hann solo

jesse hann. 23. tech support. asset. this is... fine...

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keatonoleary:

“Awesome.” he said as he walked over to the clerk, “we’ll take them all, charge it to my room, thank you.” He said as he watched Jesse, “I don’t really need the sex toys, they’re yours.” he smiled, “come on, get dressed and pack them up. I’ll walk you back to the commons.” 

He pulled his clothes back on, feeling a little bit gross and sticky. That was before he touched the toys and packed them up. He felt even grosser afterwards. “Thank you,” Jesse said quietly, honestly not sure what he was going to do with them. He had to be stealthy about masturbating in the commons. He was quite confused about the entire episode. Had he done something wrong? Did Keaton not want to fuck him? He stared down at his shoes.

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keatonoleary:

Keaton was legitimately fascinated as there seemed to be no trace left of the shy little Jesse that was apologizing nonstop not that long ago. And when he came, he almost smiled proudly, only for a second wondering if this was weird at all for the clerk, but imagining that people probably fucked in here all the time. “So? How did it feel? I think you did a really good job, I completely understood.”

Jesse lay on his back, getting his breath back. Suddenly the floor felt cold under him and he remembered the clerk was watching him as well. He smiled awkwardly, his cock slipping out of the fleshlight as he reached down to turn the dildo off and take it out of his ass. “Intense. Really intense.” He bit his lip shyly, reaching for his underpants. He wasn’t quite sure what to do with the sticky toys.

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keatonoleary:

“Yeah?” he smiled, proud of jesse for not giving into his own fears and self-consciousness. “how do they feel together? You like the fleshlight or the dildo better? Or are they both better combined?” He asked as he rested his elbow on the shelf and his chin against the palm of his hand. 

“Both. Both.” Jesse’s thrusting was erratic, his entire torso arching off the floor. He’d forgotten the clerk was there at all. His focus was on Keaton, when his eyes were open at all. He accidentally nudged the vibrator onto its third setting and let out a scream of delight, his entire body clenching with orgasm. “Oh fuck. FUCK. Jesus Christ.”

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keatonoleary:

Keaton shifted his stance, trying to conceal his growing member as he continued to watch Jesse. “well you’re going to cum either way, right? Might as well give it a shot. I’ve never tried one before, I want to hear what you think about it.”

Jesse reached out a hand and took the fleshlight. His cock was already dribbling precum against his chest - it wasn’t exactly big, but it was proportional. Cute. His eyes rolled back in his head as he pushed his cock into the weird, spongy material. Jessie had never put his cock inside someone else’s ass, so the sensation was very new to him. It felt much tighter than a mouth. Jesse rolled his hips upwards into it. “Oh fuck. It’s good. It’s really good.”

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keatonoleary:

Keaton focused on the boy with intense understanding of every lesson. He wanted to make Jesse comfortable and was doing his best to treat this as professional as he could, even though it was hard to not smile at Jesse’s clear positive reaction. “hmm…I see, yes. You seem to like that one.” He folded his arms, “so is this how you like it? A bit on the slower side? what happens if you use the fleshlight at the same time?”

“I... No... I just thought I’d start-” Another moan cut Jesse off. He reached down and switched the vibrator to its second setting, after a little bit of fumbling. “I... I might cum. I’m not very good at holding it and its been a while...”

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keatonoleary:

“jesse,” he reached out to grab Jesse’s shoulder, “you’re the teacher, take charge and show me whatever you want to show me. I mean you seem to know what you’re talking about so I trust in your decision.” 

He wasn’t quite sure what to do with control. He much preferred the safety of being told what to do. Even so, he reached for the dildo, coating it gently with lube before adopting a position part way between sitting and laying, so that Keaton could see his hole.

Jesse knew Keaton probably didn’t need him to show him how any of this stuff worked at all. Even so, he tried to play the role assigned to him. “Um... So this goes in here and... Uh...” He paused as he pushed it into himself, a small, breathy moan escaping him. It had been a couple of weeks since Ezra had last fucked him. “It vibrates. It has settings. So this one...” This moan was deeper, throatier. Jesse arched his back, surprised by the power of the vibration. His cock jumped, much closer to fully hard now. “This one is pretty nice...”

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keatonoleary:

Keaton shrugged once again, “well it’s a sex shop. There’s plenty of lube and naked dudes on pictures and shit.” he leaned back against the shelf, “you said you’d help me Jesse, I’m not a bottom, I gotta know these things.”

Jesse’s cock was already half-hard, but his trousers weren’t giving it away just yet. He nodded, still chewing on his lip and took his shirt over his head, hesitating for a moment before pulling his trousers down and stepping out of them, then his boxers. He had a very twinky body - small, a little soft around the edges. He accepted a bottle of lube from the clerk.

