say something

Say something I'm giving up on you. Zach Theodori / Deceased

[jfczacharius]

does... does anyone ever come on here anymore?

[jfczacharius]

forever crying bc practical childhood wow

[jfczacharius]

there are nine porn blogs following austin what the fuck why im

im so done

[jfczacharius]

im looking at my writing and cringing holy fuck wh y my professors would kill mE????

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + troye

[wtftroye-blog]

—absolutely great! I guess you heard about the engagement, huh? How about you, ya little shit?

[jfczacharius]

That's great to hear! Uh, duh. Of course I did. Things are amazing. Amber and I are actually married, and we have a son-- so things are pretty good. 

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + troye

[wtftroye-blog]

… —ZAAAAAAACH!! [she hugs him]

[jfczacharius]

TROOOYYYEEE!

--how's it goin', weirdo? 

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + troye

[wtftroye-blog]

—what the shit?

[jfczacharius]

I came all this way-- the least you could do is act happy to see me.

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + troye

I guess my wedding invitation didn't make it to through the post. 

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + griffin (11/29)

[blackscarredgriffin]

Obviously. Oh no, he’s a little devil, but hopefully he’ll grow up to be okay. I already know Noelle is going to be ridiculously determined when she’s older. Thanks, I kind of like them. A boy, huh? Let’s hope he doesn’t take after you. How’s Amber doing as a mom?

[jfczacharius]

I really wish I could have been there when they were born. I really wish I could have been here for the past two years, actually. Damn, I've missed out on a lot, haven't I? Kind of? I don't think that's the term you should use when referring to your kids. Oh he definitely won't take after me. He's the sweetest kid I've ever seen-- Mallory and him are best friends. It's kind of cute. And weird. But mostly cute. She's doing great. She spoils the kid-- really makes me wish we could have had a family of our own, you know? 

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + griffin (11/29)

[blackscarredgriffin]

You should know this by now. Oh wait, they don’t have mirrors in hell, do they? Yeah well, even if he did develop that kind of stuff, I’m sure Thea would make sure it didn’t go very far. She’s determined to raise him as a gentleman. You adopted a kid? Girl or boy?

[jfczacharius]

Oh, yeah, being in hell makes me marrying Amber make so much sense. Good to know he won't be a little devil. I'm so happy for you two-- your kids are adorable. Yes, we did! His name's Skyler, he's seven, and he's the only werewolf in his family so we're the only family he'll ever have. Amber's obsessed with the kid -- and, okay, I'll admit that I am too -- and she calls him her little wolfie. 

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + griffin (11/29)

[blackscarredgriffin]

Everything about you is ugly, your name and your face. Very true, we don’t need another smart ass in this house. So how’s the afterlife, butthead?

[jfczacharius]

Wow. Fuck you. It's not just the smart ass thing it's the player thing, the whole freaking shibang. Oh god, it's great. Amber and I are married now, and we've adopted this kid and-- god, Griffin, I've got a family now and it's the best thing in the world. 

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + griffin (11/29)

[blackscarredgriffin]

Well, we figured one of them should be ugly otherwise they would kill people with their cuteness; so we named Parker after you, hoping he might be able to somehow obtain some of your qualities.

[jfczacharius]

Ugly? My name is not ugly, you fucking asshole. For your sake I seriously hope that Parker does not develop any of my qualities. 

[jfczacharius]

closed || zach + griffin (11/29)

So you named Parker after me. 

[jfczacharius]

"Mom, stop. My hair looks fine."

"Well excuse me, but I didn't think I'd ever get to see you get married. I waited and waited, but nope. You waited until you were both de-"

"Mom."

"Right, sorry. Now come here-- your tie is crooked and Amber is waiting for you. You've kept her waiting long enough, and you don't want to make her wait any longer."

[lindsaythealien-deactivated2014]

JACKSGAP | via Tumblr on We Heart It.

[jfczacharius]

okay? okay { Zamber }

[ambertavian]

Amber had had more than enough to imagine what the other side would be like and what would happened when her paths once again crossed with the people who had already passed, but no number of mental scenarios had prepared her to actually be face to face with the man in front of her. Half of her heart felt an overwhelming joy. Where they were and how they both ended up there seemed not to matter, and all she wanted to do was jump into his arms and never let go, because they were together. The other half though, consumed her with a guilt that had her swallowing hard. She had ignored the fact while she was alive but now, looking into his vibrant green eyes, she was reminded that the entire time she was falling for Daniel there was someone above watching, presumably with a heavy heart. Zach and Amber never really had an ending, no break up or bad ending to their love. They were just seperated, taken from each other without any warning or form of closure. That overriding guilt kept her standing still where she was, pursing her lips and struggling not to look at the ground in shame.

She smiled softly at his words, and as soon as she felt his arms around her she gripped on tightly, burying her face into his chest for what felt like the longest time, yet not long enough before she forced herself to pull away to speak. “You talk a lot.” she complained, but a grin still etched onto her face. “I missed you too, kid.” She took a minute to get serious, placing her hand lightly on the side of his face and stroking his cheek with his thumb. She felt on the verge of tears as she croaked out an “I’m sorry.” and once she said it, she couldn’t seem to stop. One apology after another, each making her more emotional, spilled out.

[jfczacharius]

While watching Amber be with another man hurt him, he knew it had been for the best. Daniel made her happy, and for that he was extremely grateful. It made him sad that he and Amber never really had a chance to make their own life together. He had been off on that stupid trip that was geared towards finding out more about his family and everything, but it ended up getting him killed. Now that he looked back at it, though, he wasn't sure if he would change the fact that he had died. Sure, it would mean that he and Amber would have been together for a little longer, but it would also mean that Amber would have left him in a few months. Now they had eternity to bicker and hate each other all they wanted. "I do talk a lot-- you've known this for a really long time." He felt empty when they weren't hugging, and that was putting it lightly. Zach smiled when she said that she had missed him too, but that smile immediately disappeared when she began to apologize for everything. 

Zach frowned, "Amber, don't you dare. Don't you dare apologize for anything. You haven't done anything wrong. You've never done anything wrong. Amber, I've missed you a lot, but seeing you with someone that made you happy made me happy. Seeing you try to push through everything, even when you knew that you weren't going to make it, made me happy. You've always been an extremely strong person, and I've always admired that." Zach cupped her face with his hands, leaning his forehead against hers. "You haven't done anything wrong. And even though you've moved on and we haven't been together, that doesn't change the fact that I'm so incredibly in love with you."

[jfczacharius]

okay? okay { Zamber }

He didn't really know what he was expecting. He didn't know if he had expected to see someone completely different, or just someone who looked a lot more run down than she did. That was a quality in Amber that Zach had always remembered-- she was strong, and she had held on until the very last moment. For a few moments, he just stood there with his hands tucked into his pockets and his bottom lip between his teeth. When he had found out that Amber was sick, he couldn't control his emotions, and he remembered complaining that they didn't have the right to take away life from someone so full of spirit and someone who had their whole life ahead of them. Zach sucked in a breath before making his way over to the newly-deceased wolf, mustering the smallest of smiles. He didn't know what he was going to say, if he was even going to say anything at all. He wanted to pull her in for a hug, tell her over and over again that he was sorry that this happened to her, but Zach didn't know if that was what she needed. 

"I know my words don't mean anything, but I want you to know that you didn't deserve this, Amber. You deserved to live the longest, happiest life that anyone could have ever lived. If there was a way to send you back, I would fight tooth and nail to gain you that relief--" He paused, hesitantly stepped forward and wrapping his arms around her, relaxing at the comfortable position. "I missed you, Am."