Jealousy kills @jealousyalwaysgetsus - Tumblr Blog

Growing up

I've learnt that over the years, me being extremely emotional is just a sign of teenage rebellion but now I've reached the dead end, where I've nothing left but my own sad miserable thoughts to live with. And that's when I learnt that sadness and failure never leaves you.

I actually really dislike myself and I don't think anyone could ever understand how that would ever feel.

poemswords

reality-is-a-prison

I never thought the one person I trusted the most, would end up hurting me the most. Just the thought of it makes me want to punch a brick wall until my hands are broken. It’s crazy how thin the line between love and hate really is.

kitt3ncuffs

“Get cheated on enough and it’ll slowly become embedded into your brain that everyone leaves or is going to hurt you somehow”

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weshallprevail

“I’m fine until I’m not I swear I’m getting past this It’s just slow and agonizing getting through it Because I’ll be smiling and listening to happy songs and then I click on your name and find hers And suddenly my heart is beating fast and my legs go numb My hands are shaking and my mouth tastes like blood And I vomit up words like who the fuck is she And what the hell is this And suddenly I’m screaming that I hate you But I don’t hate you I just hate that you did this to me.”

— - how many heartbreaks can you survive though?

jashugen

Why does it seem like when someone cheats on their boyfriend/girlfriend they get rewarded with a new relationship, and the person who got cheated on gets punished with heartache, loss, hurt, and humiliation?

falloutzoe

“But I still wonder if you regret what you did… Did you ever turn back that night? Was it all just a dream? I love you, please speak to me.”

— -The places my mind decides to wander to at 2 AM.

jealousyalwaysgetsus

I can't believe this is happening again.

for-him-diaries

“It’s almost unbelievable how much I love you, nothing can compare to how much I do. But your love for me is barely even there, which is such a coincidence because to me you’re everything and to you I’m nothing.”

— - P.G.G

I honestly don't think I can actually do this. I'm not as strong as I thought I was.

I lost myself trying to be fake happy for you, us and me. Who am I anymore?

Jealousy was it for me, but now it's not even that. I just can't do it anymore.

The paranoia is really kicking in when you have nightmares about what it'd be like to really be that hurt if you've physically seen what you're not supposed to see rather than just hearing and speculating.