“What do you want me to show you first?”

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keatonoleary:

“You bring up a very good point!” He smiled, “I think I’m just not getting the full learning experience, and you honestly seem like a great teacher.” he nodded and looked at the clerk for reassurance again, “You should just demonstrate. On yourself.” He shrugged as though it was a very simple idea, “we won’t judge.”

“Right here?” Was Keaton fucking with him? There didn’t seem to be anyone else in the shop at that moment, but literally anyone could walk in any second. “I... Really...? I’d have to take my clothes off. And I’d need lube and...” Jesse was bright pink again, his cheeks, his ears, his collar. The blush seemed to spread under his shirt.

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 keatonoleary:

Keaton nodded, “well you’re the teacher, you better instruct us on what you would do then.” he laid out all the toys, “if the vibrator isn’t cutting it for you, pick something else. But remember, you gotta explain, because we don’t know why we should buy that if we don’t know what it does.” 

“I... No... It seems like it would be great to use. It’s just, I thought the fun of a vibrator is feeling it vibrate or watching the other guy react to it and the doll just doesn’t react at all. I like all the settings on this one. There’s lots of variety. It’s just... Y’know, it’s a lot better to use it on a person. The doll just stands there. I can show you how this works but not why they’re good.”

He took the flesh light from Keaton, passing him back the dildo and the cock-ring and slid it up and down on the doll’s cock a couple of times. “See? You need to do this on a real person...” He chewed his lip awkwardly.

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keatonoleary:

Keaton raised a brow, because shit got a little weird and he wasn’t really sure how he was supposed to act next. “Well let’s go ahead and put the paddle down.” He said as he placed it on a shelf, “let’s try something else…How about this?” he held out the pink dildo, “give it a whirl.”

Jesse took a moment to stand the doll up again. He took the dildo off Keaton and handed him back the butt plug. This time Jesse was a little more confident. He spent a moment fiddling with the settings, working out what kinds and speeds of vibration he could get before inserting it, a little experimentally, into the doll. The effect wasn’t as satisfying as Jesse needed it to be. There wasn’t anything satisfying about the exercise for him. He thrust it in and out a few times, switching between the settings. “It’s not the same with a doll.” He wrinkled his nose at Keaton.

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keatonoleary:

Keaton couldn’t help but to laugh, “there you go!” he gave him a clap on the back, “why are you apologizing, you’re not done, come on! We want to see the full use. Someone who uses that paddle doesn’t apologize and stop, right? You gotta make it realistic!” 

He jumped slightly at he contact, but bent down to pick up the paddle. He pictured himself as the doll and started to give it a real thrashing. “Stop whining you STUPID LITTLE BABY.” The last strike hit the doll with such force that it did topple over. Jesse stared at it, panting a little before he came out of his mini-rage. He thrust the paddle back into Keaton’s hand. Jesse hated this part of himself.

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keatonoleary:

“Yup. The doll.” He grinned as he watched Jesse approach the doll, following him and standing a couple of feet away as he watched him take initiative. “I think you need to be a little more loud so people can hear. Don’t you want them to learn as well?” he looked over at the clerk who was leaning over the counter, “right?” he asked and the clerk simply nodded, “come on jesse, help them out.”

Jesse rubbed the back of his neck, glancing back and forth between the clerk, Keaton and the doll. “I... Alright... Okay...” He really didn’t want to disappoint Keaton, even if this set up was so alien to him that he was certain he was doing everything wrong.

This time he put more oomph into his smacks with the paddle, shaking the entire doll, threatening to push it over. He let himself go, releasing his pent up anger. “Fucking take it you little bitch,” he hissed and then was promptly overcome with embarrassment. He dropped the paddle on the floor in surprise at himself. “I... Uh... Sorry...”

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i-am-not-marlowe:

“You seem to know as well as I do, Alexei doesn’t need a reason to kill me,” he said with a shrug. “But I’ll be safe.” 

Jesse didn’t fully understand why, but he felt compelled to give Salinger a hug. They weren’t even friends. He wrapped his arms (still a little clumsy in his control of the right) around Salinger’s shoulders.

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keatonoleary:

Keaton stood at the edge of one the shelves, leaning up against it as he waited for Jesse to come around. He watched with amusement as the boy brought thing by thing with small explanations as to why he wanted each. He simply nodded as he took them, his arms growing fuller and fuller with items, but he was glad to see that the boy seemed to be putting some legitimate effort into it. 

