질색

[chajjda-blog]

                              His eyes hide a TENDERNESS                               that is more sensitive than ALL                               the RED ROSES in the world..

[jilsaeg-blog]

( lu, kian ):

          Kian wants to rip away, but is afraid that if he tries, it will end in him being killed. if he’s dead, he can’t protect his friend, right? that was mostly where his concern lied at. regardless, he tries pushing he man’s hand away, but it doesn’t budge.

          he hesitates, blinking dumbly with slightly parted lips & lowered eyebrows as if to seem CONFUSED. he doesn’t answer for a while, trying to convince himself that it’s okay to lie. it’s okay not to tell the truth if it’s to defend someone you loved & cared about. slowly, he starts to shake his head. 

          “ i don’t recognize the name, “      he replies softly, trying his best to keep eye contact with him.                 “ i don’t see anyone other than my family. i’m sorry, but i can’t help you. “      his voice nearly drops into a whisper, voice holding a bit of a QUIVER to it.      “ please let me leave. i can’t help you. “ 

               the jilsaeg relishes in the shaking of the voice,  the UNCERTAINTY within large doe eyes. it’s intriguing, fascinating, and the creature can’t stop the SCOFF that escapes him so INCREDULOUSLY. ❛ right. ❜ he speaks firm, hand exerting a SLIGHTLY harder force upon the boy’s chest. ❛ i know a lot about you, kian, and i know that what you’re TELLING me is a whole load of bullshit. ❜              there’s a brief pause and, if only for a moment,  he considers his approach. the kid scares EASY, that much is obvious in the erratic heartbeat and the quivering features. NO, he should push some more and gauge the reactions. THEN his approach may be reconsidered. ❛ how do you feel about pain ?  what do you THINK OF when i mention pain ? ❜

[rpmememaker]

Sentence meme (Torture my character version)

[jilsaeg-blog]

MAKE  THEM  CRY

“I never loved you.”

“You’re the reason they’re dead!”

“It’s all your fault!”

“Who could ever love you…?”

“You’re so stupid. So weak.”

“Just go away. I don’t want you here.”

BLACKMAIL  THEM

“Who would’ve thought a sweet thing like you would have such a secret?”

“I’ll tell everyone. Scream so loud the country will hear.”

“I have a friend with a radio station, you know. Broadcast it all over the city.”

“If you want this back, you’ll do whatever I say!”

“Be a good little slave, you don’t want your secret out, do you?”

“I know everything. I can ruin you.”

“Beg me, and I might consider keeping my mouth shut.”

INTERROGATE  THEM

“Sing, birdie.”

“I know exactly how to make you talk.”

“You know some fascinating things, don’t you?”

“I’ll use your greatest weaknesses against you, and you know I know them all.”

“I have means of extracting information from you.”

“I might play with you a little longer after you’ve talked. You’re too cute.”

“You’re tough. But I’ll break you.”

YELL  AT  THEM

“You idiot! You dumbass! You- you fucking moron!”

“You’re absolutely useless, aren’t you?!”

“What the fuck have you done this time!”

“You don’t care about anyone but yourself!”

“You’re not human! You’re a monster!”

“You’re a disgusting little rat!”

“You’ve fucked up for the last time!”

PHYSICALLY  HURT  THEM

“What, can’t take a punch?”

“I’ll kill you!”

“It’s only a scratch, asshole!”

“Don’t move, or I’ll shoot you!”

“I’ll slit your damn throat!”

“Kiss my shoes or I’ll stomp your head in half.”

“I didn’t mean to draw blood, but oh well.”

“That’s going to bruise.”

TORTURE  THEM…  GENTLY

“You want some of this cake? C’moooon, beg for it!”

“Guess what? SURPRISE ICE BUCKET CHALLENGE!”

“Tickle-tickle-tickle! Kitchy kitchy koo!”

“Whaaaat? Is this yours? You can’t have it back, it’s mine now!”

“I’ll stop singing when hell freezes over!”

“Get in the locker, shorty!”

“Annoying? Me? Annoying?”

