to tell you those three words to your face instead of his mirror or a picture of you.
It took some time getting used to dating like that in private, but you both grew to love it just as much as each other. You were someone of importance too. It was crazy enough with public opinion on photos as if you didn’t do an entire shoot together. It was like a game of tag, but he was always waiting there for you and vise versa.
Picking you up in his arms, Jungkook took you towards the front of the building. To the guy who watched you both, after having just married you off, you two seemed like teenagers in love. No fancy wedding dress or suit, just you in a cute little black dress that fit you like a doll, and Jungkook in a dress shirt and baggy jeans. You couldn’t stop smiling, your husband kissing all over your face.
“You’re gonna love our honeymoon.”
“Are you sure that’s a good-“ You both opted out of that idea because of the risk, which worried you a bit.
“Ah ah ah..trust me okay?” His lips brushed against your nose. You groan and nod. It’s always him doing things so suddenly that got you.
“Isn’t that something we plan together, though? Kookie-“
He ignores you, humming a soft tune as he planted soft kisses on your face. One of his cars waiting outside for the both of you. “We’re gonna go to yours and i’ll give you an hour to pack for the week.” He winks as you scoff at him. He opens the door for you and as you settled in, he got in with the biggest smile on his face. “What..”
“Just that we’re officially married.” The blush on his cheeks making you giggle. Your fingers graze the ring on your hand, knowing you won’t be able to wear it as often. Luckily, Jungkook got you another simpler ring to wear. At least that won’t cause much talk from the media (of course it would).
After arriving at your apartment, Jungkook starts his timer. “There’s no way you’re timing me. Jeon.”
“I planned out everything okay? Just trust me.” He waves you off, plopping down on the oh so familiar couch. “Oh and don’t pack any clothes!”
Now, when a man says “don’t pack anything but essentials, no clothes”, normally one would question it…and you did, but when your husband says to trust him, you have no choice but to do so. Even on the way there, driving hours and hours until you arrived at a nice-looking home. Hidden, reserved, private.
You stare at the suite, jaw dropped. Fully rented out for the week for the both of you. There was a kitchen, a living room, it might as well be another house. Knowing your husband, though, it very well could be.
"What's all this?" You ask the man who scanned around the room curiously, but there was a small look in his eye...almost mischievous. You figured he was plotting something. In his hands he walked with your singular bag of essentials. "Honeymoon..." he hummed softly, walking deeper into the establishment. He sets your things down and wraps his arms around you, “I love you.” He pecks your lips.
“I love you too, Kookie.” Your lips collided. Slow, a whine leaving your lips the moment his tongue parted them. All of you, he wanted all of you. Every inch, everything just as you had him the moment you answered his phone call after the campaign.
And a honeymoon it was. The moment you stepped into the supposed bedroom for the week you knew. Jungkook always talked about fucking you for a week straight- hell he even wrote a song about it. And the sex was so different. Sex with Jungkook was always amazing, but you were married now.
On Monday, he made love to you.
"I love you, Kookie" you had moaned in his ear, arms wrapped around his neck- holding on as tightly as you could. Your body trembling with each slow, calculated thrust. Jungkook knew your body just as well as you did, if not better. He had your legs up and bent, folding you into a mating press. His bigg cock throbbing, stretching you open with every press to your cervix, followed a deep groan.
"I love you…S..S’o much-" He's peering down at you, moaning softly. "S’o pretty when you take all of it for me." The way your eyes watered, the pleasure so intense. Your body felt hot and cool all at once. He loved every bit of your expressions. How well you took him. “Made for me. Made for this dick.” He shudders. How perfect you fit around him. “Fu-Hmmpf-“ Your toes curl, tears caught in your water line, mouth agape. Your gummy walls kissing every inch of his dick. So perfect. How perfect you were for him.. "Gooood girl. You’re so close aren’t you?” He coos, eyes locked with yours as all you can do is nod, muttering small incoherencies.
“M’close too. Wanna cum inside my beautiful wife.” and you soaked around him. That messy splash splattering on his stomach, the sticky mess connecting you two becoming so slippery.
"Yes-yes please…f-fuck Kookie. Cum inside me-"
On Tuesday, he ate you out on the kitchen counter.
