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Jd Lopes

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Here we are again !!!! Such a to myself me and i only captivating short moment , i am just here but not just to exist but a great moment of opportunity is amis , not my timing , let things be as the Creator , alpha and omega , Christ Jesus carbs the paths through .

Jesus my only hope , the one who makes people be who they arent , if it makes any sense

Who knows who i might had had fallen on their good graces to the point of locating and remembering my name and person , we dont know of have any clue how much of Gods favor follows us every day , Lord let me more outspoken about how your favor follows me around so i can be a blessing to others.

I have the Lords favor in my sleep that i will be fully recovered if it is his will ,

It’s peaceful , quiet , cool night , moist air , fog clouds, and tomorrow i have a webinar , gotta perform

Lots of music with lots of ideas ,

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Its 2:56 am ,

You wander on and on and again

I know you ponder , what it would be like to

See you again

Lyrics

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Havent been here in a while but i dont like coming here just because i feel this is the only thing i have at this moment , but progress must be measured, in order to make adjustments for improving or mastering that ability.

Be the best you can me at something , be an expert , a master , and what would that ability be for you ????

There is no right or wrong answer , but i believe i am an expert visionary , my imagination is a gift , and everyone has it just some are more aware of it than others.

Its when you start to imagine yourself free and clear from any thought or action that sets back what should mattter most , what is good is good and what is bad is bad. It doesnt matter if you believe the lie it can help you on the playing field of sales.

Its not sustainable, whatever is positive sustainable that emmits growth and sobriety is great , let that be in effect in me , Lord you know i could use it.

Im rambling on …. Sitting here in the dark , praying to God to give me the strengh and will to live and let go life . I want that , Lord i let go of all this if you want me to do great and be the best in all i do and let it Be for your purpose and will and you be glorified , then you will do it in your time. I believe you can , so i ask in Jesus name that i be healed for good because i believe and since i believe i will let go now ,

I believe in miracles and The Lord is about to perform one soon , wether now or later i shall wait upon the Lord , for HE IS GOOD ALL THE HE IS GOOD.

I wrap this up , now feeling relieved , Lord thank you for hearing my thoughts out. I believe you hear every silable and letter and tear. Lord grant me the ability to focus and not lose track of the things that matter most , Lord i have not because i do not ask . Lord give me the ability to abstain and refrain and walk away from the former ,

I can keep going , miss times where i can have people around me that jamm out with me. But i must disconnect and rest

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THE CHAPTERS - piling up

The chapters on my life ,

Constantly piling up ,

Piling stories , experiences , moments

Good and bad , sad and happy ,

All sorts ,

New things , old things ,

Working so hard to leave the old and at the same time move in to new things , little by little , you notice as you write even now , people come and go , people have came and have gone.

I will not be subject to the technology that ever so rapid is destroying minds , the battle of peoples minds is so fierce , im sure whoever is reading this now , is thinking or can relate to always hearing comments from those who grew up from children to teens , they will always say thing were better in their time growing up , we , me , you will save when you grew up from child to teen , those were good old times , we wish we could go back to.

Wao what a life , its only one , and we all have a set of cards we are dealt with , some of us have people in our lives who will either help us destroy it or make it the best , and we ultimately have to make choices we will make but more than likely will make the choice that will immediately gratify us rather than the one which will empower us to be the better version of ourselves.

Im nearing 40 , im 39 right now and i believe God has something so great for me , i will look back at my writtings and journaling and say GOD HAD MY BACK ALL ALONG. and all things i do not or ever may come to understand, i will learn its not about WHY its about HIM BEING GLORIFIED through miracles he is performing in my life , things i have no clue about that HE is setting up for me ,

I believe because i have tried to take myself out of this life with wreckless living but HE never let me go in my worst of moments , alot of people have gone into the night in their rebellious rampages , The Lord is not done with me and i believe HE will finish the work he has started in me.

I might not be where alot of people in my life think i should be bit GREAT THINGS from God take time.

Right now i shall wait patiently and continue striving to achieve great things and in the process experience the healing and wholeness i want to receive by HIS GRACE alone and believing HE will let me touch his garment so i may be healed from my problems.

I pray he sees my distress , i am like peter who doubted and sank but God Jesus saved me from drowning and picked me back up.

I will no longer beat myself up for how things have happened in will embrace the years that i used to live my own way knowing GOD always comes afyer me to redirect me in the right direction.

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Lord have you forgotten me ?

Lord i want to be free ,

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The beauty in one self , so much of is within us but we are blind and not able sometimes to soak in it and let it change my life. It here where the Lord wants to have so he can show us what he can do.

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76 day STREAK , i took some Ls 2023 and so far 2024 , but i asking The Lord help get there , the place big enough so that my entire family may live under the same roof and may they never have to worry or stress about not sure how they would make it.

That is what i am believing in him for and among many other things. Im out

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Lord , help me , because i cant help myself be better if it isnt you who gives me the power to do so.

I am realizing today and i can see better and understand better that if I DONT FEED MY SPIRIT the WORD OF GOD , anything and i mean everything i do in this life would be in VAIN !

Even the simple thought of wanting to be healed , made whole , and healthy in mind soul and spirit or even pursue a succesful life , even if i want to live to please You Lord , it is in VAIN if i ignore tue things of the SPIRIT

I am a spirit and i live inside this body of mine , this body of flesh and blood and bones is my HOUSE ,

help me Lord to take care of this HOUSE because if i don’t take care of it i will be CHECKED OUT , and once im checked out of this house 🏡 i cant come back.

So Lord help take care of this house because i have caused it great damaged and danger over the years

I have burned my house down so many times and YET LORD you have saved it from causing me to check out ,

Lord help me take care of my home and cause me by your Holy Spirit to have the veil taken away from eyes so that i cam see and no longer be subject to the Carnal appetites and desires of the past.

