𝘪'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 ,

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘭𝘢𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 ,

[jesther]

#JESTHER , A PRIVATE & MUTUALS ONLY WRITING BLOG FOR JESTER LAVORRE. ANTI-WOTC. PRIMARILY BASED ON PERSONAL HEADCANONS. VERY LOOSEY INSPIRED BY CANON. BLOG WILLL FEATURE HEAVY & MATURE THEMES. 21+. PLEASE READ GUIDELINES BEFORE FOLLOWING. LOVED BY FAWNE. SHE / HER, & 31.

A STUDY IN : THE CREATION OF A GOD. IF SHE DAZZLES , NO ONE WILL LEAVE. LONELY GIRLS. LAUGHTER STITCHED WOUNDS. JOY WORN AS COSTUME. PRETENDING IS LIKE BREATHING. A MASQUERADE SMILE. A FRAGILE KIND OF LIGHT. LOVE THAT BEGS TO BE KEPT. HOLDING ON TOO TIGHTLY.

YOU ARE THE ONE WHO CHANGES PEOPLE , WIDOGHEAST. ♡

GUIDELINES , DOSSIER , PROMPTS , PROMPTS FOR CROW.

[zachrp]

ᝰ🚬 𝚉𝙰𝙲𝙷𝚁𝙿 .ᐟ OLIVIA RODRIGO - YOU SEEM PRETTY SAD FOR A GIRL SO IN LOVE (2026) PROMPTS. CHANGE ANY PRONOUNS IF NECESSARY. SOME MATURE THEMES MAY BE PRESENT.

we fight over who i'm hanging out with like a real couple.

all the girls at this party are so cool.

why can't you come stitch me up?

one night i was bored in bed and stalked you on the internet.

i feel dirty, i feel rotten.

i think we might go really nice together.

god, i love the way you look at me.

i tried to win her over with my cynical humor and yacht rock music taste.

it's better than begging for you to stand up for me.

you know you can take me anywhere.

i'm a car speeding down the boulevard without a brake.

you will never know my sorrow.

i like your big sister.

nobody's wanted somebody more.

it's getting harder every day.

it's a thing that i can't ignore.

time can heal even the worst of wounds.

i want you more than any stupid song could ever say.

went to the doctor and she said i was fine.

kiss me and i might drop dead.

past mistakes are just new information.

man, it feels like god threw me a bone.

you're being fucking weird.

man, i wonder what you think is gonna go down?

so i guess that it's true.

i met him at a party, i think he was on drugs.

i'd love if you held my hand.

they say modern love's a cruel endeavor.

i'm not feeling like myself and nothing ever seems to help.

you're posting another pic in clothes that i know are his.

new york city's never looked so blue.

my head is full of poison, and my heart is full of doubt.

i know that the bar closes at 11, but i hope you never finish that beer.

you're so, so pretty, boy.

i thought i'd done enough, but they keep moving the line.

why'd i try at all?

these days, i've got expectations.

i feel like i might throw up.

it's a small world when it only can revolve around us two.

pick me up, walk me home.

you say you can't stand to watch me cry a minute more.

i regret you and how long i stayed.

let me be direct, just stop.

that's it, i win.

i don't wanna talk.

would you sit and keep me company?

let's go steady, let's go out.

i'm a sad shell of a woman and i've got maggots for brains.

what if this isn't what i want?

it's feminine intuition.

that's never been a thing that i could do.

i'm going crazy, i'm going mad.

i went to a party but only on principle.

i'm a penny in a fountain just waiting on my luck to change.

took a couple months but now i am secure.

i'll do anything.

i love you, baby, i promise.

with a hand on my heart, i swore.

i know everybody changes, but i hope that we don't.er

i've been saying that like every night.

you've seen me truly happy, so you know right now i'm not.

i just reach and you're right there.

if there is a god, he's the bond that's between us two.

i'm too shy to say what i see when i dream of you.

i thought that we played the perfect couple.

tell me something honest so the memories turn dark.

i wish you loved me less.

you know i could never leave.

here's to hoping.

sometimes, at a low point, i even wish for tragedy.

they say that honest love is a cage that makes you feel free.

all that i want is to sit here silently and watch movies on tv.

it's not enough.