[jilsaeg-blog]

❝ then kill me. ❞

100 // @drughell

               lips purse, tightly so,  forming a thin LINE upon his face which conveys naught but BITTER distaste. Not towards the boy, not entirely, but rather towards the voice barking incessant COMMANDS in his ear. no killing the innocent bystanders, jilsaeg. you know what will happen if you do.  there’s a GROWL upon those lips, and the creature sneers at his company ; eyes narrowing into a very PROMINENT glare. ❛ you’re lucky  i CAN’T. ❜

[jilsaeg-blog]

( kodama, sachiko ):

♜. ┊               The detective is far from amused, eyes narrowing to pinpoints. “Your hurt feelings is the least of my concerns,” she scoffs as she crouches before the corpse. Reaching out, the hound licks her lips before shaking her head. “Couldn’t give me something of a chase, huh? I don’t like easy game.” 

                the creature hums softly to himself,  kicking into a slow WALK towards the nearest solid surface, leaning the entirety of his body weight against it. arms fold COMFORTABLY over a broad chest, leaving him standing so casually as he speaks. ❛ honey,  i’m anything BUT easy game.❜

[jilsaeg-blog]

( ??? ):

            the umbra underneath moonlight envelops his figure as the lithe frame of an index finger shields the entrance of delicate nostrils in annoyance, an unpleasant aroma lingering withing the air into emanating disgrace from an opposite being, however across a pale complex is but the mocking coil of sculpted edges.❛ me? funny, because you happen to be the one smelling like a wet dog. ❜

              an amused huff is his initial response,  air passing chapped lips so smoothly, leaving a cloud of frozen heat slithering from his MOUTH. it isn’t as though he’s EXPECTING anything less from his company. ❛ at least i don’t reek of DEATH and decay and other wonderful stuff. ❜ a wink, playful, but not a sweet GESTURE as it so often is in the slightest. 

[jilsaeg-blog]

( ??? ):

🌙 @jilsaeg· — - rebloged for a starter.

✰ | ☾ — - “I really don’t think you wanna test my irritant limit today,” he said giving the latter creature a kind of stoic, hard look. 

             a silent quirk of a brow,  the gentle LIFT of the corners of lips is all the creature offers. ❛ ooo, how scary. ❜

[jilsaeg-blog]

( ??? ):

  ☽’ “Are you trying to scare me?” the vampire states, a brow raised and lips pulled into an amused smile. Tempted, Yunseo leans close before he whispers his next set of words. “You should try harder than that, little one.”

           gaze remains steady over the other’s shoulder,  never faltering, but never being so BOLD as to shift to the eyes. there’s a sly tilt to the corners of his LIPS ; tongue pressing firm against the back of teeth. ❛ and if YOU’RE trying to scare me, i’m afraid i have to say the same. ❜

[arafinwean-deactivated20150527]

one. He burns like holiness, like glory, like the fire of a sun not yet seen and you can’t help but stare. He is fire and ash and burning, burning, burning. (Fire was not made to be held in human skin.) two. He is rage and ruin, sorrow etched into the space when bone meets muscle. You don’t think he’ll ever die. three. Fire always burns itself out.

Only The Sun Would Be Brighter - Keith J. Castillo (via mostwiseofheart)

[jilsaeg-blog]

hi !!  super sorry for being MIA for like a week, holy shit. i’ll be back soon, I promise !!  school just hates me rn. if you’d like to roleplay/chat still, however, you can find me on any of these: LINE: geunun KIK: geunun TUMBLR IMs or SKYPE, which i’ll give to anyone who asks !! 

[actualarchive]

a hundred random starters 

below are starters based on/inspired by various sources. change the genders as you see fit ;)

❝ why do you keep lying to me? ❞

❝ have you ever considered the idea that maybe, this world doesn’t revolve around you & your problems? ❞

❝ love is love is love is love. ❞

❝ marriage is an absurd arrangement. one is sold as a fifteen-year-old child and makes a vow one does not understand and then regrets for thirty years or more, and which one can never undo again. ❞

❝ why are you crying this time? ❞

❝ you will never escape. ❞

❝ this isn’t what I wanted! ❞

❝ everything has its consequences. ❞

❝ this face bears the mission of heaven. ❞

❝ no, you shall dismantle the house of lies, but build the temple of the divine. ❞

❝ one copper coin for a bowl of noodles! ❞

❝ that one has the heart of a lion. ❞

❝ I needed to be summoned. ❞

❝ there’s no reason for this hostility! I come in peace. ❞

❝ they died screaming. ❞

❝ why fight anymore? what’s the point of fighting against destiny? ❞

❝ how long have you known? ❞

❝ I can only speak for myself. ❞

❝ the law can be changed. ❞

❝ are you sure you’re not pregnant? ❞

❝ your child is adorable! ❞

❝ you gave him a riddle for his birthday? ❞

❝ you have no fucking right to treat me this way. ❞

❝ your ambition blinds you. ❞

❝ he adores you. ❞

❝ I feel like I should be shocked that you two had sex there, but I’m not anymore. ❞

