mewholovesmarch

i always write whenever there is a need to. something that made my day, something i wanted to share and something i learned. im glad that somehow i can put into words all those crazy thoughts i have in my mind. everyday is a journey so i made mine

[jhonnavaldez]

Never underestimate the therapeutic power of driving, wind blowing, loud music, scenic views and the one with you along the way. https://www.instagram.com/p/B9cOpAQB_My756NF3aryVmgTJzDw87E-YxVbNw0/?igshid=9k1x484odgc

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Nature is the greatest place to heal and recharge. #talisayenisland #outinthewoods #mewholovesmarch (at Talisayen Beach, San Antonio, Zambales) https://www.instagram.com/p/B9E1OfEhAZCU4zETZrOxdkwAfD0n4fA9G29zcI0/?igshid=1q63a7k4utnt2

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While waiting for our food. 🙂 Let me greet you Happy 115th. Thank u for sharing everything with me. Your most favorite burger, your big space in the bed, your most loved tshirts, your most valuable ML time 😂 and most specially your underrated love! 😊 Thank you for driving me everytime I ask u too, kahit gaano kalayo at katrapik, nakikinikinita ko na ang pagexpired ng SL ko for the 2nd time around 😂, thank you for giving up ML so that we can binge watch at home,you have given up so much for us, thank you for listening to my stories that i told like nth time, thank you for always making me feel comfortable when Im working, for the coffees, morning pandesal and mayo, for understanding when I say we cant, and lets not. I love you always whenever you ask and whenever you dont. I love you always even in ur hungriest state and u kept on ranting on me on the fone.🤣 ,when you provide things beyond my unmeasureable thoughts,i love you for every plans we make and things we wanna do when things get better, i love you because you love me even when im on my unlovable state 3x a week. 😂 no complains here. I just .. love you thats it! 😍 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8E3I2Nh_N35mitg0_hk-FyPEyLez3XHmj9vOg0/?igshid=pd5jv3whbd2x

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January 2020

It is 2020 already.. I haven't made any plans yet.. Well, i did. but not concretely! 

So, this year, hopefully will be a good year for me. More travel but of course, more ipon muna! More time for myself, more love, more execution than dreams. I need to do this. I really have to. I will. 

[jhonnavaldez]

Hello Monday! 😂 Motivation comes within. Inspirations are every where. We just need to start with ourself. ✔ https://www.instagram.com/p/B1DpCw3B1AGLUVKbdkjwC2_useLhEzv8o_onJM0/?igshid=8fu46yxsgf23

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08.08.2019 https://www.instagram.com/p/B04p7mmhJgeGsl62UUYSQdrLiaVOGLw_uolyTg0/?igshid=3myarkl8v4s3

[jhonnavaldez]

Hello rainy Saturday! https://www.instagram.com/p/B080ZJ4BGl9Qyhe6tHbxYEX4zXDlh9VwKuE1A40/?igshid=151ifw6obr7d1

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This is indeed a new day. Received a very good news (well, very good for me!😉) and the fact that it is weekend. Yes, it is true that life is unpredictable just like the weather. But life doesnt stop the moment you had that bad hair, or loss the job you had for years, or probably when you lose someone you really love, or whatever awful event you're at right now. You need to move on and step up. That is the main reason why we have what we called "today". If we cant change whatever we had yesterday, then we have today to make it better. We have today to change the event we had in the past. And make it more meaningful and desirable tomorrow. Let's not waste today just because we got stuck in our yesterday. Every new day is an opportunity to restart. (Just dont overdo it!😂) https://www.instagram.com/p/B09oTguhhjO3lhhiQ2f4OeJXsPuKSlbb7tUqg00/?igshid=1w0atx2ek0two

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The Sunday Currently || Vol. 4

