My World

Hello my name is Jesse Wolfe. I've never had a blog before so this is kind of exciting. I'm 16, a sophomore in high school, raised Baha'i, and a dreamer but more in the literal sense than anything else. Also I'm kinda a big creep. But in a nice way. Is that dumb?

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Really not happy with who I am right now.

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Oh doctor, the master left you all alone, Martha made the right choice to leave you and it's back to being alone again. You are the best fictitious man ever.

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Wahhh the Doctor lost his dear friends (ROSE) and now he's a bit bitter and mean. But still brilliant.

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OMG Season 2 Doctor is so cool. He's happy because he's a new person and he is so FASCINATED with everything and him and Rose are SO CUTE. She built a relationship with the ninth doctor and really lucky to have an even better relationship with the tenth doctor. It's great to see him so happy and so alive and the sadness hasn't really caught up with him yet. And yet he doesn't have any mercy. And he reminds us that the Doctor is not human because I feel like I forget that sometimes.

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The ninth Doctor is amazing and awesome and really set a standard for who the Doctor is, his humor (humour) and why he does things and who he is but the tenth Doctor is just EVEN MORE AMAZING AND AWESOME. The ninth Doctor was great and he would sacrifice people for a even greater cause that serves space and time. But the tenth Doctor cannot stand any living thing suffering and he will get ANGRY when there is a life at stake. His relationship with Rose builds and he is not afraid to face the wrong and FIGHT. He will fight and stand up and say I AM THE DOCTOR. YOU HAVE TO GET THROUGH ME FIRST. He knows he has power and will do everything within his power to save the world.

P.S. David Tennant is very attractive.

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Doctor Who season 1 is the introduction of the Doctor and the Tardis and alien friends and enemies and the whole new universe of space and time. One of the main questions are who is the Doctor? What is his past? Is he good or bad? Is he trustworthy? And it's heartbreaking when we learn about him and how he's alone and it's inspiring that he goes through space and time and tries to bring justice and right the wrongs and make friends. Good show.

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Wow. Jane, the Tree Princess, sacrificed her life for the Doctor because she knew he was a Timelord and the last of his kind. That shows how important he is and how important the TImelords were but when he allowed Cassandra, last "pure human" in existence, to die it also shows how imperfect the Doctor is. He makes the decisions and he is the ultimate decider of what is fair and what is right and he deemed Cassandra's justice to be her death. And that was that, and she didn't care about the deaths of the famous people at the Earth's deathday and the Doctor didn't like that and allowed her to be killed. Rose became overwhelmed, as she should, being introduced to a whole new world of the universe and aliens and technology. She witnessed the death of her home planet which is immensely personal and with the travels with the Doctor you definitely have to be emotionally mature and ready for anything. Or crazy. Mostly crazy. But it's amazing. The Doctor and Rose like each other and it's a great series. At this point we are introduced to the Doctor's past and what he has to live with and the Doctor's and Rose's relationship is beginning.

I'm not a perfect writer get over it.

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I'm so young and available I feel like I should be doing something with my life and I'm not.

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Uh yes please. Amazing. Who wants to dance with me?

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WAIT WHAT

Woah woah woah woah woah WHATTTTTT???? WHAT JUST HAPPENED???!!!! Seriously this is insane like omg I sound like a stupid teenager and I am but this deserves a blog post, and I have not been inspired to write about anything until right now. 

So here is what happened. I was avoiding my homework by going on facebook and checking the news feed. As I was scrolling I noticed a youtuber that I have liked on facebook posted a new video. Usually I ignore these videos because I am not subscribed to them on youtube but this was meghan tonjes's cover of Somebody That I Used To Know which is a good song, especially by the walk on the earth, or of the earth, or around the earth or whatever their band name is. I was interested to listen to her version and as it was loading and started playing I looked at the comments and someone said that they liked the glee version better and I was like NO WAY GLEE COVERED THIS THAT IS AWESOME. So I searched it and it came up with full performance Somebody That I Used To Know and I was excited to watch it. And then it showed Darren Criss and I was like YESSS BLAINE IS SINGING IT I LOVE DARREN AND BLAINE YAY if anyone was to cover this song (that I really like) I'm glad it was darren/blaine. So then I was happily watching the video and I saw in the shadows that someone else was singing and it was like a double take and I was like IS THAT???? WAIT IS THIS REALLY????? NO WAY NO WAY and for the whole video until the guy came onstage I was like trying to determine if it really was MATT BOMER OF WHITE COLLAR. spoiler alert it is. THE INFAMOUS NEAL CAFFREY WILL BE ON GLEE. Not only on glee but SINGING WITH DARREN CRISS. I was like no way. At the end of the video I was still thinking Darren sang the whole thing and that I was seeing things because what on earth would Matt Bomer be doing on Glee. And then I was trying to recover and read the comments and people were asking about the sexuality of the people and I was thinkin yeah Blaine is gay Darren's not but the comment also said that this Cooper person played by Matt is straight but Matt Bomer himself is gay. Which is news to me because however stalkerish this story sounds I do not know many things about celebrities. And I'm kinda sad to know this because it kinda really ruins the ladies man thing about neal caffrey but anyway I do not trust a comment on youtube so I google to verify this information. IMDB for the win. Like omg I am and was so excited at this point. I'm not describing my feelings very well or why i feel this way but I am just very excited about all this. So I read Matt's trivia and stuff and I'm like hmmm interesting he's 34 and hmmmm he grew up in Texas but then it was like HAS 3 CHILDREN and I'm like woahh what things are getting contradictory and I start looking for the spouse/girlfriend information and I see none. But I read and apparently he really is homosexual and I discovered he has a partner and they have kids and THESE ARE THINGS I DIDN'T KNOW. So I just learned and discovered and found out 10 different things at the same time and all I could think of was to turn it into a blog post.

