[jillaxkalangg]

thankful that i have someone who rationalizes my thoughts whenever i'm having hard time :) labyu sister, the universe rewards good people yk

[jillaxkalangg]

Breaking no-contact is probably an attempt to rekindle an old flame just to feel its warmth again. Palibhasa alam nila na the other person can’t resist them eh

sana nalungkot sya after magbreak ng no-contact hahahaha charot

and yeah, they just probably miss the feeling of talking to someone after a long time. di ko lang talaga gets if how can they have the guts to message you after calling it quits hahahaha have some respect to the person na lang sana 😆

[jillaxkalangg]

ang thought process nyan Jill ay either:

Miss ka na nya— Longing

umaasa sayo — Hope

Iniisip ka kung bakit— Curiosity

Check nya lang what if— Concern

nasa huli ang pag-sisisi— Regret

naghahanap ng dahilan — Closure

Testing kung marupok — Validation

alam nyang mali pero bahala na — Temptation

Ambivalence means having mixed or conflicting feelings about something or someone.

For example, in the context of breaking no contact:

You miss someone, but you also know you shouldn't go back to them.

So you feel “I want to reach out” + “I probably shouldn't” at the same time.

In simple terms: mixed feelings / unsure feelings 🍊

hmm probably gusto lang din mang-gago ng feelings 😄 but i agree with what you said! madami talagang sanga yung pagreach out after no-contact haha

[jillaxkalangg]

ikaw nag-break?

hindi 😝

[jillaxkalangg]

ano kaya thought process ng mga nagb-break ng no-contact 'no?

[theambitiouswoman]

Healthy ambition is building the life you love while becoming the person you are meant to be

[jillaxkalangg]

uhm someone asked me to bake their wedding cake... girl

[jillaxkalangg]

with practice talaga, you improve 'no? i've been baking and selling breads since last month tapos napapansin ko na i get better at rolling the cinnamon rolls now and hindi na ako nagpapanic whenever i do it. hindi na ko masyado nag-ooverthink if it'll taste good kasi through time, it also tastes better. the texture is different and tastes the way i like the rolls na, softer breads and addicting for sure. wala lang, i'm just happy kasi i got to improve in this aspect.

skl, we did a pop-up today sa alma mater ko since opening ng classes and it was a sold out day (∩˃o˂∩)♡ i got to see my old teachers din, ang happy lang kasi it's been 10 years since i graduated jhs. sa BSU rin ako natuto magbake, tapos nagbebenta kami ng baked goods namin don hahahahaha sobrang surreal?? but i'm happy aaaa

i also got a good news today :)

[rollinxstone]

a soul like mine doesn't come around often but i'll let u figure that out

[jillaxkalangg]

siguro if there's one thing na hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin maintindihan, yung nag-pipile up yung utang sa mga lending apps or sa spay. i mean, gets na convenient talaga sya pero yung nagpapatong patong tapos mas malaki na yung binabayaran monthly kesa sa income. parang nakakabaliw isipin, pero madaming tao yung ganon ngayon. well, ako rin naman i use spay lalo na if big purchases or if biglaan na kailangan ko ng something. pero i limit myself din sa pag gamit, kapag more than 1500 na yung babayaran ko parang di ako makakahinga tbh hahahahaha

wala lang, siguro we should live with our means talaga. gets na yolo, pero pls pls wag magpapakalunod sa utang :( :(

[sunsetbywater]

my goal for my life is to be brave and true

[jillaxkalangg]

ang lungkot naman, 3pm pa lang oh

[jillaxkalangg]

Hello I love cookies every now and then huhu. Tagasaan ka po? Do you deliver?

hello anon, i'm from batangas city! we only deliver around the city and near municipalities po :)

[jillaxkalangg]

i have to remind myself na i'm doing well despite being unemployed kasi i get to bake and sell our goods :( i'm still earning thru this and got to give my share para sa bills. i'm so stressed kasi feeling ko wala akong ambag and nauubusan ako ng oras kahit na wala namang deadline ang lahat. factor din siguro na i always remember what this person and I talked about before, feeling ko parang patapon ang life ko lately haha and i don't want to feel this way 😆

aaaaaaaa i can't wait to work again and live the life it pays for

[jillaxkalangg]

it feels strange to not know anything from your day anymore, we used to tell each other our plans and random things. now i barely know what's happening in your life and how you've been doing haha this makes me sick, like it makes my stomach churn :( this is making me sad

pls let's this pain go

[cozyvu]

via katerynlavreniuk

[jillaxkalangg]

i have to stop myself from buying things online kasi hindi ito ang healthy coping mechanism natin ok haha buti na rin i have strong self-control kasi gusto ko na icheck-out tong concealer and new lippies pero, girl saan mo gagamitin???? hahahaha

anyway, happy Sunday! thankfully hindi na umuulan at medyo maliwanag na. mag-grind na lang tayo to bake kasi we have pop up tomorrow sa first day of school!!!! so happy :3 looking forward to more events like this in the future