tw ed blog

not pro ana, just a self blog

[th3-saddest-angel]

New years resolution literally just to lose weight omg please bro

[jessisupset]

its 5:14am i am alive and out of my depressive episode i wanna make coffee and keep on with my night/day? idk im so full of energy i dont need sleep but YK WHAT I DID DO? i started my book of shadows thats right i practice witchcraft ahahahehheheahha anyways im gonna grind on minecraft for an hour or two and maybe clean my room anywaysies i just had a whole conversation with myself for half an hour. im so paranoid and that calmed me down but i am literally hallucinating <3

[jessisupset]

i’m scared to weigh myself because i mightve gained weight but ill just brush it off like its water weight and itll go away in a few days……

[jessisupset]

You should try cotton candy pickles

oh my god yes.

[jessisupset]

why is my self image based off if my hair is greasy or not

[jessisupset]

i cant wait to go home and shower my hair is greasy

[jessisupset]

hjgnnghgh i cant wait for school to start again lowkey itll be easier to restrict!

[jessisupset]

little does she know…….

[jessisupset]

i love you all and this community

[jessisupset]

dec 27 2021

breakfast - water (0cals)

lunch - 2 pickles + doritos (200cals)

dinner -

snack - i got very high with my friend and we had lots of snacks so maybe like 1000 lmao thats okay though i had lots of fun

1200??

[justanothersetofb0nes]

This is such a good post.

Connecting with other human beings > loosing 0.006lbs.

[jessisupset]

dec 27 2021

breakfast - water (0cals)

lunch - 2 pickles + doritos (200cals)

dinner -

snack - i got very high with my friend and we had lots of snacks so maybe like 1000 lmao thats okay though i had lots of fun

1200??

[jessisupset]

i cant wait to fit into these corduroys i bought!!! its my main motivation

[jessisupset]

i just had two pickles which i didnt feel bad for BUT then i had doritos……. it came back up lmao

[jessisupset]

i cant wait to be skinny and go to a new school!! im gonna make so many friends and tbh I WANNA BE SOMEONES HALLWAY CRUSH.

[jessisupset]

i wanted to taste the pancakes and not worry my mom so i just spit it all out… they were so scrumbumdiddlyumptious

[jessisupset]

i’m doing it for the stares.

i’m doing it so my family is proud.

i’m doing it so i don’t have to worry about not fitting my partners or friends clothes.

i’m doing it so people finally like me.

i’m doing it so i can prove everyone wrong.

i’m doing it to be skinnier than the girls in my class.

i’m doing it to be petite and fragile.

i’m doing it to be asked how i did it.

[jessisupset]

i just took 250 mg of benadryl, AND IM WORRIED ABOUT wait idk i forgot

[jessisupset]

big mistake… stick to weed mf…