❝ she’s going to kill you. ❞

❝ have you ever tried the cakes? they’re actually quite delicious. ❞

❝ you’ll need to be punished. ❞

❝ you should learn to lie better. ❞

❝ sometimes I wonder if you’re real. ❞

❝ I will take back what is mine & kill anyone who stands in my way. ❞

❝ then kill me. ❞

❝ there’s no such thing as love. there is only lust. ❞

❝ you’re selfish. you never think about anyone but yourself. ❞

❝ i’m sorry, but they’re gone. ❞

❝ death is just another adventure. ❞

❝ stop! ❞

❝ let them watch. ❞

❝ you have no shame, do you? ❞

❝ I can’t believe we’re talking about this right now. ❞

❝ I need advice. sex advice. ❞

❝ alright, tell me the truth, is he good in bed? ❞

❝ she is the best thing in my life. ❞

❝ you love him? ❞

❝ do you love me at all? ❞

❝ do you believe in soul mates? ❞

❝ please, you have to believe me. I didn’t kill anyone! ❞

❝ history is written by the victorious. ❞

❝ at least she has a heart! you have none. ❞

❝ isn’t it more important that they told you? ❞

❝ the king is displeased. ❞

❝ long live your majesty! ❞

❝ can you stop talking for just one moment & listen to me? ❞

❝ no matter how hard I try, they just won’t stay dead. ❞

❝ he’s a gold digger. he’ll screw anyone & marry them as long as they have money. ❞

❝ o! how sweet love must be! ❞

❝ do you really think that? ❞

❝ quick, you need to hide before they see you! ❞

❝ you taught me to never trust anyone. ❞

❝ this is extreme, even for you. ❞

❝ you guys were pretty loud last night. I guess it was good? ❞

❝ that wasn’t an apology & you know it. ❞

❝ are you a virgin? ❞

❝ I’m married. ❞

❝ best thing I ever did was marrying you. ❞

❝ red roses won’t erase the fact that you broke my heart. ❞

❝ stop taking all the ice cream! ❞

❝ has anyone told you that you’re sort of a little bitch? ❞

❝ it’s deep dish pizza. ❞

❝ do you want to fight for your land back or not? ❞

❝ I never realized how much of a coward you are. ❞

❝ there’s nothing worse than someone who isn’t willing to try new things. ❞

❝ haven’t you ever wanted to escape? to leave this place & explore the world? ❞

❝ i think you’ve had enough to drink. ❞

❝ your ancestors would be ashamed if they saw you. ❞

❝ one of the dolls is missing! ❞

❝ are we going to die here? ❞

❝ well looks like we’ve found ourselves in a bit of a dilemma. ❞

❝ I am no longer a child! ❞

❝ the baby won’t stop crying! i don’t know what to do anymore! ❞

❝ what if something happens to them? ❞

❝ once upon a time, I gave a damn about what people thought about me. ❞

❝ if he can get away with this, then so can i! ❞

❝ the dark shall come & take everything you love from you. ❞

❝ it’s the same story over & over again. you’d think people would know better by now. ❞

❝ there’s absolutely nothing wrong with you. ❞

❝ you are what is wrong with this world. ❞

❝ shattered dreams can drive anyone mad. ❞

❝ I am a phoenix. burn me & I shall return, rising from the ashes. ❞

❝ this is my home. ❞

❝ home is where the heart is, where you feel safe & warm & loved. ❞

❝ running away has never solved a damn thing! ❞

❝ fuck me. ❞

❝ oh the things I’d do to you if we were alone. ❞

❝ stop, he’s not here, remember? he’s gone & he can’t hurt you anymore. ❞

❝ your husband/wife – is he/she good to you? ❞

❝ stop & think a moment, you have to stay & rest. there’s a child who needs you now, you can’t just run & be a fucking idiot. ❞

❝ once, I drank a whole bottle by myself. ❞

❝ what do I want? I want to kiss you a thousand times before undressing you & kissing every bit of your flesh a thousand more times. ❞

[jilsaeg-blog]

continued from here // @haemcphobia​

          great... fucking interrupted. again.  dark brows ARCH minutely, obsidian gaze travelling to the sound of the voice as bloodied hands wipe themselves against BLACK JEANS. ❛ an ambulance ? ❜ the creature echoes, remnants of a dark chuckle lacing itself into the words. ❛ nah. i give him... a couple minutes at most. been bleeding for a WHILE. ❜ 

[jilsaeg-blog]

( rihwan ) “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.”

hurt // @ofaster

             there’s a snort, part amused,  part OFFENDED. its a little funny, mostly pertaining to the fact that the jilsaeg’s sense of HUMOUR is… a little deranged. ❛ i’ve seen plenty of flesh wounds, and trust me, that isn’t one. ❜

[sandcvstles]

hurt meme.

