sad happy

still here as long as you

[javarisx-fightingthosedemons]

[neckkiss]

Palo Alto (2013)

[relatably-depressed-n-anxious]

[konoko]

[jessicaelizabxth]

i feel so anxious everyone’s coming at me left and right today and it’s only 12,

[jessicaelizabxth]

im heart broken, sebastian. the amount of plans we had made are out the window bc one person decided to speed and cut time short. i miss you and i don’t think i can even be in your house without wondering when you’re coming out of the room, open arms and ready to be each other’s company. i wish i pushed you more to come over but now your voice is lost even though i hear it everyday replaying everything you said to be hours before. i’m in pain and i need you here. all i want is to be able to call you and tell you i’m on the way. i miss you and i don’t i’ll ever stop feeling that pls know that i love you and i always will youre my baby brother no one else can steal that title. the purest and most genuine of souls

[dog-teeth]

yall ever just yearn? ever get filled with the most profound sense of longing for something you cant understand? yall ever crave? ever have an unexplainable ache?

[jessicaelizabxth]

if i have no reaction from men i don’t value myself and i feel like i’m on the brink but no one knows and i have to pretend i’m okay but here i am alone again with no one

[jessicaelizabxth]

i’m fucking depressed

[jessicaelizabxth]

i’ll be honest, the feeling of wanting to disappear never went away. now instead of dying, i want to RUN and never be found again bc i have the power to do that it’s just a matter of using it

[jessicaelizabxth]

no matter how many people are around me, in the end it’s always just me

[jessicaelizabxth]

it’s no where but in my head

[jessicaelizabxth]

im in a bad place

[jessicaelizabxth]

i know so many people but i don’t have friends …. no one i can share my feelings with … no one to talk me out of a bad day ..

[ashstfu]

normalize letting whoever think whatever because people are going to misunderstand you anyway

[dankmemeuniversity]

[sadflesh-deactivated20220314]

there is not much happening in my life and yet it still feels like it's too much 4 me