Tags: Idol Jin × fem!reader| Established relationship | MDNI | Mature| Jealous Jin| overstimulation| Make out in dressing room|
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A/n: The smut isn't extensive as it originally wasn't planned that way but I got carried away. Jealous Jin has got to be my favourite. Apologies for a late update, life gets in the way of writing. Either way I hope you enjoy jealous Jin as much as I do.
What happens when you compliment the boys and Jin can't stand and watch.
It was awkward for you when you first started dating Jin to interact with people close to him. It was a natural reaction honestly because he was surrounded by famous people all the time, something you weren't which anyway wrecked your nerves and second Jin was very close to members, they were his second family and you were always afraid of not making a good impression on the members or getting on their bad side. So, at first you kept your distance but it was Jin who insisted to at least try talking to them. In his words,
"they're not that scary, wild but not scary. They're just like me."
So you did give it a shot, you tried and it took you a couple of attempts but eventually you fostered a relationship with each of them over the year that was unique to you.
You got along best with Namjoon since you both liked to read which gave you both a lot of talk about, you shared recommendations, talked about trashy shows and movies and sometimes just weird things like what's the most useless superpower in the world.
Likewise you got along with Jung kook over anime though you watched them pretty less but since you were younger than most guys in the group, your bond with him was similar to his and Jin's.
With Suga it was similar to that of Namjoon minus the book talks, Hobi and you were coffee partners (you don't even remember how that happened), Jimin was definitely your gossip partner, he always had gossip and otherwise loved to hear your office gossip but your bond with Taehyung was the most unpredictable, but it all changed one day when you complimented Tae's vest when Jin wasn't present there.
"Hi Tae," you said as soon as you walked into the room, trying to pass a comfortable smile.
"Hello. Where's Jin hyung?" He asked almost immediately going back to mindlessly scrolling through his phone. It wasn't that Tae wasn't friendly, quite the opposite, he was a lovely guy but Tae liked silence more than chatter as you heard from Jungkook, so you backed off from trying to force him into conversations he wouldn't like.
"Ah, he's just coming. He hasn't arrived yet. I just stopped by to give him this," you show the bag in your hand which had Jin's jacket he left in your car.
Tae nodded, then he suddenly questioned, "I heard you're editing a video of some other band?"
You nodded. You were a social media manager here for a new girl group so it consisted of you editing some content sometimes.
"I am, it's a bit difficult because the takes aren't perfect and there's a deadline to the post."
Tae nodded again. You noticed the room fell silent again and you would have left it if it were not for Jin's words ringing in your head. So you tried again, this time you thought since you didn't know Tae well, it would just be the best to compliment on the vest that he was wearing.
"That's a gorgeous vest by the way, one you're wearing. Quite unique."
His eyes immediately lit up.
"Really? You do?" He had the most beautiful, boyish smile you could have ever imagined. A part of you wondered if you found the key to become friends with him.
"I do. It's very beautiful. Not everyone can pull off the colours on it." You reciprocate with an equally warm smile. He got up from where he was sitting, approaching you.
"Thank you so much. It is a difficult colour combination. It was my grandma's last gift she got me before she.." you didn't need him to continue the sentence. You knew about it.
You almost involuntarily reach his arms gently and offer a warm smile, "I can see that she had a beautiful vision."
The compliment melted him completely and somehow it made it so easy to talk to him. Until Jin arrived, you stood there talking to him about him and his plenty of other fashion things he liked wearing, talking about his grandmother, the most absurd fashion choices you guys made when you were younger.
The conversation came to a halt when Jin came and simultaneously you got a call from your manager to report back to work. You barely were able to say goodbye to either of them before rushing back to work. When Jin asked you at night what you and Tae talked about, you just told him vaguely that you talked about clothes.
That's how it became a ritual to compliment whenever you two met each other. At first Jin didn't notice it, he was just happy that you were finally able to communicate with Tae but he slowly started noticing how Tae would smile a little too much while talking to you.
"Baby, can I ask you something?" Jin asked one day while you were in his kitchen, wrapping his arms around your waist.
You hummed in response.
"What do you and Tae actually talk about?"
Obviously you were a little surprised as to why Jin was asking but you also didn't pay heed to his question as such, you assumed it was just his curiosity.
"Well, it's just stuff. We talk about clothes, fashion, how with girl groups it can be really different. I remember we once talked about his family but usually just fashion. Can you believe he genuinely asked me the other day if a gold accessory suits him better or silver? Tae asked me that! It was genuinely surprising especially when he's got such a good fashion sense." You replied turning around in his hold, wrapping your arms around him.
Jin was a little amused, "his family, really? You guys must be closer than I thought."
You smiled proudly telling him you hit a jackpot making friends with one of the most handsome people in the industry. Safe to say it offended him a little but he also quite agreed that Tae was indeed pretty handsome,
"not more than me obviously," that was Jin's final words on that.
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As time went on, compliments grew more comfortable and obvious to everyone around.
"That's some really nice jacket Y/n, people are going to feel threatened here."
"Ah Taehyung, killing with those hair, aren't you? Too much for the world to handle."
"Y/n, seriously? I didn't think anyone was going to beat my outfit today but clearly no one can beat your overalls."
"Saw that jacket on a model yesterday but our Tae certainly wears it better."
This kept going on for months until one day Jungkook asked you about it, so you just told him the truth, that was how you connected with Tae the most, even Hobi asked you if your compliments were only reserved for Tae to which your response was to shower Hobi with compliments making him giggle.
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"Y/n, bandana on or off?" Tae asked randomly while you were hanging around their practice session.
You thought for a moment and then told him it was better with the bandana.
"I knew I could trust my partner on this." Tae meant it as a joke. By partner he meant, fashion partner and you knew about it but little had you known that Jin was standing around the corner listening to you two talk. He wasn't eavesdropping, he just came by to get a bottle of water and heard Tae say "partner" which struck him weirdly.
Namjoon who was sitting on the floor besides Tae suddenly interjected, "seriously are you always just going to compliment him? I wore a nice hat today, aren't you going to say anything about it?"
You looked at Tae and he comically came and threw his arms around your shoulder, minding a significant gap between the two of you so that neither of you felt uncomfortable.
"She only compliments me. Isn't that right, partner?" Tae held his hand up for a high five. Laughing you give him a high five.
"Sorry, Joon, compliments are our thing."
You were still laughing when you noticed Namjoon's eyes falling behind you and you instinctively turned around to look behind you and saw Jin standing a little too close to you.
"What are you guys talking about?" He suddenly asked.
"Just how Y/n and I only compliment each other, it's kind of like a thing between us, isn't that right Y/n?" Tae said with a smile.
"Of course. He compliments me, I compliment him. Like today he complimented my necklace and I complimented his shirt." You tell Jin.
"But seriously though, can't you compliment my hat?" Namjoon asked again, his lower lip puckering out for attention.
You chuckled and shook your head, "don't try to wiggle your way into our thing."
Tae laughed nodding but then you felt a hand holding your waist tight enough for a pull.
"I didn't know you went about complimenting the boys." Jin finally said something. It was his hand holding your waist tightly which pushed Tae's hand across your shoulder to fall completely.
"Well mostly just Tae but sometimes I've complimented Hobi as well."
When you get a proper look at his face you realize his face was tense even though he was trying to keep a straight face. You instantly worried if it bothered him.
"Hyung, it's nothing serious, that's just how we bond." Tae clarified, maybe he noticed Jin's hold on you which made him stand further away from you.
Reading the room, Namjoon also got up and went to Yoongi, leaving the two of you alone. That's when you finally talk to Jin properly.
"Jin, does it bother you?" You asked calmly.
At first he didn't say anything for a moment but then he said, "Of course not, why would it bother me that you compliment Tae or Joonie or Hobi. I just didn't know you were this close to the guys."
"Are you sure? You seem a little tense?" You were failing to understand if it didn't bother him then what elicited this reaction out of Jin that drove everyone else away.
"I'm sure, I just noticed it today, that's it." He replied trying to reassure you.
"Back to practice! Everyone round up." Unfortunately before you could talk further, practice resumed leaving your conversation unfinished.
Throughout the practice as you stood around, all your focus was on Jin and wondering exactly why he was still so tensed. Even during practice he made a lot of mistakes and missing his cues. Until last night, even till the morning everything was fine then why was suddenly being out of place.
And because Jin messed up during practice he was forced to redo choreo alone during breaks which allowed you to talk to Tae and other staff more about trends and tik toks they could shoot but even when you turned to notice Jin he was somehow aggravated.
"What's up with Hyung?" Tae asked as you both watched Jin.
You shrugged, "I have no clue."
"Did you guys fight or something?"
You shook your head, "everything is perfectly fine. We hardly argue anyways but he's suddenly so tense."
What you didn't realise was Jin's attention on you and Tae through the mirror which infuriated him for some reason. He kept messing up the more he looked at the two of you talking. He couldn't help but wonder what it was that you were talking about so much for. How come he hadn't noticed you guys were close enough for Tae to put his arms across your shoulder or for your relationship with Tae to be close enough to notice little details about each other. Jin didn't like whatever he was feeling, he couldn't help but want to get in between the two of you and listen to what was so interesting that you kept laughing every two seconds.
"Jin, what's up with you? You were doing fine just before." The instructor called him out.
Jin apologized for his mistakes and requested a short break, a request that was granted because he had constantly been practicing for 2 hours.
But the moment the request was granted Jin walked across the room towards you and leaned in.
"Can we talk outside for a bit?"
You were puzzled but you agreed, following him into an empty changing room. The moment the door closed behind you, you were pushed against it and you felt Jin's lips on yours.
Usually Jin was very soft with you, kissing you slowly, driving you slowly towards an edge but this was nowhere close to soft. It was rough. It was demanding. This was bruising. He was kissing you with a force that you had never felt coming from him. It was needy, desperate like he needed you right then and there. His hands were everywhere, in your hair, on your back, pulling your waist, on your neck, pulling your body close enough that even air could not escape you. He kept tugging your lips and then deepening it by running his tongue across your lips. The moment you moaned into the kiss, his tongue pushed past your lip and ran across your tongue. He was battling with your tongue, making sure you knew exactly what his mouth was capable of.
When you finally separated for air, you finally ask, "Baby, what's up with you? Someone could literally enter right now."
Jin shook his head, "Just need you." That was all he said before he pulled you in for another kiss before you could even protest. He kissed you again with passion, in his changing room, against the door even though your moans could be heard on the other side of the door but that didn't stop him, he kept going and going until there was a knock on the door that only you heard.
"Jin, the knock-" he kept kissing you though so you tap his shoulders again to no avail. You had to push him away a little to separate him from you. His heavy lidded eyes open, mixed with lust and hunger for you.
You run your hand through your clothes, straightening them out before turning around to open the door enough to peep out to check who knocked.
It was one of the staff.
"They're calling for Jin."
You nodded telling her that he'll be right out.
When you do turn around Jin was still looking at you.
"They're calling for you." You tell him.
But he brings his thumb closer to your lips and grazes it, "your lipstick is all smudged."
You freeze for a second at his gesture then ask, "Are you sure you're okay-"
"Can you come over tonight?"
He interrupted you again. What was going on with him? Why was he being so- desperate? Like he couldn't keep his hands off you.
"Can you just tell me first what's going on?"
But he kissed your cheeks and said, "I'll make dinner."
With that he left straightening his clothes and hair, leaving you with a whirlwind of emotions and heat running through your body. You hadn't realized how turned on you got by his sudden actions until you were left alone in the room with your legs feeling wobbly as an aftermath. You stay there for a bit, evening out your breath, checking yourself out in the mirror before you walk out as well into the practice room.
All you hoped was that no one would find out about your little make out session in the changing room.
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You couldn't wrap your head around your steamy little session in the changing room today. Jin has never lost his composure, not in public. He has never kissed you at the company, ever, then why did he suddenly kiss you today?
You ring Jin's doorbell, expectantly waiting for him to open the door.
You were welcomed by a fresh out of shower Jin wearing his grey hoodie and sweatpants, momentarily making you forget all your thoughts from the afternoon.
"Jin, what came over you today?" You ask as you follow him into the kitchen.
"What do you mean?" He questioned back without turning to look at you and going back to stirring whatever he was cooking.
"You know exactly what I mean. You've never kissed me at the office. You could get caught and if it gets leaked you know how much of a problem that would create."
You were serious. For now everything was hidden, only members and few of your friends knew about it but nobody outside of it.
He didn't reply instead he bought closer to your mouth spoonful of soup, "Can you taste this for me?"
You reluctantly taste it, moaning at the soulful taste of the soup. Jin chuckled at your moan, shaking his head.
"Should I make it more spicy?" He asked and you shook your head, telling him it was perfect as is.
You ultimately decided that it was best to talk about things after dinner.
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Finally after dinner you were waiting for Jin on the sofa to continue watching the show you guys had started, maybe even talk about the afternoon when your phone suddenly rang up with a notification. You pick your phone to check it was Tae's message. He had attached a video to ask you if you could shoot with him tomorrow.
You were only midway texting back when Jin sat down next to you, his arms immediately closing around you. You smile at the warmth of his body.
"Who are you texting?" Jin asked snuggling closer to you.
You momentarily turn your attention to him before replying, "Oh, it's Tae. He apparently wants me to shoot with him tomorrow."
You feel him getting tense against you, "why is he asking you?"
You shrug still replying. Jin certainly didn't like the attention with which you were responding so he closed his palm around your phone, hiding your screen beneath it.
"Babe, I'm texting," you whined trying to loosen his grip around your phone.
"Exactly, and I'm here next to you. Can't you focus your attention on me?" He took your phone away from your grasp, landing it behind him and pulling you closer with a gasp.
"Jin-"
"Do you really have to text him back right now?" His hold on you was tighter now. His face leaning closer to yours, heading towards your neck.
"I'll just take a second." You try to tell him but your eyes flutter with the way his lips found a way into the crook of your neck. He was kissing your neck now, his lips nipping softly at your skin there. Your hand by default grasps the hoodie he's wearing.
"Why is all your attention on Tae today? Can't you just spend time with me? Focus on me?" He asked, his voice low as still kept kissing down your neck.
"Babe- it'll just take a mom-" but you end up moaning when his lips suck at the spot behind your ear that drives you crazy.
"Just focus on me. You're with me right now. Why can't you give me all your attention? Why are you still texting him when I'm right here?" You barely register his words when he keeps kissing down your neck but some of it made sense to you.
"Why do you keep complimenting the boys? Laughing at their jokes? Having things you only share with them. Save them for me, baby, just me."
And then it hit you, he was jealous. He was being clingy and desperate because he was jealous.
You smile to yourself and allow your hands to slide under his hoodie, "Does my talking to the boys make you that jealous?"
He moaned against your neck pulling you on top of him, "I can't help it. Didn't like it when Tae kept making you laugh instead of me. When he kept calling you partner. I should be the only one calling you that."
You gently pull back, your hands travelling to his neck forcing him to look into your eyes.
"You're jealous because I laughed at something he said?"
He nodded making a move towards your lips but you stopped him by pressing down on his shoulders.
You clicked your tongue, "that's why you got all desperate and needy in the changing room."
Jin's hand resting on your ass leaves to pull your face down by your neck.
"Wanted to kiss you right there, have you right there. It took everything in me to not bend you over right there but I only wanted your moans for me." He tugged you closer to him, his lips hovering over yours.
"How could you let Tae touch you when I was right there? He put his arms around you and you let me watch. Baby, you have no idea how it drove me crazy." And then he kissed you before you could defend yourself.
He didn't wait for you to adjust to his pace, instead he grabbed your body and pushed you down over the couch. His mouth never leaving yours as he ruts his body against you. You moaned as his teeth nipped at your lower lip.
"Think you need a little reminder that I'm your man. Your only man."
And he attacked you again. He doesn't let any words pass through your lips before he's kissing you everywhere. Reminding you exactly what he can do to you. He kisses you like a possessive man, like a predator, hungry, fatal for you.
And then he went down on you like a starved man. He didn't just eat you out, he devoured you from the inside while you kept shaking but he didn't stop.
"One more, baby, just one more." He kept saying.
He liked overstimulating you, driving you closer to the edge then denying you orgasm until you were crumbling mess over his sofa. He made sure your legs kept spread out for him, only for him, that only his fingers were reaching that spot that made you see stars. He kept making you cum over his fingers and his mouth until he needed to be inside you.
"fuck- baby- just like that," you encouraged him with every push.
He wrapped your legs around his torso allowing him to dive deeper inside of you, "fuck- you think I'd let anyone hear you moan for them. No, it's all for me. All your laughs, all for me."
"Yes- all for you baby, only for you." And every time you said it, it spurred him on even more. He'd pick up his pace, thrusting inside of you roughly.
"Could have fucked you right there today but needed you like this, all wet and messy under me, making a mess all over my place." He moaned into your ears.
"Needed to hear you scream my name, only for me."
His words drove you to the edge again.
"If this is how- ugh- fuck- you get after being jealous, I should make you jealous more often." But that only resulted in him flipping you over and pushing into you hardly, all the while his hands circled your clit as if he was punishing you for something making you scream louder for him.
"Try it baby, try it. Then I won't stop fucking even if someone knocks then. Someone could walk in but I'll still fuck you, like this," emphasizing with a push. His possessed words rang in your ears until you were a whimpering mess, falling over his couch.
It took a couple more thrusts until you both came all over the sofa.
Once he pulled out of you, he collapsed on top of you, his lips kissing you softly, all his lust replaced with the sweet, gentle Jin you knew.
"I'm sorry if I was a bit harsh."
You giggle, running your hand through his hair, "I think I should make you jealous more often now."
Jin pulled up pouting, resting on his arms to look at you, "please don't. I don't think I have it in me to watch someone else being all over you."
You gently cup his face, offering a smile, "You've got nothing to be worried about. I only love you. Besides nobody makes me laugh as much as you do."
He smiled and leaned down, kissing your nose, "I better be the only one making you laugh."
"Hmm, I mean Tae has his moments you know-"
But before you could finish that sentence he picked you up, throwing you over his shoulders and walking into the bedroom.
"I think you need a round two to remind you again who's the funniest."
Genre: angst, fluff, age gap, sister's best friend, pining, formulae 1 au, romance, socioeconomic gap
Summary: Formula 1's golden child, Kim Seokjin has everything: fame, money, women, and a life built around speed and excess. Arrogant and used to getting exactly what he wants, nothing ever holds his attention for long.
A family wedding brings him back home, where he's greeted by his younger sister, still resentful of his constant absence, and her best friend, you, her inseparable plus-one.
None of it is new. Except this time, he can't seem to stop noticing you.
Which is a problem, because you're his sister's best friend, nearly a decade younger than him, and the last person he should ever be drawn to.
Content: sister's best friend; age gap; 8 years age gap; billionaire au; socioeconomic gap; F1; angst; old money; opposites attract; toxic seokjin; cold seokjin; character development; fluff; romance; jealousy; forbidden attraction kinda; denial of feelings; emotional constipation; future smut; pining; yearning; unresolved sexual tension; pining disguised as annoyance; and loads of misery be i love it; jinkook cousins; playboy seokjin (kinda); soft seokjin; toxic relationships
Word Count: 5.5K
Author’s Note: hi hello hola how are you all!!!! they finally got me at work and made me do a whole lot of labour 😖 so please excuse me for the delay in the delivery of this babe. this chapter moves a tad bit slow but i kinda wanted that to happen. chap 3 is already in the works and a monster in making. we are talking 13k words at the very least. yes, i did get high when i started writing it so yeah you know how it goes. anyways pls pls pls drop comments, let me know your thoughts, it really helps me to keep writing.
The next morning, you’re ripped out of your sweet sleep by a relentless pounding on your bedroom door.
You don’t even need to check who it is. With a groan, you drag yourself out of bed, crack the door open just enough for Rachel to slip through, then immediately turn around and collapse face-first back into your pillow.
She gasps. “Oh, absolutely not miss girl!”
The mattress dips beneath her weight before she yanks your duvet clean off you. Cold air immediately hits your bare arms and legs.
Without a word, you reach blindly for the blanket.
“Nope. This is so not happening.”
She pulls harder. You pull back. It quickly turns into a full-blown tug-of-war.
“Come onnnn,” she whines. “We’re going to the farmers’ market!”
“I hope you get lost in it,” you crane your neck just long enough to shoot her a glare. Your grip loosens for half a second. It’s all the opening she needs as she gives the duvet one hard yank, sending it tumbling onto the floor. Defeated, you flop back against the headboard.
“I really really hate mornings.”
“I know.” Rachel grins. “That’s why this is so fun.” She sticks her tongue out.
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A quick shower later, you settle on a pair of linen shorts, an oversized white T-shirt tucked loosely into them, and your favourite trainers before heading downstairs.
The breakfast table is already lively. Mr. Kim is halfway through the newspaper, Mrs. Kim is discussing the day’s itinerary with Dan and Mia, while Jungkook is helping himself to steal fruit from everyone else’s plates instead of his own.
You go to take a seat in between Rachel and Jungkook.
Mrs. Kim sighs.
“Martha, would you mind checking?”
The housekeeper smiles knowingly. “Of course, ma’am.”
Rachel nearly chokes on her coffee. “That brat is still asleep?”
Almost on cue, footsteps echo across the hallway.
“The brat’s been awake for hours,” Seokjin says as he strolls into the dining room. “She’s sitting right there.”
He is dressed in a navy knit polo with the sleeves pushed lazily to his forearms and ivory chinos sitting low on his hips. It accentuates the broad line of his shoulders before hugging a lean waist. His hair is still slightly mussed from sleep, loose strands falling across his forehead, softening otherwise sharp features.
Rachel scoffs, fixing him with an unimpressed look though the pout tugging at her lips gives her away.
Seokjin chuckles under his breath before leaning down to kiss his mother on the cheek and then slides into the empty chair directly opposite you
Your gaze lifts on instinct. It catches his for the briefest moment. You immediately drop it back to your plate, suddenly finding your scrambled eggs far more interesting.
Nice. Way to make that weird.
To your relief, breakfast passes without you making a complete fool of yourself. Three hours later, you’re weaving through the bustling farmers’ market in the neighbouring town.
The market was much bigger than you’d expected. One minute you were looking at baskets of peaches, the next you were standing outside a shop selling handmade ceramics, and a few doors down there was another filled with leather bags and little antique knick-knacks.
Every time you thought you’d reached the end of it, another narrow street opened up with even more shops waiting to be explored.
At some point, the group of you had split up not long after arriving, everyone wandering off in different directions while you and Rachel stuck together. And, Rachel, naturally, wanted to stop at every single shop.
“Do I need another candle?”
“Not really.”
“What if it smells really nice?”
“You already own twelve that smell really nice.”
“And? Thirteen never hurt anyone.” You snort as she disappears towards yet another little shop. Shaking your head, you drift toward the stall beside you instead. Rows of hand-painted olive oil bottles sit alongside little ceramic dishes no bigger than your palm, each one more intricate than the last. You pick one up, turning it over in your hands.
A few minutes pass as you look at the bottle, checking the price twice before reluctantly placing it back where you found it. It’s beautiful, but not that beautiful.
Just then your stomach grumbles. You’d barely touched breakfast. Mornings and food had never really gone hand in hand for you. You figure it’s about time you find Rachel and grab something to eat.
Your eyes drift to the little shop she’d ducked into a few minutes ago.
“Rachel?” you call, stepping inside. The sweet scent of vanilla and lavender hits you immediately. Shelves lined with candles stretch from floor to ceiling, every available surface crowded with little jars, wax melts and ceramic holders. You look around but there is no sign of her.
Thinking she must’ve wandered into the next shop, you step back outside and poke your head into the boutique beside it.
Still nothing. You stop for a moment, scanning the street again. Somehow, she’d vanished. And well you’re not really surprised. After all, it wouldn’t exactly be out of character for Rachel to get distracted.
The chatter from the market begins to fade the farther you walk, replaced by the occasional clink of cutlery from cafés tucked away in quieter corners of town.
You pause in the middle of an alley. This definitely wasn’t the way you’d come. You glance over your shoulder and the rows of market stalls are no longer in sight, hidden somewhere beyond the maze of narrow cobbled streets.
“…Perfect.” You sigh as you fish for your phone. Only to find your pocket empty.
Right. Rachel had shoved it into her tote earlier because your pockets were too small. Of course.
You let out a quiet groan, turning another corner in the hope of finding your way back.
Instead, you find yourself in an even quieter lane. A handful of potted plants sit outside shuttered windows. Laundry sways lazily between two old stone buildings overhead. The afternoon sun barely reaches the ground here, the tall walls casting long patches of shade across the pavement.
You decide the smartest thing to do would be retrace your steps. A man brushes past you as you turn the corner.
You think nothing of it until, a few moments later, you catch him again out of the corner of your eye. He’s walking in the same direction, his gaze lingering for just a second too long before sliding away.
Probably a coincidence, you think and turn down another lane. So does he.
A small knot settles in your stomach.
You will yourself to not panic but pick up your pace nevertheless. It was a busy town full of tourists. People happened to walk in the same direction.
When you chance another glance over your shoulder, the distance between you hasn’t changed. Your mouth suddenly feels dry.
The footsteps behind you sound closer now.
A soft curse slips under your breath as you break into a run. The sound following you changes almost instantly. He’s running too.
Your breathing turns shallow as you fight the urge to look back again, your vision darting desperately from one unfamiliar street to the next. The market has long disappeared behind you, replaced by narrow lanes that all look frustratingly alike.
Your lower lip trembles despite your best efforts to steady it. You blink hard, refusing to let yourself cry. This is so not the time, tears!
You round another corner far too quickly—and slam straight into someone. A startled gasp tears from your throat as the force sends you stumbling backwards. Before you can hit the ground, large hands shoots out, steadying you by the waist.
“Hey—”
You don’t think. Your heart lodged somewhere in your throat, you shove against the stranger’s chest in blind panic, trying to wrench yourself free. You’re not going to get kidnapped. No way.
“Hey—hey.” His grip loosens almost immediately. “It’s me.”
Your breathing remains ragged.
“It’s me,” Seokjin repeats, quieter this time. “Look at me.”
The words cut through the panic just enough for you to finally do as you’re told and you lift your head. Warm brown eyes search yours, his brows drawn together in a frown. A few blond strands have fallen across his forehead, the rest of his features unusually stripped of their usual indifference.
“…Seokjin?”, you gasp.
Only then does Seokjin really look at you. Your chest is heaving beneath the thin white T-shirt now clinging to your skin, damp with sweat from running. Tiny wisps of hair have escaped your ponytail, sticking to your flushed cheeks and forehead. His gaze instinctively drops before he catches himself and looks away almost as quickly, clearing his throat under his breath.
Your eyes darts straight past Seokjin’s shoulder, searching the empty street behind him as though expecting someone to appear at any second. He catches the movement immediately and follows your line of sight, turning to look over his shoulder.
The lane is empty. His jaw flexes as his gaze returns to you, lingering over your tear-bright eyes and uneven breathing.
“What happened?”
For the first time since you started running, it sinks in that you’re safe. The tightness you’ve been holding in your chest finally snaps. Your eyes burn. You blink once, willing the tears away. Then again, but it doesn’t matter. The first tears slip away anyway, followed by another.
“Oh…”
You let out a shaky laugh that sounds far too close to a sob. Oh well, there was no stopping them now. The tears come all at once. Before you know it, you’re pitching forward, your forehead pressing against Seokjin’s chest as you sob. All the running catching up to you like if your body has decided for you that it can’t hold itself up anymore.
Seokjin goes rigid. For one bewildered second, he simply stands there, staring over your head, every instinct telling him to do something while simultaneously offering absolutely no clue what that something should be.
He can feel your shoulders shaking against him. Each breath comes in uneven little gasps, the kind that make your whole body jolt, like you’re trying to breathe and cry at the same time.
Without really thinking about it, one hand settles against the middle of your back. He rubs it once, awkwardly, then again, a little slower this time. The other comes to rest lightly against the back of your head.
“It’s alright,” he murmurs, voice gentle. “You’re okay.”
It takes a long while before the sobs ease into uneven sniffles and your breathing begins to settle. Seokjin doesn’t rush you. He simply waits, hands falling away once he’s sure you’re steady enough to stand on your own.
He eventually walks over to the little convenience shop at the end of the street, returning with a bottle of water. He twists the cap loose before handing it to you, then gestures towards a weathered wooden bench.
“Sit.”
You do.
“What happened?”
You drag in a shaky breath. The cool water soothes your throat enough for you to finally speak.
“I lost Rachel at the market.” You let out a small, embarrassed laugh. “I thought she’d just wandered off into another shop, but I ended up getting lost instead. I couldn’t even call her because she had my phone.”
You swallow hard. “Then I noticed this man had been following me. He kept showing up behind me. Every time I turned into another street, he turned too. I thought I was imagining it at first, but…” You shake your head. “So I ran. He started running too. After that I don’t really remember where I was going. I just… kept running.”
Seokjin doesn’t interrupt once. He simply watches you, his expression unreadable, his eyes never leaving your face. Suddenly, painfully, you become aware of how dramatic you must sound. Unable to bear the silence any longer, you let out an awkward little laugh.
“On the bright side…” You glance down at your trainers. “I definitely got my steps in.”
Still not speaking, Seokjin studies you for a long moment. There’s still a faint tremor in the hand wrapped around the water bottle. Your eyes are rimmed red, lashes clumped together from tears. You’d been terrified. He has half a mind to go back and look for the bastard.
The thought is interrupted by a loud growl unmistakably coming from your stomach.
Heat floods your face so quickly you swear it reaches the tips of your ears. Of all the moments. You keep your eyes firmly fixed on the bottle in your hand, wishing the ground would kindly open up and swallow you whole. From the corner of your eye, you catch the faintest twitch at the corner of Seokjin’s mouth. It’s gone almost as quickly as it appeared.
“When did you last eat?” he asks, finally breaking the silence.
You clear your throat, still refusing to look at him. “Breakfast.”
Without another word, Seokjin pushes himself to his feet. You look up, confused, as he brushes the dust from his trousers before extending a hand in your direction.
“What?”
“Aren’t you hungry?” he says, “Come on.”
You blink at him, hesitating only a moment before placing your hand in his. His grip is warm and steady as he helps you to your feet, letting go the second you’re standing.
He starts walking. You find yourself falling into step beside him without another question.
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Half an hour later, the two of you find yourselves tucked away in a cosy little cafe hidden at the end of a cobbled side street. The place is small, barely a dozen tables, with mismatched wooden chairs and the comforting smell of fresh bread drifting from the kitchen.
Seokjin watches in amusement as you make quick work of the grilled chicken sandwich and rosemary fries you’d insisted were “way too much food” barely ten minutes earlier.
The corner of his mouth threatening to lift. You don’t notice his gaze until you’re reaching for the last fry. Your eyes flick from him to your plate before heat immediately creeps up your face. Right. You’d practically inhaled the entire meal.
Suddenly very aware of yourself, you slow down, forcing yourself to take much smaller bites as though that somehow erased the last ten minutes you were busy hogging the food on the table.
“…What?”
“Nothing.”
Once you’ve finished, you set your fork down and wipe your hands on the napkin before looking across the table at him.
“…Thank you.”
He glances up.
“For lunch.” You offer him a small smile. “And… for earlier, too.”
“I didn’t do anything.” He tells you before giving a small nod.
You sit in silence for another moment until curiosity gets the better of you.
“What were you doing in that alley anyway?”
“I was at my studio.”
You look at him, confusion written plainly across your face.
“Studio?”
“Mm.” He sets his coffee down. “It’s a little outside town. I’ve had it for a few years now.”
You look at him expectantly, waiting for the rest.
“I go there to paint.”
Your eyes widen as you search his face, half expecting him to admit he was joking.
“You paint? Like actually?”
The look on your face draws a quiet laugh from him. He can’t quite help it. Your brows are practically in your hairline, your lips parted ever so slightly as you continue to stare at him in complete disbelief.
“What?” he asks, a hint of amusement still lingering in his voice. “Is it that hard to believe?”