[jilsaeg-blog]

“ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”

“i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”

“my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”

“i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”

“don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”

“i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”

“please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”

“you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”

“you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”

“i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”

“i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”

“i fucked up, why do you not care?”

“i can’t walk, just go on without me.”

“you have broken ribs, take it easy.”

“i have no idea how to do cpr.”

“whose blood is that?”

“apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”

“don’t you dare fucking let go!” 

“what the hell happened to you?” 

“are they dead? did you kill them?” 

“do you know what you’ve done?” 

“you’re either with me or against me.” 

“who the hell did this to you?” 

“are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 

“i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 

“when was the last time you ate?” 

“what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 

 “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 

“for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 

“there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 

“are you… throwing up in there?” 

“why aren’t you eating?” 

“just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 

“i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 

“i woke up, & you were gone.” 

“just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 

“it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

[jilsaeg-blog]

( lu, kian ):

          Kian was obedient. he doesn’t struggle because he knows deep down that it’s a bad idea. he wants to, though… but he’s careful. but he’s TERRIFIED. when the grip tightens on his shirt  &  he’s suddenly being DRAGGED, he whimpers, brows lowering when he speaks.

          he only had ONE FRIEND, & that was BONG-JU. he was the sweetest, most kind, & PUREST being the UNICORN had ever met. he was the first  &  only person he could trust so easily, so there was n reason to question if he’d done anything wrong. the phoenix was seemingly INCAPABLE of doing wrong  – &  if he was, Kian could never imagine him as anything other than GOOD.

          he lets out a small whine when his back hits the brick, lilac gaze meeting the other man’s before lowering. he nods nervously, trying to swallow the lump already gathered in his throat. whatever the questions may be, he HAS to be honest. it’s part of who he is  –  a disadvantage of his kind. but if it means protecting Bong-ju, then he’s prepared to do some avoiding. 

            honestly, he’s kind of disappointed.  no struggling means no fun, not REALLY. but he’s not abandoning his ( slightly deranged ) hopes yet. a hand remains FIRM on the boy’s chest ; fingers pressing into skin, not enough to bruise, but enough to be uncomfortable. they linger there as a THREAT, a warning to the boy that if he is to hide ANYTHING the jilsaeg will not hesitate to act.             the creature leans himself closer,  tilting his HEAD to one side and sighing.  ❛ so, ❜ he begins, his free hand pressing against the wall next to the other’s HEAD. ❛ song bong-ju.  ring a bell ? ❜ dark eyes study quivering features closely, a light twitch to his lips. any outward INDICATIONS of his reaction will be noted and used.

[jilsaeg-blog]

( park, rihwan ):

[ &: 리환 ] — you? the last time he checked they had already known each other for a few months now. though he didn’t care much whether a friend remembered his name or not. and this wasn’t new. other people would’ve been surprise but this, to kinam is something he would rather not say as usual but it is. pulling out a pack of wet tissue from his jeans pocket, he tossed it onto the other’s lap. “what is it this time?” he questioned, participating on his excuses because that’s the most interesting part to rihwan. it was always different every time, he didn’t buy any of it so he just nod along. their friendship wasn’t like anybody else, rihwan didn’t even know if it can even be considered as one.

            its not so much that he doesn’t remember,  the jilsaeg’s memory is IMPECCABLE, but he doesn’t care much for names. particularly when the person is not a target of his. he deems them unnecessary, thus makes NO move to correct himself as he grabs at the tissues and begins wiping stains of crimson from his face. briefly, he purses his lips and HUMS. ❛ none of your business, honestly. ❜

[jilsaeg-blog]

( ??? ):

At first, he had thought that the other only behaved that way towards him because he was just OUT OF IT. You know DRUNK, PISSED, or something in the likes. Junmo would have understood, but apparently – that was not the case. He was angry, yes, but what he did not expect was the other’s strength being used against him; the tight hold that felt like crushing his arm forcing a cry to come out of the younger’s mouth. “What do you even WANT from me, you freak!?”

              there’s a mild squinting of dark eyes,  the expression questioning in it’s nature, however soon LIPS twist into a sly SMIRK upon the sound of a cry reaching his ears. he’s tempted to SQUEEZE tighter, but a tinny voice within his right ear stops him. innocent bystander, remember what we told you, jilsaeg.  the creature GROWLS, irritated, tugging the kid along with him. ❛ that’s hurtful, ai. you’re LUCKY i’m not allowed to kill you. ❜