RECENT DISCOVERIES THAT MAKE ME EXCITED

1. Glee comes back April 10th

2. Glee covered Somebody That I Used To Know

3. Darren Criss/Blaine my favorite character sings it

4. FREAKING MATT BOMER IS GOING TO BE ON GLEE

5. Matt Bomer can sing

6. Blaine has a brother named Cooper who will be played by Matt Bomer

7. Matt Bomer is gay

8. Matt Bomer has KIDS (adorable)

It was just a lot to take in and I may have overreacted. You had to be there.

I REGRET NOTHING.

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Doctor Who Challenge

Day 1: Favorite Doctor 

10th doctor! David Tennant was just so entertaining, funny, incredible, etc. I just loved every episode with him in it! :)

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I will love him forever.

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Undocumented thoughts.

I have them. And it's really annoying that when I get into a thinking mood it is never recorded. I need to learn to just write some things down or turn a camera and get it all out or go to the computer but ALAS. One day things will be regular. And that day will be awesome.

I think a lot. And I don't want to keep all my self discoveries to myself. But life gets in the way. Not that I'm living much of one.

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I want to play this game.

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Bleh

Happy 2012! I need to say something. When I have something to say I will.

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Giving away one of each unofficial Doctor Poster to 2 randomly selected people who reblog this.  Thought that might be fun.

Note:  Do not spam reblogs.  That will disqualify you and make you disliked by normal people in general.

If you don’t want to leave it to chance you can get either poster here.

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Jesse on Romance

I have not read my fair share of romantic novels or my fair share of any book really, but common phrases of romance are familiar with me. And they are interesting.

Romance, whether it be of hollywood or a story or real life, it is a big thing. People are interested in it and I'm no psychologist but maybe because it's instinctual or evolutionary or something to want to be romantic as to acquire a mate and maintain a strong bond with that person and such. And by people I mean guy and girls with emotions and feelings. There is the gender stereotype of females being the more mushy type and such (which may be true) but there are women who like to be independent and "don't need no man" and are more realistic and are like I know hollywood's trick and may not care too much about the absurdity of romance. And the guy stereotype of being tough and manly and not crying ever which is cool but you don't have to be cool just to be cool you're human you can worry about stuff and breakdown every once in a while and the "tough" guys don't go to chick flicks or deal with stuff but there are the non stereotypical guy who is a human and loves his mommy and imagines the day when he proposes to the woman he loves which is cute so he shouldn't be ridiculed for whatever his interests are who also enjoys romance. (SIDE NOTE: Isn't it funny how the tough athletic guys have the girlfriends? The girls who want to be pampered and given romantic attention?)

So anyway, romance is a thing. And without the emphasis or the big deal aspect of it then it would be like nothing. That's why when describing a scene of two characters connecting it is kinda intense. It's like our EYES locked and blah blah with passion and feeling and then you feel cute when you read it and it's like that's adorable! And descriptions are like suppose to be really awesome and make you hate yourself and your nonexistent love life. And people seem to be interested in other peoples romantic connections with other people. And human nature I suppose.

I find myself being like WE ARE HUMANS and PEOPLE a lot and that's because humans are awesome. We can do amazing things, and we can do terrible things and we get the decision of choosing which of those things we would like to do. I believe God made us and made us special and separate from animals so that's something cool in itself. Ideas and freethinking is just a nice and awesome and we all want to do stuff I guess. What bugs me a little and what I don't know that much about is like psychology and human tendencies and right now what I like to think is that we're all individuals, we're all unique, we all think differently and we will all act differently and be our own person with our own thoughts and opinions and really we shouldn't all always be predictable because we decide what we do and when someone can classify me it bothers me! But kind of in a I don't know what I'm talking about but I wish this is how the world is kinda way.

I think there is a difference between general romance and then getting into the relationship between a boy and a girl or man and woman and the dynamics of it.

Age is another topic but as a youngster you have the most potential in the world to do things. To make differences and inspire other people and accomplish things as a less experienced person. People really like young people who can do stuff. And I haven't done anything and these years are fleeting and I'm probably failing AP Euro and I see others around me who have so much potential that I thought I would have by this time but I'm still working on it. My peers will have such successful lives and I'm excited for them. And high school reunions is something that I am interested in. Seeing what other people have become.

I've mentioned that change is a constant. We should all always be changing and growing even into adulthood probably. What do I know. But it's like humans have layers. We're deep and sentimental and long term goals and stuff when we're comfortable and in the mood for it and on the outside or whatever we're just making it through the day and living short term and making ends meet and being friendly and wanting a laugh and having all the long term stuff in the back of your mind. Like tomorrow I won't go through the world thinking about this tumblr post but probably worrying about how slow the people in the hallway are being. We have pasts but that was then and this is now and it's not what we have on the top of our minds. But then you see other people analyzing things and you're like are the better than me? maybe, are they smarter? possibly, should I be doing that? You tell me. Gosh! Life and the world is thought-worthy.

Ya know? Cuz I don't.