amanda

she/it

[jigsawsfavourite]

ooc.

Needed to bring her back, idc anymore

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[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

ohhh . that makes sense

just think of it as : i’m an annoying fly that won’t go away that you’re kinda getting used to but not enough to be your friend yet

[jigsawsfavourite]

*fly you'd like to get rid of*

..You really don't remember, do you?

[dxspossessed]

my memory is kinda foggy . . it’s always been that way , though . is there something important i’m forgetting ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

No, maybe it's better that way... You're not... Angry, right? At me or Lawrence...?

[dxspossessed]

i don’t think i can be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

Why? I don't understand. You should be

[dxspossessed]

no , i don’t mean like that . i tried to be angry . i tried for a really long time

it didn’t work . i can’t be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

In that case I'll continue to be angry for both of us.

Adam?

[dxspossessed]

sounds good . i miss getting angry

yeah , rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

I'm so, so fucking sorry

[dxspossessed]

i don't think you have to be lmao

. . i'll accept it anyway , though , if it makes you feel better ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

I do .. *she just shakes her head. It didn't. But there was no going back now*

[dxspossessed]

why ? you weren't the one who shot me lmao

[jigsawsfavourite]

I'm the one who killed you, Adam.

[dxspossessed]

i don't remember that

[jigsawsfavourite]

But I do. Very clearly

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

ohhh . that makes sense

just think of it as : i’m an annoying fly that won’t go away that you’re kinda getting used to but not enough to be your friend yet

[jigsawsfavourite]

*fly you'd like to get rid of*

..You really don't remember, do you?

[dxspossessed]

my memory is kinda foggy . . it’s always been that way , though . is there something important i’m forgetting ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

No, maybe it's better that way... You're not... Angry, right? At me or Lawrence...?

[dxspossessed]

i don’t think i can be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

Why? I don't understand. You should be

[dxspossessed]

no , i don’t mean like that . i tried to be angry . i tried for a really long time

it didn’t work . i can’t be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

In that case I'll continue to be angry for both of us.

Adam?

[dxspossessed]

sounds good . i miss getting angry

yeah , rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

I'm so, so fucking sorry

[dxspossessed]

i don't think you have to be lmao

. . i'll accept it anyway , though , if it makes you feel better ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

I do .. *she just shakes her head. It didn't. But there was no going back now*

[dxspossessed]

why ? you weren't the one who shot me lmao

[jigsawsfavourite]

I'm the one who killed you, Adam.

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

ohhh . that makes sense

just think of it as : i’m an annoying fly that won’t go away that you’re kinda getting used to but not enough to be your friend yet

[jigsawsfavourite]

*fly you'd like to get rid of*

..You really don't remember, do you?

[dxspossessed]

my memory is kinda foggy . . it’s always been that way , though . is there something important i’m forgetting ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

No, maybe it's better that way... You're not... Angry, right? At me or Lawrence...?

[dxspossessed]

i don’t think i can be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

Why? I don't understand. You should be

[dxspossessed]

no , i don’t mean like that . i tried to be angry . i tried for a really long time

it didn’t work . i can’t be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

In that case I'll continue to be angry for both of us.

Adam?

[dxspossessed]

sounds good . i miss getting angry

yeah , rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

I'm so, so fucking sorry

[dxspossessed]

i don't think you have to be lmao

. . i'll accept it anyway , though , if it makes you feel better ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

I do .. *she just shakes her head. It didn't. But there was no going back now*

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

ohhh . that makes sense

just think of it as : i’m an annoying fly that won’t go away that you’re kinda getting used to but not enough to be your friend yet

[jigsawsfavourite]

*fly you'd like to get rid of*

..You really don't remember, do you?

[dxspossessed]

my memory is kinda foggy . . it’s always been that way , though . is there something important i’m forgetting ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

No, maybe it's better that way... You're not... Angry, right? At me or Lawrence...?

[dxspossessed]

i don’t think i can be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

Why? I don't understand. You should be

[dxspossessed]

no , i don’t mean like that . i tried to be angry . i tried for a really long time

it didn’t work . i can’t be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

In that case I'll continue to be angry for both of us.

Adam?

[dxspossessed]

sounds good . i miss getting angry

yeah , rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

I'm so, so fucking sorry

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

ohhh . that makes sense

just think of it as : i’m an annoying fly that won’t go away that you’re kinda getting used to but not enough to be your friend yet

[jigsawsfavourite]

*fly you'd like to get rid of*

..You really don't remember, do you?

[dxspossessed]

my memory is kinda foggy . . it’s always been that way , though . is there something important i’m forgetting ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

No, maybe it's better that way... You're not... Angry, right? At me or Lawrence...?

[dxspossessed]

i don’t think i can be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

Why? I don't understand. You should be

[dxspossessed]

no , i don’t mean like that . i tried to be angry . i tried for a really long time

it didn’t work . i can’t be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

In that case I'll continue to be angry for both of us.

Adam?

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

ohhh . that makes sense

just think of it as : i’m an annoying fly that won’t go away that you’re kinda getting used to but not enough to be your friend yet

[jigsawsfavourite]

*fly you'd like to get rid of*

..You really don't remember, do you?

[dxspossessed]

my memory is kinda foggy . . it’s always been that way , though . is there something important i’m forgetting ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

No, maybe it's better that way... You're not... Angry, right? At me or Lawrence...?

[dxspossessed]

i don’t think i can be angry

[jigsawsfavourite]

Why? I don't understand. You should be

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

ohhh . that makes sense

just think of it as : i’m an annoying fly that won’t go away that you’re kinda getting used to but not enough to be your friend yet

[jigsawsfavourite]

*fly you'd like to get rid of*

..You really don't remember, do you?

[dxspossessed]

my memory is kinda foggy . . it’s always been that way , though . is there something important i’m forgetting ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

No, maybe it's better that way... You're not... Angry, right? At me or Lawrence...?

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

ohhh . that makes sense

just think of it as : i’m an annoying fly that won’t go away that you’re kinda getting used to but not enough to be your friend yet

[jigsawsfavourite]

*fly you'd like to get rid of*

..You really don't remember, do you?

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

forget what ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

Forget that I .. forget that you're around. That you're always here..

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[dxspossessed]

aw shit . . didn’t think about that . .

you can pretend i’m not there ? larry does that a lot , i think it helps him

[jigsawsfavourite]

He does? That sounds... Wrong. I don't think I'd be able to just... Forget

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i like to knock things off shelves . you never know it’s me , so it’s hilarious

[jigsawsfavourite]

...right... But now I'll know, I suppose? It'll be.. weird to know you're around...

[rhodewh0re]

I feel like shit #natalieportman

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i found a phone recently . it lets me pick it up and everything .

i like following you and larry around , too . it’s funny when you can’t see me .

[jigsawsfavourite]

How is it funny..?

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

*he stands eerily in front of her with a small tilt to his head.*

it’s okay . i keep myself busy , it’s less alone like that .

[jigsawsfavourite]

Keep yourself busy? How? I thought... How? What you've been up to?

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...

[dxspossessed]

it does , doesn’t it ? how have you been ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

*she's shaking, barely holding tears back*

Busy... But I still think about you. Was meaning to... Visit... Didn't have time.. sorry..

[dxspossessed]

i’m so cold

[jigsawsfavourite]

...you're still here

[dxspossessed]

rockstar ?

[jigsawsfavourite]

... Yeah. Been a long time, huh?

[dxspossessed]

too long !

[jigsawsfavourite]

Feels like yesterday tho...