Sunday : 12.06.15 Pretty lame Sunday. No movies. No food. No one beside me. Hahaha My No-No Sunday. The only good thing about my day is its raining. What else? Start of my 6 day vacation. Should be going to Coron but because of my lame excuse as well, i will have my staycation for the longest 6 days ever! Well it should be 8 days but because of my work day on Saturday which is the 7th day and Sunday off again. Pretty bad split off. But i have no choice. Currently Reading Awhile ago im reading blogs about DIYs, home remedies. Im more of reading blogs, personal experiences, not really a fan of novels. Writing Something that would remind me in the future of what ive been through, what could have been, and probably result of what i do now. Listening Eversince i started writing about my Sunday i always make sure i have something in my background. Thanks to spotify. Right now, got Eraserheads on my playlist. Why?because of the weather maybe. Hahaha Thinking Im thinking of what to do later, get drunk? Stay at home and download all movies if possible? Invite friends to come over? Haaard. Wishing Funny that ive been regreting some of my actions lately, the feeling of being brave of doing something then would leave me wondering why i did such stupidity. Telling myself to "please learn" but i end up doing in again. Ive been blaming others for my actions but i know for a fact that i have options in the very beginning. Wishing i could turn back time. Wishing we have a replay button. If only. Hoping 3 more sundays and it will be 2016. Contemplating whether to have my New Years Resolution or BreakMyOwnRules but maybe not this time. But im always & forever hoping i will be able to save. I mean hopefully i will learn how to do that. Ive been reading several techniques thats been effective for others like dakot system and 52 money challenge, 10% saving from your income and a lot more but cant still do anything. No discipline eh. Hahaha Wearing My after bath outfit. Hahaha no reason to dress after all. :) Loving Jason Derulo. Hahaha listening to him right now, again.. I basically told you about him on my last post. He sounds so sexy. Hahaha and his songs. Playing trumpets now. Wanting When i was thinking about the past that i used to do, i just thought of having a PC again. And then il purchase games like Diner Dash, hahaha childhood memories. Needing Not a time alone. I get lot of time alone every sunday. Hahaha im pretty sure everybody need aomeone or something but right now, im good with what i have. Feeling Odd. Not happy. Not sad. Blank space. Feeling cold? Hahaha but i love the weather, i always love rainy weather. Maybe because im a homebody. Being at home, in my room, doing odd stuffs, i really love. I remember back in my school days, i have computer in my room, and i can stay up all day without going out of the room and i just play games in my pc, doing videos for my friends, letters, scrapbook. Hahaha loner mode. But that was my most happiest mood. That is pretty much my Sunday. :)

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The Sunday Currently || Vol. 3

Sunday : 11.15.15

This day couldve been worse. Im sick. Breathing thru my mouth because of this runny nose. Had my period. I wanted to sleep but i dont because this is my only day off where i can do everything that i wanted to.

Currently …

Reading

I read messages on someone's phone. Yeah, i did stalk a little to know what do they normally talk about in regular. Funny i did find something about me. Again. Yep not the first time, but probably the third?fourth? And yeah i never heard a good story about me after all.

Writing

Im writing because i wanted to express how funny these things were yet they always left my heart wounded. And start to hate them. Even more. When you read things about you, heard things about you that is not a music to your ear do u feel happy? How good you are in ignoring life little rejection?

Listening

Latch by Sam Smith. Sometimes all i need is a good cry. And how would that suppose to help me if im listening to Dessert right?

Thinking

What did i do, or maybe what have i not do for them to stab me behind my back. What i only did is to love her the way i know how.

Smelling

None. Im sick.

Wishing

Cant ask anything right now except for answers. Lots of question in my head and i dont know where to figure out the answer. Maybe i should wish for myself. Wish for me to be good enough for others.

Hoping

I can overcome this dilemma of mine. Battling over proving what im not. Funny how i always say i dont fuckin care to whoever wgo doesnt like me. But sad life is that those family you thought of are those who doesnt want you after all.

Wearing

Wearing something she said i should be throwing out.

Loving

Im loving someone whom i know loves me. And always stands beside me. Someone who's always there to fight for me. Or maybe with me.

Wanting

I just want to figure out everything thats happening with me. With those fucking people around me. I dont know but i dont wanna care at all. Hopefully i can do that.

Needing

Someone to talk to maybe but right now all i have is this phone and me.

Feeling

Terrible. Sad. Lonely. Crying. Confuse. Mad. Angry. I am mixed emotion. All i want to do is cry and hopefully when i wake up i will not feel anything at all. You dont me neither my whole life. So please stop the hate.

