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@jewelofnumenor
âThe poison leaves bit by bit, not all at once. Be patient. You are healing.â
â Yasmin Mogahed (via thelovejournals)
crocordile replied to your post: âvardasvapors replied: color or b&w? how about a character youâve never done beforeâ
I LOVE HER JEWELRY AND EXPRESSION
âsomething is rotten in the state of numenorâ
amandil, delicately: could it be the stench of the burning tree, my queen? perhaps the white tree that your husband is burning within his temple?
tar-miriel: i smell it too, my lord of andunie, but please try to think outside of the box
Reblog if others can reblog your headcanons.
âShe looked pale, mysterious, like a lily, drowned, under water.â
â Virginia Woolf, Mrs Dalloway (via soracities)
Christian Dior multi strand iconic Edwardian inspired couture pearl choker necklace.
Send âWould you kindlyâ and a command and my muse has to obey.
aurorasmemesâ:
reblog this if youâre an indie roleplaying blog with both an LGBTQIA+ mun and LGBTQIA+ muse(s).
iâm trying to get an idea of how large portion of the indie rp community consists of queer muses being written and represented by queer people themselves. allies, donât interact.
đ„ Elenna or Elendil, your pick ~
MĂriel knew better than to be drinking. She knew what Elendil and her daughter made her promise - and they were right, for Eruâs sake - but it was a lot harder than it looked just to not touch wine again. Initially, she had shut herself away so no-one would have to see how weak she was. This was different. She couldnât hide at her own wedding.
Elendil was kind, she knew, and he wanted to protect her, and that was enough. He might have loved her once, when they were young. Perhaps he still did. MĂriel knew politics, and she was content to wed a man she trusted to protect herself, as cowardly as it felt. A quieter voice whispered in the back of her mind, one deep inside that she wanted to silence whenever it spoke. You married him because you canât bear the idea of not being a queen. It doesnât matter that youâll be as toothless as you were in NĂșmenor.
She was still a little shocked at her own survival, and it was strange not to be Tar-MĂriel any longer, just MĂriel. Stranger still to think of how she must have washed ashore, and it gnawed at her. Why was she spared? She never made it to the top of the Meneltarma. NĂșmenor had to drown, she had privately decided. It was too far gone. Why, then, did she survive?
The wedding, as far as she could tell, was far better than her first. The guests were friendly enough, and it was good to see Elendilâs family. He had a legacy, then, something MĂriel might never leave behind, and she was glad for him even as envy curled in the pit of her stomach. Still, MĂriel had never cared much for parties, and as the festivities went on, after she had spoken her words and put on her wedding ring, she retreated.
At the feast, she spoke little and ate little but drank when she wasnât watched, which was easy enough given how much was going on. Later, when the guests began to file away and the couple said their farewells, MĂriel, not quite drunk enough to look anything other than a little weary and emotional as she might be expected to, smuggled a bottle in the folds of her dress. How easy it was to hide things in the heavier attire of Arnor than in the delicate fabrics she wore in warm NĂșmenor!
She went to her room alone. Elendil had offered separate alcoves, which she knew was generous on his part. He must have heard what happened to her, though she spoke little of it, heard the rumors spread by the Kingâs Men, and understood the truth behind it all. Still, she couldnât face the idea of someone finding out and trying to annul her marriage. Was she not warned that spies could be anywhere?
MĂriel undressed by herself, her hands fumbling clumsily at the closures of an unfamiliar dress, the heavy fabric eventually falling at her feet. There was a sort of bitter irony in wearing white, not as a maid of thirty, or even the one she was in her seventies, but as a woman over two hundred years of age, keeping most of her youth but none of the innocence ascribed to a bride. Everyone knew the truth, after all. Hands trembling, she donned her nightgown, white also and flowing to her ankles, the fine fabric concealing less than she would prefer, even in the candlelight. She smoothed her skirts over her legs, her shaking knees, and drew out the bottle of wine she had smuggled into her room. It felt a little barbaric, drinking from the bottle, but it brought a strange thrill at the same time. Hopefully Elendil would just assume that she was taking a little while to change.Â
She cared for him as a friend, but there was no possible way MĂriel could willingly go through this part of a wedding if she were sober. She nearly finished the bottle by the time she felt brave enough to do it. Wiping off the wine and the ruined makeup from her lips there with a spare handkerchief, she walked slowly to Elendilâs bedchamber, keeping close to a wall in case she needed to steady herself. Swaying a little, she stumbled into the room and threw her arms around him rather abruptly, trying to smile and mumbling a quick âThank you, Elendil, more than you know, thank youâŠâ before the wine overcame her and she collapsed rather abruptly.Â
The celebration wine served on banquets and other solemn occasions was stronger than usual, and made Elendil drink even less than usual. There were to many important guests to tend to, too many political matters that would be further complicated after this day. His position was not yet as secure as he would like, and he could not afford to seem weak.
