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24 & happy, nothing else matters

[blckgirlacid]

I need my weird alone time or I will explode

[a-page-in-my-heart]

[yalnizlarulkesisakinleri]

[henezmoj]

You and me watching moonrise?

[theambitiouswoman]

Your routines are a love letter to your future self

[werenotreallystrangers]

Instagram is a scary place to be

[overclassy]

[jillaxkalangg]

it feels weird to leave the place and job that you once prayed for :)

[girltalk]

maybe peace was worth losing people for

[loveletters2myself]

all i crave is a peaceful life. no chaos, no drama, no gossip. safe friendships. devotion. sunlight. early nights. nervous system regulation. deep conversations about energy + purpose. intuition over logic. alignment over achievement.

[sobcat]

forgiving myself today, locking in tomorrow

[perriaeyjeve]

[aidashakur]

i think very highly of myself; not out of ego, but because of growth. i know exactly what it took for me to become me.

[brazyinterlude]

at war with myseIf because I know I can do better.

[theambitiouswoman]

[singkitnamata]

Never ko akalain na yung kanta ni Niki na Autumn is now dedicated to my last job, INQUIRER. Sobrang sakit ng tama ng kantang yun. Natutulala ako kapag naiisip ko na I finally left. After a year and a half, inalisan ko na.

You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you, it's heartache I breathe You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me Oh, my love Is this the end for us? Maybe we've had enough

I wish hindi ako naburnout. Or sana hindi nalang kami understaffed. Or sana fair lahat. Mahal na mahal ko pa rin ang media, pero umalis ako kasi kung hindi, baka hindi ko na makilala ang sarili ko. One month ko ng tanong yung, "would i do it again?" Hindi ko pa rin masagot. Palaging "siguro." Never magiging definite yes or no. I will grieve this job then let this go.

How do I serve this country when I'm empty? Habambuhay na kadikit sakin ang media. Dun lang siguro ako sigurado. Pero sa ngayon, ako muna. Sarili ko muna. Lord, sana tama ang desisyon ko. Buksan mo yung puso ko na makita kung bakit ako umalis dito. Yan palagi ang dasal ko.

Here's to new beginnings.

[theambitiouswoman]

Suffering is not proof of effort. We’ve been taught that if it’s not hard, if it doesn’t hurt, if we’re not struggling for it then it must not be valuable. That’s conditioning. You don’t earn your desires through suffering. You allow them through belief. Wanting something is not the same as believing you deserve it

You can want love and still accept less

You can want success and still sabotage ease

You can want more and still feel like it’s not meant for you

The moment you stop tying your worth to how much you’ve struggled, you create space for things to come to you without resistance because you no longer require pain as proof that you’re worthy of receiving it