[jhonnavaldez]

When i play dead.

Yesterday..

I was waiting for you to come home yet you came home late. I did t say anything but deep inside im hoping you come home early. I lay down in bed. Still feeling sad and empty. I miss you, i keep saying that to myself. Until i began to cry, it feels weird, i asked myself why. But cant answer though, all i hear is that i miss you.

You came home, you kissed me in my ears,many times that i wasnt able to count.

But i play dead. Coz i dont want you to know that im crying.

You went out and came back after 5 mins. You we’re whispering “iloveyou” yet i play dead. And then you said you will play outside. Got no response from me. So you left.

Felt bad that i didnt hug you after you kiss me, felt sad that you left me sleeping in our bed.

But i dont want you to notice it so i play dead. I dont want you to feel the sadness in me because i know you’re tired. And that i was the one who cause this feeling anyway. All i want you to feel is that i love you deeply and that even if i see u everyday, i still miss you

[jhonnavaldez]

The Sunday Currently || Vol. 2

Sunday : 11.01.15 It is supposed to be my 3rd entry today, unfortunately due to lack of sleep last Sunday, i fell asleep and when i woke up its already Monday! Hahaha  Anyway, i went to SM North this afternoon, and another unfortunate event happened. But of course i wanna look on a brighter side of life that everything happens for a reason. And regrets are always at the end. Zzz  November 1 but im not able to visit my dad. Though this morning i went to church to light a candle for him and offered him a prayer. And ofcourse to thank God for every single blessings He has given me all throughout. Kinda weird that while im walking home after church, i saw lots of people. Mostly families from different places. It kinda look Christmas to me when i saw families so happy going all together to visit their loved ones. Others even brought speakers! Seriously?! Haha  CURRENTLY … Reading Im reading messages from those online buyer, kinda weird that im somehow not ready to answer some of their questions and i still need to consult google. Tsk Writing So right now, im writing my second entry. Wondering why i havent got any answers on my WISHING part on my previous entry. Tsk i must missed that part due to i skip some part when im not ready to answer yet. Listening Spotify!!! My playlist for today is songs from aldub playlist. Haha Erik Santos version of I Miss you Like Crazy (trivia: i used to have this password on one of my social accounts. Funny that i get tired typing that loooong password!) Thinking Thinking of positive ways to boostmy business without getting into all of my social accounts! Haha kinda tiring when i post photos every day e. With all the explanation, price, indication, hashtags hahaha Smelling Someone's cooking Tapa from Batangas hmmmm! Too bad im still full!!! Wishing I wont skip you this time! My wishes goes to my dad. That he's happy and forgiven. An that He'll watch over his family. T.T Hoping Im hoping that one day il be able to sit down and earn money at my own time. Haha soon! That means that i need to be patient this time! Wearing My comfy shorts and stripe shirts! Ready to sleep baby! Hahaha kinda weak and sleepy Loving Loving all the ideas coming into my head. I just need to finalize then and think of a brighter side..  Wanting When we were walking along cellphone stores, i utterly said that i want a tablet for my business haha but when someone ask me if i dont want laptop i said i want both!! Needing A looong sleep i think! Hahaha Feeling Tired bit happy .. So that is how my Sunday is going as of the moment. Probably i will sleep na because i keep on typing wrong words. Hahaha goodnight guys! 

[jhonnavaldez]

10-23-15 - literal na after 12. Went to look for some place to ``chill`` according to Khakha. And then we tried After Twelve along congressional. And then we played beerpong! Ansayaaa lang ng bglaan and first time na hindi kame sa bahy. Haha #foursomewholesome #aftertwelve #notags #happiness #nightlife #chill #beerpongchamp hahaha

[jhonnavaldez]

Look at this cutie patootie! Kainis napakacute! Napakaswerte ng nanay e! Hahahaha kahit twice nia plang ako nkita, willing makipagpicture sa stranger, hindi ka magsasawang makipagpicture sa kanya at andaling ibribe! Pahiram mo lang phone mo na may bagong games, halatang umay na sa subway surf e. #ethanjosef #cutiepatootie #babyboy hi sissy! @krstnrivera