Neither Jungkook nor you had on any clothes. He meant it when he said you won't be needing any. Breakfast he said. Except his tongue exploring your arousal was better than the neglected pancakes. “Taste s’good.” He groans, nose deep into your slick-pooled pussy, the pretty thing crying at the slight touches to your sensitive clit.
Your hand on the back of his neck, pushing him deeper, feeding him your pussy until your legs shook. The cool metal of his lip piercing making you shiver. “K-Kookie..” You whimper, a warning. Your hole sucking him in. His thumb reaching under your spread legs to gather your slick, rubbing the mess over your clit. “sh-ahh!-“ You flinch, back arching off of the counter. Grool dripping down his chin, the mess of his hair, the back of his neck red. And you kept him there, mushing his face while he ate you through your orgasm.
On Wednesday, you rode him in the tub.
Bubbles drawn, your body’s engulfed in the warmth of the water. Flower petals littering the surface. Vanilla scented candles lit, and there you were, head thrown back as you bounced to the best of your ability.
The water splashed. Plap ! Plap ! Plap ! The rhythmic sound echoing in the bathroom alongside your moans. Jungkook’s lips sucking on the damp skin of your neck, hands on your hips to steady your pace as you bounced on his cock. The position suffocating, so full of him. “Doing so good for me.” He whispers in your ear, his hair wet with water dripping down the side of his face, tattoos on full display, muscles flexing as he groans. So pornographic your eyes shut tightly as another wave of your orgasm hits you, but you keep going, Jungkook kept you steady.
His hips coming up to meet your thrusts half way. “That’s it…My sweet girl, take all of it.” Your whines becoming louder, your breast bouncing so much Jungkook couldn’t help licking his lips. “R-Right there- ohh-oh! fuck-“ So beautiful he found you to be, even when you were a mess becoming undone on his dick.
That throbbing heat between your legs. You couldn’t tell if it was you or the water that made such a mess. Your hand holds his head close, his groans turning into messy whines. “M’close sweet girl. You ready for it? Gonna take every last drop?” And you nod so fast those warm thick ropes of cum found their place deep into your womb.
On Thursday, it rained.
The loud pats ! of water droplets hit the large windows fast. You always loved the rain, and Jungkook grew to love it too. How you’d sit out on your balcony when it rained and he’d watch you from the couch of your apartment. How he’d open a window in his home and smoked a cigarette while it rained, your voice echoing from his phone while you told him about how your day went. You both especially loved the rain when you were together in bed, the sounds putting you both right to sleep.
And now, the soft white pillow caught all of your little moans and gentle whimpers. “Feel good?” Jungkooks voice deep, laced with sleep having just woke up. You nod, “m-mhmm..” Eyes closed, his body warm behind you. The lazy arch in your back doing so much being supported by another pillow. Your head rested comfortably, biting on your lip just a bit at the spit coated fingers grazing your clit.
Jungkook carefully pulled your hips back, his body looking over yours. The small ‘J.K’ on the bottom of your back making him twitch. Of course it matched the one he has of your initials, also small and not very noticeable.
His cock heavy as he tapped it a few times against that pretty pearl of yours. “So wet for me this mornin’ sweet girl.” He lets out a sigh of relief as he pushed past that tight ring, your pussy swallowing him up. “Been fucking you for days now and you’re still so- hah- tight.” His eyes fluttered shut once each inch pressed deep into heat, bottoming out. Trembling fingers holding your hips steady as he tilted his head back. “M’so full Kookie..” You sigh, hips lazily moving to gain some sort of friction.
Slow, lazy thrusts. The soft palp ! but a mere noise, the squelch from your arousal has him twitching inside of you. Bodies moving slowly, he’d fucked you back to sleep if not for the grunts he let out. Every sound Jungkook made was absolutely beautiful, and he felt the same about you.
You feel his chest on your back as he rutted into you, wet kisses to the exposed part of your face, his hair tickling your neck. “I love you.”
On Friday, he fed you strawberries and chocolate, and dick.
Now, yes there was a “no clothes” rule but you brought a little. Jungkook’s shirt fit a bit big on you paired with your panties while he wore his underwear. A giggle falling from your lips as you licked chocolate off of his lips.