“N-No.” You shake your head a little too quickly. “It’s not that.”
“Then?”
“It’s just….” You search for the right words, gesturing vaguely with your hands. “I always pictured you doing… I don’t know, literally anything else. Partying, travelling, gaming….painting genuinely would’ve been the last thing to cross my mind.”
Something flickers across his face. He tilts his head ever so slightly, his eyes settling on yours with renewed interest making you suddenly squirm on your seat.
“So…” he says slowly, “You think about me? Tell me more.”
The question catches you completely off guard. Your eyes widen, flush immediately creeping up your neck.
Is he flirting with you? There could be no way, right? You shake your head to snap yourself out of your delusion.
“What? No—I mean— that’s not..” You let out a laugh. “I meant everyone has an image of you.
“I just meant everyone has an image of you. And hey, you aren’t exactly the average person,” the words come tumbling out before you can stop them. “It’s not a you thing. I mean, it is a you thing, but only because everyone knows who you are.” You continue, feeling strangely compelled to defend yourself.
A knowing smirk settles at the corner of Seokjin’s mouth. He lets the silence stretch, watching you flounder, it’s painfully obvious he's enjoying every second of this.
Deciding the only way forward is to abandon the conversation entirely, you clear your throat.
“So…” You reach for your glass, avoiding his eyes. “Since when have you been painting?”
Thankfully, he lets you change the subject.
“I was nine when I started,” he says. “Never really stopped after that.” He takes another sip of his coffee before adding almost as an afterthought, “The landscape hanging in the hallway outside your room at the manor is mine.”
You stare at him. That painting is incredible. You’d assumed it belonged to some artist Mrs. Kim had discovered on one of her many trips abroad.
“…Wow. I… didn’t know,” you murmur, more to yourself than to him.
But he hears it. Seokjin watches you for a moment, his head tilting ever so slightly. Suddenly, he leans forward, resting an arm against the edge of the table. The movement is subtle, but it somehow makes the space between you feel much smaller.
His eyes meet yours. When he speaks, his voice is low and even, “There’s a lot you don’t know about me.”
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“Oh my fucking God! You really were trying to give me a heart attack!”
Rachel all but shouts the moment you come into view.
By the time you’d made it back to the little square where everyone had agreed to meet, the rest of the group was already waiting. Seokjin had walked you over from the café and, despite it being barely a ten-minute walk, you were quiet grateful he had. The lingering unease in your chest from the encounter earlier hadn’t quite faded yet.
“Where the hell did you disappear to?” the two of you blurt out at the exact same time.
You both stop, glaring at one another. Rachel is the first to crack. Her lower lip juts out into an exaggerated pout.
“I was so worried,” she whines. “You didn’t even have your phone. I need to put an AirTag on you!”
You huff and fold your arms across your chest.
“You should be extra nice to me now.”
Rachel either doesn’t hear you or chooses not to. She’s already rummaging through the paper bags hanging from her arm.
“Aha!”
Before you can ask what she’s doing, she plops an outrageously colourful crocheted bucket hat onto your head. The thing is an assault on the eyes. Neon pink melts into sunflower yellow, electric blue collides with lime green, and somehow there’s even a strip of orange wedged in between.
“There!” She claps her hands together, looking entirely too pleased with herself. “I knew this was so you the second I saw it.”
You reach up instinctively, fingers brushing the hat. It is… something. It is so hideous that it is almost charming.
From the corner of your eye, you catch Seokjin watching you. You think it’s almost a smile, but it’s gone before you can make sense of it.
“Oh, wait!”
Rachel digs through another bag before pulling out an almost identical hat and shoving it onto her own head. You take one look at each other and immediately burst into laughter.
Dan deadpans, “Perfect. If either of you gets lost again, they’ll spot you from space.”
A round of laughter breaks out
“Seokjinnie, take our picture!”
Rachel holds out her phone. Seokjin barely glances at it before pulling his own from his pocket.
“My camera’s better,” he says. “I’ll send them to both of you.”
You and Rachel immediately fall into increasingly ridiculous poses, laughing so hard that half the photos are probably unusable anyway.
“Show us!” Rachel says the moment he’s finished.
Seokjin glances down at the screen.
“…My phone died.”
Rachel groans dramatically.
“You’ve got to be kidding me.”
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Which one looks better?
You hold up the two pair of earrings in front of the mirror, turning your head from one side to the other.
You’re wearing a soft pink midi dress with a sweetheart neckline and subtle floral embroidery along the hem. It’s simple, elegant and just dressy enough for an occasion like this. You’d bought it months ago after convincing yourself it was an investment piece. One nice dress you could wear over and over again. Paired with nude block heels you’d practically lived in for every wedding and formal event over the last three years.
Your makeup is light—a little concealer, mascara, softly lined eyes and a muted pink lip. Your hair falls in loose curls, half pinned back with a small pearl clip.
Rachel steps up beside you, squinting at your reflection.
“Hmm…” She reaches over, swapping one pair of earrings for the other. “Definitely these.”
You give yourself one last look in the mirror before taking a slow breath.
Tonight marks the first official wedding celebration. Over the past few days, the manor has gradually filled with relatives, old family friends and close friends flying in from different corner of the world.
Your palms are a little clammy as you follow Rachel outside.
The back gardens have been transformed into an open-air celebration. Lanterns hang from the branches of old olive trees, casting pools of golden light over the winding paths. Round tables dressed in crisp ivory linen overlook the vineyards beyond, each one overflowing with white hydrangeas, garden roses and flickering lanterns. A jazz trio plays beneath a pergola draped in climbing jasmine as guests mingle with champagne flutes in hand.
The scene is so impossibly picturesque it barely feels real. And, as always, you feel just a little out of place.
It’s not that you aren’t confident or don’t know how to carry yourself. You know how to read a room, when to not speak, and, more importantly, when to excuse yourself from a conversation.
And yet you never quite shake the feeling that you don’t belong in rooms like these. Which when you think about it, is only the truth. Catching yourself slipping down that familiar train of thought, the same one that always seems to creep in at any Kim family celebrations, you mentally scold yourself.
You smooth an imaginary crease from your dress before accepting a champagne flute from a passing waiter.
An hour later, you find yourself standing with Rachel and a small group of her cousins and family friends, quietly listening as the conversation drifts from art auctions to ski trips to charity gala taking place later in the summer.
After a while, your attention begins to drift.
Your gaze wanders aimlessly before landing, almost by accident, on Seokjin.
He’s standing with his father and a handful of older men, one hand tucked into the pocket of his trouser and a champagne flute resting loosely in the other as he listens to whatever is being said.
He’s dressed in a perfectly tailored charcoal suit paired with a crisp white shirt, the top few buttons left undone and the sleeves rolled back just enough to reveal his watch. His blond hair is swept neatly back, save for a few loose strands that have escaped to fall across his forehead.
The soft evening light catches the sharp line of his jaw as he turns his head, something one of the men says drawing a small smile from him.
It would be a blatant lie to say he doesn’t look infuriatingly handsome. It would be a bigger one to say your traitorous heart didn’t skip a beat again. As though sensing your attention, he turns his head ever so slightly. Your eyes snap back to the conversation before he has the chance to catch you looking.
Rachel excuses herself when Mrs. Kim calls her over, leaving you with the small circle of guests. “I’ll be back in two minutes,” Rachel promises before disappearing into the crowd.
You barely have time to take another sip of your champagne before the conversation shifts.
The conversation drifts to the recent restoration of Ashcombe House, one of the country’s oldest privately owned estates.
“…..which is exactly why I still think they’ve overdone it,” one of the older women says.
“Seems like they’ve also restored half the charm out of it.” A woman beside him laughs.
“You’re impossible, Sandra. Had they left it the way it was, you’d have complained it was falling apart.”
“There’s something to be said for letting old places show their age.”
You find yourself smiling.
“I think both of you are right, actually.”
You speak before you can stop yourself. Several pair of eyes look at your direction.
“You want to preserve it well enough that it’ll still be standing a hundred years from now,” you say before you can second-guess yourself, “but if you restore away every crack and every imperfection, it stops feeling like a place that’s actually lived through those hundred years.”
One of the older women offers a polite smile and gives you an approving nod, “That’s…a good way of putting it. Have you been to Ashcombe?”
“No.” You shake your head with a small laugh. “Just read far too much about it.”
She smiles, clearly amused.
“Well, you certainly sound like someone who has.”
The woman standing next to you chuckles, turning towards you with newfound interest. “Have you always been interested in restoration, then?”
“Architecture more than restoration,” you admit with a smile. “But I’ve always found the process fascinating.”
“How lovely.” She says. “Was it your family’s estate that sparked the interest?”
You blink, momentarily caught off guard by the question. “Oh, no,” you answer. “Nothing like. My family’s never owned an estate.”
“I see.” Her smile remains perfectly polite, but something shifts all the same. Another quiet pause settles over the group. It’s subtle enough that nobody else would probably notice, but you do. The conversation resumes a moment later, only now it seems to flow around you instead of through you.
The realization settles in your stomach with uncomfortable familiarity. Taking the hint, you offer a polite smile. “If you’ll excuse me, I’m just going to find the restroom.”
If they hear you, they don’t show it.
You lock the powder room door behind you and let out a slow breath, meeting your own gaze in the mirror.
The burn of the subtle humiliation still stings, but you remind yourself not to make more of it than it was. It’s not a big deal, you tell yourself. You stay there for another five minutes, giving yourself just enough time to collect your thoughts before smoothing your dress one last time.
You straighten your shoulders before heading back out with a silent resolution to keep to the sidelines for the rest of the evening. This way you still get to enjoy your evening.
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For what has to be the tenth time tonight, Seokjin smoothly sidesteps yet another conversation about his love life.
Apparently, no amount of championships, endorsements or business ventures will ever be as interesting as whether he’s finally seeing someone seriously.
However, he has long since mastered the art of smiling at the right moments, offering vague answers and steering the conversation elsewhere, all without appearing remotely bothered.
It’s exhausting nonetheless.
His attention drifts before he can stop it. And for the nth time this evening, his eyes instinctively scan the gardens. You’re nowhere to be found.
His mind flickers back to the conversation you’d been having with a few of his aunts earlier. He remembers catching only a glimpse from across the lawn, just enough to notice your smile falter before you’d excused yourself. For a fleeting moment, he wonders whether someone had said something they shouldn’t have. It won’t be far fetched considering his aunts.
Then he dismisses the thought almost as quickly as it arrives. Whatever it was, it has nothing to do with him.
His phone vibrating in his pocket provides a welcome distraction. Glancing at the screen, he murmurs a quick apology to the group before stepping away to answer the call.
His PR manager sounds equal parts exasperated and resigned as she reminds him that, for future reference, leaving the hotel separately from a Victoria’s Secret model would’ve spared everyone a great deal of trouble. The tabloids had already decided he’d found the love of his life, and convincing them otherwise was proving considerably more difficult than expected.
Seokjin listens with half an ear, “offering the occasional, distracted “Mm.”
Just as he turns to head back towards the party, someone walks straight into him.
“Oh my God—I’m so sorry. I’m so, so sorry,” you rush out, the apology tumbling over itself as you steady yourself. The moment you look up, your eyes widen.
“Seokjin.”
One corner of his mouth lifts.
“I’m flattered but you do know there are better ways to greet people yes?”
Heat immediately creeps into your cheeks.
He watches the colour bloom across your face, warm and impossibly soft beneath the garden lights. Before he can stop himself, an absurd thought crosses his mind—that he wants to brush his knuckles over your cheek, just once, if only to find out whether they’re as warm as they look.
“I’m sorry, okay?” you mumble, brushing an imaginary speck of dust from your hair. “And, for the record, it’s only happened twice.”
A quiet huff of amusement escapes him. “Where were you off to, anyway? Don’t tell me you were trying to sneak?”
Your eyes widen. “W-what? No?”
Seokjin watches your flustered expression with unmistakable satisfaction.
“I was just escaping Rachel," you sigh, before he can make anything more of it. "Rachel's been pulling me from one conversation to the next all night and I love her, I do but...” You exhale. "I needed five minutes."
Seokjin looks at you for a moment. "That makes two of us," he murmurs
You glance up at him quickly, like you weren't expecting him to say that.
"So." You hold a finger to your lips, a small smile pulling at the corner of your mouth. "You saw nothing. I saw nothing."
You turn and leave before he can get a word in. Seokjin stays exactly where he is, watching you go, the faint trace of your perfume lingering in the space you just left.
You bother him.
That's the only word for it. Ever since you showed up, you've been bothering him. He hasn't worked out why his camera roll has a photo of you in that hideous hat that he has had every opportunity to delete and hasn't. He'd like to think he just forgot, but that's not it and he knows it. Or why, he took one of you at all, not you and Rachel, just you. Or why, when you'd buried your face in his chest in that alley, his heart had stuttered. Or why, more nights than he'd like to admit, he keeps coming back to the feel of you against him — and the fact that he hasn't quite been able to want it to not happen again. And why, on the terrace, he'd stepped closer than he should have, close enough to feel the warmth coming off you & enough to notice the small mole just above your lip — and then spent the better part of that night wide awake, staring at the ceiling.
He reminds himself, not for the first time this week, that you're his baby sister's best friend. That you are, by every reasonable measure, off limits — not that that's ever been enough of a problem before. You weren't his usual type by any stretch. He’s never once had to talk himself out of something like this before, which, he thinks, is its own problem entirely.
Being jealous around your yandere!boyfriend brings him so much delight.
“Baby, no one’s going to take me from you,” he murmurs against your ear, almost shaking with excitement and devotion. “I’m all yours, completely and utterly yours.”
To be wanted and desired by you, to feel your possession… it’s thrilling, he can hardly contain his growing arousal.
Just knowing that your heart twists with jealousy when another person flirts with him brings him immense satisfaction. It goes both ways, just like you belong to him and HIM alone, he belongs to you! He wouldn’t dare allow someone to touch him, he’s yours!
“What are you laughing at? I don’t see anything funny.” He cant look at you. He stares out the car window instead.
“Because you’re jealous.” You reply. “When he wasn’t doing anything.”
“He was-“ Yoongi starts, but, defending his case would just make it worse. He brings his knees up to his chest, resting his arms on his knees.
You stop picking on him. It was funny at first, but you can see his eyes welling with emotion.
“Yoongs.” You prod. “Talk to me.”
He turns away further, hurt.
“Whats the problem?” You insist. You werent going to let it go until he admitted it. You pull the car over.
“C’mere,” you open your arms and he… just leans until his head is pressed against your shoulder over the middle console.
“i love you,” he mumbles, trying to keep his voice down so you couldnt hear the trembling. “Thats the problem. And he knows that.”
“He was being nice,” You try to ease him.
“He was too friendly.”
“Okay? What was I gonna say, Ive got a boyfriend? I dont.” You awkwardly lean his way, resting against him just as he was doing to you.
Yoongi is silent.
“Ill tell him I do next time.” You hint, nudging him.
“What?” He looks over at you. His eyes dart away from yours.
“Do you want to be my boyfriend or not?”
“I-“ he rubs his eyes. “Fuck. Sure… okay.” He sits up. “Yeah…. Please.”
You reach to rub his shoulders while he composes himself.
“I didn’t think you liked me back,” he confesses, still wiping his runny nose. He finally gathers the courage to peek at you. The sight of you makes him all fuzzy inside.
“Of course I like you- I love you, Yoongi. So much. You’re everything to me. Thats why…” you pause, sighing. “Thats why I don’t worry about other men. It doesn’t matter. I don’t want anyone but you.”
He subtly smiles, hiding the way embarrassment colors his face.
“Now you’re just being corny.” He pushes your arm away.
It this is ooc throw tomatoes at me please I have zero idea what Jin fans really want!!! I hope this lands!
How long can Jin keep a straight face before your antics in public become too much?
Poker face. Jin sfw (? a bit suggestive)
The fabric of his tie tightens as you slide the knot with your hands.
“You look handsome.” You praise, smoothing his crisp dress shirt with your palms. Jin is fixing his hair in the nearest reflection. He doesn’t say anything at first, focused.
“I know. Thank you.”
“Is this event stressing you out? Youve been quiet.”
He glances at you. His stylist had fixed you up nicely, probably nicer than he would have if he had the time.
“I just have to keep appearances,” he admits. “The consequences of being an idol….”
You know exactly what he means. It’s risky being seen with a anyone when you’re still considered ‘attainable’ by your fanbase. K-idols all suffered from it. Dating in public was a career killer. Jin was tired of it— you knew he was. The illusion had to fade at some point, right? He was too old now to have never dated anyone in his entire career.
“I know,” you confirm, leaning into Jin as he takes a moment to trail his hands up and down your arms, over your shoulders before pulling you closer. He places a kiss on your forehead.
“You look good,” he reminds you. “Almost too good.”
“Whats that supposed to mean?” you reply, inching your head up to press a kiss to his neck since it’s in reach. He pulls back, the feeling making his spine tingle. Your eyes land on him; his eyes crinkle when he smiles.
“It means you wont leave my sight— that way nobody can snatch you up.” He teases, gently wiping a stray eyelash from your skin with the pad of his thumb.
“We should finish up; driver’s waiting.”
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This.. has got to be the most boring event the two of you have ever been to. Elites in every corner. Celebrities, idols, producers, you name it. Waiters wandering around with skinny glasses of champagne, a live band in the corner…
You cant bother to listen in on the idle chatter at your table. If the rest of the boys were here it would be comfortable but Jin has been on solo tour for at least six months now; he may as well be a solo artist until BTS groups back up.
Speaking of, you take a peek at Jin just to check up on him. He seems rather zoned out. You would be too if you hadn’t already done that most of the night. This was so boring…. Did you mention that yet?
Then comes an idea; one that might get you out early. Subtly you move your foot under the table, prodding his ankle. His dark eyes meet yours, everything else about him frozen. A warning. His focus snaps back to the older gentlemen speaking two chairs away from him. He’s just as tired of this as you are.
You nudge him again, smirking a bit. He wasn’t budging at all. If Seokjin was good at anything, it was keeping a straight face. It’s alright, you know how to break him.
Lazily you rest your head on your hand at the table, propping it up as you keep going. Along his leg... towards his knee and-
He clamps a sweaty palm over your ankle, firmly. A second warning. You sigh, turning your head away from him nonchalantly. Jin still doesnt budge.
So, you try again, even with his hand still clasped around your ankle. Just slightly towards the inside of his thigh until you cant go any further. Jin swallows, averting his eyes. Its hard to tell in the warm lighting but he’s definitely starting to get rosy.
Nobody had noticed the two of you just yet. Once Jin releases your leg you finally pull back, excusing yourself and walking by his chair. You place a hand on his shoulder.
"Im going to get a drink, want one?" You muse.
Jin is quick to give you an earful on how annoyed he is with just his hushed tone.
"No. You are going to come back and sit here." He places one hand on his thigh as you look down. "And you will stop making a scene in front of everyone from my record label." He demands quietly.
Yeah. Right. No you werent.
"Yeah, okay," you reply playfully, leaving with a sway to your figure. Jin shifts in his seat.
When you return he's already blindly reaching for your waist to guide you into his lap. Even still, no one pays the two of you any mind.
You sip your glass of chardonnay with one hand and slyly slide your free palm down the front of his dress shirt and towards the belt buckle of his slacks. Jin takes an impatient breath in that sounds like he’s about to snap.
He subtly tilts his head to press his lips to your ear and you shiver.
"I promise you'll regret it if you keep it up. Im serious.”
And so you willingly ignore his threat, ghosting your hand between his legs as discreetly as you can. He shifts-well past already hard. You've succeeded in toying with him. He tolerates it for a few long minutes. You relish in the pulse of it under your fingertips.
He lets you think you're getting away with it. Then, when you set your drink down, he snatches your hand away and takes it in his. No fun. His eyes were still focused ahead of him.
You feel his other palm, which was originally reaching around grabbing your thigh, start to slide inward and you jolt. He was getting you back- and now you had to be the one to behave.
His touch is maddening. A fire starts in your lower abdomen and quickly spreads into a flush throughout your body. Your legs are trembling and your stare is glossed over before his touch slips away. You're left an unsatisfied hot mess.
"Im not done with you," he expresses softly, pressing a kiss to your neck before removing his hands from you entirely. "Sit still and behave yourself. We’re leaving soon.”
Thank you for supporting my previous writing about these babies✨🫠
RM 🐨
— "Baby, you look stunning! But please, don't give other men a reason to see what's mine. This look is for Namjoon ONLY, okay?"
— Of course even if you explain it to him! You'll never win against him. So you ended up changing your clothes.
JIN 🦙
— " Yah! You look wonderful! You can change now"
— He did praise you! But he suddenly handed you a new pair of clothes. Of course! typical Jin!. Well at least he appreciates it.
SUGA 🐱
— "Hm?"
— Believe me! This man doesn't need to say anything! His serious face! his eyes! Were already saying "Go change" so you did change.
J-HOPE 🐿️
— "What a fashionista! Babe you look stunning"
— He likes seeing you wear beautiful clothes! But believe me! he will not let you wear something like that! Outside. BELIEVE ME.
JIMIN 🐥
— "Oooh, baby! Are you sure you want to leave looking like this?"
— He loves seeing you wear such elegant and sexy clothes! However! Those clothes will not last on yah! Why? Because he'll take it off from you himself!
TAEHYUNG 🐯
— "Will you believe me if I say you look amazing? But I don’t want you wearing that out in public, where everyone can stare at you"
— Of course you do! So you can't help it! You head back inside your room and change your clothes.
JUNGKOOK 🐇
— "Damn girl! You look good!"
— You're happy that he likes it!, You even twirl for him! To show him the whole look of the clothes. He then said " "But I don’t like sharing. So either you change, or we aren’t leaving this place at all"
genre: Established relationship (arranged marriage) au; smut
word count: 6.1k
rating: 18+/MDNI
summary: There's a certain amount of expectations placed on a husband and wife when both are the successors to their families' respective companies. Most pressing after making sure the respective businesses are running smoothly? Keeping the family line going, of course. Unfortunately for you and Seokjin, the two of you have been so preoccupied with work that you've neglected to attend to that part of your responsibilities.
warnings: Very thin plot. Discussions of pregnancy and having kids. Explicit sexual content: use of pet names (daddy is used once), multiple orgasms, praise, dirty talk, oral sex (m/f receiving), crying during sex, unprotected sex, breeding kink, creampie. Very sweet, cloyingly tooth-rotting smut :')
credits: Dividers from diviniyae.
You’re mid-review of the financial statements of a potential company your client was trying to acquire, trying to determine whether they’re misrepresenting any of their debts ahead of the acquisition, when the heavy door of your office creaks open. You look up to see who you’re about to be chewing out for interrupting you when you’re met with none other than your mother.
“Mom,” you say, surprised, getting up from behind your desk to give her a hug. “Did something happen? Why did you come to see me at work?” you ask, eyeing her warily.
She waves her hand. “Does a mother need a reason to come see her favourite daughter?”
“Only daughter,” you correct. “Only child, if we’re being exact.”
“My point still stands.” She plops down onto the comfortable sofa in your office. “I ran into Mrs. Byun when I was out shopping a few days ago. Remember her daughter? You two went to school together.”
“Yeah, I hated her,” you reply, sitting back down at your desk to try and work while your mother got to whatever point she was trying to make. “She was a bitch. She broke all my erasable crayons that Dad brought back from France on purpose and she never apologized.”
Your mother sends you the same admonishing look that you’d gotten frequently growing up. “That’s very polite, ______. Anyway, she’s very pretty now, married well too. Mrs. Byun told me that her son-in-law left the family business to start his own company! They just bought a new building downtown,” she gushes.
“You came here to talk to me about seeing Mrs. Byun and her daughter’s family?” you grumble, hand flying to your temple. “I have a lot to do, mom. Unless you’d like me to run your law firm into the ground.”
“When will you give us a grandchild?” she says dramatically. “At least Jin’s parents have a few already. We don’t even have one.”
So that’s what her impromptu visit had been about. The glint of the heavy band around your ring finger catches your eye as if it, too, is agreeing with your mother.
You look up from your screen to shoot your mother a tired look. “Give it a rest, mom,” you groan. “It’ll happen when it happens.” She looks at you through narrowed eyes, but her begging for a grandkid is nothing new, has been ongoing since you and Seokjin had gotten married. As an only child, you have it far worse than he does, because at least his parents could content themselves with their elder son's grandchildren. You didn’t quite have that luxury.
It’s not like you’re against having kids. In fact, now that you’ve comfortably settled into your role as partner and assembled a reliable team of associates that you trusted to deliver quality work, you think there isn’t a more perfect time to start. You knew when you’d first begun meeting with your parents’ choice of pre-arranged suitors that children would simply be an eventual part of the equation, not a negotiable term you could choose to opt out of, which you’d accepted readily. It just hasn’t happened quite yet.
If you’re being completely honest, it’s not just that you and your husband haven’t had kids, it’s that you’ve barely had the occasion to even try making them.
Obviously you and Seokjin have slept together — it would be criminal to be married to someone like him and not have done so — but the opportunities to do so have been few and far between. In nearly eight months of marriage, you can count on one hand the number of times it’s happened: your wedding night, as was tradition; the week of your honeymoon, when he'd had you against every surface in the hotel suite and had left you waddling around your office upon your return; and New Year’s Eve, when his parents had surprised you with a weekend in the Turks and Caicos Islands, hoping that the two of you would return the favour with a gift of your own.
And fuck, had that sex been good, more than good, even; something you caught yourself thinking about on slow evenings by your lonesome.
So your virtual abstinence hasn’t really been for a lack of interest, but when both husband and wife are tasked with the responsibilities the two of you have — you with the law firm your family had built from the ground up and him spearheading his family’s conglomerate — there’s a pretty significant lack of opportunity. After you’d been rudely awakened one too many times by the shrill ring of Seokjin’s phone with an overseas business partner trying to reach him, you’d both agreed it would be best to keep separate bedrooms so as to not disturb one another during the few hours of the day that each of you could rest.
Maybe when the Earth’s rotation on its axis slowed down enough to give you longer than 24 hours in a day, you would have enough time in a day to sleep, work, eat, exercise, and do more than say hello to your husband in passing, but you didn’t think that day would come anytime soon.
Today’s one of the rare evenings you and Seokjin are certain to see each other for more than an hour, the date blocked off in your calendars weeks in advance, of course. It’s his mother’s birthday dinner, and you wouldn’t dare miss it, mainly because the pre-planned event gives you some time to spend with your husband uninterrupted by business calls and last-minute document reviews, even if the rest of his family is there.
You’re sitting at your in-laws’ dining table, listening politely to your sister-in-law as she gushes over her family vacation, when your husband announces his arrival. He first presses a soft kiss to your cheek that has you warming despite its innocence, whispering a hi, beautiful, before greeting his parents, elder brother, sister-in-law, and his nieces in turn. “Sorry I’m late.”
You eye him from where he’s taken his seat across from you; he looks dapper as ever, and when your gazes meet, he shoots you a wink that has you smiling into your wine glass. Even though the two of you had arrived separately, the royal blue tie splashed against his crisp white dress shirt perfectly complements the shade of the dress you’ve selected for the evening. The two of you must paint a beautiful picture for the rest of his family, a couple so in love with each other that it was even obvious through their dress. If only they knew you barely saw one another at home these days.
Your mother-in-law fawns over her twin granddaughters, truly adorable with their toothless smiles and matching dresses. When she catches you smiling gently at one of your nieces as she recounts an event from daycare, you know it’s only a matter of time before it’s her turn to interrogate you about where your own children are.
Of course, you’re right. You were generally known to be.
“When will you be starting a family, ______? You and Jin would have beautiful children,” she says dreamily, looking between you and her youngest son lovingly. From beside his father, Seokjin coughs into his napkin, muttering a low eomma in warning, which his mother ignores. “What? Seoah and Seohyun will need more friends around their age to play with.” The two girls perk up at the mention of their names.
The smile freezes on your face. If you told your mother-in-law that you and her son hadn’t so much as shared a bed since you’d rung in the new year together a whopping 6 months ago, she’d probably have a coronary, and you didn’t exactly want to ruin her birthday dinner. “When the time comes, eomeonim,” you say respectfully. Thankfully, unlike your own mother had done, she doesn’t press the issue any further, moving on to asking how your law firm was doing.
The rest of the dinner passes by without incident, and as you and Seokjin wait in the lobby of his family estate for your driver to arrive, you catch him gazing at you in the hallway mirror, expression unreadable. Noticing the goosebumps on your shoulders from the air conditioner that had been blasting in the lobby, he drapes his suit jacket over your shoulders, lightly scented with the spicy cologne you'd faintly smell in your home.
“She’s right, you know,” Seokjin says, sounding more playful than you’ve had the chance to see in quite a while. You furrow your brow in mock confusion, but he knows you just want him to spell it out, knows you’re far too smart for his words to go over your head. He obliges, clarifies anyway. “That we’d have cute kids.”
You nod in agreement, because yes, you would. You’d seen his baby photos, where he sported the same polite smile that you still spotted on him sometimes, and though age had slimmed down your chubby cheeks, they’d been fawned over for much of your childhood. “They’d be smart too, don’t forget that.” He chuckles softly.
“I can tell her to stop, you know. Asking about kids,” he murmurs, more reserved now. It’s tentative, like he’s not sure whether that’s something you really want. “I know we haven’t really, um. Talked about it.”
It’s not just that we haven’t talked about it, you want to reply; we haven’t even slept in the same bed since January. Instead you let your eyes flit to his in the mirror from where he’s still peering at you. “It’s okay, you don’t have to. I really don’t mind, Jinnie.”
“No, it’s fine. She already has two granddaughters and a grandson on the way, she can wait.” The headlights of the Maybach SUV flash twice to signal your driver’s arrival, and you let Seokjin guide you to the luxurious car with a palm on the small of your back, the heat of his hand warming you even through the layers of his jacket and your dress.
“She doesn’t mean anything by it. Besides, my mom is way worse, literally ambushed me at work to ask me about it," you laugh quietly. "This is nothing.”
Your husband is sharp, realizes what’s gone unsaid, knows you’d be quick to tell him if something really bothered you. “You want kids,” he says, rich brown eyes fixed on yours. The statement isn’t angry or surprised, more curious, exploratory.
“Well, I think we could at least start trying. It couldn’t hurt.” The words tumble out quickly, and you want to blame the free flow of sweet wine that had been served at dinner for your sudden honesty, but it’s a flimsy excuse for something you’d been thinking about since your mom had visited you in your office, and honestly, far before that, too. Before you can lose your confidence, you soldier on. “I have more time now since making partner. I know you’re busy with work, but it’s not like I’m going to get pregnant anytime soon. It’s going to take a little while before the birth control wears off, so.”
You let your voice trail off and peer over at him to monitor his reaction, not knowing what you’ll be met with, but you suppose you shouldn’t be so surprised seeing Seokjin’s eyes heated with interest after you’d basically told him that you wanted to have sex with him not in so many words.
There’s just enough light streaming in through the car’s window for you to catch him blinking hard, the same way he does to focus, presumably to get the lust out of his eyes. Clearly it doesn’t work, because his gaze is still burning a hole in the side of your head. “Well, there's no harm in trying, is there?” he teases. “We can try until it takes. Practice makes perfect, right?” The same hungry eyes take you in. The way he throws your language back at you, how dirty he’s made it sound, has you pressing your knees together a bit.
You thank your husband for choosing a home so close to his family estate.
Once you get back home, Seokjin retreats to his room, and for a few minutes, you’re a little disappointed, thinking maybe he’s moved on that easily from your discussion during the drive back. When you step into the kitchen to get a glass of water and feel his imposing presence taking up space behind you, it’s clear you’d been entirely wrong.
His large palms circle your waist, the weight of his fingers heavy as they splay against the curve of your body. “What do you think about practicing tonight, ______?”, he asks softly into the shell of your ear.