He had tasked his sons with tending to the highest ranking guests. AnĂĄrion had made easy conversation with Lord CĂrdan of the Grey Havens, on the projects he had to expand the harbour at Pelargir. On his part, the Shipwright had brought up the topic of trade, and soon the two of them were joined by a few Dwarven Lords from the Blue Mountains. Isildur had soon found a seat next to Lord Elrond of Imladris, and had managed to draw even Oropher of Mirkwood into listening to one of his anecdotes. As his eldest son began yet another telling of his incursion into the gardens in Armenelos to steal the Fruit, Elendil had turned his gaze towards the other side of the table. His only daughter sat beside the High King of the Noldor, and aside from a few pleasantries exchanged with other guests for the sake of protocol, Elendil had not seen either of them engage in conversation with anyone else. He could hardly supress a smile at that. His would soon not be the only alliance solidified with a marriage.
Elendil let out a long sigh as he walked into his own bedchambers. He was certain that at least Elenna and Gil-galad would go into that marriage willingly, once they ceased their ridiculous denial of their feelings for each other. MĂriel, on the other hand, had been quiet most of the evening. Given the circumstances, Elendil had not expected her to be overjoyed, and as skilled as she was in the ways of court, MĂriel had played the part of pleased widow coming into an unexpected late marriage well enough. Well, until the wine kicked in, and her facade had begun slipping off.
The King had then announced the newlyweds would like to take their leave. There would be none of the bawdy wedding traditions and games played back in NĂșmenor. Elendil had been unsure of what the protocol ought to be like for a second wedding, well past the prime of his life and with no intention of bearing children. Their traditions had been for the young couples who in NĂșmenor married once and for life; it was uncommon for a man to take a second wife, unheard of within the royal family. Still, this was his wedding, and his kingdom, and he had decided to keep the nonsense to a minimum, hoping to ease his new wife into her new position.
Strangely, Elendil thought as he sat down heavily on his bed, and began unlacing his shoes, MĂriel had seemed a little too eager to accept once he had explained his idea to her. Elendil had framed it as a political marriage, an alliance of sorts to gain the support of anyone that still doubted his claim to kingship, while offering protection to her. Nevertheless, as the evening had avanced, the Queen had seemed less pleased and more miserable, even close to tears. She was not as sneaky as she thought either, and Elendil had seen her drink heavily when she thought he wasnât watching her. Perhaps he should have outlined the role he had designed for her, it would make for interesting talk at breakfast, if she was willing to join him.
Elendil unclasped the silver fastings that kept his doublet together, and threw the black velvet over his head with little care, then moving on to his breeches. He was exhausted, emotionally drained after not only the day, but the months of preparations that had led to many late nights for him. And as he discarded his heavy and embroidered clothes, and donned a simple nightshirt, he mused of the ironies of fate.
A lifetime before, back in NĂșmenor,a young boy that responded to the name of Elendil had once been in love with Princess MĂriel, the Jewel of Westernesse. It was a childish infatuation, and as such it was brief and intense as a candle flame, and left deep marks on the boy that would grow to become the High King of the DĂșnedain in exile. That boy would have given an arm and a leg, and his entire soul, to even caress the lovely cheeks of the Princess; being bound to her in marriage was an idea reserved only for dreams. And now, centuries later, he sat in his own palace, only a few steps away from the woman the Princess had become, both wearing matching rings. Elendil would have laughed had he not been so tired.
He could not remember who came up with the idea, or if they came up with it together, but after Elennaâs latest trip to Gondor, she had begun to suggest marriage to MĂriel. Elendil had refused at first, and for a few months had stubbornly stood his ground. He would not defile his late wifeâs memory, he would not insult the Queen of NĂșmenor so. But AnĂĄrion had pointed out the fragile foundations of his kingship, and left his father with no retort and no other choice. Isildur had been the only one opposed to it after that, but he was outvoted.
And so it was that Elendil had wed once again, with a woman he had so long believed to be out of his league, even dead. This would be nothing like his first marriage, when he had been so young and full of hope, and of love for his bride. MĂriel would bear him no children, not that Elendil would even think to ask that of her. He nonetheless would have need of her cunning intelligence and her considerable knowledge of politics, to navigate the first centuries of his kingdom.
The room to his bedchamber burst open then, abruptly dragging the King out of his musings. A very drunk MĂriel stumbled in, and threw her arms around him, mumbling words of gratitude. Elendil barely managed to catch her before she fell to the floor. Alarmed, and more than a bit embarassed due to his state of partial undress, he guided MĂriel to the closest stable surface. He made her sit on his bed, offering his arm to steady her.