“You’re a mess man.” Dipping the strawberry in chocolate, you hold it up to his lips. His doe eyes lock with yours, dipping his finger in the chocolate before holding it up to your mouth. “Open up.” He whispers.
“You first.”
“Same time?” You burst out laughing, but you nod. The giggle catching him too as he smiled so widely. Ring on your finger, strawberry in hand. His arm outstretched on the back of the couch. Just the two of you, as you sat up on your knees. He leans forward, opening his mouth as you did the same. Jungkook bites down just as your mouth clasps down on the finger, tongue swirling around the chocolatey goodness. His lips close around the fruit, leaving just the stem that you pull away from his lips, but his finger stayed in your mouth, pressing against your tongue. You suck like the sweet girl you were, eyes batting at him.
His finger leaves your mouth with a small pop ! and you reach down for another strawberry to bite on, missing the way his hungry mouth stared at yours.
Of course the strawberry and chocolates ending with you on your knees. Pulling the waistband of Jungkook’s underwear down, he winces at the hard slap his thick cock does against his stomach. So pretty and a pale pink, leaking pre cum that dribbled down the veins that stretched all the way to the hairs at his base.
His fingers caress your chin lovingly, pulling you closer. Those fingers moved to your lips, thumb pulling them just a bit before they found the base of your neck. Small licks and kisses found their way to the twitching length. His body relaxing, yet the slight grip he had on your said otherwise. Jungkook was very sensitive. Slight touches had him buckling his hips forward.
You clean the pre cum with your tongue, grabbing the base of his heavy dick. Licking the thick head like your favorite piece of candy, your mouth takes him in slowly. “Ooh…oh fuck-“ Hips stutters as he tried to contain himself. Jungkook had a habit of fucking the voice out of your throat.
He pushed you down further, absolutely losing it when your eyes met with his. Pushing down further until he touched the back of your throat, he groans, hips lifting as he fucked himself into your mouth. Maintaining eye contact, all you did was bat your pretty lashes. “Such a pretty girl-“ He chokes, the sight sending him into bliss. He wanted to ruin it.
You bob your head, the sucking sounds so lewd while you matched his rhythm. Your moans silenced with how much of him fit into your mouth, so warm and welcoming. You plant a hand on his thigh, choking only a little bit. And when he lets you up for air, you pant. Lips slightly swollen, tears caught in your waterline. Jungkook didn’t give you a moment longer before his dick was back in your mouth.
Normally Jungkook would cum in your mouth, the man loved when you took his seed no matter which hole. However this time, the thick white ropes of cum landed on your face. Heavy groans leaving his chest at the image. You say nothing, grabbing a strawberry and wiping it on your face before bringing it into your mouth.
On Saturday, you took control.
“Good boyy Kookie.” Your hips found a steady rhythm, grinding back and forward on his face. Straddling the man’s face while you rode it, his tongue deep in your pussy, licking the familiar walls. He groans, eyes rolling at the taste of your sex, your fingers deep in his hair pulling to rub your clit against his nose.
“Gonna make me cum?” You coo, leaning your body back just a bit as your breath hitched. His hands planted on your thighs, fingers creating dimples in the soft skin. Reduced to nothing but broken moans, you make out the “yes” from him.
His chin covered in slick down to his neck. Your eyes rolling in a bliss as you whimper. “Cumming.” Again, your hips surging forward as they shook, threading to close around his head. His tongue lapping at the mess, sucking away at your juices.
Sunday rolled around. It wasn’t a secret how tired yet rested you felt. As Jungkook packed away your things in the care for your departure later, you lay on your back staring at the ceiling.
“What’s wrong?” He voice pops up, body coming into view over you. You shake your head, motioning for him to lay with you, which he does of course (after kicking his shoes off). He pulls you into his arms, “Nothings wrong. I’m just happy. Can’t believe we’re married.” You giggle, eyes swelling with tears.
“I can. I knew the moment we crossed paths that you’d be mine.” Soft lips kissed away your tears. “I’ll forever be in love with you, my sweet girl.” He murmurs, pulling you into tight.
“And I the same as you, Kookie.” Your noses rubbed together as you giggled, sniffling in his arms.
It’s safe to say that no amount of birth control and plan b’s could save you from the amount of cum Jungkook pumped into you before you left. A “quickie” he said.