Your husband’s excitement makes your pulse thrum eagerly in your veins. “I didn’t mean that we had to start tonight, Jinnie. Just soon,” you chuckle lightly, trying to play off your reaction. "Don't feel pressured or anything." Turning around to meet his eyes, you notice the usually bright brown orbs have gone dark with want. You lace your fingers experimentally around his neck and the spread of your arms to accommodate his breadth is easy, like he’s meant to fit in your embrace. It’s then that you realize just how much you’ve missed this, spending time in Seokjin’s proximity.
Experimentally, you stand up straighter to line your mouth up with his in a gentle kiss. Though it’s been a while since the two of you had exchanged more than a quick peck, the taste and feel of his full lips are entirely familiar to you, and he quickly reciprocates, sliding his tongue in between your lips to deepen the kiss. You’d always thought he was unfairly good at making even the simplest kisses burn your body up with want.
Seokjin pulls back from the kiss, snapping the string of saliva that’s formed between the two of your mouths. You mourn the loss of his lips as soon as he does. “You’re not pressuring me into anything, ______. I want you, always do. Do you want to?” Under the lust in his eyes, you still see the same care that he held for you.
“So much.” There’s no doubt in your mind as to your answer, and your confirmation is all he needs to surge forward, this time being the one to initiate the hungry seal of your lips. His hands grip tightly into the inward dip of your waist, trying to make sure you’re fully within his grasp, and when he pulls off of you it’s only for long enough to steal a breath before he goes back in. He tugs at your lower lip with his teeth in just the way he knows you like, and it has you gasping into his mouth, hands clawing at the expanse of his shoulders.
“Missed this so much,” Seokjin whispers the next time he pulls away from the kiss, watching your eyes soften. “Missed being with you like this.” His admission makes you smile, press a me too against the thrumming pulse of his neck. He reaches his hand out, leading you to the bedroom he’d been sleeping in for the better part of your marriage. The pristine sheets of the bed he’s perched you on smell like the cologne on the jacket he’d draped around you earlier.
As he fumbles around your back for a little too long trying to find the invisible zipper of your dress, you impatiently guide his hand to where it sits. Kicking the delicate material of the dress down your legs, you don’t miss the way his eyes immediately sit on the exposed swell of your chest in the barely-there bra, before skimming down your body to meet the thin fabric that stretches across your hips. The press of the lace against your rapidly pebbling nipples quickly becomes uncomfortable, and you fling off the offending material, exposing your breasts to him. He tweaks each nipple between his agile fingers, licking around your areolas until each nipple is fully perked. “Been so long since I’ve felt these perfect tits,” he murmurs, cupping them progressively harder until you’re keening into his touch.
“My eyes are up here, you know,” you grumble, but it’d be a lie if you said his attention was doing anything more than making the pulse between your legs even more prominent. Your husband only hums, in no way embarrassed to have been caught ogling. His eyes flit back to yours, and the intensity of his gaze has your nipples stiffening against your bra despite the heat of the room.
Seokjin tumbles down on the sheets to sit up beside you, shedding his tie. Your eyes hungrily track the quick motion of his hands as he loosens the strip of silk from around his neck as if he doesn’t want to be separated from you for any longer. The sight of his nimble fingers working the tight knot of his tie off of his neck, how he barely has to break his eyes from yours to do so, is sensual enough that it has heat pooling between your legs.
Those adept hands make quick work of his starched shirt and dress pants, and this time it’s your turn to drink in the sight in front of you, eyes fixed on the lean muscle of your husband’s body. You can’t help yourself when you bring a hand up to drag down his firm, built torso, stopping right at the waistband of his boxers and hooking your fingertips underneath it so that they barely ghost his hipbone. When he shoots you a heated look, you blink back innocently, as if your action had been anything but intentional.
“Gonna take such good care of you. My beautiful wife.” He caps the sentence off with a sweet kiss to your lips that’s at odds with the carnal way he’s stroking the heat of you through the lace of your panties. With a tug at its waistband and the kick of your legs, the fabric falls sloppily to the floor, leaving you completely bare to him. Gently, he hooks a large hand underneath one of your knees to push your legs open.
Seokjin lets a finger gently circle the delicate nub of your clit, swallowing up your exhales with his lips, before gathering up some of your slick on the tip of his middle finger. “All of this and we haven’t done anything yet. I’ve neglected my wife for too long, haven’t I?” His eyes are swimming with desire and something else you can’t quite place. Regret? Yearning? Whatever it is, it has your heart twisting in your chest, distracting you from the initial slip of his finger between your folds, but it’s not long before the squeeze of your walls around his long finger becomes too obvious to ignore. The way that the pressure is building around the intrusion almost feels like it’s your first time again. “Your pussy is choking my fingers, angel,” he groans, eyes watching intently as the bent angles of his middle finger enter you and come out sopping wet. “She missed me so much.”
“Ah, I told you,” you moan on cue with the sharp hook of his finger against your walls. “’s been so long, Jinnie.”
“Gonna have to work you open, ‘cause there’s no way you’ll be able to take me the way you’re clenching around me right now,” he murmurs, amazed, leaving sloppy kisses down your jaw and neck as he slides his ring finger in — still encircled by the thin gold band you’d slipped on him so many months ago — to join his middle finger. “Would my beautiful wife like that? Me stretching her out before this pretty pussy takes my cock? Gonna feel me right here,” he pauses to press lightly on the soft spot just slightly underneath your belly button. When you mewl, pressing your chest into his to show him just what you think of that idea, he lets a low chuckle leave his lips. “Always been so reactive for me.”
The rough scrape of your husband’s wedding ring against the soft tissue of your walls, paired with the natural angles of his fingers, has heat sparking in your belly. It’s almost embarrassingly quick how fast you’d gotten here, but you supposed it was understandable because you hadn’t been with him like this in so long. “‘M close,” you pant, pressing your fingertips to his chest to warn him of your impending orgasm. Seokjin nods, mumbles an I know, but doesn’t stop the rhythmic slide of his fingers inside of you. In fact, he takes your warning as an opportunity to hook the two curved fingers against the patch of nerves that has your hand fisting into the bed’s cool sheets. A few more twitches of his fingers against that spot has your abdominal muscles tensing up before your body goes slack and you fall against the sturdiness of your husband’s broad chest.
“Felt good?” he chuckles, rubbing a palm down your back to soothe the shudders of your frame as you recover from the first orgasm he’d given you in what felt like an eternity. “There’s more where that came from, if you want. Anything for my ______.”
From where your head hangs down as you try and catch your breath, you can’t miss the sizeable bulge that fills out his dark briefs. The sight makes your throat go dry with want, and you let your hand fall below his waistband, tracing what must be the tip of his cock from where it’s slightly dampened the cotton. He hisses, not letting you repeat the action before he seizes your hand in his larger one and drops it back into your lap. “Not yet.”
Seokjin drops to a kneel at the foot of the bed, sliding you down the bed with a firm grip around your ankles until the heat of your center is just in front of his soft mouth. The few times the two of you had slept together, your husband never missed the opportunity to tell you how much he loved eating you out, and his enthusiasm matched his skill. Your heart thuds in anticipation, stirring a parallel excitement in your clit. He blows a thin stream of air onto your heated clit, winking at you when your eyes snap down to his.
His first kiss against your swollen clit has your hips wriggling, already sensitive from your first orgasm. Seokjin looks up quickly, eyeing you to make sure you weren’t in any real discomfort, but the lazy press of your palm to the back of his head tells him your true needs. He snakes his thick tongue out between your folds, eyes squeezed shut at his first taste of your nectar. “Can never get enough of this taste,” he murmurs so softly you almost miss it. “So sweet, just for me.”
He starts off with slow, measured licks, but after a few of those he loses his composure, switches to almost sucking the wetness out of you with the sloppy suction he’s delivering against your pussy, making you arch off the bed. The sounds he’s drawing out of your lips — both sets of them, really — are obscene, would have you blushing under any other circumstances, but you’re so turned on that you can’t bring yourself to care about how you and your husband might sound.
“Hmph, Jin, don’t stop, ah,” you plead, hands threaded tightly into his dark hair.
“How did I go so long without having my wife like this? I’m so sorry, honey,” Seokjin coos, looking as contrite as he can with his mouth between your legs. “Should have taken better care of my beautiful wife, my ______.” Between wet kisses to each of your inner thighs, he keeps whispering apologies until the words have nearly lost their meaning, before focusing his attention on your clit, sucking it between the thick flesh of his lips.
You’re not sure if the tears that spring from your eyes stem from how good his mouth is working between your legs, his words, or simply from the sheer feeling of intimacy like this after going so long without; your cheeks heat with embarrassment at the sudden burst of emotion. When Seokjin’s eyes flicker up to your face, he pauses his motions between your legs to kiss the tears off of your face from where they’ve begun to track down your cheeks. The contrast of the sweet gesture from the same man who’d been breaking you apart with the filth of his mouth and tongue alone threatens to have your core shaking in pleasure again. He laps lazily at your cunt a few more times, but draws away before the pressure in your abdomen can come to a head again. It gives you enough time to blink the stars out of your eyes, although you miss his eager tongue on you as soon as he moves away.
Seokjin leans back on his quads to catch his breath, and you let your eyes greedily take in the corded muscle of his legs before they fall again to the swell of his dick in his boxers. In your defense, it was right there, taking up what felt like half of your field of vision with its size.
“I want to take care of you too,” you say slowly, sitting up to peer at him. “Know how much you like my throat. C'mere.”
He sucks in a harsh breath through his teeth. “Keep talking like that and I won’t last much longer.” But he obliges, standing and slipping the cotton of his boxers down his slim legs to bare himself fully to you. The heated tip slaps roughly against his toned stomach, showcasing the prominent outline of the vein that runs down his length.
“That’s bigger than I remember,” you mumble as he steps a little closer to you, eye catching on the glint of the slippery head of his cock in the room’s dim light. Seokjin’s abs clench with the laughter he’s holding back.
“I think the saying is ‘absence makes the heart grow fonder,’ not ‘makes the dick grow bigger’, ______,” he laughs wholeheartedly, no longer able to hold his reaction back.
“Please never say that again,” you groan, lightly shaking your head in disbelief at his stupid joke. Despite your words, a small smile tugs at your lips.
His cock has already leaked so much that you don’t even need to spit into your hand to help the slide down. When your hand meets the heated flesh of his length, he groans, throwing his head back to expose his Adam’s apple and vascular neck. Knowing he’s wound up as tightly as you are, you waste no time licking at the slit of his cock, cleaning the pre-cum off of him, and he hisses at the first contact of your tongue on him. The musky taste of him is familiar, as is the burn in your jaw when you first widen it to take the thickest part of him down your throat.
“My beautiful wife is so, ah, so good to me,” Seokjin rasps, voice breaking off to a whine at the end when you wiggle your head a little further down to take another inch of his cock down your throat. “I’m so lucky.” You hum lightly around him, knowing he likes that, before starting to move your head along what’s fit in your mouth.
The combination of his size and your rustiness means you need to pull off of him sooner than you want, massaging your sore jaw with a thumb. Watching you recover, your husband lightly strokes the crown of your head to soothe you, but when you move to bring your lips back down around him, that same strong hand stops you.
“Want to be inside you when I cum,” he nearly growls. “Thought we were gonna practice properly?” he teases. “Can’t have anything going to waste, can we?”
You shudder at his words, how he was really taking the whole ‘trying to start a family’ thing seriously. It makes your cunt clench with expectation, how it’ll feel to finally, finally have him buried inside of you again. You fall back on the bed, letting your legs widen in excitement. He’s quick to get close enough to tap the soaked mushroom tip of his cock on your mound, prodding against your entrance before he decides he’s tired of teasing you and pushes inside. The initial split of your pussy around him is made only slightly easier by Seokjin's work to prep you earlier, and you watch, mesmerized, as your lips part to take in the widest part of his length. If you could tear your eyes away from where the two of you are joined together, you’d see that it’s his eyes going glassy with emotion this time.
“How have we not done this in so long?” you whisper as he gently strokes your face to let his soft touch distract you from the intrusion. “Missed this so much, the best feeling.” You rub at your clit gently to ease the stretch, but before long it’s not enough; you need more, greedily pulling at his shoulders to tell him that, but he only gives you another few inches before pausing again when your eyebrows furrow slightly.
“Can’t believe you’d thought I’d feel pressured,” he hisses, “pressured to fuck my wife. As if there’s anything I’d want more.” He’s stretching you out in the best way, trying to get your inner muscles to remember how they’d taken him before, and the burn is delectable. When you start to squirm around him, pussy pulsing with need, he relents and slides in the rest of the way.
“Holy fuck, Jinnie,” you squeak. “Feel s- s’ full.” You tense a little at the feeling of being completely full of him, and he brings his head down to play with your breasts to distract you from the sting, sucking, squeezing and licking until he feels your frame begin to loosen up. He finally starts moving, long, languid strokes that make your eyes roll back.
Seokjin’s hand comes up to lay flat against the softness of your belly. “Told you I’d be right here, honey,” he mumbles against your ear. When he presses down just enough on the spot for it to feel like he’s massaging the head of his cock from the outside, your breath catches in your throat, mouth falling open in a little o. “This tight pussy is taking me so deep.” His eyes are totally black now, no traces of the gentleman that you knew him as. “Wanted to be stretched out like this, didn’t you?” It’s as if his words are working him up, because his hips now pump into you at a bruising pace.
“Mmh, couldn’t stop thinking about you —ah, fuck— stretching me out,“ you almost whine.
He grunts against your neck. “Gonna fill you up, right here,” he presses down on that spot again, timing it perfectly with a particularly harsh thrust inside of you, “so it takes.” The pressure rips a whine out of your mouth, drawing your fingers into fists. “Would my beautiful wife like that?” You nod mindlessly, breathless yeses slipping past your lips. “No way you won’t be pregnant by the end of this,” he hisses, taking in the creamy ring your juices have formed at the base of his length. “Gonna have you all swollen up for me in no time.”
There was little chance of that happening tonight, given that you were still very much on birth control, but it’s not like you could burst his bubble now. Not when he was so worked up, and not when his reactions were winding you up in turn. “Mm, yeah?” you coo. “M-might even have to call you daddy soon, shit.”
Seokjin’s eyes flash with surprise. “Yeah?” He takes your words as a challenge, tucking your knees as far into your chest as they will go so he can slide into you deeper. The new angle has his throbbing tip pressing against your cervix, making you clutch desperately at his muscular shoulders. As if that’s not enough, he presses his upper body down between your knees so his weight falls deliciously on your chest, cock still driving tirelessly into your heat. The feeling of him invading all of your senses is overwhelming, almost makes you dizzy. You can do nothing more but whimper as he continues to roll his hips into yours, setting a desperate pace.
“Fuck, does my pretty wife want me to get her pregnant? Want to have my kids, that it? You’d look so beautiful like that, all swollen and full because of me. You want people to know you’re carrying my baby? Hm? That I filled you up so good it got you pregnant on the first try? And then when you’re showing, I’ll keep f— ah — filling you up. Keep squeezing me like that and you’ll get what you want, angel.” Seokjin’s voice is low, more insistent with every more debauched phrase he utters.
“Holy — God,” you squeak out, struck by the words he’s whispering against your flushed skin and by the press of his cock against the smooth muscle of your cervix. If the way your walls are hugging him tight is any indication, the filth of his words is clearly affecting you as much as it is him.
“Liked that, didn’t you? My wife was too shy to, shit, ask me to fill her up, but she wants it so bad. My beautiful, perfect, needy fucking wife.” After each word, he slides out almost fully before burying himself to the hilt inside you, nearly making you sob. Seokjin is almost breathless now, as if he’s affecting himself with his own words.
You’ve never heard him get quite this worked up during sex, nor did you have any idea that he was so struck by the idea of breeding you, but it makes you want to see how he reacts when you actually let him do it. “W-want you to fill me up, fuck,” you get out. “Want it spilling out of me.” His responding thrust pushes you up the bed, nearly has your eyes rolling back from how sharp, punishing it is against the raw nerve endings of your G-spot.
When your erratic contractions around him make him realize how close you were to your orgasm, Seokjin lets his hand fall down to your neglected clit to work it at a breathtaking pace as he continues to pump into you. With a few more of his expert motions, you come with cries of unintelligible curses and his name, eyes falling shut as if mere sight is overstimulating. You’re so consumed by your pleasure that you barely register the stutter of your husband’s hips, but the drawn-out moan that escapes his lips and the subsequent heat that floods your pussy are unmissable signs of his own undoing. And that heat is seemingly never-ending, as are his sloppy kisses to your lips and his whispers of loveyousomuch.
After a few last lazy pumps of his spent length, he finally withdraws from you to fall beside you on the bed. “So perfect, ______. My beautiful wife did so well for me,” he murmurs, eyes fixed on where his release is dripping out, gently spreading your sensitive lips apart so he has the best view of your swollen cunt. As the cum leaks out of you, he takes some of it on his finger and uses it to paint your lips. Dutifully, you clean your lips off, and he watches the movement of your mouth with interest.
For a few moments, you and Seokjin can do nothing but gaze at one another as if you’re trying to memorize each other’s features. He looks tired, but the tenderness in his eyes as they trace your features is still there.
“You know, when we actually start trying, you should probably push that back into me,” you say innocently, still trying to catch your breath from your orgasm. “’s kind of a waste to just feed it to me, no?”
Seokjin’s eyes narrow, getting dark just like they had so many hours ago on the drive home. “That’s the point of a practice run,” he replies, voice still low. “But you’re right. Next time, I’m gonna have to plug you up just to make sure you keep it all inside.”
Excitement thrums in your veins at his promise of a next time; you hope you don't need to wait another six months. “Good idea. And I think we should start sleeping in the main suite again, just so we have more opportunities to, you know, try.”
The corners of his lips twitch. “You want another reason to be kept up all night? If that's what my sweet wife wants.”
It definitely was.
thank you for reading!! me writing something short by my standards... who else is shocked because I know I am. Fic was written for this request (thank you for sending it anon and for giving me an excuse to write this!!) and yet I still found a way to make it extremely self-indulgent... like arranged marriage, chaebol heir Seokjin, and breeding kink in 1 fic?? I really wrote this with something other than my brain lmfao.
This will be getting a full-length fic for sure with how our couple came to be, but for now it's back to my longer wips that I've shelved for too long. I'm going to be posting my drabble challenge this weekend so look out for that!! 🤓🤓 As always, feedback is appreciated!!! please let me know what you thought of the fic 😙
bf! Jin likes to make sure you're well fed, softening you up with a knowing grin as he tilts his head. "Here, try this," or "take another bite for me," and "that's it, you're doing so well for me."
The man loves to provide, and one of his favorite ways to provide is by cooking for you and feeding you. He jokes that he just needs you to sit there and be pretty for him while he whips up a quick dinner. And you two joke the entire time, talking about your day, if you two want to make any plans for the weekend, as you sit at the kitchen island with a loving smile.
He stops every now and then to make you taste something, waiting for your response before he continues cooking. Sometimes, he sneaks in little kisses, mumbling that it gives him energy, but you know he just wants to kiss you.
bf! Jin is lowkey competitive as fuck with you. You two make everything into a game, whether that's who's cleaning the dishes tonight or who gets to pay at the restaurant you went out to.
His eyes gleam with mischief when he sees you narrow your eyes at him, and you're already placing a closed fist over your palm. "Rock, paper, scissors - winner pays." You challenge, and your boyfriend smirks as you nod your head at him to copy your stance.
Jin is competitive, but he plays dirty.
As soon as you see him move his hand from behind his back, you're thinking he's going to entertain your games, but he moves faster than you, and a resonating "ding!" chimes between you two.
You blink, once then twice, before you process that instead of the "rock" you thought he'd make to start the game, it was actually him bringing out his phone to tap-to-pay.
Then he adds salt to your wound by laughing, cooing at your pouty lips as he pulls you closer. He gives you a kiss in apology, but you know that he won this round, and you'll need to find a way to even the score.
bf! Jin is full of praise and reassurance. If there is one thing you need to know, it's that your boyfriend will never hesitate to give you encouragement in anything you do.
You want to start a new hobby? He's the first to fund it, buying anything you need as he gives you a grin. He's your biggest cheerleader.
You just did the dishes, even when you really didn't want to? He's pulling you into his arms, letting out a little huff of laughter as he praises you. "Good job, my love! You did the dishes, you're amazing."
Sometimes, you roll your eyes because his kind words make your tummy flip and your cheeks flush, but you never stop him as he gives you a kiss to your cheek and warms your heart with more praise.
bf! Jin shows you he loves you by doing the little things.
It’s shown when he drives, and his hand finding its way onto your thigh as his other one steers. He doesn’t even look your way when he does it, but you can feel the way his fingertips dimple into the jeans you wear today, making your heart warm up.
It’s shown when you are walking, and he falls in step with you, listening to yap about the most randomest thoughts that pop into your brain. And when there isn’t room on the sidewalk for him, he steps behind you, his hand finding the small curve of your back to let you know he is there, and he is still listening.
It also shows when you two go shopping, whatever shopping bags you acquire from your wandering eye, he holds in his hand without second thought. He reassures you he has it, and nods his head to let you continue shopping while he holds your purse with a loving smile.
And it shows when he refuses to let you carry anything he deems too heavy. He knows you are capable, that you’re strong and do it yourself, but when he is around he wants you to know you don’t have to be. He will be strong for you.
This is for the lovely anon who asked for a one bed trope, enemies to lovers fic. This actually turned out longer than I planned it to be. To the anon who requested, I really hope you like it. Feel free to send me another ask to let me know your thoughts. And to everyone else reading, I hope you all enjoy this one as well. I loved writing it very much. 🫶💜
AU: Enemies to lovers, Friends to enemies to lovers, best friends brother, one bed, idiots in love, misunderstandings, Angst with a happy ending, Fluff, Smut (minors dni!), unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!)
Summary: When your best friend Jeon Jungkook invites you to a trip he won to Hawaii with him and his girlfriend, you agreed, thinking maybe the fourth person would end up being one of your mutual friends. Nope, of course it had to be his brother, who also happened to be your worst enemy. To make matters worse, you had to share a room with none other than Kim Seokjin himself, with only one bed. Just great.
Jeon Jungkook was your best friend. Your ride or die. Your partner in crime. You could talk to him, or go to him about anything. It’s been that way ever since that day in middle school when a girl constantly bullied you for being too smart. Jeongguk had come to your rescue that day, scared the living daylights out of that girl with his tattoos and piercings before telling you that the girl was just jealous because you were pretty, and smart. Oddly enough, as attractive as your new friend was, you never became more than friends. There was one day, in freshman year of high school you decided to ‘test the waters’, and kiss, but you both felt absolutely nothing and decided to stick with your friendship, which was still going strong now.
Jeon Jungkook was your best friend, but you absolutely loathed his brother. Why on earth your partner in crime had to have such an annoying piece of work as a family member was beyond you.
“Come again?” You asked your best friend in incredulity as he just stated that Seokjin would be joining in on your once of a lifetime trip to Hawaii that he won with his work promotion. All expenses paid, including a round trip flight and the hotel. You would just need to bring food money, and spending money in case you wanted to buy anything. It was JK, his girlfriend Lea of one year, who was really sweet, and you and her clicked immediately. Of course, he invited you as well, best friend privileges and all that. You should have expected the final person to be Seokjin, and yet, you refused to believe it, hoping that he might bring one of your mutual friends along instead, like Jimin, for instance, but nope, it just had to be his brother.
“He’s my brother, Y/n, what did you expect?” Jungkook sighed rather dramatically. “Look, I know that the two of you don’t exactly get along, but-“
“Gee, I wonder why that is? Oh right… Maybe because he told the guy I had a major crush on that I had slept with half the school which was a complete lie, I was a fucking virgin! It completely ruined my chances with Jeremy, for no reason whatsoever!” You fumed as if it was just yesterday.
“Y/n, come on, it was years ago, and he did try apologizing to you. Can’t you just bury the hatchet, for me? Atleast for this trip? I’m not asking you to be friends, just be cordial. I already talked to him, and he said he can do that.” Your best friend tried to reason with you.
“Well of course he did, that jackass. All to just one up me and be the better person, is that right?” You rolled your eyes so far back into your skull that you should have been afraid they might get stuck there.
“I think he just-“
You didn’t care to hear what the rest of that sentence would be. “I can be cordial, JK, because I’m your best friend, and I would never do anything to ruin this trip for you. As long as he doesn’t do anything to purposely get a rise out of me, I will keep myself in check.”
A smile spread across Jungkook’s face, satisfied with your answer. “That’s all I ask. You’re the best, have I ever told you that?”
“All the time, but I still enjoy hearing it.” You laughed.
You didn’t think things would get any worse than Kim Seokjin joining in on the trip, but you were sorely mistaken. Or… Maybe you just didn’t hear things right, that had to be it.
“I’m sorry, come again?” The poor girl at the desk winced at your tone, giving you an apologetic look.
“It’s only the two rooms available, just like was stated in the itinerary, did you not read it? This is a couples trip, in Maui, a place a lot of couples go…” She stated.
You turned your judging eyes to Jungkook, who was opening and closing his mouth like a fish. “I-“
“You didn’t read the itinerary?” You grated out through your teeth.
“I didn’t think I needed to…” Jungkook defended himself, and Lea, bless her heart, stayed quiet.
“Who reads an itinerary?” Your arch nemesis opened his big annoying mouth.
“Did you really just ask that? I have to share a room with you, all because he didn’t read it. I would rather sleep outside in the dirt!” You admonished.
Seokjin rolled his eyes in disbelief. “Then why don’t you?”
“Why don’t you?!” You bit back.
“I’m not the one who said that I would, that would be you, so be my guest.” He gestured his hands toward the door.
You fumed. “I hate you. I really do.”
The girl at the front desk looked like she wanted to be anywhere else right about now. “Um, so-“
“Don’t mind them… We’ll take the rooms.” Your best friend was now giving an apologetic look to the receptionist, accepting the keys and a booklet of some suggestions for ‘couples activities”. What a joke.
Just because you were going to Maui, didn’t mean you thought only couples came here. The thought of people assuming Seokjin to be your boyfriend? It was laughable.
Your best friend practically fled to his hotel room with Lea, stating that it was late, and he wanted to rest up for the day tomorrow, but you knew in actuality that he was just trying to avoid your wrath. You let it slide, for now.
“Well, what should we do, babe?” Seokjin gave you a condescending smirk.
“Call me that again, and I’ll wake you up in the morning by washing your mouth out with soap.” You gave him a deadly glare.
His response was to snort. “Oh yeah?”
“Yes, don’t test me, and also, ‘we’,” You gestured back and forth between the both of you. “Are not doing anything. I’m going to the jacuzzi to relax after this fiasco, by myself. You better not follow me.”
“I wouldn’t dream of it, as if I want to hear you complain at me more, dear.” He teased.
“Don’t call me that either.” You growled before storming off, leaving an amused Seokjin behind as you made your way to the spacious hotel spa that overlooked the ocean, and it was surprisingly empty, even better. You could relax by yourself. You needed this after being in such close proximity to Seokjin after years of pretending he didn’t exist. You hadn’t seen the guy since he graduated high school and ended up owning his own company, until now.
The truth was, you hadn’t always hated your best friends brother. The first time you ever went over to Jungkook’s house and officially met Seokjin, you actually had a crush on him. He was your first crush, and you had it bad, but you never said anything because you didn’t want your best friend to think you were just his friend only to go after his brother, so he never knew. You’ve been best friends with JK for so long now that you didn’t think he would feel that way anymore, but none of that mattered now. You pushed your feelings down long ago, thinking it was for the best.
Then… You met Jeremy, the one who finally got you to get over your unrequited crush, because let’s be real, Seokjin wouldn’t have wanted his brothers best friend. Never gave you any kind of inclination that he liked you that way, and it was proven that he didn’t like you at all when he ruined everything by telling Jeremy what he told him. It was cruel, and completely uncalled for. You went home and cried yourself to sleep when your crush came up to you and said he would never go for a slut like you, that Jin had told him you already slept with half the school. You didn’t go to school for a whole entire week because of it, feigning being sick to your parents, so you had no idea that Jeremy ended up with bruises and a broken nose. You had no idea the reason why Seokjin had gotten suspended for a while. You figured it was because he was an asshole, because he was.
He hated you so much that he had to go and ruin everything, and from that day forward, you hated him. You hated him with everything you had in you because he was just a jerk who thought he could go and mess with your life like that. Jungkook was even mad at his brother for a while, but he seemed to forgive him pretty quickly. You never held it against him for that, because Seokjin was his family, his brother. If Jungkook wanted to forgive him, then he was allowed to, but you on the other hand, could never forgive him.
Your thoughts drifted away from Jeongguk’s ass of a brother as the hot jacuzzi water seeped into your bones, and you closed your eyes as you relaxed for a while. You were going to make the most of this trip. You wouldn’t let the likes of Kim Seokjin ruin things again. Maybe you’d even meet some cute hawaiin guy to romance you. That would be nice.
Once you made it back to your hotel room to get some sleep for the night, slipping the key card in before quietly opening the door, you noticed Seokjin was fast asleep on the couch, his long limbs curled up in obvious discomfort, his neck craned in a way that you were sure would hurt in the morning. You felt a pang of guilt, but it dissipated just as fast as it came. You refused to feel bad, the jerk deserved a little discomfort after what he did to you back in high school. You slipped under the covers with that thought, and it didn’t take you long to fall asleep.
When you woke up the next morning, it was well past breakfast time. You didn’t mean to sleep in so late on vacation, and after rubbing your sleepy eyes, you spotted a brown paper bag on the table, and a cup of coffee next to it. You frowned, spotting the note left to the side, picking it up to read it.
‘Eat some breakfast, we’ll be out by the beach. Jungkookie and Lea want to go on a helicopter ride.’
You scowled as you balled the note up in your fist before tossing it in the trash, along with the food. As incredible as it smelled, you didn’t need food from the enemy. Yes, you were that petty. What game was he playing at anyway? It was obviously some kind of trick because there was no way he would be getting you food out of the kindness of his heart. His heart was filled with darkness, surely. He was the villain in your story.
You got ready fairly quick, putting some light make up on, but you didn’t focus on your hair too much, throwing it up into a ponytail since you’d be going on a helicopter, and who knew what else your best friend had planned. You gave him props for the first idea, it sounded nice to fly around and look at all of the sights. Slipping on a pair of shorts and a floral top, you headed to meet them at the beach, completely ignoring Seokjin to sit by Lea instead. Of course, he couldn’t give you peace because next thing you knew, he was plopping down beside you.
You gave him an exasperated look. “What do you want?”
“How was the food?” He asked instead of answering you.
You rolled your eyes. “I wouldn’t know, ask the trashcan how it tasted.”
Seokjin gave you an incredulous look, his eyebrows raising practically into his hairline. He looked offended. Good. “You… threw it away?”
“Sure did.”
He scoffed. “Are you serious?”
All you could do was glare at him in response. “Why did you get me food anyway? What’s your endgame?”
He was acting perplexed now. What a faker. “My… endgame?”
“Don’t play with me, Seokjin. You know exactly what I mean.” You grit out.
“I’m afraid I don’t actually. Care to enlighten me?” He asked, voice dripped in sarcasm.
“Why-“
“That’s enough, both of you!” Jeongguk snapped.
“I didn’t do anything wrong! She yelled at me for bringing her food.” Seokjin defended himself.
“Yeah, to what, piss me off?”
“Sure, because everything I do is all to piss you off.”
“I know damn well you did not bring me food out of the kindness of your heart. You don’t have one!” You shot back.
Seokjin was about to respond, but his younger brother beat him to the punch. “Y/n, you promised me…”
You deflated at the disappointed look on your best friend’s face. “You’re going to take his side?”
“Yes, Y/n, I am, because Jin hyung came to me and told me he was going to get some food to leave for you, and specifically asked what kind of coffee you liked these days too. If he was trying to piss you off, he wouldn’t have done that and instead would have got you something you didn’t like.” Jungkook said as if he were scolding you. Wow, being scolded by your best friend.
“You don’t understand, JK…”
“No. It’s you who doesn’t understand, Y/n. He wasn’t doing this to be mean. What you did was mean here. He thought of you and wanted to make sure you had something to eat. You need to let the past be in the past and take a better look.” He said the words, but somehow, you felt like something wasn’t being said here.
