Jeserie Lee Soto

Hope, love, and forgotten dreams have awakened from their slumber. I will begin again. 

[jeserielee]

I’m willing to fight for you, but you won’t fight for me. 

-heart, i’m sorry 

[both-seeker-and-sought]

The truth is that the more intimately you know someone, the more clearly you’ll see their flaws. That’s just the way it is. This is why marriages fail, why children are abandoned, why friendships don’t last. You might think you love someone until you see the way they act when they’re out of money or under pressure or hungry, for goodness’ sake. Love is something different. Love is choosing to serve someone and be with someone in spite of their filthy heart. Love is patient and kind, love is deliberate. Love is hard. Love is pain and sacrifice, it’s seeing the darkness in another person and defying the impulse to jump ship.

love is deliberate. (via theriverjordyn)

[jeserielee]

I'm sorry for being greedy, holding onto you even though it’s not going to work out. #heartimsorry

[jeserielee]

As the rain came to signify a changing of seasons, so did the tears fall from my eyes, unraveling every white lie that I thought brought me to life

Heart, I’m Sorry

[jeserielee]

My heart is so guarded that it's suffocating. Don't blame me for trying to breathe. I need to breathe.

Heart, I’m Sorry

[jeserielee]

[jeserielee]

The person you are now, and the person you will become later, I'd really like to get to know them both.

Heart, I’m sorry

[jeserielee]

[jeserielee]

When I'm with you, I feel like you are the one my heart has been waiting for. Yet, when you are away, I find reasons that contradict the prior statement. I am confused at how fast my heart changes.

Heart, I’m sorry. 

[jeserielee]

I tried to create a home inside my heart for you. It was an investment that has put me in debt. My heart is filing bankruptcy now. I thought you should know

Heart, I’m sorry. 

[jeserielee]

I can't tell if you're a season or forever. I'm still trying to decipher the look in your eyes.  Maybe tonight it's not for me to decide.

Heart, I’m sorry. 

[jeserielee]

He was living in the moment, but she was dreaming about forever.

Heart, I’m sorry. 

[jeserielee]

Change, anyone? 

[jeserielee]

Vinyl Cinemagraph!

[jeserielee]

I loved him, but it wasn’t the type of love that you would want to see in a movie or read in a book. It was quiet. It never had a beginning, nor an end. This love kept me on my knees, praying for his well-being. It was a love that hoped for the best, even though there was no promise that he would return. I love him, but he didn’t even know my name.  

[bunlly]

Where did you get those big eyes? My mother. And where did you get those lips? My mother. And the loneliness? My mother. And that broken heart? My mother. And the absence, where did you get that? My father.

Inheritance // Warsan Shire (via yesdarlingido)

[fallingforthematty]

I think about dying but I don’t want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There’s so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I’m still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can’t quite figure out what the hell I’m doing or how to get out of it.

Matty Healy (via dorbevnina)