[jedetestemoi]

my account has majorly triggering stuff.

please don't report. please just block.

if you're relapsing, please don't follow me. i'm not pro and i never will be. i think everyone here deserves to get help no matter their gender or weight.

I'm Dylan or Keith. I'm 19. he/him.

I will block you if you:

shame people for their weight, post/reblog/like fátspø, or act fátphōbīc.

are under 16 or have "minor" in your bio/pinned and don't have your age posted.

post "tips" to "help" people.

encourage êd's (you're pro)

ask for "cöáchês" or someone to "hold you accountable".

are a "cōãch" or "hëlp" people stârvē.

post/reblog méànspō

@jjedetestemoi is my backup in case i get murked :(

[blackqueerblog]

[turboalienjesus-deactivated2021]

Still a good precaution. And definitely necessary for everyone for when life has returned to normal in like three years just in case you meet the love of your life and they’re positive.

[chicagosfinest2021]

Couldn’t share this fast enough.

[dragonanon]

Rebloging this to add a little more info because it’s very important:

Antiretroviral therapy when used correctly can cause the user’s “viral load” (your viral load is how much of the virus is in your bloodstream), to drop because the medicine prevents HIV from creating copies of itself.

Regular blood tests are done to monitor your viral load, and after taking the medication long enough, it can drop so low that it becomes “durably undetectable”. This means that the HIV virus in you has become so miniscule that it can’t be detected, and by extension can’t be transmitted either. It’s important to note that in order to be considered durable undetectable, you MUST test as undetectable for at least 6 months after testing as undetectable for the first time.

Also very important, being durably undetectable does NOT mean that you’re cured or that the virus is gone, not by a longshot. The HIV virus is still very much there, but instead of being active, it’s gone dormant in a small number of cells called “viral reservoirs”. This why it’s EXTREMELY important that even after achieving durably undetectable status, you continue to take your Antiretroviral medications correctly. Because if you stop, the HIV virus will reemerge from the viral reservoirs and pick up right where it left off in creating copies of itself, and you will have to start all over again if you want to become durably undetectable again.

[thenightmaregrrl]

This is great advice for people struggling with or know someone who has HIV.

[jedetestemoi]

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[jedetestemoi]

think i might watch v1ct0r1ous again because V1ct0r1a Just1c3 is like. goals. and it would be encouraging.

[jedetestemoi]

i hate SW's with a passion

(not starting weight)

no. no. i'm not typing it out. they're so fucking gross and bone chilling and so disturbing

[jedetestemoi]

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Please reblog this so that I can get a bigger sample size, but DO NOT include anything in the tags about the results, as that could influence other responses

[jedetestemoi]

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[jedetestemoi]

lmao

[jedetestemoi]

i love all of you.

did you know that?

that i love you?

i do.

you're doing great.

getting up in the morning.

brushing your teeth.

maybe plastering on a fake smile for someone you don't really like.

i love you even if you don't brush your teeth or get up in the morning.

you matter to me.

keep it up, tiger.

you've got this.

[jedetestemoi]

i let my mom have one bite of my m&m blizzard and she said, "that was probably 50 calories."

thanks mom.

[jedetestemoi]

besties, i have high cholesterol and my mom's telling me i need to change my diet. what do i do?

[jedetestemoi]

oh my god i hate dealing with my ex

but they're super suicidal so i cant just say "i dont want to talk anymore. we shouldnt talk" because APPARENTLY, im one of the few things that makes them happy and if i try and cut them off in any way, idk if they'd try and k1ll themselves. im so tired of this shit. im so tired of this shit.

[jedetestemoi]

i sent them a goddamned youtube video link.

the video was a minute and a half long.

this may seem like an overdramatic response from me because this message doesnt seem bad.

but after you've been dealing with them for as long as i have, you get sick and tired of their shit even though they're not doing anything.

they also will NOT watch the video i sent, i can guarantee it. they don't want anything to do with stuff i like.

also, they love to point out that bad stuff happens to them. always. i understand depression. i have it. but i dont make it other people's problems and mention how i wanted to die every 5 minutes.

before i set a boundary like "hey stop talking about how sooicidal you are. it's triggering me" they would literally mention at every chance they got how much they wanted to k1ll th3mselves.

fyi:

we dated for a month.

we've been broken up for almost a year.