“What is that supposed to mean?” You asked.
Jungkook flapped his arms in the air. “I can’t keep this secret anymore.”
“JK.” Seokjin warned.
“No. I know you’re my big brother and I always respect you, but this is getting ridiculous. I can’t take it anymore. She’s never going to let it go.” Jungkook shook his head before turning to look at you.
“Y/n, Jeremy only wanted to get to you to take your virginity, and make a fool out of you to the entire school. He wanted to humiliate you in front of everyone because he thought your crush on him was pathetic. He planned on recording your first time and exposing it to the entire school. The only reason that didn’t happen was because Jin hyung over-heard him telling that to his friends in the locker room. That was why he told Jeremy what he told him, so that his quest to embarrass the fuck out of you could be ruined.” Jungkook started, and you began feeling your heart clench in pain.
“Wh-what? No… That can’t be true.” You whispered.
“It is. Jin told me when I yelled at him and asked him why he would do that to my best friend. He explained why, and told me not to tell you because he said it would be easier for you to hate him rather than learning the truth and be even more devastated.” Tears formed in your eyes as your best friend spoke, but not because you were heartbroken by a high school crush, but because you treated your best friends brother like shit for years only to find out that he was only trying to protect you.
“I don’t… I don’t understand.” You furiously rubbed at your eyes.
“The reason Jin hyung got suspended from school was because he beat the shit out of Jeremy when he called you a slut. I would have beat him up to, but I didn’t know all of this until I confronted my brother.” Jeongguk finished.
You blanched, suddenly feeling like you were going to be sick. No, not just feeling, you were going to be sick. You stood up, placing a hand over your mouth as you ran up to where the waves hit the shoreline, bile rising up to your throat before escaping from your mouth into the sea.
Both Jungkook and Seokjin made to get up, but it was Lea who stopped them both, standing up herself. “I’ll talk to her. Make sure she’s okay… Woman to woman.”
You felt hot all over, feverish, as you collapsed onto your knees into the sand, heartache like you’ve never felt in your life making it hard to breathe… hard to think. Except now… You only had yourself to be angry at.
“Y/n.” Lea squatted down next to you, placing a hand on your shoulder.
“I’m a terrible, terrible person Lea…” You squeezed your eyes shut tight, a sob escaping you.
“No, you’re not. You didn’t know.” She tried reassuring you, rubbing your back. “They shouldn’t have kept this from you, no matter what. You deserved to know what really happened, even if it might have hurt at the time.”
“But it… It doesn’t take back how awful I’ve been to him. Doesn’t take back all- all the horrible words that came out of my mouth. The things I said to him…. I told him straight to his face that I hated his guts. I told him that he was a monster… That he was heartless. So many times, I told him that…” You trailed off, make- up staining your cheeks as you cried.
“You didn’t know.” She said once more.
“Doesn’t matter… It doesn’t matter. Doesn’t make me feel any better…” You shook your head in disgust, disgust with yourself. “Can… You guys go on the helicopter ride without me… I- I can’t.”
Lea’s hand came to grip your own, giving it a gentle squeeze. “No, we’ll do the helicopter ride tomorrow instead, all of us.”
“But, I’ve already ruined-“
“You haven’t. The trip just started. We have the rest of the day and another two days to go. Why don’t you take some time back at the hotel room to collect yourself, maybe try to get some more rest? I can let the guys know. You can call us whenever you’re ready, okay?” She held her arms out, and you went, crying into her shoulder, but you agreed with a nod. You didn’t want to waste away in your hotel room, but you also knew that you really did need to collect yourself and let this out. You felt terrible.
The first thing you noticed when you made it back to the room was the bag of food in the trash can, and it served to make another wave of fresh tears pour down your cheeks. If it wasn’t for the split coffee all over it, you would have taken the bag back out, but now you couldn’t even eat because your stomach was too upset, filled with guilt.
You changed into some dry clothes before collapsing onto the bed, curling into yourself as you, quite literally, cried yourself to sleep….
‘Dear diary, I met my new best friends brother for the first time today, and my heart did in fact skip a beat. I’m not sure what I should do. Is this love? That sounds silly, I know. What sucks is… I can’t tell Kookie because it’s his brother. What would he think of me? Our friendship is still fresh, but he has already became the best friend I ever had. I would never want him to think I was using him to get to his brother. So diary, it looks like you are the only one I get to talk to about my secret crush.’
‘Dear diary, Jin smiled at me today, and it caused my stomach to flutter like there was a whole bunch of butterflies flying around in there. Does that sound like I’m being dramatic? Because that’s really what it felt like. I wish I could talk to Kook about it, but I just can’t…’
‘Dear diary, Jin made me laugh so hard today my stomach started hurting. I feel like I love him. No, I do love him. What do I do?’
‘Dear diary, I really need to get over this crush on my best friends brother because it won’t lead me anywhere good. Plus… Jin could never feel the same way about me. He just thinks of me as his brothers best friend.’
‘Dear diary, Seokjin is an asshole. I can’t believe I ever even had feelings for that jerk. Forget every kind thing I ever told you about him. It was all a lie.’
When you woke up for the second time that day, it was to sore, bloodshot eyes and a slight headache behind them from all of the crying you did, and even though you rested, you still felt the guilt clawing its way up your chest. How could you face Seokjin? You had to… You needed to apologize to him. You pulled your phone out, dialing your best friend. You didn’t have his brothers number…
“Y/n, how are you feeling?” Was the first thing your best friend asked when he answered.
“I’m… I’ve been better… Can I talk to Seokjin?” You asked, swallowing through your nerves.
“He’s not with us. He insisted on giving me and Lea some romantic alone time.”
“Oh…”
“I’ll text you his number. Y/n listen, I’m sorry… I know this wasn’t a good time to let you know the truth, and I should have told you before… Jin hyung, he should’ve told you too… I just-“
“It’s okay, Kook…. I mean, I wish I had known so I hadn’t spent years thinking the worst about your brother… but I understand you both didn’t want to see me hurt. I get it. I just hope Seokjin can forgive me for being so awful to him…” You exhaled a shaky breath.
“He will.”
“You sound so sure of that.”
“Yeah, I’d say I know him pretty well. I’m not sure if you are aware, but he is my brother.” Jungkook said conspiratorially, and a laugh escaped you.
“Shut up.”
Jeongguk laughed over the line. “Honestly though, don’t worry.”
“Okay… JK…” You trailed off after a beat.
“Yeah?” He asked.
“I need to get something off my chest.” You closed your eyes.
“I’m waiting, dear friend.”
“Before…. Before Jeremy… I- I had feelings for Seokjin. When I met your brother, I crushed hard. I never told you because I didn’t want you to ever think I would use our friendship to get to him. He doesn’t know either. I just pushed my feelings down because I thought it would be for the best.” You said sadly, but in a way, it felt good to finally be able to tell your best friend. Like a weight was lifted.
He was silent for a good minute, and you were starting to get nervous when he finally spoke. “Y/n… You should have told me.”
“I know… I guess we all had something we needed to be honest about, huh?” It was more of a rhetorical question than an actual one, but your best friend hummed in agreement anyway.
“If it makes you feel any better, you have my blessing.” He added.
“It’s too late for that now.” Your hands trembled.
“You sure about that?”
“The way I treated him…”
“So make it up to him.”
“You make it sound so easy.”
“And you make it sound so hard. First of all, you didn’t know. Second, he knows that you didn’t know.” Jungkook stated.
“He only ever saw me as his brothers best friend. It’s probably why he protected me to begin with.” You pointed out.
“You know what I think?”
You hesitated. “What?”
“I think you should call him, now. Goodbyeeee Y/n.” He hung up before you could say anything else, and a second later, your phone pinged with a text message from JK and a phone number attached.
You stared at it for a good minute, trying to get up the nerve to hit the call button, but the longer you waited the harder it was going to get, so without thinking any further, you hit call. It rang three times before Seokjin answered.
“…Y/n?” He sounded confused, but wait, now you were confused.
“How did you know it was me?” You asked, your words practically a whisper.
“Um…” He hesitated, and you almost thought he wouldn’t answer. “I never really deleted your phone number.”
Your heart stopped, or atleast, that’s what it felt like, and then it restarted again. “Oh.”
“Is everything alright?” He asked, most likely wondering why you were calling him randomly.
“No… I mean, physically, yes, but mentally, not so much.” You responded, and a beat later, “Where are you?”
“I’m about to go on a sunset boat cruise.” He answered.
“Oh. That sounds nice.” Why couldn’t you talk?
“Do you want to join?”
“Sure… I- yeah.”
Doned in a sundress, you met Seokjin down by the beach where the ship would be taking off soon, and as you approached him, you felt nervous, and it was even worse now then it was back then. He was wearing the same white button up and black pants that he was earlier. He always was so handsome, even in your moments of hate, you could still admit that.
“Hey.” You whispered. God… You felt so, so guilty. It was swallowing you whole.
“Hi.” He said back, a ghost of a smile on his lips. What would it take to earn a real one again? To feel deserving of it if you did get one?
“Listen Seokjin, I’m really sorry, I- Even saying the words doesn’t feel like enough, but I am. For throwing the food away when you were just trying to be nice, for all the mean things I’ve said to you, for hating you… Everything. I’m sorry for all of it.” Tears gathered in your eyes once again, and you blinked them back. You didn’t want to ruin your fresh make-up again.
“It’s okay.” He responded, simple. “You didn’t know.”
“Everyone keeps saying that, but… That doesn’t change the way I treated you. It doesn’t make me feel better.” Your voice trembled. “You should have told me the truth.”
“I know… You’re right. I just- I couldn’t at the time because you would have been devastated, and then, as time went on… I didn’t think there was a point to bring it up anymore and open up a whole other problem.” His tone held guilt of his own.
“The most devastating thing for me was spending years hating you for no reason. I would have gotten over the truth, easily.” You shook your head.
“I’m sorry, Y/n… I really am.” He said truthfully, and that wasn’t what you wanted.
“No, don’t apologize, please. I just want you to know, that’s all. I just want you to know…” More tears escaped you. Damn it. You couldn’t even talk properly.
“I didn’t realize you cared about me that much. I thought… It would be easier than feeling betrayed by a guy you had feelings for.” His words punched you right in the gut.
“How could…” You trailed off before breaking down entirely, but instead of collapsing on the ground, it was into Seokjin’s arms because he caught you, his arms enveloping you completely. You gripped onto the back of his shirt tightly, wrinkling it into your fist as you shook against him.
“Y/n, don’t cry. It’s okay…” He rubbed soothing circles over your back until you relaxed.
“It’s not okay, Seokjin.” You shook your head, and then he was tilting your chin up with his finger to look into your eyes.
“It will be. It will be okay.” He reassured, his thumb coming up to wipe away your tears, dabbing at the spots where your make-up ran down, clearing up your skin.
“Come on, the ship is here. Do you still want to go?” He asked a moment later, and then, “We don’t have to if you aren’t feeling up to it.”
You took a deep breath, collecting yourself before nodding. “I want to go.”
“Then, let’s go.” He smiled at you then, making the pain come back beneath your ribcage, but you breathed through it, managing to smile back.
He held your hand to help you onto the ship first before he stepped in behind you, and you tried to let all thoughts of sadness slip away as soon as you stepped foot on the ship. You really wanted to enjoy this. You wanted to enjoy it with him.
Seokjin wasn’t really sure when it was that he started loving you, but he knew that from the moment he met you, his heart skipped a beat. Maybe it was all along. He did know one thing, he never once hated you, even if you hated him. He also knew that he failed, because he promised himself years ago that he would make sure you were always happy, no matter what. Now though, with you sitting across from him while the sun set as you looked down at your menu deciding on what to order for dinner, you looked sad. He needed to rectify that. He needed you to be happy again.
“You can order whatever you want, I’ll buy.” He said softly, bringing you out of your thoughts. He wondered what exactly it was you were thinking about…
“Seokjin, it’s fine. You don’t have to do that.” You said meekly.
“I want to. I mean, as long as you promise not to throw it in the trash.” He joked, trying to uplift your mood.
You blanched. “I’m really sor-“
“Y/n, it’s okay. I’m just kidding. I was trying to get you to laugh. I guess I failed.” He said with a pout.
“Oh…” You caught on, and that was when a laugh bubbled out of you. It made Seokjin’s breath catch, you haven’t laughed because of him since before you started hating him. He thought he had moved on. He made a life for himself, and accepted the fact that you were always going to hate him, but being here with you in this moment… It served to remind him that he was always going to love you. It was probably the reason he never dated for long. Nothing ever stuck.
He was shaken out of his thoughts when you said his name, like you were speaking this whole time. “Sorry… What did you say?” He asked, feeling his ears turn red.
You laughed again, this time more freely. “I said, I’m not sure what to get. Everything looks amazing. And it seems like they give generous servings. I don’t know if I’ll be able to finish it, and I really don’t want it to go to waste, especially because you’re paying.”
“Well, what if I order two things and we share them both? That way, you can just eat however much you’re able to, and I’ll finish the rest.” He suggested, and in return you gave him a smile. He felt like he was getting whiplash from your change of heart.
“That sounds like a good idea. Is lobster still your favorite?” You asked, and he blinked, shocked.
“You remember that?” He asked.
There was a blush on your face like you were embarrassed, and he couldn’t figure out why, but you nodded slowly.
“I- yeah, it’s still my favorite.”
“Then, let’s order that.”
“Are you sure?”
Another nod, and another smile.
“Okay, you pick the other one then.” He suggested.
It looked as if you were thinking about it for a moment before you responded. “How about the shrimp, but without the garlic, since you’re allergic. There’s no reason to have a reaction if you don’t have to. You shouldn’t have to be in discomfort.”
He was stunned once more at the fact that you remembered that, even more than the fact about lobster being his favorite. He was about to respond, but the waitress approached with a grin. “Before I ask if you’re ready to order, can I just say that you guys look like… really good together. You’re both hot. Such a cute couple.”
You blushed furiously, but you couldn’t bring yourself to let the waitress know that you weren’t together. What if you wanted to pretend? Atleast for the night.
Seokjin was giving you a strange look, probably because you didn’t boldy reject the idea like you usually would, but what surprised you even more was the fact that his face was red too, and also the fact that he didn’t refute her either. What?
The waitress thought nothing of your silence. “Aww adorable. Are you guys ready to order?”
You gave the man sitting across from you a smile, and the go ahead, and he returned your smile ten fold before he ordered the food. You felt like you didn’t deserve that smile, and it also made you feel like your heart was going to beat out of your chest. The fact that you hated… this incredible man for years made your heart hurt. It made it hurt more than it’s ever hurt in your life. All you wanted to do was make it up to him, and shower him with love, because finding out the truth, exposed that truth that never really went away. The reason you were so hurt, the reason you hated him so deeply, was because you were in love with him. You always were. You would have been indifferent instead if that weren’t the case.
The dinner was just as amazing as it looked, and you enjoyed every bite of it, and as you watched the sun set together as you ate, you yearned for him. You wished he could finally be yours. You wished to be his. You had your best friends blessing, nothing was holding you back, except hoping that he could feel something for you after everything. After all of this time. If anything, you would take his friendship if that was all he was willing to give, but there had to be a reason he didn’t tell the waitress you weren’t together. Who knows, maybe you were reading into it, maybe he just didn’t want to make things awkward by denying it…
“Y/n, are you okay?” Seokjin dragged you out of your thoughts.
“I- yeah, I was just thinking.” You looked up at him.
“What about?” He asked softly with a smile.
“I had a really good time tonight.” Was what you responded with, a smile of your own rising to your lips. “Thank you for inviting me, and for dinner.”
“Don’t mention it. I had a good time too.” He agreed, his smile growing until his dimples appeared, and there was that feeling again in your heart, in your stomach… everywhere.
You were honestly sad when the sunset cruise came to an end, but Seokjin didn’t let the night end there. The two of you did some exploring around the island, checking out the gorgeous waterfalls before retiring back to the hotel room late at night. It was weird to think that you were glad he was staying in the same room as you now. You found that you didn’t want to be away from him. It was probably because your feelings were all haywire. Going from hating him, to finding out the truth, to deep rooted, pushed down feelings coming to the surface again. It still made you want to cry, to make up for lost time, wasted time.
You let Seokjin take a shower first, because you took extremely long showers, and you didn’t want him to have to wait on you, or use all the hot water on him. Once you finished up with brushing your teeth and slipping your pajamas on you left the bathroom, feeling a pang of guilt at seeing Seokjin on the couch again.
“You can sleep on the bed… There’s plenty of room.” You said softly as you padded into the room, getting underneath the covers yourself.
“Are you sure? It’s not that big of deal…” He responded hesitantly.
You nodded. “I’m absolutely sure, I know the couch is uncomfortable, and I feel bad that you had to sleep like that last night... I don’t mind, honestly.”
“Okay.” You sighed in relief when he agreed instead of being self-sacrificing. You would feel even more guilty if he ended up in pain by sleeping so uncomfortably. You didn’t want that. There was no reason you couldn’t share the bed.
When you felt him slip in beside you, plenty of room between you since it was a king sized bed, you closed your eyes. “Good night, Jin.”
“Good night, Y/n.” You heard him respond, and that night… You slept soundly.
When you awoke the next morning, it was to the sound of a heart beating steadily. Feeling his warm body pressed against you, you smiled, nuzzling closer into Seokjin’s chest, and oh… You suddenly froze, realizing what you were doing.
Was he awake? Did he know that you were cuddling him like this? He did have his arms wrapped around you as well… Did he realize it? Would he be disgusted when he found out? You couldn’t blame him if he was… after everything. That thought had your heart clenching painfully, because for you, it felt so right. It felt like coming home. He felt like home. You didn’t want this moment to end. You wanted to stay here, in his arms like this.
Feeling terrified, you blinked your eyes open before looking up to see if he was still sleeping. His eyes were still closed, and you took the chance to study his features. You’ve never been this close to him before, if you leaned any closer, your noses would be pressed together. Your hand came up to trace his cheek lightly, a whisper of a touch, and it was at that moment, his eyes blinked open, brown ones peering into your own.
When you finally realized what you were doing, it was too late. You’d already been caught, but before you could be embarrassed and start stammering apologies, his own hand was coming up to place it over your own, his larger palm pressing your hand firmly against his skin.
Your breath hitched, your heart starting to race. Has it ever raced this fast? You didn’t think so…You felt like you were having tachycardia, but you couldn’t bring yourself to look away from him. Suddenly, the space between you both was disappearing until your foreheads were pressing together, his lips ghosting over your own, asking for permission. Permission that you were happily willing to grant.
You closed that final distance between you, finally feeling Seokjin’s plush lips on your own, and a whimper escaped you, or maybe it was him, or maybe… it was the both of you. You didn’t know, didn’t care. All you cared about right now was the fact that you were actually kissing him, and now that you started, you never wanted to stop.
The kiss turned desperate real quick, passionate, breathing heavily into each other’s mouths, and when his tongue traced the seam of your lips, you eagerly allowed him entrance, his appendage plunging into your mouth to search out your own. The space between you was zilch, the entire line of his hard body pressed against your own soft one.
Your hand moved from his cheek into his hair, and his moved to your hip, holding you against him as you all but devoured each other.
There were tears in your eyes, and once they started falling and wetting Jin’s cheeks, he pulled away in alarm to look at you.
“What’s wrong?” He asked, his voice breathy.
“Nothing.” You shook your head.
“You’re crying.” His fingers came up to wipe away your tears before cupping your cheek.
“I just feel like I don’t deserve this…You.” You leaned into his touch, your eyes fluttering shut.
“That’s not true.” His lips were pressing against your forehead, lingering there. “I want you to do something for me. It will make me happy. Will you?”
“What is it?” You asked softly.
“I want you to forgive yourself, please. It would make me sad to see you continue to hold onto to guilt when there is no need for it. I never blamed you. You thought I did something horrible-“
“But you didn’t…”
“I know, but it doesn’t change the fact that you thought it, and I never let you believe otherwise. This is on me for not telling you the truth. Will you please forgive yourself? Allow yourself happiness, with me?” His free hand moved in search for your own, and when he found it, he intertwined your fingers together.
“I am happy here, with you. I’m happier than I’ve been right now, it’s just going to take me some time to feel like I deserve it, but I’ll get there, and I’ll try my best to forgive myself.” You whispered, squeezing his hand.
He smiled then, a soft tilt of his lips, his eyes full of… Love? “That’s all I ask.” Then, he was kissing you again, and you melted into him, letting out a sigh of content into the kiss.
“Jin…” You murmured against his lips, pressing closer to him. It wasn’t enough. You needed to be as close as possible.
“Hmm?” His hand slipped beneath your pajama shirt, and his palm felt like fire against your back.
“I need you, please.” You rocked against him, and a light moan escaped his lips.
“I’m here. You have me.” He trailed kisses down your neck, and you let out a moan of your own as he kissed a bruise onto your skin, slipping a leg between yours to let you grind against him.
“Jin…” You dragged him back up for a kiss, taking his lower lip between your teeth, making sure it looked just as red and kiss swollen as your own.
“I need to tell you something.”
“What is it, beautiful?” Your heart swelled at the term of endearment falling from his lips, a blush heating up your skin.
“When you said you didn’t realize how much I cared about you… That hit something inside of me because… I was in love with you. Well, I still am. It’s the reason I held onto my hate so long. I hated so passionately, because no matter how much I hated you, a part of me still burned for you. When I learned the truth, it just felt like… I never stopped loving you. I pushed it down because I didn’t want my best friend to think I was only using him to go after you, and I didn’t think you saw me that way… I bottled my feelings up. My crush on Jeremy was a rebound. The reason I put so much into that guy was because I was trying to get over you.” You admitted, watching his face for his reaction, and he looked… shocked.
“You… You were in love with me?” He stumbled out.
“No… not was. I am, still in love with you.” You cupped his cheek.
“I-“ He looked like he was at a loss of words.
“It’s okay, Jin. I just wanted you to know. I don’t need you to say it back.” You said, even though your own words sparked pain inside your chest.
“Y/n… I’ve been in love with you since the day you yelled at my brother for unplugging my playstation mid- battle.” He laughed at the memory, but his tone held nothing but the truth.
“Wait… Are you… Really?” You asked, stunned beyond belief.
“Yes, really.” He tucked a stray hair behind your ear.
“And you still love me… after everything?” Your voice cracked.
“I still love you. I’m always going to love you. Loving you is just… a part of who I am.” His words made you tear up. AGAIN.
Things got frantic after that, this was something you had both denied yourselves for years, and those stupid buttons on his stupid flannel pajama shirt were starting to piss you off and you groaned impatiently. You only managed to get one button open.
“Here, let me help you.” Jin chuckled, replacing your fingers with his own to pop the buttons open on his shirt, making it look so easy, but that didn’t matter. All that mattered was that his glorious golden skin was being revealed to you, exposing his abs and slim waist. Holy shit, this was the first time you actually got to see his body. Well, except for a couple times in high school at the pool without his shirt, and boy, has he been working out since then. It wasn’t over the top, and it didn’t need to be. You weren’t exactly attracted to men with overly bulging muscles or a six pack. This… this was perfect. Then again, Kim Seokjin would be beautiful no matter what.
You raked your fingernails from his chest down to his stomach, and he shivered beneath your touch, but then his hands were moving quickly to sit you up before pulling your pajama shirt over your head, his deft fingers un-clasping your bra before throwing it to the side of the bed, and then he worked on getting your shorts off.
“Jin.” You murmured, and there was heat in his gaze as he let you slip his shirt all the way off.
He kissed you once, and you whimpered as you tried to chase his lips. “Lay down. Let me take of you.”
You listened, moving back to lie your head down against the pillows, and you shifted self consciously as Seokjin’s eyes roved over ever inch of your body.
“Don’t be embarrassed, sweetheart. You’re beautiful. I feel honored I get to see you like this.” He hooked his fingers in your panties before slipping them off of you, surprised to find you already wet from anticipation, for him.
“Jin, please… I need you.” Your tone was desperate, but you didn’t care, and he allowed you to reach for him, dragging him down for a messy kiss. You were addicted to his lips already.
“You will have me, I promise, but… I want take my time with you.” He murmured against your lips before trailing a path of wet kisses down to your neck, a light kiss placed upon the purple bruise he had left on your skin, making you shudder.
He lavished attention to not just one, but both of your breasts, his teeth scraping against your nipple before sucking the bud into his mouth, and you let out a light moan at the attention he was giving you, and now, there were mars of kissed bruises along the expanse of your chest.
He work his way down to your stomach before completely sidelining your core to suck a bruise onto your inner thigh, and you gasped at the sensitivity of being marked down there. You were sure your body was littered with his marks by now. It was unfair, because you wanted to leave your impression on his body too.
“Jin, please…” Your hand came down to comb your fingers through his thick hair, hoping he got the hint.
“Will you be mine, Y/n? Will you belong to me forever?” He pressed a kiss over the mark he just left, and a gush of wetness leaked out of you at his words.
“Yes… Yes, Jin. I’m yours, there’s nothing I want more, and you… You’ll be mine?” You asked, figuring as much, but your heart needed to hear him say it anyway.
“I’ve always been yours, Y/n.” Was his response, and then he was licking a long, wide stripe through your folds, making you gasp out his name, setting your body alight with pleasure as he pressed the flat of his tongue against your clit.
He licked his lips before looking up at you, a smirk plastered across those pillowy lips as he spread your legs for him. “You taste so good, better than I could have ever imagined in my wildest dreams.”
“You dreamed about me?” You blushed.
“So many times… I’ve imagined taming the brat inside of you whenever you gave me an attitude by fucking you so hard that you couldn’t walk straight for days.” He slid a finger through your folds, slicking it with your juices before pressing it inside of you, sliding in with ease from how wet you were.
“Oh god…” You moaned out, desperately pressing your hips into his touch.
“Fuck… You’re soaked. Tell me it’s only for me.” He demanded, but his voice came out desperate.
You would gladly tell him, because it was the truth. No one else had ever gotten you wet this easily. One look at this beautiful man, and you were desperate for him. “It’s you, Jin… Only you.”
“Good girl. My girl.” Your core clenched needily at the growl he let out, and then he was burying his face between your legs as he ate you out so good that you began seeing stars behind your eyes, his tongue working inside of you alongside his finger that was crooking just right, and when he found your g-spot, he abused it relentlessly, his tongue leaving you to suckle at your clit.
“Oh… fuck, Jin… I’m gonna…” You gasped out, pleasure so intense building up inside of you as you held his face against you, and when he let out a deep moan that reverberated through you, you lost it, pellets of your wetness hitting his face, dripping down his cheeks obscenely, your core tightening as your orgasm washed through you.
You panted as you came down from your high, and you let out a needy whine that had you ready to go again from the look of the man on his knees before you. His hair was sex mussed, and his eyes were lust blown, pupils dilated enough to where the brown even looked black, and his cheeks and his chin were shining with your juices. When your eyes drifted downwards, it was to find a large bulge in his sweatpants, making them tent obscenely.
“Jin, please, need you.” Your hand came down to palm at his erection, but before you could, his hand caught your wrist.
“Just a second, baby.” He breathed out harshly, pressing a kiss to the back of your hand. “Trust me, I’d love nothing more than to have your hands on me, but if you touch me right now, I’m going to cum, and that’s not what I want. I need to be inside of you.”
“Yes, please, I want that too. I want you to fuck me, Jin. I need you inside me.” You agreed, needing him like you needed air to breathe.
“Fuck… You’re driving me crazy.” His hands were shaking as he hooked his fingers in the waistband of his sweats, shoving them, along with his boxers down and off of his legs.
Your mouth watered as his erection was exposed to you, and yeah, next time you wanted that horse of a dick inside your mouth. You wanted to taste him. You wouldn’t usually describe a cock as gorgeous… but, his was, and he was so, so hard. The head looked red and angry, stiff and oozing pre cum out of the tip at a steady rate, veins bulging along the underside. No wonder he didn’t want you to touch him. He looked like he was about to blow. He was long, and you were sure he’d be able to hit that spot inside you precisely. He was also a perfect amount of girthy. That thing was going to stretch you out nicely. Fuck, you wanted him inside of you, badly. He would fill you up so good, make you feel whole.
“Are you even going to fit?” You gaped at Seokjin, but fuck, you sure hoped it would because you needed to feel him.
He chuckled in response, hovering over you before leaning down to kiss you, running his slick cock through you folds, driving you positively insane. “It’ll fit. This sweet cunt was made for my cock, don’t you think, sweetheart?”
“Yes, fuck… Yes, Jinnie, my cunt is made for your cock.” You shuddered, throwing your arms around him before dragging him down to bite at his neck. It was your turn to mark up that beautiful skin of his.
“I missed you calling me that.” He groaned as you kissed bruises on his neck, and then the next groan he let out sounded more pained.
“What’s wrong, did I hurt you?” You pulled away from his neck in concern.
“No, no, of course not, I- We might have to wait because I wasn’t even thinking with how badly I wanted you… I don’t have a condom.” He pressed a kiss to your shoulder, and you tilted his chin up with your thumb to get him to look at you.
“It’s okay, Jinnie. We don’t need one, I’m on the pill, and I trust you. So, If you- if you’re okay with it, I am.” You pulled him down for a kiss, your palm cupping his cheek, and you hummed as he kissed you back lovingly.
“I trust you too. Are you sure, Y/n?” He whispered into the kiss, pressing your foreheads together.
“I’m absolutely sure. Never been more sure of anything. I’m sure about everything when it comes to you.” You traced along his jawline with your fingers, in awe that this beautiful man was actually yours. You couldn’t believe that you ever hated him. He was everything you ever wanted.
When his lips found yours again, you drowned in him, and it was also a distraction from the blunt pressure at your entrance, the head of his cock splitting open your walls. It helped that you were still wet from your earlier release, otherwise you weren’t sure if you could take him, the intrusion causing sparks of pain to burst through you. Your pussy was trying to pull him in and force him out at the same time, but once halfway in, he didn’t make anymore movements.
“Are you okay?” He checked in on you, and he was holding his breath, trying to hold himself back.
“I’m okay, Jin. You can keep going.” You ran a hand down his shoulder, gripping onto his bicep, lifting your hips to encourage him.
He took in a shuddering breath as he pressed the rest of the way inside of you, his cock snug inside of you, and he was so big that the tip of him was pressing right up against your cervix. The pain bled in pleasure, the feeling of being full consuming you. Fuck, you loved his cock. You were sure you’d become addicted to it easily.
“Sh-shit, Y/n, so fucking tight… this perect pussy is clinging to me, baby. I’m not going to last long. You feel way too good.” Jin groaned as he watched the sight of his cock being swallowed up by your walls, one of his hands gripping onto the headboard above you, and it sounded like they were going to be charging for the wood when you heard it split.
“It’s okay, Jin… I’m not either. You feel incredible, fill me up so good, I love your cock, baby. I want you to fuck me and fill me up with your cum.” You could practically feel Jin’s cock throb inside of you at your words, and yeah that was definitely the wood cracking when his grip got tighter.
“Fuck, Y/n… You can’t just say things like that. You’re gonna make me cum way too soon.” He growled, taking in a few breaths to distract himself before he was reaching for both of your hands, only to pin them above your head, and then he was dragging his cock out of you slowly until only the head was popped in before thrusting back into you, hard. Your body would have moved up the bed if you weren’t pinned beneath him, completely at his mercy.
“Jin!” You screamed out as his name at the powerful thrust, settling for pulling him closer by hooking your ankles behind him since your hands were held captive above you.
“That’s what you want, Y/n, you want my cum inside of you? Fuck… You’ll look so pretty with a part of me leaking out of this perfect cunt. I’m gonna fill you up so good, give you everything I’ve got.” His words almost sent you over the edge, and when your walls contracted around him, he let out a downright feral sound as he set a rough pace, making good on his promise of fucking you so hard that you actually were pretty sure that you weren’t going to be able to walk straight, his dick repeatedly battering into your g-spot, making you cry out in pure ecstasy.