maybe i'm a petty bitch, but you made me resort to this.

i think you're what's wrong with me.

i like you better by a million times.

my head is spinning and my stomach is sick.

i have this thought when i lay in bed at night that i feel trapped inside my life.

everything i own just feels like ours.

what can i do but think of you?

last time that i checked, i won.

i'm a zombie in my body.

it's getting to me, embarrassingly.

i want you, baby, so bad.

you're lookin' like an angel on the walls of versailles.

i'm paranoid i made you up.

it's crazy how i used to visit your town like a tourist.

i often get the feeling that i'll never want somebody else.

some nights can be so fucking lonely.

i've been droppin' hints all night.

what a shame you're not here.

i won't settle for a guy with a fake job.

all my ex-boyfriends have heard these lines.

it'll never be the cure.

maybe it'll fix itself tomorrow.

give me back my time and i will give you back your heart.

i'm cool and forgiving.

all that i want is to know undoubtedly.

i'm not hiding it well.

i could try convincing you they're just intrusive thoughts.

let's just go to bed or something.

somehow, it's the weekend, i'm still bored out of my skull.

it's like somebody put a weight on my chest.

the cigarette smoke is a smell that i know.

have you ever been to japan?

i'll take what you're giving.

he wasn't smart or funny, i convinced myself he was.

sometimes, i get overwhelmed and way too far ahead of myself.

fuck it, whatever.

i'm sleeping in my dress and my high heels.

yeah, i've got hope, yeah, i've got drive, i will not lose my faith.

i thought that he was perfect, and now his number's blocked.

i had big dreams 'til i tied myself to you.

i know he'd come over and take real good care of me.

why can't it ever be enough?

tell me yet again about when we met and what you thought of me.

i keep looking for distractions.

he had a great apartment and a car his parents bought.

take me out to dinner.

if you promise, we can go real slow.

i'd love it if you walked me home.

babe, i think this is the end.

i feel right, i feel wrong, i feel totally insane.

let's get married when we both turn twenty-five.

i've got in my head.

i resent you for not being brave.

i should talk to a friend, but i can't get out of bed.

my day was so mundane, i don't think i left the house.

i got a feeling wounds are healing.

i thought i found the antidote this time.

it feels like medication, and it's good for me, i'm sure.

don't think my future husband's at this bar in silver lake.

i can't help but imagine what you say when you speak with me.

you're in my way now.

it's so weird, he's not here.

i always had a vision of us standing like this, all pressed up in the bathroom line.

you should feel how i feel when somebody says your name.

i think that you're killer with your floppy hair.

my friends are smoking blunts in the bathroom.

are we too attached?

so, where'd you get that confidence from?

i'm not kissing any boy that is passive.

tell your friends that you're mine.

it's a little hard to stomach all your amateur moves.

they say it's a virtue to not let good love slip away.

in the dark, i'm not scared.

i can't eat, i can't sleep.

you said that i made loving look easy 'til i made it hard.

if you let me stay the night. well, i think i might just have to stay forever.

could you make it clear?

you linger in the air just like a bad perfume.

let's just walk in the dark.

maybe i'm a stubborn overthinker but i've been thinking over this a lot.

maybe you're just tryna get me riled up now.

kind of insane how you keep calling, but you never get the message.

it's too hard to describe this in a way that feels honest.

[jesther]

#JESTHER , A PRIVATE & MUTUALS ONLY WRITING BLOG FOR JESTER LAVORRE. ANTI-WOTC. PRIMARILY BASED ON PERSONAL HEADCANONS. VERY LOOSEY INSPIRED BY CANON. BLOG WILLL FEATURE HEAVY & MATURE THEMES. 21+. PLEASE READ GUIDELINES BEFORE FOLLOWING. LOVED BY FAWNE. SHE / HER, & 31.

[connorwyndham]

DIRTY DANCING (1987) directed by Emile Ardolino.

[kaisources]

- -. ݁⁺ ⊹ : THE LONG AND WINDING ROAD . . . roleplay sentence starters based on complicated friendship, mundanity, &. uncertainties films ; the puffy chair. genre: slice of life, family, romance, hurt and comfort, angst.

Come here. I'm sorry.

I wanted to make sure you knew what you were leaving behind.

