it’s jem

| 22 | still figuring a puzzle called “life”

[jemenorme]

yeah im that dumb

[jemenorme]

to love and to fall inlove - that’s the scariest thing for me. imagine loving a person that u thought who will be with u forever but he/she may also be your greatest heartbreak. they say that you have to be brave when u fall inlove because you can’t choose to be hurt or not. i just wish that i have that kind of bravery. because i don’t think i can handle that kind of pain someday. so to the person who will i ended up one day, i know that there will come a time that we might question our relationship and just choose to give up but i hope that we won’t let go of each other. i hope that we try to save “us” as much as we can. i hope that you won’t end up as my greatest heartbreak.

happy valentine’s day ~ 🤍

[jemenorme]

hi you’re doing great, so pls don’t hate yourself <3

[jemenorme]

pota why do i feel so worthless?

[jemenorme]

this means so much to me, thank you 💗

[jemenorme]

at some point, i will still come back here especially when things are kinda heavy on the inside 🤍

[jemenorme]

have u wonder if you are someone’s favorite person?

bc i do...

[jemenorme]

hey,

there’s nothing wrong for choosing to love yourself right now

you are doing the right thing ❣️

[jemenorme]

she finally let go.

for real this time.

she didn’t hesitate on what they may lose.

because it was already too late.

[jemenorme]

An Apology Letter for Myself

im sorry for the times that i’ve been too hard on you. yung times na di kita napapatawad agad ng dahil lang sa isang pagkakamali. im sorry if im doubting you and your capabilities. im sorry if nakakalimutan kong tao ka lang at nagkakamali o pwedeng magkamali. i want you to know that you are more than your mistakes. “hindi dahil nagkamali ka, eh hanggang dun ka na lang” pag nagkamali, tanggapin mo. pero never forget the lesson na natutunan mo nang dahil sa pagkakamali na yun. make that as a reason to be the person you want to be. yung mga pagkakamali na yan, that will help you grow. “you can’t undo it” learn to let go and move on. restart, because ngayon alam mo na yung dapat para hindi na siya maulit. there are things that we can’t control. and that’s just it. not all odds will always be in your favor. if you had a bad day, then so be it. but it’s doesn’t mean that u have to carry it through the next day. because it is a chance for you to do better. i’m sorry kasi ako dapat yung kakampi mo pero ako pa tong napaka kung mang down sayo. I know deep down inside of you, you have that bravery and strength that is just waiting to be fully unfold. Never forget who we are. that jolly personality that we have. whatever happens choose to look on the brighter side, that bright place. “If you can’t find it, be that bright place” the Jem that i know is a dreamer, determined, and full of positivity. I hope that not because she made a mistake, eh titignan niya yung sarili niya na parang siya na yung may pinaka mabigat na pagkakamali sa mundo. please be gentle with yourself. not just for you, but also for the people who believes and sees so much in you. kasi kung sila nga naniniwala sayo, dapat ikaw din. dapat yung pa yung mag push sayo para maniwala sa sarili mo. take time heal and to forgive yourself. walang masama kung patatawarin mo ang sarili mo. as ben & ben says “you never really love someone until you learn to forgive” which means that forgiving yourself is a perfect way to also love yourself. you are flawed. you are not pefect. and that’s okay.

[jemenorme]

12:47 a.m

i’m starting to doubt myself again

[jemenorme]

✨2019✨ A year that has been a total rollercoaster ride. There’s been a quite of ups and downs, but i’m closing this year with a grateful heart 😌 Lord i cannot thanked you enough. You have given me so much eventhough i don’t deserve some of them. Thank you for keeping me strong despite of the bad days. Thank you for not letting go of my hand in times of struggle. Thank you for reminding me that more brighter things are heading my way eventhough my plans didn’t go the way i want them to be. Thank you for keeping my faith stronger. I admit that there are times that i forget to give back but you’re still there, welcoming me with an open arms. This year, you taught me that all good things are worth the wait. They’re truly are 🙏🏼✨ Lord, continue to bless me and my loved ones because i wish nothing but the best for them. Continue to guide us especially when things get rough, help us understand that whatever happens it’s all part of your greater plan. For the blessings you have given us this year, we owe it all to you ♥️ _____________ To self, I will never get tired of saying this to you, i’m so proud of you my love 💖 You have overcome things you thought you couldn’t but here you are. Yes, you still have your worries and fears but don’t let them stop you to do the things you love. Remember, this is just the beginning. Life will still challenge you and your faith so just hold onto him. You got this 💪🏻 Let’s go 2020 🎉🥂 https://www.instagram.com/p/B6vmhCiFdTOj8L5su5i9NeaQkNbzWErQyLTEMg0/?igshid=u8fyhqqcwf7d

[jemenorme]

the mandatory birthday post: happy birthday jem 🎉✨ december last year, you have a lot of fear and doubts. until little by little, God gave you his answer to your prayers. look at you now, look at your progress. i’m so proud of you. i hope that you never lose your sparkle ✨ never question your capabilities bc you will bloom in your own way. you know that there are people who always got your back and will be there for you every step of the way. i can’t wait to see the rest of your journey, you’re just getting started 💓 love, jemely https://www.instagram.com/p/B52rkj3FD41wEMOvk5arhvKmnogSrxN9Djr7A40/?igshid=1rgnbrvdyucz4

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[jemenorme]

“Brave girl,

You were made for far more beautiful things

Darkness is only understood when it is loved by the wild,

Not the weak.”

- K. M. M 💓

[jemenorme]

napapagod na ko sa sarili ko

napapagod na kong bigyan ng pressure yung sarili ko sa mga bagay bagay kahit hindi naman kailangan

napapagod na kong matakot

napapagod na kong mag-overthink

ang hirap pala talaga pag sarili mo yung kalaban mo :(((