It’s extremely fucked up that some ppl try to make you feel stupid and immature for hoping for a better world. You say you want world peace and mfs think you need a pacifier; dawg, I just don’t want ppl dying from violence. This idea that ppl simply must die as casualties of war is misanthropic to say the least.
i didn’t “take a break” because i was bored, dramatic, or couldn’t handle criticism.
i full deleted my account because someone sent me a death threat involving my family.
not vague. not edgy internet bullshit. specific enough that i didn’t feel safe staying online.
so before anyone starts running their mouth about how i “can’t take hate” or “owe explanations,” read that again and remember that behind this account is a real, breathing human.
over the past month (and longer), i’ve been dealing with
- ai allegations
- harassment in my inbox and on anon
- people dissecting my writing, my posting schedule, my motives
and yes, actual death threats
i’m including screenshots because i’m done protecting people who clearly had no problem trying to scare me into silence.
and let me be very clear about the ai thing since y’all are weirdly obsessed with that accusation
i do not use ai to write my fics.
i never have.
i don’t need to.
i’ve been writing some form fanfic for years. publicly. consistently. with a very obvious voice that hasn’t magically changed overnight. if you think second person pov + smut + emotional beats = ai, that is genuinely a you problem.
dislike my writing? cool. block me.
think i’m overrated? fine. block me.
think my stuff isn’t for you? then why are you here. BLOCK ME.
but jumping from “i don’t like this blog” to threatening my life or my family is unhinged behavior, full stop.
and no, i’m not going to be polite about it.
i’m not going to soften my language to make it easier for the people who did this to swallow.
i’m not going to apologize for disappearing when my safety was on the line.
if you sent hate, if you participated in dogpiling, if you fueled rumors, or if you’re the type of person who thinks anonymity means zero consequences, this post is for you.
if you’ve been supportive, patient, kind, or just quietly waiting for me to come back, thank you. truly. i saw it, even when i couldn’t respond.
this blog exists because i love writing.
it does not exist to be a punching bag.
i will block freely.
i will protect my peace.
and no, i probably shouldn't be back so soon. but i'm sick and tired of allowing some spineless ANONYMOUS person dictate my life. they don't get that power. i refuse to crumble because someone couldn't handle what i'm capable of.
final boundary:
any further harassment, accusations, or threats will be blocked and documented. no replies. no debate. no explanations. anon will be closed if needed. i am not here to prove my humanity, justify my work, or make people comfortable at my own expense.
if you’re here in good faith, we’re good.
if not, this is not the space for you.
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