Jennifah's Simblr

Just sharing my screenies

[jennifahsims]

Hi I'm Jennifah, a 26 year old student from Belgium!! I've been playing the sims since the sims 2 and I've started this tumblr just to share what my sims be doing. I have nobody to talk about my sims so I thought just to share them to the world. I have one main legacy, The Willett Legacy that I mainly post on bluesky and I'm currently in Gen 3 (y'all can ignore Gen 1 it's a mess), there's an archive being built very slowly and once that is done this page will be mainly for reblogs and weird posts.

Willett Legacy

Ria Willett | Gen 1

Asha Willett | Gen 2

Rome's Story | Willett Side Story

Valentina Willett | Gen 3

Kairo Willett-Cheon | Gen 4

Archive | The Willett Legacy (not updated yet😶)

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Kai sighed softly.

“And I know you used to sleep in mom and dad’s bed after nightmares.”

“Oh my god,” Sora groaned weakly. “You can’t bring childhood trauma evidence into this.”

Kai ignored her completely.

“So I’m sleeping here tonight.”

Sora was too exhausted to fight him on it so she just sighed dramatically in defeat.

“Fine,” she muttered.

A little later they climbed into bed, Sora immediately curling beneath the blankets while Kai stayed over the covers in his shirt and pajama pants like some self-appointed bodyguard.

The lamp still glowed warmly beside them while silence settled softly through the room again.

Sora turned slightly toward him in the dim light.

“Kai?”

“Yeah?”

“…thanks.”

Kai looked over at her sleepily.

“Always,” he murmured.

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“But…” Kai hesitated slightly. “Call it weird intuition, I guess. I just knew you weren’t okay.”

Kai looked down at her more seriously after a moment.

“Why didn’t you tell me you were having those?” he asked quietly.

“Having what?”

“These.” Kai gestured vaguely. “Panic attacks.”

Sora immediately shook her head.

“It’s not a big deal, Kai.”

Kai stared at her in disbelief.

“Not a big deal?”

Sora looked away stubbornly.

Kai shook his head slowly like he genuinely couldn’t understand how she could say that after what he just walked into.

“You think I don’t know why you came to uni?” he asked softly.

Sora tensed slightly.

“You had zero interest in coming here,” Kai continued gently. “Then suddenly one day you needed to.”

Sora swallowed hard.

“I know you needed me.”

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Kai immediately shifted closer before gently sitting behind her, carefully pulling her back against his chest while wrapping his arms loosely around her.

Sora let herself lean against him completely.

Her entire body still trembled occasionally from leftover adrenaline while Kai rested his chin lightly against the top of her head, staying silent now that the worst of it had passed.

Minutes stretched quietly between them.

Eventually Sora croaked weakly, “Did you run here barefoot?”

Kai blinked.

Then looked down.

“Oh.”

Sora stared at his completely bare feet. “That’s nasty.”

Kai actually laughed quietly at that before admitting, “I felt bad about earlier and wanted to apologize again.”

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His voice sounded steady even though she could see panic flashing across his face too.

“Sora, you’re okay. I’m here.”

She tried focusing on his voice.

Tried forcing herself to stay connected to it instead of drowning completely inside her own head.

Kai carefully took hold of one of her shaking hands.

“Sora,” he said softly but firmly now, “can you try taking deep breaths for me?”

She shook her head weakly.

Kai squeezed her hand tighter.

“Just look at me.”

Sora forced her eyes upward toward him.

“That’s it,” he murmured immediately. “Breathe with me, okay?”

Kai inhaled deeply himself.

Slowly. Exaggerated enough for her to follow.

Sora tried copying him but the first breath came out broken and uneven.

“It’s okay,” Kai reassured quickly. “Again.”

Another breath.

Kai stayed impossibly patient through every shaky inhale, every trembling exhale, rubbing his thumb slowly against the back of her hand while talking quietly the entire time.

Eventually, the panic loosened enough for oxygen to stop feeling impossible.

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Sora bent forward further, clutching at her own arms while panic swallowed her whole.

Somewhere distantly she registered knocking. Then louder knocking.

But she was too deep inside the panic attack to fully process it.

The next thing she knew her bedroom door flew open.

“Kai?”

Her voice sounded thin and confused even to herself.

Kai stood in the doorway breathing hard like he’d sprinted the entire way there, his face drained of color the second he saw her on the floor.

“Shit, Sora.”

He crossed the room immediately.

Sora barely managed to grip the front of his shirt when he knelt in front of her, grounding herself against something solid while her breathing kept spiraling out of control.

“Kai,” she gasped again helplessly.

“I’m here,” he said quickly.

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And now Connor.

Asha’s voice echoed next.

He doesn’t like you. He loves you.

Sora squeezed her eyes shut hard.

No. No no no.

Because if Connor loved her then eventually she would ruin him too. Just like everything else.

The thoughts started spiraling faster after that.

Mathias. Connor. Every random hookup. The basement. Kai. Fear. Guilt. Shame.

It all tangled together until Sora physically couldn’t separate one thought from another anymore.

Her breathing shortened suddenly.

Sora pressed a hand against her chest sharply.

No. Not now.

She tried inhaling deeply but her lungs refused to cooperate, panic rising violently beneath her skin while her heartbeat slammed painfully against her ribs.

The room suddenly felt too small. Too warm.

“I can’t—”

The words barely came out between gasping breaths.

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She sat on her bed, knees pulled loosely toward herself while the soft amber lamp on her nightstand cast warm light across the room. Outside the windows, students wandered through campus paths somewhere in the distance, laughing too loudly for midnight.

