i don't think there's really such a thing as not being "consistent" in your practice. like yes, maybe i am not lighting a candle, filling the libation dish, and praying every single night, although i would like to and i try to. i think there's something to be said for just standing in front of your altar for a second every morning, maybe not consciously thinking anything or lighting any candles or pouring libation or anything, just standing there and breathing it in. i think there's something to be said for donning jewelry associated with deity or enchanted yourself as a habit. there's something to be said for just taking off your shoes in the grass. (although be careful with that one, was walking barefoot the other day and stepped on a bee. ouch.)
anyway my point is, yeah maybe you aren't super ritualized in your practice, even if you would like to be or are trying. i'm definitely not. there are sometimes whole months where i just can't bring myself to stand in front of the altar and light a candle, not because i don't want to but because life fucking sucks and mental health or work or school or whatever gets in the way.
but not doing the same thing every day doesn't mean you aren't consistent. all that has to stay consistent in your practice is your love for the gods and their earth. if every day, a small thought crosses your mind, a thank you or an i love you or whatever, there's your consistency. that's enough. religion doesn't have to be your entire life. it's just part of it.




