Do you know how much you're gonna miss me?

You sure you don't want me to come?

I got some things to do. We talked about it.

If you could pull off it would be fucking awesome, you know?

I'd take it, you know what I'm saying?

What do you want to know about [name]?

Oh, I see what this is.

Dude, dude, I'm your man!

You're a good guy, obviously.

What do you want me to say?

I'm picking you up for a road trip.

What are you doing in the bushes, you fucking weirdo?

Come on, come on, get out. It's beautiful, isn't it?

I'm glad that you bought this pizza, you know? And that we get to share it.

I'm so happy to meet you. I've heard a lot about you.

You pushed the right button on that one.

I'm getting used to it, you know what I'm saying?

I know you loved that fucking band.

So is this like a road trip then?

I didn't know it was your birthday.

You don't think [he/she/they] would dig it?

I don't know, I was actually reconsidering it.

You were pretty pumped about it a while ago.

It's just this is sort of like a representation of life, you know what I mean?

For whatever it's worth, we are on this road trip and it's all about connecting.

Hey. Are you mad? You seem mad.

Are you disappointed in me?

I want you to have some faith in me on this.

I'm gonna take care of it, all right?

I'm gonna get us some alone time, all that stuff.

I'm gonna go get the room for us and you just mostly stay out of sight.

Why I gotta stay out of sight?

it's just a way to get the room a little bit cheaper.

I'm sorry, excuse my language.

All right, I got Plan B.

Um, this is gonna kind of suck, I'm gonna warn you right now.

Would you mind if I just slept in the van tonight?

How the fuck am I gonna do this without [him/her/them] seeing me?

Just go right here, I'm not gonna look.

I'll be there as soon as I can get a free second.

What are the things about me that you love?

What do you mean what kind of question is that?

I'm just trying to pick your brain about little things.

Why can't you believe me?

I don't understand why we always blow up over these little things.

You know what? Fine. Go to bed. Good night.

Nothing is bothering me. That's the point.

Look, I really want to apologize to you.

I know I lied to you. I'm sorry.

Now, if you'd just hold onfor a second.

I'll be right out there, okay?

Is this a fucking joke or what?

Let me just check with you real quick.

Look, a picture doesn't have all the details.

You're serious, and you're not joking.

You want to say something to me, go right ahead and say it.

I'm supposed shit my pants because you're all kind of silent and mysterious and shit?

I'm gonna kind of have to fix this.

I don't know, if you want to just chill out in the car or something, that'd be cool.

All right, you hang loose. All be there in a minute.

Are you gonna tell me what just happened or are we just gonna, you know, enjoy the silence?

What do you think I said to [him/her/them]?

Why are you so defensive? I was just asking what you said.

I wasn't insinuating anything.

So we pretty much have the whole day to do nothing.

Are you hungry? Let's get something to eat.

You still haven't shown me where you work.

I thought you left.

Don't get pumped up about this.

What is that supposed to mean?

I'm talking about the essence of [name].

All right, you know what? I'm not gonna stress about this.

I can't be held responsible.

It's gonna be fine. It'll work out.

Can you hand me the phone real quick?

I want whatever you are drinking.

Hey, I'm gonna make a toast.

I will not look elsewhere for happiness.

How come you never played that before?

You keep putting on the wrong accent on the wrong syll-a-ble

You know what your problem is?

What got into you tonight? Are you okay?

What happened? What's going on? What's going on?

What do you think's gonna happen to them?

What the fuck is your problem?

I don't know why you want to be in a relationship because you can't stand anything that is remotely romantic.

Will you calm down, please?

You're not gonna get out of it this time.

I need to know if you take me seriously, because if you don't, I should know about it.

I know I always say this: Don't get upset.

We should not be having this conversation right now 'cause it's late and this is a bad time--

I deserve better than this.

That's basically what you're saying, right ?

I'm talking about the fucking negative feedback that I get from you all trip!

What the fuck, dude? Why do you want to be with me?

You can't do it, and you know why?

I'm fucking sick of feeling guilty about it.

I'm sick of trying to be somebody that I think you're gonna like.

What do you mean you don't know?

It just wasn't supposed to be.

Sometimes it just doesn't work out, you know?

Are you kidding me?

