Tagged by @marvilus73 and maybe @kittinkanin I don’t remember. Again, I was tagged ages ago, so if you haven’t done and want to, please tag me so I can learn more about your OC!!
name ➔ Jacqueline “Jackie” Marie Dixon
are you happy ➔ I am now. I was in a bad place for a long time. There was a lot of healing that had to happen, but I’m so very happy now.
are you angry ➔ I used to be. I have a lot to be angry about and for a time, I let it get the better of me. I wasn’t a nice person. This life isn’t easy, but I’ve done a lot of good, helped a lot of people. I find myself less and less angry everyday.
are your parents still married ➔ They were, but they’re dead now. They weren’t exactly happily married, but they were married until the very end.
birthplace ➔ New York City, specifically the Bronx.
hair color ➔ Blond. Danse says it looks like the razorgrain fields back at Sanctuary.
eye color ➔ Blue and brown. I mean I was born with blue eyes, but I have an eye condition that caused a loss of pigment in my right eye.
birthday ➔ January 29, 2046
mood ➔ You know, I worry a lot. About Danse and Shaun and also that I’m not doing enough to help people. But mostly I’m happy. God I’m so happy.
summer or winter ➔ Neither? Fall is my favorite season.
morning or afternoon ➔ I like twilight. Dusk and dawn are so beautiful. I love watching the sunset and how all the colors bleed together as the light dies. Like when you look out at the horizon and the trees are just shadows against a sea of orange.
EIGHT THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
are you in love ➔ For a long time, I didn’t believe in love. In my perspective, it just didn’t exist. And then Nate happened. My world crumbled when I lost him and somehow I found Danse. He helped me put my life back together and somewhere along the way he became more than just best friend. I love Danse more than I can properly express… I don’t know what I did to deserve a second chance.
do you believe in love at first sight ➔ No. Love and lust aren’t the same. Lust is a feeling and love is a choice. Not that you can’t feel love, but it is much more than just a feeling.
who ended your last relationship ➔ Nate, my husband… He was murdered.
have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ Um…maybe? I’m not really sure to be honest. Nate was my first serious relationship. Before that I saw a lot of people but didn’t feel anything for them. Some of them probably felt something for me though…
are you afraid of commitments ➔ Yes. But not so much anymore. I was terrified when Nate told me he loved me. I guess most afraid of getting hurt. And then with Danse, I was terrified of losing him–of being without him. I don’t know what I would do if something happened to him
have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ I hug Danse and Shaun every chance I get, so yes.
have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Not that I know of, but how would I know?
have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ What does that mean? I’ve never purposely ended a relationship with someone I cared about. But I’ve lost plenty of people. My heart was broken after Nate died, but I had to move on.
love or lust ➔ If you had asked me in my early 20s, I would have told you last. I didn’t believe in love. Now though… Now I wouldn’t trade anything for Danse, Shaun, and my friends.
lemonade or iced tea ➔ Ice tea for sure! I love any and all kinds of tea. Tea is probably my favorite drink.
cats or dogs ➔ I prefer dogs, but cats are cool too. We have a growing cat colony at the castle…I’ve heard Danse’s power armor‘meow’ on more than one occasion.
a few best friends or many regular friends ➔ A lot of people look up to me, but I prefer a few best friends.
wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Romantic night in for sure. I avoid crowds at all costs.
day or night ➔ I prefer day time. It’s fun to snuggle up with Danse at night and I do love twilight but I’m also prone to panic attacks at night, so…
been caught sneaking out ➔ Yes. Not so much growing up because it wasn’t really sneaking out. No one was really watching me. Nate and I served under different commands but the army has their rules that Nate enjoyed bending
fallen down/up the stairs ➔ All the time. Once while I was in college I fell down a flight of stairs and messed up my leg real good.
wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yes. I try not to dwell in the past though.
wanted to disappear ➔ I attempted to…once. I…I’d rather not talk about it. Things are good now, really good.
smile or eyes ➔ I’ll notice a person’s eyes first, but I really love when someone smiles and it lights up their face.
shorter or taller ➔ Oh taller for sure!
intelligence or attraction ➔ Intelligence. I’ll always love a good conversation, attraction can fade though.
hook-up or relationship ➔ Well…I had fun when I was younger but now I prefer to be in a relationship.
do you and your family get along ➔ I didn’t not get along with them, they just were around. I know my mother loved me, but my father… My father was a drunk.
would you say you have a “messed up life” ➔ Messed up is strong language. My life isn’t what I thought it’d be, but there are people who have it far worse than me.
have you ever ran away from home ➔ Yeah, but like I said, no one was really watching me when I was a kid.
have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ No. I left home a few times, but only because I couldn’t stand being in that house. Especially after my brother died. I enlisted and as soon as I had my diploma, I left and never went back.
do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ That’s a stupid question. They wouldn’t be my friends if I hated them.
do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ I only have a few, so yes.
who is your best friend ➔ Aside from Danse? Geers. I’m pretty close with Piper and Preston too.
who knows everything about you ➔ Danse. And Preston, he helped me a lot after I left the vault.