âYou should go to bed, milady. Itâs late, and we have matters of state to see to tomorrow.â
That night, MĂriel had only come to meet her obligations, the way she had been living ever since her first marriage. But when she falls, itâs as if the great green wave towers over her once again. Sheâs failed, failed to reach the Meneltarmaâs summit, failed in her faith and her duty, and like the water crashing down, she starts to sob. Itâs gasping and silenced by what remains of her discipline closing up her throat, but her shoulders shake and the tears stream down her face uninhibited, leaving dark streaks from the last vestiges of makeup left to line her eyes. She clings to Elendil like the steady mast of a ship in a storm, clutching anything she can reach. After all, he is still stable, still proud and strong despite everything. It is all MĂriel can do not to envy him in that. He wears a crown, now, and more than she had or likely ever will. When he sets her down on the bed, she sits, but she doesnât let go of his arm, staring up at him with wide eyes. âI would hate to contradict you, my lord.â It feels so strange to say that to Elendil and not Calion, slow and careful on her tongue. âPerhaps we do have matters to attend to on the morrow, but there... there remains an urgent matter to see to as soon as possible. Tonight, traditionally.â Her voice breaks and she trembles as she carefully, slowly, reluctantly lays herself down on Elendilâs bed. A steel-hard, stoic mask takes shape on her face, although it cannot keep her from crying. âIt is a Queenâs duty,â MĂriel adds softly, a sing-song recitative tone creeping into her voice, âto protect her King from the barbs of scandal, to armor him in lordly grace.â She closes her eyes a moment, turning her face away as a few more tears quickly join the others. âThen,â MĂriel whispers, looking back to Elendil, âI must defend you, as my King. I know I am not as fair or as young as I was when I first was wed, and I... I am not... a maiden.â Her voice breaks again, her face burning with shame, scarlet creeping into the soft brown of her complexion. âBut I am not so naĂŻve as to allow myself to forget all customs of marriage practiced by our people. I would not leave you exposed to rumor. It is my duty, and I do what I must.â MĂriel takes a deep breath to steady herself and closes her eyes, lying still.
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âWhen I paint you, youâll have a string of pearls around your neck, which will flow on your breast like tears, like stars.â
â Margarita Karapanou, tr. by Karen Emmerich, from âRien ne va Plus,â (via violentwavesofemotion)
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You got: The Moon
Youâre deeply creative and intuitive, and many people find you mysterious. You can be manipulative and have a dark side that youâre good at hiding, and maybe have a few skeletons in your closet. That said, thereâs a distinct dreamlike quality about you â some might even say psychic.
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What do I do about foolish men who think that ambition replaces a decent grasp of civics? Asking for a friend. - Tar-MĂriel
Dear Tar-MĂriel,
Murder.
Cheers,
Angmar
âŠwhat, no? Thatâs off the table? I guess this is why Iâm the Witch-King of Angmar and not the Good Witch of NĂșmenor. Fine ;)
Dear Tar-MĂriel,
Undermine efforts where possible, and encourage this ambitious, civic-unminded âfictionalâ jackass to waste his time and energy on things that will forestall his progress whilst making him feel accomplished.
If you decide to take up that first answer, though, I have a MorgĂ»l blade, a questionable grasp of morality and donât ask questions.
Do come visit some time!
Very sincerely meaning what I said about murder,
Angmar
I think that if *ahem* my friend, the one who is asking, were to take the âmurderâ option, everyone would know who was responsible. I - I mean, my friend, might happen to be known to hate this hypothetical fellow. Killing is wrong.Â
Somehow, I feel the need to repeat this to myself late at night, staring up at the canopy and fantasizing about the letter opener in my study.Â
Perhaps I shall visit sometime, if my royal husband permits it.Â
Tar-MĂriel, Rightful Twenty-Fifth Ruler of NĂșmenor
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âThe only true love is unrequited love.â âWill I see you again?â âSomeone, I tell you, in another time will remember us.â âI never could lie to you.â âPromise me youâll come back.â âAm I just a joke to you, [name]?â âThis is what you do, love. Stride across the centuries, and death follows, churning in your wake.â âYouâre making it personal. That doesnât help.â âIt was almost like a dream. âOh. Iâm not waking up. Why arenât I waking up?â I thought. That feeling never ended. It still hasnât ended.â âI donât want to hear your suggestions for my personal life.â âHold me, at least once, before we say goodbye.â âI want to hug you once more, as soft as I can.â âFor whose sake⊠am I living now?â âCome back alive.â âThank you⊠In the end, thatâs all I had to say.â âI love you⊠In the end, thatâs all I had to say.â âFor survival, I buried my dreams.â âPerhaps youâre right. Neither of us is who we used to be.â âDonât go where I canât follow.â âI aim to be lionhearted, but my hands still shake and my voice isnât quite loud enough.â âLet me in! Tell me what youâre thinking!â âI just want to save you.â âWe are not the same, and never will be.â âStop pretending this doesnât terrify you.â âOf course it meant something.â âDo you remember?â âI canât help but love you, even though I try not to.â âI canât pretend itâs not the end.â âI said Iâd have courage, but I donât. Not anymore.â âYouâre a good liar.â âYou jump, I jump. Remember?â âThereâs nothing Iâd deny you, if you would not deny me.â âDonât do it. Donât love me.âÂ
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Having fun
* Uinën offers her some pearls from the bottom of the sea *
âFor me?â Tar-MĂrielâs eyes widen as she takes hold of the pearls - her grip is gentle, reverent even - and holds them up to the soft light of the morning sun through the clouds that mass overhead. âOh, these are beautifulâŠâ
She beams at UinĂ«n, her smile warm and perhaps a little sad. âYou should not have, my lady, though I am grateful for this gift. Why are you always so kind to me?âÂ