“Jin, please… I want to touch you, please, let me touch you…” You begged, not caring in the slightest how needy you sounded, but when his grip on your hands left you, you immediately raked your fingers down his back as he fucked into you over and over.
“Harder.” He groaned out, and you didn’t need to be told twice, your fingernails clawing down his back causing the skin to break, drawing a light amount of blood, and it served to make him drive into you borderline animalistic, the headboard smacking into the wall over and over, sounds of skin slapping against skin filling the air as you breathed harshly into each others mouths.
“I- I’m gonna cum.” He panted out, his thumb moving between you to rub at your clit, causing stars to burst behind your eyelids once more.
“Yes, yes… cum for me, Jinnie. Fill me up, please.” You babbled as he buried his face in the crook of your neck, biting down on your skin, leaving an imprint of his teeth behind as he let out a desparate sound of your name, and then he was releasing a full body shudder as his cock throbbed hard inside of you before you were being filled up with the warmth of his cum. It’s what tossed you over the edge with him, holding him in your arms as you chanted his name.
You both were breathing harshly as you came down from your highs, Seokjin being a comfortable weight on top of you, consuming you, his cock still inside of you until it eventually softened, slipping out of you, his release following it, and there really was a lot of it.
Instead of cleaning you up though, Seokjin settled between your knees to gather up his cum before he was pressing it back into you, his fingers pressing it in deep. He then reached into your suitcase to grab you a fresh pair of panties before slipping them onto you, a smirk on his face.
“You want me to walk around like this all day?” You gaped at him, but your voice came out content from being fucked so well.
“Yes, I want you to walk around with my cum inside of you. All day. I want you smelling like me.” He admitted unabashedly, slipping one of his t-shirts over your head. Apparently he wanted you to wear his shirt today too. You were not complaining, you could get down with that.
“Possessive.” You remarked.
“Maybe.” He admited.
“Maybe I like it.” You admitted yourself, tracing your finger along the good sized mark you left on his neck. “I like belonging to you. As long as you belong to me. I can be a bit possessive myself.”
“Like I told you before, I’ve always belonged to you. You’re the only one for me.” He said, and then he was kissing you, just for the sake of it, lips swollen and red from how much they have been fused together, and you would never, ever, tire from it.
He ended up slipping a pair of his boxers on before sliding back into bed and pulling you into his arms. You went happily, nuzzling into his chest. Maybe you could get a nap in after that incredible orgasm.
Or not… Seokjin’s phone started going off. He ignored it with an annoyed groan, only holding you closer. Then, it was your phone that started ringing, making you sigh dramatically as you rolled over to pick it up. It was your best friend.
“What?”
“Now, is that any way to greet your best friend? Hyung didn’t answer. I was calling to see if you guys still wanted to go on the helicopter ride? I mean, is everything all good now? Did you talk to him?” He asked.
“Yeah, I talked to him. We’re good.” You smirked, even though your best friend couldn’t see it over the phone. “What time is the helicopter ride?”
“Well, I thought we could go now.” Jeongguk said happily.
“Now? It’s early.”
“It’s almost noon, dumbass. On vacation.”
“Excuse me, Kook.” You gasped.
“What did you call my girlfriend, JK?”
“GIRLFRIEND?!!” You laughed as you imagined the stunned look on your best friends face. “Hold up-“
“We’ll be down in thirty, bestie, bye.” You hung up the phone with a grin before rolling on top of your boyfriend.
“Girlfriend?” You reiterated Jungkook’s question, gazing down at him.
“That’s right.” He confirmed with a smile of his own.
The high school version of you, before everything went down, squealed in delight. You finally got the man of your dreams. He was really yours. “I can’t believe it. The only guy I ever wrote about in my diary is officially my boyfriend.”
“You wrote about me in your diary?” Seokjin was surprised, and very intrigued.
“Oh- I - Well-“
“I want to read your diary now.”
“Absolutely not.”
“See, all I got out of that, was absolutely.”
“Oh really? You must have missed the part where I said, not.”
“Hmm, no… I don’t think so. Pretty sure you said absolutely.”
“Seokjin.”
“Y/n.” The smile he was giving you was filled with so much adoration and love that it had you melting. Damn it.
“It’s… It’s cringey, Jin. Young me was so cringey.”
“You were young. Weren’t we all?” Your boyfriend chuckled. Boyfriend. You would never get tired of that.
“Please?” He gave you a perfect example of a puppy dog look, and oh great. Now he’s won.
“Fine!” You relented, grabbing one of the pillows to throw it at him.
He gasped, mock offended as he clutched the pillow in his hands. “Did you just challenge me to a pillow fight, Jagiya?”
“What? No. Seokjin… No, don’t give me that look. Ah!” You jumped off the bed, feet landing on the ground as you took off running, and seconds later, you felt a pillow hitting your back.
You stood there for a second, a smirk rising to you lips before turning around slowly, picking up the pillow. Your boyfriend raised a single eyebrow at you. You lifted the pillow like you were gonna throw it, watched his arms shield himself, and then you retreated. He lowered his arms, looked at you, then brought them back up again as you acted like you were going to throw it once more, only to not do it.
“Yah! What are you-“ The pillow hit his face in his distraction, and you threw your arm up in the air in victory.
“Gotcha!” You giggled.
“You wound me, Jagi.” Seokjin placed a hand over his chest, but his smile betrayed his words.
“Will a kiss make it better?” You asked, crawling onto the bed on your knees before sliding into your boyfriend’s lap.
“Hmm, maybe. We should test it out.” His hands settled on your bare hips underneath his t-shirt, leaning in.
You met him halfway, sealing your lips together in a slow kiss, mapping his mouth with your tongue as your fingers came up to muss up his hair some more, a happy sigh leaving him.
Both of your phones pinged with a text. A group text.
‘I hope you guys are getting ready right now.’ - JK
You did start getting ready after that message came through, because you and Seokjin were actually looking really forward to the helicopter ride, and when you met your best friend and his girlfriend in the lobby, Kook’s eyes were bugged out of his head, while Lea just smiled, smug.
You were wondering why they looked like that, and then it clicked. You and Seokjin had matching bruises along your neck, and while you were wearing his t-shirt, his hair clearly gave the look like he was just fucked. You purposely ran your fingers through it before you left to dishevel it. What really threw it over the top, was the slight limp you had when you walked.
“You guys fucked already? You both work fast, holy shit.” Jungkook exclaimed crudely, making Seokjin snort beside you. “And you’re holding hands, aww how cute.”
“Shut up, dumbass.” You repeated his words from earlier, grinning.
He grinned back. “Congratulations, guys. Honestly… I just want you both to be happy. You look good together. Just don’t break eachothers hearts, because then I would be sad.”
“I don’t plan on it.” You and Seokjin both said at the same time, and then you were blushing and giving your boyfriend a dreamy smile.
“Ew, gross.” Jungkook shuddered as if he didn’t act that way with his own girlfriend because he totally did, but he pulled Jin in for a hug, and then you one.
“You smell like my brother, I don’t know if it’s from the shirt or something else. You know what… I don’t want to know. Double ew.” Jungkook crinkled his nose in disgust, and you laughed because, it wasn’t only from the shirt, but what your best friend didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him.
Seokjin wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you into him with a smirk. “Y/n has kept my cum inside of her like a good girl.”
You flushed crimson. Lea choked on nothing, laughing uncontrollably, and Jeongguk blanched, making gagging faces. “Oh, you two are disgusting! I need to… the visual. Oh god, I need to bleach my eyes and unhear this whole conversation somehow. Someone find me a time machine.”
“Oh Kookie, like we haven’t gotten up to similar stuff.” Lea patted her boyfriend’s shoulder.
“That’s different. This is my best friend, and my brother. My brother! I don’t need to hear about anything that has to do with his dick. I’m happy for you guys, I am, but please do not tell me about your sex lives, for the love of god, please!”
You, Seokjin, and Lea were all cracking up, and poor Kook was still pale. “Now I gotta sit here all day knowing that my brothers cum is inside of you. Gross.”
Your best friend forgot all about it during the helicopter flight, taking in all the stunning views that Maui had to offer. It was truly a remarkably beautiful… stunning island. You were truly happy that you were getting to experience this with none other than Kim Seokjin.
Boyfriend, Best friends brother, Ex- enemy, Future husband, yeah that’s right, and the love of your life. Your whole world. Your happiness.
“I love you, Jagiya.” Seokjin reached for your hand as the flight came to an end, fingers fitting together perfectly.
“I love you too, Jinnie.” You smiled, so much so that your cheeks started hurting.
Jungkook was smiling too as he looked at the both of you, looking so in love. He looked at Lea that way, which meant, he knew he didn’t have to worry about his best friend and his brother, knowing that you both would make it. He would have been happy just to have the two of you get along, but this… This was even better. This was the best outcome imaginable, and now, his best friend would become his future sister in law. You would be welcomed into the family with open arms.
Of course, later on that evening as you all watched the sunset on the beach, he was reminded of how gross the two of you were. As Seokjin pulled his t-shirt over his head to get into the water, Jungkook sputtered out his Piña colada as he spotted the raised scratch marks marring his brother’s back.
“Y/n! You attacked my brother.” He started wheezing.
“I didn’t attack him, you idiot! It’s called passionate sex. He asked me to do that specifically. It made him turn into an animal let me tell you, he fucked me so goo-“
“Okay, enough! I’ve heard enough! La la la, I can’t hear you.” He covered his ears with his fingers, making you snicker.
Warnings: Yandere behavior, Possessiveness, Manipulative behavior, If you’re not 18+ please, PLEASE, do not interact. Be mindful of the warnings. Let me know if I miss anything.
A/N: After a grueling heartbreak and ending an almost ten-year relationship, your local writer girlie is baaaack (with more emotional baggages that she should probably unpack in therapy but instead chooses to be overproductive so she wouldn't think about how she's now alone). I doooo hope you enjoy this! <33
Masterlist, Season 2
Prologue
You felt him before you could even open your eyes.
His arm was wrapped around your waist, his hand plastered on your stomach. His solid chest secured you. You could feel his warm breath on your nape. He was warm.
He was real.
You smiled when he pulled you closer, his voice particularly deep in the morning. “No waking up.”
You turned to face him, his face looked heavenly even with his eyes closed, peaceful even, you thought. Kim Seokjin looked like an angel. His lashes fluttered when you traced his cheek with your finger, his plump lips pulling into a smile. His hand cupped yours before planting a soft kiss on your palm.
At that exact moment he opened his eyes, the most loving and kind eyes you had ever gazed upon, you felt the most happy.
You felt the love you spent your whole life looking for.
The morning light filters softly through the curtains, catching the edges of his dark hair and casting a gentle glow over his features. For a moment, neither of you speaks. The silence between you is heavy with a quiet, sacred comfort, broken only by the sound of your synchronized breathing.
His grip on your waist tightens just a fraction, as if confirming to himself that you are truly there. The smile on his lips widens, crinkling the corners of those beautiful eyes you adore so much.
“Don’t wake up, sunshine.”
“We have to,” you told him as gently as you could.
He was quiet for a moment, his eyes searching yours for something you didn’t know. Slowly, Seokjin rested his head on yours as if he was trying to keep something that was slowly moving away from him. “I don’t want to lose this.”
“Lose what?” you asked.
“Us.”
You smiled and this time, it didn’t reach your eyes.
“We already lost us.”
You woke up.
The room was dark.
He wasn’t here, you reminded yourself. He was never here.
—
“47% increase in recovery rate from last week’s experiment,” Kim Seokjin quietly noted as he tapped down on his tablet. The soft humming of the machines and the cold air made the atmosphere seemed more clinical than necessary.
To anyone looking in, he was the picture perfect of a composed and collected man.
To anyone looking in, he was merely conducting an experiment.
To anyone looking in, Kim Seokjin was sane.
They couldn’t have been farther from the truth.
6 months, 13 days, 7 hours, 42 minutes.
That was how long it had been since he last saw you. The last time since he was able to rein in the monster lurking in him. He rationalized that there was no need to hide it anymore. After all, it was a part of him.
Abandoning him was the worst mistake you ever made because by doing so, you unleashed hell on Earth. No longer was he pretending to be someone who was good. You broke the last chain. You broke the last resolve he had in him.
The man’s eyes were wide with terror as he looked at the place where his right hand used to be. Moments ago, the wound would not stop bleeding. The cut, although precise and somewhat clean from Seokjin’s ministrations, was also jagged at the edges, a testament to the fact that Seokjin hadn’t used a scalpel for the severance—he had used his own raw, manic strength.
“This is healing better than your left hand, wouldn’t you say?” Seokjin monotonously asked, peering down on him with dark eyes that didn’t seem to register the monster he had become. “Maybe when we get to your right foot, healing would almost be instantaneous. All set to be broken once again.”
The man whimpered at the mere thought of experiencing the same hell all over again, “P-please, j-just kill me. End t-this misery-”
“Shh,” he shushed while adjusting the dextrose, his tone emotionless. “We’ve been here a thousand times. You know begging won’t do anything. Aren’t I taking care of you so well that you’ll live even when I’m dead? Besides, aren’t you glad that you’re ‘voluntarily’ helping the medical community researching ways to save people?”
Seokjin turned to him and flashed him a smile so soulless one would wonder if there was still even an ounce of humanity left in him. “We do thank you for your service.”
“Please. I’m sorry. I’m s-so sorry-”
“I’ve only been hurting you for months. You hurt her for years. I am certain I’ll forgive you when I run out of body parts to cut.
Oh, and of course you need not worry. No one will look for you. The Bangtan took care of your death certificate.”
—
“Good morning, Doc!”
You smiled at the receptionist as you greeted her warmly. You were looking at the chart she handed you. Your patient today was the first one assigned to you when you transferred to this province. A simple, veteran man who was ordered to undergo therapy before he could be cleared for active duty.
The receptionist pointed to the small lobby where he was waiting. His back was ramrod straight, he was looking ahead, his stance as though he was on guard. You were certain that Minho would recover in no time. You were glad that his night terrors were becoming fewer as the sessions went on. He no longer sported the haunted look you first saw him in. His hands no longer tremble out of nowhere.
Meanwhile, you wondered when you could sleep well again. If sleep requires peace, perhaps you would never again because each time you closed your eyes, all you saw was blood and violence and each morning just before you woke up, you’d see his eyes staring at you with both hatred and coldness.
Some nights though, you would dream about him chasing after you with a certain need in his eyes. Some nights though, you dreamed about him pointing a gun at you.
The worst was when you would dream about the life you could have had with him had he been anyone but who he truly was.
Doing the right thing for you wasn’t easy, and was it ever, not when saving you meant leaving him. Not when it meant leaving the version of him that you loved. You wondered if the person you fell in love with truly existed or was it just an act? Was he truly warm? Was he truly someone who would take his time to cook for you? Was he really that childish yet incredibly competent man you first fell in love with?
Did that Kim Seokjin really exist?
Or was he merely a figment of your imagination?
Discovering that he was the darkness himself, one that you spent your entire life outrunning, tainted all the memories you had with him. Because when they said time heals all, they didn’t know what they were saying.
Time didn’t truly mean anything when you could still feel in your bones the chilling realization that he was part of the world you so badly wanted to escape from. Time was regardless when despite the fact that you knew who he was, who he truly was, a part of you still longed for the version of him you fell in love with.
And how much it still hurts despite the distance you put between you and him.
“Have you been sleeping well?”
“Five hours last night,” Minho answered.
“That’s good,” you wrote down his progress, smiling at him. You were pleased at his progress when just months ago, he only slept for less than an hour. “You’re doing so well now. I’ll clear you for active duty as soon as we finish the remaining sessions.”
Minho was quiet for a moment and when you looked up, his eyes were assessing you as though you were a case he needed to solve. “Have you been sleeping well?”
You blinked owlishly at his question and the intensity on which he worded it. You attempted to laugh it off. “Of course I am-”
“Liar,” he noted as he leaned in from his seat on the sofa. “Doc, your eyebags darkened a little bit more each time I return.”
“I-it must have been my concealer. I bought the cheapest one…”
He nodded, “Right. Nothing to do with the way you kept on looking on your shoulder like grim reaper himself would appear any moment to take you back to his lair.”
You opened your mouth when he shook his head. “All I’m saying is that if you don’t feel safe, you only have to say a word. You helped me. I want to help you back.”
Help was something you no longer believed in. It was something that brought you in this situation. It was the outreached hand that ran you out of Seoul. It was the help that made you fall for the executioner himself.
Instead, you told him not to worry about you. Instead, you told him you were okay when you were farther from the truth.
—
The place you moved to was quaint and quiet, the exact opposite of what Seoul was to you.
The walk home was slow and entirely too peaceful. Whereas the streets were filled with bustling establishments and busy people in the city with lights that never seemed to dim, here you could slow down.
You could take your time.
You could look up in the sky and clearly see the stars.
You could walk down the street, with fields on either side of you, and felt entirely safe.
Here, people didn’t want to hurt you.
Here, people couldn’t hurt you.
The people who hurt you were now far away from you, you told yourself repeatedly hoping that one day, you would stop obsessively looking over your shoulder, waiting for someone to jump and hurt you again.
You rented the top floor of a small, two-floor house with a garden that you always wanted to have. The seeds you planted were now blooming with flowers. This place may have been small and old, but this was yours, you thought. This was your safe space.
When you moved in, the owner told you that the first floor was vacant for a while now and that a new tenant would move in next week.
When you went home, however, you saw the lights turned on on the first floor. Empty boxes were placed on the outside of the door of the first floor.
The tenant must have moved early, you thought. Or late if you considered that it was already almost midnight.
Must have been from the city, you thought, seeing as it was late when she arrived.
With an exhausted sigh, you told yourself that you would instead introduce yourself the next morning. And with that, you
You felt him before you could even open your eyes.
His arm was wrapped around your waist, his hand plastered on your stomach. His solid chest secured you. You could feel his warm breath on your nape. He was warm.
He was real.
You smiled when he pulled you closer, his voice particularly deep in the morning. “Found you.”
SUMMARY. Divorce is messy, especially with your beloved penthouse on the line. One drink and a keycard later, you remember how your soon-to-be-ex-husband got you so hooked on him in the first place, but you've always been good at turning the game in your favor.
word count. 7.0k
warnings. dom!jungkook x sub!reader, jk is a mean evil dom, slight dub con themes, creampie, mirror sex, voyeurism, window sex, refers to reader as b*tch and sl*t, degradation, impact play, choking, penetrative sex, rough sex, light mentions of drinking, overstimulation, reader and jk are bitter insane rich exs
note. and i’m back!! thank you so much for showering dealer jk with so much love! i appreciate the kind comments so so much. today i bring to you rich frustrated ex husband jk. and an equally insane toxic ex wife y/n. i really hope you enjoy this fic, it’s not as edited as it could be so i apologize in advance for any grammar errors. please make sure to read the warnings, jk refers to reader as b*tch and sl*t repeatedly and he is NOT NICE. slight elements of dub con as well. ofc, this fic is meant to be purely fiction and does not represent jungkook in any manner. no character in this story is based on anyone in real life
Your gaze snapped upwards, your lips pausing at the rim of your manhattan.
“Hello, hubby.” A light curve grazed your polished lips, you knew that would get under his skin.
“Don’t fucking call me that.” He scoffed and sat down at the stool next to you. Your soon-to-be-ex-husband was an attractive man no doubt. Attraction was truly, never an issue between the two of you. And somehow, since your negotiations had started he’d been dressing even better.
His muscled thighs spread, straining against his dark slacks and he rested an inked hand on the crux of his thigh, the other splayed across the dark marbled counter of the bar. His fingers drummed on the counter; silver rings dinging deliciously, before he extended his hand out, snatching the glass out of your hand and bringing it to his pierced lips. You raised a brow at his bold gesture, but let him drink regardless. Cute, he still wanted to share your spit.
He sipped and hissed, “Gross.”
The dimmed lights of the bar cast a shadow on his angled features and strangely youthful eyes. The curve of his jaw even sharper than you remembered, and the faint scar on his cheek that gave him an attractive ruggedness. Your eyes trailed down him, his white button down tugged up his arms enough to give you a clear view of the busy pieces of artwork inked onto him. Had he gotten more done since you last saw him? He clearly had been working out, as if he needed it at all with his broad firm figure. He always took up way too much space, his casual arrogance and musky cologne filling the room even if it was a small hotel bar.
“Checking me out, my love?” His eyes watched over yours trailing him up and down, the old term of endearment leaving a bitter taste in your mouth that only alcohol and Jungkook could give you.
“Don’t fucking call me that.” You mocked, with a lazy grin. His jaw twitched and his eyes narrowed, he scoffed and looked away.
“You do look good, husband..” You leaned forward, catching your glass back from his calloused hands. One manicured nail ran down his palm in the process. Jungkook’s adams apple bobbed up and down as he felt the touch, and he winced away.
“Seriously, why the fuck did you call me here?” If he was flattered by your compliment, he didn’t show it. His teeth clenched lightly, small but significant enough for you to notice. His patience always wore thin around you, and it got worse day by day.
“Jungkook, so intense. I called you for a friendly meeting, remember?” You sighed.
When you had suggested the meeting over text, the first one-to-one conversation you had with the handsome man in months, he had replied with a laughing reaction. You two could barely be civil in front of your lawyers in official proceedings, meeting in person alone was out of the picture. But strangely enough, the next day Jungkook had come around.
“Cut the shit.” He shoved a frustrated hand through his hair. “Continue.”
You licked your painted lips and slid open the manila folder resting beside you. You looked down, reading off. “So in your claims of…” you lifted two fingers to make air quotes, “your rightful claims. Why has your skank of a lawyer listed the Hong Kong penthouse? I was the one who wanted the property.”
He leaned his head back and barked out a sharp laugh. “Are you fucking serious? You think it’s yours because you had the idea? I paid for the fucking renovations. Every wall, every window. Without me it was just concrete.”
Your grin sharpened. “And without me, it’s a glorified bachelor’s shoebox with tacky taste. I made it a home, Jungkook. Which is exactly why your lawyer should back the fuck off.”
He clicked his tongue, taking another sip of your drink. “Don’t make me laugh. You just can’t stand the thought of me keeping something you touched. This isn’t even about the property, it’s about you losing control.”
“Oh, please.” Your foot nudged at him, “I wasn’t the control freak between the two of us, baby.”
His eyes narrowed, lip curling. “Shut up.. “ He paused, shifting uncomfortably, and then continued “And don't think I don’t know what you’ve been doing. Hiring detectives, digging for dirt. You’re trying to catch me slipping so you can build your little case against me.”
You tilted your head, eyes scaling him up and down. “Paranoid as ever. Maybe I just like watching you.”
His jaw ticked and his tongue poked at the side of his cheek, frustration darkening his face. “You’ll twist anything, won’t you? Every word out of your mouth is bait.”
You smirked, leaning in just enough for your perfume to cut through the alcohol on his breath. “Bait only works if you’re hungry, Jungkook.”
Jungkook’s eyebrows shot up but his mouth closed, at a loss for words. You let the silence hang for a beat before striking again “We spent nights against that ridiculous glass window in Hong Kong, remember? Anyone could’ve seen us. Maybe they did.” You plucked a cherry from the empty glass and swirled it in your mouth. “Of course I want the penthouse.”
He went quiet, gaze heavy as it dragged over your mouth like a blade. The pause stretched, thick with something dangerous.
Finally, he muttered, voice low. “What wicked games are you playing now, woman?”
A soft laugh slipped from you, mocking and sweet. “Always so suspicious. Not every move I make is a game.”
“Bullshit.” His knee brushed yours under the bar, deliberate, heavy, testing the waters.
Your smile curled, and you caught the way his gaze littered over your low neckline. “I’m a very serious woman, Jungkook. I truly don’t play games and I don’t say much without meaning.”
Jungkook rolled his eyes but his gaze was different, heavier hooded. And an obvious bulge started to strain against his slacks. Still didn’t take much from him. “And what are you trying to say now?”
You let the words drip, silken, “Why don’t we relive our penthouse nights tonight? Make it even filthier this time.” Your hand reached and rested dangerously close to his clothed member. “You sure look like you need it.”
At first, Jungkook was silent, and you thought he was going to walk out. But slowly, a smirk curved over his lips. “Yeah,” he drawled, leaning back with lazy arrogance, “You know what, it’s about time I put you back in your place.”
You slid off the barstool, heels clicking as you brushed past him. Jungkook followed, broad frame shadowing yours all the way to the front desk. His hand pressed against the small of your back, more of a claim than a guide, while he murmured something low to the clerk. A keycard slid across the counter, and he snatched it up without looking back.
The walk to the room was silent, heavy with everything neither of you said. The moment the door clicked shut behind you, you were both all over each other.
Jungkook’s hands were eager and unforgiving, digging and gripping at every inch of skin he hadn’t touched in the last few months. His palm rubbed against your clothed ass, gripping harshly. His mouth wasn’t as kind and soft as it looked. His lips kissed yours bruisingly, his tongue relentlessly exploring your mouth. His mouth tasted like the velvety taste of your manhattan, and the bitterness of cigarette smoke.
“Mmm…” You moaned into his mouth, head angled as you kissed back. But you couldn’t keep up with your soon-to-be ex husband’s pace. He was too far gone.
One large hand snuck up your curved back and yanked your head back, fingers deep into your scalp. “Of course you fucking look like this.” He hissed out, dark eyes taking in your appearance, “Of course you fucking look like this while you’re trying to come for everything I own.”
You huffed out a laugh only to be yanked back further into the wall, you let out a small whimper of pain as he gripped at your hair harder. He leaned down, licking a thick stripe on the base of your neck. “Thought I was gonna be easy on you, bitch?” His tone reeked with mocking sympathy, his teeth nibbled at your skin.
Jungkook was usually so gentle on you while you were still married, passionate nonetheless, but so opposite of the dark angry demeanor of the man in front of you. You should have pushed off him, told him to behave or tell him it’s a bad idea to fuck each others brains out in the middle of divorce proceedings, but Jungkook’s rough touch and demeaning tone had your brain melted and a familiar warmth starting to spread into your lower belly.
Jungkook didn’t like your silence and felt a deep smack on your ass, the sting causing you to push off the wall and into his unmoving chest. “Jungkook!” You gasped out.
“I’m not going to be fucking nice to you now, Y/N.” He said through gritted teeth. He spun you around so your back was pressed into his chest and tits were smashed against the wall. His hand rabidly worked with the dark cloth of your dress, pushing it up against your back. Your head spun when the cold rush of air kissed at your panties and bare thighs, your arousal now evident as ever to Jungkook's burning gaze. It coated the upper part of your thighs and left a pool of sticky liquid in your panties. Jungkook let out a rush of air taking in the new sight. Not only were you sopping wet, you were sopping wet in the lingerie set he had bought you.
“Fucking slut..” He hissed, he scrunched the fabric of your dress further up before running a finger at your clothed slit. You shivered in delight, but didn’t dare say a word as he drank the sight of you up.
“So you like that I’m not being nice to you, huh?” He leaned and whispered in the shell of your ear. You nodded, slowly and turned your head to capture his gaze. Jungkook’s eyes were half lidded and a flush seemed to have crawled up his neck and onto his cheeks. He looked drunk, crazed, just like he always did when he had seen you this way.
“Can’t believe your wearing the fucking panties I got you.. you’re fucking twisted..” He continued, as he slid your panties to the side with two fingers. Your arousal left thick gooey strings clinging to your panties, and you watched him intently as he licked his lips. Jungkook ran the pad of his finger up your slit, gingerly. Not adding enough pleasure for you to feel much more than a tingle. You shifted backwards, ass perking out to his hand, begging for some more friction. Begging for some relief from your pulsing heat.
He chuckled dryly, “Like a bitch in heat.”
“Jungkook please…” You tried, pathetically nuzzling back further into his hand. Your insolence resulted in a sharp slap right at your core. You yelped, the vibrations from the slap travelling right down to your throbbing bundle of nerves.
“Why should I give you what you want, slut? You’ve made my life hell for the past few months.” He sneered. Despite his words, his bulge pressed painfully near the zipper of his trousers, aching to be freed. His breath was ragged, and the sweet syrupy scent of your drink fanned across your face.
“I-I’ll make up for it, baby.” You muttered, eyes trained on his bulge. “I promise.”
Jungkook barked out a laugh, sharp and humorless. “Promise? What is that worth coming from you?” His hand shot to your jaw, squeezing your cheeks until your lips formed a pink pout. “You’ve lied through your teeth to every lawyer in the city. You think whining ‘baby’ is gonna fix that?”
Your breath hitched, but your eyes stayed locked on the outline straining against his slacks. You could almost imagine the taste on your tongue.
“You just want my cock to shut you up,” he sneered watching your eyes flicker at his bulge.. He leaned in close enough that his lip ring brushed your skin. “That’s all you’ve ever been good at, warming my bed while you play little housewife with my money.”
He dragged his thumb across your lower lip, smearing your lipstick down your chin. “Pathetic." He continued, "You’d crawl on your knees for my cock right now, wouldn’t you?”
You swallowed, you could feel yourself drip down your thigh. You tried to press your thigh together, but his large hand gripped at your inner thigh keeping you open and in place.
“Say it,” his jaw twitched. “Tell me you’d ruin every shred of dignity you’ve got left just for my cock.”
He dug his nails deliciously into the soft part of your thigh and you sighed out rubbing against the wall, “I would, Jungkook.” Your voice came out hoarse with desire.
“That’s fucking right.” He stepped back, letting you cling to the wall before hooking his thumb on your laced panties and pulling them down, letting them fall by your ankles. “Stay right there, bitch.” You obeyed, of course. God, you wish you saw this Jungkook during the prime of your marriage.
You could hear the rough growl of his zipper and shuffling of fabric as he took off his slacks.
“Turn around.” He barked. When you turned, you dug your nails into the plaster of the wall to ground yourself. The sight of his proud cock was dizzying. The vein you had run your tongue across countless times, was protruding and his bruised purple tip weeped with pre-cum. He used an inked hand to stroke himself, his thumb rubbing at his tip. Jungkook was big. And he knew it. Every single time you guys fucked, Jungkook waited patiently for you to stretch to accommodate his thick length. But you knew that this Jungkook would not care.
“Always loved my cock, you slut.” He watched your amazed expression with a smirk. You nodded slightly, capturing your bottom lip between your teeth.
“Take off that pretty little dress,” he ordered, voice rough. “All of it. Now.”
Your trembling fingers fumbled at the zipper, dragging the fabric down your body. The designer cloth pooled at your feet, leaving you in nothing but your carefully selected lingerie.
Jungkook stepped back, stroking himself lazily, eyes raking over you from head to toe. “On your knees,” he hissed. “Crawl to me. Like the bitch you are.”
Your pulse thundered in your ears as you sank to the floor, the plush rug of the hotel room kissed your bare knees.You crawled forward deliberately, making a spectacle of your ass shifting side to side, eyes trained deep into Jungkook’s. He shook his head, a lazy grin curving over his plush lips as he watched your antics. “Giving me a show, I like it.”
You stopped crawling in front of him and sat back on your knees. You looked through your lashes up at him with deceitfully innocent eyes.
He chuckled, and ran a finger down the angle of your jawbone and then at your lips. “Still know how to play sweet, huh?”
You parted your lips, letting the tip of your tongue dart against his finger. Jungkook’s jaw shifted and his cock jumped in his hands. “Anything for you, baby” You said with a saccharine smile.
He hummed and grabbed his cock head, tapping it against your cheek. He left a trail as he ran the purple tip down your cheek and across your lips, “Does your lawyer know you’re on your knees for me between hearings?”
“Our little secret.” You promised and grinded down into the carpet.
His jaw tightened, eyes burning into yours. “Open up.”
You parted your lips slowly, as if offering him a gift. Jungkook shoved forward without hesitation, his length sinking into the back of your throat. Your hands sprung up and settled into his thighs for purchase.
“Fuck..” His head tipped back and he laced his hand back into your scalp, nudging his hips side to side to go deeper into your tightening throat.