Sora barely heard any of it.

Kai’s words from earlier kept replaying over and over no matter how hard she tried to shove them away.

Why should I take love advice from you anyway?

She knew he hadn’t meant it cruelly.

But that almost made it worse somehow, because the reason it hurt wasn’t the insult itself.

It was that some part of her believed him immediately.

Because what did she know about love anymore?

Every relationship she touched turned messy eventually. She spent most of university burying herself in strangers and temporary affection because it was easier than feeling anything real.

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When they finally stepped off the treadmills, sweaty and exhausted, Kai rubbed the back of his neck awkwardly before pulling Sora into a hug without warning.

“I’m the biggest jerk there is,” he muttered against the top of her head. “I’m sorry.”

Sora stayed still for a second before hugging him back.

“You were a jerk,” she agreed honestly.

Kai groaned.

“But it’s okay.”

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The treadmills overlooked the giant gym windows, sunlight flashing across the machines while students moved around them in blurry motion. At first they ran quietly side by side, the only sounds between them their shoes hitting the treadmill belts rhythmically.

Kai kept glancing over guiltily.

Sora stared stubbornly ahead.

Eventually Kai caved first. “Sora.”

“What?”

“If I pass out, tell Stefan I died hot.”

A small laugh escaped before she could stop it.

“You’re annoying.”

“And yet lovable.”

But she didn’t shut him out after that.

The tension eased gradually while they kept running, Kai intentionally making increasingly stupid comments just to hear Sora laugh again. By the end of the workout she was teasing him back normally, though a small heaviness still lingered quietly beneath everything unsaid.

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“Oh,” he said quietly. “Sora, I’m sorry. I didn’t—”

“It’s fine.”

The automatic response came too quickly.

Kai winced internally.

“Sora—”

“You’re right anyways,” she interrupted softly with a shrug that looked entirely too forced. “What do I know?”

Kai opened his mouth again, wanting to fix it somehow, but Sora stood abruptly before he could.

“Let’s go to the treadmill,” she said instead. “I don’t want Gia kicking my ass when I go back home.”

Kai sighed quietly but followed her anyway.

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“Because,” Sora sighed, “sometimes loving somebody isn’t enough.”

Frustrated, defensive and exhausted emotionally, Kai said the first thing that came to mind without properly thinking it through.

“Why should I take love advice from you anyway?”

The second the words left his mouth, Kai froze.

Sora froze too.

Silence dropped heavily between them.

Oh shit.

Kai’s stomach immediately sank.

Because he didn’t mean it the way it sounded.

Didn’t mean you’re incapable of love. Didn’t mean your relationships are disasters.

But the second he saw Sora’s face close off slightly, he knew it landed badly anyway.

Sora slowly pulled her knees toward herself, wrapping her arms around them casually enough that somebody else probably wouldn’t notice the shift.

Kai noticed immediately.

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Kai was tired of hearing this. Tired of everybody acting like he hadn’t thought about it already.

“Why are you and Juni literally saying the same thing?” he muttered while continuing another sit-up harder than necessary.

Sora blinked.

“She agrees with me?” she asked, delighted for all the wrong reasons. “Wow. Maybe she’s not as bad as I thought she was.”

“But seriously,” Sora continued, leaning forward slightly now, “this is a terrible idea.”

Kai sat up sharply this time, annoyed properly now.

“You don’t get it,” he muttered.

“Then explain it to me.”

“I love him, Sora.”

The raw honesty of it softened her expression slightly.

“I know you do,” she said more gently.

“Then why does everyone keep acting like I’m insane?”

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Sora stared harder while Kai sighed like a man preparing for execution before finally lowering himself properly onto the floor.

“To San Myshuno.”

Sora blinked once. Then twice.

“To be with Stefan?” she asked slowly. “Are you kidding me?”

Kai grumbled something unintelligible while preparing himself to do sit-ups.

Sora scooted closer, sitting cross-legged beside him now while watching him continue exercising like he was trying to physically outrun criticism.

“Didn’t you want to move to Brindleton?” she continued. “Or some weird suburban town like San Sequoia where you’d own twelve plants and complain about taxes?”

Kai snorted despite himself.

“You won’t be happy there, Kai.”

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The next morning, the twins met up at the gym, continuing the training Gia had instructed them with. She wasn’t there to check on them but somehow she always knew when they skipped it.

Sora stretched before sighing out, “We’re graduating soon.”

Kai smiled without looking at her.

“Yeah.”

Sora studied him sideways for a moment before noticing something odd about the expression on his face.

Not sad exactly.

More… thoughtful.

Kai adjusted slightly before admitting quietly, “I might move.”

Sora immediately looked over properly now.

“Where to?”

Kai stayed suspiciously quiet.

And instantly every alarm bell in Sora’s head started ringing.

Her eyes narrowed.

“Kai.”

Still nothing. Oh absolutely not.

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Happy Pride Month 🏳️‍🌈

To everyone who finds a little piece of themselves in these characters, this month is for you 💙

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But later that night, back in Britechester, alone in his room again with the lights off and silence pressing too heavily against him, Kai found himself replaying everything Juni said over and over.

Logically, he knew she was right.

He and Stefan broke up for real reasons. Important reasons.

But every time Kai tried imagining his future without Stefan in it romantically, something inside him resisted violently.

Kai stared at the ceiling in the darkness for a very long time.

And somewhere between heartbreak and hope and sheer stubbornness, he made a decision.

After graduation—

He was getting his boyfriend back.