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The Sunday Currently || Vol. 1

Sunday : 10.18.15 Thought of doing this 3 weeks ago but i just dont know where to do it, or how to start. There were too many ideas, too many wishes and dreams that i wanted all of them to be written for me not to forget. Since i found this article, wherein you are not really oblige to write every single details happening in your life or not really a requirement to update it every other day, but of course a tiny portion of our Sundays. I am excited to do this because, first i have all the time during Sundays; second, somehow its like my wrap up day for the whole week so more or less i have plenty of things to write about; third, hello? Its just Sunday (not every day) CURRENTLY . . . Reading Going online to read stuffs about their Sundays at the same time reading status on my facebook page. Writing Well im just starting to explore writing thru this, and of course letting my thoughts go through tru writing. :) Listening [Chorus:] Every time that you get undressed I hear symphonies in my head I wrote this song just looking at you ooh, oh Yeah the drums they swing low And the trumpets they go Trumpets by Jason Derulo. I just cant find the right words to explain why i love that song at the moment. And i sooo love this part. Find it sexy and sweet. Lol Thinking Why i wasnt invited to come to E.K (hahaha! Shallow mind!) I heard the reason, and okay im buying it. Today is Sunday, tomorrow's Monday and it will be a new day at work. Im excited on Friday (payday friday!) And funny because i dont have the money yet im starting to plan my budget. Hahaha Smelling My hair color. How? Why? Hahaha yesterday me and Marian went to salon to have it colored. So now, i needed to wait 24 hours (according to the man who did it) i havent take a bath. Lol Btw, thanks for that treat! :D Wishing Hoping As a daydreamer, im just hoping that everything will turn out fine. Hoping one day, i can proudly say i achieve this! (Whatever it is!) Wearing Its a bed weather and im stucked in this bed. Signal no. 2 in NCR, luckily i dont have work tonight. Wearing my oh so comfy old and rugged boxer shorts and my 1965 black shirt. Loving Right now?my bed & my blanket (cant sleep without one!) . Makes me comfortable at all times. Hahaha Imagine how significant my bed with my lifestyle right now. Graveyard work, sleeping while the sun is up and shinning. Hearing noises because cats,dogs and rooster just started their day, kids running around the house and the only thing keeping you alive is your dark room, well ventilated, soft bed, cool pillows and blanket. Ahhhhhh. And you will have that complete 8 hours of sleep, at least. Wanting Talking about wants? A lot!!! Lets do this one by one. Hahaha I want a laptop. Yes, i havent got one ever since i started working. I dunno why, but maybe because i have my list and laptop wasnt on my top 10 before. So since i was able to crossed out everything on top, now i want one! I want to achieve something at work. Its kinda weird that im wanting this thing to happen knowing that one day i'll be good at it (or maybe better. Basically ive done this in the past). I just want to be good in one field and then learn something new. Right now, those are the only things i can think of. And of course i dont want to drown you with so many wishlist on file. :p Needing I need a little money and tons of courage and faith. (This is my business plan! In case i didnt mention) Somehow, i kinda feel negative when im starting to start something that i havent tried before. So since this would be my first time, i kinda wanna give my all. Maybe Tin (one of my friend) was right when she did tell me to start small. :) Feeling A bit lonely maybe because of the song playing (Best I ever Had - Vertical Horizon.. Now skipping.. ) I feel hopeful, because of so many plans that i wanted to push. I feel helpless that i need to go through struggles (well, blame it on my bad judgment and loser moves in the past) again to start over.. I feel excited because if i werent i wouldnt be having this plan right now. Hahaha Thanks to those colleagues who pushed me to make a decision. .. So that is how my Sunday is going as of the moment. Later i'll watch series again.

[jhonnavaldez]

The Sunday Currently. #change #orangeisthenewblack (at St. Francis Vill., Novaliches)

[jhonnavaldez]

The long wait is over! Finally, Season 6 is out! Series marathon na naman to! I missed team damon and even stefan! Ang bitiiiin lang ng episodes pero worth it! #teamdamon #vampirediaries #delena #seriesmarathon