You gagged, your spit pooling at the side of your stretched lips and running down your chin, but Jungkook didn’t care. The vibration of your gagging and the copious amount of lubrication your mouth was making had his head in the clouds. His eyebrows scrunched as he started rocking his hips back and forth, not pulling out but nuzzling his cock deeper and deeper into your mouth. Your eyes glazed over with salty tears as your nose nuzzled into his pubic bone, shutting off all access to oxygen. He kept his hand steady at the back of your head as he fucked himself into your mouth. Your rough gags turned into moans as you relaxed the back of your throat. You could feel your split coating your chin and dripping onto the carpet, and your mascara ran down your cheek in inked streaks.
He pulled out half way before snapping his hips forward again, savoring your wet gag. You let your bottom teeth graze the underside of his cock lightly, just the way he liked it, and he hissed. “H-haven’t had head - fuck- this good since you fucking left me” His speech slurred with pleasure, “Ruined every whore after you.. “ Your eyes sparkled at his words, loving the thought that no one could ever please your soon-to-be-ex-husband like you ever could, and you hollowed your cheeks, feeling his solid warm cock dragging against the chubby walls of your mouth. The noises that were leaving Jungkook’s throat were jagged, primal. A mix of huffs and appreciative grunts that sounded like music. You ran your hands up and down his legs, before stopping at his balls and cupping them. Jungkook twitched at the back of your throat and cussed loudly.
Abruptly, Jungkook yanked himself out of your throat. You coughed at the sudden rush of oxygen and looked up at him out of shock.
“N-no.” He cleared his throat, struggling to regain his composure. “I’m gonna cum inside you today.”
You blinked up at him, hands still at his thigh, “Like, inside my pussy?” Your voice cracked with disbelief. You and Jungkook barely ever did it raw, both of you terrified of what it could mean: the scandal, the mess, the possibility of a baby in the middle of a marriage built on deals, property acquisitions, and mergers.
He loomed over you, “Yeah. Maybe I’ll knock you up and drag this divorce out forever”
“You’re insane.” You whispered, but your thighs pressed together instinctively, his harsh words hitting you much harder than you expected.
He admired your messy spit slicked face, before nodding his head. “Get up.”
Your head rushed as you got up, steadying yourself on his muscular lean figure. Your chin pointed up as you stood pressed against him. Jungkook paused as he took in your face for a second before reaching behind your back and snapping off the back of your bra. He tugged off the straps, leaving you enticingly bare. His large hands cupped at your round tits, the swells heavy against his palm and he twisted your dark nipples between his fingers. His hot mouth recaptured yours, and he moaned at the salty taste of his precum and your spit. His tongue lapped at yours before nipping at your bottom teeth. You almost leaned into his warmth before he slapped harshly at your breast, strong enough to leave an aching mark.
“Hope I leave my handprint on your tits.” He sneered before spitting a glob onto your pebbled nipple. You whined as he spread his spit over your chest, right over the sweltering hits he had just adorned you with. He reached down and wrapped his lips around one erect nipple, running his tongue in circles before sucking harshly.
The sounds were sinful. He sucked and slobbered at your globes, with zeal and let your manicured hands find their way into his long dark locks. He reached one hand between your thigh and ran his fingers up and down, between your puffy folds. Barely grazing your throbbing nub, letting your slick maintain its steady trickle down your thigh.
“Please.” You emphasized, clamping your creamy thighs around his open palm.
He smirked against your chest before clamping his teeth on your nipple and pulling back. Your eyes squeezed shut as he sucked and nibbled your tits sore. His fingers still didn’t give you what you wanted, prodding and playing with your pussy but never circling even close to your pulsating hole.
You yanked at his hair, impatient and he growled. “Still the neediest bitch alive.”
Regardless, he sank a digit into your hole and you clenched around him, delighted at the intrusion.
“Oh my god…” You moaned out as his finger curled in you, knuckle deep. He pumped his finger in you, letting the wet squelches fill the room. The obscene noises were so loud, that they drowned out the hum of the air conditioning. Jungkook groaned against your chest and continued his vicious attack, biting at the mellow flesh. He added another finger. The dizzying stretch made you grasp at his broad shoulders.
“F-feels so good, J-Jungkook.” You whined. You nuzzled into the side of his neck, inhaling his cologne as he stretched out your desperate pussy. If Jungkook didn’t know better, he would coo at your soft action. But you were vicious, breathtaking, but equally ferocious.
“So fucking wet, slut..” He complimented. He pulled back from your breast, eyes narrowing at your gleaming pussy, watching his fingers drag in and out of your velvet walls. The sheen that coated his long fingers looked delectable. Strings of your sweet arousal ran down his wrist.
You were so easy and pliable, he didn’t struggle to slip in a third digit. Your swollen lips parted over his fingers and he started snapping his wrist sharper and faster. The rigid sensation and the wet smacks of his thrusts had your mouth drop into an “o” shape. You clawed at his back, as you jolted up and down at the strength of his hand. One hand gripped at your hip, keeping you in place as he fucked his fingers in and out of you. The base of his palm smacked against your neglected clit, and you moaned gratefully at the light touch.
“I-I’m gonna cum baby”. You whimpered as he continued his assault. Your hand reached down, clasping onto his wrists, not to stop his thrusts but to feel the calculated snaps of his hand.
Jungkook bent his head all the way down and pressed a surprising kiss to the top of your slit. His tongue peeked out of his mouth and he took a taste of the sticky sheen on your puffy lips. He hummed in approval, the vibrations making you throw your head back. “Cum on my fingers, darling.”
You clenched around his fingers, pressing your hips forward against his nose and let go of the coil curling in your lower belly. “Nngh!”
The orgasm was rapid, too strong to keep you balanced standing up and you swayed wildly as your vision spotted. The sharp pleasurable heat ran through your veins, setting every inch of your skin on fire. Your hands clambered on his muscled back, desperate to keep you grounded as you shook.
“Fuck..” Jungkook groaned, watching you leak onto his broad palm. His fingers slowed, but didn’t escape your fluttering hole. He admired your juicy pussy peeking out from between your trembling thighs. He pressed another chaste kiss on your sopping wet slit before maneuvering his lips between your folds and suckling gently at your sensitive nub.
“N-no..” You moaned out, trying to step back from the overstimulation. Jungkook drew out his fingers, inciting a deep shudder from you, but kept his arms wrapped around your lower back as he suckled on your clit.
“Please too much..” You whimpered and shuffled against his grip.
“Shut up, bitch.” He murmured. He hardened his tongue and prodded around your folds. “My fucking pussy.”
Your trembles only grew stronger as he dragged his teeth lightly over your clit, mimicking the way you’d teased his cock in your mouth. Your mouth parted in silent moans and you jerked away and into his mouth at the same time.
When Jungkook had enough of your shaking he rose up, your arousal glistening his peach lips like gloss and he snickered at your fucked out face. You let your shaky hands rest on his sculpted chest for support and rested your forehead on his shoulder.
“Done fucking fighting with me now huh?” His tone was dark, his hands ran up your spine before he wrapped his hand around your slender throat. Your eyes widened and your two hands gripped at his wrist, clawing as he squeezed. His eyes were narrowed into almond slivers, watching as your eyes watered and a rush of red flush rose from your neck.
“J-Jung-” You squeezed out. His grip on your neck didn't loosen and he ran his thumb up and down lightly over the column of your throat. He started walking you back, grip secure. Your wobbly legs tried to keep up with his pace, until the back of your knees hit wood. His grip loosened, giving you a sharp rush of oxygen and you gasped out.
“Turn around slut.” He ordered, finally letting go of your throat. His hands found your shoulder blades before he whipped you around. You coughed out lightly, feeling soft bruises starting to form on your throat.
Jungkook had backed you up into the large wooden vanity of the corner of the room, and you came face to face with your reflection. Jungkook’s broad athletic figure loomed behind you, taking in your widened eyes as you took in your nude reflection.
“You’re gonna watch when I fuck you, Y/N”. He undid the spare buttons of his button down and slid it off his husky shoulders. He ran his hands down the long hair drifting down your back and flipped it all over one of your shoulders. “You want that?”
He reached down, and pressed a warm kiss to the corner of your shoulder blade. His piercing eyes glanced up to drink in your reaction.
“Answer me.” He demanded.
“Yes…” You leaned back into his lips and kept your eyes trained on his predatory gaze. He hummed in approval and ran his calloused hands down the curve of your waist before cupping your round ass.
“I knew you would.” He alluded. He knew you would. Just like you did before.
“Like in Hong Kong?” You bit your bottom lip, the nostalgia of your passionate previous nights causing a fresh warm glaze to leak out of you. You rubbed your thighs together, the light above you causing the fleshy spot to glisten.
“Just like in Hong Kong.” He affirmed, before delivering a thick wallowed slap to your ass.
Your Hong Kong penthouse nights were your most favorite memories of your marriage. The image of Jungkook taking you ruthlessly from the back, as you watched in the lighted up glass windows was etched into the back of your eyelids.
The delicious sting on your ass made you rub back into his hand. “Gonna fuck me the same way?” You turned to look into his eyes, your pupils blown out. Jungkook’s warm curious hand traveled up to grip onto your throat again.
“Even better.” He whispered and connected your lips again. The kiss was firm and dark, His lips suckled at yours, teeth breaking at the thin pink skin and then suckling again. Your mouths stained with your berry lipstick, and it rubbed down Jungkook's chin, looking like an elaborate creamy bruise.
Your hand wrapped around Jungkook’s hard cock, and you give it a couple strong strokes. It twitched in your hand, and you ran a loving thumb across the velvet skin.
He groaned, relishing your warm soft hands. His palm flattened on your upper back and he nudged you forward before pushing you down, till your tender chest lay flat on the wood of the vanity.
You whimpered in anticipation, and Jungkook parted your legs giving him a clear view of your juicy cunt. You dripped onto the wood below you, leaving a gooey puddle.
His breath hitched, eyes fixed on the mess between your thighs. “Fucking perfect,” he muttered, lining himself up and dragging his tip through your slick folds. His tip was heated and thick, as it nudged around you collecting every drop of lubrication.
His reflection sneered back at you in the mirror. “Watch me fuck you how I always wanted to”
“Fucking do it.” You urged, and spread your cheeks with both hands so he could fill you up properly.
Jungkook scoffed and prodded at your entrance. The silence of him reliving the sight of you bent over filled the room. Then, he delivered a violent thrust. Your pussy squelched as he dug himself in. A broken cry forced from your lips and the wood of the vanity bit into your ribs. Jungkook filled you to the brim, your hole stretched obscenely to accommodate him. He stilled and nuzzled into you forcing his veiny cock into you as deep as he could possibly go.
“Fuck! Fuck fuck fuck.. “ You chanted through gritted teeth. To say you were stretched to your limit was an under statement, Jungkook was tearing you open from the inside out. Your pussy gulped around him, so tight Jungkook could feel it forcing his cock out.
“Fucking slut.” He snarled, “Can’t take my cock?” One hand rested on your lower back and the other on the vanity to balance and ground himself into you with as much power he could muster.
He pulled out a couple measly inches before shoving into you again. The lewd sound of your cunt choking on him, made his dick only harder. You cried out again.
“You’re too fucking big, Jungkook.” You hissed out but your hips grinded back into him despite the burn, his vein pulsated in your gluey walls.
Jungkook laughed out humorlessly at your pathetic form and maneuvered his fingers between your lips to pinch at your overstimulated clit. The appetizing squeeze made your toes curl and tears start to leak from the corners of your eyes.
“Don’t fucking care, baby. You’re gonna take it.” Jungkook’s next thrust was the opposite of shallow, he reared back letting most of his cock slide out of your gripping pussy before shoving back into you. His pace was slow but deliberate. He punished you for each second you took to adjust to him. Your moans came out more like yowls as you were brutally spread open by his girthy member. Jungkook’s groans were drowned out by your kitten mewls and he savored his pathetic nemesis getting impaled by him. Your walls dragged around him, so much he could see your pussy holding onto him tight whenever he pulled out.
His hand snatched into your hair, yanking your head back until your throat arched, scalp burning. “Watch.” The single command cut through the air, raw and merciless.
Your teary eyes could barely make out his herculean figure and curved lips. A permanent sneer etched into his features as he sheathed you.
“I-I… can’t” you started, but the words broke into a whimper with the sharp burn of him stretching you, pleasure and pain colliding in your gut.
“I-I-I…” Jungkook mocked cruelly, his voice pitched high like a caricature of your pleas. He drove his hips into you harder, making the desk creak. “I can’t take you, Jungkook!” he mimicked, panting theatrically.
He leaned down until his lips brushed your ear, thrusts punishing. “That’s what you were gonna say, huh? Can’t take me? Baby, you’ve been built for this cock since the day I married you.”
You whimpered out in response. Your eyes rolled as pain and pleasure tangled, the sting in your scalp coursing down your spine, the brutal stretch in your cunt burning through your whole body. Your walls clamped uselessly around him, spasming, but his cock only forced you looser with every thrust.
Wetness spilled down your thighs in obscene streams, the vanity slick beneath you. Jungkook fucked into the mess like he wanted to drown in it, his strength unyielding, the sound of your body giving out echoing through the room.
He was muttering like a man possessed, voice ragged and low. “Fucking hate you… filthy pussy… God, I love bullying you around.” Each chant drove deeper, crueler, until your body trembled violently.
A particular brutal thrust had you clambering for support. The blunt head of his cock slammed into your tender spongy g spot with vicious precision. You wailed, nails clawing at his arm, trying to shove him back. The pleasure was intense and mind numbing, too much too fast.
He only chuckled darkly, entertained by your useless resistance, “Clawing at me like a fucking cat.” He gripped your quarrelsome wrists in one large hand and pulled them behind your back, using it as an anchor to dive into you with force. His hips snapped into yours with precision, and your pussy engorged around him, sucking him in gummy force. His cock head rubbed deep in your crevices, and you squeezed your eyes shut. Your ears were numbing with intense pleasure and pain.
His thrusts didn’t dull even for a second, and tears started making their way down your cheeks at how good it felt to get taken by him completely. You would never admit it but you missed his cock so much. Your jaw slacked and unconsciously a dribble of drool dripped out of your bitten mouth.
Jungkook watched his cockdrunk soon-to-be-ex-wife jolt on his cock and kept his one hand clenched over your fragile wrists.
He looked back up into the mirror, and reached down with his other hand yanking at your hair. “What a greedy bitch you are,” he hissed, forcing your gaze to the mirror again. “That’s your fucking reflection, baby.”
Your bleary eyes watched as he sheathed in and out of you, his cock disappearing between your swollen ripe folds. Your eyebrows scrunched together in the middle and you bit down on your lips to muffle some pathetic moans, trying to regain your decency. Just hours ago, you were at the bar ready to taunt Jungkook and now he was bullying into you with a force only an enraged man could bring.
He slammed into you repeatedly, hard enough to rattle the mirror above. His crazed mumbling continued, “You can scream about penthouses and settlements all you want, baby. But right now?” His hand stayed fisted in your hair, keeping your head back so you could see your ruined reflection in the glass. “You’re gonna cream on my fucking cock.”
You whined at the pull of your hair, “J-Jungkook fuck, you’re so rough.” It was barely a complaint, more so an appreciation at how good he was using you. Like you were his little sex toy.
“F-fuck yeah I am.” His voice faltered, as his balls slapped against you with the force of plunge.
His eyes were trained manically on where he entered you and your puffy lips split in half to accommodate his brutal girth. He could see your clenching and unclenching, and a beautiful creamy white ring decorating his cock. “Shit, y-you’re lucky I’m not fucking rougher. You’d split in half.”
Through the haze of intense pleasure and pain, you cracked out a surprisingly courageous comment considering how you were at his mercy, “C-can barely feel you.”
His eyes snapped up, catching yours in the mirror. His hips stuttered and the grip on your wrists tightened. You gulped, mouth suddenly going dry.
“Yeah?” His voice was cautious and measured.
You paused, unsure if you wanted to continue your insolence, but curiosity got the best of you. “Yes.”
Then, without warning, he slammed back into you with brutal force. Your body lurched forward against the desk, and you cried out. His hips started pistoning into you with a speed you had never felt before. You bounced wildly against him, the sound of your hips connecting echoing the room and taunting your ears. Jungkook had lost his mind, lost all control of his impulses. Your pussy squelched and weeped, trying to keep up with the manic pace of his cock.
“Barely?” he bit out, words ragged, sweat beading at his temples. His grip on your hips bruised as he shoved into you, every thrust deeper, harder, faster than the last. He panted, a ripe flush rising on his chiseled chest. His hair clung to his forehead, wet and dark.
“Ba- Oh!” You tried to double down but his quick fingers started digging into your oversensitive nub, flicking it with rough force. Your thighs threatened to close shut but his cock and fingers were too much, you were immobile.
“T-that’ll shut you up.” He panted out
You couldn’t say anything, your body shaking, your vision blurring with white hot pleasure as he pounded you further into the wood. The vanity groaned under the impact of his forceful hips, and the table legs shook threatening to give out. Still, Jungkook was relentless. If the vanity gave out, he’d fuck you anywhere else, but he wasn’t going to leave your pussy alone. His fingers worked magic against your clit. Rubbing in circles, and then up and down, and then in patterns you had never seen before. You could feel yourself losing control, teetering on the edge of a harsh orgasm.
“H-how about” He started again “..the whole world sees you getting fucked by your husband.”
You couldn’t even make sense of his words, “W-what?” You cried out.
Jungkook didn’t respond. He didn’t need to. Instead he lifted your useless body and carried you a few steps before shoving your face into cool glass. Your eyes widened as you smushed against the wind. Your view was a wide busy road, teeming with tiny little cars. The sun was almost done setting, and the glow of the last hours of sunlight cast an orange tint through the window. Anyone could see. Anyone could look up and see your tits smashed against the window and Jungkook pounding into you.
“J-Jungkook-” You started as his warm body enclosed you once more. He let go of your wrists and grasped the window instead.
“Just like Hong Kong.” He cut you off, repeating what he had promised you earlier. You could almost sense a tinge of nostalgia in his honey voice, but your thoughts were ruined once more as he sheathed back into you.
“Fuck!” You yelped as you were stuffed again, to the brim. Your lipstick smeared against the glass lewdly as he started shoving his length back into you with inhumane strength. Your nails dragged against the glass, and your breath fogged at the window with each heavy pant.
Jungkook kept a hand on the glass and one cruelly wrapped around your waist to make sure you got every inch of his brutish cock. You knew this was how he liked it, thighs burning with exertion as he proved his point to you that no one could fuck you like him.
Jungkook didn’t like your breathy pants, he wanted you to moan, writhe, and cry. His fingers rediscovered your poor clit and started rubbing it again, your slick making it easier and easier for him to roll it under the pads of his fingers. You whined into the glass resting your forehead against it, unable to do any more fighting against the overwhelming pleasure. You clenched harder around his length and Jungkook cursed under his breath.
“Y-you’re gonna cum.” It wasn’t a question, it was a demand. His own pace was starting to become erratic and he let go of the glass to pinch at your pebbled nibbles, rolling the small bud in between his fingers and giving the swell of your breasts full squeezes.
Your orgasm rippled through you unexpectedly, like Jungkook knew your own body away from him. A cry escaped your lips as you arched away from him, your nerves setting on fire as your whole body tensed. The waves of pleasure crashed over you hard and you slumped into the glass.
Jungkook let out a groan as he chased his own high, pummeling into you like you were a rag doll. He kept you in place as he used you up, before his hips stilled and he burst inside of you. You sighed as hot strings of his release coated your insides, it was almost pleasurable being filled up. Something you barely got to experience. Your thighs twitched as some of his cum leaked down your thigh, leaving a creamy white trail. Behind you Jungkook rested his forehead on your shoulder, catching his breath. His fingers stayed on your body, circling your soft skin, like his body hadn’t gotten the memo that you were at war.
You shifted suddenly, sliding out from beneath him. His cock slipped from your body, and the loss made him hiss through his teeth. He leaned back onto the glass, watching you, silent and still, as you bent to gather your scattered things.
Jungkook’s gaze followed you like a hawk, confusion flickering in his dark eyes. Curious, unsettled. He tilted his head, nostrils flaring as though trying to read your mind.
“Well,” you hummed sweetly after putting on your roughened up clothes. You tucked the manila folder under your arm, “I think I’ve got everything I need for the negotiations now.”
His jaw slackened, then set tight, eyes narrowing. “You can’t be fucking serious.”
“Oh, but I am,” you cooed, stepping close enough to trail your finger down his damp chest. ”A judge won’t like hearing that you couldn’t keep your cock out of me during proceedings. Looks a lot like a conflict of interest, don’t you think?”
His entire body went rigid. “You manipulative-”
You silenced him with a chaste kiss on the cheek, quick and mocking. He winced like it burned.
“Thank you for your contribution,” you whispered against his skin, sugary sweet and venomous. “I’ll be sure to make it count.”
With that, you turned on your heel, heels clicking against the hardwood, folder clutched tight. Jungkook stayed rooted to the spot, sweat dripping down his temple, his cock still half-hard and his expression caught between rage and disbelief as the door clicked shut behind you.
Tags: explicit sexual content, manhandling, size kink, big d joon🤤, fluff!!, and alot of things.
Mdni 18+
The Size Difference. Omg. This is like a whole thing for him too, He's so big – tall, broad, big hands, big thighs, big dick. And he LOVES the contrast with you. Loves picking you up like you weigh nothing, loves how his hand can almost wrap around both your wrists, loves caging you under him and making you feel surrounded. It's not just a physical thing for him; it makes him feel protective and possessive in a way that drives him crazy.
He's not rough, but he's firm. He guides you. Moves you. Positions you. A hand on the back of your neck that's both comforting and controlling. Pulling you into his lap by your hips. Turning you over in bed with one easy motion. It's the effortless strength that's so hot. Like he's so strong he doesn't even have to try.
Hes a hot nerd. Foreplay starts at breakfast. Him telling you about a concept from a book, his eyes lighting up, his hands moving while he talks... you just sit there watching his brain work and get turned on. He'll catch you staring and get this little knowing smile. He knows. And later, he'll whisper something from that same conversation against your skin, making the whole day feel like one long, slow seduction.
His love language is 1000% physical touch, but it's claimed touch. His hand on the small of your back guides you through a crowd. Even when he's just resting a hand on your thigh while he drives, it's heavy and intentional. He needs to be connected to you.
Namjoon loves watching/being watched. He loves to observe you. Loves when u put on a show for him. He'll ask u to touch yourself for him and just watch with this focused, hungry look, like he's studying u. And he loves knowing you're watching him too – the flex of his back when he takes his shirt off, the veins on his arms. He's aware of his own effect and it's hot.
He has the patience of a saint and he uses it for evil (good evil). He'll edge you for what feels like hours, stopping every time you're close, whispering “not yet, baby” in that deep voice. He loves seeing you desperate and begging, loves the power of being the one who gives u permission to finally cum.
He leaves bruises where no one else can see. The inside of your thighs, your hips, the side of your breast. He likes seeing his fingerprints on your skin the next day. He'll kiss over them gently and say “pretty” or “mine,” and it makes you melt and shiver at the same time.
His dirty talk is so good. He doesn't just say generic stuff. It's so specific and it wrecks you. Stuff like, “I can feel you fluttering around me, so perfect,” or “You take every inch so well, like you were made for me,” or even just groaning “Fuck, you're so tight,” when he's balls-deep inside you. It's earnest and graphic and comes from him just stating what he's experiencing and it's SO hot.
And his cock.. is fucking huge, very thick and veiny. Namjoon won’t get his eyes off of the bulge his cock make on your tummy, sliding in and out of your stretched pussy. The wet noises, your desperate whimpers and pathetic pleads, begging him to slow down bcuz his cock is too big and you can’t take it. But hes not stopping, he will make you take it and stretch you to his size.
His pervert mind has fantasies about locations. His big, sturdy desk in his study, covered in his papers and books. The floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room at night (the blinds are closed, but it feels risky). The shower where he can pin you against the cool tiles. The couch where he was just reading peacefully before pulling you into his lap. He thinks about the setting, the ambiance. It's a whole production in his head.
Eye contact is another huge turn on for him. He will hold it while his fingers slide inside you, while he takes you deep, while he comes. It’s overwhelming.
He’ll spread your thighs with his hands, praising the stretch. “Look at that. Open so wide for me. Such a good girl.”
He loves sitting you on his massive thighs while he’s still fully clothed, just grinding you against the hard muscle of his leg until you’re a mess.
He’s obsessed with your collarbones. He’ll trace them with a blunt finger, then kiss along them. Something about their delicacy drives him crazy.
Yes, he manhandles, but he also serves. Washing your hair, massaging your feet, feeding you fruit. It’s all natural to him. He gets off on caring for you until you’re pliant.
He’ll kneel in front of you. To take off your shoes, to put your socks on. But he’ll stay there, his big hands on your calves, looking up at you with soft puppy eyes.
He’ll dress you. Put his own hoodie on you, slowly pull your panties up for you. Like his own pretty doll.
Namjoon’s very good with mixing praise and degradation. It’s all praise but it feels degrading bcuz of how specific and exposing it is:
“You were thinking about this all through dinner, weren’t you? My good, desperate girl.”
“You came just from my fingers? So sensitive for me.”
Hes a clingy sleeper. Big spoon, most of the time. His hand will cup your breast or rest possessively over your pussy in his sleep.
He’ll sometimes wake you up by already being inside you, moving slow and deep. He’ll shush you gently, “Go back to sleep, baby. Let me take care of you.” It’s the ultimate trust exercise for him.
He’ll teach u. About your own body, about sex. “This is your G-spot. Feel it? That’s how I’m going to make you squirt for me, princess.”
He might read smut to u, his deep voice bringing the words to life, his hand working between your legs.
Namjoon genuinely believes that the purest form of love is watching u fall asleep on his chest after a long day, knowing u trust him enough to let ur guard down completely, knowing that he made u feel so good, that he made u cum multiple times until your body is exhausted and satisfied with his touch ㅤ♡.
A/N: i just hit 600 followers 🥹 thank u sm my loves💕 I didn’t expect to be noticed this fast
I carried away with this hc bcuz i do study namjoon alot and i wanted to write everything ik but that would be a long series of a never ending hcs 😭 hope this was to ur expectations and req r still open!!
Summary: You used to know how he sounded when you were wrapped around him, but circumstances have pulled you apart and sent you scattering in opposite directions. Feelings shouldn’t reappear so easily by simple words, but when you find yourselves in the same place once again, this is exactly what happens.
⋙ pairing: Yoongi x female reader
⋙ rating: 18+
⋙ genre: fwb/kinda enemies to lovers; fluff, smut
⋙ warnings: a misunderstanding, former fuckboy!yoongi, pent-up feelings, very light angsty bits buuuut mostly cute hot stuff, hobi – the frustrated wingman; explicit sexual content: dom!yoongi, sub!reader, making out in a bathroom, oral (f. & m. receiving), hair pulling, grinding, protected sex, dirty talk, teasing, pussy/tiddie slapping (i think), light spanking – yoongi slaps it all, degradation, praising, biting, he comes on her tits, spit, light choking, rough sex, manhandling, cum play, aftercare, some crack dialogue i guess, most of this is smut tbh.
⋙ word count: 10.3k
⋙ a/n: this was supposed to be a 5k pwp 😐 but anything for the BIRTHDAY BOY !! i adore this man, may only good things happen to him ever 😭 here’s my little love letter to min suga. genius. <3 also lowhighkey dedicated to @sugalaritae who brainstormed this w me (came up with this wonderful summary, too !!) and just, ugh – i just love her, she deserves to be spoiled <3
MASTERLIST | WIPS
You should’ve listened to your guts when they told you to stay home this morning. Maybe you could’ve avoided Yoongi’s presence for some longer that way.
summary: It feels like everybody around you is enamoured with the superheroes assigned to protect your city. You, on the other hand, couldn’t care less about them, and that disregard quickly evolves into disdain once you see behind the veil of the superheroes. Of course, then, your luck has you becoming the latest person to be saved by Heartman, the crown jewel of the supers.
warnings: Swearing, mentions of death and being put into dangerous situations. Explicit sexual content: fingering, oral sex (f receiving), orgasm denial, dirty talk, strength kink, glove kink, spanking, semi-clothed sex, unprotected sex, sex in mid-air (hear me out guys...), creampie.
credits: Dividers from sssilverblessings. The basic premise (and title) of the fic come from The Boys, where superheroes exist and are seen almost as celebrities but many of their saves are staged. All other ideas are otherwise mine!
9:45 pm is entirely too late to be leaving work. You curse yourself for staying late to get work done, because your desire to be productive has meant that you've missed the peak time for bus service and have been stuck at the stop for what feels like an eternity. To top it off, your feet are crying from choosing today of all days to wear a new pair of shoes, and you can think of nothing other than getting home, kicking the stupid shoes off, and plopping down on your couch with a greasy pizza and trashy TV.
After what feels like an eternity, the bus arrives, speeding past billboards advertising something or other. The blown-up faces, celebrities and superheroes, blur together as the bus picks up speed. Though the ads feature a diverse selection of faces, one particular hero is basically a fixture with how often he appears.
Heartman. The crown jewel of the superheroes assigned to protect your city.
His multiple superpowers of flight and time manipulation, in addition to the standard ones of super strength and durability, set him apart from the rest of the heroes; that, and his extensive list of saves. Further distinguishing him from other heroes is that his name didn’t come from his set of powers but from his personality; a large part of his branding is his purportedly big heart, and he leans hard into that facet of his image by spending much of the spare time between his saves volunteering with animal shelters or at children's hospitals. It definitely didn’t hurt that he had been blessed with supernaturally handsome looks as well, his face made to be plastered on billboards.
Really, he was nothing short of perfect.
If you were one to buy into the whole superhero thing, you knew you’d be fawning over Heartman, just like everybody else with eyes and a pulse. Unfortunately for you, you’ve always thought the whole concept of superheroes was a bit ridiculous; they were basically first responders with superpowers, except at least first responders didn’t use every emergency situation as an opportunity to promote themselves. The heroes’ most eventful saves consisted of nothing more than stopping petty crimes, for crying out loud; you knew more about their brand deals more than their supposed accomplishments.
Over time, you’d come to learn that your stance was an unpopular one, as evidenced by the way grown adults and children alike fawned over the heroes and the way your friends would go blue in the face convincing you that you were wrong to disregard their importance when the heroes' sole purpose was to protect you and the rest of your city.
You don’t get much more time to dwell on your disdain for superheroes, because the bus’ announcement bell dings. This bus will be going out of service, blares the robotic voice. First Street will be the final stop for this vehicle.
You and the lone other rider can do nothing more than file off once the bus dumps you unceremoniously at the stop, but you shoot a glare at the driver as you exit as if that will do anything. A quick check of the Uber app reveals that a ride home is going to cost you a cool $40. It makes sense; it’s a Friday night and everyone’s probably on their way out to kick off the weekend, but it’s not what you wanted to see after a long day.
“Fucking fantastic,” you mutter. Your feet are throbbing, but $40 for a three-block Uber was nothing short of robbery, so you would indeed be walking home and dealing with the consequences later. The bus had already gotten you halfway, after all, even though it’d dropped you off at a particularly inopportune location, so you sigh and resign yourself to the walk. The street lights flicker on and off; thankfully, since it’s nearly summer, there’s still some light in the sky to guide your path home. The area is oddly devoid of foot traffic that would at least make you feel a little less uneasy.
Sure, you wouldn’t call your city unsafe; you felt comfortable enough being outside late at night, although that was when you were in a group. The mayor loved to assure citizens that the superheroes assigned to protect your city were always keeping their eye out for crime, although you were personally suspicious as to how the small group of heroes could somehow have an eye on the entire city at all times. Besides, being out this late by yourself still merited keeping your guard up, superheroes or not.
You’re almost halfway to the promise of your home when —
“Why are you doing this?”
