how do you even wake up in your DR? ⋆𐙚 ̊.
i asked myself how i’m supposed to wake up in my new reality, because this is honestly starting to get ridiculous. i already know how to imagine myself there, playing out scenarios and seeing it all in my mind. i know how to do all that and i know where i want to shift. but something about the how to actually wake up there kept taking over my mind.
then it randomly clicked when i thought about falling asleep. how would i even describe falling asleep? well, you close your eyes and then it just happens after a while. that’s it.
you literally pretend to be asleep until you are.
so what’s the difference between that and shifting? well, there isn’t one. at least not for me.
when i lay there at night, pretending, imagining that i’m there, that’s literally enough. there’s nothing extra i need to do to make it happen, just like there’s nothing extra i need to do to fall asleep. i pretend it, i become it.
i don’t need to overthink it anymore. i should just let myself assume the state (even with doubts), the same way i assume sleep. i don’t lay there affirming “i’m sleeping, i’m sleeping.” no, i let my mind drift. i let myself relax.
shifting works the same way by letting my awareness drift, instead of forcing it. i feel like once i stop trying to get there and simply just start being, that’s when it will happen. ‹𝟹