If it isnt you Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior that carves the paths and cause me to walk on it i then will be lost together.

I know NOW , Lord Jesus you mean even the worst things about to work for your GLORY . Lord i dont want to suffer amymore.

I place my TRUST in YOU that you will perform a MIRACLE in my life. I confess i have doubted and i confess i have lacked FAITH , but now is time for me TRUST , BELIEVE and EXERCISE FAITH.

In Jesus name i pray this AMEN 🙏

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Lord Christ Jesus , thank you for refreshing my mind , heart soul and spirit , and physical body to renew my mind and be able to come back and partake of the body through Christ.

Thank you Lord for reminding me to look to you JESUS , for all my sicknesses and problems that have been boggling me down for ages , thank yoh for reminding me that in JESUS , i can be free and healed ,

Not of my own doing but by the power of the Blood that was shed for me and the rest of the world that whosoever believes in Him i will not perish but have everlasting life.

Thank you Jesus for letting me be reminded about Your Grace , how it abounds , my sin is great but Your Grace is GREATER ,

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A POEM - by Danny Lopes

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The Top of the mountain -

When he finds it and you say fire at will fire at will and bomb that little click like Pearl Harbor bruh

And now you got this subject hooked on that mc lovin old enough to party type of shit thing ,

And then you have achieve level 5000 , in that going down to the basement thing

While everyone thinking what’s wrong with their pipe layer game. Even their spit game is whack ,

Let me show you how its done ,

Lets ask DONALD TRUMP

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The Battle for my mind

Here we go again

Here is the scene , a man who lives his life in gatherings while on a ski trip in order to seem normal and be social enough to mingle and shatter and over confidence with a heavy drippy swag , so much you get soked like the soak zone in sea world.

Of how much swag , for real , what a life and nobody has a damn clue thats how normal i blend in , great commmand and control nobody knows a damn things unless i wanted to announce which i dont , heck No !!!!

No one gets to just walk in to Wayne Bruce little exclusive and discreet and private party ?!?!?

NOPE

anyway thats how we get down g money you know whats cracking and whats moving or not.

Im out …….. to be continued

Can any one comment where they think this story is heading ? Comment below 👇

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MY GOALS

1. GOD FIRST in all I do.

2. Take care of my family by taking control of the gifts Hod has given me for the purpose in furthering his Kingdom.

3. Be SOBER in all I do.

4. Be Healthy at all costs I only have one flesh house. Once I check out of here , there is no coming back.

5. Be organized.

54321 - GET UP AND WALK ,

Go buy INCOME PRODUCING ASSETS

Teach people to the same

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COULD THIS BE MY TIME ?

Today at this very moment , I find myself in a place I had for quite some time wandered off from ,

I realize as I say this I made once again the mistake to to think I was out of the woods and okay ,

I took my foot off the throttle , this throttle is the momentum I had built up to keep journeying on a better path , to greatness with a purpose

Back in July 2nd I didn’t see it coming and the strife begins once you take your eyes off the ONE ,

I took my eyes off HIM , the July 3rd came hard on me and my injuries became a distraction and a falling away ,

I healed , and it took July , August , September , October , November , & it started to take over again , the old things I thought I was free from ,

They come back and take over again . I begin to realize maybe this was my own strength, my own efforts to say that I was free frond the no date of this problem.

I turned 39 in December 12th , I had a bad day and went on not wanting to let anyone know when my birthday is.

I was very bitter that my boss , of tue establishment i serve did not acknowledge it , I was bitter that I see and know that I was the one getting the rough end of the stick.

I should have instead ask Jesus , to make a way instead of allowing my self to be poisoned by the bitterness within me to know and realize that the amount of work was not matching the compensation .

This I failed to realize that these are battles of the Lord , Jesus Christ. I subconsciously took these battles on my own.

So here I am now at the end of the tunnel. I lay in bed sick from my own problems , after all the chaos built up from being financially wrecked and not having nothing to show for it ,

I am a man who can’t provide for his own family , and struggling at 39 , I had 17 years of wasted time , but I come to realize this is the time it was gonna take for me to wake up , from the deep sleep of the great falling away that everyone is this world

Could be and will go through , what is important is that being made whole is what we all need , but we don’t know how to ask. I ask Him to heal me because I can’t do nothing for myself not even if my life depended on it.

Now i lay in my bed with the opportunity for a new perspective on live , a new fresh start , I don’t need to be going though this any longer.

I see the Lord , see me in my distress and He Once again , didn’t leave me to die in my struggle to turn things around. I cannot do anything apart from him.

I’m ready to get back up , I’m still laying down in bed , as soon as I post this , I AM GOING TO ARISE AMD WALK. I will get up and see the new path He has set out for me. I don’t know what it is but He has blessed me with the ability to GET UP and WALK.

Get up and walk by His Grace , Love and be forgiven. He finds no fault in me and He says Where are your accusers? ITS TIME TO GET UP , and walk.

Now I know and have to be made fully aware , things won’t be a easy but I HE IS WITH ME THROUGH IT ALL. It’s time to exercise FAITH.

Stay tuned for the next entry.

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This one is for those who are going through it

Plain and simple , find something you are passionate about.

Find something you can see yourself doing that doesn’t feel like a job but you love it so much that it’s like a dream come true.

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A Poem “HERE I AM” by Jd Lopes

Here I am

Take of me

mindful of the way

When you Say

Too late to come

Back for it another time.

Takers are underway

Looking for strays with gold chains

Strays are strays but

They still learn and wake up

And realize you were just

A waste of time and a cheap time

A stain you can never wash away

Damaged goods walking