WHY WONT THEY LEAVE ME ALONE?

anyway. i'll do my best to stop venting about my ex. it's just so fucking annoying.

i have a therapy appointment feb 8th so. i'll get to vent about this then. sorry. toodles.

[jedetestemoi]

guess what

they just sent me a youtube link

[jedetestemoi]

based on how often they "attempt" i'm doubting they actually know what sewerslide even is 😭 they've "attempted" like 3 times this year already

AT LEAST 30 last year. probably way more.

i say this because their family has NO CLUE that they're suicidal. if someone ACTUALLY attempts sewerslide, it's... literally life threatening (obviously) and your family would know.

i think they just s3lf h4rm and call it "attempting" idk man

i literally said i'd stop venting about it and i'm still here so 😘 sorry

ok im tagging this with "keith's ex" if u wanna mute me complaining about this

[jedetestemoi]

im just gonna leave this here...

[jedetestemoi]

if you talked to other people, you'd be able to talk about your feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (they have two followers and i know this is subtweeting me because

this:

was the last thing that was said)

AND they KNOW that when they talk about their feelings it triggers me.

AND they literally just said they talk to two people. themself and ME. translated: they talk to one person. me.

so haha narcissistic bitch please leave me alone im tired of your abusive guilt tripping tactics

im gonna mute them on twitter so i dont have to see their posts on my tl

[jedetestemoi]

update: they deactivated.

[jedetestemoi]

oh my god i hate dealing with my ex

but they're super suicidal so i cant just say "i dont want to talk anymore. we shouldnt talk" because APPARENTLY, im one of the few things that makes them happy and if i try and cut them off in any way, idk if they'd try and k1ll themselves. im so tired of this shit. im so tired of this shit.

[jedetestemoi]

i sent them a goddamned youtube video link.

the video was a minute and a half long.

this may seem like an overdramatic response from me because this message doesnt seem bad.

but after you've been dealing with them for as long as i have, you get sick and tired of their shit even though they're not doing anything.

they also will NOT watch the video i sent, i can guarantee it. they don't want anything to do with stuff i like.

also, they love to point out that bad stuff happens to them. always. i understand depression. i have it. but i dont make it other people's problems and mention how i wanted to die every 5 minutes.

before i set a boundary like "hey stop talking about how sooicidal you are. it's triggering me" they would literally mention at every chance they got how much they wanted to k1ll th3mselves.

fyi:

we dated for a month.

we've been broken up for almost a year.

WHY WONT THEY LEAVE ME ALONE?

anyway. i'll do my best to stop venting about my ex. it's just so fucking annoying.

i have a therapy appointment feb 8th so. i'll get to vent about this then. sorry. toodles.

[jedetestemoi]

guess what

they just sent me a youtube link

[jedetestemoi]

based on how often they "attempt" i'm doubting they actually know what sewerslide even is 😭 they've "attempted" like 3 times this year already

AT LEAST 30 last year. probably way more.

i say this because their family has NO CLUE that they're suicidal. if someone ACTUALLY attempts sewerslide, it's... literally life threatening (obviously) and your family would know.

i think they just s3lf h4rm and call it "attempting" idk man

i literally said i'd stop venting about it and i'm still here so 😘 sorry

ok im tagging this with "keith's ex" if u wanna mute me complaining about this

[jedetestemoi]

im just gonna leave this here...

[jedetestemoi]

if you talked to other people, you'd be able to talk about your feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (they have two followers and i know this is subtweeting me because

this:

was the last thing that was said)

AND they KNOW that when they talk about their feelings it triggers me.