You cautiously pluck out your earbud just in time to hear the high-pitched shriek of a someone, please! and it’s with those words that your tiredness leaves you. The cries sound like they’re ringing out from behind a garbage bin on the other side of the street, and through the dark you can barely make out a large figure grabbing and pulling at someone, probably the source of the screams. Your brain is screaming at you to run away, get yourself to safety, but the voice sounds young, and you tell yourself you should investigate. Your legs only have enough time to bring you to the edge of a small crowd gathered in front of the scene before the voice is broken by the sound of a heavy whoosh akin to that of a cape breaking through air.
Though your eyes are still fixed on the scene in front of you, a flash of pink rippling through the pitch black of the night pulls your eye upwards. Unless your eyes were deceiving you, that was the trademark pink of Heartman’s cape.
Some of the tension in your body melts away at his arrival. Though you’d initially been eager to step in and help the poor girl, logic is winning out and telling you it’s probably best to step back and let the professional handle this one so as to not further endanger yourself.
But just when it looks like you’ll get to witness Heartman in all his glory, a bell rings. Oddly, it reminds you of something one would hear on a movie set, but you brush it off as mere coincidence, because what could a movie set have to do with this? But as if on cue, the aggressor falls back, revealing a short figure that’s slumped against the wall, and the pink-lined cape disappears from where it had came.
“Could we get one more try on the entry? Didn’t look dramatic enough,” blares a bored-sounding voice from somewhere behind the commotion. “How about some more fans on that cape?” The bell rings again, and the sequence is familiar to you now; why are you doing this? is followed by the desperate plea of a someone, please! and the now-exaggerated rustle of the heavy cape.
“Holy shit,” you mumble, thoughts going a mile a minute. What you’d originally thought you’d been witnessing, a mugging or something perhaps more sinister, hadn’t even been real. The credit you’d begrudgingly begun to give the superheroes disappears faster than it had come. If this ultimately inconsequential scene had been staged, who knows what other feats had been exaggerated to overstate the heroes’ importance? How could you feel safe in your city if the only saves the superheroes were making were carefully planned down to the second? The encounter has done nothing other than turn your longstanding disregard for the heroes into full-blown disdain. “Insane.”
The word escapes your lips perhaps a bit louder than it should, because the woman beside you sizes you up as if she’s just now noticed you’re not supposed to be there. “You an extra?”
“Um, yes?” you reply, but it must not be convincing enough because her face goes stony, and she’s furiously typing on a phone before you can quite process her reaction. It’s not long at all until a man in a well-fitted suit materializes. You don’t even get his name, but the business card he's jabbing into your hand has it, you’re sure.
His voice is going a mile a minute, although you’re still too dazed to hear what he says other than “…private area,” the smile not quite reaching his eyes as he gestures wildly for you to follow him. “We’re going to need you to come with us.” You’re not given a say in the matter as a black Escalade nearly sideswipes the curb with how urgently it turns in front of you, and the man ushers you in. Behind you, the screams of the girl start up again as if on cue, but the door shuts, preventing you from catching Heartman in action this time.
You groan as you realize the car is heading back downtown, towards the very place you’d just come from, and take the time to review the card that the man had given you. It reads Park Jimin, HYBE Department of Hero Management. Soon after, the car pulls into the tall building hosting the company’s offices. The doors unlock and he motions for you to follow him through the building’s back entrance, opening up the door to some abandoned boardroom. “Stay here,” he says, flicking the lights on as he leaves the room.
You look around the sparsely furnished room, wondering if you were going to be held hostage or something for having seen something you shouldn’t have; you wouldn’t put it past HYBE. Before your mind can wander too far, Jimin returns, but instead of bothering to explain why he’d brought you here, he wordlessly plops a thick stack of papers in front of you. The signature lines have already been neatly flagged with sticky tabs. You’ve just taken the proffered pen when bolded black font at the top of the page grabs your eye.
NON-DISCLOSURE AGREEMENT
Inwardly, you roll your eyes. Of course HYBE wanted to shut you up; you’d seen behind the mirage of their famed superheroes, and the truth behind their most prized trophy had been exposed. Who knew what else about Heartman had been fake? He was probably also an asshole in real life, too.
“We’re going to need you to forget everything you saw this evening,” Jimin smiles brightly, if a little artificially, not bothering to sugarcoat his request. “If you flip to the last page, you will see the amount of compensation you’ll receive if you promise to comply fully with all of our terms.”
Sure enough, the number is bolded at the bottom of the last page. $10,000.
The number is nothing to scoff at, more than enough to pay for an inordinate amount of Ubers that would prevent you from having to walk through dark alleys after work. But it’s HYBE, for God’s sake, and $10,000 was chump change for them. They could dig in their pockets a little more, especially given the magnitude of what you’d just witnessed.
You hum, unimpressed. “This figure seems a little… low to ensure my compliance,” you smile back tightly as you slide the unsigned contract towards him. The smile disappears from his face. “It seems like I’ve become privy to some rather sensitive information. It would truly be a shame if anyone else knew that our city's heroic superheroes were actually just doing pre-arranged saves, don’t you think? That could disappoint some very trusting folks,” you finish, fake pout now painted on your face.
Growing up, you’d been told you’d make a great lawyer, which was just something people said to kids who had an attitude, but you’re beginning to think they had a point, because the look on Jimin’s face is priceless. Clearly, he hadn’t thought you’d put up such a fight. “What exactly is it that you think you saw, Ms. ________?” He spits out.
“You can let me know if it was anything other than proof that the saves of our city’s so-called protectors are actually just faked for attention and good PR.” Your tone is snappy now, but you can’t find it in yourself to care. You’d been dragged here tired and on an empty stomach, all because this company cared more about keeping up appearances than actually ensuring its superheroes were protecting anyone.
He leaves the room, letting the door to the conference room swing closed with a bang, before returning with a revised contract flipped to the last page to reveal the new figure: $50,000. A life-changing amount, enough to cover the remainder of your student loans and allow you to put some money down on a car so you could be free of your reliance on public transit and Uber entirely.
“Would it be alright if I reviewed this offer with my own counsel?” You say saccharinely. It’s total bullshit, and he knows it too. You didn’t have counsel, unless your friend who’d taken 2 pre-law courses in university counted.
Jimin’s mouth folds into a thin line, but he nods. “Please get back to me within 48 hours. You have my card.”
You nod, satisfied. “And could you arrange a ride home for me, Jimin?”
You were not waiting for that bus again.
Obviously you take the deal. You’d almost be stupid not to.
$50,000 to keep your mouth shut about what you’d seen? It felt like everyone else was awed by the superheroes, so you’d figured out early on to keep your thoughts on supers to yourself. If you really thought about it, you’d essentially been offered a fat sum of money to keep doing what you were doing. You supposed you couldn’t really complain.
It’s what brings you back to the HYBE headquarters the next afternoon, signed pages of the NDA tucked neatly into the legal-sized folder you’d been given the previous night. The security guards give you an unenthusiastic, almost lethargic once-over, but you suppose that having a building crawling with superheroes gave the company a bit of leeway on hiring the most diligent security detail.
You consult the business card you’d been given the previous night, pressing the button for the 80th floor once you figure out where Jimin’s office is. The high-tech elevator makes the one from your office building seem even more dated by comparison, and it takes no time at all before you’re dropped off on the high floor, passing by framed photos of the company's heroes through the years. Once you arrive at the office at the end of the hallway, the receptionist gives you a quizzical once-over. Something told you that the 80th floor didn’t typically get many visitors.
“I’m here for Park Jimin?” you say, waving the envelope with the HYBE logo on it. She nods once, pressing a button on her desk phone and then mumbling something into it. When the phone returns to its base, the door behind her swings open to reveal the man you’d met the previous evening.
“Ms. ________? Come in, come in!” he says, pointing you to the sofa in his office as he thumbs through the contract, checking the flagged pages to make sure your signature and date appear on each one. Once he's satisfied of its completion, the smile of the previous night reappears on his face, although it looks a lot less strained today. “You made the right choice,” Jimin says sagely, grabbing a pen off of his desk to sign the cheque made out to you. The number is still alien to you, and you blink to make sure you’re not miscounting the number of zeroes after the five. “Just remember our terms and you’ll be fine!”
You’re sure you would be. Not like you cared about the heroes anyway.
While $50,000 had been a hefty sum to deposit in your bank account, it unfortunately wasn’t enough to allow you to set a new world record for the earliest retirement, so you still had to work, keep an eye on your company’s books and make sure all of the finances were in order. Today’s one of the days where looking at Excel is beginning to nauseate you, so when your manager asks if anyone’s available to run up to the sales department to get their final numbers for the quarter, you shoot out of your chair.
The elevator ride up to sales is rather long, given the ancient, rickety elevator that’s tasked with taking you from the 5th floor to the 20th, but you don’t mind; anything to avoid having to look at any more outstanding invoices. However, rather than emitting a ding to signal that you’ve reached the 20th floor, the elevator comes to a janky stop, its doors remaining firmly shut. Cautiously, you stab at the rounded button again as if to make sure you’d actually pressed the right one, but it has no effect. A few more presses make the buzz of the elevator alarm ring out flatly, rubbing it in your face that you’ll be stuck inside the elevator cabin for the next bit.
You swear you’ll be taking the stairs from now on, even if it means you’ll need to go up 15 sets of stairs next time you offer to run an errand. At least you’d have killer legs to show for it. Blessedly, you have your phone, but texting your work group chat ‘guys i'm stuck in the elevator..’ only gets you 5 laugh reacts.
Fuck everyone.
Resigned, you slump down against the wall of the cabin, and it’s the crackle of the intercom that breaks you out of your thoughts. “Please remain calm. There’s been a malfunction with the doors. The fire department has been notified and will be arriving shortly to get you out.”
A few minutes pass before there’s another unceremonious buzz and the creak of old hinges sounds, drawing your attention upward to the pair of gloved hands that are pulling the elevator doors apart. It’s an impressively quick turnaround time, even for emergency services, but unless the fire department has abandoned their trademark fluorescent yellow uniform in favour of figure-defining lead grey super suits with hot pink capes, you’ve sorely misidentified your saviour.
It had to be Heartman, out of HYBE’s full roster of heroes.
You almost want to laugh at the hilarity of the situation. Were you really the latest pawn in the scheme to convince your city that superheroes protected them? And to top it off, it had to be Heartman himself — the very hero who’d put the nail in the coffin for the whole illusion of superheroes — ‘saving’ you. What a coincidence.
After making sure the doors are securely propped open and won’t close, he ducks his head as he enters the elevator, his broad, imposing frame taking up much of the space in the already-cramped elevator cabin. He’s pushed open the doors with such nonchalance, as if he’s separating sheets of paper rather than prying heavy slabs of metal apart. Despite yourself, you gulp as you take in the way that the padded suit conceals the unbridled strength of his frame, calling attention to his broad shoulders and making his narrow waist look even smaller. His gaze falls to you in the corner of the cabin, no doubt expecting you to be beside yourself with gratitude for being saved, but he gets no such reaction. Instead you look up at him, bored, unimpressed.
Before he can launch into whatever canned spiel he uses for his saves, you start. “Well, this is kind of a boring way to boost your PR,” you say dryly from where you’re still positioned against the elevator’s wall, trying your hardest to pretend that the sight of the handsome man’s broad frame in his super suit isn’t doing something to you. “The firefighters would have gotten me out in like, an hour, and this isn’t even that big of a building. Aren’t there other saves you can stage to make yourself look important? No grandmas getting mugged for you to save today? Any cats stuck in trees?”
His dark eyes flash with surprise, then settle into confusion. It’s a cute look on him, you have to admit; he's clearly not used to being met with such an unbothered reaction when encountering someone he’s trying to save, but he recovers quickly, the detached superhero mask taking its place on his face. “Well, this is new. Usually these things start off with 'thank you, Heartman',” he says coolly, voice deeper than the one you’d grown accustomed to hearing in the countless public appearances he did. “But that’s fine. You can thank me later. For now, let’s get you out of here.” He extends a gloved hand your way, wiggling his fingers expectantly.
“I don’t want to be part of one of your staged saves, Heartman,” you hiss. “This is a joke. I can wait until the firefighters get here.”
His eyes narrow. “Okay, first of all, what are you talking about with all the ‘staged’ shit?”
His question reminds you of the $50,000 deposit burning a hole in your bank account and of the terms in that long NDA that prevented you from making the snappy reply you so desperately wanted to give. “Oh, you know what I’m talking about. There’s lots of… planning involved in your saves.”
“I think you may be confused,” he says through a forced smile. “Of course planning’s involved to keep the most amount of people safe.”
You snort. So he wanted to play dumb. “That’s not what I mean and you know it.”
He ignores your goading. “You really want to just sit around and wait here? You know how overloaded emergency services are, right?” he scoffs impatiently, hand still outstretched.
You can’t think of a proper response because it’s then that the elevator begins to plummet like a puppet whose strings have been snipped. Your stomach drops as you realize you’re actually in danger, but you don’t have time to get a scream out before the downward motion of the elevator just… stops. You look up at him, bewildered.
“Relax,” Heartman says all too calmly for the situation you find yourself in, eyes warm now as they send you a reassuring look. “I can stop time too, remember? Just trust me. And don’t let go.” He scoops you up in his arms with ease, tucking your frame against the padded suit covering his chest. If he can’t feel your heart thumping against him, you know his enhanced senses let him at least hear it.
He’s really given you no reason to trust him, but you do anyway. What choice do you have, really? It’s either trust him or plummet to your certain death. Your arm squeezes tightly around his shoulders to secure yourself, and even through your panicked state, you can tell he doesn’t need the padding of the suit to fill out his shoulders.
Once he’s sure you’re securely in his arms, Heartman presses his feet to lift off of the ground and flies out of the elevator cabin, still holding you up securely in mid-air. When he unfreezes time and the elevator continues its abrupt fall, he doesn’t move to begin flying you down until after the loud crash of the elevator sounds as it makes contact with the floor. The rush of air around your head as he controls your descent is dizzying, making you nestle your head further into his firm shoulder to avoid the intense feeling of air pressing around your ears. The trip down doesn’t last for more than a moment at most, but the blood rushing through your head reminds you of the uncomfortable feeling of hanging upside down for too long.
As you’d suspected would be the case, your landing on the ground floor is met with a few hands holding cell phones, their flash lit, capturing the save from every angle. Their hands are shaking, no doubt a deliberate touch to add to the rawness and authenticity of it all, but you know better.
“Are you okay? Need a second?” Heartman asks softly. Now that the fear of imminent death has mostly ebbed away, you take a moment to get a good look at him. He looks different from the pixelated face you’ve grown used to seeing on billboards and between ads on TV, far more intimidating up close with a stunning beauty that could only be described as cold. Despite having just flown through the air to get to you and then flying you down, his coiffed hair remains annoyingly perfect, all pushed off of his forehead to highlight his dark brows. Even though you know the situation is entirely manufactured, the concern in his eyes as he observes you feels genuine. Either that, or he’s really just that good at his job.
“Uh, yeah,” you say quickly, hopping out of his arms. Your legs are still a little unsteady, but you’re not sure how much longer it would be acceptable to stay in his arms for now that you’re back on solid ground. The crew filming the scene takes your dismount as their cue to put their phones down, fucking off somewhere to edit the footage to make Heartman look as heroic as possible or something. You didn’t actually care.
As the fog in your brain dissipates, you’re reminded of the conversation you’d been having when the elevator cables had given out. “Did you actually put me in danger for this fake shit?” you say in disbelief. “What the hell is wrong with you?” Your heart begins to thump again, but it’s out of anger this time rather than fear.
“Lower your voice,” Heartman hisses, eyes dark as he looks around you to make sure no one else was within earshot. It’s the first crack you see in his perfect hero image; you can’t say you’d expected such a reaction from him, but he recovers quickly, looking at you as if you’re the one being unreasonable. “You were never in any danger! I had you the whole time,” he chides, voice back to its usual jovial tone.
“But I wouldn’t have had to be in danger if this save hadn’t been set up in the first place,” you mutter. “That elevator would have been fine if you hadn’t stopped it.”
He doesn’t miss a beat. “Did you see how old that thing was?” he asks, pointing a gloved thumb towards the remnants of the elevator on the floor behind him. “If not today, that thing could have broken down at literally any time, and I wouldn’t have been here to stop it. Not sure if you know this, but elevators aren’t generally supposed to crash if they’re stopped at a floor for too long,” Heartman snaps back at you, evidently too frustrated to maintain his composure for much longer. He does, unfortunately, make a good point; every time you stepped in the damn thing, you wondered if it would even get you to your destination, not that you would give him the satisfaction of telling him that. “You’re lucky I was around, actually.”
You’re incredulous again. “Oh, so now I should be thanking you for this?”
Heartman blinks quickly, nodding. “Generally, that is what people do when they’re saved, yeah.”
“And what would you know about actually saving anyone, Heartman?” you say, incensed as your exasperation boils to a head. “Everything you do is planned down to the last minute detail. Your boss tells you the time and place, you show up, stop for a photo, and go about your day. What’s there to be thankful for?”
To his credit, he doesn’t let your words work him up again, the cool, emotionless mask not slipping from his face. “You do know they’re not all,” he looks around, making sure no outsiders have entered since you’ve started on your little tirade. “Planned.” This word is a whisper, and you roll your eyes at how concerned he is with his image. “I do real saves too, you know.”
“Oh, I’m sure you do,” you drawl, just wanting to put as much distance between you and the hellish day you’ve had as was possible. At least an elevator crash would provide you with a reasonable excuse to leave work early. “That’s why HYBE offered me $50,000 to keep my mouth shut, right? Because you only sometimes do planned saves?”
He sighs, crossing his arms over his chest. It takes a Herculean effort for you to keep your eyes on his face and not follow how the change of stance exaggerates the broad planes of his chest. “Wanna bet?” You raise an eyebrow, curious as to where he’ll take it.
“If I can prove that you’re wrong and I don’t only do staged saves, then you have to…” Heartman pauses in thought, brows furrowing as if he can’t quite think of a consequence whose stakes are fitting enough for the situation. “…let me take you on a date.” He stops, shoulders shaking a bit with suppressed laughter as he takes in how your eyes have rounded with disbelief. You’d give it to him; he’d definitely selected one of the more unexpected consequences, although you couldn’t fathom why he would choose taking you on a date, of all things, as the prize for him winning the bet. “If not, you win. I’ll retire from being a superhero. Host a press conference where I admit you were right and that heroes are frauds. Whatever you want,” he shrugs.
Though you’re still not sure what to make of him deeming a date with you as an appropriate prize for him winning a bet, the last part —what he promises to do when conceding his inevitable defeat — is a very appealing proposition.
“Wait, but how will I know the save is real?” you challenge.
He ponders the question for a second. “I guess you could ask Hero Management. They know you know anyway, so they’ll be able to tell you if the save was planned or not.”
“Done,” you say quickly. You’re too eager, because he smirks.
“That was fast,” he chuckles, tilting his head to the side. His laugh is pleasant, and you hate that you notice the sharpness of his jaw from this angle. “If you wanted me to take you out, you know you could have just asked, right? You don’t have to bet me for it.”
You crinkle your nose, conveying what you hope is disdain. “Oh, don’t flatter yourself. It was only because I know you won’t be able to prove it, since all your saves come out of a pre-arranged playbook. Better get ready for that press conference, Heartman. If you want, I’ll even send you a script you can follow. I know you love doing that,” you taunt. It’s his turn to send you a withering glare; that last remark must have hurt. For a second, you feel slightly bad, but looking at the elevator wreckage scattered on the floor reminds you of all the valid reasons you had to be as sharp as you were.
Heartman draws his phone out of some secret pocket on his suit, pointing it your way. “For when you lose that bet,” he says, usual swagger now back in his voice.
“Or for when I have to send you that script?” you shoot back, sending yourself a text before throwing his phone back at him perhaps harder than you needed to.
And that’s how you end up following the heroes’ exploits more closely than you usually do, eyes peeled for any crumbs about Heartman’s activities. For a few weeks, it looks like you’ll get your wish of seeing his retirement press conference and his admission that you were right about him being nothing but a fraud, because he’s more quiet than usual, letting the other HYBE heroes dominate the news cycle with the run-of-the-mill saves he’s typically the face of; the muggings, bank robberies, and car crashes.
Several more weeks pass and at some point you just stop following the news. Clearly, Heartman had realized he couldn’t prove you wrong and had been too much of a coward to hold up his end of the bet, choosing instead to go into hiding. It’s pathetic, you think, and yet wholly unsurprising. What is surprising, though, is the twinge of something you vaguely recognize as disappointment from not having heard from him since that day in the elevator, not even a text to concede defeat if he didn’t want to go through with the press conference he’d promised.
You try your best to brush the feeling off and move on; at the end of the day, it had been nothing but a dumb bet, and you supposed you understood his reasons for going silent. If you’d been in his position, you probably wouldn’t have wanted to acknowledge someone who could expose your biggest secret either, much less if it was that damaging to your reputation.
By now, spring has long bled into an insufferably hot summer. Today, the heat and humidity are oppressive in a way that has you praying for rain to come and make it tolerable to be outside again. Granted, being inside only offers a slight bit of reprieve because your office doesn’t have air conditioning, making your already boring job even more intolerable. You and the rest of your team are relying on a single tower fan to keep you cool, but once its tired sputter dies out, so does your motivation to work. Shortly afterwards, your monitor goes black, followed by the office lights. The windows provide no additional light, because the sky has turned an ominous grey with storm clouds rolling in.
“Do we get to go home if the power stays out for 15 minutes?” you mumble to yourself.
Your manager waltzes in as if he’s heard you. “The storm knocked over one of the power lines nearby, so no use in sticking around. Get home safe, everyone.”
You shuttle home before the weather could get much worse. Luckily, since you lived further away from the city centre, your power is still intact, so you turn the TV on to follow coverage of the sudden storm. It’s only lightly raining in your neighbourhood but the weather downtown looks positively awful, torrential rain and a gusting wind that threatens to shake the smaller buildings. The poor reporter assigned to the scene is fighting to keep the hood of her raincoat on as she reports on the state of the storm, how the power lines going down had meant people were trapped on the subway, and the roads that were blocked due to fallen trees. When the camera pans to a construction site that you vaguely recognize as being close to your work building, your ears perk up. With any luck, your office building would be battered by the storm too and you’d get an extra few days off.
The reporter is saying something about how a few construction workers remain unaccounted for, trapped under the rubble of an unfinished building after the wind had caused its foundation to collapse. Debris flies behind her head somewhere further off in the distance, and you think your eyes might have caught a pink flash. It’s probably just garbage or some part of the construction site that the wind has blown loose, but you spot it again, and then again. You realize quickly that you were seeing nothing other than the pink-lined cape of the superhero who’d been oddly absent recently.
A disbelieving smile tugs at your lips despite the gravity of the situation, because of course he would pick an occasion like this to make his grand return.
“We’ve just gotten word there’s an active rescue operation at the construction site,” the reporter calls. “We’re hearing Heartman has arrived and several other supers have been dispatched. Updates will follow as more information becomes available.” Her voice continues to blare on in the background, but now you’re watching the scene a bit closer for any suggestions that this stunt was planned like everything else Heartman did, though you’re not even sure what sort of hints you should be looking for. Him making it look too easy and blowing a kiss into the camera? An inadvertent pan to someone holding a clapboard? A director yelling cut? Whatever you’re searching for, you don’t find it, instead following the outcome of the rescue mission with bated breath.
You don’t know how long you’ve been watching for, but on screen the wild movement of the trees begins to die down and the pouring rain turns into inconsistent drizzle. The reporter returns, saying something about giving an update on the rescue from the construction site. The camera cuts to superheroes stand in front of a group of paramedics and firefighters, with Heartman at the centre. His hair is soaked to his face from the rain and strewn a little from the wind, but unfairly, he still looks good.
“We’re pleased to announce that all 30 workers at the construction site have all been accounted for,” he announces, voice steady. “There were no casualties, but there were some serious injuries, and everyone involved was rushed to hospital for further examination. We are working to get all the downed power lines back up and running. Stay safe, everyone.”
You didn’t even need to check with Hero Management to check whether this save had been staged or not. The look of worry and exertion in his expressive eyes, entirely different from the usual unaffected mask he sports during his post-save media appearances, is a clear indicator that something about this one had been different, real.
Guess you wouldn’t need to write him that script after all. That is, if he even wanted to acknowledge the bet the two of you had made.
You’ve just finished eating a late dinner when a text pops up on your phone.
believe me now?
While you’re not shocked that he’s come to collect, what does surprise you is how quickly he’s done so. Surely he had better things to do to decompress after the day’s events, or whatever heroes did after a successful save.
congrats
you win, I was wrong
You put your phone down and silence its ringer, fully expecting to get a flurry of messages rubbing his victory in your face. Instead, you get one reply and a laugh react to your last message.
were you affected by the storm?
not really thankfully
i left downtown before it got too bad
that’s good :)
do you have time to talk tomorrow night? come to the HYBE building
9?
You give the last message a like, unsure what to make of his sudden concern that has butterflies in your stomach.
It’s 9 on the dot the next night when your ride drops you at the HYBE building, and the lobby is empty except for the security guard and Heartman, whose head is busied scrolling through his phone. When you push through the revolving door, he looks up, and you wouldn’t have guessed he’d spent the better part of the previous day flying in the eye of an active storm. The only hint that he was even slightly affected by his earlier activities is that his usually perfect coif is a little dishevelled, eyes a little red as if he hadn’t had a restful sleep. It humanizes him a little bit.
“That was impressive,” you say, wryly. “I’ll admit I was wrong. Unless you called me here to tell me you can secretly control the weather and made that whole storm up to be your grand return. What was with the disappearance, by the way?”
Heartman preens, but it’s halfhearted, a testament to how hard the previous day must have worked him. “No weather control, not yet at least. And wait, were you keeping tabs on me?” The last part is accompanied with a twitch of his lips, and you blanch, realizing you’d said too much.
“Well, yeah,” you scramble. “Had to know when to get started on that speech I was gonna write for you.” You hope that sounds more convincing than it felt.
The superhero shrugs, seemingly accepting your response. “I was thinking a little bit about what you said about the planning. Stepped back and let the others handle the staged stuff.”
You nod slowly, glad you’d gotten yourself out of that one. “Well, since we’re going on a date, shouldn’t I know your real name?” you point out, acknowledging your defeat once again. “Do you even have one, or am I going to have to call you Heartman the whole time?”
He chuckles softly. This time, the smile does reach his tired eyes. I’m Seokjin.” He watches you as your lips form his name, trying to test out how it’ll feel calling him by his actual name rather than his superhero alias. “How’s next Saturday look for you?"
You thumb through your calendar app to stall for time, pretending you’re seeing anything other than a blank screen. “Yeah, sure. Next Saturday is fine. Barring any freak storms, of course. I’m sure they’ll need you for those.”
Seokjin brightens, most likely at your joke, but selfishly you hope it’s also at your acceptance. “Great! Is there anything specific you want to do?”
You wave a hand. “I’m not picky. Whatever you want. You won the bet, after all.”
He nods. “It's late. I’ll get someone to drive you home.” He types something into his phone, and moments later, the honk of a horn sounds from outside. One of the Escalades that had brought you over to the building all those weeks ago stands idling at the door.
“See you next Saturday,” you offer, suddenly timid. His full lips curl slightly to the side boyishly, making him look younger than his age.
“I’ll text you,” he calls after you.
During the drive back, you change his contact name to Seokjin.
Once you get home, you see he’s texted you a you been here? accompanied by a link to a restaurant in the city. You scan the menu’s offerings; steak, pasta, standard dinner fare. It’s one of those places that doesn’t have listed prices for each dish, instead only listing Market Price to hide some overpriced amount. It’s exactly the type of place you’d scroll past when looking for a place to eat.
never. not in the tax bracket for this one
His reply is instant.
not even after the $50,000?
You let yourself smile, but you really hope he doesn’t mean you’ll be paying for the whole date; you feel like he’d be the one to order every overpriced item on the menu. Hell, you probably would if you were in his situation. Before you can reply as such, your phone vibrates again.
i’ll pick you up at 7:45. send me your address?
see you then! (Location)
You should probably dread the date — after all, it was a punishment for losing a bet — but you don’t; rather, you’re somehow met with the familiar pre-date feelings of excitement and nerves.
What did one even wear on a date with a superhero? You couldn’t exactly tell your friends ‘hey, I lost a bet with Heartman and he’s now taking me out on a date. What should I wear?’, so you’re left to your own devices. Given the price point of the restaurant's offerings, you settle on a mid-length dress that hasn’t made it out of your closet in quite a while. It fits you like a glove without making you look like you were trying too hard.
It’s 7:45 on the dot when a knock sounds on your door. You swing open the door to reveal Seokjin, clutching a small bouquet in his hands, and in civilian clothes. The sight is a little disorienting, both because you’re only used to seeing him in his Heartman getup and because he looks devastatingly handsome this way; more casual than Heartman, sure, but no less untouchable.
Rather than keeping his hair gelled back off of his forehead in the style that his hero self favours, he’s let his bangs tumble around his face, falling on his dark brows. His hair looks a little overgrown, as if he hasn’t had time to see a hairdresser, but it works for him, making his beauty look even more effortless. Your suspicion that he didn’t need the suit’s excessive padding to exaggerate his figure had been proven right, judging by the way the seams of the jacket he’s selected for the dinner look like they’re struggling to contain the breadth of his shoulders.
Suddenly, you realize that he’s still standing at the door and you haven’t even acknowledged him. “Hi. You’re not wearing the super suit,” you say, mildly taken aback.
“Probably better that I’m not, unless you wanted to be on the news as Heartman’s mystery date,” Seokjin points out, bemused. “You look nice, ________.” He offers you the bouquet, which you take with a grateful hand, before he guides you to his car. You look up at him, still a little taken aback at the normalcy of it all, entirely different than the hero you’d come to know. “Unless you wanted to fly, of course.”
You shake your head quickly. “God, no,” you shudder, cracking a smile out of him. “I have to say, it’s so weird to see you so normal. I don’t know why, but I’m surprised you have actual clothes. I thought your closet would just be filled with a bunch of super suits,“ you admit, laughing a little at how ridiculous it sounds out loud. “Like in a comic book. But I like the regular clothes too. You look good.”
The tips of his ears flush at the compliment. “I do have a closet just for the suits,” Seokjin says, voice dead serious as he peeks over at you. “I want to say there’s probably 20 different suits in there? Way more capes and gloves, though. Those get dirty so easily,” he shudders.
“Damn, ever heard of a washing machine?”
“You think tactical gear can go in a washing machine? Oh, Hero Management would hate you.”
“They kind of do, remember?” you retort. “That’s what got us into this whole thing.” You’re met with his laugh, one that you can tell is genuine from how uncontrollable it is.
The back-and-forth between the two of you flows naturally over the course of the evening. You’d expected there to be a fair amount of awkwardness, not knowing what you’d talk about with him over the course of an evening, but Seokjin does his best to ensure there really isn’t any. He tells you about things no one ever asks Heartman about, like that his heightened senses have given him the taste buds of a supertaster, making him particularly sensitive to a good meal, which is why he’d chosen this restaurant; he also tells you he loves to cook, does it when he has free time. There are a lot of corny jokes on his end, which you realize form much of his joke repertoire, but he’s more reflective and a far better listener than you would have pegged someone in his position to be. Being Heartman would give him every reason to be big-headed, but Seokjin doesn’t come across that way at all, preferring to listen to you talk rather than boasting about his accomplishments too much. He asks questions about even the smallest details you share, wanting to learn more about you even though you know the most exciting story you share probably pales in comparison to the most mundane one of his.
After a few sips of your drink, you finally muster up the confidence to ask the question that had been plaguing you ever since he’d proposed the fateful bet. “So why did you want to take me on a date anyway? You could have asked for anything if you won that bet, you know.”
Seokjin wastes no time in answering. “Because it was refreshing to meet someone that saw through the whole superhero thing, instead of worshipping the ground I walked on just because I’m Heartman. It made me want to get to know you better. Believe it or not, the ass-kissing gets old pretty fast.” He drags a knife through his steak, plopping a grilled piece in his mouth. “And because I thought you were really pretty when you were unimpressed by me that day in the elevator,” he says after a second, gaze flitting across your face before settling intensely on your eyes.