You weren't there.

I didn't roll my eyes. You made that up.

Why are you upset with me?

I'm kind of ready to leave this place behind.

I'm sorry, I can't do it now.

Will you just open up the door so I can at least look you in the eye?

I want you to go away!

I'm not gonna stop doing this until you let--till you come talk to me.

We need to talk about this. I know you feel this.

I'll give you $2,000 if you keep your mouth shut.

I don't want to talk about anything right now.

Do you ever fucking talk about any godamn thing in the world?

You just want to ignore me?

I just want some peace, I just want to drive in peace.

I'm not pulling out in the middle of nowhere to let you out because you don't know how to take care of yourself!

I can't do it anymore.

Oh, my God. What you crying about?

You didn't tell me a thing. What is going on with this?

It's kind of a funny story. It's sad but funny.

Are you saying that 'cause you think I want to, or do you want to?

I'm real glad you're here.

[luchia-a]

Jester Lavorre

[jesther]

i really, really want to indulge myself and follow an au with crow that i had as my main verse. in jester's origin comic, marion was involved with trying to expose lord sharpe ? and i just think of that applying to other criminal groups. and jester being so young when some of this is going on. and as much as it breaks marion's heart, her love for jester and her safety above everything. so jester being sent to live a quiet life in the empire, specifically blumenthal ? so, she gets to grow up with caleb. she's an outsider to his connection with astrid and wulf. she has no ability with magic or learning it. at least not until the traveler comes into her life, which everything stays the same there. and when ikithon takes caleb, is when that lowliness is born ? she sneaks to see caleb in the beginning, but obliviously that changes. she is pushed out of his life? she's alone outside of the traveler, who i think convinces her is a much bigger world out there than in blumenthal and in a friend that no longer has want of her. i think the very first thing she seeks to do is return to nicodranas and her mama. and then everything just kind of falls into place semi-canonly from there ?

[jesther]

good morning sunbeams 🧁 ! i am wishing you each a week that brings you all the good things that you deserve. today's reminder is that you deserve to be shown the same kindness and love that you show others. you place so much time, energy, and effort into the world. you deserve the same treatment. not just from others around you, but yourself as well. start small, find something you like about yourself. it is so easy to forget to show ourselves grace and kindness. thank you for existing and making the world a better place because you are here. if no one has told you today, i am so proud of you.

today is mostly normal for me. i am going to do my usual house chores on top of some other things i have to do. my sister did not bring my niece over, so i got to sleep in this morning ! i really am hopeful i can get to the computer today to get some writing done.

[halzune]

How do you want to do this?

CRITICAL ROLE [PROJEKT] Funball

[jesther]

me returning to this blog.

[jesther]

▍⋆˙ ۶۟ৎ @tueurloup : sometimes you have to listen to me. every now and again it might be nice.

hands are pressed firmly upon hips, as the tiefling moves forward to dip out of moving crowd. the irritated flick of heart shaped tail, bright violet hues rotated upwards to clouded skies over head. ❝ i totally had that handled. all you had to do was distract him ! ❞ words shaped in the form of lies. merchant had spotted her the moment she reached for cinnamon dusted pastries. they reminded her of nicdoranas, the spice a favorite used there. it makes her homesick. the feeling does nothing for her, not here in a city she does not belong. the traveler has long since grown quiet, a loneliness that jester wears heavy. new traveling companion has lightened it only in small ways. certainly not a fan of her mischief, at least that of sticky fingers in market stalls. ❝ ugh, i'm so hungry. ❞ she groans, ensuring she's heard by him as hands wrap around her midframe. so maybe the carriage, the clothes for the horses ? had been a tiny bit of a bad idea. pouch of gold, much lighter than she was willing to admit. ❝ i bet they totally weren't that good, not like the ones nicodranas has, you know ? ❞ jester rattles on, as though his words to listen were not spoken.

[jesther]

if i am refollowing your blog, i sincerely apologize ! my mutual checker was messed up yesterday and i have no idea why ? but i am working on refollowing everyone, promise.

[jesther]

i woke up with so much joy and whimsy today ?

[jesther]

starter call !