AND they literally just said they talk to two people. themself and ME. translated: they talk to one person. me.

so haha narcissistic bitch please leave me alone im tired of your abusive guilt tripping tactics

im gonna mute them on twitter so i dont have to see their posts on my tl

[httpcottagewitch]

🍓🐭

[jedetestemoi]

oh my god i hate dealing with my ex

but they're super suicidal so i cant just say "i dont want to talk anymore. we shouldnt talk" because APPARENTLY, im one of the few things that makes them happy and if i try and cut them off in any way, idk if they'd try and k1ll themselves. im so tired of this shit. im so tired of this shit.

[jedetestemoi]

i sent them a goddamned youtube video link.

the video was a minute and a half long.

this may seem like an overdramatic response from me because this message doesnt seem bad.

but after you've been dealing with them for as long as i have, you get sick and tired of their shit even though they're not doing anything.

they also will NOT watch the video i sent, i can guarantee it. they don't want anything to do with stuff i like.

also, they love to point out that bad stuff happens to them. always. i understand depression. i have it. but i dont make it other people's problems and mention how i wanted to die every 5 minutes.

before i set a boundary like "hey stop talking about how sooicidal you are. it's triggering me" they would literally mention at every chance they got how much they wanted to k1ll th3mselves.

fyi:

we dated for a month.

we've been broken up for almost a year.

WHY WONT THEY LEAVE ME ALONE?

anyway. i'll do my best to stop venting about my ex. it's just so fucking annoying.

i have a therapy appointment feb 8th so. i'll get to vent about this then. sorry. toodles.

[jedetestemoi]

guess what

they just sent me a youtube link

[jedetestemoi]

based on how often they "attempt" i'm doubting they actually know what sewerslide even is 😭 they've "attempted" like 3 times this year already

AT LEAST 30 last year. probably way more.

i say this because their family has NO CLUE that they're suicidal. if someone ACTUALLY attempts sewerslide, it's... literally life threatening (obviously) and your family would know.

i think they just s3lf h4rm and call it "attempting" idk man

i literally said i'd stop venting about it and i'm still here so 😘 sorry

ok im tagging this with "keith's ex" if u wanna mute me complaining about this

[jedetestemoi]

im just gonna leave this here...

[jedetestemoi]

oh my god i hate dealing with my ex

but they're super suicidal so i cant just say "i dont want to talk anymore. we shouldnt talk" because APPARENTLY, im one of the few things that makes them happy and if i try and cut them off in any way, idk if they'd try and k1ll themselves. im so tired of this shit. im so tired of this shit.

[jedetestemoi]

i sent them a goddamned youtube video link.

the video was a minute and a half long.

this may seem like an overdramatic response from me because this message doesnt seem bad.

but after you've been dealing with them for as long as i have, you get sick and tired of their shit even though they're not doing anything.

they also will NOT watch the video i sent, i can guarantee it. they don't want anything to do with stuff i like.

also, they love to point out that bad stuff happens to them. always. i understand depression. i have it. but i dont make it other people's problems and mention how i wanted to die every 5 minutes.

before i set a boundary like "hey stop talking about how sooicidal you are. it's triggering me" they would literally mention at every chance they got how much they wanted to k1ll th3mselves.

fyi:

we dated for a month.

we've been broken up for almost a year.

WHY WONT THEY LEAVE ME ALONE?

anyway. i'll do my best to stop venting about my ex. it's just so fucking annoying.

i have a therapy appointment feb 8th so. i'll get to vent about this then. sorry. toodles.

[jedetestemoi]

guess what

they just sent me a youtube link

[jedetestemoi]

based on how often they "attempt" i'm doubting they actually know what sewerslide even is 😭 they've "attempted" like 3 times this year already

AT LEAST 30 last year. probably way more.

i say this because their family has NO CLUE that they're suicidal. if someone ACTUALLY attempts sewerslide, it's... literally life threatening (obviously) and your family would know.

i think they just s3lf h4rm and call it "attempting" idk man

i literally said i'd stop venting about it and i'm still here so 😘 sorry

ok im tagging this with "keith's ex" if u wanna mute me complaining about this