“I think you have some solid choices. Didn’t expect the paddle, but I see that you have a preference.” He smiled and examined some of the things before looking up, “Maybe you can show me how to use them?” he nodded towards a fully realized sex doll which was set up to stand up and wear some leather gear. “It’ll be a good education for everyone. Make sure to be a little loud so anyone who wants to learn can hear” 

“Huh?” Jesse looked between Keaton and the sex doll, his ears reaching an even brighter shade of pink. “I... On the doll... Are you sure? I’m not sure how... I mean... I’m more of a bottom...” His voice got quieter and quieter. He really wasn’t sure about this, but he didn’t want to disappoint Keaton. Somehow Jesse was more embarrassed about this than he would have been if Keaton had asked him to use them himself. He nodded. “Okay...”

Putting the plug and the cock ring on the doll was pretty straight forward. There wasn’t much else that Jesse could think to do with them. Then he reached for the paddle, which felt less weird than the other things, and hit the doll a couple of times on the ass. “This is- This is really weird.”

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keatonoleary:

“Great, look around and figure it out then.” he folded his arms, “I want you to pick five things that do different things and bring to me, then explain why you think that’s the best choice. Take your time.” 

Jesse chewed his lip, a little intimidated by the task at hand, but nodded anyway. He made his way around the shop first, examining things without touching them. He hurried past some of the... Freakier looking stuff. Eventually. he started to take a few things off the shelves, returning them to Keaton one at a time.

He started off with a mid-sized, pink, plastic vibrator. “I think... This is a nice, simple place to start with sex toys. It’s not too intimidating.” He looked bashfully at Keaton as he spoke, then darted off to fetch something else. This time he brought back a flesh-light in unadorned black. “It’s different... And this one’s not shaped like anything, y’know, weird.” Next a cock ring. Jesse seemed to prefer sex toys that didn’t try to be realistic and that had relatively simple designs. Maybe it was because he was so nervous. “I just think the metal one looks nicer...” Fourth, a cute little butt plug, the kind that had a sparkle at the base. Jesse was blushing now, the red tinge having spread to his ears. “I’ve always wanted to try... Y’know...”

He scuttered off again but seemed to have trouble with the last one. He spent a good few minutes deciding, eventually coming back with a leather paddle. “The other ones looked like they’d hurt way too much...” Hewas chewing his lip again, staring down at his feet as he spoke.

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keatonoleary:

“Shh, you’ll see.” He said as he waited for the elevator to open, allowing Jesse to step out first before following. “I think I should invest in some sex toys and stuff, and well you should help me out.” he smiled as he stepped inside the store, “tell me what I should get, and what they do.”

Jesse raised his eyebrows at the sight of the sex shop. Ezra had promised to take him at one point, but never made good on it - as a result, Jesse had never set foot there. “I’m not really the best person to ask about sex toys... I’ve never really used them...”

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waituntildusk:

Dusk wasn’t a bleeding heart. He didn’t go out of his way to care about other people. Sure, there were things he couldn’t ignore, but he wasn’t the guy others normally felt comfortable confiding in. His exterior was an apathetic, alcoholic shell. And yet, the clumsy, shy way in which the other interacted with Dusk was oddly… curious. Dusk should have been annoyed – normally, he wouldn't have even bothered to help the other pick up the mess he’d made. 

But, Nathan’s words were siting in the back of his mind, like a taunt: Or are we not worthy of a bit of kindness?

He could be kind, even if it wasn’t exactly within his normal character. So he listened, taking another sip of his drink as he did so. He could read the anxious energy in the faltering way the other talked. Dusk didn’t pretend to understand the asset’s position, but he knew they had roles to fill and if the asset no longer had use in the tower, that spelled nothing but bad things for the other. 

Dusk finished off his drink before signalling the bar tender for another. “You’re injured,” he stated, gesturing to the asset’s hand. “It would be unreasonable to expect you to be able to excel at a job that requires both hands until you’ve healed.” 

“I guess it’s easier to them to replace me than it is to spend time rehabilitating me.” It was the first time that Jesse had voiced the thought out loud. It made his lip quiver, his gaze sliding away from Dusk to survey the bar. There were only a couple other associates there, none of which Jesse knew, but any of them could easily report how useless he was back to someone who would make that decision.

He started to put his tools away. “They really don’t have any patience when it’s a psychological problem. And when I don’t have an associate to back me up.” Now he was really starting to feel stupid for turning down Ian’s offer. Stupid, stupid Jesse was going to get himself killed just because he wanted to be loved. Pathetic.

Something compelled him to carry on talking, however dumb it was. “My name’s Jesse. You know, just in case you want to know.” He scratched the back of his ear with his screwdriver before putting it back in his tool kit. “Allegedly I do tech support. I used to be pretty good at it. And then I got shot in the arm.”