You blush in spite of yourself. “Glad there’s at least one person to humble you a little,” you murmur, taking a sip from your glass to recover, glad that it gives you an excuse to divert your eyes from his weighted gaze.
All too quickly, the dinner comes to an end, and you’re back in Seokjin’s car driving home. The short drive back is comfortable, filled with the same repartee you and he had been exchanging throughout the evening. Once he parks in front of your place and walks you to your doorstep, you suddenly feel empty at the thought of not getting to see him like this again, going back to only seeing him as Heartman from a distance.
Clearly, you weren’t the only one having similar thoughts. “What do you think of doing this again sometime?” he asks, voice hopeful.
You pause for a second, pretending to think of an answer even though you’ve known you wanted to see him again since halfway through the dinner, and when you give him a quiet I’d love that, he takes it as a cue to lean in and lightly brush his soft lips against your cheek. When he pulls away, you have to resist the urge to place your fingertips on the spot he’s vacated just to make sure that had really happened.
“Wow, a kiss on the first date?” You tease, trying to will your heart to calm down a bit. It’s admittedly an over-the-top reaction for a kiss on the cheek, but that was the effect that he had on you, you supposed. “That a Heartman thing, or a Seokjin thing?”
Seokjin steps closer and places a warm hand at your lower back to pull you closer to him, eyes fixed on your lips, and you know he doesn’t need to use his enhanced senses to hear the way your breath catches in your throat at his sudden proximity. He’s close enough to you now for the scent of the cologne he must have used to flood your nose, something crisp and green appropriate for the early summer evening.
His warm lips press softly on yours, trying to get used to the taste of you on his mouth. You grin into the kiss, bringing a hand to the back of his neck to get him as close to you as possible, and he lets his tongue slip into your mouth languidly, as if the two of you had all the time in the world. When he breaks the kiss to allow you to breathe, you feel like it’s too soon, although he’s probably smart to have done so. If it had gone on any longer, you would have probably just started making out with him against your front door. Not that you’d mind doing that, of course, but you weren’t sure how he’d feel about such a public display of affection.
“All me,” Seokjin replies, voice a little low and husky. “We’ll figure out a time to meet again soon, yeah?” You nod, not trusting your voice to be steady after that kiss.
Fuck, you couldn’t wait.
Unfortunately for you, the duties required of Heartman quickly get in the way of spending more time with Seokjin.
After Heartman’s grand return during the storm rescue, it seems like he’s being pulled in every direction. His brief absence from the public sphere had, evidently, made the hearts of the public grow fonder, because if you thought he’d been everywhere before this save, he was definitely everywhere now. Granted, he’s doing less of the run-of-the-mill saves, seemingly content to let the other heroes handle those ones, but it’s the extracurricular activities that occupy the greater part of his day-to-day, whether it’s endorsing local politicians, doing new ad campaigns for something or other, or appearances at events for HYBE.
All of this press is great for him, probably, but selfishly you wish he had a more empty schedule so that you could see him again. Of course, the two of you had been texting almost daily since your date. He sends you pictures from appearances at the animal shelter, cats since you’d told him you liked those, and some of him with hamsters where the already-tiny creatures look even smaller on his large gloved palm; you reply back with meals you’d cooked, which he judges like he’s some sort of Michelin chef in his spare time. The few hours you’d spent in Seokjin’s company on your date had truly spoiled you, made you want him all to yourself, but with seemingly no overlap in your schedules, a second date has yet to materialize. The drawback of sharing him with an entire city, you think.
You’re at work, scrolling through Instagram on the clock, when your phone vibrates three times in quick succession. Seeing Seokjin’s name flash on your screen has you immediately opening up the text.
good news
I got out of this save I was supposed to do
hope your friday night’s free :)
It was, and honestly, even if it hadn’t been, you think you probably would have blown it off to see him again.
it is!!
His reply is instant.
I’ll pick you up at 8
try not to look forward to it too much
Of course you don’t heed Seokjin's words, thinking about the date until Friday rolls around. He hadn’t really given you much to go off of other than the pickup time, which has your curious mind exploring all of the possible activities he has in mind for your date. You’ve just finished getting ready when you realize you don’t have anything for your guest to drink. A quick check of your phone reveals it’s just past 7, so you had some time before he was supposed to arrive, and the grocery store wasn’t too far away from your place, so you set off on a brisk walk. It’s a beautiful summer evening, the kind you waited for all year, and the sun is on its way to setting for the day.
Once you’ve selected your favourite bottle of red from the shelf and paid, you hustle home, mind working quickly to make sure you take the quickest path home just in case he decides to arrive early. Your otherwise quiet walk back is broken by the sound of wind rustling a weighty fabric, which you can now comfortably identify as a cape.
You whirl around slowly, heart almost stopping when you’re met with the sight of Seokjin leaning against the wall of the alleyway behind you, trace of a smile gracing his handsome face. You still preferred seeing him in his regular clothes, but that suit really did him well, you think dreamily.
“Surely there have to be people waiting for you to come save them,” you say, lips threatening to twitch up in a smile as you jog toward where he’s standing in the alleyway. “Maybe a grandma’s getting mugged? Or maybe there’s a cat in a tree somewhere that only you can reach?” They’re a parrot of the words you’d thrown at him what feels like an eternity ago, back in the plummeting elevator, but unlike that time, there’s no bite behind them. For a second you wonder if he remembers, but the glimmer in his eyes tells you that he does.
“Hmm, only had this on the agenda for tonight,” he replies, eyes lit with interest as he takes you in, eyes stopping a little at the exposed length of your legs in the dress you wore. “Had plans at 8, something about a damsel in distress that'd been waiting for me for too long.” You shake your head at his cheesiness, but lean in for a sweet peck to his lips. God, you really had missed him. When you break the kiss, he’s smiling, a little flushed as if he’s gotten into a bottle of wine. “I missed you too, ________. How much further is your place from here?”
Fate really had a thing for you, because with his question, you realize the alley you currently find yourself in isn’t far from where you’d first encountered Heartman —Seokjin— all those months ago. “10 minutes.”
His eyes flicker with mirth. “I know a shortcut,” he grins, scooping you up into a bridal carry. “Hold on.” You roll your eyes but take the opportunity to get close to him, pressing your face against the spot on his neck where he must have sprayed himself with cologne that morning. From this close up, you’re able to see that the stitches of his suit form small heart patterns, a nod to his superhero alias.
He hadn’t been lying; the 10-minute walk is shortened to a flight of under a minute at the speed Seokjin whooshes you through the air, and he sets you down at your door. “That was unnecessary,” you grumble, head still spinning from the change in altitude. He steadies your shoulders, pausing to make sure you’re steady before you move any further. “You couldn’t even handle a little walk? I thought you superheroes were supposed to be enhanced versions of us lowly humans.”
“What’s the point of being a superhero if I can’t use my powers?” he pouts.
You wonder if that statement had intended to foreshadow what was going to happen once you brought him to your place, because the strength with which he’d pressed you against the door to press his lips against yours once it had closed behind you isn’t quite human. Neither is the way he doesn’t need to break for air when he has his tongue messily shoved down your throat, mouth completely swallowing your little moans of pleasure. The bottle of wine you’d picked up is sitting on your coffee table, all but forgotten, as are whatever plans he’d had for the two of you that evening, although you couldn’t exactly say you were complaining.
The kisses you’ve shared thus far have been completely innocent by comparison to what you’re doing now. You realize that he’s been holding out on you the whole time; he hadn’t yet kissed you with the urgency that he’s showing you now, and you’re almost offended at how much you’ve been missing out on. Too soon you have to separate from him, greedily gulping for the air you hadn’t been able to get, as you watch his tongue flit over his swollen lips.
“You’re good at that,” you mumble, still trying to catch your breath, but the way his gloved hands are gripping at your waist is making it difficult. “That a superpower?”
“Mm, no.” The gravel in his voice is the only thing giving away how affected he is. “All me,” he says, a little cocky. You hook your arms around the width of his shoulders to pull him in closer, get the feeling the weight of his full lips on yours. When you join your lips together, Seokjin lets you set the pace, and your fingertips draw into his hair, still crisp with the spray he used to get Heartman’s slicked back style right. Digging your nails into his roots has him making little keening sighs that have your underwear dampening uncomfortably.
Without missing a beat, Seokjin stands up off of your couch, sliding his arms under your hips to keep you molded to him as he gets up. You pull away for only as long as you need to point him in the direction of your bedroom. Something about him showing off his super strength, how easy it is for him to manoeuvre you at his will without so much as sighing in exertion, has need burning urgently in your stomach. Even his attempt at setting you down gently on your bed has you bouncing on the mattress a bit, and it reminds you of the restraint he must be exercising to avoid hurting you. The reminder has your heart skidding in your chest.
The bed dips with his added weight as he settles in beside you. Not wanting to waste any more time, you pull your dress over your head, thankful you didn’t have to wrangle any buttons or zippers, so that you’re left only in your underwear.
“Someone’s eager,” he breathes, but makes no move to slow your movements. “Fuck, you’re so beautiful.” His eyes are dark, hungry as they take in the expanse of skin that’s now become accessible to him. It’s not lost on you that he’s still fully clothed, supersuit practically painted onto his skin while only two pieces of flimsy fabric stop you from being exposed to his eyes, but neither of you make any moves to remedy that.
“Can we take this off, sweetheart?” he asks, snapping the strap of your bra with a strong finger. When you nod, he slides a hand behind your back to undo it, easily snapping the hooks open to free your breasts from the lacy material. He swipes a thumb across your nipple to get it to pebble up, suckling at it once it begins to perk from the cool air of the room and his actions. The suction of his lips against the small bud is delicious, and when he lightly encloses his teeth around it and pulls, not hard enough to hurt but just hard enough to have heat pulsing down your spine, you can’t help the drawn-out moan that slips through your lips. Careful to divide his attention equally between the two breasts, he repeats his actions on the other side, using his free hand to press what you’re sure will leave bruises into your other breast.
He greedily mouths at your newly exposed skin from the nape of your neck down your back, stopping at where the waistband of your panties sits. He tugs at it a little with his teeth, blinking at you as if he’s asking for permission to tug them down, and how could you not oblige when he looked up at you so sweetly?
“Smell so sweet, I can tell how much you want this, ________. Come here, beautiful,” Seokjin murmurs, beckoning you towards where he’s now positioned against the headboard. When you move to sit on his lap, he pulls you up by the waist so you’re almost hovering above his mouth and chin, and stares at you expectantly with wide brown eyes. When you don’t immediately get the hint that he wants you to sit down fully on him, he tuts, pulling you down so you’re properly settled on his mouth, and you yelp at the first press of his thick lips to your folds, coaxing your hand roughly into his dark strands.
That was another perk of his super strength, you thought; you didn’t have to worry about whether you’d be hurting him in this position, nor did you have to consider whether you’re pulling his hair too hard. Hell, you would probably have to yank it out of his head for him to even begin to feel anything.
After a few kisses down your slit, he decides he doesn’t want to spend any more time being chaste, instead going right to where your hole is dripping with need and licking a fat stripe down to your entrance to get it wet enough to roll his tongue inside of you. He blinks his expressive brown eyes up innocently at you while his tongue is flicking at your clit, and the visual stimulus paired with the direct stimulation to your most sensitive part has the muscles of your abdomen stiffening like you’ve just completed a core workout. It’s a bit of a surreal feeling to have a superhero between your legs, suit still on like this was part of his job. It has you idly wondering whether oral sex was one of his super abilities, or if he was just naturally good at it. With lips like those, you supposed it was the latter.
“Holy fuck,” you cry, vision blurring at the edges with a particularly strong pull of Seokjin’s plush lips around your clit. Your thighs close almost involuntarily around his head, but it’s no deterrent for him. The textured fabric of his suit’s technical material brushes against your thighs from where he’s carelessly positioned his mouth between your legs, adding to the heady feeling steadily building up in your abdomen. Of all the things the super suit was designed to be used for, you’re nearly certain sex hadn’t been one of them, but you wouldn’t lie and say it wasn’t doing something for you to see the powerful superhero between your legs, lapping at your pussy like it was his last meal.
Just when you think your orgasm is about to crest, the knot in your stomach beginning to unravel itself with every passing motion of the thick tongue between your legs, Seokjin pulls off of you and places you back down on the mattress, his lips and chin obscenely shiny with your essence. You whine a little too loudly at the loss of sensation and he only smirks at you.
“Mm, not yet,” he chides, licking the taste of you off of his lips. “Want your first time coming to be around me. You can be good and hold on for me until then, can’t you?” Reluctantly you nod, but not without shooting a glare back at him. He smiles back, innocent, hooking a hand on each of your knees to pry your legs open wide, exposing your pussy to the full weight of his gaze. “Good girl.” He looks at you like he wants to devour you, and it’s not helping you recover from your almost-orgasm. The air of the room is cool on the wet slick of your core, making you shudder.
He slides up to sit beside you on the bed so that he can join your lips with his. This time the kiss is depraved, filthy, like he’s trying to make it his mission to replace all of the saliva in your mouth with his. There’s a new, unfamiliar tang on his lips that hadn’t been there when he’d first kissed you earlier that evening, and you can only deduce that it’s the aftermath of his exploration between your legs.
While you’re distracted by his tongue fucking into your mouth like it had done between your legs just moments earlier, the heat of his gloved hand slides between your parted legs to cup your pussy, and you let out a surprised sound into his mouth at the direct contact to the sensitive region. He pretends not to notice, using three fingers to stroke you; his index and ring fingers are placed on the lips of your pussy, spreading them apart slightly to expose your entrance, while his middle finger rolls lazy lines from your entrance to your clit. The heft of the gloves gives the perfect additional layer of weight and texture to his fingers, making you writhe into Seokjin’s suit-clad chest and pushing your heated nipples against the thick material of the suit.
You’re wet enough that his middle finger slips right from your clit to your entrance with his next brush. He makes no move to push it into you, though, enjoying the way your breaths are coming out in increasing pitches with each ghost of the digit against your entrance, right there but not close enough.
“Want your fingers,” you keen, wiggling your hips to try and slip at least the tip of his middle finger inside of you, but he figures you out too quickly, because he tuts and uses his free hand to pull your hips backward.
“Ask a little nicer, then we’ll see,” Seokjin orders, pretending he’s not affected by the situation at all, even though the press of his cock against the too-tight suit pants has long since passed uncomfortable territory.
“Please, f—Seokjin, please, need your fingers in me so bad,” you whine, near tears now, still fighting against his hand and wiggling your hips as close as they can get to the digits.
It’s enough for him to take pity on you, because he slips the teasing finger into you finally, drawing a quiet gasp out of you. The thickness that the glove offers on top of his fingers makes it feel like more than one finger is inside of you, its added texture rubbing against the heat of your walls. After a few experimental pumps, he takes the opportunity to work another finger into your heat, and you can feel the way the thin tissue of your pussy is adjusting itself around the way his fingers are trying to rearrange you from inside. Instantly, your walls squeeze around the intrusion, almost pushing the digits out, and he sucks in a breath.
“So fucking tight,” he hisses, eyes fixed on where his finger sits between your legs. “How’re you gonna take me if you’re pushing out just two fingers, sweetheart?”
“It’s — fuck, so thick. Feels so good, ohmygod,” you babble out, beyond the point of forming coherent sentences.
He snickers, taking your incoherence as a clue to speed up the snaps of his wrist. “Not exactly God, but thanks.” He hooks his fingers against what you’re sure has to be your G-spot with the way your spine almost snaps in half from how quickly it arches. He lets you get used to the feeling of two fingers pumping inside of you before he brings his other hand over, using a finger to rub gentle circles at your sensitive clit. The pressure at your center has tears forming in your eyes and your mouth falling open, that familiar knot taking its place once again at the base of your abdomen.
He must feel the way you squeeze around his fingers, because with one last scissor of the two fingers inside of you, he withdraws them again and takes his other hand off of your clit. You grit your teeth, realizing you’ve been prevented from coming. Again.
“Just hold on a bit longer. Know you can do it, beautiful,” he soothes, pressing a sweet kiss to your forehead. “Just a bit longer.” You didn’t know how much longer you’d last, especially if he was as good with his dick as he was with the rest of him.
When your mind elucidates just enough to form thoughts, the sight of Seokjin still in his grey suit is almost infuriating. “Take this off now,” you pant, turning to paw greedily at his chest. “Wanna see you.” He’s quick to oblige. He yanks off his gloves first, now ruined with your slick, to expose his beautifully veined hands and the dexterous, slightly bent fingers that had nearly worked you to orgasm.
Since the day he’d clutched you to him in your work elevator, you’d had a feeling that he didn’t need the suit to give him muscles. He’s leaner underneath the suit’s padding, sure, but your suspicions are confirmed when he pulls the material over his head to expose sculpted deltoids and pecs that fall into a set of toned abs, which you can do nothing more than stare at. It’s a feast for the eyes, how beautiful he is.
“Did you really need extra padding on top of all this? That’s just greedy,” you sigh, using the tip of a finger to ghost across his collarbones before digging your fingers into the defined muscles of his arms and his firm pecs. The laugh he lets out is low, coating your cunt in even more slick, if such a thing was even possible.
He still has his the pants of his suit on, but they’re slung low enough on his hips to expose a cut V-line, which you take the opportunity to trace with the tips of your nails until the point where the lines disappear into the unforgiving leather of his belt. He shudders a breath into the juncture of your neck and shoulder when you let your hand continue to slide down the front of his pants, pressing the material of his suit against his already-hard cock that would be tenting the front of his pants if the material had any give to it. You quickly decide you’d rather feel the hot, unobstructed weight of him in your hand.
The only issue is that the buckle of his belt is incredibly stubborn, or maybe your brain is just too preoccupied with sex to complete basic tasks, because Seokjin has to help you undo it, lazily winding it off of his hips with little more than the flick of a hand. You’d seen what his hands and fingers could do, felt it too, so you’re not surprised at his competence, but the simple motion has your pussy throbbing even more in excitement for what he’s about to reveal.
“Are you always going commando under this suit?” you giggle as the pale muscle of his hips comes into view.
He pretends to ponder your question, as if you’d asked him what the meaning of life was and not whether he was always naked under his suit. “Only for certain missions.” When he pulls his pants off the rest of the way and you finally get a glimpse at what you’d only felt the outline of thus far, you fall silent.
He’s big, because of course he is, on top of everything else he has going for him. Even from how he’s holding his cock, the way his fingers don’t quite meet one another when he wraps his hand around it to lazily stroke himself, you can tell it’s heavy. The intimidating length of him curves a little at the head, which is already shiny with pre-cum, flushed an angry red like it’s in need of relief. Your mouth goes dry at the sight, but your cunt floods with excitement as your mind jumps to how good it’ll feel to take him.
You must be staring, because he chuckles a bit before guiding your tentative hand to replace his own around the heft of his length. The size of him looks nothing short of obscene in your smaller hands, and with a few experimental pumps of him in your hand, you can already tell you won’t last long with him stretching you out. You pull your arm off of him to lean back against the headboard, kicking your legs out as far as they can go.
Seokjin takes the hint, thankfully. You weren’t sure how much more waiting you could take. “How do you want to do this? You have condoms, or?”
“I’m on the pill. You clean?”
“Hero, remember?” he points at himself, as if you could forget. “Can’t get sick.”
It’s sound logic, really, and so you pull him down to you so his length brushes against your wet heat. “Please,” you nearly beg, past the point of caring about propriety. He's a good listener, because he lines up his thick cock head with your slit, taps it on the wetness that’s gathered there, and uses that to slip the first bit of his length into you. As you’d expected, the stretch is delicious, has your lips parting to let out a moan, and you can do nothing other than lie there and take it. Your walls hug his cock so tightly that you think you can feel the throb of the vein that runs down the side of his length. You both watch intently, transfixed as the lips of your pussy stretch around his cock.
“Ff-fucking tight,” he hisses. “Even after I got you ready. Wanted me that badly, huh, sweetheart?” His appearance doesn’t show hints of exertion, no beads of sweat or visual signs of tiredness to speak of, but his voice can’t hide how the feel of your velvet heat wrapped around him affects him, breaking off into a choked whisper towards the end. You nod quickly in response to his question, wanting nothing more than for him to press into you all the way, even though you know taking all of his length will stretch you beyond your limits. He presses in slowly, too slowly, and you mewl more than a little pathetically. “Feel good?” he asks, lips curving into a playful smirk.
“Want all of you,” you whisper. “Please, please. Been thinking about this, you, for so long.”
His eyes snap to yours, no doubt wondering if it’s just mindless babble, but the way you’re looking at him tells him you were being genuine, so how could he deny you? He leans down to spit on his cock, getting it wet enough for what he’s about to do next, then brings his hips forward to bring the rest of himself into you in one smooth motion, almost knocking the breath out of your lungs in the process. He stays like that for a moment, length throbbing inside of you, and your impulse decision to roll your hips and fuck him back has you both exhaling sharply as it lets his cock head kiss the smooth surface of your cervix. Stealing a glance at him reveals that a few strands of his hair have come out of the coif, another small indicator of the effect you’re having on him, and his eyes are heavily lidded, dark pupils barely peeping out from underneath.
Being this full is exactly what you’d wanted, has your eyelids squeezing shut and tears spilling out of the corners of your eyes. “Holy shit, you’re so deep,” you sob. “So good, f--ah, Seokjin.” His cock fills you up in the best ways, as if he’s trying to make your inner walls learn the feel of him. When he pulls himself out all the way and slides in hard again, and again, and again, you think you’ll pass out from the punishing pace he’s setting. He presses his fingertip against your clit lightly a few times, and you tense up, knowing you’ll be a goner if he continues to fuck you at this pace while touching your clit any harder than that.
The drawl of Seokjin’s voice is like honey. “Can tell you’re being good for me, trying not to come. Such a sweet girl,” he coos, leaving messy kisses all around your face, before he murmurs a phrase you’re all too familiar with by now. “Hold on tight.”
You have just enough presence of mind to heed his request, pulling him down to you so that your chests are pressed together and wrapping your arms around his broad back. Still sheathed inside of you, he floats you up and off of the bed, adjusting you so that you’re seated upright top of him, arms around his neck and legs wrapped around his slim hips.
“No way,” you get out, breathless both because he’d just been fucking you within an inch of your life and because you’re currently hovering in the air, closer to your ceiling than you were to your mattress.
“Didn’t I say there was no point of being a superhero if I couldn’t use my powers?” he winks. “I got you, ________. Just trust me.” As if to prove his point, his large hands settle securely on your hips, using them as leverage to guide you just slightly off of his cock before slamming you back down onto it. You let a hand slide down from where it’s laced behind Seokjin’s neck to roll your sensitive clit experimentally, but anything more than a light touch has heat shooting through your stomach, warning of the onset of an intense orgasm.
You may not have been convinced about the whole concept of superheroes, but after tonight you could concede that there were definitely at least some perks to superpowers. Not least because Seokjin's flight and super strength mean he’s able to keep you suspended in the air as he fucks into you, not so much as breaking a sweat as his cock plunges into you and he drags you up and down his length at his will. The novelty of being suspended in mid-air during sex has your walls squeezing around him in ways that would rival a vice grip, and he growls in your ear when he feels the sudden tightness around him.
There’s no real reprieve from him, though, because his hand leaves your left hip to splay out on your left ass cheek imposingly. “Wanted to get fucked by a superhero so bad, didn’t you? By me?” He taunts, voice low. “My sweet girl.” His words are punctuated by playful spanks to the fat of each cheek. The smacks sting, have tears stemming in the corners of your eyes even though you know he’s not showing you even a fraction of his strength. “’s why you didn’t want me to take the suit off at first, right?” One more spank on each cheek has you squeezing around him in a way that you’re sure is uncomfortable for him to bear. You hope he doesn’t expect an answer, because your mind can’t give him anything more articulate than a sharp moan as his words go straight to your pussy. He’s resumed his motion, strokes getting more and more erratic inside of you as if his own words are working him up, and you’re close too if the way your clit is pulsing is any indication.
“Can’t wait any longer — ah,” you mewl, finger working the nerve endings of your clit in earnest now. When he nods, whispers a been so good against your throat, your body stiffens. The heat that’s taken up space in your lower belly all night envelops you as you come undone in mid-air, fingertips of your free hand digging into the corded muscle of Seokjin’s shoulders as sobs wrack your frame. All of the orgasms that had been taken away from you at the last second have combined into one so overwhelming it threatens to have tears spilling down your cheeks.
To his credit, Seokjin does his best not to move through the peak of your orgasm so as to not overstimulate you too much, but the way your orgasm is pushing insistently through you is clearly too much for him to bear, because he’s fucking you in earnest through its aftershocks. “Can I — inside? Want to fill you up so bad, sweetheart.” He’s nearly begging, eyes glazed over in pleasure as he grips tighter into the fat of your hips to get a better angle. You nod your acceptance, too spent to do anything else. With a few more languid strokes inside of you, his hips go still, groaning softly into your ear as he shoots a seemingly endless stream of his release into you.
Slowly, he floats the two of you back down to the bed so you’re nestled comfortably on top of him, trying your best to catch your breath. You shudder at the feeling of his softening length slipping out of your sensitive heat and the cum that drips out of you after his withdrawal, but you’re sprawled too bonelessly on Seokjin’s warm chest to worry about discomfort right now. He presses kisses to the crown of your head and your cheeks, whispering soft words of praise against your skin that only someone with hearing as sharp as his would be able to distinctly hear.
“You okay?” he murmurs, stroking the crown of your head absentmindedly, and you prop your head up on his chest, mustering up what’s left of your energy to smile faintly at him. “Was that too much?”
You shake your head. “Better than okay. But you still owe me a second date, Jinnie,” you tell him after a beat passes, poking hard into his firm chest with a finger. “This doesn’t count.” Taking him in, you notice his hair is mussed and his fair skin is a little flushed; you take pride in knowing you had been the one to visibly affect the infallible hero.
His lips twitch up. “Would you believe me if I said this actually isn’t what I had in mind for our date?”
You hum, wincing as you become more aware of the soreness between your legs. “Mm. So you’re saying it wasn’t your plan all along to fly me home and ravish me? I’m disappointed.”
“No ravishing was supposed to happen,” he says, voice faux-offended. “Not until after the date, at least.”
“Oh, so there was a change of plans, then? You already won the bet, you know. You don’t have to keep trying to prove you do more than just planned saves,” you tease, thinking of the situation that had led you to you being in this position in the first place.
Seokjin lets out a dramatic sigh. “I don’t think you’re quite convinced yet,” he sighs, tracing fingertips down your exposed back. “Might have to keep trying until you believe me.”
You don’t think you’d mind that at all; not if it would have you ending up like this again.
I hope you enjoyed this fic!! Seokjin's superhero name in this fic comes from the heart events he used to do at concerts... come back to us please 🙏 This fic was based on a request by @bebabido - I hope I did your request some justice!!
tbh I don't know much about superheroes, but I was really sold on using the idea of taking the one superhero universe I did know and giving it more of a romantic twist and less of an evil one. This fic randomly had a lot of interesting progressions of time (which is not necessarily something that I’m used to writing, as I'm sure you can tell) so a lot about this fic was new to me, but that was part of the fun in writing it!! also very happy to be back writing plot again, pwp is fun too but it's nice to be back to my story-writing roots 🥳 As always, I’d love to know what you thought of this fic; I love getting feedback and seeing that people read my work and want to talk about it!!
wc: 900.
an: fluff so sweet it could rot your teeth.
‘Tell me you love me.’
Your voice was amused, the syllables being run over by small, tender laughs as you felt Yoongi’s warm hands holding you from behind.
‘I love you.’
Yoongi separated each syllable with small kisses on your neck, the sweet laughs you let out filling his heart.
The night was cool. Even in the middle of summer, the breeze that passed through the city streets was gentle, bringing with it a little of the memory of autumn. The sky was clear. Even in the middle of August, hundreds of luminous points shone amidst the vast nothingness in which they found themselves.
And you were happy.
In your boyfriend’s arms, you cherished that night. Feeling Yoongi’s warm touch, feeling Yoongi’s tender kisses, feeling Yoongi you could only smile, completely bathed in pure happiness.
How long has it been since you were last like this with Yoongi? Days? Weeks? No. Months. Months passed where you and Yoongi could only have casual encounters, one of you always rushing with their work, the other always wanting a break, a moment to take a deep breath, a moment to be with the one you loved most.
But now you were with Yoongi.
After so long where you could only be together in the digital world, you were back in your boyfriend’s arms, and that was all that mattered.
‘Tell me… Tell me I’m the most amazing person you’ve ever met!’
Yoongi let your words draw a small laugh from him, that heavenly melody getting lost in the dark of night in an attempt to catch your own laughs.
Hiding his face in the crook of your neck, Yoongi pressed you closer to him, wanting to be as close to you as possible, not wanting that moment, that night, to come to an end.
‘You are the most amazing person I have ever met.’
A new kiss from Yoongi on the crook of your neck, a new laugh from you.
Yoongi’s words were bathed in a cosmic magic that enchanted your ears and soothed your heart. In every syllable uttered, in every confession sung, in every feeling exposed, Yoongi allowed his voice to carry you in a gentle veil of lyrical poems that rocked you on that cool summer night.
There were only stars.
That night, in the garden of Yoongi’s house, nothing existed other than the intense moon that illuminated your romance. In ethereal tones, the moon allowed an intense shower of its glow to lend a bit of magic to the words you and Yoongi exchanged, turning each confession into an eternal promise.
‘Tell me…’ you were thoughtful for a moment as you felt Yoongi’s hands pressing you tighter against his chest – he missed you so much. ‘Tell me, hm…’
‘Hm?’
Yoongi nuzzled his nose into the crook of your neck waiting for your words, sending goosebumps all over your body and stealing a small laugh from you.
‘Tell me you’re proud of me.’
A small chuckle from Yoongi accompanied a small cricket – it seemed that even nature wanted to celebrate that moment of yours.
‘I am extremely proud of you. Of everything you accomplished so far. Of everything you are and have ever been.’
Those words from Yoongi stopped in your heart. Making home inside you, those tender words enveloped your entire essence, wrapping your soul in intense tones of passionate reds and fascinating oranges.
You smiled longingly.
Yoongi missed you so much during these times. Yes, you talked to him every night, but the complicity you only shared when you were together away from any distractions was what was really missed.
The way Yoongi held you so close to him that it felt like he wanted you inside him, alongside his own essence. The way Yoongi spoke to you, as if his words were steeped in the most divine nectar shared by the gods themselves. The way Yoongi looked at you, as if you were the last ray of sunshine in a world long plunged into darkness. The way Yoongi loved you, always so sincere, always so intense.
‘Tell me you love me.’
Your voice stripped away any and all fun that had used previously, giving a slightly needier, softer air to your repeated request.
‘Again?’ Yoongi smiled and placed a small kiss on your neck.
‘Please?’
Your plea wrapped Yoongi’s heart in a tight knot of longing. Yes. You were apart for too long.
‘Even if the entire world is consumed by darkness and the entire universe is destroyed by shadows, my love for you will enlighten your entire path and future. For in me resides all the destruction of the stars that die every day to capture a fragment of our love. And I love you. Today and tomorrow. And forever I will love you. Since it is in you that my home, my soul, resides.’
You gently turned your face to look at Yoongi.
With bright eyes, face painted in the celestial colors of the moon, Yoongi looked at you in love, and you could swear that his cheeks were wanting to adopt a rosier tone after that confession.
And you kissed him.
Sealing Yoongi’s promise with your lips, you kissed Yoongi gently, caressing his lips with the longing for these moments and the melancholy of your relationship.
You were in Yoongi’s arms. And Yoongi loved you. What more could you ask for?
Can I ask for a Superman romantic concept? Can be Prime Earth version. I know he's the definition of the golden boy, so seeing him be a yandere would be interesting :>
Just because he's a golden boy doesn't mean he can't be yandere... Maybe he just hides it~? Sorry if this is short! He's mostly just sweet.