[kaisources]

˚˖𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒𓆩❤︎𓆪˚.⋆ : I WANT THAT FAIRYTALE . . . a collection of rom-com roleplay sentence starters romance comedies from NUMEROUS FILMS ; maid in manhattan. genre: romance, slice-of-life, comedy, love, fake relationship.

Come on. Get your coat. We gotta go.

You want to do your speech for me?

You can't just turn them off.

I'm not really feeling it.

You got something on your face there.

I like how you name the people.

What do you call me behind my back, I wonder.

l'm cool with that. I surely am.

Maybe we can disappear one day altogether.

You know what l just heard?

All I'm saying is, it could be you.

You know what l'm saying?

Why not? Anything is possible.

You son of a bitch!

l had no idea anyone was here.

Oh, good Lord. Here, let me.

Oh, God. Your hand's bleeding.

You don't need to see it. No.

What, "playboy"? That's a compliment.

Llisten, you know, you're a public figure. lt's news. So what?

Whose side are you on?

Sometimes you have to listen to me. Every now and again it might be nice.

If there's anything you need, please call me.

Can you look at me for a minute?

Where are you going?

Oh, my God. I'm sorry. I'm so clumsy.

One day, we're looking at rings, and the next day, we're breaking up.

Listen, my darling, I'm going to be late. I'll call you later, okay?

Could you just hold up those two outfits?

Could l ask you an enormous favor?

l know this isn't your job, and l'd never normally ask, but I'm so….

Please. You look like you're someone who knows the difference between taupe and caramel.

You think it's gonna rain?

I just got sent on an errand. I'm already late.

I'm gonna go in your closet. I'm gonna put it on for you.

Can l just ask you one question?

What do you say, am l right or am l right?

l got you. Don't forget the bags.

l'm not gonna have time to change.

Please tell me you're kidding.

Don't do this to me.

What am I supposed to tell [him/her/them] this time?

Tell somebody who believes you.

Can you not say a word somewhere else?

You know, it happens sometimes.

I never want to do that again, okay?

You're going to do better next time.

Come on, you know you wanna open it.

Are you going to keep me company today?

You know, I am really sorry about all this.

What's with the face?

Why are you stealing my tissues?

You know, come on. You only live once.

My God, is your mind always on the pepperoni?

All right, here's the difference between me and the goddess.

No, no, come on, get out of there.

You're gonna get us in trouble!

You're supposed to be helping me out in here.

What are you doing? What are you doing?!

When will you or l ever get to try on a $5000 anything?

What's the cook making for lunch?

Do I look as stupid as you think l am?

I know this offends your sense of fairness, but I'd like to win.

Relax. You're starting to lose your hair.

What are you listening to?

I know who you are.

Who told you to ask these questions?

What's the difference these days?

What are you doing up here? What are you talking about?

Let's not forget. I'm a kid and l need fresh air?

Weren't you saying how you wanted to stretch your legs?

Come with me, if you're free.

Let's go. You're gonna have to hold it. Come on!

I want you there at 1 :00, okay? All right? Okay?

You don't know what you can do until you have to.

There's not a lot of choice. You get used to it.

I always get nervous before l go on.

Do you want to sit down?

So how long are you in town for?

Sometimes I feel like I live there.

Oh, my God! Did I get anything on it? Is it okay?

Don't believe everything you read.

I want to show you something. Follow me.

l got it. lt's fine. l'm good. Don't worry about me.

Look at that. It's like two different worlds.

l'd like to point out it's paparazzi-free.

Sometimes when I have to stand up in front of people, my heart kind of races, and l can't remember my words.

I had to find something to draw the nervous energy away from my heart.

It's not quite as boring as it sounds. I don't know, are you interested?

Wait a minute. lsn't that the guy who hired [name] to get pictures of you?

I don't get it. Why would you go?

Won't everyone know you're there just to expose yourself?

l didn't. You put it that way.

You shouldn't serve yourself up, no matter what the cause.

Why don't you tell me what you really think.

You really want me to tell you what l think?

Monday... l'm busy. Sorry.

We gotta go. We're gonna be late.

"It's complicated." What kind of answer is that?

Look, what am I supposed to do? Make the bed with me in it?

Look who's here. Let's review the last hour, okay?

Can you handle that for me?

Don't write it down. Just remember it.

I assume you know the reason you've been called here.

