Jerald W Blackstock

Fine Art and Digital Fuckery

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Beautiful Torture: The Cult of Yoga by Jerald W. Blackstock - Read the complete memoir online.

yoga is good if you wish to have oral sex with yourself, otherwise just go to the gym

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Jerald W. Blackstock - Motion Art

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well AI kimi 2.5 and I have finished the website, I particularly like the research page it built and reframed my work accurately but like an art historian would in ways that weren't clear to me. https://www.jeraldblackstock.ca/research.html

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Jerald W. Blackstock - Fine Art, Psychotherapy, Digital Deprogramming. Dip. ACAD, BFA.

kimi 2.5 and me

new website formal launch

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I make art by any means possible it is something that is truly mine. your likes and dislikes just describe you. critique is what were you going for, how close did you get, how does it compare to genius in the field, how to get you closer to what you were going for jeraldblackstock.ca

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But I Love Her!

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I must do well and win the approval of others or else I am no good...there is no evidence for this belief

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I love this image

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Right Click

So Roger Evans came to mind my figure study prof who didn’t teach anything, once a week, for years gazing at the nude models.

I googled him, and he passed away a few years ago.

He also smoked and was one of the most negative people I knew

He said to work on paper, roll it up in a tube the mail it where ever

So I did and I do

And now the internet

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Fear lay powerfully encamped

The thoughts of what might happen

Learned as an emotionally abused child in depression

Because there was no: hope money attention love

All went to my mother

To service her victimhood

No Cooper baseball glove for me

No Little League

Just the fear that the oncoming car would swerve into my lane

Blindsiding me T-Boning me

Family refused to attend my graduation from art school

“You are just putting on airs”

Partner attended reluctantly

It was a distraction from her victimhood

A pattern emerged

I left, choose peace