First of all, I just want to say that you are an amazing writer and I love every one of your stories! You bring so much to the Cobert fandom <3. Secondly, if you ever have the chance (and muse) could you please write something about Cora finding out thayt she is pregnant with Edith? There are many stories about her first and last pregnancies but very few on her 2nd. And as it happened so soon after the first, I really want to see their reactions. Thank you!
Oh anon, thank you so much for your kind words! This is a little different than what you asked for, but I hope you enjoy it.
A teardrop of sweat slowly rolled past his brow, across his temple and down the slope of his face. Robert took the handkerchief he had been wringing and brought the abused square of paisley fabric up to his cheek. He rubbed the silk across his face and then balled it up in his first once again. It damped his already clammy palm. With a sigh, Robert walked over to the buffet, the accouterments of tea time still laid out with picture perfect precision, untouched. He fingered a sandwich before letting it fall back onto its platter. Gazing at the teapot, Robert thought about pouring a cup to soothe his dry throat, but steam still rose like a genie from its spout. The idea of taking in more heat, when summer had descended on Yorkshire like a wet blanket, made him feel faint. Besides, tea wouldnât do at the moment. Robert turned to the small cabinet in the library where Papa kept his Scotch. Gripping the decanter, Robert poured himself a healthy portion before tipping it back. One large, quick gulp that caused his nostrils to flare and his chest to burn. He placed a hand against his breastbone.
The words repeated themselves again and again, sheâs dying sheâs dying sheâs dyingâŚNo amount of Scotch was going to erase the morning from his mind. Heâd known Cora wasnât feeling well, for a number of days now but he hadnât been prepared. He could still see Mitchell, the new stable boy, racing the gelding down the dirt path to Yew Tree farm. Papa had made some remark that Robert couldnât quite decipher, though it had caught his attention.
Lady Grantham has sent me to find you, mâ lord.
The chap had been panting, the horse braying in protest. Robert had known, a clench of his gut, a palpitation in his chest, heâd known right away it was Cora. Bits of the road flew behind him as he raced his own horse back to the house, clamoring up the stairs to find her ill, more ill than heâd ever seen someone.
His mother had whispered it to Papa as they both paced outside of the room, thinking he couldnât hear as he comforted his whimpering wife. And then Dr Monroe had arrived and heâd been regulated to the library, a dizzying wave of deja vu tossing him between the present and five months prior. Maryâs birth, heâd thought that was a prolonged hell, but no one had seemed to share his distress that night. Mama had been quite sedate, as sedate as Mama could be, during her updates. The length of Coraâs labor had been the only real concern, everything else about Maryâs arrival had been normal, or so Mama had kept reminding him on that night.
Robert spun to see Carson, his thick brows meeting over his nose with deep concern. The man looked old suddenly and Robert felt woozy.
âHer Ladyship sent me. Sheâs asking you go up.â
Robert expected to sprint up the stairs. Hadnât he been jumping for some news?
But he couldnât now, he didnât want to know. Wasnât it just yesterday heâd been planning Coraâs twenty-third birthday party in secret? Rosamond was helping him, he had picked out a beautiful necklace and had talked to Mrs Stanholp about the perfect menu. Mama had even addressed the invitations, feigning apathy, though he knew she was as secretly proud of Cora as he was. His wife had taken to motherhood so completely. Baby Mary was thriving, theyâd brought new life into the house, and with her, a sunshine that could be felt the moment sheâd made her first sound on a cold, February night.
How could the effects of childbirth be plaguing her now, so many months later? Robert couldnât understand. His feet refused to move.
âLord DowntonâŚâ Carson tried again.
Robert closed his eyes and took one step, then another, then another, until he was out of the library. Adrenaline surged through his fugue and Robert scaled the staircase, barely cognizant of touching each step. He stopped short at the sight of Dr Monroe, Mama and Papa outside of Coraâs door. The Scotch raced back up his throat and Robert swallowed down the acidic taste left in his mouth by fear. Mama turned to him first, her eyes shiny. Oh God! Robert sucked in a breath. Theyâd only celebrated their third wedding anniversary, a week before Maryâs arrival, but already, Cora was so much more to him than just his wife. He needed more time with her, and their baby, she needed her motherâŚ.
Violet stepped close to Robert and placed her hand on his arm. Robert wanted to both shake it off and crumple at her feet.
âGo to her.â Mama said.
Robert nodded, dumbly. He opened Coraâs door, the room surprisingly cooler than the library. Heâd expected to find the shades drawn, the roomâs air stale and suffocating, but the windows were thrown open, the sun shining in and illuminating everything it touched. Even the sour smell of sickness that had assaulted him earlier had evaporated. Footsteps followed softly behind his own, but Robert ignored them, transfixed on Cora, who lay in their bed, propped up on their pillows. Her dark curls were fanned out around her head and her chest rose and fell steadily. She turned at the sound of his footsteps, a wan smile lighting up her pale face.
âOh darling,â Robert croaked, going to her side instantly. He was afraid to touch her, to scoop her up in his arms as he wished to do. Instead, he settled for burying his face in her neck.
âThey told you? I asked them not to tell.â Robert shook his head against her, but Cora took no notice. âIsnât it the most extraordinary news?â
Robert paused, leaning up. His wife, his waxy complected, cracked lip wife, wore a smile that stretched from one ear to the next. Sheâs feverish; sheâs delusional from the fever. Robert placed his hand on her forehead, but to his shock, it was cool. Cora gripped his hand.
âA baby, Robert! Another little darling!â
âWhat?!â Robert exclaimed.
âLady Downton is expecting.â Robert turned, noticing Dr Monroe and his parents. Papa wore a jubilant grin.
âWaitâŚwhat?â Robert repeated.
âI would estimate Lady Downton is about two months along. We must take care, this little one being so close on the heels of its big sister, but mother and child seem healthy.â
Robert shook his head. âI thought you were dying!â He blurted out.
To his chagrin, everyone in the room laughed, including Cora.
âItâs not bloody funny!â Robert yelled. He took a few deep breaths and ran his hand through his hair. A baby! Robert spun around and looked at Cora.
âWeâre having a baby?â
Tears welled in the corner of her eyes as she nodded at him. Robert slapped his knee. âBy golly, weâre having a baby!â
Robert rushed toward the bed again, and this time, he swept Cora up in his embrace.
âOh my dear, weâre having a baby!â