Where are you? I know you're in here.

You know what? You had no right!

Do you know what you've done?

If you wanna do me a favor then mind your own business once in a while.

What we did today was wrong. But you didn't really lie. Not technically.

Letting someone believe something's true when it's not is just as much a lie as a lie is.

I hate to break it to you, but I don't think [name] is after your money.

What do you mean, "so"? What if somebody from the hotel sees it?

I hate to break the bubble. You can't tell it's you.

You do one spontaneous thing, you think you're going to hell.

Do you understand this could be bad?

Do you know what this is gonna cost me?

I thought we had a moment.

You look good in anything.

Who does [she/he/they] think [she/he/they] is to talk to me like that?

How sweet of you to remember.

l hope you didn't think I needed reminding.

You're staying in the Park Suite, right?

Another interesting day now, huh?

All right, what's up, mystery man?

You're in trouble. What are you laughing at?

Well, l mean what is it? Is it on the lnternet l'm an ex-couple?

I am terrified to ask what that was about.

You want to hear something strange? I invited you to lunch, and you came, only it wasn't you.

Maybe you should spend real time in the projects and then you wouldn't have to make up speeches and memorize them.

lt's not like you're breaking some law.

Yo u don't get it. None of you. There was something different about [him/her/them].

Don't say, "love."

You are not in love with [name]. [He/she/they] is not in love with you.

You have no connections, affiliations or loyalties. You're from two different worlds. Do you hear me?

I don't have anything to wear to this thing.

What do you need? Tell me what you need.

Just go and get it over with.

What am I doing here, [name]. This is all a lie.

It's more like a dream, you know? For one night, you're living it for all of us.

Don't think about tomorrow. Just think about tonight.

And this, this is who you really are.

I only came to tell you that this, you and me, can't go anywhere beyond this evening.

Want to dance?

You have to listen. I know you're used to getting your way.

What a night. I mean, who isn't here?

Do I need to know something that I don't know already?

I like a good mystery, you know.

You better do what you're supposed to because [name] thinks I distract you.

Nothing, just until this minute, I didn't know what that was.

Do you have somewhere else to be?

What l can't figure out is, are you running towards something you want? Or are you running away from something you're afraid to want?

Look, l've made so many mistakes already. l just don't want to make it worse.

There's something you don't know, okay?

You were mesmerizing.

If tonight is all we have, stay. Please.

Do you think that's too obvious?

I thought it would be impolite to correct you.

What the hell's happening here? Why are you dressed that way?

Jesus Christ! The press is gonna have a field day with this one.

I can assure you it has never happened here before either.

You are slipping. You should've noticed something. I am disappointed.

I can't help but feel that this is partly my fault.

After all, we've only got each other to get through this humiliation.

Actually, I made a decision a moment ago. It was long overdue.

I don't get it. What just happened?

What was all this, some kind of bet? A little game of what, get-the-guests?

Who's kidding who here? Think you would've looked at me if you knew l was the maid?

You didn't give me a chance.

Was I supposed to introduce myself while taking a leak?

All right, you want the truth?

There was a part of me that wanted to see what it felt like to have someone like you look at me the way you did, just once.

If l could rewind the past week, I would.

Was any of it real?

It was so real it made me wonder how l was ever gonna give you up.

l had to give you up. That was the plan. And then, last night.. l couldn't.

What are we gonna do for dinner? You hungry?

Will you look at me?

What were you thinking, going out with someone like that?

It must really burn you that I think I have the right to go out with [him/her/them].

lt's all my fault. You know what? It's all right. l'll be fine.

I love you, okay? I do.

There's nowhere to go from there.

Keep dreaming dreams that will never happen.

I'm going to take that chance without any fear.

I know, but it's like fate.

I know everyone makes mistakes. And it's a sign of character to give a person a second chance, right?

Even if someone lied, they should be forgiven.

l'm just trusting my instincts here.

Look…. Can we start over? Second chance, second date?

[jesther]

also, i will be removing jester from the baldur's gate III fandom. i'll probably dip very loosely back into inspiration from canon. i am going to clean up the blog today. but i am so excited to be back on her and it's really made me so happy !

[jesther]

GUESS WHO GOT HER BLOG BACK,